Lady Sophia had said to Malling that
if he went to the two services at St. Joseph’s
on the Sunday she would invite him to see her again.
She was as good as her word. In the middle of
the week he received a note from her, saying she would
be at home at four on Thursday, if he was able to
come. He went, and found her alone. But as
soon as he entered the drawing-room and had taken
her hand, she said:
“I am expecting Mr. Chichester
almost immediately. He’s coming to tea.”
“I shall be glad to meet him,”
said Malling, concealing his surprise, which was great.
Yet he did not know why it should
be. For what more natural than that Chichester
should be coming?
“I heard of you at St. Joseph’s,”
Lady Sophia continued. “A friend of mine,
Lily Armitage, saw you there. I didn’t.
I was sitting at the back. I have taken to sitting
quite at the back of the church. What did you
think of it?”
“Do you wish me to be frank,
and do you mean the two sermons?”
She hesitated for an instant. Then she said:
“I do mean the sermons, and I do wish you to
be frank.”
“I thought Mr. Chichester’s sermon very
remarkable indeed.”
“And my husband’s sermon?”
Her lips twisted almost as if with
contempt when she said the words, “my husband’s.”
“Why doesn’t Mr. Harding
take a long rest?” said Malling, speaking conventionally,
a thing that he seldom did.
“You think he needs one?”
“He has a tiresome malady, I understand.”
“What malady?”
“Doesn’t he suffer very much from nervous
dyspepsia?”
She looked at him with irony, which
changed almost instantly into serious reflection.
But the irony returned.
“Now and then he has a touch
of it,” she said. “Very few of us
don’t have something. But we have to go
on, and we do go on, nevertheless.”
“I think a wise doctor would
probably order your husband away,” said Malling,
though Mr. Harding’s departure was the last thing
he desired just then.
“Even if he were ordered away,
I don’t know that he would go.”
“Why not?”
“I don’t think he would.
I don’t feel as if he could get away,”
she said, with what seemed to Malling a sort of odd
obstinacy. “In fact, I know he’s
not going,” she abruptly added. “I
have an instinct.”
Malling felt sure that she had considered,
perhaps long before he had suggested it, this very
project of Mr. Harding’s departure for a while
for rest, and that she had rejected it. Her words
recalled to his mind some other words of her husband,
spoken in Mr. Harding’s study: “Surely
one ought to get out of such an atmosphere, to get
out of it, and to keep out of it. But how extraordinary
it is the difficulty men have in getting away from
things!”
Perhaps Lady Sophia was right.
Perhaps the rector could not get away from the atmosphere
which seemed to be destroying him.
“I dare say he is afraid to
trust everything to his curates,” observed Malling,
prosaically.
“He needn’t be now,”
she replied.
In that “now,” as she
said it, there lay surely a whole history. Malling
understood that Lady Sophia, suddenly perhaps, had
given her husband up. Since Malling had first
encountered her she had cried, "Le roi est mort!"
in her heart. The way she had just uttered the
word “now” made Malling wonder whether
she was not about to utter the supplementary cry,
"Vive lé roi!"
As he looked at her, with this wonder
in his mind, Henry Chichester came into the room.
There was an expression of profound
sadness on his face, which seemed to dignify it, to
make it more powerful, more manly, than it had been.
The choir-boy look was gone. Malling of course
knew how very much expression can change a human being;
nevertheless, he was startled by the alteration in
the curate’s outward man. It seemed, to
use the rector’s phrase, that he had “shed
his character.” And now, perhaps, the new
character, mysteriously using matter as the vehicle
of its manifestation, was beginning to appear to the
eyes of men. He showed no surprise at the sight
of Malling, but rather a faint, though definite, pleasure.
The way in which Lady Sophia greeted him was a revelation
to Malling, and a curious exhibition of feminine psychology.
She looked up at him from the low
chair in which she was sitting, gave him her left
hand, and said, “Are you very tired?” That
was all. Yet it would have been impossible to
express more clearly a woman’s mental, not affectional,
subjugation by a man, her instinctive yielding to power,
her respect for authority, her recognition that the
master of her master had come into the room.
Her “Vive lé roi!” was said.
Chichester accepted Lady Sophia’s
subtle homage with an air of unconsciousness.
His interior melancholy seemed to lift him above the
small things that flatter small men. He acknowledged
that he was tired, and would be glad of tea.
He had been down in the East End. The rector
had asked him to talk over something with Mr. Carlile
of the Church Army.
“You mean that you suggested
to the rector that it would be wise to see Mr. Carlile,”
said Lady Sophia.
“Is the rector coming in to tea?” asked
Chichester.
“Possibly he may,” she
replied. “He knew Mr. Malling was to be
here. Did you tell him you were coming?”
“No. I was not certain I should get away
in time.”
“I think he will probably turn up.”
A footman brought in tea at this moment,
and Malling told the curate he had heard him preach
in the evening of last Sunday.
“It was a deeply interesting sermon,”
he said.
“Thank you,” said Chichester, very impersonally.
The footman went away, and Lady Sophia began to make
tea.
“When I went home,” Malling
continued, “I sat up till late thinking it over.
Part of it suggested to my mind one or two rather curious
speculations.”
“Which part?” asked Lady Sophia, dipping
a spoon into a silver tea-caddy.
“The part about the man and his double.”
She shivered, and some of the tea
with which she had just filled the spoon was shaken
out of it.
“That was terrible,” she said.
“What were your speculations?”
said Chichester, showing a sudden and definite waking
up of keen interest.
“One of them was this ”
Before he could continue, the door
opened again, and the tall and powerful form of the
rector appeared. And as the outer man of Chichester
seemed to Malling to have begun subtly to change, in
obedience surely to the change of his inner man, so
seemed Mr. Harding a little altered physically, as
he now slowly came forward to greet his wife’s
two visitors. The power of his physique seemed
to be struck at by something within, and to be slightly
marred. One saw that largeness can become but
a wide surface for the tragic exhibition of weakness.
As the rector perceived the presence of Chichester,
an expression of startled pain fled over his face
and was gone in an instant. He greeted the two
men and sat down.
“Have you just begun tea?” he asked, looking
now at his wife.
“We are just going to begin
it,” she replied. “We are talking
about the sermon of last Sunday.”
“Oh,” rejoined the rector.
He turned to Malling.
“Did you come to hear me preach again?”
There was a note as of slight reassurance in his voice.
“Mr. Chichester’s sermon,” said
Lady Sophia.
“Oh, I see,” said the
rector. He glanced hastily from one to the other
of the three people in the room, like a man searching
for sympathy or help. “What were you saying
about our friend Chichester’s sermon?”
he asked, with a forced air of interest.
Lady Sophia distributed cups for tea.
“I was speaking of that part
of it which dealt with the man who followed his double,”
said Malling.
“Ah?” said the rector.
He was holding his tea-cup. His
hand trembled slightly at this moment, and the china
rattled. He set the cup down on the small table
before him.
“You said,” observed Chichester toward
whom Lady Sophia immediately turned, with an almost
rapt air “that it suggested some curious
speculations to your mind. I should very much
like to know what they were.”
“One was this. Suppose
the man in the garden, who looked in upon his double,
had not fled away. Suppose he had had the courage
to remain, and, in hiding for the sake
of argument we may assume the situation to be possible ”
“Ah, indeed! And why not?” interrupted
Chichester.
His voice, profoundly melancholy,
fell like a weight upon those who heard him.
And again Malling thought of him almost as some one
set apart from his fellows by some mysterious knowledge,
some heavy burthen of truth.
“ and in hiding had
watched the life of his double. I sat up speculating
what effect such an observation, terrible no doubt
and grotesque, would be likely to have on the soul
of the watching man. But there was another speculation
with which I entertained my mind that night.”
“Let us have it,” said
Chichester, leaning forward, and, with the gesture
characteristic of him, dropping his hands down between
his knees. “Let us have it.”
“Suppose the man to remain and,
in hiding, to watch the life of his double, what effect
would such an observation be likely to have upon the
double?”
Malling paused. The rector, with
an almost violent movement of his big hand and arm,
took his cup from the table and drank his tea.
“It didn’t occur to you,
I suppose, when composing your sermon to follow that
train of thought?” said Malling to Chichester.
“No,” replied the curate,
slowly, and like one thinking profoundly. “I
was too engrossed with the feelings of the man.
But, then, you thought of the double as a living man,
with all the sensations of a man?”
“That was your fault,” said Malling.
“His fault!” said Lady
Sophia, with a sort of latent sharpness, and laying
an emphasis on the second word.
“Certainly; for making the narrative so vital
and human.”
He addressed himself again to the curate.
“Did you not give to the double
the attributes of a man? Did you not make his
wife come to bid him good night, bend down to kiss
him, waft him a characteristic farewell?”
“It is true. I did,”
said Chichester, still speaking like a man in deep
thought.
“That was the most terrible
part of all,” said Lady Sophia. In her voice
there was an accent almost of horror. “It
sickened me to the soul,” she continued “the
idea of a woman bidding a tender good night to an
apparition.”
“I took it as a man,” said Malling.
They had all three, strangely, left
the rector out of this discussion, and he seemed willing
that it should be so. He now sat back in his chair
listening to all that was being said, somewhat as he
had listened to the sermon of Chichester, in a sort
of ghastly silence.
“How could a man’s double be a man?”
said Lady Sophia.
“We are in the region of assumption
and of speculation,” returned Malling, quietly,
“a not uninteresting region either, I think.
The other night for a whole hour, having assumed the
double man, I speculated on his existence, spied upon
by his other self. And you never did that?”
He looked at Chichester.
“When I was making my sermon
I was engrossed by the thought of the watching man.”
Malling’s idea had evidently
laid a grip upon Chichester’s mind.
“Tell me what the double’s
existence would be, according to you,” he said.
“Tell me.”
“You imagined the lesson learnt
by the man so terrible that he fled away into the
night.”
“Yes.”
“Had he been strong enough to stay ”
“Strong enough!” interposed
Chichester. “Better say, had he been obliged
to stay.”
“Very well. Given that
compulsion, in my imagination the double must have
learnt a lesson, too. If we can learn by contemplation,
can we not, must we not, learn by being contemplated?
Life is permeated by reciprocity. I can imagine
another sermon growing out of yours of last Sunday.”
“Yes, you are right you are right,”
said Chichester.
“The double, then, in my imagination,
would gradually become uneasy under this secret observation.
You described him as, his wife gone, sitting down
comfortably to write some account of the hidden doings
of his life, as, the writing finished, the diary committed
to the drawer and safely locked away, rising up to
go to rest with a smile of self-satisfaction.
It seemed to me that, given my circumstance of the
persistent observation, a few nights later matters
would have been very different within that room.
The hypocrite is happy, if he is happy at all, when
he is convinced that his hypocrisy is successful.
Take away that certainty, and he would be invaded
by anxiety. Set any one to watch him closely,
he would certainly suffer, if he knew it.”
“If he knew it! That is
the point,” said Chichester. “You
put the man watching the double in hiding.”
“There are influences not yet
fully understood which can traverse space, which can
touch not as a hand touches, but as unmistakably.
I imagined the soul of the double touched in this
way, the waters troubled.”
“Troubled! Troubled!”
It was Mr. Harding who had spoken,
almost lamentably. His powerfully shaped head
now drooped forward on his breast.
“I imagined,” continued
Malling, “a sort of gradual disintegration beginning,
and proceeding, in the double a disintegration
of the soul, if such a thing can be conceived of.”
His piercing eyes went from Chichester to Harding.
“Or, no,” he corrected
himself. “Perhaps that is an incorrect description
of my very imaginative flight
through speculation the other night. Possibly
I should say a gradual transference, instead of disintegration
of soul. For it seemed to me as if the man who
watched might gradually, as it were, absorb into himself
the soul of the double, but purified. For the
watcher has the tremendous advantage of seeing the
hypocrite living the hypocrite’s life, while
the hypocrite is only seen. Might not the former,
therefore, conceivably draw in strength, while the
other faded into weakness? Ignorance is the terrible
thing in life, I think. Now the man who watched
would receive knowledge, fearful knowledge, but the
man who was watched, while perhaps suffering first
uneasiness, then possibly even terror, would not,
in my conception, ever clearly understand. He
would not any longer dare at night to sit down alone
to fill up that dreadful diary. He would not
any longer perhaps I only say perhaps dare
to commit the deeds the record of which in the past
the diary held. But his lesson would be one of
fear, making for weakness, finally almost for nothingness.
And the other night I conceived of him at last fading
away in the gloom of his room with the darkened window.”
“That was your end!” said Mr. Harding,
in a low voice.
“Yes, that was my end.”
“Then,” said Chichester,
“you think the lesson men learn from being contemplated
tends only to destroy them?”
But Malling, now with a smiling change
to greater lightness and ease, hastened to traverse
this statement.
“No, no,” he replied.
“For the contemplation of a man by his fellow-men
must always be an utterly different thing from his
own contemplation by himself. For our fellow-men
always remain in a very delightful ignorance of us.
Don’t they, Lady Sophia? And so they can
never destroy us, luckily for us.”
He had done what he wished to do,
and he was now ready for other activities. But
he found it was not easy to switch his companions off
onto another trail. Lady Sophia, now that he looked
at her closely, he saw to be under the influence of
fear, provoked doubtless by the subject they had been
discussing. Chichester, also, had a look as of
fear in his eyes. As to the rector, he sat gazing
at his curate, and there had come upon his countenance
an expression of almost unnatural resolution, such
as a coward’s might wear if terror forced him
into defiance.
In reply to Malling’s half-laughing
question, Lady Sophia said:
“You’ve studied all these things, haven’t
you?”
“Do you mean what are sometimes called occult
questions?”
“Yes.”
“I have.”
“And do you believe in them?”
“I’m afraid I must ask you to be a little
more definite.”
“Do you believe that there are such things as
doubles?”
“I have no reason to believe
that there are, unless you include wrongly in the
term the merely physical replica. It appears to
be established that now and then two human beings
are born who, throughout their respective lives remain
physically so much alike that it is difficult, if
not impossible, to distinguish between them.”
“I didn’t mean only that,” she said
quickly.
“You meant the double in mind
and soul as well as in body,” said Chichester.
“Yes.”
“How can one see if a soul is the double of
another soul?” said Malling.
“Then you think such a story
as Mr. Chichester related in his sermon all nonsense?”
said Lady Sophia, almost hotly, and yet, it seemed
to Malling, with a slight lifting of the countenance,
as if relief perhaps were stealing through her.
“I thought it a legitimate and
powerful invention introduced to point a moral.”
“Nothing more than that?” said Lady Sophia.
Malling did not reply; for suddenly
a strange question had risen up in him. Did he
really think it nothing more than that? He glanced
at Chichester, and the curate’s eyes seemed
asking him to say.
The rector’s heavy and powerful
frame shifted in his chair, and his voice was heard
saying:
“My dear Sophy, I think you
had better leave such things alone. You do not
know where they might lead you.”
There was in his voice a sound of
forced authority, as if he had been obliged to “screw
himself up” to speak as he had just spoken.
Lady Sophia was about to make a quick rejoinder when,
still with a forced air of resolution, Mr. Harding
addressed himself to Chichester.
“Since I saw you this morning,”
he said, “I find that I shall not be here next
Sunday.”
He looked about the circle at his wife and Malling.
“The doctor has ordered me away for a week,
and I’ve decided to go.”
His introduction of the subject had
been abrupt. As if almost in despite of themselves,
Lady Sophia and Malling exchanged glances. Chichester
said nothing.
“You can get on without me quite well, of course,”
continued the rector.
“Are you going to be away long?” said
Chichester.
“No; I think only for a week
or so. The doctor says I absolutely need a breath
of fresh air.”
Malling got up to go.
“I hope you’ll enjoy your little holiday,”
he said. “Are you going far?”
“Oh, dear, no. My doctor
recommends Tankerton on the Kentish coast. It
seems the air there is extraordinary. When the
tide is down it comes off the mud flats. A kind
parishioner of mine ” he turned slightly
toward his wife: “Mrs. Amherst, Sophy has
a cottage there and has often offered me the use of
it. I hope to accept her offer now.”
Lady Sophia expressed no surprise
at the project, and did not inquire whether her husband
wished her to accompany him.
But when she shook hands with Malling,
her dark eyes seemed to say to him, “I was wrong.”
And he thought she looked humbled.