About dusk Sir Peter arrived from
lower Westchester while I was dressing. Warned
by the rattle of wheels from the coach-house at the
foot of the garden, and peering through the curtains,
I saw the lamps shining and heard the trample of our
horses on the stable floor; and presently, as I expected,
Sir Peter came a-knocking at my door, and my servant
left the dressing of my hair to admit the master of
the house. He came in, his handsome face radiant a
tall, graceful man of forty, clothed with that elegant
carelessness which we call perfection, so strikingly
unobtrusive was his dress, so faultless and unstudied
his bearing.
There was no dust upon him, though
he had driven miles; his clean skin was cool and pleasantly
tinted with the sun of summer, spotless his lace at
cuff and throat, and the buckles flashed at stock and
knee and shoe as he passed through the candle-light
to lay a familiar hand upon my shoulder.
“What’s new, Carus?”
he asked, and his voice had ever that pleasant undertone
of laughter which endears. “You villain,
have you been making love to Elsin Grey, that she
should come babbling of Mr. Renault, Mr. Renault,
Mr. Renault ere I had set foot in my own hallway?
It was indecent, I tell you not a word
for me, civil or otherwise, not a question how I had
’scaped the Skinners at Kingsbridge only
a flutter of ribbons and a pair of pretty hands to
kiss, and ’Oh, Cousin Coleville! Is Mr.
Renault kin to me, too? for I so take it,
having freely bantered him to advantage at first acquaintance.
Was I bold, cousin? but if you only knew
how he tempted me and he is kin to
you, is he not? and you are Cousin Betty’s
husband.’ ‘God-a-mercy!’ said
I, ’what’s all this about Mr. Renault? a
rogue and a villain I shame to claim as kin, a swaggering,
diceing, cock-fighting ruffler, a-raking it from the
Out-Ward to Jew Street! Madam, do you dare admit
to me that you have found aught to attract you in
the company of this monument of foppery known as Carus
Renault?’”
“Did you truly say that, Sir
Peter?” I asked, wincing while my ears grew
hot.
“Say it? I did not say
it, I bellowed it!” He shrugged his shoulders
and took snuff with an air. “The minx finds
you agreeable,” he observed; “why? God
knows!”
“I had not thought so,”
I said, in modest deprecation, yet warming at his
words.
“Oh had not thought
so!” he mimicked, mincing over to the dressing-table
and surveying the array of perfumes and pomades and
curling irons. “Carus, you shameless rake,
you’ve robbed all Queen Street! Essence,
pomade-de-grasse, almond paste, bergamot,
orange, French powder! By Heaven, man, do you
mean to take the lady by storm or set up a rival shop
to Smith’s ‘Sign of the Rose’?
Here, have your man leave those two puffs above the
ears; curl them loosely that’s it!
Now tie that queue-ribbon soberly; leave the flamboyant
papillon style to those damned Lafayettes and Rochambeaux!
Now dust your master, Dennis, and fetch a muslinet
waistcoat the silver tambour one. Gad,
Carus, I’d make a monstrous fine success at
decorating fops for a guinea a head eh?”
He inspected me through his quizzing
glass, nodded, backed away in feigned rapture, and
presently sat down by the window, stretching his well-shaped
legs.
“Damme,” he said, “I
meant to ask what’s new, but you chatter on so
that I have no chance for a word edgeways. Now,
what the devil is new with you?”
“Nothing remarkable,”
I said, laughing. “Did you come to terms
with Mr. Rutgers for his meadows?”
“No,” he replied irritably,
“and I care nothing for his damned swamps full
of briers and mud and woodcock.”
“It is just as well,”
I said. “You can not afford more land at
present.”
“That’s true,” he
admitted cheerfully; “I’m spending too
much. Gad, Carus, the Fifty-fourth took it out
of us at that thousand-guinea main! Which reminds
me to say that our birds at Flatbush are in prime
condition and I’ve matched them.”
I looked up at him doubtfully.
Our birds had brought him nothing but trouble so far.
“Let it pass,” he said,
noticing my silent disapproval; “we’ll
talk to Horrock in the morning. Which reminds
me that I have no money.” He laughed, drew
a paper from his coat, and unfolding it, read aloud:
“1 pipe Madeira
@ L90 per pipe L
1 pipe Port
@ L46 per pipe L
20 gallons Fayal
@ 5s. per gal.
20 gallons Lisbon
@ 5s. per gal.
10 gallons Windward I. rum
@ 4s. per gal.”
He yawned and tossed the paper on
my dresser, saying, “Pay it, Carus. If
our birds win the main we’ll put the Forty-fifth
under the table, and I’ll pay a few debts.”
Standing there he stretched to his
full graceful height, yawning once or twice.
“I’ll go bathe, and dress for supper,”
he said; “that should freshen me. Shall
we rake it to-night?”
“I’m for cards,” I said carelessly.
“With Elsin Grey or without
Elsin Grey?” he inquired in affected earnestness.
“If you had witnessed her treatment
of me,” I retorted, “you’d never
mistake it for friendly interest. We’ll
rake it, if you like. There’s another frolic
at the John Street Theater. The Engineers play
’The Conscious Lovers,’ and Rosamund Barry
sings ’Vain is Beauty’s Gaudy Flower.’”
But he said he had no mind for the
Theater Royal that night, and presently left me to
Dennis and the mirror.
In the mirror I saw a boyish youth
of twenty-three, dark-eyed, somewhat lean of feature,
and tinted with that olive smoothness of skin inherited
from the Renaults through my great-grandfather a
face which in repose was a trifle worn, not handsome,
but clearly cut, though not otherwise remarkable.
It was, I believed, neither an evil nor a sullen brooding
face, nor yet a face in which virtue molds each pleasing
feature so that its goodness is patent to the world.
Dennis having ended his ministrations,
I pinned a brilliant at my throat a gift
from Lady Coleville and shook over it the
cobweb lace so it should sparkle like a star through
a thin cloud. Then passing my small sword through
the embroidered slashing of my coat, and choosing a
handkerchief discreetly perfumed, I regarded myself
at ease, thinking of Elsin Grey.
In the light of later customs and
fashions I fear that I was something of a fop, though
I carried neither spy-glass nor the two watches sacred
to all fops. But if I loved dress, so did his
Excellency, and John Hancock, not to name a thousand
better men than I; and while I confess that I did
and do dearly love to cut a respectable figure, frippery
for its own sake was not among my vices; but I hold
him a hind who, if he can afford it, dresses not to
please others and do justice to the figure that a
generous Creator has so patiently fashioned. “To
please others!” sang my French blood within
me; “to please myself!” echoed my English
blood and so, betwixt the sanguine tides,
I was minded to please in one way or another, nor
thought it a desire unworthy. One thing did distress
me: what with sending all my salary to the prisons,
I had no money left to bet as gentlemen bet, nor to
back a well-heeled bird, nor to color my fancy for
a horse. As for a mistress, or for those fugitive
affairs of the heart which English fashion countenanced nay,
on which fashion insisted I had no part
in them, and brooked much banter from the gay world
in consequence. It was not merely lack of money,
nor yet a certain fastidiousness implanted, nor yet
the inherent shrinking of my English blood from pleasure
forbidden, for my Renault blood was hot enough, God
wot! It was, I think, all of these reasons that
kept me untainted, and another, the vague idea of a
woman, somewhere in the world, who should be worth
an unsullied love worth far more than the
best I might bring to her one day. And so my
pride refused to place me in debt to a woman whom I
had never known.
As for money, I had my salary when
it was convenient for Sir Peter; I had a small income
of my own, long pledged to Colonel Willett’s
secret uses. It was understood that Sir Peter
should find me in apparel; I had credit at Sir Peter’s
tailor, and at his hatter’s and bootmaker’s,
too. Twice a year my father sent me from Paris
a sum which was engaged to maintain a bed or two in
the Albany hospital for our soldiers. I make no
merit of it, for others gave more. So, it is plain
to see I had no money for those fashionable vices
in the midst of which I lived, and if I lost five
shillings at whist I felt that I had robbed some wretched
creature on the Jersey, or dashed the cup from
some poor devil’s lips who lay a-gasping in
the city prison.
My finery, then, was part and parcel
of my salary my salary in guineas already
allotted; so it came about that I moved in a loose
and cynical society, untainted only through force
of circumstance and a pride that accepts nothing which
it may not return at interest.
When I descended to the dining-room
I found all seated, and so asked pardon of Lady Coleville,
who was gay and amiable as usual, and, “for a
penance,” as she said, made me sit beside her.
That was no penance, for she was a beauty and a wit,
her dainty head swimming with harmless mischief; and
besides knowing me as she did, she was monstrous amusing
in a daring yet delicate fashion, which she might not
use with any other save her husband.
That, as I say, was therefore no penance,
but my punishment was to see Elsin Grey far across
the table on Sir Peter’s right, and to find in
my other neighbor a lady whose sole delight in me
was to alternately shock me with broad pleasantries
and torment me with my innocence.
Rosamund Barry was her name, Captain
Barry’s widow he who fell at Breeds
Hill in ’76 the face of a Madonna,
and the wicked wit of a lady whose name she bore,
sans La du.
“Carus,” she said, leaning
too near me and waving her satin painted fan, “is
it true you have deserted me for a fairer conquest?”
“The rumor nails itself to the
pillory,” I said; “who is fairer than
you, Rosamund?”
“You beg the question,”
she said severely, the while her dark eyes danced
a devil’s shadow dance; “if you dare go
tiptoeing around the skirts of the Hon. Miss Grey,
I’ll tell her all all, mind
you!”
“Don’t do that,”
I said, “unless you mean to leave New York.”
“All about you, silly!”
she said, flushing in spite of her placid smile.
“Oh,” I said, with an
air of great relief, “I was sure you could not
contemplate confession!”
She laid her pretty head on one side.
“I wonder,” she mused, eying me deliberately “I
wonder what this new insolence of yours might indicate.
Is it rebellion? Has the worm turned?”
“The worm has turned into
a frivolous butterfly,” I said gaily.
“I don’t believe it,”
she said. “Let me see if I can make you
blush, Carus!” And she leaned nearer, whispering
behind her fan.
“Let me match that!” I
said coolly. “Lend me your fan, Rosamund ”
“Carus!” exclaimed Lady
Coleville, “stop it! Mercy on us, such
shameless billing and cooing! Captain O’Neil,
call him out!”
“Faith,” said O’Neil,
“to call is wan thing, and the chune Mrs. Barry
sings is another. Take shame, Carus Renault, ye
blatherin’, bould inthriguer! L’ave
innocence to yer betthers!”
“To me, for example,”
observed Captain Harkness complacently. “Mrs.
Barry knows that raking fellow, Carus, and she knows
you, too, you wild Irishman ”
“If you only keep this up long
enough, gentlemen,” I said, striving to smile,
“you’ll end by doing what I’ve so
far avoided.”
“Ruining his reputation in Miss
Grey’s eyes,” explained Lady Coleville
pleasantly.
Elsin Grey looked calmly across at
me, saying to Sir Peter, “He is too young
to do such things, isn’t he?”
That set them into fits of laughter,
Sir Peter begging me to pause in my mad career and
consider the chief end of man, and Tully O’Neil
generously promising moral advice and the spiritual
support of Rosamund Barry, which immediately diverted
attention from me to a lightning duel of words between
Rosamund and O’Neil parry and thrust,
innuendo and eloquent silence, until Lady Coleville
in pantomime knocked up the crossed blades of wit,
and Sir Peter vowed that this was no place for an
innocent married man.
When Lady Coleville rose we drew our
swords and arched a way for her, and she picked up
her silken petticoat and ran under, laughing, one
hand pressed to her ears to shut out the cheers.
There were long black Spanish cigars,
horribly strong, served with spirits after the ladies
had left. O’Neil and Harkness used them;
Sir Peter and I accepted the long cool pipes, and
we settled for a comfortable smoke.
Sir Peter spoke of the coming cock-fight
with characteristic optimism not shared
by Harkness, and but partially approved by O’Neil.
Details were solemnly discussed, questions of proper
heeling, of silver and steel gaffs, of comb and wattle
cutting, of the texture of feather and hackle, and
of the “walks” at Flatbush and Horrock’s
method of feeding in the dark.
Tiring of the subject, Harkness, spoke
of the political outlook and took a gloomy view, paying
his Excellency a compliment by referring to him as
“no fox, but a full-grown wolf, with an appetite
for a continent and perhaps for a hemisphere.”
“Pooh!” said Sir Peter,
lazily sucking at his pipe, “Sir Henry has him
holed. We’ll dig him out before snow flies.”
“What folly, Sir Peter!”
remonstrated Harkness, leaning forward so that the
candle-light blazed on his gold and scarlet coat.
“Look back five years, Sir Peter, then survey
the damnable situation now! Do you realize that
to-day England governs but one city in America?”
“Wait,” observed Sir Peter
serenely, expelling a cloud of smoke so that it wreathed
his handsome head in a triple halo.
“Wait? Faith, if there’s
anything else to do but wait I’ll take that
job!” exclaimed O’Neil ruefully.
“Why don’t you take it,
then?” retorted Sir Peter. “It’s
no secret, I fancy that plan of Walter
Butler’s is it?” he added, seeing
that we knew nothing of any plan.
“Sir Henry makes no secret of
it,” he continued; “it’s talked over
and disparaged openly at mess and at headquarters.
I can see no indiscretion in mentioning it here.”
It was at such moments that I felt
a loathing for myself, and such strong self-disgust
must surely have prevailed in the end to make me false
to duty if, as I have said, I had not an absolute faith
that his Excellency required no man to tarnish his
honor for the motherland’s salvation.
“What’s afoot?” inquired Harkness
curiously.
“Why, you remember how the rebel
General Sullivan went through the Six Nations, devastating
the Iroquois country, laying waste, burning, destroying
their orchards and crops which, after all,
accomplished the complete destruction of our own granary
in the North?”
“’Twas a dhirty thrick!”
muttered O’Neil. “Sure, ’tis
the poor naked haythen will pay that score wan day,
or I’m a Hessian!”
“They’ll pay it soon if
Walter Butler has his way,” said Sir Peter.
“Sir John Johnson and the Butlers and Colonel
Ross are gathering in the North. Haldimand’s
plan is to strike at the rebels’ food supply the
cultivated region from Johnstown south and west do
what Sullivan did, lay waste the rebel grain belt,
burn fodder, destroy all orchards God!
it will go hard with the frontier again.”
He swung around to Harkness: “It’s
horrible to me, Captain and Walter Butler
not yet washed clean of the blood of Cherry Valley.
I tell you, loyal as I am, humble subject of my King,
whom I reverence, I affirm that this blackened, blood-soaked
frontier is a barrier to England which she can never,
never overcome, and though we win out to-day, and though
we hang the rebels thick as pears in Lispenard’s
orchards, that barrier will remain, year by year fencing
us in, crowding us back to the ocean, to our ships,
back to the land from whence we English came.
And for all time will the memory of these horrors
set America’s face against us if
not for all time, yet our children’s children
and their children shall not outlive the tradition
burned into the heart of this quivering land we hold
to-day, half shackled, still struggling, already rising
to its bleeding knees.”
“Gad!” breathed O’Neil,
“‘tis threason ye come singin’ to
the chune o’ Yankee Doodle-doo, Sir Peter.”
“It’s sense,” said
Sir Peter, already smiling at his own heat.
“So Ross and the Butlers are
to strike at the rebel granaries?” repeated
Harkness, musing.
“Yes; they’re gathering
on the eastern lakes and at Niagara Butler’s
Rangers, Johnson’s Greens, Brant’s Iroquois,
some Jaegers, a few regulars, and the usual partizan
band of painted whites who disgrace us all, by Heaven!
But there,” added Sir Peter, smiling, “I’ve
done with the vapors. I bear no arms, and it
is unfit that I should judge those who do. Only,”
and his voice rang a little, “I understand battles,
not butchery. Gentlemen, to the British Army!
the regulars, God bless ’em! Bumpers, gentlemen!”
I heard O’Neil muttering, as
he smacked his lips after the toast, “And to
hell with the Hessians! Bad cess to the Dootch
scuts!”
“Did you say the rendezvous
is at Niagara?” inquired Harkness.
“I’ve heard so. I’ve
heard, too, of some other spot an Indian
name Thend Thend plague
take it! Ah, I have it Thendara.
You know it, Carus?” he asked, turning so suddenly
on me that my guilty heart ceased beating for a second.
“I have heard of it,”
I said, finding a voice scarce like my own. “Where
is it, Sir Peter?”
“Why, here in New York there
has ever been a fable about a lost town in the wilderness
called Thendara. I never knew it to be true; but
now they say that Walter Butler has assigned Thendara
as his gathering place, or so it is reported in a
letter to Sir Henry, which Sir Henry read to me.
Have you no knowledge of it, Carus?”
“None at all. I remember
hearing the name in childhood. Perhaps better
woodsmen than I know where this Thendara lies, but
I do not.”
“It must lie somewhere betwixt
us and Canada,” said Harkness vaguely.
“Does not Sir Henry know?”
“He said he did not,”
replied Sir Peter, “and he sent out a scout for
information. No information has arrived.
Is it an Iroquois word, Carus?”
“I think it is of Lenape origin,”
I said “perhaps modified by the Mohawk
tongue. I know it is not pure Oneida.”
Harkness glanced at me curiously.
“You’d make a rare scout,” he said,
“with your knowledge of the barbarians.”
“The wonder is,” observed
Sir Peter, “that he is not a scout on the other
side. If my home had been burned by the McDonalds
and the Butlers, I’m damned if I should forget
which side did it!”
“If I took service with the
rebels,” said I, “it would not be because
of personal loss. Nor would that same private
misfortune deter me from serving King George.
The men who burned my home represent no great cause.
When I have leisure I can satisfy personal quarrels.”
“Lord!” laughed Sir Peter,
“to hear you bewail your lack of leisure one
might think you are now occupied with one cause or
t’other. Pray, my dear Carus, when do you
expect to find time to call out these enemies of yours?”
“You wouldn’t have me
deprive the King of Walter Butler’s services,
would you?” I asked so gravely that everybody
laughed, and we rose in good humor to join the ladies
in the drawing-rooms.
Sir Peter’s house on Wall Street
had been English built, yet bore certain traces of
the old Dutch influence, for it had a stoop leading
to the front door, and the roof was Dutch, save for
the cupola; a fine wide house, the façade a little
scorched from the conflagration of ’78 which
had ruined Trinity Church and the Lutheran, and many
fine buildings and homes.
The house was divided by a wide hallway,
on either side of which were drawing-rooms, and in
the rear of these was a dining-room giving on a conservatory
which overlooked the gardens. The ground floor
served as a servant’s hall, with a door at the
area and another in the rear leading out through the
garden-drive to the stables.
The floor above the drawing-rooms
had been divided into two suites, one in gold leather
and blue for Sir Peter and his lady, the other in
crimson damask for guests. The third floor, mine,
was similarly divided, I occupying the Wall Street
side, with windows on that fashionable street and
also on Broadway.
Thus it happened that, instead of
entering the south drawing-room where I saw the ladies
at the card-table playing Pharaoh, I turned to the
right and crossed the north, or “state drawing-room,”
and parted the curtains, looking across Broadway to
see if I might spy my friend the drover and his withered
little mate. No doubt prudence and a dislike
for the patrol kept them off Broadway at that hour,
for I could not see them, although a few street lamps
were lit and I could make out wayfarers as far north
as Crown Street.
Standing there in the dimly lighted
room, my nose between the parted curtains, I heard
my name pronounced very gently behind me, and, turning,
beheld Miss Grey, half lying on a sofa in a distant
corner. I had not seen her when I entered, my
back being turned to the east, and I said so, asking
pardon for an unintentional rudeness which
she pardoned with a smile, slowly waving her scented
fan.
“I am a little tired,”
she said; “the voyage from Halifax was rough,
and I have small love for the sea, so, Lady Coleville
permitting, I came in here to rest from the voices
and the glare of too bright candle-light. Pray
you be seated, Mr. Renault if it does not
displease you. What were you looking for from
the window yonder?”
“Treason,” I said gaily.
“But the patrol should be able to see to that.
May I sit here a moment?”
“Willingly; I like men.”
Innocence or coquetry, I was clean
checked. Her white eyelids languidly closing
over the pure eyes of a child gave me no clue.
“All men?” I inquired.
“How silly! No, very few men. But
that is because I only know a few.”
“And may I dare to hope that ”
I began in stilted gallantry, cut short by her opening
eyes and smile. “Of course I like you, Mr.
Renault. Can you not see that? It’s
a pity if you can not, as all the others tease me
so about you. Do you like me?”
“Very, very much,”
I replied, conscious of that accursed color burning
my face again; conscious, too, that she noted it with
calm curiosity.
“Very, very much,”
she repeated, musing. “Is that why you blush
so often, Mr. Renault because you like
me very, very much?”
Exasperated, I strove to smile.
I couldn’t; and dignity would not serve me,
either.
“If I loved you,” said
I, “I might change color when you spoke.
Therefore my malady must arise from other causes say
from Sir Peter’s wine, for instance.”
“I knew a man who fell in love
with me,” she said. “You may do so
yet.”
“Do you think it likely?”
I asked, scarcely knowing how to meet this cool attack.
“I think it possible don’t
you?” she asked.
I considered, or made pretense to.
My heart had begun to beat too fast; and as for her,
I could no more fathom her than the sea, yet her babble
was shallow enough to strand wiser men than I upon
its sparkling shoals.
“I do like men,” she said
thoughtfully, “but not all men, as I said I
did. Now at supper I looked about me and I found
only you attractive, save Sir Peter, and he counts
nothing in a game of hearts.”
“When you come to mingle with
New York society you will, no doubt, find others far
more attractive,” I said stupidly.
“No doubt. Still, in the
interim” she looked straight at me
from under her delicate level brows “in
the meanwhile, will you not amuse me?”
“How, madam?”
“I shall not tell you if you call me ‘madam.’”
“Will the Hon. Elsin Grey inform me how I may
amuse her ladyship?”
“Nor that, either.”
I hesitated, then leaned nearer: “How may
I amuse you, Elsin?”
“Why, by courting me, silly!”
she said, laughing, and spreading her silken fan.
“How else is a woman amused?”
Her smooth hand lay across the velvet
arm of the sofa; I took it and raised it to my lips,
and she smiled approval, then drew a languid little
sigh, fanned, and vowed I was the boldest man she had
ever known.
I told her how exquisite her beauty
was, I protested at her coldness, I dedicated myself
to her service, vowing eternal constancy; and presently
my elaborate expressions rang truer and grew more simple,
and she withdrew her hand with a laugh, looking at
me out of those beautiful eyes which now were touched
with curiosity.
“For a jester, Carus, you are too earnest,”
she said.
“Does pretense frighten you?”
She regarded me, silent, smiling, her fan at her lips.
“You are playing with fire,” she said.
“Tell me, heart of flint, am
I the steel to strike a spark from?” I asked,
laughing.
“I do not know yet of what metal
you are made, Carus,” she said thoughtfully,
yet with that dim smile hovering ever upon her lips.
She dropped her fan and held up one
finger. “Listen; let me read you.
Here is my measure of such a man as you: First
of all, generous! look at your mouth, which
God first fashions, then leaves for us to make or
mar. Second, your eyes sincere! for
though you blush like a maiden, Carus, your eyes are
steady to the eyes that punish. Third, dogged!
spite of the fierce impatience that sets your chiseled
nose a-quiver at the nostrils. There! Am
I not a very gipsy for a fortune? Read me, now.”
After a long silence I said, “I can not.”
“Truly?”
“Truly. I can not read you, Elsin.”
She opened her palm and held her fingers,
one by one, frowning in an effort to be just:
“First, I am a fool; second, I am a fool; third,
I am a fool; fourth ”
I caught her hand, and she looked at me with a charming
laugh.
“I am,” she insisted, her hand
resting in mine.
“Why?”
“Why, because I I
am in love with Walter Butler and and
I never liked a man as well as I like you!”
I was astounded. She sighed,
slowly shaking her head. “That is it, you
see. Love is very different from having a good
time. He is so proud, so sad, so buried in noble
melancholy, so darkly handsome, and all afire with
passion which advances him not a whit with
me nor commends him to my mercy only when
he stands before me, his dark golden eyes lost in
delicious melancholy; then, then, Carus, I know
that it must be love I feel; but it is not a very
cheerful sentiment.” She sighed again,
picking up her fan with one hand I held
the other.
“Now, with you and
I have scarce known you a dozen hours it
is so charming, so pleasant and cheerful and
I like you so much, Carus! oh, the sentiment
I entertain for you is far pleasanter than love.
Have you ever been in love?”
“I am, Elsin almost.”
“Almost? Mercy on us! What will the
lady say to ’almost’?”
“God knows,” I said, smiling.
“Good!” she said approvingly;
“leave her in God’s care, and practise
on me to perfect your courtship. I like it, really
I do. It is strange, too,” she mused, with
a tender smile of reminiscence, “for I have never
let Captain Butler so much as touch my hand. But
discretion, you see, is love; isn’t it?
So if I am so indiscreet with you, what harm is there?”
“Are you unhappy away from him?” I asked.
“No, only when with him.
He seems to wring my heart I don’t
know why, but, oh, I do so pity him!”
“Are you plighted?”
“Oh, dear me, yes but
secretly. Ah, I should not have told you that! but
there you are, Carus; and I do believe that I could
tell you everything I know if our acquaintance endures
but twelve more hours. And that,”
she added, considering me calmly, “is rather
strange, I think. Don’t you?”
Ere I could reply came Sir Peter,
talking loudly, protesting that it was a monstrous
shame for me to steal away their guest, that I was
a villain and all knew it, he himself best of all;
and without more ado he tucked her arm under his and
marched triumphantly away, leaving me there alone
in the deserted room.
But as Elsin gained the door she turned,
looking back, and, laying her hand upon her lips,
threw me a kiss behind Sir Peter’s shoulders.