“What d’ye spy, Tom?”
called out another officer on the deck, to the one
whose attitude most interested Harry.
“I thought I made out some kind
of craft steering through the bushes yonder,”
was the answer.
“I see nothing.”
“Neither do I, now. ’Twasn’t
human craft, anyhow, so it doesn’t signify,”
and the officers looked elsewhere.
Harry lay low in the thicket, awaiting
the departure of the vessel or the arrival of darkness.
On the deck there was no sign of weighing anchor.
As night came, the vessel’s lights were slung.
The sky was partly clear in the west, and stars appeared
in that direction, but the east was overcast, so that
the rising moon was hid. The atmosphere grew
colder.
When Harry could make out nothing
of the vessel on the dark water, save the lights that
glowed like low-placed stars, he crawled from the
bushes and up the bank to the terrace. He then
rose and proceeded, with the aid of his stick, aching
from having so long maintained a cramped position,
and from the suddenly increased cold. Before him,
as he continued to ascend, rose the house, darkness
outlined against darkness. No sound came from
it, no window was lighted. This meant that the
British officers had left, for their presence would
have been marked by plenitude of light and by noise
of merriment. Harry stopped on the terrace, and
stood in doubt how to proceed. What had been
thought of his disappearance? Where would he be
supposed to have gone? Had provision been made
for his possible return? Perhaps he should find
a guiding light in some window on the other side of
the house; perhaps a servant remained alert for his
knock on the door. His only course was to investigate,
unless he would undergo a night of much discomfort.
As he was about to approach the house,
he was checked by a sight so vaguely outlined that
it might be rather of his imagination than of reality,
and which added a momentary shiver of a keener sort
than he already underwent from the weather. A
dark cloaked and hooded figure stood by the balustrade
that ran along the roof-top. As Peyton looked,
his hand involuntarily clasping his sword-hilt, and
the stories of the ghosts that haunted this old mansion
shot through his mind, the figure seemed to descend
through the very roof, as a stage ghost is lowered
through a trap. He continued to stare at the spot
where it had stood, but nothing reappeared against
the backing of black cloud. Wondering much, Harry
presently went on towards the house, turned the southwest
corner, and skirted the south front as far as to the
little porch in its middle. Intending to reconnoitre
all sides of the house before he should try one of
the doors, he was passing on, after a glance at the
south door lost in the blacker shadows of the porch,
when suddenly the fan-window over the door seemed
to glow dimly with a wavering light. He placed
his hand on one of the Grecian pillars of the porch,
and watched. A moment later the door softly opened.
A figure appeared, beyond the threshold, bearing a
candle. The figure wore a cloak with a hood,
but the hood was down.
“All is safe,” whispered
a low voice. “The officers went hours ago.
I knew you must have escaped from the house, and were
hiding somewhere. I saw you a minute ago from
the roof gallery.”
Peyton having entered, Elizabeth swiftly
closed and locked the door behind him, handed him
the candle with a low “Good night,” and
fled silently, ghostlike, up the stairs, disappearing
quickly in the darkness.
Harry made his way to his own room,
as in a kind of dream. She herself had waited
and watched for him! This, then, was the effect
wrought in the proudest, most disdainful young creature
of her sex, by that feeling which he had, by telling
and acting a lie, awakened in her. The revelation
set him thinking. How long might such a feeling
last? What would be its effect on her after his
departure? He had read, and heard, and seen,
that, when these feelings were left to pine away slowly,
the people possessing them pined also. And this
was the return he was about to give his most hospitable
hostess, the woman who had saved his life! Yet
what was to be done? His life belonged to his
country, his chosen career was war; he could not alter
completely his destiny to save a woman some pining.
After all, she would get over it; yet it would
make of her another woman, embitter her, change entirely
the complexion of the world to her, and her own attitude
towards it. He tried to comfort himself with the
thought of her engagement to Colden, of which he had
not learned until after the mischief had been done.
But he recalled her manner towards Colden, and a remark
of old Mr. Valentine’s, whence he knew that the
engagement was not, on her side, a love one, and was
not inviolable. Yet it would be a crime to a
woman of her pride, of her power of loving, to allow
the deceit, his pretence of love, to go as far as marriage.
A disclosure would come in time, and would bring her
a bitter awakening. The falsehood, natural if
not excusable in its circumstances, and broached without
thought of ultimate consequence, must be stopped at
once. He must leave her presence immediately,
but, before going, must declare the truth. She
must not be allowed to waste another day of her life
on an illusion. Aside from the effect on her heart,
of the continuance of the delusion, it would doubtless
affect her outward circumstances, by leading her to
break her engagement with Colden. An immediate
discovery of the truth, moreover, by creating such
a revulsion of feeling as would make her hate him,
would leave her heart in a state for speedy healing.
This disclosure would be a devilishly unpleasant thing
to make, but a soldier and a gentleman must meet unpleasant
duties unflinchingly.
He lay a long time awake, disturbed
by thoughts of the task before him. When he did
sleep, it was to dream that the task was in progress,
then that it was finished but had to be begun anew,
then that countless obstacles arose in succession
to hinder him in it. Dawn found him little refreshed
in mind, but none the worse in body. He found,
on arising, that he could walk without aid from the
stick, and he required no help in dressing himself.
Looking towards the river, he saw the British vessel
heading for New York. But that sight gave him
little comfort, thanks to the ordeal before him, in
contemplating which he neglected to put on his sword
and scabbard, and so descended to breakfast without
them.
That meal offered no opportunity for
the disclosure, the aunt being present throughout.
Immediately after breakfast, the two ladies went for
their customary walk. While they were breasting
the wind, between two rows of box in the garden, Miss
Sally spoke of Major Colden’s intention to return
for Elizabeth at the end of a week, and said, “’Twill
be a week this evening since you arrived. Is he
to come for you to-day or to-morrow?”
“I don’t know,” said Elizabeth,
shortly.
“But, my dear, you haven’t prepared ”
“I sha’n’t go back
to-day, that is certain. If Colden comes before
to-morrow, he can wait for me, or I may
send him back without me, and stay as long as I wish.”
“But he will meet Captain Peyton ”
“It can be easily arranged to
keep him from knowing Captain Peyton is here.
I shall look to that.”
Miss Sally sighed at the futility
of her inquisitorial fishing. Not knowing Elizabeth’s
reason for saving the rebel captain, she had once
or twice thought that the girl, in some inscrutable
whim, intended to deliver him up, after all.
She had tried frequently to fathom her niece’s
purposes, but had never got any satisfaction.
“I suppose,” she went
on, desperately, “if you go back to town, you
will leave the captain in Williams’s charge.”
“If I go back before the captain
leaves,” said Elizabeth, thereby dashing her
amiable aunt’s secretly cherished hope of affording
the wounded officer the pleasure of her own unalloyed
society.
Elizabeth really did not know what
she would do. Her actions, on Colden’s
return, would depend on the prior actions of the captain.
No one had spoken to Peyton of her intention to leave
after a week’s stay. She had thought such
an announcement to him from her might seem to imply
a hint that it was time he should resume his wooing.
That he would resume it, in due course, she took for
granted. Measuring his supposed feelings by her
own real ones, she assumed that her loveless betrothal
to another would not deter Peyton’s further courtship.
She believed he had divined the nature of that betrothal.
Nor would he be hindered by the prospect of their
being parted some while by the war. Engagements
were broken, wars did not last forever, those who loved
each other found ways to meet. So he would surely
speak, before their parting, of what, since it filled
her heart, must of course fill his. But she would
show no forwardness in the matter. She therefore
avoided him till dinner-time.
At the table he abruptly announced
that, as duty required he should rejoin the army at
the first moment possible, and as he now felt capable
of making the journey, he would depart that night.
Miss Sally hid her startled emotions
behind a glass of madeira, into which she coughed,
chokingly. Molly, the maid, stopped short in her
passage from the kitchen door to the table, and nearly
dropped the pudding she was carrying. Elizabeth
concealed her feelings, and told herself that his
declaration must soon be forthcoming. She left
it to him to contrive the necessary private interview.
After dinner, he sat with the ladies
before the fire in the east parlor, awaiting his opportunity
with much hidden perturbation. Elizabeth feigned
to read. At last, habit prevailing, her aunt fell
asleep. Peyton hummed and hemmed, looked into
the fire, made two or three strenuous swallows of
nothing, and opened his mouth to speak. At that
instant old Mr. Valentine came in, newly arrived from
the Hill, and “whew"-ing at the cold. Peyton
felt like one for whom a brief reprieve had been sent
by heaven.
All afternoon Mr. Valentine chattered
of weather and news and old times. Peyton’s
feeling of relief was short-lasting; it was supplanted
by a mighty regret that he had not been permitted to
get the thing over. No second opportunity came
of itself, nor could Peyton, who found his ingenuity
for once quite paralyzed, force one. Supper was
announced, and was partaken of by Harry, in fidgety
abstraction; by Elizabeth, in expectant but outwardly
placid silence; by Miss Sally, in futile smiling attempts
to make something out of her last conversational chances
with the handsome officer; and by Mr. Valentine, in
sedulous attention to his appetite, which still had
the vigor of youth.
Almost as soon as the ladies had gone
from the dining-room, Peyton rose and left the octogenarian
in sole possession. In the parlor Harry found
no one but Molly, who was lighting the candles.
“What, Molly?” said he,
feeling more and more nervous, and thinking to retain,
by constant use of his voice, a good command of it
for the dreaded interview. “The ladies
not here? They left Mr. Valentine and me at the
supper-table.”
“They are walking in the garden,
sir. Miss Elizabeth likes to take the air every
evening.”
“’Tis a chill air she
takes this evening, I’m thinking,” he said,
standing before the fire and holding out his hands
over the crackling logs.
“A chill night for your journey,”
replied Molly. “I should think you’d
wait for day, to travel.”
Peyton, unobservant of the wistful
sigh by which the maid’s speech was accompanied,
replied, “Nay, for me, ’tis safest travelling
at night. I must go through dangerous country
to reach our lines.”
“It mayn’t be as cold to-morrow night,”
persisted Molly.
“My wound is well enough for me to go now.”
“’Twill be better still to-morrow.”
But Peyton, deep in his own preoccupation,
neither deduced aught from the drift of her remarks
nor saw the tender glances which attended them.
While he was making some insignificant answer, the
maid, in moving the candelabrum on the spinet, accidentally
brushed therefrom his hat, which had been lying on
it. She picked it up, in great confusion, and
asked his pardon.
“’Twas my fault in laying
it there,” said he, receiving it from her.
“I’m careless with my things. I make
no doubt, since I’ve been here, I’ve more
than once given your mistress cause to wish me elsewhere.”
“La, sir,” said Molly,
“I don’t think any one
would wish you elsewhere!” Whereupon she left
the room, abashed at her own audacity.
“The devil!” thought Peyton.
“I should feel better if some one did wish me
elsewhere.”
As he continued gazing into the fire,
and his task loomed more and more disagreeably before
him, he suddenly bethought him that Elizabeth, in
taking her evening walk, showed no disposition for
a private meeting. Dwelling on that one circumstance,
he thought for awhile he might have been wrong in
supposing she loved him. But then the previous
night’s incident recurred to his mind. Nothing
short of love could have induced such solicitude.
But, then, as she sought no last interview, might
he not be warranted in going away and leaving the
disclosure to come gradually, implied by the absence
of further word from him? Yet, she might be purposely
avoiding the appearance of seeking an interview.
The reasons calling for a prompt confession came back
to him. While he was wavering between one dictate
and another, in came Mr. Valentine, with a tobacco
pipe.
Like an inspiration, rose the idea
of consulting the octogenarian. A man who cannot
make up his own mind is justified in seeking counsel.
Elizabeth could suffer no harm through Peyton’s
confiding in this sage old man, who was devoted to
her and to her family. Mr. Valentine’s
very words on entering, which alluded to Peyton’s
pleasant visit as Elizabeth’s guest, gave an
opening for the subject concerned. A very few
speeches led up to the matter, which Harry broached,
after announcing that he took the old man for one
experienced in matters of the heart, and receiving
the admission that the old man had enjoyed
a share of the smiles of the sex. But if the captain
had thought, in seeking advice, to find reason for
avoiding his ugly task, he was disappointed.
Old Valentine, though he had for some days feared a
possible state of things between the captain and Miss
Sally, had observed Elizabeth, and his vast experience
had enabled him to interpret symptoms to which others
had been blind. “She has acted towards
you,” he said to Peyton, “as she never
acted towards another man. She’s shown
you a meekness, sir, a kind of timidity.”
And he agreed that, if Peyton should go away without
an explanation, it would make her throw aside other
expectations, and would, in the end, “cut her
to the heart.” Valentine hinted at regrettable
things that had ensued from a jilting of which himself
had once been guilty, and urged on Peyton an immediate
unbosoming, adding, “She’ll be so took
aback and so full of wrath at you, she won’t
mind the loss of you. She’ll abominate
you and get over it at once.”
The idea came to Peyton of making
the confession by letter, but this he promptly rejected
as a coward’s dodge. “It’s a
damned unpleasant duty, but that’s the more
reason I should face it myself.”
At that moment the front door of the
east hall was heard to open.
“It’s Miss Elizabeth and
her aunt,” said Valentine, listening at the
door.
“Then I’ll have the thing
over at once, and be gone! Mr. Valentine, a last
kindness, keep the aunt out of the room.”
Before Valentine could answer, the
ladies entered, their cheeks reddened by the weather.
Elizabeth carried a small bunch of belated autumn
flowers.
“Well, I’m glad to come
in out of the cold!” burst out Miss Sally, with
a retrospective shudder. “Mr. Peyton, you’ve
a bitter night for your going.” She stood
before the fire and smiled sympathetically at the
captain.
But Peyton was heedful of none but
Elizabeth, who had laid her flowers on the spinet
and was taking off her cloak. Peyton quickly,
with an “Allow me, Miss Philipse,” relieved
her of the wrap, which in his abstraction he retained
over his left arm while he continued to hold his hat
in his other hand. After receiving a word of thanks,
he added, “You’ve been gathering flowers,”
and stood before her in much embarrassment.
“The last of the year, I think,”
said she. “The wind would have torn them
off, if aunt Sally and I had not.” And she
took them up from the spinet to breath their odor.
Meanwhile Mr. Valentine had been whispering
to Miss Sally at the fireplace. As a result of
his communications, whatever they were, the aunt first
looked doubtful, then cast a wistful glance at Peyton,
and then quietly left the room, followed by the old
man, who carefully closed the door after him.
While Elizabeth held the flowers to
her nostrils, Peyton continued to stand looking at
her, during an awkward pause. At length she replaced
the nosegay on the spinet, and went to the fireplace,
where she gazed at the writhing flames, and waited
for him to speak.
Still laden with the cloak and hat,
he desperately began:
“Miss Philipse, I ahem before
I start on my walk to-night ”
“Your walk?” she said, in slight surprise.
“Yes, back to our lines, above.”
“But you are not going to walk
back,” she said, in a low tone. “You
are to have the horse, Cato.”
Peyton stood startled. In a few
moments he gulped down his feelings, and stammered:
“Oh indeed Miss
Philipse I cannot think of depriving you especially
after the circumstances.”
She replied, with a gentle smile:
“You took the horse when I refused
him to you. Now will you not have him when I
offer him to you? You must, captain! I’ll
not have so fine a horse go begging for a master.
I’ll not hear of your walking. On such
a night, such a distance, through such a country!”
“The devil!” thought Harry.
“This makes it ten times harder!”
Elizabeth now turned to face him directly.
“Does not my cloak incommode you?” she
said, amusedly. “You may put it down.”
“Oh, thank you, yes!”
he said, feeling very red, and went to lay the cloak
on the table, but in his confusion put down his own
hat there, and kept the cloak over his arm. He
then met her look recklessly, and blurted out:
“The truth is, Miss Philipse,
now that I am soon to leave, I have something to to
say to you.” His boldness here forsook him,
and he paused.
“I know it,” said Elizabeth,
serenely, repressing all outward sign of her heart’s
blissful agitation.
“You do?” quoth he, astonished.
“Certainly,” she answered,
simply. “How could you leave without saying
it?”
Peyton had a moment’s puzzlement.
Then, “Without saying what?” he asked.
“What you have to say,”
she replied, blushing, and lowering her eyes.
“But what have I to say?” he persisted.
She was silent a moment, then saw that she must help
him out.
“Don’t you know?
You were not at all tongue-tied when you said it the
evening you came here.”
Peyton felt a gulf opening before
him. “Good heaven,” thought he, “she
actually believes I am about to propose!”
Now, or never, was the time for the
plunge. He drew a full breath, and braced himself
to make it.
“But ah you
see,” said he, “the trouble is, what
I said then is not what I have to say now. You
must understand, Miss Philipse, that I am devoted
to a soldier’s career. All my time, all
my heart, my very life, belong to the service.
Thus I am, in a manner, bound no less on my side,
than you I beg your pardon ”
“What do you mean?” She
spoke quietly, yet was the picture of open-eyed astonishment.
“Cannot you see?” he faltered.
“You mean” her
tone acquired resentment as her words came “that
I, too, am bound on my side, to
Mr. Colden?”
“I did not say so,” he
replied, abashed, cursing his heedless tongue.
He would not, for much, have reminded her of any duty
on her part.
She regarded him for a moment in silence,
while the clouds of indignation gathered. Then
the storm broke.
“You poltroon, I do see!
You wish to take back your declaration, because you
are afraid of Colden’s vengeance!”
“Afraid? I afraid?”
he echoed, mildly, surprised almost out of his voice
at this unexpected inference.
“Yes, you craven!” she
cried, and seemed to tower above her common height,
as she stood erect, tearless, fiery-eyed, and clarion-voiced.
“Your cowardice outweighs your love! Go
from my sight and from my father’s house, you
cautious lover, with your prudent scruples about the
rights of your rival! Heavens, that I should have
listened to such a coward! Go, I say! Spend
no more time under this roof than you need to get
your belongings from your room. Don’t stop
for farewells! Nobody wants them! Go, and
I’ll thank you to leave my cloak behind you!”
Silenced and confounded by the force
of her denunciation, he stupidly dropped the cloak
to the floor where he stood, and stumbled from the
room, as if swept away by the torrent of her wrath
and scorn.