It was nearly sundown. A chilly
mist was stealing down the slopes of the surrounding
hills. It densified to a ruddy fog as it caught
the glow of the evening sun, and finally settled upon
the valley. And with each passing moment the
hills seemed to recede, their outlines to grow more
indistinct and ghostly. And gradually the whole
prospect took on the depressing aspect of a day dying
wearily.
Had Jessie been less preoccupied as
she stood at the door of the ranch-house she might
have felt something of all this. But she heeded
nothing of the hour, and saw nothing of the picture
before her. Her eyes only visualized the scenes
that a world of troubled and apprehensive thought
yielded her. Her mind and heart were full of a
great terror, a terror which left her helpless and
dazed.
She stirred restlessly. Time
and again she changed her position. Now she was
leaning against one casing of the doorway, now against
the other. A nervous glance over her shoulder,
as some sound in the darkness of the room behind her
set her shivering, told of the state of her nerves,
as also, with ears ever on the alert, her fearful
glances at a definite spot in the rapidly dimming hills
told of a straining, harassed expectancy. Her
nerves were almost at breaking-point. Her handsome
face was drawn and haggard. All the youthful
freshness seemed to have vanished from it forever,
leaving her radiant eyes shadowed and hopeless.
It was a painful change. But the outward and
visible signs were nothing to the changes that had
taken place within her.
Thirty yards away a decrepit choreman
was making pretense of some work upon a corral fence.
But it was only pretense. His real occupation
was espionage. His red-rimmed eyes never for
a moment lost sight of his master’s woman when
she showed herself in the open. A curious-looking
dog of immense proportions, half mastiff, half Newfoundland,
squatted on its haunches at his side, alternating
his green-eyed attention between a watchful regard
for the hand that fed and thrashed it and the woman
at the doorway. There was not much to choose between
the faces of these wardens of the ranch. Both
were cruel, both were intensely vicious. In neither
pair of eyes was there any friendliness for the woman.
And it needed little imagination to understand that
both possessed to the full all the instincts of the
savage watch-dog.
But Jessie had no thought for either.
Her own terrible thoughts and feelings held her.
It is doubtful if she was even aware of their presence
at all. Just now one thought stood out dominant
in her mind. She was expecting the return of James.
And the return of James meant She shuddered.
He was returning from his expedition
in the neighborhood of Suffering Creek, and this knowledge
brought with it the remembrance that his object was
to give her possession of at least one of her children.
Distracted as she was with her mother’s desire
for possession of her offspring, although the man
was now only obeying her expressed wishes, she dreaded
the child’s coming almost as much as she dreaded
her lover’s return. The thought of seeing
Vada in this man’s arms maddened her to such
a degree that she was well-nigh beside herself.
For two whole days now had she brooded
under a cloud of despair. She had scarcely stirred
out of her room; she had eaten scarcely enough to
sustain life. She had shut herself up, a prey
to harrowing remorse and terror a remorse
which she knew to be as useless as her terror was
nerve-racking. Her awakening had come, sudden,
awful. And, like all such awakenings, it had
come too late, so that the horror of her future was
written in letters of fire before her mental eyes,
a fire which burnt into her broken heart and left
her in the depths of an unutterable despair.
It was on the morning of her lover’s
departure for the region of Suffering Creek that the
awakening had come. It had come with an overwhelming
rush of horror which, in the midst of her dressing,
had sent her reeling and fainting upon the bed from
which she had only just risen, and where for two hours
she had subsequently lain in a state of collapse.
She was brushing her hair, her mind
busy with the pleasant thought that shortly she was
to have one of her children with her again. She
knew that her appeal to her husband had failed, but
James had sworn to keep his promise, and now he was
setting out for that expressed purpose. And such
was her foolish woman’s blind faith that she
had no doubts. When he returned he was to bring,
at least, little Vada with him. The fresh mountain
air was doubly pleasant to her that morning.
The brilliant sunlight raised her spirits. All
qualms of conscience were thrust into the background,
and she was as nearly happy as earthly interest could
make her.
She could see the crowded corrals
from where she stood. She could hear the bellowing
of the restless cattle as they pushed and horned each
other in their forceful, bovine desire to get out to
the succulent grass of their beloved pastures.
All the men were astir, preparing for their lawless
expedition. The saddle-horses, ready for the trail,
were hitched to the corral fences. Through the
open window she could hear her lover ordering and
hectoring, as was his way of dealing with the ruffians
who served under his leadership; and a thrill of excitement,
a subtle sympathy, stirred her. She moved to the
window, leaving her beautiful hair flowing in the
bright air, and stood watching for the departure.
Then came that hideous thing which
was to shadow all her future life. It came almost
without warning. In a flash, it seemed, the last
tinge of romance was swept from her thoughts, and
the hideous skeleton of reality was laid bare.
The men had tightened up the cinchas
of their saddles, and passed the reins over their
horses’ heads, ready to mount. She watched
them all with something very like admiration in her
blinded eyes. Their hard, desperate faces did
not appear so to her. These things, in her foolish
mind, were the hall-mark of reckless courage, of strong,
virile manhood. They were men who feared nothing,
who cared no more for their own lives than they would
care for the life of an enemy. And somehow this
seemed to her just as it should be.
She waited to see them mount their
raw-boned bronchos. But somehow there was a delay;
and in this delay a change came over the scene.
The men drifted away from their horses and gathered
into groups. They stood whispering together with
faces averted from their leader. A feeling of
apprehension somehow caught hold of her. She did
not understand why, but she felt that all was not
right. She turned to James, and saw that he was
moving round his horse all unconcernedly, and she
wondered if he were aware of the change in his men.
But all further speculation was abruptly
checked, for at that moment she heard the leader issue
one of his sharp orders. She did not quite catch
his words, but she noticed that no one moved or attempted
to comply. Only talk ceased instantly. Then
she saw the handsome face of her lover flush, as he
glanced about him at this unusual phenomenon, and
in a moment she recognized the sudden savage anger
that flashed into his eyes. Simultaneously his
hand dropped to the butt of one of his guns.
Then she heard his words, as they
were shouted to the accompaniment of a string of vicious
oaths.
“Ho, you, Ned, an’ you,
too, Sully!” he cried fiercely, “get your
ears flappin’. Huyk that rotten skunk Conroy
out. I ain’t tellin’ you again.”
The woman had thrilled at his words.
There was such command, such fearlessness in them,
in his whole poise. She felt, too, that there
was trouble looming. There was rebellion in the
air. Her excitement rose, and her sympathies
were all for this one man.
The two men indicated suddenly bestirred
themselves, and moved off under their leader’s
eye. The rest drifted together eight
of them, she found herself counting. And as they
drew together a murmur arose.
Instantly James’ gun flew from
its holster; and he stood, the personification of
cold authority.
“Another word an’ I empty
this into your lousy hides!” she heard him cry.
And instantly the murmur died out.
But the threatening weapon did not
return to its holster. James stood there waiting.
And presently she beheld the two men he had despatched
returning, bringing in their custody, tottering awkwardly
between them, the man Abe Conroy, with his arms tightly
fastened behind his back, and a pair of horse-hobbles
securing his ankles. They came slowly, for the
hobbles allowed but little play, and halted less than
five yards away from their leader.
As they paused the woman shivered.
Some premonition of what was about to happen got hold
of her, and struck terror to her heart. She stood
staring now, unable to move. A hideous fascination
seemed to paralyze her.
The next thing that reached her comprehension
was that James was speaking in a harsh metallic voice.
She had never heard him speak like that before, and
her fears swiftly increased as his words floated in
through the open window.
“Now, you skunk,” he was
saying, “you guess you’re man enough to
run this lay-out. You guess you’re a bigger
man than me. You guess you got me squealin’
around like a suckin’ kid. You! An’
I took you out o’ jail, wher’ they was
goin’ to set you swingin’. Gee!
I could tell you a heap, but I ain’t no time
talkin’ to bastards of your kidney. Swingin’s
too good fer sech as you. Anyway, when I
got work to do I do it myself. Here, you, Ned,
an’ you, Sully, stand aside!”
She saw the two men withdraw.
She wanted to scream, without quite knowing why.
But no sound came. Her eyes were starting out
of her head with the horror of what she knew to be
about to happen. But she had no power to stir
hand or foot.
She saw James move forward. She
saw the bloodless, horror-stricken face of the prisoner.
She saw him stumble as he attempted to move away.
There was no escape.
James moved forward with body crouching,
and strides that covered the intervening space with
almost feline stealth.
He came right up to the man, his gun
leading. She heard a report and one dreadful
cry of terror and pain. She saw Conroy crumple
and fall writhing upon the ground. She saw the
blood streaming from his stomach. Then the further
horror came to her staring eyes as she saw James stand
over his victim and fire shot after shot into the hideous,
writhing heap.
But the limit was reached. With
one wild scream she turned away and flung herself
upon her bed; and the next moment everything mercifully
became a blank to her.
That was on the Sunday morning.
She saw nothing of what followed. She knew nothing
until she awoke some two hours later to the haunting
vision of the scene she had witnessed. And ever
since it had clung to her clung like an
obsession, a mental parasite sapping her nerve, her
very reason. Nor had she power to disassociate
herself from it.
And now she was waiting in an agony
of mind for the murderer’s return. Not
only was she waiting for his return, but she expected
to see him bearing in his arms one of her own innocent
children. The thought of little Vada in his arms
drove her frantic. Her innocent little Vada in
the arms of this cold-blooded assassin!
She knew him now for all he was.
The scales had fallen from her foolish eyes.
All the romance of his hideous calling had passed in
a flash, and she saw it as it was. She had no
words to express her feelings of horror and revolting.
In her weakness and wickedness she had torn herself
out of the life of a good man to fling herself upon
the bosom of this black-hearted villain. She loathed
him; she loathed his very name. But more than
all else she loathed herself. Her punishment
was terrible. She was so helpless, so powerless.
She knew it, and the knowledge paralyzed her thought.
What could she do? She knew she was watched,
and any move to get away would be at once frustrated.
She could do nothing nothing.
No longer able to remain in her room,
she had come out to breathe air which she vainly hoped
was less contaminated with the crimes of the man whose
home she had elected to share. But inside or out
it made no difference. The haunting was not of
the place. It was in her mind; it had enveloped
her whole consciousness.
But through it all there was one longing,
one yearning for all that she had lost, all she had
wantonly thrown away. Suffering Creek, with its
poverty-stricken home on the dumps, suggested paradise
to her now. She yearned as only a mother can
yearn for the warm caresses of her children.
She longed for the honest love of the little man whom,
in the days of her arrogant womanhood, she had so
mercilessly despised. All his patient kindliness
came back to her now. All his tremendous, if
misdirected, effort on her behalf, his never-failing
loyalty and courage, were things which to her, in
her misery, were the most blessed of all blessings.
She wanted home home. And in that one
bitter cry of her heart was expressed the awakening
of her real womanhood.
But it had come too late too
late. There was no home now for her but the home
of this man. There was no husband for her, only
the illicit love of this man. Her children she
could only obtain them by a theft. And as this
last thought came to her she remembered who it was
who must commit the theft.
The thought brought a fresh terror.
How would he accomplish his end? Had not Scipio
tacitly refused to yield up her children? Then
how how? She shivered. She knew
the means James would readily, probably only too gladly,
adopt. Her husband, the little harmless man who
had always loved her, would be swept aside like anyone
else who stood in the way. James would shoot
him down as he had shot Conroy down; even, she fancied,
he would shoot him down for the wanton amusement of
destroying his life.
Oh no, no! It was too horrible.
He was her husband, the first man she had ever cared
for. She thought of all they had been to each
other. Her mind sped swiftly over past scenes
which had so long been forgotten. She remembered
his gentleness, his kindly thought for her, his self-effacement
where her personal comforts were in question, his
devotion both to herself and her children. Every
detail of their disastrous married life sped swiftly
before her straining mental vision, leaving the man
standing out something greater than a hero to her
yearning heart. And she had flung it all away
in a moment of passion. She had blinded herself
in the arrogance of her woman’s vanity.
Gone, gone. And now she was the mistress of a
common assassin.
So she lashed herself with the torture
of repentance and regret as the darkness fell.
She did not stir from her post. The damp of the
mist was unnoticed, the chill of the air. She
was waiting for that return which was to claim her
to an earthly hell, than which she could conceive
no greater waiting like the condemned prisoner,
numb, helpless, fearful lest the end should come unobserved.
The ranch wardens waited, too.
The man cursed his charge with all the hatred of an
evil nature, as the damp penetrated to his mean bones.
The dog, too, grew restless, but where his master was,
there was his place. He had long since learned
that to his cost.
The night crept on, and there was
no change in the position, except that the man sought
the sheltering doorway of one of the barns, and covered
his damp shirt with a jacket. But the woman did
not move. She was beyond all conception of time.
She was beyond any thought of personal comfort or
fatigue. All she knew was that she must wait wait
for the coming of her now hated lover, that at least
she might snatch her child from his contaminating
arms. And after that well, after that She
had no power to think of the afterwards.
The moon rose amidst the obscurity
of the fog. It mounted, and at last reached a
height where its silvery light could no longer be denied
by the low-lying mists. But its reign was brief.
Its cold splendor rapidly began to shrink before the
pink dawn, and in less than two hours it was but a
dim white circle set in the azure of the new-born
day.
Still the woman remained at her post,
her dark eyes straining with her vigil. She was
drenched to the skin with the night-mists, but the
chill of her body was nothing to the chill of her heart.
The spy was still at his post in the barn doorway,
but he was slumbering, as was his canine servitor,
lying curled up at his feet. The sun rose, the
mists cleared. And now the warming of day stirred
the cattle in the corrals.
Suddenly the waiting woman started.
Her attention had never once relaxed. She moved
out with stiffened joints, and, shading her eyes with
her hand, stared into the gleaming sunlight. Her
ears had caught the distant thud of horses’
hoofs, and now her eyes confirmed. Away down
the valley she could see the dim outline of a number
of horsemen riding towards the ranch.
Her heart began to thump in her bosom,
and her limbs quaked under her. What could she
do? What must she do? Every thought, every
idea that her long vigil had suggested was swept from
her mind. A blank helplessness held her in its
grip. She could only wait for what was to come.
The pounding of hoofs grew louder,
the figures grew bigger. They were riding out
of the sun, and her eyes were almost blinded as she
looked for that which she trembled to behold.
She could not be certain of anything yet, except that
the return of her lover was at hand.
Nearer, nearer they came. Nearer,
nearer still. Then suddenly a sharp exclamation
broke from the watcher. It was a cry which had
in it a strange thrill. It might have been the
gasp of the condemned man at the sound of the word
“reprieve.” It might have been the
cry of one momentarily relieved from years of suffering.
She could see them plainly. For
now the figures were no longer silhouetted against
the sun. They had changed their course as they
neared the ranch, and the rising sun was well clear.
She could even recognize them by their horses.
She counted. There were ten of them. One
was missing. Who? But her interest was only
momentary. She recognized the leader, and after
that nothing else concerned her.
She could not mistake him. He
sat his dark brown horse differently to anybody else.
He looked to be part of it. But there was no admiration
in her eyes. And yet there was an expression in
them that had not been in them since his departure.
There was hope in her eyes, and something akin to
joy in her whole attitude. James was riding empty-handed!
Hence her cry. But now she glanced
swiftly at each horseman, to be sure that they, too,
were empty-handed. Yes, each man was riding with
the loose swinging arms of the prairie man. And
with a sigh that contained in it every expression
of an unbounded relief she turned and vanished into
the house. For the time, at least, Vada was safe.