She knew all. Then she was a
murderess or in sympathy with murderers.
My arms fell from her. I drew back shuddering.
I dared not look in her lying eyes, which cried pity
when her base heart knew no mercy. Surely now
I had solved the maddening puzzle which the character
of this girl had, so far, presented to me. Yet
the true solution was as far from me as ever.
Indeed, I could not well have been further from it
than at that moment.
As we walked back, Natalie made two
or three unsuccessful attempts to lure me out of the
silence which was certainly more eloquent on my part
than any words I could have used. Once she commenced:
“It is hard to explain ”
I interrupted her harshly. “No explanation
is possible.”
On that she put her handkerchief to
her eyes, and a half-suppressed sob shook her slight
figure. Her grief distracted me. But what
could I say to assuage it?
At the hall door I stopped and said, “Good-bye.”
“Are you not coming in?”
There was a directness and emphasis
in the question which did not escape me.
“I?” The horror in my
own voice surprised myself, and assuredly did not
pass without her notice.
“Very well; good-bye. We
are not exactly slaves of convention here, but you
are too far advanced in that direction even for me.
This is your second startling departure from us.
I trust you will spare me the humiliation entailed
by the condescension of your further acquaintance.”
“Give me an hour!” I exclaimed
aghast. “You do not make allowance for
the enigma in which everything is wrapped up.
I said I was your friend when I thought you of good
report. Give me an hour only an hour to
say whether I will stand by my promise, now that you
yourself have claimed that your report is not good
but evil. For that is really what you have protested.
Do I ask too much? or is your generosity more limited
even than my own?”
“Ah, no! I would not have
you think that. Take an hour, or a year an
hour only if you care for my happiness.”
“Agreed,” said I.
“I will take the hour. Discretion can have
the year.”
So I left her. I could not go
indoors. A roof would smother me. Give me
the open lawns, the leafy woods, the breath of the
summer wind. Away, then, to the silence of the
coming night. For an hour leave me to my thoughts.
Her unworthiness was now more than suspected.
It was admitted. My misery was complete.
But I would not part with her; I could not. Innocent
or guilty, she was mine. I must suffer with her
or for her. The resolution by which I have abided
was formed as I wandered lonely through the woods.
When I reached my room that night
I found a note from Brande. To receive a letter
from a man in whose house I was a guest did not surprise
me. I was past that stage. There was nothing
mysterious in the letter, save its conclusion.
It was simply an invitation to a public meeting of
the Society, which was to be held on that day week
in the hall in Hanover Square, and the special feature
in the letter seeing that it did not vanish
like the telegram, but remained an ordinary sheet of
paper lay in its concluding sentence.
This urged me to allow nothing to prevent my attendance.
“You will perhaps understand thereafter that
we are neither political plotters nor lunatics, as
you have thought.”
Thought! The man’s mysterious
power was becoming wearisome. It was too much
for me. I wished that I had never seen his face.
As I lay sleepless in my bed, I recommenced
that interminable introspection which, heretofore,
had been so barren of result. It was easy to
swear to myself that I would stand by Natalie Brande,
that I would never desert her. But how should
my action be directed in order that by its conduct
I might prevail upon the girl herself to surrender
her evil associates? I knew that she regarded
me with affection. And I knew also that she would
not leave her brother for my sake. Did she sympathise
with his nefarious schemes, or was she decoyed into
them like myself?
Decoyed! That was it!
I sprang from the bed, beside myself
with delight. Now I had not merely a loophole
of escape from all these miseries; I had a royal highway.
Fool, idiot, blind mole that I was, not to perceive
sooner that easy solution of the problem! No
wonder that she was wounded by my unworthy doubts.
And she had tried to explain, but I would not listen!
I threw myself back and commenced to weave all manner
of pleasant fancies round the salvation of this girl
from her brother’s baneful influence, and the
annihilation of his Society, despite its occult powers,
by mine own valour. The reaction was too great.
Instead of constructing marvellous counterplots, I
fell sound asleep.
Next day I found Natalie in a pleasant
morning-room to which I was directed. She wore
her most extreme and, in consequence, most
exasperating rational costume. When
I entered the room she pushed a chair towards me,
in a way that suggested Miss Metford’s worst
manner, and lit a cigarette, for the express purpose,
I felt, of annoying me.
“I have come,” I said
somewhat shamefacedly, “to explain.”
“And apologise?”
“Yes, to apologise. I made
a hideous mistake. I have suffered for it as
much as you could wish.”
“Wish you to suffer!”
She flung away her cigarette. Her dark eyes opened
wide in unassumed surprise. And that curious light
of pity, which I had so often wondered at, came into
them. “I am very sorry if you have suffered,”
she said, with convincing earnestness.
“How could I doubt you?
Senseless fool that I was to suppose for one moment
that you approved of what you could not choose but
know ”
At this her face clouded.
“I am afraid you are still in
error. What opinion have you formed which alters
your estimate of me?”
“The only opinion possible:
that you have unwillingly learned the secret of your
brother’s Society; but, like myself you
see no way to to ”
“To what purpose?”
“To destroy it.”
“I am not likely to attempt that.”
“No, it would be impossible, and the effort
would cost your life.”
“That is not my reason.”
She arose and stood facing me. “I do not
like to lose your esteem. You know already that
I will not lie to retain it. I approve of the
Society’s purpose.”
“And its actions?”
“They are inevitable. Therefore
I approve also of its actions. I shall not ask
you to remain now, for I see that you are again horrified;
as is natural, considering your knowledge or,
pardon me for saying so, your want of knowledge.
I shall be glad to see you after the lecture to which
you are invited. You will know a little more then;
not all, perhaps, but enough to shake your time-dishonoured
theories of life and death.”
I bowed, and left the room without
a word. It was true, then, that she was mad like
the others, or worse than mad a thousand
times worse! I said farewell to Brande, as his
guest, for the last time. Thenceforward I would
meet him as his enemy his secret enemy as
far as I could preserve my secrecy with such a man;
his open enemy when the proper time should come.
In the railway carriage I turned over
some letters and papers which I found in my pockets,
not with deliberate intention, but to while away the
time. One scrap startled me. It was the sheet
on which Brande had written the Woking address, and
on reading it over once more, a thought occurred to
me which I acted on as soon as possible. I could
go to Woking and find out something about the man
Delany. So long as my inquiries were kept within
the limits of the strictest discretion, neither Brande
nor any of his executive could blame me for seeking
convincing evidence of the secret power they claimed.
On my arrival in London, I drove immediately
to the London Necropolis Company’s station and
caught the funeral train which runs to Brookwood cemetery.
With Saint Anne’s Chapel as my base, I made short
excursions hither and thither, and stood before a
tombstone erected to the memory of George Delany,
late of the Criminal Investigation Department, Scotland
Yard. This was a clue which I could follow, so
I hurried back to town and called on the superintendent
of the department.
Yes, I was told, Delany had belonged
to the department. He had been a very successful
officer in ferreting out foreign Anarchists and evil-doers.
His last movement was to join a Society of harmless
cranks who met in Hanover Square. No importance
was attached to this in the department. It could
not have been done in the way of business, although
Delany pretended that it was. He had dropped dead
in the street as he was leaving his cab to enter the
office with information which must have appeared to
him important to judge from the cabman’s
evidence as to his intense excitement and repeated
directions for faster driving. There was an inquest
and a post-mortem, but “death from natural causes”
was the verdict. That was all. It was enough
for me.
I had now sufficient evidence, and
was finally convinced that the Society was as dangerous
as it was demented.