Some days later when Jarvis Thornton
took the familiar turnpike road he had not recovered
from the serious mood his father’s talk had
brought about. It hung on him like a weight.
He did not ride at a lover’s pace; rather, cool
and determined, with a spice of pride in following
his own judgment. But the old man’s prophecy
met an answering fear in his own mind it
was dangerous to pluck roses from some ruins.
His father’s sweetness in the
matter got hold of him, and he began to appreciate,
in a vague way, the yearning that old men have to witness
fulfilment on the part of the younger generation.
Mere age, he saw, reduces the complexity of desire,
but renders it single and intense. Whether his
father was right or not in his gloomy analysis, he
was deeply convinced and foiled. His last method
of success had turned out illusive, yet he had not
reproached, nor domineered, nor dictated, nor appealed.
He had expressed a little of his keen sorrow, but
insidiously this attitude had tainted the young man’s
ecstasy.
Would she comprehend his father’s
nobility? He could hardly explain the situation
to her in all its bearings, even if she were fitted
to understand. And he felt that hers would be
a woman’s sympathy, so ready, yet on the surface.
It needed a man, with his less expressive nature,
to comprehend deep down the bearings of this case.
However, if she loved him it was pleasant
to feel that she did love him she
must plan with him to defeat the old man’s prophecy.
They would cut loose from the conditions, come what
might. He closed his mouth firmly. Manlike
he planned as if he knew all the elements of the question.
His horse trotted up the little gravel
way to the Four Corners. Suddenly she appeared
standing on the big grooved millstone which served
as a horse-block. Her white dress had an under
bodice of pink, that gave her more than ever the appearance
of an opening water-lily.
“I have a new walk for you to-day.”
Her greeting betrayed no surprise.
She was evidently sure of the outcome. As Thornton
flung himself from his horse, he had a sensation of
yielding to the pre-arranged.
“But you must be so hot,”
she added, taking in his solemn face. “Come
into the pantry while I make you a cocktail. Papa
says I could get a place as a bar-maid.”
With a ripple of contented laughter
she led the way to the little pantry over the wine-cellar.
It was stocked and arranged like a miniature bar;
a high side-board was carefully crowded with polished
cut-glass, and the little room exhaled aromatic odors
from the various wines and bitters. He sat down
near the open window while she busied herself in crushing
ice to a flaky coolness and gathering the materials.
To see her at this job seemed to put all of the solemnity
of the occasion far away. Yet he sneered at himself
for his prudery.
The sun blazed down outside on the
scorched lawn; here the summer heat brought out all
the pungent odors of the place, permeated, so it seemed,
by the stock-broker, by the kind of American who could
endure life only when his nerves were soothed in some
way. Pfa! The atmosphere of the Four Corners’
swine! They reminded him of the bondage to the
flesh that in his masterful mood he hated. He
sipped his cocktail and lit a cigarette, inhaling
it with deliberation, noting with idle curiosity how
his pulses responded by sharp little beats.
The escape from reality! He had
always liked blunt reality, and believed in it professionally.
You must have a sane mind and a normal body to believe
in reality, and hence few cared for that kind of bitter
bread. The mob tried to escape. Would he
too, perhaps, try to escape? What a time he was
losing from that slow methodical task he had set himself?
Three months ago had occurred the first break in his
regular current of thought, and now he was drifting
about aimlessly in a mess of passions and desires.
“Do you like it?” Miss
Ellwell asked, anxiously. He had it on his lips
to say:
“I hate it.” That
would sound silly and incomprehensible, like an impromptu
lecture on the sins of strong drink. His eyes
wandered over her, resting on one white arm that lolled
across the side-board.
“I like you,” his eyes
said. A wave of brutal indifference to everything
but immediate desire surged in the man. However,
tossing away his cigarette, he nodded.
A little dash of pink in her face
and neck answered his eyes.
“Now come.” She put
back the last glass and pulled down the shade, shutting
in the heavy odors.
They sauntered out through the orchard
to the wood-road that led eastward from the Four Corners.
There was a section of Middleton dominated
by a high hill, with a country pond at its foot, that
possessed an air of distinction, of being apart from
the flat village and the small barren farms. High
stone-walls ribbed its green surfaces, meeting in a
heap at the top, where also a few wind-blown apple-trees
maintained their stunted growth. A little below
the crown of the hill there was a thick cluster of
nut-trees. From this height one could see the
Hampton hills to the east, outlined by a thin row
of trees drawn as if with a heavy brush along the
margin of the landscape. Elsewhere the hills were
rounded bare mounds. Farther north this undulating
line dipped into a green plain, and there, so the
tradition ran, you could see on a clear day the white
sails of coasting schooners and a shimmer of eastern
light that might be the marshes of Essex, or indeed
the blue sea itself. This apple-tree crowned
peak was a kind of lookout from the dead country to
the living sea.
Miss Ellwell brought Thornton out
at the mound of stones on the crest; they rested their
arms on the wall, looking east searchingly for the
bit of blue coast and the sails.
“There, there, I can see it,”
she cried. He looked at her incredulously.
There was nothing but a nebulous mass of blue.
“Well, I have seen it,” she protested,
“two or three times. To-day it is a bit
hazy.”
“Why do you want to see it?” he asked,
idly.
“Oh, it is so different!
It is big and strange and unfamiliar; don’t
you like it?”
“‘There is a world beyond!’”
He answered without direct appositeness. They
turned to the shade of the nut-trees. In the July
sun the woods seemed asleep, merely soothed by a wandering
breeze, and they flung themselves down on the warm
ground. All about the air swam with pleasant,
heated, drowsy, earthy odors.
As she took off her hat and nestled
back into the undergrowth, Thornton felt her anæmic
body, pale from the fatigue of the hot walk, as if
the water-lily were drooping in the mid-day sun.
Yet she was somehow intimately connected with the
brooding earth. There were two bodies the
body of flesh that had come with fatigue and feebleness
into the world, and the body of passion that was blooming
into power.
She talked of the thousand trivialities
that go to make the conversation between a man and
a woman. Thornton lay silently, stretched on
the warm leaves at her feet, feeling her bloodless
face with its sharp blue veining. Each was conscious
of a dynamic something in the air; their minds had
a frank understanding while the talk skipped in and
out among nothings. When she began once more to
talk of the sea that lay down there beyond the green
meadows and the blue haze, a faint rose-color of animation
darted over the pallor and made the moist eyes flash.
The sea! That stood in her mind for the mysteries
of change, of the unknown. Thornton knew that
this wistfulness after change had nothing definite
in it, was merely a girl’s hunger for motion;
yet that had divided her in his mind from her kind.
“There is a world beyond,”
she murmured, in wondering repetition of his words.
The branches of the nut-trees swayed in the odorous
wind as if whispering, “Yes, yes, we know of
it. That world beyond ... over the hills of flesh,
and the tedious wastes of tired bodies, there is
a world of peace beyond!”
Her eyes came to his face wistfully.
He held the keys of that beyond.... Something
had snapped in his well-ordered mechanism, and he
was going, going, drifting will-lessly into feeling
and longing. And the next moment he held her,
looking into a face that burned with love. There
were no words. Life had been too strong for his
little plans; it had mocked him and driven him passionward,
like a bit of straw caught in a gale. The hours
swam on unheeded, while they rested there face to
face. Then came the going home across the afternoon
woods; she silent and content, he trying to account
for himself. When he had speculated about such
matters, he had seen himself discussing, quite properly,
the serious affairs of life with some tall girl of
distinguished carriage, some one of the many young
women whose acquaintance had made up his Boston parties.
He had expected that their conversation would grow
more serious as this intimacy deepened, and that at
last, having found themselves of one accord on the
sober ideals of life, he should broach to her this
final proposition involving both their lives.
He had half imagined such a situation with several
fine young women; the scene had always been played
out in a drawing-room filled with bric-a-brac
and heavy hangings, he in his long black afternoon
coat. There had been a touch of solemnity in it,
a weighty sense of responsibility that would have made
their first kiss a little sepulchral.
Now, this! Her hand touched his;
his mind left these bizarre images, and suddenly it
seemed that life was one wilderness of woods in the
late afternoon sun, down which he was fated to wander
in a lethargic dream. One dominant feeling of
tenderness; one indifference to the baying of reason merely
love, and the soft, warm earth, and the greenness
of living things, and the woman whose dress brushed
his arm. Ah! that was sweet and precious at any
price.