I had a good lively tilt with John
Barleycorn, ranging over twenty years. I know
all about drinking. I figured it this way:
I have about fifteen more good, productive years in
me. After that I shall lose in efficiency, even
if I keep my health. Being selfish and perhaps
getting sensible, I desire the remaining productive
years of my life to be years of the greatest efficiency.
Looking back over my drinking years, I saw, if I was
to attain and keep that greatest efficiency, that was
my job, and that it could not be complicated with any
booze-fighting whatsoever.
I decided that what I might lose in
the companionship and social end of it I would gain
in my own personal increase in horsepower; for I knew
that though drinking may have done me no harm, it certainly
did me no good, and that, if persisted in, it surely
would do me harm in some way or other.
Sizing it up, one side against the
other, I conclude that it is better for me not to
drink. I find I have much more time that I can
devote to my business; that I think more clearly,
feel better, do not make any loose statements under
the exhilaration of alcohol, and keep my mind on my
number constantly. The item of time is the surprising
item. It is astonishing how much time you have
to do things in that formerly you used to drink in,
with the accompaniment of all the piffle that goes
with drinking! When you are drinking you are never
too busy to take a drink and never too busy not to
stop. You are busy all the time but
get nowhere. Work is the curse of the drinking
classes.
Any man who has been accustomed to
do the kind of drinking I did for twenty years, who
likes the sociability and the companionship of it,
will find that the sudden transition to a non-drinking
life will leave him with a pretty dull existence on
his hands until he gets reorganized. This is
the depressing part of it. You have nowhere to
go and nothing to do. Still, though you may miss
the fun of the evening, you have all your drinking
friends lashed to the mast in the morning.