“There stood on the banks of
the Saranac a small, neat cottage, which peeped forth
from the surrounding foliage the image of
rural quiet and contentment. An old-fashioned
piazza extended along the front, shaded with vines
and honeysuckles; the turf on the bank of the river
was of the richest and brightest emerald; and the wild
rose and sweetbrier, which twined over the neat enclosure,
seemed to bloom with more delicate freshness and perfume
within the bounds of this earthly paradise. The
scenery around was wildly yet beautifully romantic;
the clear blue river, glancing and sparkling at its
feet, seemed only as a preparation for another and
more magnificent view, when the stream, gliding on
to the west, was buried in the broad, white bosom of
Champlain, which stretched back, wave after wave, in
the distance, until lost in faint blue mists that
veiled the sides of its guardian mountains, seeming
more lovely from their indistinctness.”
Such is the description which the
younger subject of these memoirs gives us of the home
of her parents, Dr. Oliver and Margaret Davidson,
in the village of Plattsburg, Vermont. Amidst
scenery so well calculated to call forth and foster
poetical talent, Lucretia Maria Davidson was born
on the 27th September, 1808. Of her earliest
childhood there is nothing recorded, except that she
was physically feeble, and manifested extreme sensibility
of disposition. She was sent to school when she
was four years old, and there was taught to read and
to imitate, in sand, the printed characters. Books
now possessed for her a greater charm than childish
sports. The writing paper began to disappear
mysteriously from the table, and Lucretia was often
observed with pen and ink, to the surprise of her parents,
who knew that she had never been taught to write.
The mystery remained unexplained until she was six
years old, when her mother, in searching a closet
rarely visited, found, behind piles of linen, a parcel
of little books filled with hieroglyphics. These
were at length deciphered by her parents, and proved
to be metrical explanations of rudely-sketched pictures
on the opposite page; the explanations being made
in Roman letters, most unartistically formed and disposed.
Not long after, Lucretia came running to her mother
in great agitation, the tears trickling down her cheeks,
and said, “O mamma! mamma! how could you treat
me so? My little books you have shown
them to papa, Anne, Eliza!
I know you have. O, what shall I do?” Her
mother tried to soothe the child, and promised never
to do so again. “O mamma,” replied
she, a gleam of sunshine illumining the drops, “I
am not afraid of that, for I have burned them all.”
“This reserve,” says one whose kindred
spirit could sympathize with that of Lucretia, “proceeded
from nothing cold or exclusive in her character; never
was there a more loving or sympathetic creature.
It would be difficult to say which was most rare,
her modesty, or the genius it sanctified.”
It does not surprise us to learn that,
under the guidance of pious parents, religion took
a deep and enduring hold, at a very early period,
upon so susceptible a child. From her earliest
years, she evinced a fear of doing any thing displeasing
in the sight of God; and if, in her gayest sallies,
she caught a look of disapprobation from her mother,
she would ask, with the most artless simplicity, “O
mother, was that wicked?” Her extreme conscientiousness
exhibited itself in a manner quite remarkable in a
child. Some of the friends of the family thought
their mode of education not the most judicious, and
that her devoting so much time to study was not consistent
with the pecuniary circumstances and the physical
condition of the mother, who, being a confirmed invalid,
was able to take little part in the ordinary family
labors. Lucretia’s parents, however, did
not concur in this opinion, and carefully concealed
it from her; but she in some manner became aware of
its existence, and voluntarily acted in accordance
with it. The real feeling which prompted this
conduct was artlessly made apparent by the incident
which led her to return to her favorite occupation.
When she was about twelve, she attended her father
to a “birth-night” ball. The next
day, an elder sister found her absorbed in composition.
“She had sketched an urn, and written two stanzas
under it. She was persuaded to show them to her
mother. She brought them blushing and trembling.
Her mother was ill, in bed; but she expressed her
delight with such unequivocal animation, that the
child’s face changed from doubt to rapture, and
she seized the paper, ran away, and immediately added
the concluding stanzas. When they were finished,
her mother pressed her to her bosom, wept with delight,
and promised her all the aid and encouragement she
could give her. The sensitive child burst into
tears. ’And do you wish me to write, mamma?
and will papa approve? and will it be right that I
should do so?’” The following are the
verses:
“And does a hero’s dust lie
here?
Columbia, gaze, and drop a tear:
His country’s and the orphan’s
friend,
See thousands o’er his ashes bend.
Among the heroes of the age,
He was the warrior and the sage;
He left a train of glory bright,
Which never will be hid in night.
The toils of war and danger past,
He reaps a rich reward at last;
His pure soul mounts on cherub’s
wings,
And now with saints and angels sings.
The brightest on the list of Fame,
In golden letters shines his name;
Her trump shall sound it through the world,
And the striped banner ne’er be
furled.
And every sex, and every age,
From lisping boy to learned sage,
The widow, and her orphan son,
Revere the name of Washington!”
A literary friend, to whom these verses
were shown, felt some doubts as to Lucretia’s
being the real author of the stanzas, and suffered
them to appear. The feeling that her rectitude
was impeached made the sensitive girl actually ill;
but a poetic remonstrance, which she prepared on the
occasion, removed every doubt.
From what has been before said, it
must not be supposed that Lucretia was suffered to
abandon herself to literary avocations. She had
her prescribed tasks in sewing, and other customary
employments, which she generally performed with fidelity
and with wonderful celerity; sometimes, however, the
voice of her muse struck her in the midst, and “enchanted
she dropped each earthly care.” One day,
she had promised to do a certain piece of sewing,
and had eagerly run for her basket; she was absent
long, and on her return found that the work was done.
“Where have you been, Lucretia?” said her
mother, justly displeased. “O mamma,”
she replied, “I did forget; I am grieved.
As I passed the window, I saw a solitary sweet pea.
I thought they were all gone. This was alone.
I ran to smell it, but, before I could reach it, a
gust of wind broke the stem. I turned away disappointed,
and was coming back to you; but as I passed the table,
there stood the inkstand, and I forgot you.”
The following beautiful verses insured the forgiveness
of her mother:
“The last flower of the garden was
blooming alone,
The last rays of the sun on its blushing
leaves shone;
Still a glittering drop on its bosom reclined,
And a few half-blown buds ’midst
its leaves were entwined.
Say, lovely one, say, why lingerest thou
here?
And why on thy bosom reclines the bright
tear?
’Tis the tear of the zephyr for
summer ’twas shed,
And for all thy companions now withered
and dead.
Why lingerest thou here, when around thee
are strown
The flowers once so lovely, by autumn
blasts blown?
Say, why, sweetest floweret, the last
of thy race,
Why lingerest thou here the lone garden
to grace?
As I spoke, a rough blast, sent by winter’s
own hand,
Whistled by me, and bent its sweet head
to the sand;
I hastened to raise it the
dew-drop had fled,
And the once lovely flower was withered
and dead.”
All her short pieces were composed
with equal rapidity; and sometimes she wished that
she had two pair of hands to record as fast as her
muse dictated. These she composed wherever she
chanced to be when the spirit of poesy came over her.
In the midst of her family, blind and deaf to all
around her, she held sweet communion with her muse.
But when composing her longer poems, as “Amie
Khan,” or “Chicomicos,” she required
complete seclusion. She retired to her own room,
closed the blinds, and placed her AEolian harp in
the window. Her mother gives this graphic description:
“I entered her room, she was sitting
with scarcely light enough to discern the characters
she was tracing; her harp was in the window, touched
by a breeze just sufficient to rouse the spirit of
harmony; her comb had fallen on the floor, and her
long, dark ringlets hung in rich profusion over her
neck and shoulders; her cheek glowed with animation;
her lips were half unclosed; her full, dark eye was
radiant with the light of genius, and beaming with
sensibility; her head rested on her left hand, while
she held her pen in her right. She looked like
the inhabitant of another sphere. She was so
wholly absorbed that she did not observe my entrance.
I looked over her shoulder, and read the following
lines:
’What heavenly music strikes my
ravished ear,
So soft, so melancholy, and so clear?
And do the tuneful nine then touch the
lyre,
To fill each bosom with poetic fire?
Or does some angel strike the sounding
strings,
Who caught from echo the wild note he
sings?
But, ah! another strain! how sweet! how
wild!
Now, rushing low, ‘tis soothing,
soft, and mild.’”
The noise made by her mother roused
Lucretia, who soon afterwards brought her the preceding
verses, with the following added to them, being an
address to her AEolian harp:
“And tell me now, ye spirits of
the wind,
O, tell me where those artless notes to
find
So lofty now, so loud, so sweet, so clear,
That even angels might delighted hear.
But hark! those notes again majestic rise,
As though some spirit, banished from the
skies,
Had hither fled to charm AEolus wild,
And teach him other music, sweet and mild.
Then hither fly, sweet mourner of the
air,
Then hither fly, and to my harp repair;
At twilight chant the melancholy lay,
And charm the sorrows of thy soul away.”
Her parents indulged her in the utmost
latitude in her reading. History, profane and
sacred, novels, poetry, and other works of imagination,
by turns occupied her. Before she was twelve,
she had read the English poets. Dramatic works
possessed a great charm for her, and her devotion
to Shakspeare is expressed in the following verses,
written in her fifteenth year:
“Shakspeare, with all thy faults,
(and few have more,)
I love thee still, and still will con
thee o’er.
Heaven, in compassion to man’s erring
heart,
Gave thee of virtue, then of vice, a part,
Lest we, in wonder here, should bow before
thee,
Break God’s commandment, worship,
and adore thee;
But admiration, now, and sorrow join;
His works we reverence, while we pity
thine.”
But above all other books she valued
the Bible. The more poetical parts of the Old
Testament she almost committed to memory; and the New
Testament, especially those parts which relate the
life of our Savior, was studied by her, and excited
in her the deepest emotions. As an evidence of
this we give the following verses, written in her
thirteenth year:
“The good shepherd.
“The shepherd feeds his fleecy flock
with care,
And mourns to find one little
lamb has strayed;
He, unfatigued, roams through the midnight
air,
O’er hills, o’er
rocks, and through the mossy glade.
But when that lamb is found, what joy
is seen
Depicted on the careful shepherd’s
face,
When, sporting o’er the smooth and
level green,
He sees his favorite charge
is in its place!
Thus the great Shepherd of his flock doth
mourn,
When from his fold a wayward
lamb has strayed,
And thus with mercy he receives him home,
When the poor soul his Lord
has disobeyed.
There is great joy among the saints in
heaven,
When one repentant soul has
found its God;
For Christ, his Shepherd, hath his ransom
given,
And sealed it with his own
redeeming blood.”
We have now arrived at a period which
most girls look forward to as an epoch in their life the
first ball! Lucretia had been to dancing-school,
and took great delight in that exercise. In the
hope of overcoming her painful timidity, her mother
had consented to her attending the public assemblies
of Plattsburg. She was fourteen. The day
arrived, and the important subject of dress was the
matter of consultation between Mrs. Davidson and her
eldest daughter, Lucretia sitting by, absorbed in
one of the Waverley novels. “What shall
Lucy wear?” asked the sister. “Come,
Lucretia; what color will you wear to-night?”
“Where?” “Where? why, to the assembly,
to be sure.” “Is it to-night? so
it is!” and she tossed aside her book, and danced
delighted about the room. The question of dress
was now settled, and Lucretia was soon again absorbed
in her book. At the hour for dressing, the delights
of the ball again filled her imagination, and she
set about the offices of the toilet with interest.
Her sister was to dress her hair; but, when the time
came, she was missing. She was called in vain,
and was at length found in the parlor, in the dusky
twilight, writing poetry. “She returned
from the assembly,” says her mother, “wild
with delight.” “O mamma,” said
she, “I wish you had been there. When I
first entered, the glare of light dazzled my eyes;
my head whirled, and I felt as if I were treading
on air; all was so gay, so brilliant! But I grew
tired at last, and was glad to hear sister say it
was time to go home.”
About the same period, life received
for her a new object of interest. Her little
sister Margaret, the frequent subject of her verses,
was born. The following are among the earliest
stanzas addressed to her:
“Sweet babe, I cannot hope that
thou’lt be freed
From woes, to all since earliest time
decreed;
But may’st thou be with resignation
blessed,
To bear each evil, howsoe’er distressed.
May Hope her anchor lend amid the storm,
And o’er the tempest rear her angel
form;
May sweet Benevolence, whose words are
peace,
To the rude whirlwind softly whisper,
Cease!
And may Religion, Heaven’s own darling
child,
Teach thee at human cares and griefs to
smile;
Teach thee to look beyond that world of
woe,
To heaven’s high font, whence mercies
ever flow.
And when this vale of years is safely
passed,
When death’s dark curtain shuts
the scene at last,
May thy freed spirit leave this earthly
sod,
And fly to seek the bosom of thy God.”
Lucretia was now placed in trying
circumstances. Her mother, after the birth of
Margaret, was very ill; the infant, too, was ill; and,
to add to their misfortunes, the nurse was taken sick.
Lucretia’s eldest sister had recently been married,
and had removed to Canada; so that upon her devolved
great and manifold duties.
The manner in which she discharged
these shall be related in her mother’s own words.
“Lucretia astonished us all. She took her
station in my sick-room, and devoted herself wholly
to the mother and the child; and when my recovery
became doubtful, instead of resigning herself to grief,
her exertions were redoubled, not only for the comfort
of the sick, but she was an angel of consolation to
her afflicted father. We were amazed at the exertions
she made, and the fatigue she endured; for with nerves
so weak, a constitution so delicate, and a sensibility
so exquisite, we trembled lest she should sink with
anxiety and fatigue. Until it ceased to be necessary,
she performed not only the duties of a nurse, but
acted as superintendent of the household.”
Neither did she relinquish her domestic avocations
when her mother became better; “she did not so
much yield to her ruling passion as to look into a
book, or take up a pen, lest she should again become
so absorbed in them as to neglect to perform those
little offices which a feeble, affectionate mother
had a right to claim at her hands.” As
was to be expected, her mental and physical health
suffered; her cheek became pale, and her spirits dejected.
Her mother became alarmed, and expressed her apprehensions.
“I am not ill, mamma,” said she, “only
out of spirits.” An explanation ensued,
and the mother convinced the child that her duty did
not require a total abandonment of the pursuits she
longed for, but a judicious intermingling of literary
with domestic labors. The good consequences of
the change were soon manifest in the restored health
and cheerfulness of Lucretia.
It was about this period (1823-4)
that she composed the longest of her published poems,
“Amie Khan,” an Oriental tale, which would
do credit to much older and more practised writers.
In 1824, an old friend of her mother’s,
Moss Kent, Esq., visited Plattsburg. He had never
seen Lucretia, but had formed a high opinion of her
genius from some of her productions, which had been
shown to him by his sister. Her appearance at
this time was well calculated to confirm his prepossessions
in her favor. She is thus described by her biographer:
“Miss Davidson was just sixteen. Her complexion
was the most beautiful brunette, clear and brilliant,
of that warm tint that seems to belong to lands of
the sun, rather than to our chilled regions; indeed,
her whole organization, mental as well as physical,
her deep and quick sensibility, her early development,
were characteristics of a warmer clime than ours:
her stature was of the middle height; her form slight
and symmetrical; her hair profuse, dark, and curling;
her mouth and nose regular, and as beautiful as if
they had been chiselled by an inspired artist; and
through this fitting medium beamed her angelic spirit.”
Charmed by all he saw and read, Mr.
Kent at once made the proposal to her parents to adopt
Lucretia as his own child. The proposal was in
part accepted, and, in accordance with his wishes,
it was determined to send her to the Troy Seminary.
Her feelings on this occasion are thus made known
by letter to her sister: “What think you?
Ere another moon shall fill, ‘round as my shield,’
I shall be at Mrs. Willard’s Seminary.
In a fortnight I shall probably have left Plattsburg,
not to return at least until the expiration of six
months. O, I am so delighted, so happy!
I shall scarcely eat, drink, or sleep, for a month
to come. You must write to me often, and you must
not laugh when you think of poor Lucy in the far-famed
city of Troy, dropping handkerchiefs, keys, gloves,
&c.; in short, something of every thing I have.
It is well if you can read what I have written, for
papa and mamma are talking, and my head whirls like
a top. O, how my poor head aches! Such a
surprise as I have had!”
She left home November 24, 1824, to
appearance full of health and of delight at the opportunities
of acquiring knowledge which were to be open to her.
At parting she left the following verses:
“To my mother.
“O Thou whose care sustained my
infant years,
And taught my prattling lip
each note of love,
Whose soothing voice breathed comfort
to my fears,
And round my brow hope’s
brightest garland wove,
To thee my lay is due, the simple song,
Which nature gave me at life’s
opening day;
To thee these rude, these untaught strains
belong,
Whose heart indulgent will
not spurn my lay.
O, say, amid this wilderness of life,
What bosom would have throbbed
like thine for me?
Who would have smiled responsive?
Who, in grief,
Would e’er have felt
and, feeling, grieved like thee?
Who would have guarded, with a falcon
eye,
Each trembling footstep, or
each sport of fear?
Who would have marked my bosom bounding
high,
And clasped me to her heart
with love’s bright tear?
Who would have hung around my sleepless
couch,
And fanned, with anxious hand,
my burning brow?
Who would have fondly pressed my fevered
lip,
In all the agony of love and
woe?
None but a mother none but
one like thee,
Whose bloom has faded in the
midnight watch,
Whose eye, for me, has lost its witchery,
Whose form has felt disease’s
mildew touch.
Yes, thou hast lighted me to health and
life,
By the bright lustre of thy
youthful bloom;
Yes, thou hast wept so oft o’er
every grief,
That woe hath traced thy brow
with marks of gloom.
O, then, to thee this rude and simple
song,
Which breathes of thankfulness
and love for thee,
To thee, my mother, shall this lay belong,
Whose life is spent in toil
and care for me.”
The following extracts from a letter
to her mother tell us of the state of her feelings
when established at the Seminary.
“December 24, 1824. Here
I am at last; and what a naughty girl I was, when
I was at aunt Schuyler’s, that I did not write
you every thing! But to tell the truth, I was
topsy-turvy, and so I am now. But in despite
of calls from the young ladies, and of a hundred new
faces, and new names which are constantly ringing
in my ears, I have set myself down, and will not rise
until I have written an account of every thing to
my dear mother. I am contented; yet, notwithstanding,
I have once or twice turned a wistful glance towards
my dear-loved home. Amidst all the parade of
wealth, in the splendid apartments of luxury, I can
assure you, my dearest mother, that I had rather be
with you, in our own lowly home, than in the midst
of all this ceremony.” “O mamma,
I like Mrs. W. ‘And so this is my little
girl,’ said she, and took me affectionately
by the hand. O, I want to see you so much!
But I must not think of it now; I must learn as fast
as I can, and think only of my studies. Dear,
dear little Margaret! Kiss her and the little
boys for me. How is dear father getting on in
this rattling world?”
The transplanting a flower of so delicate
a constitution from the clear air of Lake Champlain
to the close atmosphere of a city boarding-school,
was followed by consequences which might have been
expected. Almost from her arrival, Lucretia’s
letters speak of ill-health and unhappiness, aggravated
by the fear that her progress in studies, thus frequently
interrupted, would disappoint the expectations of
her kind benefactor, for whom she seems to have cherished
the most affectionate and grateful feelings. Neither
do the excitements of a large public seminary seem
well adapted to one of so sensitive a nature.
In the course of time, the public examination approached,
and for the two months preceding it, she was kept in
a state of constant agitation and dread, which is
thus spoken of in a half-serious, half-jesting letter
to her mother: “We are all engaged, heart
and hand, preparing for this awful examination.
O, how I dread it! But there is no retreat.
I must stand firm to my post, or experience the anger,
vengeance, and punishments, which will, in case of
delinquency or flight, be exercised with the most unforgiving
acrimony. We are in such cases excommunicated,
henceforth and forever, under the awful ban of holy
Seminary; and the evil eye of false report is upon
us. O mamma, I do, though, jesting apart, dread
this examination; but nothing short of real and absolute
sickness can excuse a scholar in the eyes of Mrs.
W. Even that will not do in the Trojan world around
us; for if a young lady is ill at examination, they
say with a sneer, ‘O, she is ill of an examination
fever!’ Thus you see, mamma, we have no mercy
either from friends or foes. We must ‘do
or die.’ Tell Morris he must write to me.
Kiss dear, dear little Margaret for me, and don’t
let her forget poor sister Luly; and tell all who
inquire for me that I am well, but in awful dread of
a great examination.”
She was interrupted, in her course
of preparation for the examination, by an illness
so serious as to require the attendance of a physician.
But no sooner was she convalescent than she was suffered
to renew her suicidal course. “I shall
rise between two and four now every morning, till
the dreaded day is past. I rose the other night
at twelve, but was ordered back to bed again.
You see, mamma, I shall have a chance to become an
early riser here.” “Had I not written
you that I was coming home, I think I should not have
seen you this winter. All my friends think I
had better remain here, as the journey will be long
and cold; but O, there is at that journey’s end,
which would tempt me through the wilds of Siberia father,
mother, brothers, sisters, home. Yes,
I shall come.” “The dreaded examination
is now going on, my dear mother. To-morrow evening,
which will be the last, is always the most crowded,
and is the time fixed upon for my entree upon
the field of action. O, I hope I shall not disgrace
myself. It is the rule here to reserve the best
classes till the last; so I suppose I may take it
as a compliment that we are delayed.” “The
examination is over. E. did herself and her native
village honor; but as for your poor Luly, she acquitted
herself, I trust, decently. O mamma, I was so
frightened! But although my face glowed and my
voice trembled, I did make out to get through, for
I knew my lessons. The room was crowded to suffocation.
All was still; the fall of a pin could have been heard;
and I tremble when I think of it even now.”
The expected visit to her home was
relinquished, and she passed the vacation with her
friends in the vicinity of Troy. An incident which
occurred as she was crossing the Hudson on her return
to Troy, is thus described: “Uncle went
to the ferry with me, where we met Mr. P. Uncle placed
me under his care, and, snugly seated by his side,
I expected a very pleasant ride, with a very pleasant
gentleman. All was pleasant, except that we expected
every instant that all the ice in the Hudson would
come drifting against us, and shut in scow, stage and
all, or sink us to the bottom, which, in either case,
you know, mother, would not have been quite so agreeable.
We had just pushed off from the shore, I watching
the ice with anxious eyes, when, lo! the two leaders
made a tremendous plunge, and tumbled headlong into
the river. I felt the carriage following fast
after; the other two horses pulled back with all their
power, but the leaders were dragging them down, dashing,
and plunging, and flouncing, in the water. ’Mr.
P., in mercy let us get out!’ said I. But as
he did not see the horses, he felt no alarm.
The moment I informed him they were overboard, he opened
the door, and cried, ’Get out and save yourself,
if possible; I am old and stiff, but I will follow
you in an instant.’ ’Out with the
lady! let the lady out!’ shouted several voices
at once; ’the other horses are about to plunge,
and then all will be over.’ I made a lighter
spring than many a lady does in a cotillon, and jumped
upon a cake of ice. Mr. P. followed, and we stood
(I trembling like a leaf) expecting every moment that
the next plunge of the drowning horses would detach
the piece of ice upon which we were standing, and send
us adrift; but, thank Heaven, after working for ten
or fifteen minutes, by dint of ropes, and cutting
them away from the other horses, they dragged the
poor creatures out more dead than alive. Mother,
don’t you think I displayed some courage?
I jumped into the stage again, and shut the door,
while Mr. P. remained outside, watching the movement
of affairs. We at length reached here, and I
am alive, as you see, to tell the story of my woes.”
At the spring vacation, Lucretia returned
to her loved home; but the joy of her parents at once
more embracing their darling daughter, was damped
by observing that the fell destroyer had set its well-known
mark upon her cheek. Her father called in another
physician to consult with him, and, strange to say,
it was decided that she should return to school in
Albany, where she arrived May, 1825, and where her
reception, her accommodations and prospects, seem to
have given her much delight, and where she entered
upon her career of study with her wonted ardor.
But her physical strength could not sustain the demands
upon it. She thus writes to her mother: “I
am very wretched: am I never to hear from you
again? I am homesick. I know I am foolish,
but I cannot help it. To tell the truth, I am
half sick, I am so weak, so languid. I cannot
eat. I am nervous; I know I am. I weep most
of the time. I have blotted the paper so that
I cannot write. I cannot study much longer if
I do not hear from you.” Her disease appears
now to have assumed a fixed character, and in her
next letter, she expresses a fear that it is beyond
the reach of human art. Her mother, herself ill,
set off at once for Albany, and was received by her
child with rapture. “O mamma, I thought
I should never have seen you again! But, now
I have you here, I can lay my aching head upon your
bosom. I shall soon be better.”
The journey homeward, though made
in the heats of July, was attended with less suffering
than was anticipated. “Her joy,” says
her mother, “upon finding herself at home, operated
for a time like magic.” The progress of
disease seemed to be suspended. Those around her
received new hope; but she herself was not deceived,
and she calmly waited for that great change which
for her possessed no terrors, for her hopes as to
the future rested upon a sure foundation.
But one fear disturbed her, to which
she refers in the following, the last piece she ever
composed, and which is left unfinished:
“There is a something which I dread;
It is a dark and fearful thing;
It steals along with withering tread,
Or sweeps on wild destruction’s
wing.
That thought comes o’er me in the
hour
Of grief, of sickness, or
of sadness;
’Tis not the dread of death; ’tis
more,
It is the dread of madness.
O, may these throbbing pulses pause,
Forgetful of their feverish
course;
May this hot brain, which, burning, glows
With all a fiery whirlpool’s
force,
Be cold, and motionless, and still,
A tenant of its lowly bed;
But let not dark delirium steal ”
She died on the 27th August, 1825.
Her literary labors will surprise all who remember
that she had not yet reached her seventeenth birthday.
They consist of two hundred and seventy-eight poetical
pieces, of which there are five regular poems, of several
cantos each; three unfinished romances; a complete
tragedy, written at thirteen years of age; and twenty-four
school exercises; besides letters, of which forty
are preserved, written in the course of a few months,
to her mother alone. Indeed, we cannot but look
upon Lucretia Davidson as one of the wonders of humanity.
Her early productions excited even the admiration
of Byron; and the delicacy, dutifulness, and exaltation,
of her character seemed almost to have realized angelic
purity and beauty of soul, in a tenement of clay.
The little Margaret, as we have seen,
was the object of Lucretia’s fondest affection.
She used to gaze upon her little sister with delight,
and, remarking the brightness and beauty of her eyes,
would exclaim, “She must, she will be a poet!”
She did not live to see her prediction verified, but
to use her mother’s fond expressions, “On
ascending to the skies, it seemed as if her poetic
mantle fell, like a robe of light, on her infant sister.”
Though Margaret was but two years
and a half old, the death of her sister made a strong
impression on her, and an incident which occurred
a few months afterwards showed that she appreciated
her character. As Mrs. Davidson was seated, at
twilight, conversing with a female friend, Margaret
entered the room with a light, elastic step, for which
she was remarked. “That child never walks,”
said the lady; then turning to her, she said, “Margaret,
where are you flying now?” “To heaven!”
replied Margaret, pointing up with her fingers, “to
meet my sister Lucretia, when I get my new wings.”
“Your new wings! When will you get them?”
“O, soon, very soon; and then I shall fly!”
“She loved,” says her mother, “to
sit, hour after hour, on a cushion at my feet, her
little arms resting upon my lap, and her full, dark
eyes fixed upon mine, listening to anecdotes of her
sister’s life, and details of the events which
preceded her death, often exclaiming, while her face
beamed with mingled emotions, ’O mamma, I will
try to fill her place! Teach me to be like her!’”
Warned by their dreadful experience
in the former instance, the parents endeavored to
repress the intellectual activity of Margaret.
She was not taught to read till she was four years
old; but so rapid was her progress after that period,
under her mother’s instructions, that at six
she read not only well, but elegantly, and was wont
to solace her mother’s hours of protracted illness,
by reading to her the works of Thomson, Campbell,
Cowper, Milton, Byron, Scott, &c., in which she took
enthusiastic delight, and in discriminating their
beauties and defects, she showed wonderful taste and
intelligence. The Scriptures were her daily study;
not hurried over as a task, but she would spend an
hour or two in commenting with her mother upon the
chapter she had read.
“Her religious impressions,”
says her mother, “seemed to be interwoven with
her existence. From the very first exercise of
reason, she evinced strong devotional feelings, and,
although she loved play, she would at any time prefer
seating herself beside me, and, with every faculty
absorbed in the subject, listen while I attempted to
recount the wonders of Providence, and point out the
wisdom and benevolence of God, as manifested in the
works of creation.”
About the age of six years, she began
to exhibit a talent for rhyming. One of her earliest
pieces, if not remarkable for poetical merit, is worthy
of transcription, from the incident which gave occasion
to its composition; it also exhibits in a striking
manner that conscientiousness for which her sister
was so distinguished, and a power of self-examination
of rare existence in one so young.
Her mother reproved her for some trifling
act of disobedience upon which she attempted to justify
herself, and for this aggravation of the fault was
banished to her chamber until she should become sensible
of her error. Two hours elapsed, and she continued
obstinate; vindicating herself, and accusing her mother
of injustice. Mrs. D. reasoned with her, exhorting
her to pray to God to assist her in gaining that meekness
and humility which had characterized our Savior, and
reminding her of the example he had set of obedience
to parents. An hour or two afterwards, Margaret
came running in, threw her arms around her mother’s
neck, and, sobbing, put into her hands these verses:
“Forgiven by my Savior dear
For all the wrongs I’ve
done,
What other wish could I have here?
Alas! there yet is one.
I know my God has pardoned me;
I know he loves me still;
I wish I may forgiven be
By her I’ve used so
ill.
Good resolutions I have made,
And thought I loved my Lord;
But, ah! I trusted in myself,
And broke my foolish word.
But give me strength, O Lord, to trust
For help alone in thee;
Thou know’st my inmost feelings
best;
O, teach me to obey.”
She took little pleasure in the common
sports of children; her amusements were almost entirely
intellectual. If she played with a doll, or a
kitten, she invested it with some historical or dramatic
character, and whether Mary, queen of Scots, or Elizabeth,
the character was always well sustained.
In her seventh year, her health became
visibly delicate, and she was taken to Saratoga springs
and to New York, from which excursions she derived
much physical advantage, and great intellectual pleasure;
but she returned to her native village with feelings
of admiration and enthusiasm for its natural beauties,
heightened by contrast. As her health began again
to fail in the autumn, and the vicinity to the lake
seemed unfavorable to the health of Mrs. Davidson,
the family went to Canada to pass the winter with
the eldest daughter.
Margaret grew stronger, but her mother
derived no benefit from the change, and for eighteen
months remained a helpless invalid, during which time
her little daughter was her constant companion and
attendant. “Her tender solicitude,”
says Mrs. D., “endeared her to me beyond any
other earthly thing. Although under the roof of
a beloved and affectionate daughter, and having constantly
with me an experienced and judicious nurse, yet the
soft and gentle voice of my little darling was more
than medicine to my worn-out frame. If her delicate
hand smoothed my pillow, it was soft to my aching
temples, and her sweet smile would cheer me in the
lowest depths of despondency. She would draw
for me read to me and often,
when writing at her little table, would surprise me
by some tribute of love, which never failed to operate
as a cordial to my heart. At a time when my life
was despaired of, she wrote the following verses while
sitting at my bed:
’I’ll to thy arms in rapture
fly,
And wipe the tear that dims thine eye;
Thy pleasure will be my delight,
Till thy pure spirit takes its flight.
When left alone, when thou art gone,
Yet still I will not feel alone;
Thy spirit still will hover near,
And guard thy orphan daughter here.’”
Margaret continued to increase in
strength until January, 1833, when she was attacked
by scarlet fever, under which she lingered many weeks.
In the month of May, she had, however, so far recovered
as to accompany her mother, now convalescent, on a
visit to New York. Here she was the delight of
the relatives with whom she resided, and the suggester
of many new sources of amusement to her youthful companions.
One of her projects was to get up a dramatic entertainment,
for which she was to write the play. Indeed,
she directed the whole arrangements, although she
had never but once been to a theatre, and that on
her former visit to New York. The preparations
occupied several days, and, being nearly completed,
Margaret was called upon to produce the play.
“O,” she replied, “I have not written
it yet.” “How is this? Do you
make the dresses first, and then write the play to
suit them?” “O,” replied she, “the
writing of the play is the easiest part of the preparation;
it will be ready before the dresses.” In
two days she produced her drama; “which,”
says Mr. Irving, “is a curious specimen of the
prompt talent of this most ingenious child, and by
no means more incongruous in its incidents than many
current dramas by veteran and experienced playwrights.”
Though it was the study of her relatives
to make her residence in New York as agreeable to
her as possible, the heart of Margaret yearned for
her home: her feelings are expressed in the following
lines:
“I would fly from the city, would
fly from its care,
To my own native plants and my flowerets
so fair;
To the cool grassy shade and the rivulet
bright,
Which reflects the pale moon on its bosom
of light.
Again would I view the old mansion so
dear,
Where I sported a babe, without sorrow
or fear;
I would leave this great city, so brilliant
and gay,
For a peep at my home on this fine summer
day.
I have friends whom I love, and would
leave with regret,
But the love of my home, O, ’tis
tenderer yet!
There a sister reposes unconscious in
death;
’Twas there she first drew, and
there yielded, her breath:
A father I love is away from me now
O, could I but print a sweet kiss on his
brow,
Or smooth the gray locks, to my fond heart
so dear,
How quickly would vanish each trace of
a tear!
Attentive I listen to pleasure’s
gay call,
But my own darling home, it is dearer
than all.”
In the autumn the travellers turned
their faces homewards, but it was not to the home
of Margaret’s tender longings. The wintry
winds of Lake Champlain were deemed too severe for
the invalids, and the family took up its residence
at Ballston. Margaret’s feelings upon this
disappointment are thus recorded:
“My native lake.
“Thy verdant banks, thy lucid stream,
Lit by the sun’s resplendent beam,
Reflect each bending tree so light
Upon thy bounding bosom bright!
Could I but see thee once again,
My own, my beautiful Champlain!
The little isles that deck thy breast,
And calmly on thy bottom rest,
How often, in my childish glee,
I’ve sported round them, bright
and free!
Could I but see thee once again,
My own, my beautiful Champlain!
How oft I’ve watched the freshening
shower
Bending the summer tree and flower,
And felt my little heart beat high
As the bright rainbow graced the sky!
Could I but see thee once again,
My own, my beautiful Champlain!
And shall I never see thee more,
My native lake, my much-loved shore?
And must I bid a long adieu,
My dear, my infant home, to you?
Shall I not see thee once again,
My own, my beautiful Champlain?”
But Margaret was happy; the family
were reunited, and she had health sufficient to allow
her to pursue her studies, still under her mother’s
direction. She was fond, too, of devising little
plans for intellectual improvement and amusement:
among others, a weekly newspaper was issued in manuscript,
called the “Juvenile Aspirant.” But
this happiness was soon clouded. Her own severe
illness excited alarming fears; and hardly was she
convalescent, when, in the spring of 1834, intelligence
was received from Canada of the death of her eldest
sister. This was a severe shock, for she had always
looked up to this only surviving sister as to one
who would supply the place of her seemingly dying
mother. But she forgot her own grief in trying
to solace that of her mother. Her feelings, as
usual, were expressed in verses, which are as remarkable
for their strain of sober piety as for poetical merit.
The following are portions of an address
“To my mother, oppressed
with sorrow.
“Weep, O my mother! I will
bid thee weep,
For grief like thine requires the aid
of tears;
But O, I would not see thy bosom thus
Bowed down to earth, with anguish so severe;
I would not see thine ardent feelings
crushed,
Deadened to all save sorrow’s thrilling
tone,
Like the pale flower, which hangs its
drooping head
Beneath the chilling blasts of Eolus!
. . . . . . . . . .
When love would seek to lead thy heart
from grief,
And fondly pleads one cheering look to
view,
A sad, a faint, sad smile one instant
gleams
Athwart the brow where sorrow sits enshrined,
Brooding o’er ruins of what once
was fair;
But like departing sunset, as it throws
One farewell shadow o’er the sleeping
earth,
Thus, thus it fades! and sorrow more profound
Dwells on each feature where a smile,
so cold,
It scarcely might be called the mockery
Of cheerful peace, but just before had
been.
. . . . . . . . . .
But, O my mother, weep not thus for her,
The rose, just blown, transported to its
home;
Nor weep that her angelic soul has found
A resting-place with God.
O, let the eye of heaven-born Faith disperse
The darkening mists of earthly grief,
and pierce
The clouds which shadow dull mortality!
Gaze on the heaven of glory crowned with
light,
Where rests thine own sweet child with
radiant brow,
In the same voice which charmed her father’s
halls,
Chanting sweet anthems to her Maker’s
praise,
And watching with delight the gentle buds
Which she had lived to mourn; watching
thine own,
My mother! the soft, unfolding blossoms,
Which, ere the breath of earthly sin could
taint,
Departed to their Savior, there to wait
For thy fond spirit in the home of bliss!
The angel babes have found a sister mother;
But when thy soul shall pass from earth
away,
The little cherubs then shall cling to
thee,
And then, sweet guardian, welcome thee
with joy,
Protector of their helpless infancy,
Who taught them how to reach that happy
home.”
. . . . . . . . . .
So strong and healthful did she seem
during the ensuing summer, that her mother began to
indulge hopes of raising the tender plant to maturity.
But winter brought with it a new attack of sickness,
and from December to March the little sufferer languished
on her bed. During this period, her mind remained
inactive; but with returning health it broke forth
in a manner that excited alarm. “In conversation,”
says her mother, “her sallies of wit were dazzling;
she composed and wrote incessantly, or rather would
have done so, had I not interposed my authority to
prevent this unceasing tax upon both her mental and
physical strength. She seemed to exist only in
the regions of poetry.”
There was a faint return of health,
followed by a new attack of disease; indeed, the remainder
of her brief sojourn in this world presents the usual
vicissitudes attendant upon her disease short
intervals of health, which she devoted to study, amid
long and dreary periods of illness, which she bore
with exemplary patience. It would be painful
to follow her through these vicissitudes. We need
only note those events and changes which produced
a marked effect upon her feelings, and which she has
recorded in verse.
In the autumn of 1835, the family
removed to “Ruremont,” an old-fashioned
country house near New York, on the banks of Long Island
Sound. The character and situation of this place
seized powerfully on Margaret’s imagination.
“The curious structure of this old-fashioned
house,” says her mother, “its picturesque
appearance, the varied and beautiful grounds around
it, called up a thousand poetic images and romantic
ideas. A long gallery, a winding staircase, a
dark, narrow passage, a trap-door, large apartments
with massive doors and heavy iron bolts and bars, all
set her mind teeming with recollections of what she
had read, and imagination of old castles, &c.”
Perhaps it was under the influence of feelings thus
suggested that she composed the following
“Stanzas.
“O for the pinions of a bird,
To bear me far away,
Where songs of other lands are heard,
And other waters play!
For some aerial car, to fly
On, through the realms of
light,
To regions rife with poesy,
And teeming with delight.
O’er many a wild and classic stream
In ecstasy I’d bend,
And hail each ivy-covered tower
As though it were a friend;
Through many a shadowy grove, and round
Full many a cloistered hall,
And corridors, where every step
With echoing peal doth fall.
. . . . . . . . . .
O, what unmingled pleasure then
My youthful heart would feel,
And o’er its thrilling chords each
thought
Of former days would steal!
. . . . . . . . . .
Amid the scenes of past delight,
Or misery, I’d roam,
Where ruthless tyrants swayed in might,
Where princes found a home.
. . . . . . . . . .
I’d stand where proudest kings have
stood,
Or kneel where slaves have
knelt,
Till, rapt in magic solitude,
I feel what they have felt.”
Margaret now felt comparatively well,
and was eager to resume her studies. She was
indulged so far as to be permitted to accompany her
father three times to the city, where she took lessons
in French, music, and dancing. To the Christmas
holidays she looked forward as a season of delight;
she had prepared a drama of six acts for the domestic
entertainment, and the back parlor was to be fitted
up for a theatre, her little brothers being her fellow-laborers.
But her anticipations were disappointed. Two
of her brothers were taken ill; and one of them, a
beautiful boy of nine, never recovered. “This,”
says her mother, “was Margaret’s first
acquaintance with death. She saw her sweet little
play-fellow reclining upon my bosom during his last
agonies; she witnessed the bright glow which flashed
upon his long-faded cheek; she beheld the unearthly
light of his beautiful eye, as he pressed his dying
lips to mine, and exclaimed, ’Mother, dear mother,
the last hour has come!’ It was indeed an hour
of anguish. Its effect upon her youthful mind
was as lasting as her life. The sudden change
from life and animation to the still unconsciousness
of death, for a time almost paralyzed her. The
first thing that aroused her to a sense of what was
going on about her, was the thought of my bereavement,
and a conviction that it was her province to console
me.” But Mrs. Davidson soon presents a
sadder picture: “My own weak frame was
unable longer to sustain the effects of long watching
and deep grief. I had not only lost my lovely
boy, but I felt a strong conviction that I must soon
resign my Margaret. Although she still persisted
in the belief that she was well, the irritating cough,
the hectic flush, the hurried beating of the heart,
and the drenching night perspirations, confirmed me
in this belief, and I sank under this accumulated
weight of affliction. For three weeks I hovered
on the borders of the grave, and, when I arose from
this bed of pain, it was to witness the rupture of
a blood-vessel in her lungs, caused by exertions to
suppress a cough. I was compelled to conceal every
appearance of alarm, lest agitation of her mind should
produce fatal consequences. As I seated myself
by her, she raised her speaking eyes to mine with
a mournful, inquiring gaze, and, as she read the anguish
which I could not conceal, she turned away with a look
of despair.” There no longer remained room
for hope, and all that remained to be done was to
smooth the pathway to the grave.
Although Margaret endeavored to persuade
herself that she was well, yet, from the change that
took place in her habits in the autumn of 1836, it
is evident that she knew her real situation. In
compliance with her mother’s oft-repeated advice,
she gave up her studies, and sought by light reading
and trivial employments to “kill time.”
Of the struggles which it cost her thus to pass six
months, the following incident, as related by her
mother, will inform us: “She was seated
one day by my side, weary and restless, scarcely knowing
what to do with herself, when, marking, the traces
of grief upon my face, she threw her arms about my
neck, and, kissing me, exclaimed, ’My dear,
dear mother!’ ‘What is it affects you now,
my child?’ ’O, I know you are longing
for something from my pen.’ I saw the secret
craving of the spirit that gave rise to the suggestion.
’I do indeed, my dear, delight in the effusions
of your pen, but the exertion will injure you.’
’Mamma, I must write! I can hold
out no longer! I will return to my pen, my pencil,
and my books, and shall again be happy.’”
The following verses, written soon after, show the
state of her feelings:
“Earth, thou hast but nought to
satisfy
The cravings of immortal mind;
Earth, thou hast nothing pure and high,
The soaring, struggling soul
to bind.
Impatient of its long delay,
The pinioned spirit fain would
roam,
And leave this crumbling house of clay,
To seek, above, its own bright
home!
. . . . . . . . . .
O, how mysterious is the bond
Which blends the earthly with
the pure,
And mingles that which death may blight
With that which ever must
endure!
Arise, my soul, from all below,
And gaze upon thy destined
home
The heaven of heavens, the throne of God,
Where sin and care can never
come.
. . . . . . . . . .
Compound of weakness and of strength;
Mighty, yet ignorant of thy
power;
Loftier than earth, or air, or sea,
Yet meaner than the lowliest
flower!
Soaring towards heaven, yet clinging still
To earth, by many a purer
tie!
Longing to breathe a tender air,
Yet fearing, trembling thus
to die!”
Some verses written about the same
period show the feelings she held towards her sister
Lucretia.
“My sister! with that thrilling
word
What thoughts unnumbered wildly
spring!
What echoes in my heart are stirred,
While thus I touch the trembling
string!
My sister! ere this youthful mind
Could feel the value of thine
own;
Ere this infantine heart could bind,
In its deep cell, one look,
one tone,
To glide along on memory’s stream,
And bring back thrilling thoughts
of thee;
Ere I knew aught but childhood’s
dream,
Thy soul had struggled, and
was free.
. . . . . . . . . .
I cannot weep that thou art fled;
Forever blends my soul with
thine;
Each thought, by purer impulse led,
Is soaring on to realms divine.
. . . . . . . . . .
I hear thee in the summer breeze,
See thee in all that’s
pure or fair,
Thy whisper in the murmuring trees,
Thy breath, thy spirit, every
where.
Thine eyes, which watch when mortals sleep,
Cast o’er my dreams
a radiant hue;
Thy tears, “such tears as angels
weep,”
Fall nightly with the glistening
dew.
Thy fingers wake my youthful lyre,
And teach its softer strains
to flow;
Thy spirit checks each vain desire,
And gilds the lowering brow
of woe.
. . . . . . . . . .
Thou gem of light! my leading star!
What thou hast been I strive
to be;
When from the path I wander far,
O, turn thy guiding beam on
me.
Teach me to fill thy place below,
That I may dwell with thee
above;
To soothe, like thee, a mother’s
woe,
And prove, like thine, a sister’s
love.
. . . . . . . . . .
When all is still, and fancy’s realm
Is opening to the eager view,
Mine eye full oft, in search of thee,
Roams o’er that vast
expanse of blue.
I know that here thy harp is mute,
And quenched the bright, poetic
fire;
Yet still I bend my ear, to catch
The hymnings of thy seraph
lyre.
O, if this partial converse now
So joyous to my heart can
be,
How must the streams of rapture flow,
When both are chainless, both
are free!
When, borne from earth for evermore,
Our souls in sacred joy unite,
At God’s almighty throne adore,
And bathe in beams of endless
light!”
Although the extracts from the works
of this gifted being have been so extensive, we cannot
forbear giving some portions of a piece written about
the same period, and entitled
“An appeal for the
blind.
. . . . . . . . . .
“Launched forth on life’s
uncertain path,
Its best and brightest gift
denied,
No power to pluck its fragrant flowers,
Or turn its poisonous thorns
aside;
No ray to pierce the gloom within,
And chase the darkness with
its light;
No radiant morning dawn to win
His spirit from the shades
of night;
Nature, whose smile, so pure and fair,
Casts a bright glow on life’s
dark stream,
Nature, sweet soother of our care,
Has not a single smile for
him.
When pale disease, with blighting hand,
Crushes each budding hope
awhile,
Our eyes can rest in sweet delight
On love’s fond gaze,
or friendship’s smile.
Not so with him; his soul chained
down
By doubt, and loneliness,
and care,
Feels but misfortune’s chilling
frown,
And broods in darkness and
despair.
Favored by Heaven, O, haste thee on;
Thy blest Redeemer points
the way;
Haste o’er the spirit’s gloom
to pour
The light of intellectual
day.
Thou canst not raise their drooping lids,
And wake them to the noonday
sun;
Thou canst not ope, what God hath closed,
Or cancel aught his hands
have done.
But, O, there is a world within,
More bright, more beautiful
than ours;
A world which, nursed by culturing hands,
Will blush with fairest, sweetest
flowers.
And thou canst make that desert mind
Bloom sweetly as the blushing
rose;
Thou canst illume that rayless void
Till darkness like the day-gleam
glows.
. . . . . . . . . .
Thus shalt thou shed a purer ray
O’er each beclouded
mind within,
Than pours the glorious orb of day
On this dark world of care
and sin.
. . . . . . . . . .
And when the last dread day has come,
Which seals thine endless
doom,
When the freed soul shall seek its home,
And triumph o’er the
tomb,
When lowly bends each reverend knee,
And bows each heart in prayer,
A band of spirits, saved by thee,
Shall plead thy virtues there.”
Hitherto Margaret had sedulously avoided
all conversations about her health, and seemed unwilling
to let the feeling that disease had marked her for
its victim take possession of her mind. But in
the summer of 1838, she one day surprised her mother
by asking her to tell her, without reserve, her opinion
of her state. “I was,” says her mother,
“wholly unprepared for this question; and it
was put in so solemn a manner, that I could not evade
it, were I disposed to do so. I knew with what
strong affection she clung to life, and the objects
and friends which endeared it to her; I knew how bright
the world upon which she was just entering appeared
to her young fancy what glowing pictures
she had drawn of future usefulness and happiness.
I was now called upon at one blow to crush these hopes,
to destroy the delightful visions; it would be cruel
and wrong to deceive her. In vain I attempted
a reply to her direct and solemn appeal; several times
I essayed to speak, but the words died away on my lips;
I could only fold her to my heart in silence; imprint
a kiss upon her forehead, and leave the room, to avoid
agitating her with feelings I had no power to repress.”
But this silence was to Margaret as
expressive as words. Religion had always been
present with her, but from this period it engrossed
a large portion of her thoughts. She regretted
that so much of her time had been spent in light reading,
and that her writings had not been of a more decidedly
religious character. “Mamma,” said
she one day, “should God spare my life, my time
and talents shall, for the future, be devoted to a
higher and holier end.” “O mother,
how sadly have I trifled with the gifts of Heaven!
What have I done which can benefit one human being?”
The New Testament was now her daily study, and a portion
of each day was devoted to private prayer and self-examination.
The closing scene of her life, which
occurred on the 25th November, 1838, would lose much
of its interest in the description, if given in other
than the beautiful and touching language of her mother.
It was night, and, at the entreaty of her husband,
Mrs. Davidson had laid herself on the bed in a room
adjoining that of her daughter. “Between
three and four o’clock, the friend who watched
came again, and said, ‘Margaret has asked for
her mother.’ I flew. She held a bottle
of ether in her hand, and pointed to her breast.
I poured it on her head and chest. She revived.
‘I am better now,’ said she. ’Mother,
you tremble; you are cold; put on your clothes.’
I stepped to the fire, and put on a wrapper, when
she stretched out both her arms, and exclaimed, ‘Mother,
take me in your arms.’ I raised her, and,
seating myself on the bed, passed both my arms around
her waist; her head dropped on my bosom, and her expressive
eyes were raised to mine. That look I never shall
forget; it said, ’Tell me, mother, is this death?’
I answered the appeal as if she had spoken. I
laid my hand upon her white brow; a cold dew had gathered
there. I spoke ’Yes, my beloved,
it is almost finished; you will soon be with Jesus.’
She gave one more look, two or three short, fluttering
breaths, and all was over; her spirit was with its
God: not a struggle or a groan preceded her departure.”
Thus perished Margaret Davidson, at
the early age of fifteen years and eight months.
Her sister Lucretia had found in Miss Sedgwick a fitting
biographer, and the memory of Margaret has been rendered
more dear by the touching manner in which Irving has
told her brief but wondrous story. We cannot
better close our imperfect sketch, than to use the
words of her biographer: “We shall not pretend
to comment on these records; they need no comment,
and they admit no heightening. Indeed, the farther
we have proceeded with our subject, the more has the
intellectual beauty and the seraphic purity of the
little being we have endeavored to commemorate, broken
upon us. To use one of her own exquisite expressions,
she was ’a spirit of heaven fettered by the
strong affections of earth,’ and the whole of
her brief sojourn here seems to have been a struggle
to regain her native skies.”