It was with strangely mixed feelings
that Scipio drove Minky’s old mule down the
shelving trail leading into the secret valley where
stood James’ ranch-house. The recollection
of his first visit to the place was a sort of nightmare
which clung desperately in the back cells of memory.
The dreadful incidents leading up to it and surrounding
it could never be forgotten. Every detail of his
headlong journey in quest of the man who had wronged
him, every detail of his terrible discomfiture, would
cling in his memory so long as he had life.
But, in spite of memory, in spite
of his wrongs, his heart-burnings, the desolation
of the past weeks, his heart rose buoyantly as he came
within sight of the place in which he still persisted
in telling himself that his Jessie was held a prisoner
against her will. That was his nature. No
optimism was too big for him. No trouble was so
great that hope could altogether be crushed out of
his heart.
He looked out over the splendid valley
extending for miles on either hand of him, and somehow
he was glad. Somehow the glorious sunlight, so
softened by the shadowed forest which covered the hillsides,
so gentle beneath the crowding hills which troughed
in the bed of waving grass, sent his simple spirit
soaring to heights of anticipatory delight which,
a few days back, had seemed beyond his reach.
At that moment, in spite of all that
had gone before, the place was very, very beautiful
to him, life was wonderful, his very existence was
a joy. For was not Jessie waiting for him beyond,
in that ranch-house? Was not she waiting for
his coming, that she might return with him to their
home? Was she not presently to be seated beside
him upon the rickety old seat of Minky’s buckboard?
And his final thought caused him to glance regretfully
down at the frayed cushion, wishing cordially that
he could have afforded her greater comfort.
Ah, well, perhaps she would not mind
just for this once. And, after all, she would
be with him, which was the great thing. Wild Bill
had promised him that; and he had every confidence
in Wild Bill.
Then he suddenly thought of something
he might have done. Surely he might have brought
Vada with him. What a pity he didn’t think
of it before he started out. It was foolish of
him, very foolish. But he had been so full of
Jessie. The thought of winning her back had quite
put everything else out of his head. Yes, it
was a pity. The presence of Vada would certainly
have added to her happiness, she was so fond of her
children.
Then he remembered his instructions.
Bill had said he must go alone. He must go alone and
be prepared to fight for her. Bill was a wonderful
man. He seemed to be able to do anything he chose.
And somehow he felt sorry he had bluffed him into
buying half his claim. He could feel the roll
of bills, the result of that transaction, in his hip
pocket, and the pressure of them impressed itself unpleasantly
upon his conscience. He felt sure he had no right
to them. He must really give them back to the
gambler later. He felt that his attitude was
a swindle on a good man. Bill was certainly a
good man, a brave man, but he was no business man.
He, Scipio, had the advantage of him there.
The buckboard rumbled down to the
grassy trail which stretched from the foot of the
hillside to the ranch-house. And now the pale-eyed
little man bethought him of the fight Bill had promised
him.
Quite unperturbed he looked down at
the fierce pair of revolvers hanging at his waist.
He was taking no chances this time. He had borrowed
these guns from Minky, the same as he had borrowed
the mule and buckboard. They were fine weapons,
too. He had tried them. Oh, no, if it came
to shooting he would give a different account of himself
this time. Mr. James must look to himself.
So must Abe Conroy. He would have no mercy.
And he frowned darkly down at the gigantic weapons.
Now he considered carefully the buildings
ahead. The ranch was certainly a fine place.
He found it in his heart to admire it, and only felt
pity that it was the house of such a pitiable scoundrel
as James. And yet he really felt sorry for James.
Perhaps, after all, he ought not to be too hard on
the man. Of course, he was a wicked scoundrel,
but that might be merely misfortune. And, anyway,
Jessie, his Jessie, was a very beautiful woman.
His eyes wandered on to the distant
hills, catching up the smaller details of interest
as they traveled. There were hundreds of cattle
grazing about, and horses, too. Then there were
the fenced-in pastures and the branding corrals.
James must certainly be an excellent rancher, even
if he were a scoundrel.
But the place was very still.
Strangely still, he thought. There was not even
one of the usual camp dogs to offer him its hostile
welcome. He could see none of the “hands”
moving about. Perhaps they were
Of course. For the moment he
had forgotten that they were not simple ranchers.
He had forgotten they were man-hunters. They were
probably out on the trail pursuing their nefarious
calling. And, of course, Bill knew it. That
was why he had told him to drive out on this particular
morning. Wonderful man, Bill!
Suddenly the distant neighing of a
horse startled him, and he looked across the woods
beyond the house, the direction, he calculated, whence
the sound came. But there was no horse to be seen.
Nothing except the darkling cover of pine woods.
It was strange. He was sure the sound came from
that direction. No; there was certainly nothing
in the shape of a horse out there. There wasn’t
even a cow. Perhaps it was a “stray”
amongst the trees. So he dismissed the matter
from his mind and chirruped at the old mule.
And now he came up to the ranch; and
the stillness of the place became even more pronounced.
It really was astonishing. Surely there must be
somebody about. He pushed his guns well to the
front, and drew his prairie hat forward so that the
brim shaded his pale eyes. He further shifted
his reins into his left hand, and sat with his right
on the butt of one of his weapons. Whatever was
to come he was ready for it. One thing he had
made up his mind to; he would stand no nonsense from
anybody certainly not from James or Conroy.
The old mule plodded on, and, with
the instinct of its kind, headed in the direction
of the nearest corral. And Scipio was forced to
abandon his warlike attitude, and with both hands
drag him away into the direction of the house door.
But somehow in those last moments he entirely forgot
that his mission was a fighting one, and sat shaking
the reins and chirruping noisily in the approved manner
of any farmer on a visit.
He stared up at the house as he came.
His eyes were filled with longing. He forgot
the barns, the corrals as possible ambushes. He
forgot every thought of offense or defense. There
was the abode of his beloved Jessie, and all he wondered
was in which part of it lay her prison. He was
overflowing with a love so great that there was no
room in either brain or body for any other thought
or feeling.
But Jessie was nowhere to be seen,
and a shadow of disappointment clouded his face as
he halted the only too willing beast and clambered
down between the spidery wheels. Nor did he wait
to secure his faithful servitor, or to think of anything
practical at all. He hustled up to the open doorway,
and, pushing his head in through it, called till the
echoes of the place rang
“Ho, Jess! Ho, you, Jess!
It’s me Zip! I come to fetch
you to home.”
The echoes died away and the place
became still again. And somehow the quiet of
it set him bristling. His hands flew to his guns
and remained there while he stood listening.
But no answer came, and his redundant hope slowly
ebbed, leaving a muddy shore of apprehension.
Then, with one glance back over his
shoulder, he moved into the building with much the
stealth of a thief. In the living-room he stood
and stared about him uncertainly. It was the same
room he had been in before, and he remembered its
every detail. Suddenly he pushed the evil of
those recollections aside and called again
“Ho, Jess! Ho-o-o!”
But the confidence had gone from his
tone, and his call suggested an underlying doubt.
Again came the echoes. Again
they died. Then yes there
was a sound that had nothing to do with echoes.
Again yes sure. It was the
sound of someone moving in an upper room. He
listened attentively, and again his eyes brightened
with ready hope.
“Jess! Jess!” he called.
And this time there was an answer.
Without a moment’s hesitation,
without a second’s thought, he dashed through
an open doorway and ran up the narrow flight of stairs
beyond.
At last, at last! His Jessie!
He had heard her voice. He had heard the music
he had longed for, craved for, prayed for. Was
there anything in the world that mattered else?
Was there anything in the world that could keep him
from her now? No, not now. His love permeated
his whole being. There was no thought in his
mind of what she had done. There was no room
in his simple heart for anything but the love he could
not help, and would not have helped if he could.
There was no obstacle now, be it mountain or stream,
that he could not bridge to reach his Jessie.
His love was his life, and his life belonged to Jessie.
He reached the top of the stairs,
and a door stood open before him. He did not
pause to consider what lay beyond. His instinct
guided him. His love led him whither it would,
and it led him straight into the presence he desired
more than all the world. It led him straight to
Jessie.
For the fraction of a second he became
aware of a vision of womanhood, to him the most perfect
in all the world. He saw the well-loved face,
now pale and drawn with suffering and remorse.
He saw the shadowed eyes full of an affrighted, hunted
expression. And, with a cry that bore in its
depth all the love of a heart as big as his small body,
he ran forward to clasp her in his arms.
But Jessie’s voice arrested
him half-way. It thrilled with hysterical denial,
with suffering, regret, horror. And so commanding
was it that he had no power to defy its mandate.
“No, no,” she shrilled.
“Keep back back. You must not
come near me. I am not fit for you to touch.”
“Not fit ?”
Scipio stared helplessly at her, his
eyes settling uncertainly upon her hands as though
he expected to find upon them signs of some work she
might have been engaged upon some work that
left her, as she had said, unfit to touch. His
comprehension was never quick. His imagination
was his weakest point.
Then his eyes came to her well-loved
face again, and he shook his head.
“You you got me beat, Jess.
I ”
“Ah, Zip, Zip!” Suddenly
Jessie’s hands went up to her face and her eyes
were hidden. It was the movement of one who fears
to witness the hatred, the loathing, the scorn which
her own accusing mind assures her she merits.
It was the movement of one whose heart was torn by
remorse and shame, whose eyes were open to her sins,
and who realizes that earthly damnation is her future
lot. Her bosom heaved, and dry sobs choked her.
And the little man, who had come so far to claim her,
stood perplexed and troubled.
At last he struggled out a few words,
longing to console, but scarcely understanding how
to go about it. All he understood was that she
was ill and suffering.
“Say, Jess, you mustn’t
to cry,” he said wistfully. “Ther’
ain’t nothin’ to set you cryin’.
Ther’ sure ain’t ”
But a woman’s hysteria was a
thing unknown to him, and his gentle attempt was swept
aside in a torrent of insensate denial.
“No, no! Don’t come
near me,” she cried in a harsh, strident tone.
“Leave me. Leave me to my misery. Don’t
dare to come here mocking me. Don’t dare
to accuse me. Who are you to accuse? You
are no better than me. You have no right to come
here as my judge. You, with your smooth ways,
your quiet sneers. Don’t you dare!
Don’t you dare! I’m no longer your
wife, so you have no right. I’m his his.
Do you understand? I’m his. I shall
live the life I choose, and you shall not molest me.
I know you. You’ve come to accuse me, to
tell me all I am, to tax me with my shame. It’s
cruel cruel. Oh, God, help me help
me!”
The woman’s voice died out in
a piteous wail that smote straight to the heart of
the little man who stood shaking before her hysterical
outbreak. He knew not what to do. His love
prompted him to go to her and crush her to his simple,
loving heart, but somehow he found himself unable
to do anything but gaze with longing eyes upon the
heart-broken figure, as she leant upon the foot-rail
of the bed.
He stirred. And in the moments
that passed while his eyes were fixed upon her rich,
heaving bosom, his mind groping vaguely, he became
aware of everything about him. He knew he was
in her bedroom. He knew that the furnishings
were good. He knew that the sunlight was pouring
in through the open window, and that a broad band of
dazzling light was shining upon her lustrous dark
hair. He knew all these things in the same way
that he knew she was suffering so that she came near
breaking his own sympathetic heart.
But though his intellect failed him,
and he had no idea of what he ought to say or do,
words came at last and tumbled headlong from his lips,
just as they were inspired, all unconsidered, by his
heart.
“Say, Jessie gal,” he
cried in a softly persuasive tone, “won’t
you come to home an’ an’
help me out? Won’t you, gal?”
But he was given no time to complete
his appeal. The woman suddenly raised her face,
and once more broke out in hysterical fury.
“Home? Home? With
you?” she cried. “Ha, ha! That’s
too good! Home, with you to forever remind me
what I am? For you to sneer at me, and point
me to your friends for what I am? Never, never!
Go you back where you came from. I’m not
a wife. Do you hear? God help me, I’m ”
And she buried her face again upon her arms.
“Won’t you come to home,
gal?” the man persisted. “Won’t
you? I’m so desp’rit lonesome.
An’ the kids, too. Gee! they’re jest
yearnin’ an’ yearnin’ for you nigh
as bad as me.”
He took a step towards her with his
arms outstretched. All his soul was in his mild
eyes. And presently Jessie raised her head again.
She stood staring at the wall opposite her. It
was as though she dared not face him. Her eyes
were burning, but they were less wild, and a sudden
hope thrilled the man’s heart. He hurried
on, fearful lest the old storm should break out again
“Y’see, Jess, ther’
ain’t nuthin’ to our pore little shack
on the ‘dumps’ without you. Ther’
sure ain’t. Then ther’s my claim.
I sold ha’f. An’ an’
I got money now I ”
The woman’s eyes turned slowly
upon him. They were red with unshed tears.
Their expression was curious. There was doubt
and shrinking in them. It almost seemed as if
she were wondering if all the past days of regret
and longing had turned her brain, and she were listening
to words conjured by a distorted fancy, some insane
delusion. She could not believe. But Scipio
continued, and his voice was real enough.
“I know I ain’t
much of a feller for the likes of you, Jess,”
he said earnestly. “I ain’t quick.
I ain’t jest bright. But I do love you,
my dear. I love you so I can’t think nothin’
else. I want you to home, Jess, that bad, I thank
God ev’ry day He give you to me. I want
you so bad it don’t seem you ever bin away from
me. I want you that bad I can’t remember
the last week or so. You’ll come to
home, gal now? Think jest
think o’ them bits o’ twins. You wait
till you see ’em laff when they get eyes on
you. Say, they’re that bonny an’ bright.
They’re jest like you, wi’ their eyes all
a-sparklin’, an’ their cheeks that rosy.
Gee! they’re jest a-yearnin’ an’
a-callin’ fer their mam same
as me.”
The little man had moved another step
nearer. His arms were still outstretched, and
his quaint face was all aglow with the warmth and
love that stirred him. Somewhere in the back of
his dull head he knew that he was pleading for something
more than his life. He had no subtlety in his
manner or his words. It was just his heart talking
for him and guiding him.
And in the woman had risen a sudden
hope. It was a struggling ray of light in the
blackness of her despair. It was a weak struggling
flicker just a flicker. And even as
it rose its power was dashed again in the profundity
of her suffering. She could not grasp the hand
held out she could not see it. She
could not believe the words her ears heard.
“No, no, don’t mock at
me,” she cried, with a sudden return to her old
wildness. “It is cruel, cruel! Leave
me. For pity’s sake go. How can you
stand there taunting me so? How can I go with
you? How can I face my children now? Do
you know what I am? No, no, of course you don’t.
You could never understand. You, with your foolish,
simple mind. Shall I tell you what I am?
Shall I say it? Shall I ”
But the man’s hand went up and held her silent.
“You don’t need to say
nothing, Jess,” he said in his mildest tone.
“You don’t need to, sure. Whatever
you are, you’re all the world to me jest
all.”
With a sudden cry the woman’s
head dropped upon her outspread arms, and the merciful
tears, so long denied her, gushed forth. Her body
heaved, and it seemed to the distraught man that her
poor heart must be breaking. He did not know
what those tears meant to her. He did not know
that the victory of his love was very, very near.
Only he saw her bowed in passionate distress, and
he had no thought of how to comfort her.
He waited, waited. But the flood
once broken loose must needs spend itself. Such
is the way with women, of whom he had so small an
understanding. He turned away to the window.
He stared with unseeing eyes at the fair picture of
the beautiful valley. The moments passed long,
dreary moments rapidly changing to minutes. And
then at last the storm began to die down, and he turned
again towards her and drew a step nearer.
“Jess Jess,” he murmured.
Then he took another hesitating step.
But his words seemed to have started
her tears afresh, and into his eyes came that painful
perplexity again.
Again he ventured, and his step this
time brought him close to her side.
“Jess, gal Jess,” he pleaded,
with infinite tenderness.
And as the woman continued to sob
he stole one arm gently about her waist. She
made no move. Only her shaking body calmed, and
her tears became more silent.
He strove to draw her towards him,
but she clung to the bed-rail with almost child-like
persistence, as though she dared not permit herself
the hope his encircling arms inspired. But she
had not rebuffed him, so with some assertion he thrust
his other arm about her, and, exerting force, deliberately
turned her towards him.
“Say, don’t you to cry,
lass,” he whispered softly. “Don’t
you, now. It jest makes me sore right through.
It jest makes me feel all of a choke, an’ an’
I want to cry, too. Say, gal, I love you good.
I do, Jess I sure do. Ther’
ain’t nothin’ in the world I wouldn’t
do to stop them tears. Come to home, gal come
to home.”
And as he finished speaking he drew
her dark head down to his breast, and laid his thin
cheek against her wealth of hair. And, pressing
her to the home that was for all time hers, his own
eyes filled with tears which slowly rolled down his
cheeks and mingled themselves with hers.