DOMESTIC ANNALS
It is believed that in 1665, James
Stevenson in Nether Carsewell, parish of Neilston,
county of Renfrew, and presumably a tenant farmer,
married one Jean Keir; and in 1675, without doubt,
there was born to these two a son Robert, possibly
a maltster in Glasgow. In 1710, Robert married,
for a second time, Elizabeth Cumming, and there was
born to them, in 1720, another Robert, certainly a
maltster in Glasgow. In 1742, Robert the second
married Margaret Fulton (Margret, she called herself),
by whom he had ten children, among whom were Hugh,
born February 1749, and Alan, born June 1752.
With these two brothers my story begins.
Their deaths were simultaneous; their lives unusually
brief and full. Tradition whispered me in childhood
they were the owners of an islet near St. Kitts; and
it is certain they had risen to be at the head of
considerable interests in the West Indies, which Hugh
managed abroad and Alan at home, at an age when others
are still curveting a clerk’s stool. My
kinsman, Mr. Stevenson of Stirling, has heard his
father mention that there had been ’something
romantic’ about Alan’s marriage: and,
alas! he has forgotten what. It was early at
least. His wife was Jean, daughter of David Lillie,
a builder in Glasgow, and several times ‘Deacon
of the Wrights’: the date of the marriage
has not reached me; but on 8th June 1772, when Robert,
the only child of the union, was born, the husband
and father had scarce passed, or had not yet attained,
his twentieth year. Here was a youth making
haste to give hostages to fortune. But this early
scene of prosperity in love and business was on the
point of closing.
There hung in the house of this young
family, and successively in those of my grandfather
and father, an oil painting of a ship of many tons
burthen. Doubtless the brothers had an interest
in the vessel; I was told she had belonged to them
outright; and the picture was preserved through years
of hardship, and remains to this day in the possession
of the family, the only memorial of my great-grandsire
Alan. It was on this ship that he sailed on
his last adventure, summoned to the West Indies by
Hugh. An agent had proved unfaithful on a serious
scale; and it used to be told me in my childhood how
the brothers pursued him from one island to another
in an open boat, were exposed to the pernicious dews
of the tropics, and simultaneously struck down.
The dates and places of their deaths (now before
me) would seem to indicate a more scattered and prolonged
pursuit: Hugh, on the 16th April 1774, in Tobago,
within sight of Trinidad; Alan, so late as 26th May,
and so far away as ’Santt Kittes,’ in
the Leeward Islands both, says the family
Bible, ’of a fiver’(!). The death
of Hugh was probably announced by Alan in a letter,
to which we may refer the details of the open boat
and the dew. Thus, at least, in something like
the course of post, both were called away, the one
twenty-five, the other twenty-two; their brief generation
became extinct, their short-lived house fell with
them; and ’in these lawless parts and lawless
times’ the words are my grandfather’s their
property was stolen or became involved. Many
years later, I understand some small recovery to have
been made; but at the moment almost the whole means
of the family seem to have perished with the young
merchants. On the 27th April, eleven days after
Hugh Stevenson, twenty-nine before Alan, died David
Lillie, the Deacon of the Wrights; so that mother and
son were orphaned in one month. Thus, from a
few scraps of paper bearing little beyond dates, we
construct the outlines of the tragedy that shadowed
the cradle of Robert Stevenson.
Jean Lillie was a young woman of strong
sense, well fitted to contend with poverty, and of
a pious disposition, which it is like that these misfortunes
heated. Like so many other widowed Scots-women,
she vowed her son should wag his head in a pulpit;
but her means were inadequate to her ambition.
A charity school, and some time under a Mr. M’Intyre,
’a famous linguist,’ were all she could
afford in the way of education to the would-be minister.
He learned no Greek; in one place he mentions that
the Orations of Cicero were his highest book in Latin;
in another that he had ‘delighted’ in
Virgil and Horace; but his delight could never have
been scholarly. This appears to have been the
whole of his training previous to an event which changed
his own destiny and moulded that of his descendants the
second marriage of his mother.
There was a Merchant-Burgess of Edinburgh
of the name of Thomas Smith. The Smith pedigree
has been traced a little more particularly than the
Stevensons’, with a similar dearth of illustrious
names. One character seems to have appeared,
indeed, for a moment at the wings of history:
a skipper of Dundee who smuggled over some Jacobite
big-wig at the time of the ’Fifteen, and was
afterwards drowned in Dundee harbour while going on
board his ship. With this exception, the generations
of the Smiths present no conceivable interest even
to a descendant; and Thomas, of Edinburgh, was the
first to issue from respectable obscurity. His
father, a skipper out of Broughty Ferry, was drowned
at sea while Thomas was still young. He seems
to have owned a ship or two whalers, I
suppose, or coasters and to have been a
member of the Dundee Trinity House, whatever that
implies. On his death the widow remained in
Broughty, and the son came to push his future in Edinburgh.
There is a story told of him in the family which
I repeat here because I shall have to tell later on
a similar, but more perfectly authenticated, experience
of his stepson, Robert Stevenson. Word reached
Thomas that his mother was unwell, and he prepared
to leave for Broughty on the morrow. It was
between two and three in the morning, and the early
northern daylight was already clear, when he awoke
and beheld the curtains at the bed-foot drawn aside
and his mother appear in the interval, smile upon him
for a moment, and then vanish. The sequel is
stereo-type; he took the time by his watch, and arrived
at Broughty to learn it was the very moment of her
death. The incident is at least curious in having
happened to such a person as the tale is
being told of him. In all else, he appears as
a man ardent, passionate, practical, designed for
affairs and prospering in them far beyond the average.
He founded a solid business in lamps and oils, and
was the sole proprietor of a concern called the Greenside
Company’s Works ’a multifarious
concern it was,’ writes my cousin, Professor
Swan, ’of tinsmiths, coppersmiths, brass-founders,
blacksmiths, and japanners.’ He was also,
it seems, a shipowner and underwriter. He built
himself ’a land’ Nos. 1
and 2 Baxter’s Place, then no such unfashionable
neighbourhood and died, leaving his only
son in easy circumstances, and giving to his three
surviving daughters portions of five thousand pounds
and upwards. There is no standard of success
in life; but in one of its meanings, this is to succeed.
In what we know of his opinions, he
makes a figure highly characteristic of the time.
A high Tory and patriot, a captain so I
find it in my notes of Edinburgh Spearmen,
and on duty in the Castle during the Muir and Palmer
troubles, he bequeathed to his descendants a bloodless
sword and a somewhat violent tradition, both long
preserved. The judge who sat on Muir and Palmer,
the famous Braxfield, let fall from the bench the
obiter dictum ’I never liked
the French all my days, but now I hate them.’
If Thomas Smith, the Edinburgh Spearman, were in court,
he must have been tempted to applaud. The people
of that land were his abhorrence; he loathed Buonaparte
like Antichrist. Towards the end he fell into
a kind of dotage; his family must entertain him with
games of tin soldiers, which he took a childish pleasure
to array and overset; but those who played with him
must be upon their guard, for if his side, which was
always that of the English against the French, should
chance to be defeated, there would be trouble in Baxter’s
Place. For these opinions he may almost be said
to have suffered. Baptised and brought up in
the Church of Scotland, he had, upon some conscientious
scruple, joined the communion of the Baptists.
Like other Nonconformists, these were inclined to
the Liberal side in politics, and, at least in the
beginning, regarded Buonaparte as a deliverer.
From the time of his joining the Spearmen, Thomas
Smith became in consequence a bugbear to his brethren
in the faith. ’They that take the sword
shall perish with the sword,’ they told him;
they gave him ‘no rest’; ’his position
became intolerable’; it was plain he must choose
between his political and his religious tenets; and
in the last years of his life, about 1812, he returned
to the Church of his fathers.
August 1786 was the date of his chief
advancement, when, having designed a system of oil
lights to take the place of the primitive coal fires
before in use, he was dubbed engineer to the newly-formed
Board of Northern Lighthouses. Not only were
his fortunes bettered by the appointment, but he was
introduced to a new and wider field for the exercise
of his abilities, and a new way of life highly agreeable
to his active constitution. He seems to have
rejoiced in the long journeys, and to have combined
them with the practice of field sports. ’A
tall, stout man coming ashore with his gun over his
arm’ so he was described to my father the
only description that has come down to me by a light-keeper
old in the service. Nor did this change come
alone. On the 9th July of the same year, Thomas
Smith had been left for the second time a widower.
As he was still but thirty-three years old, prospering
in his affairs, newly advanced in the world, and encumbered
at the time with a family of children, five in number,
it was natural that he should entertain the notion
of another wife. Expeditious in business, he
was no less so in his choice; and it was not later
than June 1787 for my grandfather is described
as still in his fifteenth year that he married
the widow of Alan Stevenson.
The perilous experiment of bringing
together two families for once succeeded. Mr.
Smith’s two eldest daughters, Jean and Janet,
fervent in piety, unwearied in kind deeds, were well
qualified both to appreciate and to attract the stepmother;
and her son, on the other hand, seems to have found
immediate favour in the eyes of Mr. Smith. It
is, perhaps, easy to exaggerate the ready-made resemblances;
the tired woman must have done much to fashion girls
who were under ten; the man, lusty and opinionated,
must have stamped a strong impression on the boy of
fifteen. But the cleavage of the family was too
marked, the identity of character and interest produced
between the two men on the one hand, and the three
women on the other, was too complete to have been the
result of influence alone. Particular bonds
of union must have pre-existed on each side.
And there is no doubt that the man and the boy met
with common ambitions, and a common bent, to the practice
of that which had not so long before acquired the
name of civil engineering.
For the profession which is now so
thronged, famous, and influential, was then a thing
of yesterday. My grandfather had an anecdote
of Smeaton, probably learned from John Clerk of Eldin,
their common friend. Smeaton was asked by the
Duke of Argyll to visit the West Highland coast for
a professional purpose. He refused, appalled,
it seems, by the rough travelling. ‘You
can recommend some other fit person?’ asked the
Duke. ‘No,’ said Smeaton, ‘I’m
sorry I can’t.’ ‘What!’
cried the Duke, ’a profession with only one
man in it! Pray, who taught you?’ ‘Why,’
said Smeaton, ‘I believe I may say I was self-taught,
an’t please your grace.’ Smeaton,
at the date of Thomas Smith’s third marriage,
was yet living; and as the one had grown to the new
profession from his place at the instrument-maker’s,
the other was beginning to enter it by the way of his
trade. The engineer of to-day is confronted with
a library of acquired results; tables and formulae
to the value of folios full have been calculated and
recorded; and the student finds everywhere in front
of him the footprints of the pioneers. In the
eighteenth century the field was largely unexplored;
the engineer must read with his own eyes the face of
nature; he arose a volunteer, from the workshop or
the mill, to undertake works which were at once inventions
and adventures. It was not a science then it
was a living art; and it visibly grew under the eyes
and between the hands of its practitioners.
The charm of such an occupation was
strongly felt by stepfather and stepson. It
chanced that Thomas Smith was a reformer; the superiority
of his proposed lamp and reflectors over open fires
of coal secured his appointment; and no sooner had
he set his hand to the task than the interest of that
employment mastered him. The vacant stage on
which he was to act, and where all had yet to be created the
greatness of the difficulties, the smallness of the
means intrusted him would rouse a man of
his disposition like a call to battle. The lad
introduced by marriage under his roof was of a character
to sympathise; the public usefulness of the service
would appeal to his judgment, the perpetual need for
fresh expedients stimulate his ingenuity. And
there was another attraction which, in the younger
man at least, appealed to, and perhaps first aroused,
a profound and enduring sentiment of romance:
I mean the attraction of the life. The seas
into which his labours carried the new engineer were
still scarce charted, the coasts still dark; his way
on shore was often far beyond the convenience of any
road; the isles in which he must sojourn were still
partly savage. He must toss much in boats; he
must often adventure on horseback by the dubious bridle-track
through unfrequented wildernesses; he must sometimes
plant his lighthouse in the very camp of wreckers;
and he was continually enforced to the vicissitudes
of outdoor life. The joy of my grandfather in
this career was strong as the love of woman.
It lasted him through youth and manhood, it burned
strong in age, and at the approach of death his last
yearning was to renew these loved experiences.
What he felt himself he continued to attribute to
all around him. And to this supposed sentiment
in others I find him continually, almost pathetically,
appealing; often in vain.
Snared by these interests, the boy
seems to have become almost at once the eager confidant
and adviser of his new connection; the Church, if he
had ever entertained the prospect very warmly, faded
from his view; and at the age of nineteen I find him
already in a post of some authority, superintending
the construction of the lighthouse on the isle of Little
Cumbrae, in the Firth of Clyde. The change of
aim seems to have caused or been accompanied by a
change of character. It sounds absurd to couple
the name of my grandfather with the word indolence;
but the lad who had been destined from the cradle
to the Church, and who had attained the age of fifteen
without acquiring more than a moderate knowledge of
Latin, was at least no unusual student. And
from the day of his charge at Little Cumbrae he steps
before us what he remained until the end, a man of
the most zealous industry, greedy of occupation, greedy
of knowledge, a stern husband of time, a reader, a
writer, unflagging in his task of self-improvement.
Thenceforward his summers were spent directing works
and ruling workmen, now in uninhabited, now in half-savage
islands; his winters were set apart, first at the
Andersonian Institution, then at the University of
Edinburgh to improve himself in mathematics, chemistry,
natural history, agriculture, moral philosophy, and
logic; a bearded student although no doubt
scrupulously shaved. I find one reference to
his years in class which will have a meaning for all
who have studied in Scottish Universities. He
mentions a recommendation made by the professor of
logic. ‘The high-school men,’ he
writes, ’and bearded men like myself,
were all attention.’ If my grandfather
were throughout life a thought too studious of the
art of getting on, much must be forgiven to the bearded
and belated student who looked across, with a sense
of difference, at ‘the high-school men.’
Here was a gulf to be crossed; but already he could
feel that he had made a beginning, and that must have
been a proud hour when he devoted his earliest earnings
to the repayment of the charitable foundation in which
he had received the rudiments of knowledge.
In yet another way he followed the
example of his father-in-law, and from 1794 to 1807,
when the affairs of the Bell Rock made it necessary
for him to resign, he served in different corps of
volunteers. In the last of these he rose to
a position of distinction, no less than captain of
the Grenadier Company, and his colonel, in accepting
his resignation, entreated he would do them ’the
favour of continuing as an honorary member of a corps
which has been so much indebted for your zeal and
exertions.’
To very pious women the men of the
house are apt to appear worldly. The wife, as
she puts on her new bonnet before church, is apt to
sigh over that assiduity which enabled her husband
to pay the milliner’s bill. And in the
household of the Smiths and Stevensons the women were
not only extremely pious, but the men were in reality
a trifle worldly. Religious they both were;
conscious, like all Scots, of the fragility and unreality
of that scene in which we play our uncomprehended parts;
like all Scots, realising daily and hourly the sense
of another will than ours and a perpetual direction
in the affairs of life. But the current of their
endeavours flowed in a more obvious channel.
They had got on so far; to get on further was their
next ambition to gather wealth, to rise
in society, to leave their descendants higher than
themselves, to be (in some sense) among the founders
of families. Scott was in the same town nourishing
similar dreams. But in the eyes of the women
these dreams would be foolish and idolatrous.
I have before me some volumes of old
letters addressed to Mrs. Smith and the two girls,
her favourites, which depict in a strong light their
characters and the society in which they moved.
‘My very dear and much esteemed
Friend,’ writes one correspondent, ’this
day being the anniversary of our acquaintance, I feel
inclined to address you; but where shall I find
words to express the fealings of a graitful Heart,
first to the Lord who graiciously inclined you on
this day last year to notice an afflicted Strainger
providentially cast in your way far from any Earthly
friend? . . . Methinks I shall hear him
say unto you, “Inasmuch as ye shewed kindness
to my afflicted handmaiden, ye did it unto me."’
This is to Jean; but the same afflicted
lady wrote indifferently to Jean, to Janet, and to
Ms. Smith, whom she calls ‘my Edinburgh mother.’
It is plain the three were as one person, moving
to acts of kindness, like the Graces, inarmed.
Too much stress must not be laid on the style of this
correspondence; Clarinda survived, not far away, and
may have met the ladies on the Calton Hill; and many
of the writers appear, underneath the conventions
of the period, to be genuinely moved. But what
unpleasantly strikes a reader is, that these devout
unfortunates found a revenue in their devotion.
It is everywhere the same tale; on the side of the
soft-hearted ladies, substantial acts of help; on the
side of the correspondents, affection, italics, texts,
ecstasies, and imperfect spelling. When a midwife
is recommended, not at all for proficiency in her
important art, but because she has ’a sister
whom I [the correspondent] esteem and respect, and
[who] is a spiritual daughter of my Hond Father in
the Gosple,’ the mask seems to be torn off, and
the wages of godliness appear too openly. Capacity
is a secondary matter in a midwife, temper in a servant,
affection in a daughter, and the repetition of a shibboleth
fulfils the law. Common decency is at times
forgot in the same page with the most sanctified advice
and aspiration. Thus I am introduced to a correspondent
who appears to have been at the time the housekeeper
at Invermay, and who writes to condole with my grandmother
in a season of distress. For nearly half a sheet
she keeps to the point with an excellent discretion
in language then suddenly breaks out:
’It was fully my intention to
have left this at Martinmass, but the Lord fixes
the bounds of our habitation. I have had more
need of patience in my situation here than in
any other, partly from the very violent, unsteady,
deceitful temper of the Mistress of the Family, and
also from the state of the house. It was in a
train of repair when I came here two years ago,
and is still in Confusion. There is above
six Thousand Pounds’ worth of Furniture come
from London to be put up when the rooms are completely
finished; and then, woe be to the Person who is
Housekeeper at Invermay!’
And by the tail of the document, which
is torn, I see she goes on to ask the bereaved family
to seek her a new place. It is extraordinary
that people should have been so deceived in so careless
an impostor; that a few sprinkled ‘God willings’
should have blinded them to the essence of this venomous
letter; and that they should have been at the pains
to bind it in with others (many of them highly touching)
in their memorial of harrowing days. But the
good ladies were without guile and without suspicion;
they were victims marked for the axe, and the religious
impostors snuffed up the wind as they drew near.
I have referred above to my grandmother;
it was no slip of the pen: for by an extraordinary
arrangement, in which it is hard not to suspect the
managing hand of a mother, Jean Smith became the wife
of Robert Stevenson. Mrs. Smith had failed in
her design to make her son a minister, and she saw
him daily more immersed in business and worldly ambition.
One thing remained that she might do: she might
secure for him a godly wife, that great means of sanctification;
and she had two under her hand, trained by herself,
her dear friends and daughters both in law and love Jean
and Janet. Jean’s complexion was extremely
pale, Janet’s was florid; my grandmother’s
nose was straight, my great-aunt’s aquiline;
but by the sound of the voice, not even a son was able
to distinguish one from other. The marriage
of a man of twenty-seven and a girl of twenty who
have lived for twelve years as brother and sister,
is difficult to conceive. It took place, however,
and thus in 1799 the family was still further cemented
by the union of a representative of the male or worldly
element with one of the female and devout.
This essential difference remained
unbridged, yet never diminished the strength of their
relation. My grandfather pursued his design of
advancing in the world with some measure of success;
rose to distinction in his calling, grew to be the
familiar of members of Parliament, judges of the Court
of Session, and ‘landed gentlemen’; learned
a ready address, had a flow of interesting conversation,
and when he was referred to as ’a highly respectable
bourgeois,’ resented the description.
My grandmother remained to the end devout and unambitious,
occupied with her Bible, her children, and her house;
easily shocked, and associating largely with a clique
of godly parasites. I do not know if she called
in the midwife already referred to; but the principle
on which that lady was recommended, she accepted fully.
The cook was a godly woman, the butcher a Christian
man, and the table suffered. The scene has been
often described to me of my grandfather sawing with
darkened countenance at some indissoluble joint ’Preserve
me, my dear, what kind of a reedy, stringy beast is
this?’ of the joint removed, the pudding
substituted and uncovered; and of my grandmother’s
anxious glance and hasty, deprecatory comment, ‘Just
mismanaged!’ Yet with the invincible obstinacy
of soft natures, she would adhere to the godly woman
and the Christian man, or find others of the same
kidney to replace them. One of her confidants
had once a narrow escape; an unwieldy old woman, she
had fallen from an outside stair in a close of the
Old Town; and my grandmother rejoiced to communicate
the providential circumstance that a baker had been
passing underneath with his bread upon his head.
’I would like to know what kind of providence
the baker thought it!’ cried my grandfather.
But the sally must have been unique.
In all else that I have heard or read of him, so
far from criticising, he was doing his utmost to honour
and even to emulate his wife’s pronounced opinions.
In the only letter which has come to my hand of Thomas
Smith’s, I find him informing his wife that
he was ‘in time for afternoon church’;
similar assurances or cognate excuses abound in the
correspondence of Robert Stevenson; and it is comical
and pretty to see the two generations paying the same
court to a female piety more highly strung: Thomas
Smith to the mother of Robert Stevenson Robert
Stevenson to the daughter of Thomas Smith. And
if for once my grandfather suffered himself to be
hurried, by his sense of humour and justice, into
that remark about the case of Providence and the Baker,
I should be sorry for any of his children who should
have stumbled into the same attitude of criticism.
In the apocalyptic style of the housekeeper of Invermay,
woe be to that person! But there was no fear;
husband and sons all entertained for the pious, tender
soul the same chivalrous and moved affection.
I have spoken with one who remembered her, and who
had been the intimate and equal of her sons, and I
found this witness had been struck, as I had been,
with a sense of disproportion between the warmth of
the adoration felt and the nature of the woman, whether
as described or observed. She diligently read
and marked her Bible; she was a tender nurse; she
had a sense of humour under strong control; she talked
and found some amusement at her (or rather at her
husband’s) dinner-parties. It is conceivable
that even my grandmother was amenable to the seductions
of dress; at least, I find her husband inquiring anxiously
about ‘the gowns from Glasgow,’ and very
careful to describe the toilet of the Princess Charlotte,
whom he had seen in church ’in a Pelisse and
Bonnet of the same colour of cloth as the Boys’
Dress jackets, trimmed with blue satin ribbons; the
hat or Bonnet, Mr. Spittal said, was a Parisian slouch,
and had a plume of three white feathers.’
But all this leaves a blank impression, and it is
rather by reading backward in these old musty letters,
which have moved me now to laughter and now to impatience,
that I glean occasional glimpses of how she seemed
to her contemporaries, and trace (at work in her queer
world of godly and grateful parasites) a mobile and
responsive nature. Fashion moulds us, and particularly
women, deeper than we sometimes think; but a little
while ago, and, in some circles, women stood or fell
by the degree of their appreciation of old pictures;
in the early years of the century (and surely with
more reason) a character like that of my grandmother
warmed, charmed, and subdued, like a strain of music,
the hearts of the men of her own household. And
there is little doubt that Mrs. Smith, as she looked
on at the domestic life of her son and her stepdaughter,
and numbered the heads in their increasing nursery,
must have breathed fervent thanks to her Creator.
Yet this was to be a family unusually
tried; it was not for nothing that one of the godly
women saluted Miss Janet Smith as ’a veteran
in affliction’; and they were all before middle
life experienced in that form of service. By
the 1st of January 1808, besides a pair of still-born
twins, children had been born and still survived to
the young couple. By the 11th two were gone;
by the 28th a third had followed, and the two others
were still in danger. In the letters of a former
nurserymaid I give her name, Jean Mitchell,
honoris causa we are enabled to
feel, even at this distance of time, some of the bitterness
of that month of bereavement.
‘I have this day received,’
she writes to Miss Janet, ’the melancholy news
of my dear babys’ deaths. My heart is like
to break for my dear Mrs. Stevenson. O may
she be supported on this trying occasion! I
hope her other three babys will be spared to her.
O, Miss Smith, did I think when I parted from
my sweet babys that I never was to see them more?’
‘I received,’ she begins her next, ’the
mournful news of my dear Jessie’s death.
I also received the hair of my three sweet babys,
which I will preserve as dear to their memorys and
as a token of Mr. and Mrs. Stevenson’s friendship
and esteem. At my leisure hours, when the
children are in bed, they occupy all my thoughts, I
dream of them. About two weeks ago I dreamed
that my sweet little Jessie came running to me
in her usual way, and I took her in my arms.
O my dear babys, were mortal eyes permitted to see
them in heaven, we would not repine nor grieve
for their loss.’
By the 29th of February, the Reverend
John Campbell, a man of obvious sense and human value,
but hateful to the present biographer, because he
wrote so many letters and conveyed so little information,
summed up this first period of affliction in a letter
to Miss Smith: ’Your dear sister but a
little while ago had a full nursery, and the dear blooming
creatures sitting around her table filled her breast
with hope that one day they should fill active stations
in society and become an ornament in the Church below.
But ah!’
Near a hundred years ago these little
creatures ceased to be, and for not much less a period
the tears have been dried. And to this day, looking
in these stitched sheaves of letters, we hear the sound
of many soft-hearted women sobbing for the lost.
Never was such a massacre of the innocents; teething
and chincough and scarlet fever and smallpox ran the
round; and little Lillies, and Smiths, and Stevensons
fell like moths about a candle; and nearly all the
sympathetic correspondents deplore and recall the
little losses of their own. ’It is impossible
to describe the Heavnly looks of the Dear Babe the
three last days of his life,’ writes Mrs. Laurie
to Mrs. Smith. ’Never never,
my dear aunt, could I wish to eface the rememberance
of this Dear Child. Never, never, my dear aunt!’
And so soon the memory of the dead and the dust of
the survivors are buried in one grave.
There was another death in 1812; it
passes almost unremarked; a single funeral seemed
but a small event to these ‘veterans in affliction’;
and by 1816 the nursery was full again. Seven
little hopefuls enlivened the house; some were growing
up; to the elder girl my grandfather already wrote
notes in current hand at the tail of his letters to
his wife: and to the elder boys he had begun
to print, with laborious care, sheets of childish
gossip and pedantic applications. Here, for instance,
under date of 26th May 1816, is part of a mythological
account of London, with a moral for the three gentlemen,
’Messieurs Alan, Robert, and James Stevenson,’
to whom the document is addressed:
’There are many prisons here like
Bridewell, for, like other large towns, there
are many bad men here as well as many good men.
The natives of London are in general not so tall
and strong as the people of Edinburgh, because
they have not so much pure air, and instead of taking
porridge they eat cakes made with sugar and plums.
Here you have thousands of carts to draw timber,
thousands of coaches to take you to all parts
of the town, and thousands of boats to sail on the
river Thames. But you must have money to
pay, otherwise you can get nothing. Now
the way to get money is, become clever men and men
of education, by being good scholars.’
From the same absence, he writes to his wife on a
Sunday:
’It is now about eight o’clock
with me, and I imagine you to be busy with the
young folks, hearing the questions [Anglice,
catechism], and indulging the boys with a chapter
from the large Bible, with their interrogations
and your answers in the soundest doctrine. I
hope James is getting his verse as usual, and that
Mary is not forgetting her little hymn.
While Jeannie will be reading Wotherspoon, or
some other suitable and instructive book, I presume
our friend, Aunt Mary, will have just arrived with
the news of a throng kirk [a crowded church]
and a great sermon. You may mention, with
my compliments to my mother, that I was at St. Paul’s
to-day, and attended a very excellent service
with Mr. James Lawrie. The text was “Examine
and see that ye be in the faith."’
A twinkle of humour lights up this
evocation of the distant scene the humour
of happy men and happy homes. Yet it is penned
upon the threshold of fresh sorrow. James and
Mary he of the verse and she of the hymn did
not much more than survive to welcome their returning
father. On the 25th, one of the godly women writes
to Janet:
’My dearest beloved madam, when
I last parted from you, you was so affected with
your affliction [you? or I?] could think of nothing
else. But on Saturday, when I went to inquire
after your health, how was I startled to hear
that dear James was gone! Ah, what is this?
My dear benefactors, doing so much good to many,
to the Lord, suddenly to be deprived of their
most valued comforts! I was thrown into
great perplexity, could do nothing but murmur, why
these things were done to such a family.
I could not rest, but at midnight, whether spoken
[or not] it was presented to my mind “Those
whom ye deplore are walking with me in white.”
I conclude from this the Lord saying to sweet
Mrs. Stevenson: “I gave them to be brought
up for me: well done, good and faithful!
they are fully prepared, and now I must present
them to my father and your father, to my God and your
God."’
It would be hard to lay on flattery
with a more sure and daring hand. I quote it
as a model of a letter of condolence; be sure it would
console. Very different, perhaps quite as welcome,
is this from a lighthouse inspector to my grandfather:
’In reading your letter the trickling
tear ran down ray cheeks in silent sorrow for
your departed dear ones, my sweet little friends.
Well do I remember, and you will call to mind,
their little innocent and interesting stories.
Often have they come round me and taken me by
the hand, but alas! I am no more destined to
behold them.’
The child who is taken becomes canonised,
and the looks of the homeliest babe seem in the retrospect
‘heavenly the three last days of his life.’
But it appears that James and Mary had indeed been
children more than usually engaging; a record was
preserved a long while in the family of their remarks
and ‘little innocent and interesting stories,’
and the blow and the blank were the more sensible.
Early the next month Robert Stevenson
must proceed upon his voyage of inspection, part by
land, part by sea. He left his wife plunged in
low spirits; the thought of his loss, and still more
of her concern, was continually present in his mind,
and he draws in his letters home an interesting picture
of his family relations:
’Windygates
Inn, Monday (Postmark July 16_th_)
’MY DEAREST JEANNIE, While
the people of the inn are getting me a little
bit of something to eat, I sit down to tell you that
I had a most excellent passage across the water,
and got to Wemyss at mid-day. I hope the
children will be very good, and that Robert will take
a course with you to learn his Latin lessons daily;
he may, however, read English in company.
Let them have strawberries on Saturdays.’
’Westhaven,
17_th_ July.
’I have been occupied to-day at
the harbour of Newport, opposite Dundee, and am
this far on my way to Arbroath. You may tell
the boys that I slept last night in Mr. Steadman’s
tent. I found my bed rather hard, but the
lodgings were otherwise extremely comfortable.
The encampment is on the Fife side of the Tay,
immediately opposite to Dundee. From the
door of the tent you command the most beautiful view
of the Firth, both up and down, to a great extent.
At night all was serene and still, the sky presented
the most beautiful appearance of bright stars,
and the morning was ushered in with the song of many
little birds.’
’Aberdeen,
July 19_th_.
’I hope, my dear, that you are
going out of doors regularly and taking much exercise.
I would have you to make the markets daily and
by all means to take a seat in the coach once or twice
in the week and see what is going on in town.
[The family were at the sea-side.] It will be
good not to be too great a stranger to the house.
It will be rather painful at first, but as it is to
be done, I would have you not to be too strange
to the house in town.
’Tell the boys that I fell in
with a soldier his name is Henderson who
was twelve years with Lord Wellington and other commanders.
He returned very lately with only eightpence-halfpenny
in his pocket, and found his father and mother
both in life, though they had never heard from
him, nor he from them. He carried my great-coat
and umbrella a few miles.’
’Fraserburgh,
July 20_th_.
’Fraserburgh is the same dull
place which [Auntie] Mary and Jeannie found it.
As I am travelling along the coast which they are
acquainted with, you had better cause Robert bring
down the map from Edinburgh; and it will be a
good exercise in geography for the young folks
to trace my course. I hope they have entered
upon the writing. The library will afford
abundance of excellent books, which I wish you
would employ a little. I hope you are doing me
the favour to go much out with the boys, which
will do you much good and prevent them from getting
so very much overheated.’
[To the
Boys Printed.]
’When I had last the pleasure
of writing to you, your dear little brother James
and your sweet little sister Mary were still with us.
But it has pleased God to remove them to another
and a better world, and we must submit to the
will of Providence. I must, however, request
of you to think sometimes upon them, and to be very
careful not to do anything that will displease
or vex your mother. It is therefore proper
that you do not roamp [Scottish indeed] too much about,
and that you learn your lessons.’
’I went to Fraserburgh and visited
Kinnaird Head Lighthouse, which I found in good
order. All this time I travelled upon good roads,
and paid many a toll-man by the way; but from
Fraserburgh to Banff there is no toll-bars, and
the road is so bad that I had to walk up and down
many a hill, and for want of bridges the horses had
to drag the chaise up to the middle of the wheels
in water. At Banff I saw a large ship of
300 tons lying on the sands upon her beam-ends, and
a wreck for want of a good harbour. Captain
Wilson to whom I beg my compliments will
show you a ship of 300 tons. At the towns of
Macduff, Banff, and Portsoy, many of the houses
are built of marble, and the rocks on this part
of the coast or sea-side are marble. But, my
dear Boys, unless marble be polished and dressed, it
is a very coarse-looking stone, and has no more
beauty than common rock. As a proof of this,
ask the favour of your mother to take you to Thomson’s
Marble Works in South Leith, and you will see marble
in all its stages, and perhaps you may there find
Portsoy marble! The use I wish to make of
this is to tell you that, without education, a man
is just like a block of rough, unpolished marble.
Notice, in proof of this, how much Mr. Neill
and Mr. M’Gregor [the tutor] know, and observe
how little a man knows who is not a good scholar.
On my way to Fochabers I passed through many
thousand acres of Fir timber, and saw many deer
running in these woods.’
[To
Mrs. Stevenson.]
’Inverness,
July 21_st_.
’I propose going to church in
the afternoon, and as I have breakfasted late,
I shall afterwards take a walk, and dine about six
o’clock. I do not know who is the clergyman
here, but I shall think of you all. I travelled
in the mail-coach [from Banff] almost alone.
While it was daylight I kept the top, and the passing
along a country I had never before seen was a
considerable amusement. But, my dear, you
are all much in my thoughts, and many are the objects
which recall the recollection of our tender and
engaging children we have so recently lost.
We must not, however, repine. I could not for
a moment wish any change of circumstances in their
case; and in every comparative view of their state,
I see the Lord’s goodness in removing them
from an evil world to an abode of bliss; and I must
earnestly hope that you may be enabled to take
such a view of this affliction as to live in the
happy prospect of our all meeting again to part
no more and that under such considerations
you are getting up your spirits. I wish
you would walk about, and by all means go to town,
and do not sit much at home.’
’Inverness,
July 23_rd_.
’I am duly favoured with your
much-valued letter, and I am happy to find that
you are so much with my mother, because that sort of
variety has a tendency to occupy the mind, and
to keep it from brooding too much upon one subject.
Sensibility and tenderness are certainly two
of the most interesting and pleasing qualities of the
mind. These qualities are also none of the
least of the many endearingments of the female
character. But if that kind of sympathy and
pleasing melancholy, which is familiar to us under
distress, be much indulged, it becomes habitual,
and takes such a hold of the mind as to absorb
all the other affections, and unfit us for the duties
and proper enjoyments of life. Resignation
sinks into a kind of peevish discontent.
I am far, however, from thinking there is the least
danger of this in your case, my dear; for you have
been on all occasions enabled to look upon the
fortunes of this life as under the direction of
a higher power, and have always preserved that propriety
and consistency of conduct in all circumstances
which endears your example to your family in particular,
and to your friends. I am therefore, my
dear, for you to go out much, and to go to the house
up-stairs [he means to go up-stairs in the house,
to visit the place of the dead children], and
to put yourself in the way of the visits of your
friends. I wish you would call on the Miss Grays,
and it would be a good thing upon a Saturday to
dine with my mother, and take Meggy and all the
family with you, and let them have their strawberries
in town. The tickets of one of the old-fashioned
coaches would take you all up, and if the evening
were good, they could all walk down, excepting
Meggy and little David.’
’Inverness,
July 25_th_, 11 p.m.
’Captain Wemyss, of Wemyss, has
come to Inverness to go the voyage with me, and
as we are sleeping in a double-bedded room, I must
no longer transgress. You must remember
me the best way you can to the children.’
’On
board of the Lighthouse Yacht, July 29_th_.
’I got to Cromarty yesterday about
mid-day, and went to church. It happened
to be the sacrament there, and I heard a Mr. Smith
at that place conclude the service with a very
suitable exhortation. There seemed a great
concourse of people, but they had rather an unfortunate
day for them at the tent, as it rained a good deal.
After drinking tea at the inn, Captain Wemyss accompanied
me on board, and we sailed about eight last night.
The wind at present being rather a beating one,
I think I shall have an opportunity of standing
into the bay of Wick, and leaving this letter to let
you know my progress and that I am well.’
’Lighthouse
Yacht, Stornoway, August 4_th_.
’To-day we had prayers on deck
as usual when at sea. I read the 14th chapter,
I think, of Job. Captain Wemyss has been in the
habit of doing this on board his own ship, agreeably
to the Articles of War. Our passage round
the Cape [Cape Wrath] was rather a cross one, and
as the wind was northerly, we had a pretty heavy
sea, but upon the whole have made a good passage,
leaving many vessels behind us in Orkney.
I am quite well, my dear; and Captain Wemyss, who
has much spirit, and who is much given to observation,
and a perfect enthusiast in his profession, enlivens
the voyage greatly. Let me entreat you to
move about much, and take a walk with the boys to
Leith. I think they have still many places
to see there, and I wish you would indulge them
in this respect. Mr. Scales is the best person
I know for showing them the sailcloth-weaving, etc.,
and he would have great pleasure in undertaking
this. My dear, I trust soon to be with you,
and that through the goodness of God we shall meet
all well.’
’There are two vessels lying here
with emigrants for America, each with eighty people
on board, at all ages, from a few days to upwards
of sixty! Their prospects must be very forlorn
to go with a slender purse for distant and unknown
countries.’
’Lighthouse
Yacht, off Greenock, Aug. 18_th_.
’It was after church-time
before we got here, but we had prayers upon deck
on the way up the Clyde. This has, upon the whole,
been a very good voyage, and Captain Wemyss, who
enjoys it much, has been an excellent companion;
we met with pleasure, and shall part with regret.’
Strange that, after his long experience,
my grandfather should have learned so little of the
attitude and even the dialect of the spiritually-minded;
that after forty-four years in a most religious circle,
he could drop without sense of incongruity from a period
of accepted phrases to ‘trust his wife was getting
up her spirits,’ or think to reassure her
as to the character of Captain Wemyss by mentioning
that he had read prayers on the deck of his frigate
’agreeably to the Articles of War’!
Yet there is no doubt and it is one of
the most agreeable features of the kindly series that
he was doing his best to please, and there is little
doubt that he succeeded. Almost all my grandfather’s
private letters have been destroyed. This correspondence
has not only been preserved entire, but stitched up
in the same covers with the works of the godly women,
the Reverend John Campbell, and the painful Mrs. Ogle.
I did not think to mention the good dame, but she
comes in usefully as an example. Amongst the
treasures of the ladies of my family, her letters
have been honoured with a volume to themselves.
I read about a half of them myself; then handed over
the task to one of stauncher resolution, with orders
to communicate any fact that should be found to illuminate
these pages. Not one was found; it was her only
art to communicate by post second-rate sermons at
second-hand; and such, I take it, was the correspondence
in which my grandmother delighted. If I am right,
that of Robert Stevenson, with his quaint smack of
the contemporary ‘Sandford and Merton,’
his interest in the whole page of experience, his
perpetual quest, and fine scent of all that seems
romantic to a boy, his needless pomp of language, his
excellent good sense, his unfeigned, unstained, unwearied
human kindliness, would seem to her, in a comparison,
dry and trivial and worldly. And if these letters
were by an exception cherished and preserved, it would
be for one or both of two reasons because
they dealt with and were bitter-sweet reminders of
a time of sorrow; or because she was pleased, perhaps
touched, by the writer’s guileless efforts to
seem spiritually-minded.
After this date there were two more
births and two more deaths, so that the number of
the family remained unchanged; in all five children
survived to reach maturity and to outlive their parents.