Lady Locke and Lord Reggie were left
alone together for the time. Mrs. Windsor had
gone into the cottage to write a note, asking the curate
of Chenecote to dine the next day. She always
asked the curate to dine during the Surrey week.
She thought it made things so deliciously rustic.
Lord Reggie was still looking very tired, and eating
a great many strawberries. He did both mechanically,
and as if he didn’t know he was doing them.
As Lady Locke glanced at him, she felt that he certainly
fulfilled her expectations, so far as being cool and
young went. His round baby collar seemed to take
off quite five years from his age, and his straw hat,
with its black riband, suited him very well. Only
the glaring green carnation offended her sight.
She longed to ask him why he wore it. But she
felt she had no right to. So she watched him looking
tired and eating strawberries, until he glanced up
at her with his pretty blue eyes.
“These strawberries are very
good,” he said. “I should finish them,
only I hate finishing anything. There is something
so commonplace about it. Don’t you think
so? Commonplace people are always finishing off
things, and getting through things. They map out
their days, and have special hours for everything.
I should like to have special hours for nothing.
That would be much more original.”
“You are very fond of originality?”
“Are not you?”
“I don’t quite know.
Perhaps I have not met many original people in my
life. You see I have been out of England a great
deal, and out of cities. I have lived almost
entirely among soldiers.”
“Soldiers are never original.
They think it is unmanly. I once spent a week
with the commander of one of our armies of occupation,
and I never heard the same remarks so often in all
my life. They thought everything was an affectation.
Once, when I mentioned Matthew Arnold at the mess,
they thought he was an affectation.”
“Oh, surely not.”
“They did, really. I explained
that he had been a school-inspector. I thought
that might reassure them. But they evidently did
not believe me. They knew nothing about anything
or anybody. That would have been rather charming,
only they thought they knew everything.”
“I think you must have been
unfortunate in your experience.”
“Perhaps I was. I know
I tried to be manly. I talked about Wilson Barrett.
What more could I do? To talk about Wilson Barrett
is generally supposed to show your appreciation of
the heroic age. Of course nobody thinks about
him now. But I was quite a failure. I went
to five dinner-parties, I remember, during that week,
and we all conversed about machine-guns at each of
them. I felt as if the whole of life was a machine-gun,
and men and women were all quick-firing parties.”
“I suppose we are most of us
a little inclined to talk shop, as it is called.”
“But we ought to talk general
shop, the shop in which everything is sold from Bibles
to cheap cheese. Only we might leave out the Bibles.
Mrs. Humphrey Ward has created a corner in them.”
“You have finished the strawberries after all.”
Reggie burst into an almost boyish laugh.
“So I have. We none of
us live up to our ideals, I suppose. But really
I have none. I agree with Esme that nothing is
so limited as to have an ideal.”
“And yet you look sometimes
as if you might have many,” she said, as if
half to herself. The curious motherly feeling
had come upon her again, a kind of tenderness that
often leads to preaching.
Reggie glanced up at her quickly,
and with a pleased expression. A veiled tribute
to his good looks delighted him, whether it came from
man or woman. Only an unveiled one surpassed
it in his estimation.
“Ah! but that means nothing,”
he said. “It is quite a mistake to believe,
as many people do, that the mind shows itself in the
face. Vice may sometimes write itself in lines
and changes of contour, but that is all. Our
faces are really masks given to us to conceal our minds
with. Of course occasionally the mask slips partly
off, generally when we are stupid and emotional.
But that is an inartistic accident. Outward revelations
of what is going on inside of us take place far more
seldom than silly people suppose. No more preposterous
theory has ever been put forward than that of the
artist revealing himself in his art. The writer,
for instance, has at least three minds his
Society mind, his writing mind, and his real mind.
They are all quite separate and distinct, or they
ought to be. When his writing mind and his real
mind get mixed up together, he ceases to be an artist.
That is why Swinburne has gone off so much. If
you want to write really fine erotic poetry, you must
live an absolutely rigid and entirely respectable life.
The ‘Laus Veneris’ could only
have been produced by a man who had a Nonconformist
conscience. I am certain that Mrs. Humphrey Ward
is the most strictly orthodox Christian whom we have.
Otherwise, her books against the accepted Christianity
could never have brought her in so many thousands
of pounds. I never read her, of course. Life
is far too long and lovely for that sort of thing;
but a bishop once told me that she was a great artist,
and that if she had a sense of gravity, she would
rival George Eliot. Dickens had probably no sense
of humour. That is why he makes second-rate people
die of laughing. Oscar Wilde was utterly mistaken
when he wrote the ‘Picture of Dorian Gray.’
After Dorian’s act of cruelty, the picture ought
to have grown more sweet, more saintly, more angelic
in expression.”
“I never read that book.”
“Then you have gained a great
deal. Poor Oscar! He is terribly truthful.
He reminds me so much of George Washington.”
“Shall we walk round the garden
if you have really finished tea?” said Lady
Locke, rising. “What a delicious afternoon
it is, so quiet, so detached from the rest of the
year, as Mr. Amarinth might say. I am glad to
be away from London. It is only habit that makes
London endurable.”
“But surely habit makes nothing
endurable. Otherwise we should like politics,
and get accustomed to the presence of solicitors in
Society.”
“I do like politics,”
Lady Locke said, laughing. “How beautiful
these roses are! Ah, there is Tommy. You
don’t know my little boy, do you?” Tommy,
in fact, now came bounding towards them along a rose
alley. His cheeks were flushed with excitement,
and, as he drew nearer, they saw that his brown eyes
were sparkling with a dimmed lustre behind a large
pair of spectacles, that were set rakishly upon his
straight little nose.
“My dear boy,” exclaimed
his mother, “what on earth are you doing?
How hideous you are!”
“Harry Smith has lent them to
me,” cried Tommy exultantly. “He says
I look splendid in them.”
“That is all very fine, but
Harry Smith requires them, and you don’t.
His father won’t like it. You must give
them back, Tommy. Shake hands with Lord Reginald
Hastings. He has come to stay here.”
Tommy shook hands scrutinisingly,
and at once broke conversational ground with
“Do you know who the great Athanasius was?”
“He was an excellent person,
who will always be widely known to fame for his omissions.
He did not write the Athanasian creed. For that
reason he will always be deserving of our respect.”
Tommy listened to these remarks with
profound attention, and expressed himself very well
satisfied with this addition to his youthful knowledge.
He thrust his hot hand into Lord Reggie’s with
the artless remark
“You are more clever than Cousin
Betty!” and invited him to join forthwith in
a game of ball upon the bowling-green. To Lady
Locke’s surprise, Lord Reggie did not resist
the alluring temptation, but ran off with the boy
quite light-heartedly. She stood watching them
as they disappeared across the smooth, green lawn.
“I can’t understand him,”
she thought to herself. “He seems to be
talented, and yet an echo of another man, naturally
good-hearted, full of horrible absurdities, a gentleman,
and yet not a man at all. He says himself that
he commits every sin that attracts him, but he does
not look wicked. What is he? Is he being
himself, or is he being Mr. Amarinth, or is he merely
posing, or is he really hateful, or is he only whimsical,
and clever, and absurd? What would he have been
if he had never seen Mr. Amarinth?”
She began vaguely to dislike Mr. Amarinth,
vaguely to like Lord Reggie. Her boy had taken
a fancy to him, and she was an unreasonably motherly
mother. People who are unreasonably motherly like
by impulse wholly very often, and hate by impulse.
Their mind has no why or wherefore with which to bolster
up their heart. She went slowly towards the cottage
to dress for dinner, and all the time that she was
walking, she continued, rather strenuously, to like
Lord Reggie.
That evening, after dinner, there
was music in the small drawing-room, which was exquisitely
done up in Eastern style, with an arched roof, screens
of wonderfully carved wood brought from Upper Egypt,
Persian hangings and embroideries, divans and prayer
rugs, on which nobody ever prayed. Lord Reggie
and Mr. Amarinth both played the piano in an easy,
tentative sort of way, making excess of expression
do duty for deficiencies of execution, and covering
occasional mistakes with the soft rather than with
the loud pedal. Lord Reggie played a hymn of his
own, which he frankly acknowledged was very beautiful.
He described it as a hymn without words, which, he
said softly, all hymns should be. There was archaic
simplicity, not to say baldness, about it which sent
Mrs. Windsor into exotic raptures, and, as it was exceedingly
short, it made its definite mark.
There was a moon in the night, full,
round, and serene, and the French windows stood open
to the quiet garden. The drawing-room was very
dimly lighted, and as Reggie played, he was in shadow.
His white, sensitive face was only faintly to be seen.
It looked pure and young, Lady Locke thought, as she
watched him. He was so enamoured of his hymn that
he played it over and over again, and, from his touch,
it seemed as if he were trying to make the Steinway
grand sound as much like a spinet as possible.
Madame Valtesi sat on a sofa with
her long, slim feet supported upon an embroidered
cushion. She was smoking a cigarette with all
the complete mastery of custom. Mrs. Windsor
stood near the window, idly following with her eyes
the perambulations of Bung, who was flitting about
the garden like a ghost with a curled tail and a turned-up
nose. Mr. Amarinth leaned largely upon the piano,
in an attitude of rapt attention. His clever,
clean-shaved face wore an expression of seraphic sensuality.
Lady Locke listened quietly.
She had never heard any hymn so often before, and
yet she did not feel bored.
At last Lord Reggie stopped, and said,
“Esme, the curate comes to dine to-morrow.
Remember to be very sweet to him. I want to play
the organ on Sunday morning, and he must let us do
an anthem. I will compose one. We can get
up a choir practice on Friday night, if Mrs. Windsor
does not mind.”
“Oh, charming!” Mrs. Windsor
cried from the window. “I love a choir
practice above all things. Choir boys are so pretty.
They must come to the practice in their nightgowns,
of course. I am sure Mr. Smith will be delighted.
But you must remember to be very high church to-morrow
night. Mr. Smith is terribly particular about
that.”
“I don’t think I know
how to be High Church,” said Madame Valtesi very
gravely. “Does one assume any special posture
of body, or are one’s convictions to be shown
only in attitude of mind?”
“Oh, there is no difficulty,”
said Lord Reggie. “All one has to do is
to abuse the Evangelical party. Speak disrespectfully
of the Bishop of Liverpool, and say that Father Staunton
and the Bishop of Lincoln are the only preachers of
true doctrine in England. The Ritualists are very
easily pleased. They put their faith in preachers
and in postures. If I were anything, I would
be a Roman Catholic.”
“Should you like to confess
all your sins?” asked Lady Locke, in some surprise.
“Immensely. There is nothing
so interesting as telling a good man or woman how
bad one has been. It is intellectually fascinating.
One of the greatest pleasures of having been what
is called wicked is, that one has so much to say to
the good. Good people love hearing about sin.
Haven’t you noticed that although the sinner
takes no sort of interest in the saint, the saint
has always an uneasy curiosity about the doings of
the sinner? It is a case of the County Council
and Zaeo’s back over and over again.”
“Yes, we love examining each
other’s backs,” said Madame Valtesi.
Esme Amarinth sighed musically and
very loudly, and remarked
“Faith is the most plural thing
I know. We are all supposed to believe in the
same thing in different ways. It is like eating
out of the same dish with different coloured spoons.
And we beat each other with the spoons, like children.”
“And the dish gives us indigestion,”
said Madame Valtesi. “I once spent a week
with an aunt who had taken to Litany, as other people
take to dram-drinking, you know. We went to Litany
every day, and I never had so much dyspepsia before
in my life. Litany, taken often, is more indigestible
than lobster at midnight.”
“How exquisite the moon is!”
said Lady Locke, rising and going towards the window.
“The moon is the religion of
the night,” said Esme. “Go out into
the garden all of you, and I will sing to you a song
of the moon. It is very beautiful. I shall
give it to Jean de Reszke, I think. My voice will
sound better from a distance. Good voices always
do.”
He sat down at the piano, and they
strolled out through the French windows into the green
and silent pleasaunce.
His voice was clear and open, and
he spoke rather than sang the following verses, while
they stood listening till the rippling accompaniment
trickled away into silence:
Oh! beautiful moon with the
ghostly face,
Oh! moon with
the brows of snow,
Rise up, rise up from your
slumbering place,
And draw from
your eyes the veil,
Lest my wayward heart should
fail
In the homage
it fain would bestow
Oh! beautiful moon with the
ghostly face,
Oh! moon with
the brows of snow.
Oh! beautiful mouth like a
scarlet flow’r,
Oh! mouth with
the wild, soft breath,
Kiss close, kiss close in
the dream-stricken bow’r,
And whisper away
the world;
Till the wayward wings are
furled,
And the shadow
is lifted from death
Oh! beautiful mouth like a
scarlet flow’r,
Oh! mouth with
the wild, soft breath!
Oh! beautiful soul with the
outstretched hands,
Oh! soul with
the yearning eyes,
Lie still, lie still in the
fairy lands
Where never a
tear may fall;
Where no voices ever call
Any passion-act,
strange or unwise
Oh! beautiful soul with the
outstretched hands,
Oh! soul with
the yearning eyes!
The song was uttered with so much
apparent passion that Lady Locke felt tears standing
in her eyes when the last words ceased on the cool
air of the night.
“How beautiful,” she said
involuntarily to Lord Reggie, who happened to be standing
beside her. “And how wrong!”
“Surely that is a contradiction
in terms,” the boy said. “Nothing
that is beautiful can possibly be wrong.”
“Then how exquisitely right
some women have been whom Society has hounded out
of its good graces,” Madame Valtesi remarked.
“Yes,” said Reggie.
“And how exquisitely happy in their rectitude.”
“But not in their punishment,”
said Mrs. Windsor. “I think it is so silly
to give people the chance of whipping you for what
they do themselves.”
“Society only loves one thing
more than sinning,” said Madame Valtesi, examining
the moon magisterially through her tortoise shell eyeglass.
“And what is that?” said Lady Locke.
“Administering injustice.”