Blessing she is; God made her so;
And deeds of week-day holiness
Fall from her noiseless as the snow;
Nor hath she ever chanced to know
That aught were easier than to bless.
Lowell.
And through the windows of her eyes
We often saw her saintly soul,
Serene, and sad, and sorrowful,
Go sorrowing for lost Paradise.
GeraldMassy.
A few days after that Fay met with a slight accident.
The snow had been falling very heavily
all night, and when Fay went to the window the next
morning, she looked out on a white world, and not
a vestige of the blue ice could be seen for the drifts
that lay heaped on the little lake.
She called Hugh to look out with her.
“What a pity,” she said, sorrowfully;
“for we had asked the Romney girls and the Spooners
to come up and skate this afternoon. Erle is
so fond of young ladies, and he admires Dora Spooner
immensely, and now I suppose there will be no skating.”
“Of course the men could sweep
the snow away fast enough,” returned Hugh, with
a hasty glance at the glorious prospect outside; there
were tiny bird tracks on the white surface, some brown
sparrows and a robin were hopping across the snow.
Not a breath stirred the laden branches, though they
drooped under their snowy festoons. “I dare
say the ice would be right enough for a little while,
but the air feels milder, and there is danger of a
thaw.”
“Never mind, we will see how
it is to-morrow, and Erle shall take me for a walk
instead. I suppose,” a little plaintively,
“you will be too busy to come too?”
“Oh, yes, far too busy,”
Hugh assured her, as he seated himself at the breakfast-table
and commenced opening his letters. Fay read hers a
few notes and then sat silent behind her
silver urn until Erle sauntered lazily into the room,
and then she brightened up and began to talk.
“I think I will send off a note
to the vicarage, and ask Dora and the others to come
all the same, and we will have a nice walk this morning that
is, if you do not mind, Hugh,” looking at the
handsome abstracted face bent over the paper; but
she had to repeat her question before it reached Hugh’s
ear.
“Oh, no! it does not matter
to me,” he answered, indifferently. “Ask
whom you like, Fay. The Spooners and Romneys,
did you say? Oh! by all means, if you want them;”
but it may be doubted whether he ever heard her thanks
as he buried himself in his paper again.
The dogs were delighted at the prospect
of a walk, when Fay consulted them; so a merry party
started down the avenue Fay in her furs
and little sealskin hat, which made her look more
a child than ever, and Erle in that wonderful coat
of his, lined with sable, and the two big dogs racing
on before them, and plowing with their noses in the
deep cold snow.
They had walked about two miles, and
were thoroughly enjoying themselves, when all at once
Fay slipped.
How it happened neither of them had
any idea. Fay was sure-footed, she skimmed over
the frozen snow as lightly as a bird. Erle never
had to offer her any assistance he would
as soon have thought of helping a robin. It must
have been orange-peel, as Fay suggested only
neither of them saw any but all the same,
just as Erle was walking calmly along, striking carelessly
at the branches with his dandy cane, and Fay chattering
and laughing in her usual fashion, all at once she
slipped, and her foot seemed to double up under her,
and she sunk down comfortably on the snow, only with
rather a pale face.
It was very awkward and embarrassing,
a most unfortunate circumstance, as they were two
miles from Redmond Hall, and there was Fay protesting
that she did not think she could stand, much less walk;
and when Erle knelt down to examine the dainty little
foot, and touched it lightly, Fay turned still paler,
and uttered a little cry, but the next moment she
laughed.
“I am afraid I have sprained
my ankle. It was very silly and awkward of me,
and I can not think how it happened. No, it is
not so very painful, unless I try to move. What
are we to do, Erle?”
“That is just what I don’t
know,” he returned, disconsolately, looking
down the lane, while the two dogs gazed wistfully into
his face, as though they were quite aware of the dilemma,
and felt very sorry for their little mistress.
“I suppose you could not ride on Pierre’s
back, you are hardly small enough for that; and with
all my good will I am afraid I should not succeed
in carrying you two miles these furs are
heavy, Fay and yet how am I to leave you
sitting in the snow while I go in search of help.
I suppose,” with another look, that only landed
him in plowed fields, “there is not a house near,
and yet this is one of the Sandycliffe lanes.”
“I don’t think we are
far from the Grange that curious old red-brick
house we passed the other day. This lane leads
to the Sandycliffe road, and I expect we are not a
quarter of a mile from the village.”
“All right,” responded
Erie, cheerfully; “I can carry you as far as
that easily.”
“Oh! but we must not go to the
Grange,” returned Fay, in rather a regretful
voice. She was suffering a good deal of pain with
her foot, her boot hurt her so, but she would not
make a fuss. “The Ferrers are the only
people who have not called on us, and Hugh would not
like me to go there.”
“Nonsense,” replied Erie,
impatiently; “what does that matter in a case
like this. I suppose you think that good Samaritan
ought to have left his card first before he helped
that poor traveler?”
Fay tried to laugh, but it was rather
an effort. “You do not understand,”
she said, gently; “Hugh used to know the Ferrers,
and he says they are very nice people; he is the blind
vicar of Sandycliffe, and his sister lives with him.
I do not know whether they are old or young; but Hugh
said that he had had a misunderstanding with them,
and that it would be very awkward to renew the acquaintance;
he does not wish me to visit them.”
“Perhaps not. I dare say
the Samaritan and the unfortunate traveler were not
on visiting terms afterward, but under the present
agreeable circumstances we must certainly avail ourselves
of the first shelter that offers itself. Hugh
would quite approve of my advice, and in his absence
must allow me to judge for you;” and there was
a slight peremptoriness in Erle’s voice, to
which Fay yielded, for she offered no resistance when
he lifted her from the ground with his old playful
smile.
Fay was very small and light, but
her furs were heavy; still, Erle was strong and wiry,
and he carried her easily enough he actually
had breath to joke too while the two dogs
bounded before him barking joyously, and actually
turning in at the Grange gates of their own accord at
least Pierre did, and Nero followed him.
Erle looked up curiously at the old
red-brick house, with its picturesque gables and mullioned
windows, and then, as he deposited Fay on the stone
seat inside the porch, and was just raising his hand
to the knocker, the door opened, and a very tall man
in clerical dress appeared suddenly on the threshold.
Erle’s hand fell to his side, and he and Fay
exchanged puzzled glances; it must be Mr. Ferrers,
they thought, and of course he did not know any one
was there. He stood with his face turned to the
wintery sunshine, and his grand massive-looking head
bowed a little. The next moment Pierre jumped
up and licked his hands, and tried to put his huge
paws on his shoulder, whining with delight. Mr.
Ferrers started slightly. “Why, Pierre,
my fine fellow, I ought to know that rough greeting
of yours by this time; it is a long time since you
have called at the Grange; whom have you brought with
you, Pierre?” stroking the dog’s noble
head.
Erle came forward at once. “My
cousin, Lady Redmond, has met with rather an awkward
accident in one of the lanes she has sprained
her ankle, and is in great pain; may I lift her on
that comfortable oak-settle by the hall fire while
I go in search of help. I am Sir Hugh’s
cousin, Erle Huntingdon.”
“Lady Redmond,” ejaculated
Mr. Ferrers; and Fay wondered at the sudden shadow
that passed over her host’s fine face. “Oh,
yes, bring her in, Mr. Huntingdon, but we must find
a softer couch than the oak-settle. Margaret where
are you, Margaret?” and the next moment a clear,
pleasant voice answered, “I am here, Raby;”
and a tall, graceful-looking woman, with dead-brown
hair and calm beautiful face, crossed the long hall.
Fay seemed to see her coming through a sort of haze,
and she put out her hands involuntarily; Margaret’s
voice changed as she took them. “Ah, poor
child, she is faint. Will you bring her into
my morning-room, Mr. Huntingdon, there is an easy couch
there, and a nice fire;” and Margaret led the
way to a pleasant room with an old-fashioned bay window
overlooking the sunny lawn and yew-tree walk; and
then took off the little sealskin hat with hands that
trembled slightly, and laid the pretty head with its
softly ruffled hair on the cushions, and then put
some wine to Fay’s lips. Fay roused herself
and drank some obediently, and a little color came
back to her face. “It is my foot, the boot
hurts it so,” she said, faintly.
“Yes, because it is so swelled,”
returned Miss Ferrers, in a sympathizing voice.
“Mr. Huntingdon, if you will ring the bell I
will ask my maid for some hot water. I think
that will relieve Lady Redmond; and if you will kindly
join my brother, you will find him outside. Ruth
and I will soon make your cousin more comfortable;”
and Erle at once took the hint.
The dainty little boot was sadly mangled
before they could get it off, and Miss Ferrers uttered
a pitying exclamation at the sight of the inflamed
and swelled ankle. The hot fomentation was deliciously
soothing, and Miss Ferrers’s manipulations so
soft and skillful that Fay was not sorry that her
little protest was made without success.
“Don’t you think your
maid could do this? I do not like to trouble you
so much,” she said once, in a deprecating voice.
“It is no trouble,” returned
Margaret, fixing her beautiful eyes for a moment on
Fay’s pale face; “I like to do it for you,
Lady Redmond.” Yes, she liked to do it;
it gave her a strange pleasure to minister to her
innocent rival, Hugh’s wife. As Fay’s
little white foot rested in her hand, all at once
a scene arouse before her mind an upper
chamber, where a mild majestic Figure rose from among
His wondering disciples and “girded Himself
with a towel.”
Ineffable condescension, divine humility,
uniting for all ages the law of service and kindly
ministration; bidding men to do likewise, and to wash
the feet of sinners.
Margaret had stolen many a look at
the pale little face resting on the cushions.
What a baby face it was, she thought, and yet wonderfully
pretty too; and then, as she bent over her work again,
a quick throbbing pain that was almost agony, and
that made her look as pale as Fay, seemed to stifle
her. Hugh, her Hugh; ah, heavens! what was she
thinking? another woman’s husband could be nothing
to her!
“Men are all alike,” she
thought, sadly; “even the best of them forget.
Well, he is content with her now with this
little piece of innocent baby-faced loveliness.
Yes,” interrupting herself, sternly, “and
I ought to thank God on my knees that he is content my
own Hugh, whom I love better than myself;” and
she looked so gently and kindly at Fay that the little
thing was quite pleased and grateful.
“Oh, how good you are to me,”
exclaimed Fay, gratefully; “and now beautifully
you have bandaged my foot. It feels so much more
comfortable. What a sweet old room this is, Miss
Ferrers. I do like that cushioned window-seat
running round the bay; and oh, what lovely work,”
raising herself to look at an ecclesiastical carpet
that was laid on the ground, perfectly strewn with
the most beautiful colors, like a delicate piece of
mosaic work. Mr. Ferrers, who had entered the
room that moment, smiled at the sound of the enthusiastic
young voice.
“What colors,” cried Fay,
delightedly; “what purples, and crimsons, and
violets. They look like clusters of jewels, or
stars on a deep-blue ground.”
Mr. Ferrers stooped down and touched
the carpet with his large white hand.
“It is for our little church,
and by all accounts it must be gorgeous. The
description makes me fancy it like the robe of office
that Aaron wore. It has a border of pomegranates,
I know. Ah, color is one of my sister’s
hobbies. She agrees with Ruskin in connecting
brilliant coloring with purity of mind and nobility
of thought. I believe if she had her way she
would wear those same crimsons and emeralds herself.”
Margaret smiled indulgently.
“You must not believe my brother, Lady Redmond.
I am very simple in my tastes, but I love to see them
on others;” and she looked at Fay’s ruby
dress. She had removed the heavy furred mantle,
and she thought Lady Redmond looked move like a lovely
child than ever in her little closely fitting gown.
“Where is my cousin, Mr. Ferrers?”
she asked, with some surprise, as he placed himself
in a carved arm-chair that stood near the couch.
“Mr. Huntingdon has started
off for Redmond Hall. He was afraid your husband
might have returned and would be feeling anxious.
He will come back in the carriage to fetch you; but
as it is rather a long way by the road, and the snow
is very deep, you must not look for him for another
two hours. Margaret, luncheon is ready; I am going
to tell Ruth to bring some up for Lady Redmond.”
Fay was not sorry to have a little
longer rest. She was very comfortable lying in
this pleasant sunny room, and she had fallen in love
with Miss Ferrers.
When they had left her to partake
of the dainty little luncheon brought to her, she
thought a great deal about the beautiful face that
looked so pale and sad, and yet so kind. Had she
known trouble, she wondered; she was quite young,
and yet there was no look of youth about her.
One would never speak of her as a girl, for example she
was much too grave and staid for that; but what a sweet
voice she had, very low and harmonious, and yet so
clear.
Fay had forgotten her husband for
the moment. Erle would explain everything to
him, and of course he could not be vexed. What
a tiresome thing that this misunderstanding had arisen.
She must coax Hugh to put it right. She liked
Miss Ferrers better than any of her neighbors.
It made her feel good only to look at her.
She wondered if she could venture
to hint about the estrangement, or to say how sorry
she was that anything should keep them apart.
She had not quite made up her mind about it when the
brother and sister returned, and Mr. Ferrers asked
her playfully if she meant to take a nap, or whether
they should stay and talk to her.
“Oh, I would rather talk, please,”
with a wistful look at Margaret, who had taken up
her work, and placed herself near the window.
She wished she would not go so far away; but perhaps
she wanted more light. But Mr. Ferrers had taken
possession of the arm-chair again and seemed quite
at her service, so Fay began chatting to him in her
usual fashion.
“I have always admired this
old house so,” she said, brightly; “but
I was afraid I should never see the inside, because ”
but here she hesitated and hurried on. “Redmond
Hall is grander and larger of course, but this seems
more homelike. I liked the hall so when the door
opened, and Erle carried me in. It seemed like
church, with that great painted window so still and
solemn, and full of scented darkness.”
Margaret listened silently, but her
brother answered rather sadly,
“It is always full of scented
darkness to me, Lady Redmond, and a darkness that
may be felt; but of course I know what you mean, for
the whole house is full of the perfume of Margaret’s
flowers. Sometimes our friends declare that they
can smell them half-way down the road, but that is
nonsense. Still flowers are my sister’s
hobby; she can not live without having them about
her.”
“A very harmless hobby, Raby!”
“Oh, it is a pretty fancy enough,”
he answered, smiling. “If you could walk,
Lady Redmond, Margaret would show you our winter garden;
the gallery upstairs is a perfect conservatory, and
we walk up and down there on wet days, and call it
our in-door garden.”
“What a nice idea, and you live
together in this dear old house; how delightful!”
Raby’s smile grew perceptibly sadder.
“We were not always alone. What is it Longfellow
says?
“’There is no fireside, howsoe’er
defended,
But has one vacant chair.’
But, as you say, we live together,
the old bachelor and old maiden brother and sister.”
“Miss Ferrers is not an old
maid,” returned Fay, indignantly, on whom Margaret’s
stately presence had made a deep impression. “You
ought not to speak so of your sister.”
“Do you like the name of unappropriated
blessing better, as I heard an unmarried lady called
once?” he asked, in an amused voice; “but,
no, that would not be true in Margaret’s case,
for her brother has appropriated her.”
A gentle smile passed over Margaret’s
face. “I shall be here as long as you want
me, Raby,” and then, as though she would turn
the subject, she asked Fay if she read much, and which
were her favorite books. But she soon saw her
mistake.
“I am afraid I am very stupid,”
returned Fay, blushing a little, “but I do not
care to read very much. Aunt Griselda she
was the aunt with whom I lived until I was married did
not like me to read novels, and heavy books send me
to sleep.”
“I dare say you are too busy
to read,” interposed Raby rather hastily; “with
such a household as yours to manage, you must be sufficiently
employed.”
“Oh, but I have not so much
to do after all,” replied Fay, frankly.
“When I married I was terribly afraid that I
should never know how to manage properly; the thoughts
of accounts especially frightened me, because I knew
my sums would not ever come right if I added them up
a dozen times.”
“Ladies generally hate accounts.”
“Oh, but I have none to make
up,” returned Fay, with a merry Laugh; “Hugh,
I mean my husband, attends to them. If I have
bills I just give them to him. And Mrs. Heron
manages everything else; if there are any orders she
goes to Sir Hugh. He says I am so young to be
troubled about things, and that I don’t understand
how to regulate a large household. We lived in
such a tiny cottage, you see, and Aunt Griselda never
taught me anything about housekeeping.”
“Yes, I see,” observed
Raby rather absently; he was wondering what Margaret
would say to all this.
“I never thought things would
be quite so easy,” went on Fay, gayly.
“Now if Hugh, I mean my husband, says two or
three gentlemen are coming to dinner, I just tell
Mrs. Heron so, and she tells Ellerton, and then everything
is all right. Even when things go wrong, as they
will sometimes, Sir Hugh does all the scolding; he
says I am each a little thing that they might only
laugh at me; but I tell him I shall never be taller
if I live to be an old woman.”
Mr. Ferrers kept his thoughts to himself,
but he said kindly, “I dare say you find plenty
of little duties for yourself, Lady Redmond.”
“Oh, yes, I am always busy,”
returned Fay, seriously; “Mrs. Heron says that
she is sure that I shall grow thin with so much running
about, but unless I am driving or riding, or Erle
is talking to me, I do believe I am never still for
many minutes at a time. Oh, I do work sometimes,
only one can not work alone, and I go to the poultry-yards
and the stables. Bonnie Bess always has a feed
of corn from my hand once a day, and there are all
the animals to visit, and the greenhouses and the
hot-houses, for I do like a chat with old Morison;
and there is Catharine’s dear little baby at
the lodge, and the children at the Parkers’
cottage; and I like to help Janet feed and clean my
birds, because the dear little things know me.
Oh, yes, the day is not half long enough for all I
have to do,” finished Fay, contentedly.