On the night following the dinner
in Hornton Street, Malling went to the Covent Garden
Opera House to hear “La Traviata.”
The well-worn work did not grasp the attention of
a man who was genuinely fond of the music of Richard
Strauss, with its almost miraculous intricacies, and
who was willingly captive to Debussy. He looked
about the house from his stall, and very soon caught
sight of Lady Mansford, Lady Sophia’s sister-in-law,
in a box on the Grand Tier. Malling knew Lady
Mansford. He resolved to pay her a visit, and
as soon as the curtain was down, and Tetrazzini had
tripped before it, smiling not unlike a good-natured
child, he made his way upstairs, and asked the attendant
to tap at a door on which was printed, “The
Earl of Mansford.” The man did so, and opened
the door, showing a domestic scene highly creditable
to the much maligned British aristocracy Lord
Mansford seated alone with his wife, in evidently
amicable conversation.
After a few polite words he made Malling
sit down beside her, and, saying he would have a cigarette
in the foyer, he left them together.
Lady Mansford was a pretty, dark woman,
of the slightly irresponsible and little-bird type.
She willingly turned her charmingly dressed head and
chirped when noticed, and she was generally noticed
because of her beauty. Now she chirped of Ceylon,
where Malling had been, and then, more vivaciously,
of Parisian milliners, where she had been. From
these allied subjects Malling led her on to a slightly
different topic religion.
“I went to St. Joseph’s
last Sunday week,” he presently said.
“St. who what?”
said Lady Mansford, who was busy with her opera-glasses,
and had just noticed that Lady Sindon, a bird-like
rival of hers, had changed the color of her hair, fortunately
to her Lady Sindon’s disadvantage.
“To St. Joseph’s, to hear your brother-in-law
preach.”
“It doesn’t do at all,”
murmured Lady Mansford. “It makes her look
Chinese.”
“You said ?”
“Mollie Sindon. But
what were you talking about? Do tell me.”
She laid down her glasses.
“I was saying that I went to church last Sunday
week.”
“Why?”
“To hear your brother-in-law preach at St. Joseph’s.”
“Marcus!” exclaimed Lady Mansford.
She pursed her lips.
“I don’t go to St. Joseph’s.
Poor Sophy! I’m sorry for her.”
“I lunched with Lady Sophia after the service.”
“Did you? Isn’t it sad?”
“Sad! I don’t quite understand?”
said Malling, interrogatively.
“The change in him. Of
course people say it’s drink. Such nonsense!
But they must say something, mustn’t they?”
“Is Mr. Harding so very much changed?”
“Do you mean to say you didn’t notice
it?”
“I never met him till within the last fortnight.”
“He’s transformed simply.
He might have risen to anything, with his energy,
his ambition, and his connections. And now!
But the worst of it is no one can make out why it
is. Even Sophia and Isinglass my husband,
you know! haven’t an idea. And
it gets worse every day. Last Sunday I hear his
sermon was too awful, a mere muddle of adjectives,
such as one hears in Hyde Park, I believe. I
never liked Marcus particularly. I always thought
him too autocratic, too determined to dominate.
He had that poor little Mr. Chichester his
curate completely under his thumb.
Mr. Chichester couldn’t call his soul his own.
He worshiped Marcus. But now they say even he
is beginning to think that his god is of clay.
What can it be? Do you think Marcus is losing
his mind?”
“Oh, I should hope not,”
returned Malling, vaguely. “Has it been
going on long?”
“Oh, for quite a time.
But it all seemed to come on gradually as
things do, you know! Poor Sophy has always
adored him, and given way to him in everything.
In her eyes all that he does is right. She never
says a word, I believe, but she must be suffering
the tortures of you know! There’s
Winnie Rufford coming in! How astonishingly young
she looks. Were you at the Huntingham’s
ball? Well ”
Lady Mansford twittered no more about
the Harding ménage. But Malling felt that
his visit had not been fruitless.
After the opera he went to a party
in Grosvenor Street where again he managed to produce
talk of the Hardings. It seemed that Lady Mansford
had not exaggerated very much. Among those who
knew the Hardings a change in the rector of St. Joseph’s
had evidently been generally noticed. Malling
took in to supper a Mrs. Armitage, a great friend of
Lady Sophia’s, and she made no secret of the
fact that Lady Sophia was greatly distressed.
“I thought she would have been
here to-night,” Mrs. Armitage said. “But
she isn’t. I suppose she felt she couldn’t
face it. So many of his congregation are here,
or so many who were in his congregation.”
“The church was crammed to the
doors last Sunday week when he preached,” observed
Malling.
“Was it? Curiosity, I suppose.
It certainly can’t have been the intellectual
merit of the sermon. I heard it was quite deplorable.
But last Sunday’s, I was told, was worse still.
No continuity at all, and the church not full.
People say the curate, Mr. Chichester, who often preaches
in the evening, is making a great effect, completely
cutting out his rector. And he used to be almost
unbearably dull.”
“Will you have a quail?”
“Please. You might give
me two. My doctor says if I sit up late thank
you!”
“I’ve never heard Mr. Chichester preach,”
said Malling.
“He seems to have come on marvelously, to be
quite another man.”
“Quite another man, does he?”
“Yes. It’s very trying
for the Hardings naturally. If it continues I
think there will have to be a change. I don’t
think things can go on as they are. My friend
Sophia won’t be able to stand it.”
“You mean the contrast?”
“Between her husband and Mr.
Chichester. She’s very highly strung and
quite worships her husband; though, between you and
me, I think rather in the slave spirit.
But some women are like that. They can’t
admire a man unless he beats them. Not that Mr.
Harding ever dreamed of doing such a thing to Sophia,
of course. But his will had to be law in everything.
You know the type of man! It’s scarcely
my idea of what a clergyman should be. I think
a man who professes to direct the souls of others
should be more gentle and unselfish, especially to
his wife. Another quail? Well, really, I
think perhaps I will. They are so absurdly small
this season, aren’t they? There’s
scarcely anything on them.”
So that minute fraction of the world
that knew of the existence of the Hardings began to
utter itself concerning them, and Malling was fortified
in his original belief which he had expressed to Professor
Stepton.
Among his many experiments made in
connection with psychical research those which had
interested him the most had been those in which the
mystery of the human will had seemed to be deeply involved.
Malling was essentially a psychologist. And man
was to him the great mystery, because man contained
surely something that belonged to, that was lent to,
man, as it were, by another, the mind beyond, the
anima mundi. When Malling drew mentally,
or spiritually, very near to any man, however rude,
however humble, he always had the feeling that he was
approaching holy ground. Hidden beneath his generally
imperturbable exterior, sunk beneath the surface incredulity
of his mind, there was the deep sense of mighty truths
waiting the appointed day of proclamation. Surely,
he often thought, if there is God in anything, in
the last rays of the sunset, in the silence of night
upon the sea, in the waking of spring among the forests
and the gardens, in the song of the nightingale which
knows not lovers are listening, there is God in the
will of man.
And when he made investigations into
the action of will upon will, or of will as
it seemed upon matter, he was held, as he
was not held by the appearance of so-called spirit
faces and spirit forms, even when he could not connect
these with trickery which he knew how to expose.
Perhaps, however, his incredulity in regard to these
latter phenomena was incurable, though he did not
know it. For he knew nearly all the devices of
the charlatans. And when the so-called spirits
came, the medium was always entranced, that is, apparently
will-less, and so to Malling not interesting.
Now, from what Harding and Chichester
had said to him, and from what he had observed for
himself, Malling believed that the two clergymen must
have had sittings together, probably with the usual
tremendous object of the ignorant amateur, that merely
of communicating with the other world. Considering
who the two men were, Malling believed that in all
probability they had sat alone and in secret.
He also felt little doubt that from Mr. Harding’s
brain had come the suggestion of these practices,
that his will had led Chichester on to them. Although
he had not known the rector two years ago, he had
gathered sufficient testimony to the fact that he
had been a man of powerful, even perhaps of tyrannical,
temperament, formed rather to rule than to be ruled.
He knew that Chichester, on the contrary, had been
gentle, kindly, yielding, and of somewhat weak, though
of very amiable, nature. The physique of the
two men accorded with these former temperaments.
Harding’s commanding height, large frame, big,
powerful face and head, rather hard gray eyes, even
his large white teeth, his bony, determined hands,
his firmly treading feet, suggested force, a dominating
will, the capacity, and the intention, to rule.
Henry Chichester’s fleshly envelop, on the other
hand, cherubic, fair, and delicate, his blue eyes,
small bones, the shape of forehead and chin, the line
of the lips, hinted at surely more than
that, surely stated mildly the existence
within it of a nature retiring, meek, and ready to
be ruled by others. No wonder if Chichester had
been, as Lady Mansford had said, completely under
the rector’s thumb, no wonder if he had been
unable to “call his soul his own” and had
“worshiped Marcus.”
Yes, if there had been these secret
sittings by these two men, it was Harding who had
persuaded Chichester to take part in them. And
what had these sittings led to, what had been their
result?
The ignorant outsider, the hastily
skeptical, of course would say that there could have
been no result. Malling, knowing more, knew better.
He had seen strange cases of temporary confusion of
a man’s will brought about by sittings, of what
had seemed temporary change even of a man’s
nature. When a hitherto sane man goes mad he often
becomes the opposite of what he was. Those whom
he formerly loved he specially singles out for hatred.
That which he delighted to do he shrinks from with
horror. Once good-natured, he is now of an evil
temper, once gentle, he is fiercely obstinate, once
gay, he cowers and weeps. So Malling had known
a man, while retaining his sanity, to be transformed
by the apparently trivial fact of sitting at a table
with a friend, and placing his hands upon it with
the hands of another man. He himself had sat with
an Oxford friend, who in later sittings
became entranced, and at the very first
experiment this man had said to him, “It’s
so strange, now that I am sitting with you like this
I feel filled with hatred toward you.” This
hatred, which had come upon this man at every successive
sitting, had always faded away when the sitting was
over. But was it certain that the feelings generated
in sittings never persisted after they were broken
up? Was it certain that in every case the waters
that had been mysteriously troubled settled into their
former stillness?
Harding and Chichester, for instance!
Had the strong man troubled the waters of the weaker
man’s soul, and were those waters still agitated?
That was perhaps possible. But Malling thought
it was possible also, and he had suggested this to
Professor Stepton, that the weaker man had infused
some of his weakness, his self-doubtings, his readiness
to be affected by the opinion of others, into his
dominating companion. Malling believed it possible
that the wills of the two clergymen, in some mysterious
and inexplicable way, had mingled during their sittings,
and that they had never become completely disentangled.
If this were so, the result was a different Harding
from the former Harding, and a different Henry Chichester
from the former Henry Chichester.
What puzzled Malling, however, was
the fact, if fact it were, that the difference in
each man was not diminishing, but increasing.
Could they be continuing the sittings,
if there had ever been sittings? All was surmise.
As the professor had said, he, Malling, was perhaps
deducing a good deal from very little. And yet
was he? His instinct told him he was not.
Yet there might no doubt be some ordinary cause for
the change in Mr. Harding. Some vice, such as
love of drink, or morphia, something that disintegrates
a man, might have laid its claw upon him. That
was possible. What seemed to Malling much more
unaccountable was the extraordinary change in the
direction of strength in Chichester. And the
relations between the two men, if indeed the curate
had once worshiped his rector, were mysteriously transformed.
For now, was it not almost as if something of Harding
in Chichester watched, criticized, Chichester in Harding?
But now to study Lady Sophia!
For if there was really anything in Malling’s
curious supposition, the woman must certainly be strangely
affected. He remembered the expression in her
eyes when her husband was preaching, her manner when
she spoke of the curate as one of her husband’s
swans.
And he longed to see her again.
She had said that she hoped he would come again to
St. Joseph’s and to her house, but he knew well
that any such desire in her had arisen from her wounded
pride in her husband. She wished Malling to know
what the rector could really do. When she thought
that the rector had recovered his former powers, his
hold upon the minds of men, then she would invite
Malling to return to St. Joseph’s, but not before.
And when would that moment come?
It might not come for weeks, for months.
It might never come. Malling did not mean to
await it. Nevertheless he did not want to do anything
likely to surprise Lady Sophia, to lead her to think
that he had any special object in view in furthering
his acquaintance with her.
While he was casting about in his
mind what course to take, chance favored him.
Four days later, when he was strolling
round the rooms in Burlington House, he saw not far
in front of him the tall and restless figure of a
woman. She was alone. For some time Malling
did not recognize her. She did not turn sufficiently
for him to see her face, and her almost feverish movements,
though they attracted and fixed his attention, did
not strike him as familiar. His thought of her,
as he slowly followed in the direction she was taking,
was, “What a difficult woman that would be to
live with!” For the hands were never still; the
gait was uneasy; nervousness, almost a sort of pitiful
irritation, seemed expressed by her every movement.
In the big room this woman paused
before the picture of the year, which happened to
be a very bad one, and Malling, coming up, at last
recognized her as Lady Sophia Harding.
He took off his hat. She seemed
startled, but greeted him pleasantly, and entered
into a discussion of the demerits which fascinate the
crowd.
“You prefer seeing pictures
alone, perhaps?” said Malling, presently.
“Indeed I don’t,”
she answered. “I was coming to-day with
my husband. We drove up together. But at
the last moment he thought he remembered something, some
appointment with Mr. Chichester, and left
me.”
There were irony and bitterness in her voice.
“He said he’d come back
and meet me in the tea-room presently,” she
added.
“Shall we go there and wait for him?”
asked Malling.
“But I’m afraid I’m taking up your
time.”
“I have no engagements this
afternoon. I shall enjoy a quiet talk with you.”
“It’s very good of you.”
They descended, and sat down in a
quiet corner. In the distance a few respectable
persons were slowly eating bath-buns with an air of
fashion, their duly marked catalogues laid beside
them on marble.
Far-off waiters, standing with their
knees bent, conversed in undertones. A sort of
subterranean depression, peculiar to this fastness
of Burlington House, brooded over the china and the
provisions.
“It reminds me of the British
Museum tearoom,” said Lady Sophia. “Here
is tea! What a mercy! Modern pictures sap
one’s little strength.”
She looked haggard, and was obviously
on the edge of her nerves.
“Marcus might have come in,”
she added. “But of course he wouldn’t or
couldn’t.”
“Doesn’t he care for pictures?”
She slightly shrugged her shoulders.
“He used to. But I don’t know that
he does now.”
“I suppose he has a tremendous amount to do.”
“He used to do much more at
Liverpool. If a man wishes to come to the front
he mustn’t sit in an armchair with folded hands.”
There was a sharp sound of criticism
in her voice which astonished Malling. At the
luncheon, only about a fortnight ago, she had shown
herself plainly as the adoring wife, anxious for her
husband’s success, nervously hostile to any
one who interfered with it, who stood between him
and the homage of his world. Now Malling noted,
or thought he noted, a change in her mental attitude.
He was instantly on the alert.
“I’m sure that’s the last thing
Mr. Harding would do,” he said.
She shot a glance at him out of her discontented dark
eyes.
“Are you?” she said.
And sarcasm crept in the words.
She gave to Malling at this moment the impression
of a woman so strung up as to be not her natural self,
so tormented by some feeling, perhaps long repressed,
that her temperament was almost furiously seeking
an outlet, knowing instinctively, perhaps, that only
there lay its salvation.
“His record proves it,” said Malling,
with serenely smiling assurance.
Lady Sophia twisted her lips.
The Academy tea was very strong. Perhaps it had
been standing. She drank a little, pulled at her
long gloves restlessly, and looked at Malling.
He knew she was longing to confide in somebody.
If only he could induce her to confide in him!
“Oh, my husband’s been
a very active man,” she said. “Everybody
knows that. But in this modern world of ours
one must not walk, or even run along, one must keep
on rushing along if one intends to reach the goal.”
“And by that you mean ?”
“Mean! The topmost height
of your profession, or business, of whatever career
you are in.”
“You are ambitious,” he said.
“Not for myself,” she answered quickly.
“I have no ambition for myself.”
“But perhaps the ambition to
spur on another successfully? That seems to me
the truest, the most legitimate ambition of the woman
all men worship in their hearts.”
Suddenly tears started into her eyes.
She was sitting opposite Malling, the tea-table between
them. Now she leaned forward across it. By
nature she was very sensitive, but she was not a self-conscious,
woman. She was not self-conscious now.
“It is much better to be selfish,”
she said earnestly. “That is where we women
make such a fatal mistake. Instead of trusting
to ourselves, of relying on ourselves, and of having
a personal ambition, we seek always another in whom
we may trust; we are unhappy till we rely on another;
it is for another we cherish, we hug, ambition.
And then, when all founders, we realize too late what
I dare say every man knows.”
“What is that?”
“That we women are fools fools!”
“For being unselfish?”
“For thinking we have power when we are impotent.”
She made a gesture that was surely one of despair.
“No one at any rate,
no woman has power for another,” she
added, with almost terrible conviction. “That
is all a legend, made up to please us, I suppose.
We draw a sword against darkness and think we are fighting.
Isn’t it too absurd?”
With the last words she changed her
tone, trying to make it light, and she smiled.
“We take everything too seriously.
That’s the trouble!” she said. “And
men pretend we take nothing seriously.”
“Very often they don’t understand.”
“Oh, please say never!” she exclaimed.
“They never understand.”
Suddenly Malling resolved on a very bold stroke.
“But I’m a man,”
he said, as if that obvious fact shattered her contention.
“What has that got to do with it?” she
said, in obvious surprise.
“Because I do not understand.”
For a moment she was silent.
He thought he read what was passing through her mind,
as he knew he had read her character. She was
one of those women who must be proud of their men,
who love to be ruled, but only by a conqueror, who
delight to sink themselves, but in power, not in impotence.
And now she was confronted by the shipwreck not merely
of her hopes, but also of her belief. She saw
a hulk drifting at the mercy of the waves that, perhaps,
would soon engulf it. But she was not only despairing,
she was raging too. For she was a woman with nervous
force in her, and it is force that rages in the moments
of despair, seeking, perhaps unconsciously, some means
of action and finding none.
“Why should there not be some hope?” asked
Malling, quietly.
“To-morrow is Sunday. If
you go to morning church at St. Joseph’s, and
then to evening church, you will see if there is any
hope.”
“To evening church?”
“Yes, yes.”
She got up.
“You are going?”
“I must. Forgive me!”
She held out her hand.
“But ”
“No, don’t come with me, please.”
“If I go to St. Joseph’s to-morrow, afterward
may I see you again?”
“If you think it’s worth while.”
Her face twisted. Hastily she
pulled down her veil, turned away and left him.