The Beginning of an Endless Friendship.
About a quarter of four one afternoon,
three young men were standing together on a road leading
down to a swift-running river. It was an old
road, beaten down hard by thousands of feet through
hundreds of years. It led down to the river,
and then along its bank through a village scatteringly
nestled by the fords of the river. The young men
were intently absorbed in conversation.
One of them was a man to attract attention
anywhere. He was clearly the leader of the three.
His clothing was very plain, even to severeness.
His face was spare, suggesting a diet as severely
plain as his garments. The abundance of dark
hair on head and face brought out sharply the spare,
thoughtful, earnest look of his face. His eyes
glowed like coals of living fire beneath the thick,
bushy eyebrows. He talked quietly but intensely.
There was a subdued vigor and force about his very
person.
One of the others was a very different
type of man. He was intense too, like the leader,
but there was a fineness and a far-looking depth about
his eye such as suggests a gray eye rather than a black.
His hair was softer and finer, and his skin too.
In him intensity seemed to blend with a fine grain
in his whole make-up. The third man was a quiet,
matter-of-fact looking fellow. He did not talk
much, except to ask an occasional question. The
three men were engaged in earnest conversation, when
a fourth man, a stranger, came down the road and, passing
the three by, went on ahead.
The leader of the three called the
attention of his companions to the stranger.
At once they leave his side and go after the stranger.
As they nearly catch up to him, he unexpectedly turns
and in a kindly voice asks, “Whom are you looking
for?” Taken aback by the unexpected question,
they do not answer, but ask where he is going.
Quickly noticing the point of their question, he cordially
says, “Come over and take tea with me.”
They gladly accepted the invitation,
and spent the evening with him. And the friendship
begun that day continued to the end of their lives.
Both became his dear friends. And one, the fine-grained,
intense man, became his closest bosom friend.
He never forgot that day. When he came years
after to write about his hospitable friend, found that
afternoon, he could remember every particular of their
first meeting. We must always be grateful to
John for his simple, full account of his first meeting
with Jesus.
An Ideal Biography.
His simple story of that afternoon
contains in it the three steps that begin all service.
They looked at Jesus; they talked with Jesus; forever
to the end of their lives they talked about Him.
Here are the two personal contacts that underlie all
service, that lead into all service. The close
personal contact with Jesus begun and continued.
And then personal contact with other men ever after.
The first always leads to the second. The power
and helpfulness of the second grow out of the first.
There is a little line in the story
that may serve as a graphic biography of John the
Herald. There could be no finer biography of anybody
of whom it could be truly written. It is this:
“Looking upon Jesus as He walked, he said look.”
He himself was absorbed in looking. Jesus caught
him from the first. He was ever looking.
And he asked others to look. His whole ministry
was summed up in pointing Jesus out to others.
He was ever insisting that men look
at Jesus. Looking, he said “look.”
His lips said it, and life said it. John’s
presence was always spelling out that word “look,”
with his whole life an index finger pointing to Jesus.
If we might be like that. Every man of us may
be in his life, in the great unconscious influence
of his presence, a clearly lettered signpost pointing
men to the Master. All true service begins in
personal contact with Jesus. One cannot know
Him personally without catching the warm contagion
of His spirit for others. And there is a fine
fragrance, a gentle, soft warmth, about the service
that grows out of being with Him.
The beginning of John’s contact
with Jesus that day, and Andrew’s, was in looking.
Their friend the herald bid them look. They found
him looking. They did as he was doing. Following
the line of his eyes, and of his teaching too, and
of his life, they looked at Jesus. And as they
looked the sight of their eyes began to control them.
They left John and quickened their pace to get nearer
to this Man at whom they were looking. There
never was a finer tribute to a man’s faithfulness
to his Master than is found in these men leaving John.
They could not help going. They had been led
by John into the circle of Jesus’ attractive
power. And at once they are irresistibly drawn
toward its center.
The basis of the truest devotion and
deepest loyalty to Jesus is not in a creed but in
Himself. There must be creeds. Whatever a
man believes is of course his creed. Though as
quickly as he puts it into words he narrows it.
Truth is always more than any statement of it.
Faith is always greater than our words about it.
We do not see Jesus with our outer eyes as did these
men in the Gospel narrative. We cannot put out
our hands in any such way as Thomas did and know by
the feel. We must listen first to somebody telling
about Him.
We listen either with eyes on the
Book, or ears open to some faithful mutual friend
of His and ours. What we hear either way is a
creed, somebody’s belief about Jesus. So
we come to Jesus first through a creed, somebody’s
belief, somebody’s telling: so we know there
is a Jesus, and are drawn to Himself. When we
come to know Himself, always afterwards He is more
than anything anybody ever told us, and more than we
can ever tell.
The Eyes of the Heart.
Looking at Jesus-what does
it mean practically? It means hearing about Him
first, then actually appealing to Him, accepting His
word as personal to one’s self, putting Him
to the test in life, trusting His death to square
up one’s sin score, trusting His power to clean
the heart and sweeten the spirit, and stiffen the
will. It means holding the whole life up to His
ideals. Aye, it means more yet; something on His
side, an answering look from Him. There comes
a consciousness within of His love and winsomeness.
That answering look of His holds us forever after His
willing slaves, love’s slaves. Paul speaks
of the eyes of the heart. It is with these eyes
we look at Him, and receive His answering look.
There are different ways of looking
at Jesus, degrees in looking. Our experiences
with Jesus affect the eyes of the heart. When
this same John as an old man was writing that first
epistle, he seems to recall his experience in looking
that first day. He says “that which we have
seen with our eyes, that which we beheld."
From seeing with the eyes he had gone to earnest,
thoughtful gazing, caught with the vision of
what he saw. That was John’s own experience.
It is everybody’s experience that gets a look
at Jesus. When the first looking sees something
that catches fire within, then does the inner fire
affect the eye and more is seen.
You have been in a strange city walking
down the street, looking with interest at what is
there. But all at once you are caught by a sign
that contains a familiar name, and at once a whole
flood of memories is awakened.
The little Jericho Jew peering down
from the low out-reaching sycamore branch was full
of curiosity to see the Man that had changed his old
friend Levi Matthew so strangely. But that curiosity
quickly changes into something far deeper and more
tender as Jesus comes to abide in his own home.
That lonely-lifed, sore-hearted woman
on the Nain road looked with startled wonder out of
those wet eyes of hers as Jesus begins talking to
her dead son. What love and faith must have been
in her looking as Jesus with fine touch brings her
boy by the hand over to her warm embrace again!
We are Changed.
Looking at Jesus changes us.
Paul’s famous bit in the second Corinthian letter
has a wondrous tingle of gladness in it. “We
all with open face beholding as in a mirror the glory
of the Lord are changed from glory to glory." The
change comes through our looking. The changing
power comes in through the eyes. It is the glory
of the Lord that is seen. The glorious Jesus
looking in through our looking eyes changes us.
It is gradual. It is ever more, and yet more,
till by and by His own image comes out fully in our
faces.
We become like those with whom we
associate. A man’s ideals mold him.
Living with Jesus makes us look like Himself.
We are familiar with the work that has been done in
restoring old fine paintings. A painting by one
of the rare old master painters is found covered with
the dust of decades. Time has faded out much
of the fine coloring and clearly marked outlines.
With great patience and skill it is worked over and
over. And something of the original beauty, coming
to view again, fully repays the workman for all his
pains.
The original image in which we were
made has been badly obscured and faded out. But
if we give our great Master a chance He will restore
it through our eyes. It will take much patience
and a skill nothing less than divine. But the
original will surely come out more and more till we
shall again be like the original, for we shall see
Him as He is.
The old German artist Hoffmann is
said to visit at intervals the royal gallery in Dresden,
where he lives, to touch up his paintings there.
Even so our Master, living in us, keeps touching us
up that the full beauty of His ideal may be brought
out.
How often a girl growing up into the
fullness of her mature young womanhood calls out the
remark, “You are growing more and more like your
mother.” And the similar remark is heard
of a young man developing the traits and features
of his father.
There is a law of unconscious assimilation.
We become like those with whom we go. Without
being conscious of it we take on the characteristics
of those with whom we live. I remember one time
my brother returned home for a visit after a prolonged
absence. As we were walking down the street together
he said to me, “You have been going with Denning
a good deal”-a mutual friend of ours.
Surprised, I said, “How do you know I have?”
He said, “You walk just like him.”
What my brother had said was strictly true, though
he did not know it. Our friend had a very decided
way of walking. As a matter of fact, we had been
walking home from the Young Men’s Christian
Association three or four nights every week. And
unconsciously I had grown to imitate his way of walking.
That sentence of Paul’s has
also this meaning, “We all with open face reflecting
as in a mirror the glory of the Lord are changed.”
We stand between Him and those who don’t know
Him. We are the mirror catching the rays of His
face and sending them down to those around. And
not only do those around see the light-His
light-in us, but we are being changed all
the while. For others’ sake as well as our
own the mirror should be kept clean, and well polished
so the reflection will be distinct and true.
The Outlook Changed.
Looking at Jesus changes the world
for us. It is as though the light of His eyes
fills our eyes and we see things all around as He sees
them. Have you ever gone out, as a child, and
looked intently at the sun, repressing the flinching
its strength caused and insisting on looking?
You could do it for a short time only. It made
your eyes ache. But as you turned your eyes away
from its brilliance you found everything changed.
You remember a beautiful yellow glory-light was over
everything, and every ugly jagged thing was softened
and beautified by that glow in your eyes. Looking
at the sun had changed the world for you for a little.
It is something like that on this
higher plane, in this finer sense. That must
have been something of Paul’s thought in explaining
the glory of Jesus that he saw on the Damascus road.
“When I could not see for the glory of that
light.” The old ideals were blurred.
The old ambitions faded away. The jagged, sharp
lines of sacrifice and suffering involved in his new
life were not clearly seen. A halo had come over
them.
I recall a bit of a poem I ran across
in an old magazine somewhere. It was one of those
vagrant, orphan poems with fine family linéaments
that find their way unfathered into odd corners of
papers. It told about a man riding on horseback
through a bit of timber land in one of the cotton
states of the South.
It was a bright October day, and he
was riding along enjoying the air and view, when all
at once he came across a bit of a clearing in the trees,
and in the clearing an old cabin almost fallen to pieces,
and in the doorway of the cabin an old negress standing.
Her back was bent nearly double with the years of
hard work, her face dried up and deeply bitten with
wrinkles, and her hair white. But her eyes were
as bright as two stars out of the dark blue, it said.
And the man called out cheerily, “Good-morning,
auntie, living here all alone?” And she looked
up, with her eyes brighter yet with the thought in
her heart, and in a shrill keyed-up voice said, “Jes
me ‘n’ Jesus, massa.” But he
said a hush came over the whole place, there seemed
a halo about the old broken-down cabin, and he thought
he could see Somebody standing by her side looking
over her shoulder at him, and His form was like that
of the Son of God.
How poor and limited and mean her
world looked to him as he rode up. But how quickly
everything changed as he saw it through her seeing
of it. With the keen insight into spirit things
so often found in such simplicity among her race,
she had gotten the whole simple philosophy of life.
Her world was changed and beautiful in the loneliness
of the woods by reason of her Master’s presence.
This removes the commonplace at once
clear out of one’s life. There is no drudgery
nor humdrum nor hardship, because everything is for
Jesus, and seen through His eyes. Whatever comes
in the pathway of his work is gladdest joy, whether
an obscure narrow round of home work or shop or store,
or leaving home for a strange land far across the sea
with a peculiarly uncongenial spirit atmosphere.
Contact with Jesus, seeing Him, changes all for us.
Talking with Jesus.
These two men in the story went from
their first looking into closer contact. They
looked at Jesus. Then they talked with Jesus.
It was at His own request. He wanted them.
He wanted their friendship and their help. Having
started, it was easy for them to go. Having seen,
they naturally wanted more. At least two hours
they talked, maybe longer. Judging by what they
did as soon as they got away, it was a most wonderful
talk for them.
This Jesus took them at once.
His face, His presence, His talk, Himself filled all
their sky. Everything swung around into a new
setting. He was its center. All things began
to adjust themselves for these men about Jesus.
He was irresistible to them. These two men went
through some most trying experiences as a result of
the friendship formed that evening hour, but these
counted not in the scale with Him. They
never got over the talk with Him that twilight hour.
That two hours’ talk lengthened
out into many another during the years immediately
after. They got into the habit of referring everything
to Him, and of judging everything by what He would
think. It was so clear to the end of their lives.
For a little over three years did they keep Him by
their side actually, physically. But the habit
of keeping Him there was fixed for all the longer
after years. The looking at Jesus and talking
with Jesus ever went side by side clear to the end
of the years.
It will be so. Getting a good
look at this Master draws one off into the quiet corner
with the Book to listen and talk and learn more.
And out of this naturally grows (if one will give
a little attention to good gardening rules) the habit
of talking with Him all the time. In the thick
of the crowd, in the solitude of one’s duties,
with hands full of work, the heart talks with Him
and listens, and sometimes the tongue talks out too.
Our common word for it is prayer. Prayer precedes
true service, and produces it, and sweetens it.
Only the service that grows up naturally out of this
personal contact with Jesus counts and tells and weighs
for the most.
Getting Somebody Else.
These two men went away from Jesus
that evening only to come back with some others.
They went from talking with Him to talking with others
for Him. Their personal contact was the beginning
of their service. This is one of the famous personal
work chapters. There are three “findeths”
in it. Andrew findeth his brother Peter.
That was a great find. John in his modesty doesn’t
speak of it, but in all likelihood he findeth James
his brother. Jesus findeth Philip and
Philip in turn findeth Nathaniel, the guileless man.
That word findeth is very suggestive,
even to being picturesque. It tells the absence
of these other men. Their whereabouts might be
guessed, but were not known. There was in the
searchers a purpose, and a warmth in the heart under
that purpose. As Andrew looked and listened he
said to himself, “Peter must hear this; Peter
must see this Man.” And perhaps he asks
to be excused and, reaching for his hat, hastens out
to get his brother and bring him back to the house.
He wants more himself, but he’ll get it with
Peter in too. And so it would be with John likely.
Peter had to be searched for.
Most men do. He was probably absorbed with all
his impulsive intensity in some matter on hand.
May be Andrew had to pull quite a bit to get him started.
But he got him. Andrew was a good sticker:
hard to shake him off. His is a fine name for
a brotherhood of personal workers. And when Peter
once got started he never quit going. He stumbled
some, but he got up, and got up only to go on.
Most men need some one to get them started. There’s
need of more starters, more of us starting people
moving Jesus’ way.
I think the memory of this evening’s
work with Peter must have come back very vividly to
Andrew one morning a few years afterwards. It’s
up on the hills of Judea, in Jerusalem. There’s
a great crowd of people standing in the streets, filling
the space for a great distance. There are some
thousands of them. They are listening spellbound
to a man talking. It is Peter. And down
there near by, maybe holding Peter’s hat while
he talks, is Andrew. His eyes are glowing.
And if you might listen to his heart talking, I think
you would hear it saying softly, “I’m so
glad I brought Peter that evening I met Jesus.”
Peter’s talk that day swung three thousand men
and women over to Jesus. Somebody has said that
if Peter were their spiritual father, certainly Andrew
was their spiritual grandfather. And I think
God reckons the thing that way, too.
There is a great deal of good talk
these days about regenerating society. It used
to be that men talked about “reaching the masses.”
Now the other putting of it is commoner. It is
helpful talk whichever way it is put. The Gospel
of Jesus is to affect all society. It has
affected all society, and is to more and more.
But the thing to mark keenly is this, the key to the
mass is the man. The way to regenerate society
is to start on the individual.
The law of influence through personal
contact is too tremendous to be grasped. You
influence one man and you have influenced a group of
men, and then a group around each man of the group,
and so on endlessly. Hand-picked fruit gets the
first and best market. The keenest marksmen are
picked out for the sharpshooters’ corps.
The True Source of Strong Service.
One morning with a friend I walked
out of the city of Geneva to where the waters of the
lake flow with swift rush into the Rhone. And
we were both greatly interested in the strange sight
which has impressed so many travellers. There
are two rivers whose waters come together here, the
Rhone and the Arve, the Arve flowing into the Rhone.
The waters of the Rhone are beautifully clear and
sparkling. The waters of the Arve come through
a clayey soil and are muddy, gray, and dull. And
for a long distance the two waters are wholly distinct.
Two rivers of water are in one river-bed, on one side
the sparkling blue Rhone water, on the other the dull
gray Arve water, and the line between the two sharply
defined. And so it continues for a long distance.
Then gradually they blend and the gray begins to tinge
all through the blue.
I went to the guide-book and maps
to find out something about this river that kept on
its way undefiled by its neighbor for so long.
Its source is in a glacier that is between ten thousand
and eleven thousand feet high, descending “from
the gates of eternal night, at the foot of the pillar
of the sun.” It is fed continually by the
melting glacier which, in turn, is being kept up by
the snows and cold. Rising at this great height,
ever being renewed steadily by the glacier, it comes
rushing down the swift descent of the Swiss Alps through
the lake of Geneva and on. There is the secret
of purity, side by side with its dirty neighbor.
Our lives must have their source high
up in the mountains of God, fed by a ceaseless supply.
Only so can there be the purity, and the momentum that
shall keep us pure, and keep us moving down
in contact with men of the earth. And we must
keep closer to the source than is the Rhone at Geneva,
else the streams flowing alongside will unduly influence
us. Constant personal contact with Jesus is the
beginning ever new of service.