An-ina smoothed her brown hand over
the superfine surface of the spread of buckskin where
it lay on the counter in the store. Her dark eyes
were critically contemplating it, while she held ready
a large pair of scissors.
A great contentment pervaded her life.
It was in her wide, wise eyes now as she considered
the piece of material which was to provide a shirt
for Steve. The buckskin had been prepared by
her own hands. It was soft, and tawny with the
perfect tint she desired. It could not be too
soft, or too good for Steve. That was her thought
as she prepared to hew it into shape for the sewing
and beading which no other hands would be permitted
to work.
Her contemplation was broken by the
abrupt flinging open of the door of the store.
She turned quickly, expectantly, and the smiling content
in her eyes, as they rested on the figure of Steve,
left no doubt as to the welcome nature of the interruption.
“You mak your plan?” she demanded.
The manner of her question was that
of poignant interest. Her whole thought was centred
on the life and well-being of this white man.
For the moment the buckskin was forgotten.
Steve closed the door. He came
over to the counter behind which were piled the stores
of his trade. He leant against it, and his steady
eyes regarded the handsome, dusky woman, who had come
to him at the moment of his life’s disaster,
and had been his strong comfort and support ever since.
“Yes.” He nodded,
in the decided fashion that was always his. “We
can’t wait.”
“You go before Marcel come?”
There was no surprise in the woman’s reply.
“The outfit’s ready.
The dogs are hardened to the bone. Every day,
I guess, is a day lost. The snow’s thick
on the ground and the waters are frozen up. Well?
We can’t guess the time it’ll take us this
trip. We can’t spare an hour. If we
get through, it don’t matter. If we fail
we need to make back here before the ‘Sleepers’
crawl out from under their dope. If we wait for
Marcel, and he don’t get right along quick, it
means losing time we can’t ever make good.
You get all that?”
The woman turned up the oil lamp.
The day was dark for all the lolling sun in the horizon.
She passed across to the stove, roaring comfortingly
under its open draft. She closed the damper and
stood over it with hands outstretched to the warmth.
It was a favourite attitude of hers.
“An-ina know,” she said.
“An’ Marcel? What it keep him so much
long? All time he come before snow. Now?
No. Why is it?”
A shadow of anxiety descended upon
her placid face. A pucker drew her brows together.
Her heart was troubled.
Steve shook his head. He showed
no sign of sharing her concern.
“He’ll be along,”
he said confidently. “I’m not worried
a thing. I’d trust Marcel to beat the game
more than I would myself. You needn’t to
be scared. No. It’s not that.”
“What it then?”
An-ina’s eyes were full of a
concern she had no desire to conceal. She had
nothing to conceal from this man who was the god of
her woman’s life.
“I just can’t say,”
Steve said. “But I’m not
worried. The thing is we’d fixed it that
I didn’t quit till Marcel got to home.”
“Why?”
Steve shrugged, but his eyes were smiling.
“Oh, I guess we don’t
fancy leaving you without men folk around. It
isn’t that things are likely to worry any.
But you see you’re all we’ve
got. You’re a sort of anchor that holds
us fast to things. You see, I guess Marcel reckons
you his mother, and I, why it don’t
need me to say how I feel.”
The look in the woman’s dark
eyes deepened. She knew the feelings prompting
Steve. Oh, yes. She knew. And she thanked
the God she had learned to believe in, and to worship,
for the happiness which he had permitted her in the
midst of the terrors of this desolate Northern country.
Her answer came at once. It came full of her generosity.
“Ah,” she cried quickly.
“You think all this thing you men!
An’ what An-ina think? Oh, An-ina think
much. So much. Listen. She tell.
Marcel him big feller. Him mak’ summer
trail. Far far. An-ina not know.
Him wolf all come around. Him river with much
water rapids rocks. Him
muskeg. Him everything bad, an’ much danger.
An-ina she not say, ’An-ina come too, so no
harm come by Marcel.’ She say, ‘no.’
Marcel big man. Marcel brave. Him fight
big. So him God of white man kill Marcel all up,
then An-ina heart all break, but she say it all His
will. So she not say nothing. Steve him
go by Unaga, where all him devil men. They get
him. They kill him. Then An-ina all mak’
big weep inside. She say nothing.
She not say ’An-ina come, too, so she frighten
all devil men away.’ Oh, no. An-ina
woman. She not scare any more as Steve an’
Marcel. She sit by fire. She mak’
Steve him shirt. She have gun, plenty. No
man come. Oh, no. She not scare for nothing.
An-ina brave woman, too. Steve, Marcel mak’
her coward. Oh, no. Outfit ready Julyman Oolak all
him dogs. Yes. Steve him go right
away. Bimeby Marcel him come. So.”
An-ina’s voice was low and soft.
But for all her halting use of the white man’s
tongue, with which she found so much difficulty, there
was decision and earnest in every word she uttered.
There was the force, too, of a brave, clear-thinking
mind in it. And it left Steve with difficulty
in answering her. Besides for all his desire to
protest, he knew he must go, or sacrifice that thing
which had brought him to Unaga.
With characteristic decision he accepted
her protest. He knew her generosity and courage.
But a sense of shame was not lacking at the thought
that the very position he had used to convince Marcel
could not be allowed to stand where his purpose was
threatened.
“I’ve got to go,”
he said almost doggedly. “But I hate the
thought of leaving you, An-ina. If Marcel would
only get around now, I’d feel easy. But
there’s not a sign of him. He’s late late
and Psha! It’s no sort of use.
I must pull out right away.”
He stood up from the counter and came
over to the stove. An-ina’s dark eyes watched
him. Even in her untutored mind she understood
the strength of character which overrode his every
scruple, his every sentiment. Her regard for
him was something of idolatry, and deep in her soul
she knew that the gleanings in his heart left by that
white woman were hers. Maybe they were only gleanings,
but she asked no more. She was content.
She knew no distinction between mistress and wife.
The natural laws were sufficient. He was the
joy of her savage heart, and she was the only woman
in his life. It was as she would have it.
He came up to her and stood gazing
down at the long, thin hands outspread to the warmth.
Then with an unaccustomed display of feeling he thrust
one arm through hers, and his strong hand clasped itself
over both of hers.
“Say, An-ina, I’m going
a hell of a long trail. It’s so long we
just can’t figure the end. It’s a
winter trail northward, and I don’t need to
tell you a thing of what that means. I’d
say anyone but you and Marcel would guess I’m
crazy. Well, I’m not. But it’s
a mighty desperate chance we’re taking.
If we win through, and get what we’re chasing,
it means the end of this country for all of us.
Maybe you’ll be glad. I don’t know.
If we fail well, I can’t just figure
on failure. I never have and I don’t reckon
to start that way now. But I got to hand you ‘good-bye’
this time. It’s not that way with us usually.
But this time I sort of feel I want to. You’re
just a great woman, and you’ve been mostly the
whole meaning of things to me since since Anyway,
I’ve done the best I know to hand you all the
happiness lying around in a territory there’s
nothing much to in that way. But all that’s
nothing to what you’ve been to me. Well,
my dear, I don’t guess it’s our way talking
these things, but I got that inside me makes me want
to say a whole heap about how I feel and what I think.
Guess I’m not going to try though. It wouldn’t
amount to anything if I talked a day through.
I wouldn’t have said half I needed to.
You and Marcel are all I’ve got, and you two
dear folk’ll be the last thought I have in life.
You’ll help him, my dear, won’t you?
You’re just Marcel’s mother, and if I don’t
get back you’ll need to be his father, too.
Good-bye.”
An-ina made no reply. She had
listened to him with a heart that was overflowing.
As he said “good-bye” she turned her head,
and the speechlessness of their farewell was deep
with simple human passion.
A moment later they had moved apart.
It was Steve’s initiative.
“Now? You go now?”
An-ina’s voice was heroic in
its steadiness. There was not a sign of tears
in her shining eyes. She followed him to the door
as though his going were an ordinary incident in their
day’s routine, and stood there, while he passed
out, the very embodiment of that stoicism for which
her race is so renowned.
An-ina was alone. Only the skeleton
of her life at the fort remained to keep her company.
The flesh was shorn from the bone. That flesh
which had made her life an existence of joy which
the greatest terror of Unaga was powerless to rob
her of. It is true there were a few of the trail
dogs left behind, and some of the reindeer. But
what were these half wild creatures in exchange for
a human companionship in which her whole soul was
bound up?
But An-ina was free of the vain imaginings
which curse the lives of those who boast the culture
of civilization. She was content in her woman’s
memory, in her looking forward, and the present was
full of an hundred and one occupations which held
her mind to the exclusion of everything but the contemplation
of the coming joy of reunion.
She had claimed to herself a bravery
equal to that of her men folk. She might well
have claimed more. She possessed, in addition
to that active courage which belongs to the adventurer,
the passive, courageous endurance of the woman.
So, with an unruffled calm, she set about the daily
“chores” that were hers, and added to them
all those labours which were necessary that this outland
home should lack nothing in its welcome to her men.
For the moment the world about her
was still and silent. It was as though Nature
remained suspended in doubt between the seasons.
The open season was passed, when the earth lay bare
to the lukewarm sun of summer. A white shroud
covered the nakedness of the world, and already ice
was spread out over the waters. But winter had
not yet made its great onslaught.
It was coming. Oh, yes.
It was near. The brief hours of daylight warned
that. So did the mock-suns which hovered in the
sky, chained by the radiant circle which held the
dying sun prisoned. Then in the north the heavy
clouds were gathering. They gathered and dispersed.
Then they gathered again. And always they banked
deeper and darker. The wind was rising.
That fitful, patchy wind which is so full of threat,
and which bears in its breath the cutting slash of
a whip.
There were moments in her solitude
when An-ina read these warnings with some misgivings.
They were not for herself. They were not even
for Steve. The winter trail was no new thing
to her great man. Besides, he was equipped against
anything the Northern winter could display. Accident
alone could hurt him. That was her creed.
Marcel was different. He was only equipped for
summer, and he should have returned before that first
snowfall. How could his canoes make the waters
of the river when they were already frozen?
Thus it was she speculated as each
dawn she sought the sign of his return, and at the
close of each day, with the last of the vanishing
light.
For a week she went on with her endless
labours in that cheerful spirit of confidence which
never seemed to fail her. Then there came a change.
She sought the gates of the fort more often, and stood
gazing out longer, and with eyes that were not quite
easy. Her unease was growing. She spurned
it, she refused to admit her fears. And, in her
defence, she redoubled her labours.
Thus ten days from the moment of Steve’s
going passed. It was the evening of the tenth
day.
With a desperate resolve she had refused
to allow herself her last evening vigil. Snow
was in the air and had already begun to fall.
So she sat over the great stove in the store, and
plied her needle, threaded with gut, upon the shirt
that was some day to cover Steve’s body.
Not once did she look up. It was almost as if
she dared not. She was fighting a little battle
with herself in which hope and confidence were hard
pressed.
It was in the midst of this that the
door was thrust open wide, and, with the opening,
a flurry of snow swept in upon the warm atmosphere.
But that which caused her to start to her feet, and
drop the treasured garment perilously near to the
stove, was the figure that appeared in the white cloud
that blew about it. It was Marcel, with snow and
ice about his mouth and chin, and upon his eye-lashes,
and with his thick pea-jacket changed from its faded
hue to the virgin whiteness of the elements through
which he had succeeded in battling his way.
“An-ina!”
It was the glad cry of greeting she
had yearned for in the big voice of a man whose delight
is unmeasured.
“Marcel!” The woman’s
reply was full of joy. Then, with a sigh that
was a deep expression of relief: “An-ina
glad so glad!”
Marcel turned and closed the outer
storm door. Then he shut the inner door securely.
A moment later he was freeing himself from icicles
and snow at the stove.
“Say, I had to beat it like
hell,” he declared with a great laugh, while
An-ina gathered up her sewing and laid it aside.
Her mother mind was running upon a hot supper for
her boy. “I was just worried to death at
you folks sitting around guessing. Winter got
me beat by just two weeks, and now the snow’s
falling in lumps, and it’s mighty near down to
zero. Where’s Uncle Steve?”
“Gone.” An-ina had
forgotten the supper. “Him gone where you
know. Him gone days. Maybe ten. No
wait. Oh, no. Him guess you come soon.
So him go.”
“And Julyman? And Oolak?”
“All gone. All him gone by land of fire.
Oh, yes.”
An-ina sighed. It was her only
means of expressing the feelings she could not deny.
Marcel’s eyes had sobered.
He flung off his pea-jacket and possessed himself
of An-ina’s chair. He sat there with his
great hands spread out to the warmth, enduring the
sharp cold-aches it inspired. He was gazing steadily
at the glowing patch where the side of the stove was
red hot. His mind was busy with thoughts which
robbed him of half the joy of his return.
The thought of supper returned to the woman.
“So. I mak’ him supper,” she
said. “Him boys. They come too?”
“Oh, yes,” Marcel laughed
shortly “Guess they’re back in the woods
there, doping like hell so they shan’t lose any
sleep. They were kind of mad with me getting
back late. I had to rawhide two of them, or the
whole darn lot would have bolted. You see, I was
held up.”
An-ina would have questioned further
but there was no encouragement in Marcel’s tone
or manner. He had not turned to reply. His
attitude was one the squaw recognized. He wanted
to think. So she moved silently away and passed
to the old kitchen to prepare his food.
Marcel sat on. He was thinking,
thinking hard. But not in any direction that
An-ina would have guessed. For once there was
confusion of thought and feeling that was quite foreign
to his nature. He was thinking of Keeko, he was
thinking of Uncle Steve, and he was thinking of An-ina.
He was angry with himself and as nearly angry with
Uncle Steve as he could be. He cursed himself
that through his delay An-ina should have been left
alone for two weeks. He was troubled at the thought
that Uncle Steve saw fit to leave her, and refused
to await his return. And towards An-ina he felt
that contrition which his deep regard for her made
so poignant. But through all, above all, floated
the spirit of Keeko, and he knew that whatever might
have befallen nothing would have made him act differently.
He was troubled to realize that for the first time
in his life Uncle Steve and An-ina had only second
place in his thought.
His reflections were broken by An-ina’s quiet
return.
“Supper him all fixed. Marcel
come?”
Marcel started up. And the shadows
passed out of his handsome eyes. The gentle humility
with which An-ina addressed him was irresistible.
He was smiling again. His deep affection for
this mother woman was shining in his eyes.
“Will I come?” he cried. “Say,
you just see.”
Marcel had eaten his fill. He
had been well-nigh famishing when he arrived, and
the simple cooking and wholesome food that An-ina set
before him was like a banquet compared to the fare
of the trail, on which he had subsisted all the open
season.
Now he was lounging back in the rawhide-seated
chair with his pipe aglow. He was ready to talk,
more than ready. And An-ina’s soft eyes
were observing him, and reading him in her own wise
way.
“You tell me now?”
she said, in the fashion of one who knows the value
of food to her men folk’s mood.
Marcel nodded with a ready smile.
“Any old thing you fancy,”
he cried. “What’ll I tell you?
About the darn outfit, the pelts we got? The
woods? The rivers? The skitters? The ”
An-ina shook her head. His mood was what she
desired.
“No. Marcel say the thing that please him.
An-ina listen.”
Marcel laughed. He had come home
with the treasure hugged tight to his bosom.
He had promised himself that this was his secret, to
be imparted to no one not even to Uncle
Steve. An-ina had demanded that he should speak
as he desired, and he knew that his one desire was
to talk of Keeko. Now, he asked himself, why why,
for all his resolve, should he withhold the story
of this greatest of all joys from the woman who was
his second mother?
His laugh was his yielding.
“Oh, yes,” he cried impulsively.
“I’ll tell you the thing that pleases
me. I’ll tell you the reason I was held
up. And it’s the greatest ever!”
An-ina rose quickly from her seat.
“You tell An-ina sure.
It long. Oh, yes. An-ina say this thing ’the
greatest ever.’”
She was gone and had returned again
before Marcel had dragged himself back from his contemplation
of the things which he desired to talk of. It
was a gentle hint from An-ina that roused him.
“Oh, yes? An-ina listen.”
Marcel started. He stirred his
great bulk, and re-lit the pipe he had failed to keep
alight.
“I’d forgotten,”
he said, with another laugh that was not free from
self-consciousness. “Say,” he went
on, “I’ve hit the greatest trail ever
a feller struck in this queer darn country. Gee!”
He breathed a profound sigh. “It was queer.
I was trailing an old bull moose. I followed it
days.”
An-ina was watching him. She
beheld the radiant light in his frank eyes. She
noted the almost feverish manner in which he was clouding
the tobacco smoke about him. She even thought
she detected an unsteadiness in the hand that held
his pipe. She waited.
“Oh, yes,” he went on.
“I was in a territory I guess I’ve hunted
plenty. I kind of knew it all, as it’s
given to anyone to know this darn land. I followed
the trail right up to the end, but I didn’t
make a kill. No.”
His tone had dropped to a soft, deep
note that thrilled with some emotion An-ina had never
before been aware of in him. A startled light
shone in her eyes, and her work lay unheeded in her
lap.
“No. I didn’t make
a kill, but I came right up to the end of that trail,
and found ”
“A woman?”
Marcel sat up with a jolt. His
wide, astonished eyes stared almost foolishly into
the dark native eyes smiling back into his.
“How d’you know that?”
he demanded sharply.
He planted his elbows on the table,
resting his square chin upon his hands.
An-ina laughed that almost silent
laugh so peculiar to her.
“An-ina guess him. An-ina
look and look. An-ina see Marcel all smiling inside.
She hear him voice all soft, like like Ah,
An-ina not know what it like. So she think.
She say, what mak’ Marcel all like this?
Him find something. Him not scare. Oh, no.
Marcel not scare nothing. No. Him much please.
Marcel boy? No. Him big man. What him
mak’ big man much please. An-ina know.
It woman. So she say.”
Marcel wanted to laugh. He wanted
to shout his delight. He wanted to pour out the
hot, passionate feelings of his heart to a woman who
could read and understand him like this. He did
none of these things, however.
He simply smiled and nodded, while
his whole face lit radiantly.
“That’s a hell of a good
guess,” he cried. “Yes. I found
a woman. A beautiful, blue-eyed white
woman. And she called herself, ‘Keeko.’”
An-ina swiftly rolled up the buckskin
she was working. She laid it on the supper table
beside her. Then she drew up her chair, and she,
too, set her elbows on the table, and supported her
handsome, smiling face in her hands. Again it
was the woman, the mother in her. It was her boy’s
romance. The boy she had raised to manhood with
so much love and devotion. And she was thirsting,
as only a mother can, for the story of it.
“So. Marcel him say. An-ina listen.”