A few weeks later the War Office if
it was the War Office, but one gets into the habit
of attributing these things to the War Office had
one of its regular spasms. It woke up suddenly
with a touch of nightmare, and it got fearfully busy
for a few weeks before going to sleep again. All
manner of innocent people were dragged into the vortex
of its activities, and blameless lives were disturbed
and terrorised. This particular enthusiasm involved
even such placid and contented souls as the Chaplain-General,
the Principal Chaplain, their entire staffs and a great
many of their rank and file. It created a new
department, acquired many additional offices for the
B.E.F., dragged from their comfortable billets a certain
number of high-principled base officers, and then (by
the mercy of Providence) flickered out almost as soon
as the said officers bad made themselves a little
more comfortable than before in their new posts.
It was so widespread a disturbance
that even Peter Graham, most harmless of men, with
plenty of his own fish to fry, was dragged into it,
as some leaf, floating placidly downstream, may be
caught and whirled away in an excited eddy. More
definitely, it removed him from Havre and Julie just
when he was beginning to want most definitely to stay
there, and of course, when it happened, he could hardly
know that it was to be but a temporary separation.
He was summoned, then, one fine morning,
to his A.C.G.’s office in town, and he departed
on a bicycle, turning over in his mind such indiscretions
of which he had been guilty and wondering which of
them was about to trip him. Pennell had been
confident, indeed, and particular.
“You’re for it, old bean,”
he had said. “There’s a limit to the
patience even of the Church. They are going to
say that there is no need for you to visit hospitals
after dark, and that their padres mustn’t
be seen out with nurses who smoke in public.
And all power to their elbow, I say.”
Peter’s reply was certainly
not in the Prayer-Book, and would probably have scandalised
its compilers, but he thought, secretly, that there
might be something in what his friend said. Consequently
he rode his bicycle carelessly, and was indifferent
to tram-lines and some six inches of nice sticky mud
on parts of the pave. In the ordinary course,
therefore, these things revenged themselves upon him.
He came off neatly and conveniently opposite a small
cafe debit at a turn in the dock road, and
the mud prevented the pave from seriously hurting
him.
A Frenchman, minding the cross-lines,
picked him up, and he, madame, her assistant,
and a customer, carried him into the kitchen off the
bar and washed and dried him. The least he could
do was a glass of French beer all round, with a franc
to the dock labourer who straightened his handle-bars
and tucked in a loose spoke, and for all this the War
Office if it was the War Office, for it
may, quite possibly, have been Lord Northcliffe or
Mr. Bottomley, or some other controller of our national
life was directly responsible. When
one thinks that in a hundred places just such disturbances
were in progress in ten times as many innocent lives,
one is appalled at their effrontery. They ought
to eat and drink more carefully, or take liver pills.
However, in due time Peter sailed
up to the office of his immediate chief but little
the worse for wear, and was ushered in. He was
prepared for a solitary interview, but he found a
council of some two dozen persons, who included an
itinerant Bishop, an Oxford Professor, a few Y.M.C.A.
ladies, and triumph of the A.C.G. a
Labour member. Peter could not conceive that
so great a weight of intellect could be involved in
his affairs, and took comfort. He seated himself
on a wooden chair, and put on his most intelligent
appearance; and if it was slightly marred by a mud
streak at the back of his ear, overlooked by madame’s
kindly assistant who had attended to that side of
him, he was not really to blame. Again, it was
the fault of Lord Northcliffe or or any
of the rest of them.
It transpired that he was slightly
late: the Bishop had been speaking. He was
a good Bishop and eloquent, and, as the A.C.G. who
now rose to take the matter in hand remarked, he had
struck the right note. In all probability it
was due to Peter’s having missed that note that
he was so critical of the scheme. The note would
have toned him up. He would have felt a more
generous sympathy for the lads in the field, and would
have been more definitely convinced that something
must be done. If not plainly stated in the Holy
Scriptures, his lordship had at least found it indicated
there, but Peter was not aware of this. He only
observed that the note had made everyone solemn and
intense except the Labour member. That gentleman,
indeed, interrupted the A.C.G. before he was fairly
on his legs with the remark: “Beggin’
your pardon, sir, but as this is an informal conference,
does anyone mind if I smoke?"...
Peter’s A.C.G. was anything
but a fool, and the nightmare from Headquarters had
genuinely communicated itself to him. He felt
all he said, and he said it ably. He lacked only
in one regard: he had never been down among the
multitude. He knew exactly what would have to
have been in his own mind for him to act as he believed
some of them were acting, and he knew exactly how
he would, in so deplorable a condition of affairs,
have set about remedying it. These things, then,
he stated boldly and clearly. As he proceeded,
the Y.M.C.A. ladies got out notebooks, the Professor
allowed himself occasional applause, and the Labour
member lit another pipe.
It appeared that there was extreme
unrest and agitation among the troops, or at least
a section of the troops, for no one could say that
the armies in the field were not magnificent.
They had got to remember that the Tommy of to-day
was not as the Tommy of yesterday not that
he suffered by comparison, but that he was far better
educated and far more inclined to think for himself.
They were well aware that a little knowledge was a
dangerous thing, or, again, as his friend the Bishop
would have doubtless put it, how great a matter a
little fire kindleth. There was no escaping it:
foreign propaganda, certain undesirable books and papers books
and papers, he need hardly say, outside the control
of the reputable Press and even Socialistic
agitators, were abroad in the Army. He did not
wish to say too much; it was enough to remind them
of what, possibly, they already knew, that certain
depots on certain occasions had refused to sing the
National Anthem, and were not content with their wages.
Insignificant as these things might be in detail, G.H.Q.
had felt there was justifiable cause for alarm.
This meeting had gathered to consider plans for a
remedy.
Now he thanked God that they were
not Prussians. There must be no attempt at coercion.
A war for liberty must be won by free people.
One had, of course, to have discipline in the Army,
but theirs was to-day a citizen Army. His friend
who had left his parliamentary duties to visit France
might rest assured that the organizations represented
there that morning would not forget that. In
a word, Tommy had a vote, and he was entitled to it,
and should keep it. One day he should even use
it; and although no one could wish to change horses
crossing a stream, still, they hoped that day would
speedily come the day of peace and victory.
But meantime, what was to be done?
As the Bishop had rightly said, something must be
done. Resolute on this point, H.Q. had called
in the C.G. and the P.C. and, he believed, expert
opinion on both sides the House of Commons; and the
general opinion agreed upon was that Tommy should
be educated to vote correctly when the time came, and
to wait peacefully for that time. The Professor
could tell them of schemes even now in process of
formation at home in order that the land they loved
might be cleaner, sweeter, better and happier, in the
days to come. But Tommy, meantime, did not know
of these things. He was apparently under the
delusion that he must work out his own salvation, whereas,
in point of fact, it was being worked out for him
scientifically and religiously. If these things
were clearly laid before him, H.Q. was convinced that
agitation, dissatisfaction, and even revolution for
there were those who thought they were actually trending
in that direction would be nipped in the
bud.
The scheme was simple and far-reaching.
Lectures would be given all over the areas occupied
by British troops. Every base would be organised
in such a way that such lectures and even detailed
courses of study should be available for everyone.
Every chaplain, hutworker, and social entertainer
must do his or her bit. They must know how to
speak wisely and well not all in public,
but, everyone as the occasion offered, privately,
in hut or camp, to inquiring and dissatisfied Tommies.
They would doubtless feel themselves insufficient
for these things, but study-circles were to be formed
and literature obtained which would completely furnish
them with information. He would conclude by merely
laying on the table a bundle of the splendid papers
and tracts already prepared for this work. The
Professor would now outline what was being attempted
at home, and then the meeting would be open for discussion.
The Professor was given half an hour,
and he made an excellent speech for a cornered and
academic theorist. The first ten minutes he devoted
to explaining that he could not explain in the time;
in the second, tempering the wind to the shorn lamb,
he pointed out that it was no use his outlining schemes
not yet completed, or that they could read for themselves,
or that, possibly, without some groundwork, they could
not understand; and in the third ten minutes he outlined
the committees dealing with the work and containing
such well-known names as Robert Smiley, Mr. Button,
and Clydens. He sat down. Everyone applauded the
M.P., and possibly the A.C.G., because they honestly
knew and respected these gentlemen, and the rest because
they felt they ought to do so. The meeting was
then opened for discussion.
Peter took no part in what followed,
and, indeed, nothing over-illuminating was said save
one remark, cast upon the waters by the Labour member,
which was destined to be found after many days.
They were talking of the lectures, and one of the
ladies (Peter understood a Girton lecturer) was apparently
eager to begin without delay. The M.P. begged
to ask a question: Were there to be questions
and a discussion?
The A.C.G. glanced at a paper before
him, and rose. He apologised for omitting to
mention it before, but H.Q. thought it would be subverse
of all discipline if, let us say, privates should
be allowed to get up and argue with the officers who
might have addressed them. They all knew what
might be said in the heat of argument. Also, if
he might venture to say so, some of their lecturers,
though primed with the right lecture, might not be
such experts that they could answer every question,
and plainly failure to satisfy a questioner might
be disastrous. But questions could be written
and replies given at the next lecture. He thought,
smiling, that some of them would perhaps find that
convenient.
The M.P. leaned back in his chair.
“Well, sir,” he said, “I’m
sorry to be a wet-blanket, but if that is so, the
scheme is wrecked from the start. You don’t
know the men; I do. They’re not going to
line up, like the pupils of Dotheboys Academy, for
a spoonful of brimstone and treacle.”
The meeting was slightly scandalised.
The chairman, however, rose to the occasion.
That, he said, was a matter for H.Q. They were
there to do their duty. And, being an able person,
he did his. In ten minutes they were formed into
study-bands and were pledged to study, with which
conclusion the meeting adjourned.
Peter was almost out of the door when
he heard his name called, and turning, saw the A.C.G.
beckoning him. He went up to the table and shook
hands.
“Do you know the Professor?”
asked his superior. “Professor, this is
Mr. Graham.”
“How do you do?” said
the man of science. “You are Graham of Balliol,
aren’t you? You read Political Science and
Economics a little at Oxford, I think? You ought
to be the very man for us, especially as you know how
to speak.”
Peter was confused, but, being human,
a little flattered. He confessed to the sins
enumerated, and waited for more.
“Well,” said the A.C.G.,
“I’ve sent in your name already, Graham,
and they want you to go to Abbeville for a few weeks.
A gathering is to be made there of the more promising
material, and you are to get down to the work of making
a syllabus, and so on. You will meet other officers
from all branches of the Service, and it should be
interesting and useful. I presume you will be
willing to go? Of course it is entirely optional,
but I may say that the men who volunteer will not
be forgotten.”
“Quite so,” said the Professor.
“They will render extremely valuable service.
I shall hope to be there part of the time myself.”
Peter thought quickly of a number
of things, as one does at such a moment. Some
of them were serious things, and some quite frivolous like
Julie. But he could hardly do otherwise than consent.
He asked when he should have to go.
“In a few days. You’ll
have plenty of time to get ready. I should advise
you to write for some books, and begin to read up a
little, for I expect you are a bit rusty, like the
rest of us. And I shall hope to have you back
lecturing in this Army area before long.”
So to speak, bowed out, Peter made
his way home. In the Rue de Paris Julie passed
him, sitting with a couple of other nurses in an ambulance
motor-lorry, and she waved her hand to him. The
incident served to depress him still more, and he
was a bit petulant as he entered the mess. He
flung his cap on the table, and threw himself into
a chair.
“Well,” said Pennell,
who was there, “on the peg all right?”
“Don’t be a fool!”
said Peter sarcastically. “I’m wanted
on the Staff. Haig can’t manage without
me. I’ve got to leave this perishing suburb
and skip up to H.Q., and don’t you forget it,
old dear. I shall probably be a Major-General
before you get your third pip. Got that?”
Pennell took his pipe from his mouth.
“What’s in the wind now?” he demanded.
“Well, you might not have noticed
it, but I’m a political and economic expert,
and Haig’s fed up that you boys don’t tumble
to the wisdom of the centuries as you ought.
Consequently I’ve got to instruct you. I’m
going to waltz around in a motor-car, probably with
tabs up, and lecture. And there aren’t
to be any questions asked, for that’s subversive
of discipline.”
“Good Lord, man, do talk sense!
What in the world do you mean?”
“I mean jolly well what I say,
if you want to know, or something precious like it.
The blinking Army’s got dry-rot and revolutionary
fever, and we may all be murdered in our little beds
unless I put a shoulder to the wheel. That’s
a bit mixed, but it’ll stand. I shall be
churning out this thing by the yard in a little.”
“Any extra pay?” demanded
Pennell anxiously. “I can lecture on engineering,
and would do for an extra sixpence. Whisky’s
going up, and I haven’t paid my last mess bill.”
“You haven’t, old son,”
said Arnold, coming in, “and you’ve jolly
well got to. Here’s a letter for you, Graham.”
Peter glanced at the envelope and
tore it open. Pennell knocked his pipe out with
feigned dejection. “The fellow makes me
sick, padre,” he said. “He gets billets-doux
every hour of the blessed day.”
Peter jumped up excitedly. “This
is better,” he said. “It’s a
letter from Langton at Rouen, a chap I met there who
writes occasionally. He’s been hauled in
for this stunt himself, and is to go to Abbeville as
well. By Jove, I’ll go up with him if I
can. Give me some paper, somebody. I’ll
have to write to him at once, or we’ll boss it.”
“And make a will, and write
to a dozen girls, I should think,” said Pennell.
“I don’t know what the blooming Army’s
coming to. Might as well chuck it and have peace,
I think. But meantime I’ve got to leave
you blighted slackers to gad about the place, and
go and do an honest day’s work. I don’t
get Staff jobs and red tabs. No; I help win the
ruddy war, that’s all. See you before you
go, Graham, I suppose? They’ll likely run
the show for a day or two more without you. There’ll
be time for you to stand a dinner on the strength
of it yet.”
A week later Peter met Langton by
appointment in the Rouen club, the two of them being
booked to travel that evening via Amiens to Abbeville.
His tall friend was drinking a whisky-and-soda in
the smoke-room and talking with a somewhat bored expression
to no less a person than Jenks of the A.S.C.
Peter greeted them. “Hullo!”
he said to the latter. “Fancy meeting you
here again. Don’t say you’re going
to lecture as well?”
“The good God preserve us!”
exclaimed Jenks blasphemously. “But I am
off in your train to Boulogne. Been transferred
to our show there, and between ourselves, I’m
not sorry to go. It’s a decent hole in some
ways, Boulogne, and it’s time I got out of Rouen.
You’re a lucky man, padre, not to be led into
temptation by every damned girl you meet. I don’t
know what they see in me,” he continued mournfully,
“and, at this hour of the afternoon, I don’t
know what I see in them.”
“Nor do I,” said Langton.
“Have a drink, Graham? There’ll be
no getting anything on the ruddy train. We leave
at six-thirty, and get in somewhere about four a.m.
next morning, so far as I can make out.”
“You don’t sound over-cheerful,”
said Graham.
“I’m not. I’m
fed up over this damned lecture stunt! The thing’s
condemned to failure from the start, and at any rate
it’s no time for it. Fritz means more by
this push than the idiots about here allow. He
may not get through; but, on the other hand, he may.
If he does, it’s UP with us all. And here
we are to go lecturing on economics and industrial
problems while the damned house is on fire!”
Peter took his drink and sat down.
“What’s your particular subject?”
he asked.
“The Empire. Colonies.
South Africa. Canada. And why? Because
I took a degree in History in Cambridge, and have
done surveying on the C.P.R. Lor’!
Finish that drink and have another.”
They went together to the station,
and got a first to themselves, in which they were
fortunate. They spread their kit about the place,
suborned an official to warn everyone else off, and
then Peter and Langton strolled up and down the platform
for half an hour, as the train was not now to start
till seven. Somebody told them there was a row
on up the line, though it was not plain how that would
affect them. Jenks departed on business of his
own. A girl lived somewhere in the neighbourhood.
“How’re you getting on now, padre?”
asked Langton.
“I’m not getting on,”
said Peter. “I’m doing my job as best
I can, and I’m seeing all there is to see, but
I’m more in a fog than ever. I’ve
got a hospital at Havre, and I distribute cigarettes
and the news of the day. That’s about all.
I get on all right with the men socially, and now and
again I meet a keen Nonconformist who wants me to pray
with him, or an Anglican who wants Holy Communion,
but not many. When I preach I rebuke vice, as
the Apostle says, but I’m hanged if I really
know why.”
Langton laughed. “That’s
a little humorous, padre,” he said. “What
about the Ten Commandments?”
Peter thought of Julie. He kicked
a stone viciously. “Commandments are no
use,” he said “not out here.”
“Nor anywhere,” said Langton,
“nor ever, I think, too. Why do you suppose
I keep moderately moral? Chiefly because I fear
natural consequences and have a wife and kiddies that
I love. Why does Jenks do the opposite?
Because he’s more of a fool or less of a coward,
and chiefly loves himself. That’s all,
and that’s all there is in it for most of us.”
“You don’t fear God at all, then?”
demanded Peter.
“Oh that I knew where I might
find him!” quoted Langton. “I don’t
believe He thundered on Sinai, at any rate.”
“Nor spoke in the Sermon on the Mount?”
“Ah, I’m not so sure but
it seems to me that He said too much or He said too
little there, Graham. One can’t help ‘looking
on’ a woman occasionally. And in any case
it doesn’t seem to me that the Sermon is anything
like the Commandments. Brotherly love is behind
the first, fear of a tribal God behind the second.
So far as I can see, Christ’s creed was to love
and to go on loving and never to despair of love.
Love, according to Him, was stronger than hate, or
commandments or preaching, or the devil himself.
If He saved souls at all, He saved them by loving
them whatever they were, and I reckon He meant us to
do the same. What do you make of the woman taken
in adultery, and the woman who wiped His feet with
her hair? Or of Peter? or of Judas? He saved
Peter by loving him when he thought he ought to have
the Ten Commandments and hell fire thrown at his head
and I reckon He’d have saved Judas by giving
him that sop-token of love if he hadn’t had
a soul that could love nothing but himself.”
“What is love, Langton?” asked Peter,
after a pause.
The other looked at him curiously,
and laughed. “Ask the Bishops,” he
said. “Don’t ask me. I don’t
know. Living with the woman to whom you’re
married because you fear to leave her, or because you
get on all right, is not love at any rate. I
can’t see that marriage has got much to do with
it. It’s a decent convention of society
at this stage of development perhaps, and it may sign
and seal love for some people. But I reckon love’s
love a big positive thing that’s bigger
than sin, and bigger than the devil. I reckon
that if God sees that anywhere, He’s satisfied.
I don’t think Cranmer’s marriage service
affects Him much, nor the laws of the State.
If a man cares to do without either, he runs a risk,
of course. Society’s hard on a woman, and
man’s meant to be a gregarious creature.
But that’s all there is in it.”
“But how can you tell lust from love?”
demanded Peter.
“You can’t, I think,”
said Langton. “Most men can’t, anyway.
Women may do, but I don’t know. I reckon
that what they lust after mostly is babies and a home.
I don’t think they know it any more than men
know that what they’re after is the gratification
of a passion; but there it is. We’re sewer
rats crawling up a damned long drain, if you ask me,
padre! I don’t know who said it, but it’s
true.”
They turned in their walk, and Peter
looked out over the old town. In the glow of
sunset the thin iron modern spire of the cathedral
had a grace not its own, and the roofs below it showed
strong and almost sentient. One could imagine
that the distant cathedral brooding over the city
heard, saw, and spoke, if in another language than
the language of men.
“If that were all, Langton,”
said Peter suddenly, “I’d shoot myself.”
“You’re a queer fellow,
Graham,” said Langton. “I almost think
you might. I’d like to know what becomes
of you, anyway. Forgive me I don’t
mean to be rude but you may make a parson
yet. But don’t found a new religion for
Heaven’s sake, and don’t muddle up man-made
laws and God-made instincts if they are
God-made,” he added.
Peter said nothing, until they were
waiting at the carriage-door for Jenks. Then
he said: “Then you think out here men have
simply abandoned conventions, and because there is
no authority or fear or faith left to them, they do
as they please?”
Langton settled himself in a corner.
“Yes,” he said, “that’s right
in a way. But that’s negatively. I’d
go farther than that. Of course, there are a
lot of Judas Iscariots about for whom I shouldn’t
imagine the devil himself has much time, though I
suppose we ought not to judge ’em, but there
are also a lot of fine fellows and fine
women. They are men and women, if I understand
it, who have sloughed off the conventions, that are
conventions simply for convention’s sake, and
who are reaching out towards the realities. Most
of them haven’t an idea what those are, but
dumbly they know. Tommy knows, for instance, who
is a good chum and who isn’t; that is, he knows
that sincerity and unselfishness and pluck are realities.
He doesn’t care a damn if a chap drinks and swears
and commits what the Statute-Book and the Prayer-Book
call fornication. And he certainly doesn’t
think there is an ascending scale of sins, or at any
rate that you parsons have got the scale right.”
“I shouldn’t be surprised
if we haven’t,” said Peter. “The
Bible lumps liars and drunkards and murderers and
adulterers and dogs whatever that may mean into
hell altogether.”
“That’s so,” said
Langton, sticking a candle on the window-sill; “but
I reckon that’s not so much because they lie
or drink or murder or lust or or grin about
the city like our friend Jenks, who’ll likely
miss the boat for that very reason, but because of
something else they all have in common.”
“What’s that?” demanded Peter.
“I haven’t the faintest idea,” said
Langton.
At this moment the French guard, an
R.T.O., and Jenks appeared in sight simultaneously,
the two former urging the latter along. He caught
sight of them, and waved.
“Help him in,” said the
R.T.O., a jovial-looking subaltern, genially “and
keep him there,” he added under his voice.
“He’s had all he can carry, and if he gets
loose again he’ll be for the high jump.
The wonder is he ever got back in time.”
Peter helped him up. The subaltern
glanced at his badges and smiled. “He’s
in good company anyway, padre,” he said.
“If you’re leaving the ninety-and-nine
in the wilderness, here’s one to bring home rejoicing.”
He slammed the door. “Right-o!” he
said to the guard; “they’re all aboard
now.” The man comprehended the action, and
waved a flag. The train started after the manner
of French trains told off for the use of British soldiers,
and Jenks collapsed on the seat.
“Damned near thing that!”
he said unsteadily; “might have missed the bloody
boat! I saw my little bit, though. She’s
a jolly good sort, she is. Blasted strong stuff
that French brandy, though! Whiskies at the club
first, yer know. Give us a hand, padre; I reckon
I’ll just lie down a bit.... Jolly good
sort of padre, eh, skipper? What?”
Peter helped him into his place, and
then came and sat at his feet, opposite Langton, who
smiled askance at him. “I’ll read
a bit,” he said. “Jenks won’t
trouble us further; he’ll sleep it off.
I know his sort. Got a book, padre?”
Peter said he had, but that he wouldn’t
read for a little, and he sat still looking at the
country as they jolted past in the dusk. After
a while Langton lit his candle, and contrived a wind-screen,
for the centre window was broken, of a newspaper.
Peter watched him drowsily. He had been up early
and travelled already that day. The motion helped,
too, and in half an hour or so he was asleep.
He dreamt that he was preaching Langton’s
views on the Sermon on the Mount in the pulpit of
St. John’s, and that the Canon, from his place
beside the credence-table within the altar-rails, was
shouting at him to stop. In his dream he persisted,
however, until that irate dignitary seized the famous
and massive offertory-dish by his side and hurled it
in the direction of the pulpit. The clatter that
it made on the stone floor awoke him.
He was first aware that the train
was no longer in motion, and next that Langton’s
tall form was leaning half out of the window.
Then confused noises penetrated his consciousness,
and he perceived that light flickered in the otherwise
darkened compartment. “Where are we?”
he demanded, now fully awake. “What’s
up?”
Langton answered over his shoulder.
“Some where outside of a biggish town,”
he said; “and there’s the devil of a strafe
on. The whole sky-line’s lit up, but that
may be twenty miles off. However, Fritz must
have advanced some.”
He was interrupted by a series of
much louder explosions and the rattle of machine-gun
fire. “That’s near,” he said.
“Over the town, I should say an air-raid,
though it may be long-distance firing. Come and
see for yourself.”
He pulled himself back into the carriage,
and Peter leaned out of the window in his turn.
It was as the other had said. Flares and sudden
flashes, that came and went more like summer-lightning
than anything else, lit up the whole sky-line, but
nearer at hand a steady glow from one or two places
showed in the sky. One could distinguish flights
of illuminated tracer bullets, and now and again what
he took to be Very lights exposed the countryside.
Peter saw that they were in a siding, the banks of
which reached just above the top of the compartments.
It was only by craning that he could see fields and
what looked like a house beyond. Men were leaning
out of all the windows, mostly in silence. In
the compartment next them a man cursed the Huns for
spoiling his beauty sleep. It was slightly overdone,
Peter thought.
“Good God!” said, his companion behind
him. “Listen!”
It was difficult, but between the
louder explosions Peter concentrated his senses on
listening. In a minute he heard something new,
a faint buzz in the air.
“Aeroplanes,” said Langton
coolly. “I hope they don’t spot us.
Let me see. Maybe it’s our planes.”
He craned out in Peter’s place. “I
can’t see anything,” he said, “and
you can hear they’re flying high.”
Down the train everyone was staring
upwards now. “Christ!” exclaimed
Langton suddenly, “some fool’s lighting
a pipe! Put that match out there,” he called.
Other voices took him up. “That’s
better,” he said in a minute. “Forgive
my swearing, padre, but a match might give us away.”
Peter was silent, and, truth to tell,
terrified. He tried hard not to feel it, and
glanced at Jenks. He was still asleep, and breathing
heavily. He pressed his face against the pane,
and tried to stare up too.
“They’re coming,”
said Langton suddenly and quickly. “There
they are, too Hun planes. They may
not see us, of course, but they may....”
He brought his head in again and sat down.
“Is there anything we can do?” said Peter.
“Nothing,” said Langton,
“unless you like to get under the seat.
But that’s no real good. It’s on
the knees of the gods, padre, whatever gods there
be.”
Just then Peter saw one. Sailing
obliquely towards them and lit by the light of a flare,
the plane looked serene and beautiful. He watched
it, fascinated.
“It’s very low two
hundred feet, I should say,” said Langton behind
him. “Hope he’s no pills left.
I wonder whether there’s another. Let’s
have a look the other side.”
He had scarcely got up to cross the
compartment when the rattle of a machine-gun very
near broke out. “Our fellows, likely,”
he exclaimed excitedly, struggling with the sash,
but they knew the truth almost as he spoke.
Langton ducked back. A plane
on the other side was deliberately flying up the train,
machine-gunning. “Down, padre, for God’s
sake!” he exclaimed, and threw himself on the
floor.
Peter couldn’t move. He
heard the splintering of glass and a rending of woodwork,
some oaths, and a sudden cry. The whirr of an
engine filled his ears and seemed, as it were, on
top of them. Then there was a crash all but at
his side, and next instant a half-smothered groan and
a dreadful gasp for breath.
He couldn’t speak. He heard
Langton say, “Hit, anyone?” and then Jenks’
“They’ve got me, skipper,” in a muffled
whisper, and he noticed that the hard breathing had
ceased. At that he found strength and voice and
jumped up. He bent over Jenks. “Where
have you got it, old man?” he said, and hardly
realised that it was himself speaking.
The other was lying just as before,
on his back, but he had pulled his knees up convulsively
and a rug had slipped off. In a flare Peter saw
beads of sweat on his forehead and a white, twisted
face.
He choked back panic and knelt down.
He had imagined it all before, and yet not quite like
this. He knew what he ought to say, but for a
minute he could not formulate it. “Where
are you hit, Jenks?” was all he said.
The other turned his head a little
and looked at him. “Body lungs,
I think,” he whispered. “I’m
done, padre; I’ve seen chaps before.”
The words trailed off. Peter
gripped himself mentally, and steadied his voice.
“Jenks, old man,” he said. “Just
a minute. Think about God you are
going to Him, you know. Trust Him, will you?
’The blood of Jesus Christ, God’s Son,
saveth us from all sin.’”
The dying man, moved his hand convulsively.
“Don’t you worry, padre,” he said
faintly; “I’ve been confirmed.”
The lips tightened a second with pain, and then:
“Reckon I won’t shirk.
Have you got a cigarette?”
Peter felt quickly for his case, fumbled
and dropped one, then got another into his fingers.
He hesitated a second, and then, put it to his own
lips, struck a match, and puffed at it. He was
in the act of holding it to the other when Langton
spoke behind him:
“It’s no good now, padre,”
he said quietly; “it’s all over.”
And Peter saw that it was.
The planes did not come back.
The officer in charge of the train came down it with
a lantern, and looked in. “That makes three,”
he said. “We can do nothing now, but we’ll
be in the station in a bit. Don’t show any
lights; they may come back. Where the hell were
our machines, I’d like to know?”
He went on, and Peter sat down in
his corner. Langton picked up the rug, and covered
up the body. Then he glanced at Peter. “Here,”
he said, holding out a flask, “have some of
this.”
Peter shook his head. Langton
came over to him. “You must,” he said;
“it’ll pull you together. Don’t
go under now, Graham. You kept your nerve just
now come on.”
At that Peter took it, and drained
the little cup the other poured out for him.
Then he handed it back, without a word.
“Feel better?” queried
the other, a trifle curiously, staring at him.
“Yes, thanks,” said Peter “a
damned sight better! Poor old Jenks! What
blasted luck that he should have got it!... Langton,
I wish to God it had been me!”