Ever after that next day, the Saturday, will remain in Peter’s memory as a time by itself, of special significance, but a significance, except for one incident, very hard to place. It began, indeed, very quietly, and very happily. They breakfasted again in their own room, and Julie was in one of her subdued moods, if one ever could say she was subdued. Afterwards Peter lit a cigarette and strolled over to the window. “It’s a beastly day,” he said, “cloudy, cold, windy, and going to rain, I think. What shall we do? Snow up in the hotel all the time?”

“No,” said Julie emphatically, “something quite different. You shall show me some of the real London sights, Westminster Abbey to begin with. Then we’ll drive along the Embankment and you shall tell me what everything is, and we’ll go and see anything else you suggest. I don’t suppose you realise, Peter, that I’m all but absolutely ignorant of London.”

He turned and smiled on her. “And you really want to see these things?” he said.

“Yes, of course I do. You don’t think I suggested it for your benefit? But if it will make you any happier, I’ll flatter you a bit. I want to see those things now, with you, partly because I’m never likely to find anyone who can show me them better. Now then. Aren’t you pleased?”

At that, then, they started. Westminster came first, and they wandered all over it and saw as much as the conditions of war had left for the public to see. It amused Peter to show Julie the things that seemed to him to have a particular interest the Chapter House, St. Faith’s Chapel, the tomb of the Confessor, and so on. She made odd comments. In St. Faith’s she said: “I don’t say many prayers, Peter, but here I couldn’t say one.”

“Why not?” he demanded.

“Because it’s too private,” she said quaintly. “I should think I was pretending to be a saint if I went past everybody else and the vergers and things into a little place like this all by myself. Everyone would know that I was doing something which most people don’t do. See? Why don’t people pray all over the church, as they do in France in a cathedral, Peter?”

He shrugged his shoulders. “Come on,” he said; “your notions are all topsy-turvy, Julie. Come and look at the monuments.”

They wandered down the transept, and observed the majesty of England in stone, robed in togas, declaiming to the Almighty, and obviously convinced that He would be intensely interested; or perhaps dying in the arms of a semi-dressed female, with funeral urns or ships or cannon In the background; or, at least in one case, crouching hopelessly, before the dart of a triumphant death. Julie was certainly impressed, “They are all like ancient Romans, Peter,” she said, “and much more striking than those Cardinals and Bishops and Kings, kneeling at prayer, in Rouen Cathedral. But, still, they were not ancient Romans, were they? They were all Christains, I suppose. Is there a Christian monument anywhere about?”

“I don’t know,” said Peter, “but we’ll walk round and see.”

They made a lengthy pilgrimage, and finally Peter arrested her. “Here’s one,” he said.

A Georgian Bishop in bas-relief looked down on them, fat and comfortable. In front of him was a monstrous cup, and a plate piled with biggish squares of stone. Julie did not realise what it was. “What’s he doing with all that lump-sugar?” she demanded.

Peter was really a bit horrified. “You’re an appalling pagan,” he said. “Come away!” And they came.

They roamed along the Embankment. Julie was as curious as a child, and wanted to know all about everything, from Boadicea, Cleopatra’s Needle, and the Temple Church, to Dewar’s Whisky Works and the Hotel Cecil. Thereabouts, Julie asked the name of the squat tower and old red-brick buildings opposite, and when she heard it was Lambeth Palace instantly demanded to visit it. Peter was doubtful if they could, but they crossed to see, and they were shown a good deal by the courtesy of the authorities. The Archbishop was away, to Peter’s great relief, for as likely as not Julie would have insisted on an introduction, but they saw the chapel and the dining-hall amongst other things. The long line of portraits fascinated her, but not as it fascinated Peter. The significance of the change in the costumes of the portraits struck him for the first time first the cope and mitre and cross, then the skull-cap and the tippet, then the balloon-sleeves and the wig, then the coat and breeches and white cravat, then the academic robes, and then a purple cassock. Its interest to Julie was other, however. “Peter,” she whispered, “perhaps you’ll be there one day.”

He looked at her sharply, but she was not mocking him, and, marvelling at her simplicity and honest innocence, he relaxed into a smile. “Not very likely, my dear,” he said. “In other days a pleasant underground cell in the Lollards’ Tower would have been more likely.”

Then, of course, Julie must see the famous tower, and see a little of it they did. She wanted to know what Lollardy was; their guide attempted an explanation. Julie was soon bored. “I can’t see why people make such a bother about such things,” she said. “A man’s religion is his own business, surely, and he must settle it for himself. Don’t you think so, Peter?”

“Is it his own business only?” he asked gravely.

“Whose else should it be?” she demanded.

“God’s,” said Peter simply.

Julie stared at him and sighed. “You’re very odd, Peter,” she said, “but you do say things that strike one as being true. Go on.”

“Oh, there’s no more to say,” said Peter, “except, perhaps, this: if anyone or any Church honestly believed that God had committed His share in the business to them well, then he might justifiably feel that he or it had a good deal to do with the settling of another man’s religion. Hence this tower, Julie, and as a matter of fact, my dear, hence me, past and present. But come on.”

She took his arm with a little shiver which he was beginning to notice from time to time in her. “It’s a horrible idea, Peter,” she said. “Yes, let’s go.”

So their taxi took them to Buckingham Palace and thereabouts, and by chance they saw the King and Queen. Their Majesties drove by smartly in morning dress with a couple of policemen ahead, and a few women waved handkerchiefs, and Peter came to the salute, and Julie cheered. The Queen turned towards where she was standing, and bowed, and Peter noticed, amazed, that the eyes of the Colonial girl were wet, and that she did not attempt to hide it.

He had to question her. “I shouldn’t have thought you’d have felt about royalty like that, Julie,” he said.

“Well, I do,” she said, “and I don’t care what you say. Only I wish they’d go about with the Life Guards. The King’s a King to me. I suppose he is only a man, but I don’t want to think of him so. He stands for the Empire and for the Flag, and he stands for England too. I’d obey that man almost in anything, right or wrong, but I don’t know that I’d obey anyone else.”

“Then you’re a survival of the Dark Ages,” he said.

“Don’t be a beast!” said Julie.

“All right, you’re not, and indeed I don’t know if I am right. Very likely you’re the very embodiment of the spirit of the Present Day. Having lost every authority, you crave for one.”

Julie considered this. “There may be something in that,” she said. “But I don’t like you when you’re clever. It was the King, and that’s enough for me. And I don’t want to see anything more. I’m hungry; take me to lunch.”

Peter laughed. “That’s it,” he said “like the follower of Prince Charlie who shook hands once with his Prince and then vowed he would never shake hands with anyone again. So you’ve seen the King, and you won’t see anything else, only your impression won’t last twelve hours, fortunately.”

“I don’t suppose the other man kept his vow,” said Julie. “For one thing, no man ever does. Come on!”

And so they drifted down the hours until the evening theatre and Carminetta. They said and did nothing in particular, but they just enjoyed themselves. In point of fact, they were emotionally tired, and, besides, they wanted to forget how the time sped by. The quiet day was, in its own way too, a preparation for the evening feast, and they were both in the mood to enjoy the piece intensely when it came. The magnificence of the new theatre in which it was staged all helped. Its wide, easy stairways, its many conveniences, its stupendous auditorium, its packed house, ushered it well in. Even the audience seemed different from that of last night.

Julie settled herself with a sigh of satisfaction to listen and watch. And they both grew silent as the opera proceeded. At first Julie could not contain her delight. “Oh, she’s perfect, Peter,” she exclaimed “a little bit of life! Look how she shakes her hair back and how impudent she is just like one of those French girls you know too much about! And she’s boiling passion too. And a regular devil. I love her, Peter!”

“She’s very like you, Julie,” said Peter.

Julie flashed a look at him. “Rubbish!” she said, but was silent.

They watched while Carminetta set herself to win her bet and steal the heart of the hero from the Governor’s daughter. They watched her force the palace ballroom, and forgot the obvious foolishness of a great deal of it in the sense of the drama that was being worked out. The whole house grew still. The English girl, with her beauty, her civilisation, her rank and place, made her appeal to her fiance; and the Spanish bastard dancer, with her daring, her passion, her naked humanity, so coarse and so intensely human, made her appeal also. And they watched while the young conventionally-bred officer hesitated; they watched till Carminetta won.

Julie, leaning forward, held her breath and gazed at the beautiful fashionable room on the stage, gazed through the open French windows to the moonlit garden and the night beyond, and gazed, though at last she could hardly see, at the Spanish girl. That great renunciation held them both entranced. So bitter-sweet, so humanly divine, the passionate, heart-broken, heroic song of farewell, swelled and thrilled about them. And with the last notes the child of the gutter reached up and up till she made the supreme self-sacrifice, and stepped out of the gay room into the dark night for the sake of the man she loved too much to love.

Then Julie bowed her head into her hands, and in the silence and darkness of their box burst into tears. And so, for the first and last time, Peter heard her really weep.

He said foolish man-things to comfort her. She looked up at last, smiling, her brown eyes challengingly brave through her tears, “Peter, forgive me,” she said. “I shouldn’t be such a damned fool! You never thought I could be like that, did you? But it was so superbly done, I couldn’t help it. It’s all over now all over, Peter,” she added soberly. “I want to sit in the lounge to-night for a little, if you don’t mind. Could you possibly get a taxi? I don’t want to walk.”

It was difficult to find one. Finally Peter and another officer made a bolt simultaneously and each got hold of a door of a car that was just coming up. Both claimed it, and the chauffeur looked round good-humouredly at the disputants. “Settle it which-hever way you like, gents,” he said. “Hi don’t care, but settle it soon.”

“Let’s toss,” said Peter.

“Right-o,” said the other man, and produced a coin.

“Tails,” whispered Julie behind Peter, and “Tails!” he called.

The coin spun while the little crowd looked on in amusement, and tails it was. “Damn!” said the other, and turned away.

“A bad loser, Peter,” said Julie; “and he’s just been seeing Carminetta, too! But am I not lucky! I almost always win.”

In the palm lounge Julie was very cheerful. “Coffee, Peter,” she said, “and liqueurs.”

“No drinks after nine-thirty,” said the waiter. “Sorry, sir.”

Julie laughed. “I nearly swore, Peter,” she said, “but I remembered in time. If one can’t get what one wants, one has to go without singing. But I’ll have a cigarette, not to say two, before we’ve finished. And I’m in no hurry; I want to sit on here and pretend it’s not Saturday night. And I want to go very slowly to bed, and I don’t want to sleep.”

“Is that the effect of the theatre?” asked Peter. “And why so different from last night?”

Julie evaded. “Don’t you feel really different?” she demanded.

“Yes,” he said.

“How?”

“Well, I don’t want to preach any sermon to-night. It’s been preached.”

Julie drew hard on her cigarette, and blew out a cloud of smoke. “It has, Peter,” she said merrily, “and thank the Lord I am therefore spared another.”

“You’re very gay about it now, Julie, but you weren’t at first. That play made me feel rather miserable too. No, I think it made me feel small. Carminetta was great, wasn’t she? I don’t know that there is anything greater than that sort of sacrifice. And it’s far beyond me,” said Peter.

Julie leaned back and hummed a bar or two that Peter recognised from the last great song of the dancer. “Well, my dear, I was sad, wasn’t I?” she said. “But it’s over. There’s no use in sadness, is there?”

Peter did not reply, and started as Julie suddenly laughed. “Oh, good Lord, Peter!” she exclaimed, “to what are you bringing me? Do you know that I’m about to quote Scripture? And I damn-well shall if we sit on here! Let’s walk up Regent Street; I can’t sit still. Come on.” She jumped up.

“Just now,” he said, “you wanted to sit still for ages, and now you want to walk. What is the matter with you, Julie? And what was the text?”

“That would be telling!” she laughed. “But can’t I do anything I like, Peter?” she demanded. “Can’t I go and get drunk if I like, Peter, or sit still, or dance down Regent Street, or send you off to bed and pick up a nice boy? It would be easy enough here. Can’t I, Peter?”

Her mood bewildered him, and, without in the least understanding why, he resented her levity. But he tried to hide it. “Of course you can,” he said lightly; “but you don’t really want to do those things, do you especially the last, Julie?”

She stood there looking at him, and then, in a moment, the excitement died out of her voice and eyes. She dropped into a chair again. “No, Peter,” she said, “I don’t. That’s the marvel of it. I expect I shall, one of these days, do most of those things, and the last as well, but I don’t think I’ll ever want to do them again. And that’s what you’ve done to me, my dear.”

Peter was very moved. He slipped his hand out and took hers under cover of her dress. “My darling,” he whispered, “I owe you everything. You have given me all, and I won’t hold back all from you. Do you remember, Julie, that once I said I thought I loved you more than God? Well, I know now oh yes, I believe I do know now. But I choose you, Julie.”

Her eyes shone up at him very brightly, and he could not read them altogether. But her lips whispered, and he thought he understood.

“Oh, Peter, my dearest,” she said, “thank God I have at least heard you say that. I wouldn’t have missed you saying those words for anything, Peter.”

So might the serving-girl in Pilate’s courtyard have been glad, had she been in love.