Alive or dead there is no other
way.
Native Proverb.
There is, as the conjurers say, no
deception about this tale. Jukes by accident
stumbled upon a village that is well known to exist,
though he is the only Englishman who has been there.
A somewhat similar institution used to flourish on
the outskirts of Calcutta, and there is a story that
if you go into the heart of Bikanir, which is in the
heart of the Great Indian Desert, you shall come across
not a village but a town where the Dead who did not
die but may not live have established their headquarters.
And, since it is perfectly true that in the same Desert
is a wonderful city where all the rich money lenders
retreat after they have made their fortunes (fortunes
so vast that the owners cannot trust even the strong
hand of the Government to protect them, but take refuge
in the waterless sands), and drive sumptuous C-spring
barouches, and buy beautiful girls and decorate their
palaces with gold and ivory and Minton tiles and mother-n’-pearl,
I do not see why Jukes’s tale should not be
true. He is a Civil Engineer, with a head for
plans and distances and things of that kind, and he
certainly would not take the trouble to invent imaginary
traps. He could earn more by doing his legitimate
work. He never varies the tale in the telling,
and grows very hot and indignant when he thinks of
the disrespectful treatment he received. He wrote
this quite straightforwardly at first, but he has
since touched it up in places and introduced Moral
Reflections, thus:
In the beginning it all arose from
a slight attack of fever. My work necessitated
my being in camp for some months between Pakpattan
and Muharakpur a desolate sandy stretch
of country as every one who has had the misfortune
to go there may know. My coolies were neither
more nor less exasperating than other gangs, and my
work demanded sufficient attention to keep me from
moping, had I been inclined to so unmanly a weakness.
On the 23d December, 1884, I felt
a little feverish. There was a full moon at the
time, and, in consequence, every dog near my tent was
baying it. The brutes assembled in twos and threes
and drove me frantic. A few days previously I
had shot one loud-mouthed singer and suspended his
carcass in terrorem about fifty yards from my
tent-door. But his friends fell upon, fought
for, and ultimately devoured the body; and, as it
seemed to me, sang their hymns of thanksgiving afterward
with renewed energy.
The light-heartedness which accompanies
fever acts differently on different men. My irritation
gave way, after a short time, to a fixed determination
to slaughter one huge black and white beast who had
been foremost in song and first in flight throughout
the evening. Thanks to a shaking hand and a giddy
head I had already missed him twice with both barrels
of my shot-gun, when it struck me that my best plan
would be to ride him down in the open and finish him
off with a hog-spear. This, of course, was merely
the semi-delirious notion of a fever patient; but I
remember that it struck me at the time as being eminently
practical and feasible.
I therefore ordered my groom to saddle
Pornic and bring him round quietly to the rear of
my tent. When the pony was ready, I stood at his
head prepared to mount and dash out as soon as the
dog should again lift up his voice. Pornic, by
the way, had not been out of his pickets for a couple
of days; the night air was crisp and chilly; and I
was armed with a specially long and sharp pair of
persuaders with which I had been rousing a sluggish
cob that afternoon. You will easily believe, then,
that when he was let go he went quickly. In one
moment, for the brute bolted as straight as a die,
the tent was left far behind, and we were flying over
the smooth sandy soil at racing speed.
In another we had passed the wretched
dog, and I had almost forgotten why it was that I
had taken the horse and hogspear.
The delirium of fever and the excitement
of rapid motion through the air must have taken away
the remnant of my senses. I have a faint recollection
of standing upright in my stirrups, and of brandishing
my hog-spear at the great white Moon that looked down
so calmly on my mad gallop; and of shout-log challenges
to the camel-thorn bushes as they whizzed past.
Once or twice I believe, I swayed forward on Pornic’s
neck, and literally hung on by my spurs as
the marks next morning showed.
The wretched beast went forward like
a thing possessed, over what seemed to be a limitless
expanse of moonlit sand. Next, I remember, the
ground rose suddenly in front of us, and as we topped
the ascent I saw the waters of the Sutlej shining
like a silver bar below. Then Pornic blundered
heavily on his nose, and we rolled together down some
unseen slope.
I must have lost consciousness, for
when I recovered I was lying on my stomach in a heap
of soft white sand, and the dawn was beginning to
break dimly over the edge of the slope down which I
had fallen. As the light grew stronger I saw
that I was at the bottom of a horseshoe-shaped crater
of sand, opening on one side directly on to the shoals
of the Sutlej. My fever had altogether left me,
and, with the exception of a slight dizziness in the
head, I felt no had effects from the fall over night.
Pornic, who was standing a few yards
away, was naturally a good deal exhausted, but had
not hurt himself in the least. His saddle, a favorite
polo one was much knocked about, and had been twisted
under his belly. It took me some time to put
him to rights, and in the meantime I had ample opportunities
of observing the spot into which I had so foolishly
dropped.
At the risk of being considered tedious,
I must describe it at length: inasmuch as an
accurate mental picture of its peculiarities will be
of material assistance in enabling the reader to understand
what follows.
Imagine then, as I have said before,
a horseshoe-shaped crater of sand with steeply graded
sand walls about thirty-five feet high. (The slope,
I fancy, must have been about 65 degrees.) This crater
enclosed a level piece of ground about fifty yards
long by thirty at its broadest part, with a crude
well in the centre. Round the bottom of the crater,
about three feet from the level of the ground proper,
ran a series of eighty-three semi-circular ovoid,
square, and multilateral holes, all about three feet
at the mouth. Each hole on inspection showed that
it was carefully shored internally with drift-wood
and bamboos, and over the mouth a wooden drip-board
projected, like the peak of a jockey’s cap,
for two feet. No sign of life was visible in these
tunnels, but a most sickening stench pervaded the
entire amphitheatre a stench fouler than
any which my wanderings in Indian villages have introduced
me to.
Having remounted Pornic, who was as
anxious as I to get back to camp, I rode round the
base of the horseshoe to find some place whence an
exit would be practicable. The inhabitants, whoever
they might be, had not thought fit to put in an appearance,
so I was left to my own devices. My first attempt
to “rush” Pornic up the steep sand-banks
showed me that I had fallen into a trap exactly on
the same model as that which the ant-lion sets for
its prey. At each step the shifting sand poured
down from above in tons, and rattled on the drip-boards
of the holes like small shot. A couple of ineffectual
charges sent us both rolling down to the bottom, half
choked with the torrents of sand; and I was constrained
to turn my attention to the river-bank.
Here everything seemed easy enough.
The sand hills ran down to the river edge, it is true,
but there were plenty of shoals and shallows across
which I could gallop Pornic, and find my way back to
terra firma by turning sharply to the right
or left. As I led Pornic over the sands I was
startled by the faint pop of a rifle across the river;
and at the same moment a bullet dropped with a sharp
“whit” close to Pornic’s
head.
There was no mistaking the nature
of the missile a regulation Martini-Henry
“picket.” About five hundred yards
away a country-boat was anchored in midstream; and
a jet of smoke drifting away from its bows in the
still morning air showed me whence the delicate attention
had come. Was ever a respectable gentleman in
such an impasse? The treacherous sand
slope allowed no escape from a spot which I had visited
most involuntarily, and a promenade on the river frontage
was the signal for a bombardment from some insane
native in a boat. I’m afraid that I lost
my temper very much indeed.
Another bullet reminded me that I
had better save my breath to cool my porridge; and
I retreated hastily up the sands and back to the horseshoe,
where I saw that the noise of the rifle had drawn sixty-five
human beings from the badger-holes which I had up till
that point supposed to be untenanted. I found
myself in the midst of a crowd of spectators about
forty men, twenty women, and one child who could not
have been more than five years old. They were
all scantily clothed in that salmon-colored cloth
which one associates with Hindu mendicants, and, at
first sight, gave me the impression of a band of loathsome
fakirs. The filth and repulsiveness of
the assembly were beyond all description, and I shuddered
to think what their life in the badger-holes must
be.
Even in these days, when local self-government
has destroyed the greater part of a native’s
respect for a Sahib, I have been accustomed to a certain
amount of civility from my inferiors, and on approaching
the crowd naturally expected that there would be some
recognition of my presence. As a matter of fact
there was; but it was by no means what I had looked
for.
The ragged crew actually laughed at
me such laughter I hope I may never hear
again. They cackled, yelled, whistled, and howled
as I walked into their midst; some of them literally
throwing themselves down on the ground in convulsions
of unholy mirth. In a moment I had let go Pornic’s
head, and, irritated beyond expression at the morning’s
adventure, commenced cuffing those nearest to me with
all the force I could. The wretches dropped under
my blows like nine-pins, and the laughter gave place
to wails for mercy; while those yet untouched clasped
me round the knees, imploring me in all sorts of uncouth
tongues to spare them.
In the tumult, and just when I was
feeling very much ashamed of myself for having thus
easily given way to my temper, a thin, high voice
murmured in English from behind my shoulder: “Sahib!
Sahib! Do you not know me? Sahib, it is
Gunga Dass, the telegraph-master.”
I spun round quickly and faced the speaker.
Gunga Dass, (I have, of course, no
hesitation in mentioning the man’s real name)
I had known four years before as a Deccanee Brahmin
loaned by the Punjab Government to one of the Khalsia
States. He was in charge of a branch telegraph-office
there, and when I had last met him was a jovial, full-stomached,
portly Government servant with a marvelous capacity
for making bad puns in English a peculiarity
which made me remember him long after I had forgotten
his services to me in his official capacity.
It is seldom that a Hindu makes English puns.
Now, however, the man was changed
beyond all recognition. Caste-mark, stomach,
slate-colored continuations, and unctuous speech were
all gone. I looked at a withered skeleton, turban-less
and almost naked, with long matted hair and deep-set
codfish-eyes. But for a crescent-shaped scar on
the left cheek the result of an accident
for which I was responsible I should never have known
him. But it was indubitably Gunga Dass, and for
this I was thankfull an English-speaking
native who might at least tell me the meaning of all
that I had gone through that day.
The crowd retreated to some distance
as I turned toward the miserable figure, and ordered
him to show me some method of escaping from the crater.
He held a freshly plucked crow in his hand, and in
reply to my question climbed slowly on a platform
of sand which ran in front of the holes, and commenced
lighting a fire there in silence. Dried bents,
sand-poppies, and driftwood burn quickly; and I derived
much consolation from the fact that he lit them with
an ordinary sulphur-match. When they were in
a bright glow, and the crow was nearly spitted in front
thereof, Gunga Dass began without a word of preamble:
“There are only two kinds of
men, Sar. The alive and the dead. When you
are dead you are dead, but when you are alive you live.”
(Here the crow demanded his attention for an instant
as it twirled before the fire in danger of being burned
to a cinder.) “If you die at home and do not
die when you come to the ghat to be burned you come
here.”
The nature of the reeking village
was made plain now, and all that I had known or read
of the grotesque and the horrible paled before the
fact just communicated by the ex-Brahmin. Sixteen
years ago, when I first landed in Bombay, I had been
told by a wandering Armenian of the existence, somewhere
in India, of a place to which such Hindus as had the
misfortune to recover from trance or catalepsy were
conveyed and kept, and I recollect laughing heartily
at what I was then pleased to consider a traveler’s
tale.
Sitting at the bottom of the sand-trap,
the memory of Watson’s Hotel, with its swinging
punkahs, white-robed attendants, and the sallow-faced
Armenian, rose up in my mind as vividly as a photograph,
and I burst into a loud fit of laughter. The
contrast was too absurd!
Gunga Dass, as he bent over the unclean
bird, watched me curiously. Hindus seldom laugh,
and his surroundings were not such as to move Gunga
Dass to any undue excess of hilarity. He removed
the crow solemnly from the wooden spit and as solemnly
devoured it. Then he continued his story, which
I give in his own words:
“In epidemics of the cholera
you are carried to be burned almost before you are
dead. When you come to the riverside the cold
air, perhaps, makes you alive, and then, if you are
only little alive, mud is put on your nose and mouth
and you die conclusively. If you are rather more
alive, more mud is put; but if you are too lively they
let you go and take you away. I was too lively,
and made protestation with anger against the indignities
that they endeavored to press upon me. In those
days I was Brahmin and proud man. Now I am dead
man and eat” here he eyed the well-gnawed
breast bone with the first sign of emotion that I
had seen in him since we met “crows,
and other things. They took me from my sheets
when they saw that I was too lively and gave me medicines
for one week, and I survived successfully. Then
they sent me by rail from my place to Okara Station,
with a man to take care of me; and at Okara Station
we met two other men, and they conducted we three
on camels, in the night, from Okara Station to this
place, and they propelled me from the top to the bottom,
and the other two succeeded, and I have been here
ever since two and a half years. Once I was Brahmin
and proud man, and now I eat crows.”
“There is no way of getting out?”
“None of what kind at all.
When I first came I made experiments frequently and
all the others also, but we have always succumbed to
the sand which is precipitated upon our heads.”
“But surely,” I broke
in at this point, “the river-front is open, and
it is worth while dodging the bullets; while at night” I
had already matured a rough plan of escape which a
natural instinct of selfishness forbade me sharing
with Gunga Dass. He, however, divined my unspoken
thought almost as soon as it was formed; and, to my
intense astonishment, gave vent to a long low chuckle
of derision the laughter, be it understood,
of a superior or at least of an equal.
“You will not” he
had dropped the Sir completely after his opening sentence “make
any escape that way. But you can try. I have
tried. Once only.”
The sensation of nameless terror and
abject fear which I had in vain attempted to strive
against overmastered me completely. My long fast it
was now close upon ten o’clock, and I had eaten
nothing since tiffin on the previous day combined
with the violent and unnatural agitation of the ride
had exhausted me, and I verily believe that, for a
few minutes, I acted as one mad. I hurled myself
against the pitiless sand-slope I ran round the base
of the crater, blaspheming and praying by turns.
I crawled out among the sedges of the river-front,
only to be driven back each time in an agony of nervous
dread by the rifle-bullets which cut up the sand round
me for I dared not face the death of a mad
dog among that hideous crowd and finally
fell, spent and raving, at the curb of the well.
No one had taken the slightest notion of an exhibition
which makes me blush hotly even when I think of it
now.
Two or three men trod on my panting
body as they drew water, but they were evidently used
to this sort of thing, and had no time to waste upon
me. The situation was humiliating. Gunga
Dass, indeed, when he had banked the embers of his
fire with sand, was at some pains to throw half a
cupful of fetid water over my head, an attention for
which I could have fallen on my knees and thanked
him, but he was laughing all the while in the same
mirthless, wheezy key that greeted me on my first
attempt to force the shoals. And so, in a semi-comatose
condition, I lay till noon. Then, being only
a man after all, I felt hungry, and intimated as much
to Gunga Dass, whom I had begun to regard as my natural
protector. Following the impulse of the outer
world when dealing with natives, I put my hand into
my pocket and drew out four annas. The absurdity
of the gift struck me at once, and I was about to replace
the money.
Gunga Dass, however, was of a different
opinion. “Give me the money,” said
he; “all you have, or I will get help, and we
will kill you!” All this as if it were the most
natural thing in the world!
A Briton’s first impulse, I
believe, is to guard the contents of his pockets;
but a moment’s reflection convinced me of the
futility of differing with the one man who had it
in his power to make me comfortable; and with whose
help it was possible that I might eventually escape
from the crater. I gave him all the money in my
possession, R-8-5 nine rupees eight
annas and five pie for I always keep small
change as bakshish when I am in camp. Gunga Dass
clutched the coins, and hid them at once in his ragged
loin cloth, his expression changing to something diabolical
as he looked round to assure himself that no one had
observed us.
“Now I will give you something to eat,”
said he.
What pleasure the possession of my
money could have afforded him I am unable to say;
but inasmuch as it did give him evident delight I was
not sorry that I had parted with it so readily, for
I had no doubt that he would have had me killed if
I had refused. One does not protest against the
vagaries of a den of wild beasts; and my companions
were lower than any beasts. While I devoured
what Gunga Dass had provided, a coarse chapatti
and a cupful of the foul well-water, the people showed
not the faintest sign of curiosity that
curiosity which is so rampant, as a rule, in an Indian
village.
I could even fancy that they despised
me. At all events they treated me with the most
chilling indifference, and Gunga Dass was nearly as
bad. I plied him with questions about the terrible
village, and received extremely unsatisfactory answers.
So far as I could gather, it had been in existence
from time immemorial whence I concluded
that it was at least a century old and
during that time no one had ever been known to escape
from it. [I had to control myself here with both hands,
lest the blind terror should lay hold of me a second
time and drive me raving round the crater.] Gunga
Dass took a malicious pleasure in emphasizing this
point and in watching me wince. Nothing that I
could do would induce him to tell me who the mysterious
“They” were.
“It is so ordered,” he
would reply, “and I do not yet know any one who
has disobeyed the orders.”
“Only wait till my servants
find that I am missing,” I retorted, “and
I promise you that this place shall be cleared off
the face of the earth, and I’ll give you a lesson
in civility, too, my friend.”
“Your servants would be torn
in pieces before they came near this place; and, besides,
you are dead, my dear friend. It is not your fault,
of course, but none the less you are dead and buried.”
At irregular intervals supplies of
food, I was told, were dropped down from the land
side into the amphitheatre, and the inhabitants fought
for them like wild beasts. When a man felt his
death coming on he retreated to his lair and died
there. The body was sometimes dragged out of the
hole and thrown on to the sand, or allowed to rot where
it lay.
The phrase “thrown on to the
sand” caught my attention, and I asked Gunga
Dass whether this sort of thing was not likely to breed
a pestilence.
“That,” said he with another
of his wheezy chuckles, “you may see for yourself
subsequently. You will have much time to make
observations.”
Whereat, to his great delight, I winced
once more and hastily continued the conversation:
“And how do you live here from day to day?
What do you do?” The question elicited exactly
the same answer as before coupled with
the information that “this place is like your
European heaven; there is neither marrying nor giving
in marriage.”
Gunga Dass had been educated at a
Mission School, and, as he himself admitted, had he
only changed his religion “like a wise man,”
might have avoided the living grave which was now
his portion. But as long as I was with him I
fancy he was happy.
Here was a Sahib, a representative
of the dominant race, helpless as a child and completely
at the mercy of his native neighbors. In a deliberate
lazy way he set himself to torture me as a schoolboy
would devote a rapturous half-hour to watching the
agonies of an impaled beetle, or as a ferret in a
blind burrow might glue himself comfortably to the
neck of a rabbit. The burden of his conversation
was that there was no escape “of no kind whatever,”
and that I should stay here till I died and was “thrown
on to the sand.” If it were possible to
forejudge the conversation of the Damned on the advent
of a new soul in their abode, I should say that they
would speak as Gunga Dass did to me throughout that
long afternoon. I was powerless to protest or
answer; all my energies being devoted to a struggle
against the inexplicable terror that threatened to
overwhelm me again and again. I can compare the
feeling to nothing except the struggles of a man against
the overpowering nausea of the Channel passage only
my agony was of the spirit and infinitely more terrible.
As the day wore on, the inhabitants
began to appear in full strength to catch the rays
of the afternoon sun, which were now sloping in at
the mouth of the crater. They assembled in little
knots, and talked among themselves without even throwing
a glance in my direction. About four o’clock,
as far as I could judge Gunga Dass rose and dived into
his lair for a moment, emerging with a live crow in
his hands. The wretched bird was in a most draggled
and deplorable condition, but seemed to be in no way
afraid of its master. Advancing cautiously to
the river front, Gunga Dass stepped from tussock to
tussock until he had reached a smooth patch of sand
directly in the line of the boat’s fire.
The occupants of the boat took no notice. Here
he stopped, and, with a couple of dexterous turns
of the wrist, pegged the bird on its back with outstretched
wings. As was only natural, the crow began to
shriek at once and beat the air with its claws.
In a few seconds the clamor had attracted the attention
of a bevy of wild crows on a shoal a few hundred yards
away, where they were discussing something that looked
like a corpse. Half a dozen crows flew over at
once to see what was going on, and also, as it proved,
to attack the pinioned bird. Gunga Dass, who
had lain down on a tussock, motioned to me to be quiet,
though I fancy this was a needless precaution.
In a moment, and before I could see how it happened,
a wild crow, who had grappled with the shrieking and
helpless bird, was entangled in the latter’s
claws, swiftly disengaged by Gunga Dass, and pegged
down beside its companion in adversity. Curiosity,
it seemed, overpowered the rest of the flock, and
almost before Gunga Dass and I had time to withdraw
to the tussock, two more captives were struggling
in the upturned claws of the decoys. So the chase if
I can give it so dignified a name continued
until Gunga Dass had captured seven crows. Five
of them he throttled at once, reserving two for further
operations another day. I was a good deal impressed
by this, to me, novel method of securing food, and
complimented Gunga Dass on his skill.
“It is nothing to do,”
said he. “Tomorrow you must do it for me.
You are stronger than I am.”
This calm assumption of superiority
upset me not a little, and I answered peremptorily:
“Indeed, you old ruffian! What do you think
I have given you money for?”
“Very well,” was the unmoved
reply. “Perhaps not to-morrow, nor the day
after, nor subsequently; but in the end, and for many
years, you will catch crows and eat crows, and you
will thank your European God that you have crows to
catch and eat.”
I could have cheerfully strangled
him for this; but judged it best under the circumstances
to smother my resentment. An hour later I was
eating one of the crows; and, as Gunga Dass had said,
thanking my God that I had a crow to eat. Never
as long as I live shall I forget that evening meal.
The whole population were squatting on the hard sand
platform opposite their dens, huddled over tiny fires
of refuse and dried rushes. Death, having once
laid his hand upon these men and forborne to strike,
seemed to stand aloof from them now; for most of our
company were old men, bent and worn and twisted with
years, and women aged to all appearance as the Fates
themselves. They sat together in knots and talked God
only knows what they found to discuss in
low equable tones, curiously in contrast to the strident
babble with which natives are accustomed to make day
hideous. Now and then an access of that sudden
fury which had possessed me in the morning would lay
hold on a man or woman; and with yells and imprecations
the sufferer would attack the steep slope until, baffled
and bleeding, he fell back on the platform incapable
of moving a limb. The others would never even
raise their eyes when this happened, as men too well
aware of the futility of their fellows’ attempts
and wearied with their useless repetition. I saw
four such outbursts in the course of the evening.
Gunga Dass took an eminently business-like
view of my situation, and while we were dining I
can afford to laugh at the recollection now, but it
was painful enough at the time propounded
the terms on which he would consent to “do”
for me. My nine rupees eight annas, he argued,
at the rate of three annas a day, would provide me
with food for fifty-one days, or about seven weeks;
that is to say, he would be willing to cater for me
for that length of time. At the end of it I was
to look after myself. For a further consideration videlicet
my boots he would be willing to allow me
to occupy the den next to his own, and would supply
me with as much dried grass for bedding as he could
spare.
“Very well, Gunga Dass,”
I replied; “to the first terms I cheerfully
agree, but, as there is nothing on earth to prevent
my killing you as you sit here and taking everything
that you have” (I thought of the two invaluable
crows at the time), “I flatly refuse to give
you my boots and shall take whichever den I please.”
The stroke was a bold one, and I was
glad when I saw that it had succeeded. Gunga
Dass changed his tone immediately, and disavowed all
intention of asking for my boots. At the time
it did not strike me as at all strange that I, a Civil
Engineer, a man of thirteen years’ standing
in the Service, and, I trust, an average Englishman,
should thus calmly threaten murder and violence against
the man who had, for a consideration it is true, taken
me under his wing. I had left the world, it seemed,
for centuries. I was as certain then as I am now
of my own existence, that in the accursed settlement
there was no law save that of the strongest; that
the living dead men had thrown behind them every canon
of the world which had cast them out; and that I had
to depend for my own life on my strength and vigilance
alone. The crew of the ill-fated Mignonette
are the only men who would understand my frame of
mind. “At present,” I argued to myself,
“I am strong and a match for six of these wretches.
It is imperatively necessary that I should, for my
own sake, keep both health and strength until the hour
of my release comes if it ever does.”
Fortified with these resolutions,
I ate and drank as much as I could, and made Gunga
Dass understand that I intended to be his master, and
that the least sign of insubordination on his part
would be visited with the only punishment I had it
in my power to inflict sudden and violent
death. Shortly after this I went to bed.
That is to say, Gunga Dass gave me a double armful
of dried bents which I thrust down the mouth of the
lair to the right of his, and followed myself, feet
foremost; the hole running about nine feet into the
sand with a slight downward inclination, and being
neatly shored with timbers. From my den, which
faced the river-front, I was able to watch the waters
of the Sutlej flowing past under the light of a young
moon and compose myself to sleep as best I might.
The horrors of that night I shall
never forget. My den was nearly as narrow as
a coffin, and the sides had been worn smooth and greasy
by the contact of innumerable naked bodies, added
to which it smelled abominably. Sleep was altogether
out of question to one in my excited frame of mind.
As the night wore on, it seemed that the entire amphitheatre
was filled with legions of unclean devils that, trooping
up from the shoals below, mocked the unfortunates
in their lairs.
Personally I am not of an imaginative
temperament, very few Engineers are, but
on that occasion I was as completely prostrated with
nervous terror as any woman. After half an hour
or so, however, I was able once more to calmly review
my chances of escape. Any exit by the steep sand
walls was, of course, impracticable. I had been
thoroughly convinced of this some time before.
It was possible, just possible, that I might, in the
uncertain moonlight, safely run the gauntlet of the
rifle shots. The place was so full of terror
for me that I was prepared to undergo any risk in
leaving it. Imagine my delight, then, when after
creeping stealthily to the river-front I found that
the infernal boat was not there. My freedom lay
before me in the next few steps!
By walking out to the first shallow
pool that lay at the foot of the projecting left horn
of the horseshoe, I could wade across, turn the flank
of the crater, and make my way inland. Without
a moment’s hesitation I marched briskly past
the tussocks where Gunga Dass had snared the crows,
and out in the direction of the smooth white sand
beyond. My first step from the tufts of dried
grass showed me how utterly futile was any hope of
escape; for, as I put my foot down, I felt an indescribable
drawing, sucking motion of the sand below. Another
moment and my leg was swallowed up nearly to the knee.
In the moonlight the whole surface of the sand seemed
to be shaken with devilish delight at my disappointment.
I struggled clear, sweating with terror and exertion,
back to the tussocks behind me and fell on my face.
My only means of escape from the semicircle
was protected with a quicksand!
How long I lay I have not the faintest
idea; but I was roused at last by the malevolent chuckle
of Gunga Dass at my ear “I would advise you,
Protector of the Poor” (the ruffian was speaking
English) “to return to your house. It is
unhealthy to lie down here. Moreover, when the
boat returns, you will most certainly be rifled at.”
He stood over me in the dim light of the dawn, chuckling
and laughing to himself. Suppressing my first
impulse to catch the man by the neck and throw him
on to the quicksand, I rose sullenly and followed
him to the platform below the burrows.
Suddenly, and futilely as I thought
while I spoke, I asked: “Gunga Dass, what
is the good of the boat if I can’t get out anyhow?”
I recollect that even in my deepest trouble I had
been speculating vaguely on the waste of ammunition
in guarding an already well protected foreshore.
Gunga Dass laughed again and made
answer: “They have the boat only in daytime.
It is for the reason that there is a way.
I hope we shall have the pleasure of your company
for much longer time. It is a pleasant spot when
you have been here some years and eaten roast crow
long enough.”
I staggered, numbed and helpless,
toward the fetid burrow allotted to me, and fell asleep.
An hour or so later I was awakened by a piercing scream the
shrill, high-pitched scream of a horse in pain.
Those who have once heard that will never forget the
sound. I found some little difficulty in scrambling
out of the burrow. When I was in the open, I
saw Pornic, my poor old Pornic, lying dead on the sandy
soil. How they had killed him I cannot guess.
Gunga Dass explained that horse was better than crow,
and “greatest good of greatest number is political
maxim. We are now Republic, Mister Jukes, and
you are entitled to a fair share of the beast.
If you like, we will pass a vote of thanks. Shall
I propose?”
Yes, we were a Republic indeed!
A Republic of wild beasts penned at the bottom of
a pit, to eat and fight and sleep till we died.
I attempted no protest of any kind, but sat down and
stared at the hideous sight in front of me. In
less time almost than it takes me to write this, Pornic’s
body was divided, in some unclear way or other; the
men and women had dragged the fragments on to the
platform and were preparing their normal meal.
Gunga Dass cooked mine. The almost irresistible
impulse to fly at the sand walls until I was wearied
laid hold of me afresh, and I had to struggle against
it with all my might. Gunga Dass was offensively
jocular till I told him that if he addressed another
remark of any kind whatever to me I should strangle
him where he sat. This silenced him till silence
became insupportable, and I bade him say something.
“You will live here till you
die like the other Feringhi,” he said, coolly,
watching me over the fragment of gristle that he was
gnawing.
“What other Sahib, you swine?
Speak at once, and don’t stop to tell me a lie.”
“He is over there,” answered
Gunga Dass, pointing to a burrow-mouth about four
doors to the left of my own. “You can see
for yourself. He died in the burrow as you will
die, and I will die, and as all these men and women
and the one child will also die.”
“For pity’s sake tell
me all you know about him. Who was he? When
did he come, and when did he die?”
This appeal was a weak step on my
part. Gunga Dass only leered and replied:
“I will not unless you give me something
first.”
Then I recollected where I was, and
struck the man between the eyes, partially stunning
him. He stepped down from the platform at once,
and, cringing and fawning and weeping and attempting
to embrace my feet, led me round to the burrow which
he had indicated.
“I know nothing whatever about
the gentleman. Your God be my witness that I
do not. He was as anxious to escape as you were,
and he was shot from the boat, though we all did all
things to prevent him from attempting. He was
shot here.” Gunga Dass laid his hand on
his lean stomach and bowed to the earth.
“Well, and what then? Go on!”
“And then and then,
Your Honor, we carried him in to his house and gave
him water, and put wet cloths on the wound, and he
laid down in his house and gave up the ghost.”
“In how long? In how long?”
“About half an hour, after he
received his wound. I call Vishnu to witness,”
yelled the wretched man, “that I did everything
for him. Everything which was possible, that
I did!”
He threw himself down on the ground
and clasped my ankles. But I had my doubts about
Gunga Dass’s benevolence, and kicked him off
as he lay protesting.
“I believe you robbed him of
everything he had. But I can find out in a minute
or two. How long was the Sahib here?”
“Nearly a year and a half.
I think he must have gone mad. But hear me swear
Protector of the Poor! Won’t Your Honor
hear me swear that I never touched an article that
belonged to him? What is Your Worship going to
do?”
I had taken Gunga Dass by the waist
and had hauled him on to the platform opposite the
deserted burrow. As I did so I thought of my
wretched fellow-prisoner’s unspeakable misery
among all these horrors for eighteen months, and the
final agony of dying like a rat in a hole, with a
bullet-wound in the stomach. Gunga Dass fancied
I was going to kill him and howled pitifully.
The rest of the population, in the plethora that follows
a full flesh meal, watched us without stirring.
“Go inside, Gunga Dass,” said I, “and
fetch it out.”
I was feeling sick and faint with
horror now. Gunga Dass nearly rolled off the
platform and howled aloud.
“But I am Brahmin, Sahib a
high-caste Brahmin. By your soul, by your father’s
soul, do not make me do this thing!”
“Brahmin or no Brahmin, by my
soul and my father’s soul, in you go!”
I said, and, seizing him by the shoulders, I crammed
his head into the mouth of the burrow, kicked the
rest of him in, and, sitting down, covered my face
with my hands.
At the end of a few minutes I heard
a rustle and a creak; then Gunga Dass in a sobbing,
choking whisper speaking to himself; then a soft thud and
I uncovered my eyes.
The dry sand had turned the corpse
entrusted to its keeping into a yellow-brown mummy.
I told Gunga Dass to stand off while I examined it.
The body clad in an olive-green hunting-suit
much stained and worn, with leather pads on the shoulders was
that of a man between thirty and forty, above middle
height, with light, sandy hair, long mustache, and
a rough unkempt beard. The left canine of the
upper jaw was missing, and a portion of the lobe of
the right ear was gone. On the second finger of
the left hand was a ring a shield-shaped
bloodstone set in gold, with a monogram that might
have been either “B.K.” or “B.L.”
On the third finger of the right hand was a silver
ring in the shape of a coiled cobra, much worn and
tarnished. Gunga Dass deposited a handful of
trifles he had picked out of the burrow at my feet,
and, covering the face of the body with my handkerchief,
I turned to examine these. I give the full list
in the hope that it may lead to the identification
of the unfortunate man:
1. Bowl of a briarwood pipe,
serrated at the edge; much worn and blackened; bound
with string at the crew.
2. Two patent-lever keys; wards of both broken.
3. Tortoise-shell-handled penknife,
silver or nickel, name-plate, marked with monogram
“B.K.”
4. Envelope, postmark undecipherable,
bearing a Victorian stamp, addressed to “Miss
Mon ” (rest illegible) “ham” “nt.”
5. Imitation crocodile-skin notebook
with pencil. First forty-five pages blank; four
and a half illegible; fifteen others filled with private
memoranda relating chiefly to three persons a
Mrs.L. Singleton, abbreviated several times to
“Lot Single,” “Mrs. S. May,”
and “Garmison,” referred to in places
as “Jerry” or “Jack.”
6. Handle of small-sized hunting-knife.
Blade snapped short. Buck’s horn, diamond
cut, with swivel and ring on the butt; fragment of
cotton cord attached.
It must not be supposed that I inventoried
all these things on the spot as fully as I have here
written them down. The notebook first attracted
my attention, and I put it in my pocket with a view
of studying it later on.
The rest of the articles I conveyed
to my burrow for safety’s sake, and there being
a methodical man, I inventoried them. I then returned
to the corpse and ordered Gunga Dass to help me to
carry it out to the river-front. While we were
engaged in this, the exploded shell of an old brown
cartridge dropped out of one of the pockets and rolled
at my feet. Gunga Dass had not seen it; and I
fell to thinking that a man does not carry exploded
cartridge-cases, especially “browns,” which
will not bear loading twice, about with him when shooting.
In other words, that cartridge-case had been fired
inside the crater. Consequently there must be
a gun somewhere. I was on the verge of asking
Gunga Dass, but checked myself, knowing that he would
lie. We laid the body down on the edge of the
quicksand by the tussocks. It was my intention
to push it out and let it be swallowed up-the only
possible mode of burial that I could think of.
I ordered Gunga Dass to go away.
Then I gingerly put the corpse out
on the quicksand. In doing so, it was lying face
downward, I tore the frail and rotten khaki shooting-coat
open, disclosing a hideous cavity in the back.
I have already told you that the dry sand had, as
it were, mummified the body. A moment’s
glance showed that the gaping hole had been caused
by a gun-shot wound; the gun must have been fired
with the muzzle almost touching the back. The
shooting-coat, being intact, had been drawn over the
body after death, which must have been instantaneous.
The secret of the poor wretch’s death was plain
to me in a flash. Some one of the crater, presumably
Gunga Dass, must have shot him with his own gun the
gun that fitted the brown cartridges. He had
never attempted to escape in the face of the rifle-fire
from the boat.
I pushed the corpse out hastily, and
saw it sink from sight literally in a few seconds.
I shuddered as I watched. In a dazed, half-conscious
way I turned to peruse the notebook. A stained
and discolored slip of paper had been inserted between
the binding and the back, and dropped out as I opened
the pages. This is what it contained: “Four
out from crow-clump: three left; nine out; two
right; three back; two left; fourteen out; two left;
seven out; one left; nine back; two right; six back;
four right; seven back.” The paper had been
burned and charred at the edges. What it meant
I could not understand. I sat down on the dried
bents turning it over and over between my fingers,
until I was aware of Gunga Dass standing immediately
behind me with glowing eyes and outstretched hands.
“Have you got it?” he
panted. “Will you not let me look at it
also? I swear that I will return it.”
“Got what? Return what?” asked.
“That which you have in your
hands. It will help us both.” He stretched
out his long, bird-like talons, trembling with eagerness.
“I could never find it,”
he continued. “He had secreted it about
his person. Therefore I shot him, but nevertheless
I was unable to obtain it.”
Gunga Dass had quite forgotten his
little fiction about the rifle-bullet. I received
the information perfectly calmly. Morality is
blunted by consorting with the Dead who are alive.
“What on earth are you raving
about? What is it you want me to give you?”
“The piece of paper in the notebook.
It will help us both. Oh, you fool! You
fool! Can you not see what it will do for us?
We shall escape!”
His voice rose almost to a scream,
and he danced with excitement before me. I own
I was moved at the chance of my getting away.
“Don’t skip! Explain
yourself. Do you mean to say that this slip of
paper will help us? What does it mean?”
“Read it aloud! Read it
aloud! I beg and I pray you to read it aloud.”
I did so. Gunga Dass listened
delightedly, and drew an irregular line in the sand
with his fingers.
“See now! It was the length
of his gun-barrels without the stock. I have
those barrels. Four gun-barrels out from the place
where I caught crows. Straight out; do you follow
me? Then three left. Ah! how well I remember
when that man worked it out night after night.
Then nine out, and so on. Out is always straight
before you across the quicksand. He told me so
before I killed him.”
“But if you knew all this why didn’t you
get out before?”
“I did not know it.
He told me that he was working it out a year and a
half ago, and how he was working it out night after
night when the boat had gone away, and he could get
out near the quicksand safely. Then he said that
we would get away together. But I was afraid that
he would leave me behind one night when he had worked
it all out, and so I shot him. Besides, it is
not advisable that the men who once get in here should
escape. Only I, and I am a Brahmin.”
The prospect of escape had brought
Gunga Dass’s caste back to him. He stood
up, walked about and gesticulated violently. Eventually
I managed to make him talk soberly, and he told me
how this Englishman had spent six months night after
night in exploring, inch by inch, the passage across
the quicksand; how he had declared it to be simplicity
itself up to within about twenty yards of the river
bank after turning the flank of the left horn of the
horseshoe. This much he had evidently not completed
when Gunga Dass shot him with his own gun.
In my frenzy of delight at the possibilities
of escape I recollect shaking hands effusively with
Gunga Dass, after we had decided that we were to make
an attempt to get away that very night. It was
weary work waiting throughout the afternoon.
About ten o’clock, as far as
I could judge, when the Moon had just risen above
the lip of the crater, Gunga Dass made a move for his
burrow to bring out the gun-barrels whereby to measure
our path. All the other wretched inhabitants
had retired to their lairs long ago. The guardian
boat drifted downstream some hours before, and we were
utterly alone by the crow-clump. Gunga Dass,
while carrying the gun-barrels, let slip the piece
of paper which was to be our guide. I stooped
down hastily to recover it, and, as I did so, I was
aware that the diabolical Brahmin was aiming a violent
blow at the back of my head with the gun-barrels.
It was too late to turn round. I must have received
the blow somewhere on the nape of my neck. A
hundred thousand fiery stars danced before my eyes,
and I fell forwards senseless at the edge of, the quicksand.
When I recovered consciousness, the
Moon was going down, and I was sensible of intolerable
pain in the back of my head. Gunga Dass had disappeared
and my mouth was full of blood. I lay down again
and prayed that I might die without more ado.
Then the unreasoning fury which I had before mentioned,
laid hold upon me, and I staggered inland toward the
walls of the crater. It seemed that some one was
calling to me in a whisper “Sahib!
Sahib! Sahib!” exactly as my bearer used
to call me in the morning I fancied that I was delirious
until a handful of sand fell at my feet. Then
I looked up and saw a head peering down into the amphitheatre the
head of Dunnoo, my dog-boy, who attended to my collies.
As soon as he had attracted my attention, he held up
his hand and showed a rope. I motioned, staggering
to and fro for the while, that he should throw it
down. It was a couple of leather punkah-ropes
knotted together, with a loop at one end. I slipped
the loop over my head and under my arms; heard Dunnoo
urge something forward; was conscious that I was being
dragged, face downward, up the steep sand slope, and
the next instant found myself choked and half fainting
on the sand hills overlooking the crater. Dunnoo,
with his face ashy grey in the moonlight, implored
me not to stay but to get back to my tent at once.
It seems that he had tracked Pornic’s
footprints fourteen miles across the sands to the
crater; had returned and told my servants, who flatly
refused to meddle with any one, white or black, once
fallen into the hideous Village of the Dead; whereupon
Dunnoo had taken one of my ponies and a couple of
punkah-ropes, returned to the crater, and hauled me
out as I have described.
To cut a long story short, Dunnoo
is now my personal servant on a gold mohur a month a
sum which I still think far too little for the services
he has rendered. Nothing on earth will induce
me to go near that devilish spot again, or to reveal
its whereabouts more clearly than I have done.
Of Gunga Dass I have never found a trace, nor do I
wish to do. My sole motive in giving this to
be published is the hope that some one may possibly
identify, from the details and the inventory which
I have given above, the corpse of the man in the olive-green
hunting-suit.