Mercifully, Peace slept long the next
morning, and it was not until the sun was high in
the sky that she opened her eyes to her surroundings.
Then it was with a heavy sense of something wrong,
and she stared uneasily about her, trying to remember
what was the trouble.
“I feel as if I’d done
something bad,” she said half aloud, “but
I can’t think of a thing.”
The sound of Allee’s footsteps
creeping softly along the hall and a glimpse of an
awed, tear-stained face peering at her from the doorway
suddenly recalled to her mind the scene of yesterday,
and the bitter truth rushed over her with agonizing
keenness. She could never walk again! All
her days must be spent in a wheel-chair, a helpless
prisoner! The Lilac Lady was right,-she
wanted to turn her face to the wall, to say good-bye
to her friends and hide,-hide from the world
and everything!
“Peace,” whispered a timid
voice from the doorway, where Allee had paused, uncertain
whether to stay or to depart.
The invalid stiffened.
“Peace, are you awake?”
persisted the pleading voice, for the brown eyes stared
unblinkingly straight ahead of her, and not a muscle
of her tense body moved. “May I come in
and sit beside you?”
“No!” screamed Peace in
sudden frenzy, almost paralyzing the little petitioner
on the threshold. “Go away! You can walk
and run and jump, and I never can again. You’ve
got two whole legs to amuse yourself with and mine
are no good. Get out of here! I don’t
want to see anyone with legs today-or tomorrow-or
ever again!” Jerking the pillow slip over her
eyes she sobbed convulsively, and Allee, with one terrified
look at the quivering heap under the bed-clothes,
rushed pellmell from the room, blinded by scalding
tears.
Peace had sent her away! Peace
did not want her,-would not have her any
more! It was the greatest catastrophe of her short
life to be banished by Peace; and stumbling with unseeing
eyes down the hall, she ran headlong into the arms
of someone just coming up the stairs.
“Why-” began
a husky, rumbling voice, and Allee, thinking it was
the President on his way to the sick-room, sobbed
out, “O, Grandpa, she sent me away! She
says she never wants to see a pair of good legs again.
You better-”
“It’s not Grandpa, little
one,” interrupted the other voice. “It’s
I,-St. John. Do you think she will
let me in? Because I have come especially to
see her.”
But a sharp, imperative voice from
the Flag Room answered them. “Come back,
Allee, I’m sorry I don’t like the looks
of legs today, but I want you just the same,-legs
and all.”
For an instant Allee looked unbelievingly
up into Mr. Strong’s eyes, as if doubtful that
she had heard aright; then as the minister gave her
a gentle push toward the door, she bounded lightly
away, and when the Hill Street pastor reached the
threshold the two sisters were locked fast in each
other’s arms.
All at once, through the tangle of
Allee’s curls, the brown eyes spied the form
of her beloved friend hesitating in the doorway; but
instead of looking surprised at his presence, Peace
pushed the little sister from her and demanded fiercely,
as if his being there were the most natural thing
in the world, “Make faces at me, St. John,-the
very worst you know how.”
“Why, my dear-”
stammered the young minister, as much amazed at his
reception as he could have been had she dashed a cup
of water in his face. “Why, Peace, I don’t
believe-”
“Of course you know how to make
faces!” she interrupted scornfully. “Do
you s’pose I’ve forgotten that day in Parker
down by the barn? Make some now,-the
most hijious ones you can think of.”
There was nothing to do but to comply
with her strange whim; so, rumpling up his thick,
shining black hair, he proceeded to distort his comely
features into the most surprising contortions imaginable.
But with the heavy ache in his heart and a growing
lump in his throat at the pitifulness of her plight,
he was not real successful in diverting her unhappy
thoughts, and with a mournful wail of woe she burst
into tears.
“My child!” he cried contritely,
and in an instant his strong arms closed about the
huddled figure, and he held her fast, crooning softly
in her ear as a mother might over her babe, until at
length the convulsive gasps eased, grew less frequent,
and finally ceased.
There was a long-drawn, quivering
sigh, a last gulp or two and Peace hiccoughed, “It’s
no use, St. John. I can’t coax up a ghost
of a smile from anywhere. I’ve thunk
of all the funniest things that ever happened to me
or anyone else; I’ve scratched my brains to ’member
the funny stories I s’lected for Sadie Wenzell’s
bunch of scrapbooks; I’ve even pretended the
funniest things I could imagine, but it won’t
work. I knew if there was a sign of a laugh left
inside of me, your horrible faces would bring it out.
It did in Parker, when I thought I never could smile
again. But this time-get your legs
out of sight,-under the bed,-anywhere
so’s I can’t see them. I don’t
like their looks!”
Had the situation been less tragic,
he could not have refrained from laughing at the ludicrous
way she bristled up and snapped out her command; but
mindful only of the great trouble which had suddenly
overshadowed the young life, he hastily tucked his
long limbs out of sight under the edge of the bed,
slumped as far down in his chair as he possibly could,
and fell to energetically stroking the brown curls
tumbled about the hot, flushed face, as he vainly tried
to think of some comforting words with which to soothe
the rebellious, sorrowful child.
From below came the sound of a voice
singing softly, and though the words were indistinguishable,
the three occupants of the Flag Room caught snatches
of the tune Peace loved so well, the Gleaners’
Motto Song. Recalling the days when the brown-eyed
child had made the little Hill Street parsonage ring
with this very melody, the preacher unconsciously
began to chant,
“’When the
days are gloomy,
Sing some
happy song,
Meet the world’s
repining
With a courage
strong;
Go with faith undaunted
Through
the ills of life,
Scatter smiles and sunshine
O’er
its toil and strife.’”
“Well, don’t it beat all?” exclaimed
Peace wearily.
“Doesn’t what beat all?”
mildly inquired the pastor, as she made no effort
to explain her words.
“How some folks will wear a
tune to a frazzle,” was the disconcerting reply.
“There’s Faith, now, she hasn’t played
anything for days ’xcept ‘Carve-a-leery-rusty-canner!’
And when it ain’t that it’s ’Nose-arts
Snorter,’ or those wretched archipelagoes.
I’m so sick of ’em all that I could shout
when she touches the piano. As for that song you
were just droning,-why, everyone in this
house seems to think it’s the only thing going.
There is nothing left of it now but tatters.”
The preacher had abruptly ceased his
humming, and as Allee crept quietly from the room
to hush the singer below, he suddenly remembered a
commission given him by his wife; and fumbling in his
pocket, he drew out a small book, daintily bound in
white and gold. “Elspeth sent you this
booklet, dear,” he ventured, somewhat timidly,
for after two such rebuffs as he had received in his
endeavor to cheer the sufferer, he was at a loss to
know what to say or do next. “She could
not come today herself, but she thought this little
story might please you.”
“Thanks,” replied Peace,
dropping the volume on the pillow without a spark
of interest in face or voice. “I’d
rather have seen her. She has got some sense.
Books haven’t. I’ve been stuffed so
full of stories, I am ready to bu’st.”
Then, as if fearing that she had been rude to this
dearest of friends, she added hastily, “But I
s’pose there is room for one more. It must
be good or Elspeth wouldn’t have sent it.
What is it about?”
“It’s the story of a little
girl named Gwen, who fell from-”
Peace stopped him with a peremptory
wave of her hand. “That will do for the
present,” she said coldly, in such exact imitation
of Miss Phelps that no one who had ever met the teacher
could possibly mistake her tone. “I don’t
like the name. It sounds like ’grin’.”
The minister rubbed his head in perplexity.
Never in all his acquaintance with Peace had he seen
her in such a mood. Was this child among the
pillows really Peace, the sunbeam of this home, the
sunbeam of every home she chanced to enter? Poor
little girl! What a pity such a terrible misfortune
should have befallen her! She stirred uneasily,
and he hurriedly asked, “Would you rather I
should go away and leave you alone?”
“No! O, no!” She
clutched one big hand closer with both of hers, and
a look of alarm leaped into her eyes, so heavy with
weeping. “It’s easier-the
pain here,” laying one thin hand over her heart,
“it’s easier with you here. I wish
you had brought Elspeth.”
“She will come some other day,”
he answered gently, glad to see a more natural expression
creep over the white face, though his heart ached at
the sorrowful tone of her voice. “What would
you like to have me do? Talk?”
“Yes, if you’ve anything
int’resting to say,” she murmured drowsily.
“And if not?” For he saw
that it would be only a matter of minutes before she
would be in the Land of Nod again.
“Then just hold me. I’m tired,”
she answered wearily.
So he sat and held her on her pillows
until her regular breathing told him that she was
fast asleep, when, laying her back upon the bed, he
left her with a heavy heart.
“I never dreamed that a child
so young could take it so hard,” he confided
to his wife in troubled tones when he had told her
the whole sad story. “She seems to have
grown old in a night.”
“Poor little birdie,”
Elizabeth tenderly murmured, stroking the dark hair
from her sleeping son’s forehead as she laid
him in his crib for his nap. “Why did they
tell her so soon? The family themselves haven’t
grown accustomed to the meaning of it yet.”
“No one knows how she learned
it, Elspeth. She was asleep under the trees when
the President came home with the sad news. He
had been to consult that famous specialist about the
child’s condition when the surgeon told him
that the case was hopeless, so far as her walking again
is concerned. He was so unmanned by the verdict
that he blurted it out to Mrs. Campbell immediately
upon his return home, and the girls overheard it.
But Peace was out-of-doors all the while. She
didn’t waken for dinner; but when everyone was
in bed, Mrs. Campbell heard her crying, and went to
discover what was the matter. They are terribly
broken up about the whole affair. It seems wicked
to say so, but had the accident happened to any other
of the sisters, it would not have seemed so dreadful.
What is Peace ever going to do without those
nimble, dancing feet?”
“Our Peace will surprise us
yet,” prophesied the little wife hopefully.
“This experience won’t down her, hard as
it seems now, if she is made of the stuff I think
she is.”
But as the days rolled by in that
afflicted household, it really seemed as if they had
lost their engaging, winsome little Peace for all time,
so changed did the invalid grow. Nothing suited
her, everything annoyed. The girls talked too
much or were too silent; the servants were too noisy
or too obviously quiet; the President’s shoes
clumped and his slippers squeaked; Mrs. Campbell always
pulled the curtains too low or not low enough.
The dogs’ barking fretted her, the singing of
the canary made her peevish, even the cat’s
purring brought forth a protest; but as soon as the
unreasonable patient discovered that all the pets had
been banished on her account, she demanded them back.
However, the long-suffering members of the family
could not find it in their hearts to chide, and they
redoubled their efforts to make their little favorite
forget. Those were gloomy days in the Campbell
household, for they sadly missed the merry laughter,
the gay whistle, the unexpected pranks and frank speeches
of this child of the sunshine and out-of-doors.
At first they had tried to be cheerful and full of
fun in the sick-room, hoping to win back the merry
smile to the white lips; but Peace resented this attitude,
and straightway they ceased their songs and laughter,
only to have her demand them again. Unhappy,
capricious Peace!
“Why don’t you play on
the piano any more?” she inquired of Faith one
afternoon, when it was that sister’s turn to
amuse the invalid for an hour or two.
“Do you want me to?” cried
Faith eagerly, for her fingers were just itching to
glide over the ivory keys.
“Of course,-s’posing you play
something pretty.”
So Faith took her place at her beloved
instrument and dashed into a brilliant, rattling jig
which had always been a favorite of the brown-haired
sister.
But she had played scarcely a dozen
measures when a shrill, imperious voice from above
shrieked, “Don’t play that! O, stop,
stop! Can’t you see it’s got legs?”
“Legs?” wondered Faith,
her hands poised in mid air, so abruptly had she ceased
her playing.
“There’s a million pair
of legs to that tune and every one of ’em can
dance. Play something without legs.”
The utter ridiculousness of the complaint
did not occur to Faith, but with an unusual display
of patience, she tried air after air, hoping to find
something which might satisfy the childish whim of
the lame sister, only to be rewarded at last by a
peevish call, “You may as well give it up, Faith.
They’ve all got legs.”
The entire family was at their wits’
end. No one had a sane suggestion to offer, and
their hosts of friends were in the same predicament.
When it seemed as if something must surely give way
under the strain, Peace suddenly subsided into a state
of utter indifference to her surroundings, more alarming
to her loved ones than had been her peevish, unreasonable
demands. Nothing interested her, books she loathed,
conversation bored her, neighborly calls from her dearest
friends wearied her, she no longer yearned for the
sunshine and flowers of the garden; indeed, she showed
no desire to be out-of-doors at all, but lay day after
day in the wheel-chair by the balcony window, staring
with somber, unseeing eyes out over the river.
Nothing family or friends could do roused her from
her apathy, and despair descended upon the household.
Must this little life which they loved so dearly fade
away before their eyes, and they helpless to prevent?
“O, Donald,” sobbed Mrs.
Campbell, clinging desperately to her husband’s
strong arm, “I cannot bear it, I cannot bear
it! She takes it so hard! It is torture
to watch her suffer so. Our precious Peace!”
“If only her St. Elizabeth could
come to her!” sighed the baffled President.
But it was not her beloved saint of
the parsonage who saved the day. It was her Lilac
Lady, now sleeping under the sod of the wind-kissed
hillside, and Aunt Pen was her messenger.
It was a breathless, sultry afternoon
in late summer when the sweet-faced matron of Oak
Knoll turned in at the President’s gate and
sought out the invalid lying motionless under the oak
trees where the fierce heat had driven her. The
little face among the pillows was no longer rosy and
round; blue veins showed at the temples, the lips were
colorless, the eyes hollow; the hands, once so brown
and strong, were thin and waxy-white; the whole body
lay inert,-lifeless, it seemed; and a pang
of fear gripped the gentle heart brooding so tenderly
over the poor wrecked life.
“Are you asleep, darling?”
she whispered softly, touching with light fingers
the clustering rings of dark brown which covered the
shapely head.
The mournful eyes opened dully, and
Peace murmured parrot fashion, “Good afternoon,
Aunt Pen. I hope you keep well these hot days.
You must take care of yourself, you know.”
Secretly amazed, the woman merely
stooped and kissed the white face, as she settled
herself comfortably in a nearby chair and cheerily
answered, “Yes, I am well, dear, and all the
little birdlings are, too. I intended to bring
Giuseppe and his violin this afternoon, but-”
“It’s just as well you
didn’t,” interrupted the other voice in
lifeless tones. “Prob’ly his
music has legs, too, and I haven’t any use for
such things these days.”
“But he had promised to play
for a dear old lady at the Home,” continued
Aunt Pen, as if she had not noticed the interruption.
“So I brought you-”
“Some more magazines,”
again broke in Peace, perceiving the gay covers in
the woman’s hand.
“That was very kind of you I’m
sure, but I have a whole libr’y at my-at
my de-mand. So you put yourself to a lot
of trouble all for nothing.”
“This is a different kind of
magazine from any you have,” replied the woman
soberly, though sorely tempted to smile at the stilted,
unnatural tones of her little favorite.
“Is it?” Just a spark
of interest flickered in the somber eyes. “Why,
I thought I had the whole c’lection already.
Folks seem to think I don’t want to do anything
but read, and they keep the house pretty well filled
up with magazines, old and new. Last week I had
Allee telephone to the Salvation Army to come and
get them. But it didn’t do any good,-we’ve
had as many more brought in since.”
“This is the one your Lilac
Lady was reading when she-fell asleep,”
said Aunt Pen gently, a little catch in her voice as
she thought of Peace, doomed to spend the rest of
her days in a wheel-chair, just as that other girl,
the Lilac Lady, had done.
“Oh! And you brought it
to me! I sh’d think you would want to keep
it yourself.”
“I did, dearie. I laid
it away among my treasures, but today I chanced upon
it, and in turning the pages, I caught a glimpse of
a slip of paper written on, in her handwriting.
I had not examined the book since the day I picked
it up from the floor beside her chair; but this morning
I drew out the scrap she had written and found a little
message for you-”
“For me?” Incredulous surprise animated
the white face.
“Yes, dear. Some verses
she had written that last hour,-not even
complete. I know she intended them for you.
Perhaps she felt that she would be-asleep-before
you came, so she wrote a little message for you, Peace,
but I never found it until today. Would you care
to have me read it to you?”
“Let me read it, please.”
Peace snatched the paper eagerly and with jealous
eyes scanned the simple stanzas penned so many months
ago for just that very moment.
“Up the garden
pathway,
Light as
the morning air,
Singing and laughing
gayly,
A child
with face so fair
Dances with arms outreaching,
Her eyes
ashine with glee,
Nor pauses until she
reaches
The chair
’neath the old oak tree,
Where, chained by mortal
weaknesses,
I lie from
day to day
Waiting my darling’s
coming.-
Ah! could
I keep her alway!-
Child of flowers and
sunshine,
Child of
laughter and love,
Peace,-a
God-given blessing,
Straight
from the heavens above,
Bringing the breath
of the woodland,
The perfume
of sun-kissed flowers,
The freshness of vagrant
breezes,
The sweetness
of cooling showers;
Bringing the thrilling
music
Of skylarks
and forest birds,
Heart-healing, soul-cheering
measures,
Wondrous
songs without words.
Peace,-oh,
how can I tell it?-
The marvelous
peace you have brought,
The wonderful lessons
of living
Your generous
spirit has taught,
Easing the burden of
sorrow,
Soothing
the sharp sting of pain,
Bringing fresh aspirations,-
My Peace
gives me hope again!”
Once, twice, three times she read
the lines. Then turning puzzled, wondering eyes
upon Aunt Pen, she whispered eagerly, “What does
it all mean, please? Did she really feel that
way, Aunt Pen? Did I scatter sunshine after all?
Was she happier when I was with her? O, did I-make
her-forget?”
“More than you will ever know,”
answered the woman warmly, squeezing the thin fingers
lying across her knee. “You brought back
the sunshine she thought had gone out of her life
forever. You gave her something to live for,
something to do, made life seem worth while. O,
my little Peace, it is just as the poem tells you,-you
gave her hope!”
For a long time the child lay lost
in thought, and only the faint rustling of the leaves
overhead broke the stillness. Then she said sadly,
glancing down at the useless feet in their gay slippers,
“But I had my legs then.”
“You have your smile now.
A happy heart is worth more than a dozen pair of legs,
dear. It was your merry voice, your gay laughter,
your joyous nature that cheered your Lilac Lady.
Surely you didn’t lose all those when you lost
the use of your feet!”
Peace smiled ruefully. “You’d
have thought so if you had lived with me since I got
hurt,” she confessed.
“I don’t believe it,”
Aunt Pen vigorously contradicted. “Our real
Peace, our little sunbeam has just been hiding under
a dark cloud all this while. She is coming back
to us her own gay self some day,-soon, we
hope.”
“Do you b’lieve that?” Peace eagerly
demanded.
“I know it,” the woman answered with conviction.
“But s’posing I have really
forgotten how to laugh and-and whistle,
and be nice?”
“Pshaw! As if you could
have forgotten all that, dear! But even then,
it is never too late to learn, you know.”
“That’s so. And maybe
after a bit it would be easier. I-guess
I’ll-try to learn-again,
Aunt Pen. May I keep this little poem so’s
I won’t forget any more? It’s really
mine, for she wrote it for me, didn’t she?”
“Yes, indeed, darling.
That’s your message. You helped your Lilac
Lady, and now she is going to help you.”