Ten days went by. One morning
he woke late, listless and unprepared for the usual
tussle. The June sun was pouring into his rooms,
the old portieres shaking gently in the soft breeze.
Outside the world was flooded with sunlight.
The new green grass, the full bushes along the paths,
the warm blue of the sky seemed to mock his petty ardors,
his foolish boyish designs of making prodigious strides.
Life was not accomplished that way. One made
a little, a very little step, then came lassitude;
later, one must go over the same ground again.
There were no great strides in nature. All was
accomplished by subtle change. He dressed leisurely
and looked about for a comfortable breakfast.
There was something stronger than work in the world,
especially to-day. He longed to meet the sunlight
and earthly blessedness; it was such a small thing
to fag one’s self out at the laboratory.
Half unconsciously he strolled toward the livery stable
where he kept his nag. And then a quarter of an
hour later he found himself on the turnpike, trotting
along the fresh-water meadows, sniffing the air and
the scented brooks. He laughed at himself.
His horse plunged, freakish from his long rest in
the stable. Suddenly he spurred on and rode furiously
over the country roads, as if mad to reach a certain
end. A little later, he cantered up the gravelled
drive of the Four Corners, his horse wet and trembling,
and he with a craving unexplained, a desire that had
found a swift, brutal expression.
“You took a long time to think
about it,” she was looking up at him reproachfully,
cool and fresh, with a morning blitheness about her,
a physical calm that he had not felt before.
The horse shivered and poked his head around to look
at her.
He flung himself off the horse, and
took her hands; she reached him two as if one for
a handshake would be inexpressive.
“But it is splendid now that
you have come! We have a whole, long, quiet day!”
Her tones were calm and slow, full of the summer peace
and warmth. He felt straightway content with
himself. “Come,” she continued, smiling.
“I will make you a cool drink. Mamma has
gone to town and Ruby is off somewhere in the pony
cart.” When she had left him on the veranda
he laughed at his prudish fancies that had pestered
him a fortnight ago. This June morning she had
exactly the necessary amount of animation and health.
All was well with her, and at peace.
They had much gentle desultory conversation.
She took him about the place, showed him the old orchard
where her great-grandmother’s pupils had played one
end was now made into a tennis-court, and the stable
with its traces of the old barn where the Rev. Roper
Ellwell had kept his horse and cow. Then there
were little pigs and chickens, the various gardens
that were all dear to her, where she patted and caressed
the plants as if they had been alive. She took
him to her own den, a little room where the grandfatherly
sermons had once been written, and where hung a copy
of that oil portrait which Thornton had seen in the
Camberton Hall.
“Am I not like him?” she
asked suddenly, placing herself in the same light
as the portrait.
“Yes,” Thornton answered, “with
a difference.”
“What is it?” she pressed him anxiously.
“I don’t know, the something
that has come in with the three generations,”
he answered, slowly.
“Tell me honestly,” she
persisted, with all the egotism of youth aroused over
a personal verdict.
“Shall I?” he said, seriously.
She grew grave, but nodded. Thornton watched
the color leave and a trace of helplessness cross her
face.
“The old fellow,” he kept
looking from the portrait to the woman before him,
“in spite of his stiff board costume and the
manner he’s painted in, was a great lump of
fire. It burned hard in him, burned away flesh
and common passions; he must have been a restless,
fervent man. You are calmer,” he ended,
stupidly.
“Yes, you mean that his fire
has burnt out; that I am weak as water, when he was
strong.”
“No, not that, exactly,” Thornton protested.
“Yes, you did,” she reiterated,
sadly. “And it is so, too. I am generally
so tired. There are only hours like these, when
something flows in and I forget things and am happy.
But it fades away, it fades away.”
They stood silent before the portrait.
Suddenly she remembered herself.
“Luncheon must be ready.”
Ruby came in for luncheon and made
amusing talk. She had been into the village and
was full of the farmers.
“I should think they would go
crazy,” she ended, scornfully. “What
have they got to live for? I don’t wonder
that the girls go into the mills and do anything rather
than sit about this little hole.”
Later they set out for the fields
as the afternoon sun was quietly going down behind
the fringe of pines that skirted the horizon.
The atmosphere of the day had changed and become like
the still calm of perfected life. The little
aspirations of the morning, the fascinations of nature,
had given place to a content full of warmth.
Miss Ellwell took a winding wood-road that led first
across the meadow, then over the pine-needles to a
little pond. As they sauntered along Thornton
watched his companion draw in the saturated air of
the summer afternoon, as if consciously living thereon.
She seemed to him detached, like a plant that drew
its best power away from man, in fields and woods,
a kind of parasite.
“You love this?” he said, idly.
“Love it! I live on it.
I come out here and sit down under the trees and close
my eyes. Then the odor from the earth seems to
enter me and make me over. Do you suppose grandfather
Roper ever had such desires, such coarse joys in nature?”
“No, his ancestors had lived
that for him. He had it stored up in him, and
he gave it out in moral passion.”
“And they have gone on giving it
out in passion ”
She raised her heavy lids questioningly, dreamily.
“So I must be planted again,
for I am exhausted. Ah, well, she is a kindly
mother, is old nature, and I like to lie down in her
arms.”
A little brook flowed sluggishly about
big tufts of meadow-grass. The late violets and
swamp pinks sent up heavy odors, mixed with a strong
earthy smell. They seemed to be in the midst of
nature’s housekeeping and walked lightly as
unannounced guests. They wandered on to an open
patch in the woods and sat down, sinking into the dry,
heated wood-moss. Thornton had no desire to talk;
she, who had listened to him the other time, now took
him in charge.
“You are so far away, here,
in the heat and the earth; so far away from the world.
One gets tired always trying to catch up, and always
being tired.”
As she talked he felt his limbs heavy
in obedience to her words. His mind became tranquil
as under the influence of a narcotic; it seemed such
a little thing what he did over there in Camberton,
and so far removed from the strong pulse that beat
beneath his body deep down in the earth.
“Why are men so foolish,”
she whispered on. “We want really a few
things only; quiet, rest, peace, tranquil bodies, and
this great earth to shimmer and change forever.”
His eyes followed her face. Her skin was so transparent
that each word seemed to make a dot of flashing color;
her bosom gently moved in rhythm to her words, and
her eyes with the heavy falling lids smiled at him
in conspiracy with the mouth.
“But that is not all the story repose!”
his words sounded hollow, like a lesson he had learned
by rote and propriety had obliged him to repeat.
“No!” her voice was lower
yet than ever; “then comes love, and with love
will flow in the passion and energy of life!”
The words moved her body. What
she said seemed to him intensely true for the moment.
Again propriety offered protest.
“And the other things success
and reputation and the good that the world needs.”
She moved her hands carelessly.
“You would not need them.”
There was great scorn in that them. They
lay quietly for several minutes while the earth murmured
about. She had drawn him passively into her net.
Like some parasitic growth she was taking her strength
from him. But it was a new side to him, this
yielding, and so in a few moments he remembered that
hard, angular self that went about the week in his
clothes. He jumped up.
“I must ride back.”
She followed without protest.
She seemed to swim beside him, happy in elemental,
very simple thoughts, a thin color flushing over her
face.
“We have been so happy.
It has been such a long, full day. Will you ever
come again?” They stood in the shadows on the
lawn. He was minded to say, no, but as
he took her hand the Ellwell carriage drove up the
country road. After glancing at it she blanched.
Ellwell got out of the carriage unsteadily, with his
large handsome face flushed and distorted. He
was half drunk, and in a great passion. Seizing
the carriage whip in one hand and taking the bridle
of the horse by the other, he lashed the trembling
beast for some seconds. Mrs. Ellwell slipped
out of the rear seat and half ran into the house.
Bradley got out of the carriage slowly, with a sneer
on his face, and nodded to Thornton. He smiled,
as if to say: “Badly jagged, old fool.”
“Go, there is Pete with your
horse!” Miss Ellwell whispered. He was
about to put his foot in the stirrup, and get away
from the uncomfortable scene, when old Ellwell turned
toward him.
“Don’t let me scare you,
young man,” he said, with his regulation courtesy,
the air of the old Ellwells. Thornton shook hands
with him, noticing his bloodshot eyes, the puffy folds
under the eyelids, the general bloat of an ill-regulated
human animal. “Are you going before dinner?”
Ellwell continued. Thornton murmured something
about duties and engagements. Ellwell bowed and
lifted his hat. Miss Ellwell advanced as if to
say good-by, then stopped. Her face was sad.
Thornton’s horse wheeled impatiently. He
grasped the saddle, and a moment later he was down
the road out into the self-respecting fields and woods,
where all had the sanctified peace of a starlight night.
“She did not like to ask me
again, poor girl,” he murmured.