On the following day the pilgrims
took their departure, and arriving at Cyprus, were
assigned to different vessels. In the harbor of
that place were three or four ships bound for Venice.
Of these one belonged to some Turks; another was too
small; but the third, the property of a wealthy Venetian,
was very large and strong.
Some of the band asked the captain
of this last to take the pilgrim aboard; but, finding
that no pay was to be offered, he refused, in spite
of the fact that many begged him and were loud in their
praises of the pilgrim. His reply was, that if
the pilgrim were indeed a holy man, he might cross
the sea as St. James did.
The favor they asked was easily obtained
of the captain of the smaller ship.
On a certain day they set sail with
a favorable wind, but toward evening a storm arose,
which tossed the vessels about in different directions.
The large ship, whose captain had refused to take
Ignatius, was driven by the tempest against the Island
of Cyprus, and dashed to pieces. A like fate
overtook the Turkish vessel. The small ship,
however, though for a long time severely tried by wind
and waves, finally reached the shores of Apulia in
safety.
Although the winter had set in with
intense cold and a heavy fall of snow, Ignatius had
no garments save a pair of knee-breeches of a very
rough texture, leaving the legs naked, a black waistcoat
open and quite ragged about his shoulders, a light
cloak made of coarse hair, and a pair of shoes.
He arrived at Venice about the middle of January,
having spent a good part of the preceding month and
all of November aboard the ship which carried him
from Cyprus.
At Venice, he met a friend who had
been kind to him on his way to Jerusalem. From
him he received alms and some cloth, which he wrapped
about his body as a protection against the intense
cold.
When Ignatius understood that God
did not wish him to remain at Jerusalem, he began
to consider what he should do. The plan he approved
and adopted was to enter upon a course of study in
order to be better fitted to save souls. For
this purpose he determined to go to Barcelona, and
setting out from Venice he traveled toward Genoa.
While praying at the principal church
of Ferrara, he gave five or six coins to a beggar
who asked an alms. To a second beggar he was equally
generous. As soon as the beggars saw him so prodigal
of his alms, they flocked around him, until he had
spent all the money that he had; so when others approached
to ask for assistance, he excused himself on the plea
that he had nothing left.
While proceeding from Ferrara to Genoa,
he met some Spanish soldiers, who treated him kindly,
and who were not a little surprised at his choosing
such a route, since by so doing he was compelled to
pass through the very midst of the armies of France
and Spain. They entreated him therefore to take
a safer road, which they would point out to him, and
to withdraw from the highway.
Not following their counsel, however,
he kept straight on until he came to a town fortified
by strong walls. Seized as a spy, the guards
cast him into a small house not far from the gate,
and, as is customary in such suspicious times, closely
questioned him. On all points, however, he professed
the greatest ignorance. Finally they searched
his clothes and shoes to see if he bore any messages,
and finding nothing, they led him into the presence
of the captain. They deprived him of his cloak,
leaving him only his waistcoat and knee-breeches.
As he was compelled to go about in
this condition, he recalled to mind the thought of
Christ led about as a captive. Although he was
forced to walk through the three principal streets
of the town, he did so, not with sadness, but feeling
great joy and consolation.
In addressing others he was in the
habit of saying “you,” employing
no other word either of reverence or dignity, believing
that such was the simplicity as well of the Apostles
as of Christ Himself.
While being conducted through the
different streets, it occurred to him that it would
be well to depart somewhat from his ordinary custom,
and to show greater respect to the commander of the
place. Such a thought was by no means the outcome
of the fear of any punishment which they might inflict.
He felt, however, that this was a temptation; he said,
“In that case I’ll neither address him
as a person of dignity, nor bend the knee as a mark
of respect, nor even remove my hat in his presence.”
Having reached the residence of the
commander, he was made to wait some time in the courtyard
before being summoned into his presence. Then,
without manifesting the slightest degree of civility,
he so paused after each word he spoke as to be taken
for a fool by the commander, who said to his captors,
“This man is an idiot; restore what belongs
to him and send him away.”
A certain Spaniard met Ignatius coming
from the house of the commander, led him home, just
as he was, and gave him food and whatever was necessary
for that night.
The next morning he resumed his journey
until toward evening, when, espied by the soldiers
of a fort, he was seized and brought to the commander
of the French forces. The latter, among other
things, asked where he came from. When Ignatius
answered, “Guipuscoa,” the officer said,
“I also come from near that place;” and
immediately he ordered Ignatius to be conducted within
to supper and to be treated with great kindness.
At Genoa, he was recognized by a Cantabrian,
who had spoken with him elsewhere, when in the army
of his Catholic Majesty. Through his influence,
he was taken on a ship bound for Barcelona. He
came very near being taken captive by Andrea Dorea,
who was at that time in the service of the French,
and gave chase to the vessel.
At Barcelona, he was enabled to study
through the assistance of a noble and very pious lady,
Isabel Roser, and a teacher, named Ardebal. Both
highly approved his plan, Ardebal promising to give
him instruction free, while Isabel generously offered
to provide him with everything necessary.
At Manresa, there was a very holy
monk, of the Order of St. Bernard, with whom Ignatius
wished to remain, as well for his own personal guidance
as to prepare himself to direct others. He accordingly
accepted the offer of his two generous friends on condition
that what he sought could not be obtained at Manresa.
Finding, however, that the monk had died, he returned
to Barcelona and applied himself to study. In
this, however, he was destined to meet with some difficulties.
In his studies, the principles of grammar caused new
spiritual thoughts and tastes to arise so abundantly,
as to render him incapable of committing anything
to memory, and though he strove hard, he could not
dispel these thoughts.
Noticing, however, that while praying
at Mass he did not experience similar thoughts, he
considered this a temptation. Accordingly, after
praying for some time, he asked his teacher to come
to the Church of Blessed Mary of the Sea, not far
from the professor’s house, and there to listen
to what he would tell him. Ignatius faithfully
made known the whole state of his mind, and why he
had as yet learned so little. “But,”
he said, “I promise not to be wanting in attention
in school during these two years, provided that at
Barcelona I may be able to find bread and water.”
Such an acknowledgment was of the
greatest efficacy, and he never after experienced
that temptation. The pains of the stomach, which
afflicted him at Manresa, ceased, and, in fact, they
did not trouble him from the time he set out for Jerusalem.
While studying at Barcelona, he wished
to practise his former penances. Accordingly,
making a hole in the soles of his shoes, he tore them,
little by little, until nothing but the upper portion
was left.
His two years of study being completed,
in which, they say, he greatly advanced, he was advised
by his master to go to Alcala to study philosophy,
as he was deemed ready for it.
Before setting out, however, he wished
to be examined by a certain theologian. As he
also gave him the same advice, Ignatius, unaccompanied,
started for Alcala. Here he began to beg and live
upon alms. After ten or twelve days, this kind
of life drew upon him the contempt of a priest and
of some others. They began to insult him as one
who preferred to live on alms, although quite able
to support himself.
The superior of a new hospital, seeing
him thus rudely treated, took him home, placed him
in a room, and liberally provided for his needs.
The time of his arrival at Barcelona
was about Lent of the year 1524; and as he remained
there upwards of two years, we do not find him at
Alcala until the year 1526. At the latter place
he spent his time in studying the works of Scotus,
Albertus, Alcuin, and the Master of the Sentences.
He was diligent also in giving the Spiritual Exercises
and explaining the Christian doctrine, by which he
gave great glory to God, as very many were thereby
led to a knowledge and taste of spiritual things.
Many, however, fell victims to various temptations,
an example of which is to be seen in one who was unable
to scourge himself, because, as he fancied, his hand
was held by some invisible agent. Because of
such affairs, and especially by reason of the great
crowd of men coming to him when he explained the Christian
doctrine, various rumors began to spread among the
people.
When he first came to Alcala a friendship
sprang up between him and one Didacus Guya, who lived
with his brother, a painter. Through that friendship,
Ignatius was abundantly supplied with all that was
necessary; hence he would bestow upon the poor the
alms that he himself obtained, and besides three other
pilgrims stayed with him.
One day Ignatius went to Didacus to
ask for alms in order to assist some poor people.
He replied that he had no money. Opening, however,
a chest which belonged to him, he took from it trappings
of various colors, candlesticks, and other objects,
which he gave to Ignatius, who distributed them to
the poor.
Many rumors, as was stated above,
became widespread in Alcala, and reached the ears
even of the Inquisitors who were at Toledo, and who,
as their host testified, styled Ignatius and his associates,
Legati or Illuminati, and threatened him with
capital punishment.
The Inquisitors who had come to Alcala
to investigate their actions left the entire affair
in the hands of the Vicar Figueroa, who was then negotiating
with the Emperor, and returned to Toledo without having
even once summoned them. Figueroa granted them
the right to continue the work in which they were
engaged, and the Inquisitors, after mature deliberation,
discovered error neither in their doctrines nor in
their manner of life.
They did not, however, favor their
custom of dressing alike, as they were not Religious.
Ignatius replied that the wish of the Vicar would
be obeyed, but he added: “I do not see the
fruit of these examinations, since but a few days
ago a certain priest refused holy communion to one,
on the plea that he had communicated but eight days
before; and to me, indeed, he gave it very reluctantly.
We would like to know whether or not we have been
guilty of any heresy?” “None,” replied
Figueroa, “else you would have been led to the
stake.” “And they would likewise
have led you to the stake,” responded Ignatius,
“had you been convicted of heresy.”
The dress was changed according to
the wish of Figueroa, who also desired that the pilgrim
should not go around barefooted for at least fifteen
or twenty days. This command was also obeyed.
Four months after, Figueroa, a second
time, brought the Inquisition to bear upon them, influenced,
as I think, by the fact that a certain married woman
of rank, who chanced to be singularly devoted to the
pilgrim, went in disguise at daybreak to visit Ignatius
at the hospital where he was staying. But even
on this occasion Ignatius was not summoned to appear
before the Inquisition; nor was any sentence pronounced
against him.