There was once a beautiful woman,
and she lived in a small town, though people said
that she belonged rather in a great city, where her
gifts would bring her glory, riches, and a brilliant
marriage. In repose, she was superb; in motion,
quite perfectly beautiful of form and carriage, with
all the suave rhythms of a beautiful being.
Her beauty was her sole opulence;
the boast of her friends; the confession of her enemies;
the magnet of many lovers; the village’s one
statue. She had an ordinary heart, quite commonplace
brains, but beauty that lined the pathway where she
walked with eyes of admiration and delight.
In her town, among her suitors, was
one that was a Fool not a remarkable fool;
a simple, commonplace fool of the sort that abounds
even in villages. He was foolish enough to love
the Beauty so completely that when he made sure that
she would not love him he could not endure to remain
in the village, but went far away in the West to get
the torment of her beauty out of his sight. The
other suitors, who were wiser than he, when they found
that she was not for them, gave her up with mild regret
as one gives up a fabulous dream, saying: “There
was no hope for us, anyway. If the Fool had stayed
at home he would have been saved from the sight of
her, for she is going East, where there are great
fortunes for the very beautiful.”
And this she made ready to do, since
the praise she had received had bred ambition in her a
reasonable and right ambition, for why should a light
be hidden under a bushel when it might be set up on
high to illumine a wide garden? Besides, she
had not learned to love any of the unimportant men
who loved her important beauty, yet promised it nothing
more than a bushel to hide itself in.
So she made ready to take her beauty
to the larger market-place. But the night before
she was to leave the village her father’s house
took fire mysteriously. The servant, rushing
to her door to waken her, died, suffocated there before
she could cry out. The Beauty woke to find her
bed in flames. She rose with hair and gown ablaze,
and, agonizing to a window, leaped blindly out upon
the pavement. There the neighbors quenched the
fire and saved her life but nothing more.
Thereafter she was a cripple, and
her vaunted beauty was dead; it had gone into the
flames, and she had only the ashes of it on her seared
face. Now she had only pity where she had had
envy and adulation. Now there was a turning away
of eyes when she hurried abroad on necessary errands.
Now her enemies were tenderly disposed toward her,
and everybody forbore to mention what she had been.
Everybody spared her feelings and talked of other
things and looked at the floor or at the sky when
she must be spoken to.
One day the Fool, having heard only
that the Beauty was to leave the village, and having
heard nothing of the fire, and not having prospered
where he was, returned to his old home. The first
person he saw he asked of the Beauty, and that one
told him of the holocaust of her graces, and warned
him, remembering that the Fool had always spoken his
thoughts without tact or discretion warned
the Fool to disguise when he saw her the shock he
must feel and make no sign that he found her other
than he left her. And the Fool promised.
When he saw her he made a pretense
indeed of greeting her as before, but he was like
a man trying to look upon a fog as upon a sunrise;
for the old beauty of her face did not strike his
eyes full of its own radiance. She saw the struggle
of his smile and the wincing of his soul. But
she did not wince, for she was by now bitterly accustomed
to this reticence and self-control.
He walked along the street with her,
and looked always aside or ahead and talked of other
things. He walked with her to her own gate, and
to her porch, trying to find some light thing to say
to leave her. But the cruelty of the world was
like a rusty nail in his heart, and when he put out
his hand and she set in his hand what her once so exquisite
fingers were now, his heart broke in his breast; and
when he lifted his eyes to what her once so triumphant
face was now, they refused to withhold their tears,
and his lips could not hold back his thoughts, and
he groaned aloud:
“Oh, you were so beautiful!
No one was ever so beautiful as you were then.
But now I can’t stand it! I can’t
stand it! I wish that I might have died for you.
You were so beautiful! I can see you now as you
were when I told you good-by.”
Then he was afraid for what he had
said, and ashamed, and he dreaded to look at her again.
He would have dashed away, but she seized him by the
sleeve, and whispered:
“How good it is to hear your
words! You are the only one that has told me
that I ever was beautiful since I became what I am.
Tell me, tell me how I looked when you bade me good-by!”
And he told her. Looking aside
or at the sky, he told her of her face like a rose
in the moonlight, of her hair like some mist spun and
woven in shadows and glamours of its own, of her long
creamy arms and her hands that a god had fashioned
lovingly. He told her of her eyes and their deeps,
and their lashes and the brows above them. He
told her of the strange rhythm of her musical form
when she walked or danced or leaned upon the arm of
her chair.
He dared not look at her lest he lose
his remembrance of them; but he heard her laughing,
softly at first, then with pride and wild triumph.
And she crushed his hand in hers and kissed it, murmuring:
“God bless you! God bless you!”
For even in poverty it is sweet to
know that once we were rich.