I saw in my dream a rough rocky island
rising straight out of the midst of a roaring sea.
In the midst of the island rose a black steep mountain;
dark clouds rested gloomily upon its top; and into
the midst of the clouds it cast forth ever and anon
red flames, which lit them up like the thick curling
smoke at the top of a furnace-chimney. Peals
of loud thunder sounded constantly from these thick
clouds; and now and then angry lightning shot its
forked tongue, white, and red, and blue, from the
midst of them, and fell upon the rocks, or the few
trees which just clung to their sides, splitting them
violently down, and scattering the broken and shivered
pieces on all sides. It was a sad, dreary-looking
island at the first view, and I thought that no one
could dwell in it; but as I looked closer at its shores,
I saw that they were covered with children at play.
A soft white sand formed its beach, and there these
children played. I saw no grown people among
them; but the children were all busy some
picking up shells; some playing with the bright-coloured
berries of a prickly dwarf-plant which grew upon those
sands; some watching the waves as they ran up and
then fell back again on that shore; some running after
the sea-birds, which ran with quick light feet along
the wet sand, and ever flew off, skimming just along
the wave-top, and uttering a quick sharp note as the
children came close upon them: so some
sported in one way, and some in another, but all were
busily at play. Now I wondered in my dream to
see these children thus busy whilst the burning mountain
lay close behind them, and the thunder made the air
ring.
Sometimes, indeed, when it shone out
redder and fiercer than usual, or when the thunder
seemed close over their heads, the children would be
startled for a little while, and run together, and
cry, and scream; but very soon it was all forgotten,
and they were as full of their sports as ever.
While I was musing upon this, I saw
a man appear suddenly amongst the children.
He was of a noble and kingly countenance, and yet so
gentle withal that there was not a child of them all
who seemed afraid to look in his face, or to listen
to his kind voice when he opened his mouth, for soon
I found that he was speaking to them. “My
dear children,” I heard him say, “you
will all be certainly killed, if you stay upon this
rocky island. Here no one ever grows up happily.
Here all play turns into death the burning
mountain, and the forked lightning, and the dreadful
breath of the hill-storm, these sweep down
over all that stay here, and slay them all; and if
you stay here, for these childish pleasures of yours,
you will all perish.”
Then the children grew very grave,
and they gazed one upon another, and all looked up
into the face of the man, to see if he spoke in earnest.
They saw directly that he did, for that kind face looked
full of care as well as of love: so from him
they looked out upon the waves of the sea, and one
whispered to another, “Where shall we go? how
shall we ever get over that sea? we can never swim
across it: had we not better go back, and play
and be happy, until the time comes for us to die?”
“No,” said the man, looking
round kindly upon them all; “you cannot swim
over; you never could get over of yourselves:
but you need not stay here and die; for I have found
a way of escape for you. Follow me, and you
shall see it.”
So I saw that he led them round a
high rough rock, to where the calm waves of the sea
ran up into a little bay, upon the white sand of which
only a gentle ripple broke with a very pleasant sound.
This bay was full of boats, small painted boats,
with just room in each for one person, with a small
rudder to guide them at the stern, and a little sail
as white as snow, and over all a flag, on which a
bright red cross was flapping in the gentle sea-breeze.
Then when the children saw these beautiful
boats, they clapped their little hands together for
very joy of heart. But the man spoke to them
again and said, “You will all have a deep, and
dangerous, and stormy sea to pass over in these little
boats. They will carry you quite safely, if
you are careful to do just as I bid you, for then neither
are wind nor the sea can harm them; but they will
bear you safely over the foaming waves to a bright
and beautiful land to a country where there
is no burning mountain, and no angry lightning, and
no bare rocks, and no blasting hill-storm; but where
there are trees bearing golden fruits by the side
of beautiful rivers, into which they sweep their green
boughs. There the trees are always green, and
the leaves ever fresh. There the fruit ripens
every month, and the very leaves upon the trees
are healing. There is always glad and joyful
light. There are happy children who have passed
this sea; and there are others who have grown old
full of happiness; there are some of your fathers,
and mothers, and brothers, and sisters; and there
am I ever present to keep and to comfort you.”
Now when they heard this, all the children wished
to jump into the boats, and he was kindly ready to
help them, only he put each one in carefully and slowly;
and as he put him in, he gave him his charge.
He told them that they must never look round to this
island they were leaving, but must be always setting
their faces towards the happy land they sought for.
He told them that they must leave behind them all
the shells and the berries which had pleased them
here, for if they tried to take these with them in
their boats, some accident would certainly befall
them. Then some of the children, when they heard
all this, drew secretly away, and ran round the point,
and gave up the boats and the sea, and began their
old idle play again. And some of them, I thought,
hid the shells and the berries they had got, and then
jumped into the boat, pretending they had left all
behind them.
Then I saw that the man gave different
presents to each of them, as they seated themselves
in the boat. One was a little compass in a wooden
box. “This,” he said, “will
always shew you which way to steer; you are to follow
me, for I shall always be before you on the waters;
but often when the darkness of the night comes on,
or the thick mist seethes up from the wave’s
brim, or the calm has fallen upon you so that your
boat has stood still, often at such times
as these you may not be able even to mark my track
before you: then you must look at the compass,
and its finger will always point true and straight
to where I am; and if you will follow me there, you
will be safe.” He gave them, too, a musical
instrument, which made a soft murmuring sound when
they breathed earnestly into it; “and this,”
he said, “you must use when you are becalmed
and so cannot get on, or when the waves swell into
a storm around you and threaten to swallow you up.”
He gave them, too, bread and water for many days.
So I saw that they all set out upon
their voyage, and a beautiful sight it was to look
upon. Their snow-white sails upon the deep sea
shone like stars upon the blue of the firmament; and
now they all followed close upon the leader’s
ship, and their little boats danced lightly and joyfully
over the trackless waves, which lifted up their breasts
to waft them over: and so they started.
But I looked again in a little while, and they were
beginning to be scattered very widely asunder:
here and there three or four of the boats kept well
together, and followed steadily in the track of the
leader’s vessel; then there was a long space
of the sea with no boat upon it at all; then came a
straggler or two, and then another company; and then,
far off on the right and on the left, were other boats,
which seemed to be wandering quite away from the leader’s
path.
Now, as I watched them closer, I saw
that there were many different things which drew them
away: one I saw, soon after they started, who
turned back to look at the rocky island, forgetting
the man’s command. He saw the other children
playing on the beach; he heard their merry voices;
and then looking round again towards the sea, it looked
rough and dark before him; and he forgot the burning
mountain, and the terrible thunder, and the bright
happy land for which he was bound, and the goodly company
he was in, and the kind face of the kingly man; and
he was like one in a dream, before whose eyes all
sorts of shapes and colours fly, and in whose ears
all sounds are ringing; and he thought no more of the
helm, nor watched the sails; and so the driving swell
carried his boat idly along with its long roll; and
in a few minutes more I saw it at the top of a white
foaming breaker, and then he and it were dashed down
upon the rocks which girdled the sandy beach, and
he was seen again no more.
Then I turned my eyes to two other
boats, which were going fast away from the true course,
for no reason which I could see; but when I looked
at them more closely, I saw that they were in a sort
of angry race; each wished to get to the wind-side
of the other; and they were so busy thinking about
this, and looking at one another with angry glances,
and calling out to one another with angry words, that
they forgot to look for the leader’s ship, or
to watch the finger of the compass; and so they were
going altogether wide of the track along which they
should have passed.
Then I looked closely at another,
which was shooting quite away in another direction;
and I saw that the poor child had left the rudder,
and was playing with something in the bottom of the
boat; and as I looked nearer in it, I saw that it
was with some of the bright berries of the rocky island
which he had brought with him that he was so foolishly
busy.
Foolish, indeed, he was; and kind
had been the warning of the man who bade them leave
all these behind: for whilst I was watching him,
and wondering what would be the end of such a careless
voyage, I saw his little boat strike suddenly upon
a hidden rock, which broke a hole in its wooden sides,
and the water rushed in, and the boat began to sink,
and there was no help near, and the poor boy was soon
drowned in the midst of the waves.
Then I turned sadly away to watch
the boats which were following their leader; and here,
too, I saw strange things; for though the sea when
looked at from afar seemed just alike to all, yet when
I watched any one, I saw that he had some difficulties,
and some frights, and some helps of his own, which
I did not see the others have.
Sometimes it would fall all at once
quite dark, like a thick night, all round a boat;
and if he that was in it could hear the voice of a
companion near him for a little while, that gladdened
him greatly; and then oftentimes all sound of voices
died away, and all was dark, still, deep night, and
he knew not where to steer. Now if, when this
fell upon him, the child went straight to his compass,
and looked close upon it, in spite of the darkness,
there came always a faint flashing light out of the
darkness, which played just over the compass, so as
to shew him its straight blue finger, if he saw no
more; and then, if he took up his musical instrument,
and blew into it, though the thickness of the heavy
air seemed at first to drown its sound, yet, after
awhile, if he was but earnest, I could hear its sweet
murmuring sound begin; and then directly the child
lost his fears, and did not want company; sweet echoes
of his music talked with his spirit out of the darkness,
and within a little time the gloom would lift itself
quite up again, or melt away into the softest light:
and lo! he had got on far on his voyage even in this
time of darkness, so that sometimes he could see the
beloved form just before him; and at times even the
wooded shore of the happy land would lift itself up,
and shine on his glad eyes, over the level brim of
the silver sea.
From another boat it would seem that
the very air of the heaven died away. There
it lay, like a painted sail in a picture the
snow-white canvass drooping lazily, or flapping to
and fro, as the long dull swell heaved up the boat,
and let it sink again into the trough of the waves:
other boats, but a little way off, would sail by with
a full breeze; but he could not move; his very flag
shewed no sign of life. Now if the little sailor
began to amuse himself when this happened, it seemed
to me that there he lay, and would lie, till the dark
night overtook him, and parted him from all his company.
But if, instead of this, he took up his musical instrument,
and played upon it with all his earnestness, its soft
breath, as it whispered to the wind, soon woke up its
gentle sighing; the long flag lifted itself on high;
the blood-red cross waved over the water; the snowy
sails swelled out, and the little boat danced on along
its joyful way.
I noticed also that before those boats
which were passing on the fastest, the sea would every
now and then look very dark and threatening.
Great waves would seem to lift their white heads just
before them; whilst every where else the sea looked
calm and enticing. Then the little sailor would
strain his eye after his master’s course, or
look down at the faithful compass; and by both of
these sure signs he saw that his way lay straight
through these threatening waves. Well was it
for him, if, with a bold heart and a faithful hand,
he steered right into them. For always did I
see, that just as he got where it seemed to be most
dangerous, the tossing waves sank, as if to yield
him an easy passage; the wind favoured him more than
at any part of his voyage; and he got on in the right
way faster than ever before. Especially was
this so, if at first he was somewhat tossed, and yet
held straight on; for then he shot into a glassy calm,
where tide and wind bore him steadily along unto the
desired haven. But sad was it for him, if, instead
of then trusting to the compass, he steered for the
smoother water. One or two such trembling sailors
I especially observed. One of them had long
been sailing with the foremost boats; he had met with
less darkness, fewer mists or troubled places, than
the boats around him; and when he saw the white crests
of the threatening waves lift up their strength before
him, his heart began to sink; and after wavering for
a moment, he turned his little boat aside to seek
the calmer water. Through it he seemed to be
gliding on most happily, when all at once his little
boat struck upon a hidden sandbank, and was fixed
so firmly on its side, that it could not get afloat
again. I saw not his end; but I sadly feared
that when next the sea wrought with a troubled motion,
and the surf broke upon that bank, his little boat
must soon be shivered, and he perish in the waves.
The other who turned aside followed
closely after him; for this was one thing which I
noted through all the voyage. Whenever one boat
went astray, some thoughtless follower or other would
forget his compass, to sail after the unhappy wanderer;
and it often happened that these followers of others
went the farthest wrong of any. So it was in
this case; for when the first boat struck upon the
sandbank, the other, thinking to escape it, bore still
farther off; and so chancing to pass just where the
shoal ended, and an unruly current swept by its farthest
edge, the boat was upset in a moment, and the poor
child in it drowned.
And now I turned to three or four
boats which had kept together from the time they left
the harbour. Few were forwarder than they; few
had smoother water or more prosperous gales.
I could see, when I looked close into their faces,
that they were all children of one family; and that
all the voyage through they were helping, cheering,
and directing one another. As I watched their
ways, I noticed this, too, which seemed wonderful.
If one of them had got into some trouble with its
tackle, and the others stayed awhile to help it, and
to bring it on its way, instead of losing ground by
this their kindness, they seemed all to make the greater
progress, and press on the further in their course.
And now I longed to see the ending
of this voyage; and so looking on to those which were
most forward, I resolved to trace them to the end.
Then I found that all, without exception,
came into a belt of storms and darkness before they
reached the happy land. True, it was much rougher
and more dark with some than others; but to every one
there was a deep night and a troubled sea. I
saw, too, that when they reached this place, they
were always parted one from another. Even those
which had kept most close together all the voyage
before, until just upon the edge of this dark part,
they, like the rest, were scattered here, and toiled
on awhile singly and alone.
They seemed to me to fare the best
who entered on it with the fullest sails, and had
kept hitherto the straightest course. Indeed,
as a common rule I found this always true that
those who had watched the compass, and held the rudder,
and cheered themselves with the appointed music, and
eaten the master’s bread, and steered straight
after him, they passed through this cloud and darkness
easily and swiftly.
Next to these were those who sought
most earnestly to cheer its gloom with the sound of
their appointed music. The Lord of these seas,
indeed, had many ways of cheering His followers.
Even in the thickest of that darkness His face of
beaming love would look out upon them; and He seemed
nearer to them then than He had done heretofore through
all their voyage.
Then, moreover, it was never long;
and bright light lay beyond it. For they passed
straight out of it into “the haven where they
would be.” Sweet sounds broke upon their
glad ears even as they left that darkness. A
great crowd of happy children parents who
had gone before them friends whom they
had loved, and holy persons whose names they had long
known these all lined the banks, waiting
to receive and welcome them. Amidst these moved
up and down shining forms of beautiful beings, such
as the children’s eyes had seen only in some
happy dream; and they, too, were their friends; they,
too, waited for them on the bank; they, too, welcomed
them with singing, and bore the happy new-comer with
songs of triumph into the shining presence of the
merciful King. Then, on the throne royal, and
with the glorious crown upon His head, they saw the
same kind face of gentle majesty which had looked upon
them when they played on the shores of that far rocky
isle. They heard again the voice which had bid
them fly the burning mountain. They saw Him who
had taken them into His convoy; who had given them
their boats; who had been near them in the storm;
who had given them light in the darkness; who had
helped them in the dull calm; who had never left them;
but who had kept and guided them across the ocean;
and who now received them to His never-ending rest.
Father. Who are the children
playing on the shores of the rocky island?
Child. The fallen children
of fallen parents, born into this sinful world.
F. What does the burning mountain,
and the lightning, and the hill-storm, represent?
C. The wrath of God ever burning against sinners.
F. Who is He who warned these thoughtless children?
C. The Lord Jesus, who, by His ministers,
warns men to “flee from the wrath to come.”
F. What are the boats by which they are to escape?
C. The “ark of Christ’s Church,”
into which we are admitted by baptism.
F. Many of the children who embarked
in the boats were lost, what is shewn by
this?
C. That it is not enough to be received
into the congregation of Christ’s flock; but
that we must always “manfully fight under His
banner against the world, the flesh, and the devil,
and continue Christ’s faithful soldiers and
servants unto our lives’ end.”
F. What is the compass, and the musical
instrument, and the bread, and the water?
C. God’s word, and the privilege
of prayer and holy sacraments, and the other gifts
of God to His Church.
F. What is the gentle wind which
the musical instrument awoke?
C. The grace of God’s Holy
Spirit, promised to the members of His Church, to
be sought by earnest prayer, and in all the means of
grace.
F. What means the boy playing with
the berries, and so striking on the rock?
C. One who having been given up to
Christ in baptism follows worldly pleasures, and so
“makes shipwreck of the faith.”
F. What are the dark places and calms
into which different boats enter?
C. The different temptations and
dangers of the Christian life.
F. What are the threatening waves
which seemed to be right ahead of the boat?
C. The dangers and self-denials which
they must meet with who will follow Christ.
F. What is meant by the boat which
turned aside, and ran upon the shoal?
C. That they who will turn aside
from following Christ because danger and self-denials
meet them cannot reach heaven.
F. What is shewn in the boat which followed this
one?
C. How ready we are to follow a bad example, and
go beyond it.
F. What was the little company of boats which kept
together?
C. A Christian family earnestly serving God.
F. Why did those who helped others find that they
got on the fastest?
C. Because God, who has bid us “bear
one another’s burdens, and so fulfil the law
of Christ,” will greatly help and bless all such.
F. What is the belt of storm and darkness which all
must pass through?
C. Death.
F. Why were all separated in it?
C. Because we must die alone.
F. Who are those that generally passed through it
most easily?
C. Those whose life had been most
holy and obedient. “Keep innocency, and
take heed unto the thing that is right; for that shall
bring a man peace at the last” (Ps. xxxvi.
F. Who were the next?
C. Those who entered on it with much prayer.
F. What was their great support in it?
C. The presence of Jesus Christ our Lord.
F. What declaration have we on this subject in God’s
word?
C. “When thou passest
through the waters, I will be with thee.”
“I am the resurrection and the life; he that
believeth on me shall never die.”
F. What lies beyond this to the faithful Christian?
C. The blessed rest of paradise and the bright glories
of heaven.
The Vision of the Three States.
I saw, in my vision, two glorious
creatures walking together through a beautiful garden.
I thought at first they must be angels, so bright
and happy did they seem. The garden, also, in
which they were, seemed too beautiful for earth.
Every flower which I had ever seen, and numbers which
my eye had never looked upon, grew in abundance round
them. They walked, as it were, upon a carpet
of flowers. The breeze was quite full of the
rich scent which arose from them. The sun shone
upon them with a brightness such as I had never seen
before; whilst the air sparkled with myriads of winged
things, which flew here and there, as if to shew how
happy they were.
All through the garden, too, I saw
every sort of beast, in all its natural grace and
beauty; and all at peace. Great lions moved about
amongst tender sheep; and striped tigers lay down quietly
to sleep amongst the dappled fawns which sported around
them. But, amidst all these beautiful sights,
my eyes followed more than all, the two glorious forms
which were walking together with such a kingly majesty
through the happy garden: they were, truly, I
could see, beings of this earth; they were talking
to each other; they were speaking of one who had
made them out of the dust of the earth; who had given
to them living souls: who was their Father and
their Friend; who had planted for them this beautiful
garden, and made them the rulers of all that was in
it.
Now I marked them as they talked,
and I could see that their eyes were often turned
from all the beauty round them towards one far end
of the garden; and as I watched them, I saw that they
were still passing on towards it. Then I also
fixed my eyes there, and in a while I could see that,
at the end of the garden to which they were moving,
there was a bright light, brighter and purer than
the light of the sun; and I thought that in it I could
see here and there heavenly forms moving up and down,
flying upon silver wings, or borne along upon the light
breath of the sunny air. But as I strained my
eyes to pierce into it, it seemed to dazzle and confound
them by its great lustre. Then, again, I heard
the words of the two; and they spake of what was before
them; of the bright light, and the heavenly forms:
and I found that they were only travellers through
this beautiful garden; that the King who had placed
them in it dwelt in that light, the brightness of
which had so confounded my gaze; that they were on
their way to His presence, and that when they reached
it, they should be happy for ever; even as those shining
spirits were already, whose golden figures I had been
just able to discover.
Now, whilst I was pondering upon these
things, and casting my eyes round and round this beautiful
garden, I heard all at once a most terrible sound,
as of thunder, such as man’s ears had never heard.
I looked up, and the bright light at the end of the
garden seemed to turn itself into angry fire, and
to flash red and threatening through thick black clouds,
which were forming themselves into terrible shapes
all over the garden. Then I looked for the two
that I had seen before: I could just see them;
sorrow sat upon their faces, and fear made them deadly
pale; a serpent was gliding from them into the bushes;
and their eyes were fixed upon the air, as though
voices, which I heard not, were speaking terrible things
to their inner ears. Then, as I looked, it grew
darker and darker the thunder pealed all
round me cries came forth from every hill,
as of fierce and deadly beasts in wild dreadful fight.
The flowers round me were withering up, as if a burning
blight had passed over them; and soon it was all dark,
and dreary, and desolate.
Then when my heart was very heavy
within me, methought there stood by me one of the
forms of light whom I had seen at the garden’s
end; and my knees smote together through fear of his
glory; but he looked upon me kindly, and spoke to
me in a voice of pity, and he said, “Wouldst
thou see the end of this sight?” Then my heart
gathered courage, and I told him, that if it were
lawful, I would indeed fain look upon it.
With that he lifted me, and we flew
through the air, and I knew not where he had borne
me; but in a while he set me on my feet, and bade me
look right down beneath me. Then I looked down
at his word, but could see nothing. My eyes
seemed to rest upon the thick mantle of the night,
and they could not pierce through it. Now, while
I was striving to pierce through the darkness, strange
noises rose from it to my ears. All sounds that
ever were, came up from it, so mingled together that
I could not say what they were. Whether it were
a groan, or a cry, or a roaring, or music, or shouting,
or the voice of anger or of sorrow; for all of these
seemed joined together into one; but the groaning was
louder than the laughing, and the voice of crying
well nigh drowned the music. Then I asked my
guide what was this strange noise; and he told me that
it was the voice of all the world, as it
rose up to the ears of those that were on high.
Then I begged of him, if it might be, to let me see
those from whom it came. With that he touched
my eyes; and now methought, though the darkness remained,
that I could see in the midst of its thickness, even
as in the brightness of the day.
It was a strange place into which
I looked. Instead of the beautiful garden I
had seen before, and two glorious creatures passing
through it; now I saw a multitude of men, women, and
children, passing on through a waste and desolate
wilderness. Here and there, indeed, there were
still flowery spots, but they were soon trodden down
by the feet of those who passed along. Strange
too were their steps. Now, instead of passing
straight on, they moved round and round, for they were
all in the black darkness. The ground was full
of pitfalls, in the low bottoms of which I could see
red fire burning fierce and hot, and one after another
fell over into these pitfalls, and I saw them no more.
Evil beasts, too, moved amongst them, slaying one,
and tearing another; and as if this was not enough,
oftentimes they would quarrel and fight with one another,
until the ground all around was covered with their
bodies strewed upon it.
Yet for all this, some would sing,
and dance, and frolic; and this seemed to me the saddest
of all, for they were like mad men; and mad in truth
they were, for in the midst of their dancing and their
singing, one and another would get near the side of
some great pitfall, and step over into its flames,
even with the song upon their lips.
In vain did I strain my eyes to see
any light at the end, as I had seen it in the garden.
If it was there, the black clouds had rolled over
it so thick and dark that not a ray of it was left.
Yet I heard one and another offering
to lead those that would follow them, safely through
this terrible wilderness; and such men never wanted
followers: so I watched many of these leaders,
to see what they would do for those that trusted them.
Little help could any of them render. Some
put their followers on a path which led straight down
into the deepest and most frightful pitfalls; some
set them on a path which wandered round and round,
and brought them at the end back to the same place
from which they started; some led them into thorny
places, where the poor pilgrims pierced their bleeding
feet with many a wound: but not one did I see
who brought them into any better place, or took them
any nearer to their journey’s end.
How they found their way at all, was
at first my wonder. But as I looked more closely,
I saw in all their hands little lanterns, which just
threw a feeble light upon the darkness round them.
These were always brightest in the young, for they
soon grew very dim; and the falls and blows they met
with, bruised and shattered them so much, that some
had hardly any glimmering left, even of the feeble
light which they had seemed to cast of old.
I looked at them until my heart was
very sad, for there was no peace, no safety, no hope;
but all went heavily and sadly, groaning and weeping,
or laughing like madmen, until, sooner or later, they
seemed all to perish in the fearful pitfalls!
Then my angel-guide spoke to me again,
marking my sadness, and he said, “Hast thou
well observed this sight?” and I answered, “Yes.”
Then he said, “And wouldst thou see more?”
So when I had said “yes,” methought we
were once more flying through the air, until again
he set me on my feet, and bid me look down.
Now here, too, strange noises reached my ears; but
as I listened to them, I found that there were mixed
with them such sounds as I had not heard before.
Sweet clear voices came up now from the din, speaking,
as it were from one close by me, words of faith, and
of hope, and of love; and they sounded to me like the
happy talking which I had heard at the first between
the glorious beings in the garden.
So when my guide touched my eyes,
I bent them eagerly down into the darkness below me.
At first I thought that it was the
same place I had seen last, for there was a busy multitude
passing to and fro; and there was music and dancing,
and sobbing and crying; there were pitfalls, too, and
wild beasts. But as I looked closer, I saw that,
in spite of all this, it was not the place that I
had seen before. Even at a glance I could see
that there were many more flowers here than there;
and that many amongst the pilgrims were going straight
on, with happy faces, by a road which passed safely
by all the pitfalls. I could see, too, that at
the end of the road was a dim shining of that happy
light which had been so bright in the beautiful garden.
Now, as I looked, I saw that there
were but a few who kept to this straight safe road,
and that many were scattered all over the plain.
I saw many leave this path even as I looked upon
it; and very few did I see come back to it: those
who did, seemed to me to find it very hard to get
into it again; whether it was that its sides were slippery,
or its banks so steep, many fainted and gave up, after
trying to climb into it again. But it seemed
quite easy to leave it; for every one who left it went
on at first lightly and pleasantly. Sometimes,
indeed, they seemed greatly startled after taking
their first step out of it, and some of them turned
straight back, and after a few struggles, more or less,
such always got into it again. But if once after
this first check they set out for the plain, they
seemed to go easily along, until their path lay straight
by the den of some destroying beast, or led them into
the midst of the pitfalls, where they wholly lost
their reckoning, and knew not how to get on, or how
to get back.
I saw, too, after a while, that they
had got lanterns in their hands, some of which gave
a great deal of light. Those which were carried
along the narrow path shot out bright rays on all
sides, until towards the end they quite blazed with
light. I could see, too, that these travellers
had some way of trimming and dressing their lamps;
and that much of their light seemed to come from an
open book which they carried in their hands, from
the leaves of which there flashed out continually streams
of light, which made their lamps burn so brightly
that all their road shone with it. But as they
got further and further from the path, their lamps
began to burn dim. All these travellers, too,
had the book of light closed; or if they now and then
opened it, they shut it up again, some carelessly,
and some as if its light frightened them; and not one
could I see who stopped to trim his light: so
that just when they got amongst the pitfalls, and
wanted light the most, they were all the most nearly
in darkness.
Now, when I had looked at them for
a space, and wondered, my guide said to me, “Wouldst
thou see how they enter on this plain?” Then
he took me to a fair porch, which came from the wilderness
I had looked upon before; and there I saw a man standing
in white robes, and speaking good words, and giving
good gifts to each one as he came in. There were
persons coming in of all nations and people, and some,
too, of all ages, though the greatest number were
little children, so small that their little hands
would not hold the man’s gifts, and so he hung
them round their necks, for them to use as soon as
they were able.
Then I joined myself to the group,
to hear and see the better what was passing.
The man in white was speaking with a grave kind voice
as I came up. He told the pilgrims that the
great Lord of the land had built that porch, and set
him there to help the poor travellers, who were before
without hope or help amongst the beasts, and snares,
and pitfalls of the terrible wilderness; he told them
that the blood of the King’s own Son had been
shed, that that porch might be built; that the King
had prepared them a narrow way to walk in, which led
straight from that porch to His own blessed presence,
and that they might all pass along it safely if they
would; he told them that if they left that path, they
would surely get again amongst the pitfalls which
they had left in the wilderness; nay, that they would
be worse off than they had been even there, for that
there was no other porch where they could again be
set right, and no other place where the gifts that
he was giving them now, could ever be got any more,
if they were once thrown quite away.
Then I looked to see what these gifts
were. I saw the man bring forth clear and sparkling
water, which shone as if with living light; and with
this he washed from them the dirt and the bruises of
the terrible wilderness: with this, too, he touched
their little lamps, and as it touched them, they grew
so bright and clear, that the light within poured
freely forth on all around them. Then he looked
in their faces, and gave them a name, which he wrote
down in the King’s book; and he told them, that
by this name they should be known, not only by their
fellow-travellers, but that this would remain written
in the King’s book here, unless they wholly
left His path; and that every name which remained
written here, they would find written in another book
in letters of gold and of fire, when they reached
the other end of the path; and that for every pilgrim,
whose name was written there, the golden gate would
open of itself, and he would find a place and a crown
in the presence of the King.
Then, as he spoke all these glorious
words, my heart burned within me to see how the travellers
sped.
But he had not yet done with them;
for he brought out of his stores a golden vial for
each one; and he told them that in it the King had
stored the oil of light and beauty for the dressing
of their lamps.
Then he shewed them how to use it:
not carelessly or lightly, for then the oil would
not flow; but earnestly, and with great care; and then
sweet odours issued from the vial, and the flame of
the lamp burned brightly and high. He gave them,
too, the precious light-book, which I had seen; and
he bade them read in it when it was dark, or the way
was slippery; and that they should ever find that
it was a “lantern unto their feet, and a light
unto their paths.” He put, too, into the
hand of each a trusty staff, suited to their age;
and then he told them, while they leant upon it, it
would bear them up at many a pinch, and ever grow
with their growth, and strengthen with their strength.
“Church-truth” he called these staffs;
and they were made after a marvellous fashion, for
they were as if many wands had been woven together
to make one; and as I looked, I could see “example,”
and “experience,” and “discipline,”
and “creeds,” written upon some of these
wands, which grew together into “Church-truth.”
Then I longed greatly to follow forth
some of these whom I had seen under the porch; and
as I gazed, I saw the man look earnestly into the face
of a fair boy, who stood before him: he gave
him the name of “Gottlieb,” and
entered it in the book, and put the staff in his hand,
and washed him with living water, and hung the vial
at his side, and put the banded staff into his hands;
and, bidding him God-speed, set him out upon his journey.
Then he looked steadily into the face
of another, and it, too, was fair to look upon; but
it had not the quiet happy peace of the last.
The man wrote it down as “Irrgeist;”
and I thought a shade of sadness swept over
his brow as he gave to him the King’s goodly
gifts.
Then he sent forth a third, whose
timid eye seemed hardly firm enough for so long a
journey; and I heard the name that was given him, and
it was “Furchtsam.” Close
to him went another, with a firm step, and an eye
of steady gentleness; and I saw, by the King’s
book, that he bore the name of “Gehulfe.”
So these four set out upon their journey;
and I followed them to see how they should fare.
Now, I saw that at first, when they started, they
were so small that they could not read in the goodly
book, neither could they use the golden vials; and
their little banded sticks would have fallen from
their hands, if they had not been small and thin, like
the first green shoots of the spring. Their
lamps, too, cast no light outwardly, yet still they
made some way upon the path; and whilst I wondered
how this might be, I saw that a loving hand was stretched
out of the darkness round them, which held them up
and guided them on their way.
But, anon, in a while they were grown
larger; and I could see Gottlieb walking on the first,
and his book of light was open in his hand, and his
lamp burned bright, for he often refreshed it with
oil, and he leant upon his good staff, and strode
along the road.
Then, as he walked on, I saw that
there stood upon his path a shadowy figure, as of
one in flowing robes, and on her head she seemed to
wear a chaplet of many flowers; in her hands was a
cup of what seemed to be crystal water, and a basket
of what looked like cool and refreshing fruit.
A beautiful light played all round her, and half shewed
her and her gifts to the boy. She bid him welcome,
as he came up to her; so he raised his eyes from his
book, and looked to see who spoke to him. Then
she spoke kindly to him; and she held forth the cup
towards him, and asked him if he would not drink.
Now, the boy was hot with walking, for the air was
close, so he stretched out his hand to take the cup;
but though it seemed so near to him, he could not
reach it. And at the same moment she spake to
him again, and asked him to come where these fruits
grew, and where the breeze whispered amongst the boughs
of yonder trees, and there to drink and
rest, and then go on his way again. Then I saw
that she had power to call out of the darkness the
likeness of all she spoke of. So he looked at
the trees to which she pointed; and the sun seemed
to shine around them, and the shade looked cool and
tempting under them, and the pleasant breeze rustled
amongst their fresh leaves; and he thought the road
upon which he was travelling was hotter and darker,
and more tiring than ever; and he put up his hand to
his burning brow, and she said to him, as he lingered,
“come.” Now, the trees to which
she pointed him lay off his road, or he would gladly
have rested under them; and whilst he doubted what
to do, he looked down to the book that was open in
his hand; and the light shot out upon it bright and
clear, and the words which he read were these, “None
that go unto her return again, neither take they hold
of the paths of life.” And as he read
it, he looked again at the stranger; and now he could
see more clearly through the wild light which played
around her, and he knew that it was the evil enemy
who stood before him; the sparkling cup, too, and
the fruit, turned into bitter ashes; and the pleasant
shady grass became a thorny and a troublesome brake:
so, pushing by her with the help of his staff, he
began to mend his pace; and looking down into the book
of light, there shone out, as in letters of fire,
“Wherewithal shall a young man cleanse his way?
by taking heed thereto according to Thy word.”
Then I saw that he was feeding his
lamp, which had begun to grow dim as he parleyed with
the tempter, and that he ceased not till it streamed
out as bright and as clear as ever.
But still the air was hot and sultry,
and no cool breath blew upon him; and if he looked
off for a moment from his book, the fair form of the
tempter stood again beside him in silver light; the
cold water sparkled close to his lips; and trees with
shady boughs waving backward and forward over fresh
green grass, and full, in every spray, of singing-birds,
seemed to spring up around him. For a little
moment his step faltered; but as his lamp streamed
out its light, all the vain shadows passed away:
and I heard him say, as he struck his staff upon the
ground, “I have made a covenant with my eyes;”
and even as she heard it, the tempter passed away,
and left him to himself. Scarcely was she gone,
before he passed by the door of a beautiful arbour.
It was strewn with the softest moss; roses and honeysuckle
hung down over its porch; light, as from a living
diamond, gleamed from its roof; and in the midst of
its floor, a clear, cool, sparkling stream of the
purest water bubbled ever up from the deep fountain
below it. Now, as this lay on the road, Gottlieb
halted for a moment to look at it; and the light of
his lamp waxed not dim, though he thus stayed to see
it; the book of fire, too, spoke to him of rest, and
of halting by “palm-trees and wells of water;”
and as he looked, he read in letters of light over
the door-way
Faithful pilgrim, banish fear,
Thou mayst enter safely here:
Rest for thee thy Lord did win;
Faithful pilgrim, enter in.
Then Gottlieb rejoiced greatly, and
cast himself gladly upon the mossy floor, and bent
down his parched lips to drink of the cool spring which
bubbled up before him.
Now, whilst he was resting safely
here, I turned to see how it fared with the others
who had set out with him from the porch, for they had
not got as far as Gottlieb.
The first of them was Irrgeist; and
when I looked upon him, he was drawing near to the
place where Gottlieb had fallen in with the tempter.
Irrgeist was walking quickly on so quickly
that, at the first glance, I thought he would soon
be by the side of Gottlieb. But, upon looking
more closely, I saw that Gottlieb’s steps had
been far more steady and even than those with which
Irrgeist was pressing on; for Irrgeist’s lamp
burned but dimly, and gave him no sure light to walk
in. Very near to the place where Gottlieb had
met with her, the tempter stood beside Irrgeist.
He was not looking at his book, as the other had been;
and he did not wait to be spoken to; for as soon as
he saw the light which played round her figure, he
began to speak to her, and asked who she was.
She told him that her name was “Pleasure;”
and forthwith she shewed to him her crystal cup and
fruits; and she brought before the charmed eyes of
the wanderer all the gay show with which she had tried
before to mislead the faithful Gottlieb. There
was the bright sunshine, and the green path, and the
waving trees, and the rustling of the wind, and the
song of birds, and the sweet resting-shade. Irrgeist
looked eagerly at all she shewed him, and in his haste
to reach out his hand for the cup, he dropped altogether
the trusty staff of “Church-truth.”
Then the cup seemed to draw away from him, just as
it had done from Gottlieb; but he followed thoughtlessly
after it. And soon I saw that he left the path
upon which he had been set; and though he started suddenly
as soon as he was off it, yet it was but a moment’s
start, the cup was close before him, the
shadowy form led him on, the grass was green, and the
trees and the sunlight but a little farther.
And now I saw him drink some of the
enchanted water; and as he drank it, his look grew
wild, and his cheek burnt like the cheek of one in
a fever; and he walked after the deceitful figure
with a quicker step than ever: but I saw that
his lamp was almost out, that the book of living light
had fallen from his hands, and the golden vial hung
down, ready, as it seemed, to fall from him altogether.
Still he walked on; and a strange
flitting light, from the form which was before him,
lightened the darkness of the valley, so that he could
pass on quickly; the meadow, also, was smooth and
even, and there was a rustling breeze, which played
around him: so that he got on faster than he
had ever done upon the narrow path, and thought that
he was getting well on to his journey’s end.
Many times did he put forth his hand for the sparkling
cup, and drank of it again and again.
But now I saw, as I thought, a strange
change which was coming over him; for he drank oftener
of the bowl, but appeared each time to find it less
refreshing. Sometimes it seemed almost bitter,
and yet he could not but take it the very moment he
had thrust it from him. The shadowy form, also,
before him seemed altogether altering; he looked again,
and her beautiful features and pleasant countenance
had changed into a sharp, stern, and reproachful frown.
His own voice, which had been heretofore almost like
one singing, grew sad and angry. The very figure
of his guide seemed vanishing from his eyes; the light
which floated round her grew wilder and more uncertain,
and his own lamp was almost out. He felt puzzled
and bewildered, and hardly knew which way to go:
he had got into a broad beaten path, and he found
that many besides himself were going here and there
along it. Sometimes they sang; and, in very bitterness
of heart, he tried to sing too, that he might not
think: but every now and then, when a flashing
light came, and he saw the look of the travellers
amongst whom he was, it made his very heart shiver they
looked so sad and so wretched. Now, none went
straight on: some turned into this path, some
into that; and then he soon lost sight of them altogether.
Sometimes he heard fearful cries, as if wild beasts
had seized them; sometimes a dreadful burst of flame
from the horrid pits which I had seen, made him fear
that they had fallen over into them: for poor
Irrgeist had got now into the midst of the deep pits
and the ravenous beasts. And soon he found how
terrible was his danger. He had been following
one who had made him believe that he had light to
guide his steps; he had gone with him out of the beaten
path; and they were pressing on together, when Irrgeist
suddenly lost sight of him in the darkness; and whether
it was that he had fallen into a pit, or become the
prey of some evil beast, Irrgeist knew not; only,
he found that he was more alone than ever, and near
to some great peril. Poor Irrgeist sprang aside
with all his force, thinking only of the danger which
he feared; but, feeling his feet slipping under him,
he turned, and saw that he had got upon the treacherous
brink of a fearful pit; down which, at the very moment,
another pilgrim fell. The fierce red flames rose
out of it with a roar like thunder, and a blaze like
the mouth of a furnace; and the wind blew the flames
into the face of Irrgeist, so that he was singed and
almost blinded. Then the poor boy called in
the bitterness of his heart upon Pleasure, who had
led him out of the way, and now had forsaken him; but
she came no more only terrible thoughts
troubled him; and he heard the hissing of serpents
as they slid along in the bushes near him, and all
evil noises sounded in his ears, till he scarcely knew
where he was standing. Then he thought of his
staff, which he had dropped when Pleasure had first
tempted him, and he grieved that it was gone; and he
felt in the folds of his mantle, hoping that he might
still have the book of light within it; for he had
too often thrust it there at the beginning of his
journey; but he could not find it. Then he strove
to get some light from his little lamp; for, hurt
as it was, he had it still in his hand, and he thought
there was just a little blue light playing most faintly
within it; but this was not enough to direct him on
his way, rather did it make his way more dark.
Then at last he bethought him of the golden vial.
Few were there of those near him but had lost theirs
altogether, and his hung only by a single thread.
But it was not gone; and when he had striven long,
he just drew from it a single drop of oil, and he
trimmed his lamp, and it yielded forth a little trembling
light, just enough to shew that it was not altogether
dead. With the help of this light he saw that
when he had dropped his book of fire, one single leaf
had been torn from it, and stuck to his mantle; so
he seized it eagerly, and strove to draw light from
it; but all that it would yield was red and angry-looking
light, and all that he could read was, “the way
of transgressors is hard.”
Poor Irrgeist! he sat down almost
in despair, and wept as if his heart would break.
“O, that I had never trusted Pleasure;”
“O, that I had never left the path;” “O,
that I had my book of light, and my lamp’s former
brightness, and my goodly stick;” “O, that
one would lighten my darkness.”
Then did it seem to me as if in the
murmur of the air around him two voices were speaking
to the boy. One was like the gentle voice of
the man whom I had seen at the porch of the valley;
and it seemed to whisper, “return,” “return;”
“mercy,” and “forgiveness.”
And as he listened, something like hope mixed with
the bitter tears which ran down the face of the wanderer.
But then would sound the other voice, harsh, and loud,
and threatening; and it said, “too late,”
“too late,” “despair,” “despair.”
So the poor boy was sadly torn and
scattered in his thoughts by these two different voices;
but methought, as he guarded his golden vial, and
strove to trim his dying lamp, that the gentle voice
became more constant, and the voice of terror more
dull and distant.
Then, as I was watching him, all at
once the boy sprang up, and he seemed to see a light
before him, so straight on did he walk: many crossed
his path and jostled against him, but he cared not;
he heard the sweet voice plainer and plainer, like
the soft murmuring of the cushat dove in the early
summer, and he would follow where it led. Hitherto
his pathway had been smooth, and he had hastened along
it; but this did not last, for now it narrowed almost
to a line, and ran straight between two horrible pitfalls;
so he paused for a moment; but the roaring of a lion
was behind him, and forward he pressed. It was
a sore passage for Irrgeist, for the whole ground
was strewed with thorns, which pierced his feet at
every step, and the sparks from the fire-pits flew
ever round him, and now and then fell in showers over
him. Neither did he hear now the pleasant sound
of the voice of kindness; whether it were that it had
died away, he knew not, or whether it were that the
crackling and roaring of the fierce flames, and the
voice of the beasts behind, and his own groans and
crying, drowned its soft music, so that he heard it
not.
I had looked at him until I could
bear it no more; for the path seemed to grow narrower
and narrower; the flames from the two pits already
almost touched; and I could not endure to see, as
I feared I should, the little one, whom I had watched,
become the prey of their devouring fierceness.
So, with a bitter groan for Irrgeist, I turned me back
to the road to see how it fared with Furchtsam
and Gehulfe.
They had fallen far behind the others
from the first. Poor little Furchtsam had
a trembling tottering gait; and as he walked, he looked
on this side and on that, as if every step was dangerous.
This led him often to look off his book of light,
and then it would shut up its leaves, and then his
little lamp grew dimmer and dimmer, and his feet stumbled,
and he trembled so, that he almost dropped his staff
out of his hands. Yet still he kept the right
path, only he got along it very slowly and with pain.
Whether it was that Gehulfe was too
tender spirited to leave him, or why else, I know
not, but he kept close by the little trembler, and
seemed ever waiting to help him. Many a time
did he catch him by the hand when he was ready to
fall, and speak to him a word of comfort, when without
it he would have sunk down through fear. So
they got on together, and now they came to the part
of the pathway which the evil enchantress haunted.
She used all her skill upon them, and brought up before
their eyes all the visions she could raise; sunshine,
and singing-birds, and waving boughs, and green grass,
and sparkling water, they all passed before their
eyes, but they heeded them not: once,
indeed, poor Furchtsam for a moment looked with
a longing eye at the painted sunshine, as if its warm
light would have driven off some of his fears; but
it was but for a moment. And as for Gehulfe,
whether it was that he was reading his book of light
too closely, or trimming too carefully his lamp, or
helping too constantly his trembling friend, for some
cause or other he scarcely seemed to see the visions
which the sorceress had spread around him. So
when she had tried all her skill for a season, and
found it in vain, she vanished altogether from them,
and they saw her no more. But their dangers
were not over yet. When Gottlieb passed along
this road, he had gone on so boldly, that I had not
noticed how fearful it was in parts to any giddy head
or fainting heart. But now I saw well how it
terrified Furchtsam. For here it seemed
to rise straight up to a dangerous height, and to
become so narrow at the same time, and to be so bare
of any side-wall or parapet, that it was indeed a
giddy thing to pass along it. Yet when one walked
over it, as Gottlieb did, leaning on his staff of Church-truth,
reading diligently in his book, and trimming ever and
anon his lamp, such a light fell upon the narrow path,
and the darkness so veiled the precipice, that the
pilgrim did not know that there was any thing to fear.
But not so when you stopped to look then
it became terrible indeed; you soon lost all sight
of the path before you; for the brightest lamp only
lighted the road just by your feet, and that seemed
rising almost to an edge, whilst the flash of distant
lights here and there shewed that a fearful precipice
was on each side.
Furchtsam trembled exceedingly
when he looked at it; and even Gehulfe, when, instead
of marching on, he stopped to talk about it, began
to be troubled with fears. Now, as they looked
here and there, Furchtsam saw an easy safe-looking
path, which promised to lead them in the same direction,
but along the bottom of the cliffs. Right glad
was he to see it; and so taking the lead for once,
he let fall his staff, that by catching hold of the
bushes on the bank, he might drop down more easily
upon the lower path; and there he got with very little
trouble.
It was all done in a moment; and when
he was out of the path, Gehulfe turned round and saw
where he was gone. Then he tried to follow after
him; but he could not draw his staff with him through
the gap, or climb down the bank without letting it
go. And, happily for him, he held it so firmly,
that after one or two trials he stopped. Then,
indeed, was he glad, as soon as he had time to think;
and he held his good stick firmer in his hand than
ever, for now he saw plainly that Furchtsam was
quite out of the road, and that he had himself well-nigh
followed him. So leaning over the side, he began
to call to his poor timid companion, and encourage
him to mount up again, by the bank which he had slipped
down, and venture along the right way with him.
At first Furchtsam shook his head mournfully,
and would not hear of it. But when Gehulfe reminded
him that they had a true promise from the King, that
nothing should harm them whilst they kept to the high
way of holiness, and that the way upon which he had
now entered was full of pitfalls, and wild beasts,
and every sort of danger, and that in it he must be
alone, then his reason began to come back
to him, and Furchtsam saw into what an evil state
he had brought himself; and with all his heart he
wished himself back again by the side of Gehulfe.
But it was no such easy matter to get back.
His lamp was so bruised and shaken as he slid down,
that it threw scarcely any light at all; while it
had never seemed, he thought, so dark as it did now:
he could not see the bushes to which he had clung just
before, or the half path which had brought him down.
Gehulfe’s voice from above was some guide to
him, and shewed him in which direction to turn; but
when he tried to mount the bank, it was so steep and
so slippery, he could scarcely cling to it; and he
had no staff to lean upon, and no friendly hand to
help him. Surely if it had not been for the kind
encouraging voice of Gehulfe, the weak and trembling
heart of Furchtsam would have failed utterly,
and he would have given up altogether.
Now, just at this time, whilst he
was reaching out to Furchtsam, and urging him
to strive more earnestly, he heard a noise as of one
running upon the path behind him; and he looked round
and saw one of the King’s own messengers coming
fast upon it: so when he came up to Gehulfe, he
stopped and asked him what made him tarry thus upon
the King’s path. Then Gehulfe answered
very humbly, that he was striving to help back poor
Furchtsam into the right way, from which he had
been driven by his fears. Then the messenger
of the King looked upon him kindly, and bid him “fear
not.” “Rightly,” he said, “art
thou named Gehulfe, for thou hast been ready to help
the weak; and the Lord, who has bidden his children
’to bear one another’s burdens,’
has watched thee all alone thy way, and looked upon
thee with an eye of love; and forasmuch as thou seemest
to have been hindered in thy own course by helping
thy brother, the King has sent me to carry thee on
up this steep place, and over this dangerous road.”
With that, I saw that he lifted up the boy, and was
about to fly with him through the air. Then,
seeing that he cast a longing look towards the steep
bank, down which Furchtsam had slipped, and that
the sound of his sad voice was still ringing in his
ear; the King’s messenger said to him, “‘Cast
thy burden upon the Lord.’ ’The Lord
careth for thee.’ ‘For the very
hairs of your head are numbered,’ and ’the
Lord is full of compassion, pitiful, and of great
mercy.’” So the heart of Gehulfe was
soothed, and with a happy mind he gave himself to the
messenger, and he bore him speedily along the dangerous
path, as if his feet never touched the ground, but
refreshing airs breathed upon his forehead as he swept
along, and silver voices chanted holy words to his
glad heart. “He shall gather the lambs
in his arms,” said one; and another and a sweeter
took up the strain and sang, “and he shall carry
them in his bosom.” And so he passed along
the way swiftly and most happily.
Then I saw that he bore him to the
mouth of the arbour into which Gottlieb had turned
to rest. And now as he came up to it, Gottlieb
was just coming forth again to renew his journey.
Right glad was Gottlieb of the company of such a
comrade; so they joined their hands together, and
walked along the road speaking to one another of the
kindness of the King, and telling one to the other
all that had befallen them hitherto. A pleasant
thing it was to see them marching along that road,
their good staffs in their hands, their lamps burning
brightly, and their books sending forth streams of
light, to shew them the way that they should go.
But now I saw they got into a part of the road which
was rough and full of stones; and unless they kept
the lights they bore with them ever turned towards
the road, and looked, too, most carefully to their
footing, they were in constant danger of falling.
The air, also, seemed to have some power here of
sending them to sleep, for I saw that Gottlieb’s
steps were not as steady and active as they had been;
and he looked often from this side to that, to see
if there were any other resting-place provided for
him; but none could he see: and then methought,
as he walked on, his eyes would close as he bent them
down over his book, like one falling asleep from exceeding
weariness.
Gehulfe saw the danger of his friend;
and though he felt the air heavy, his fear for Gottlieb
kept him wide awake. “What are those words,”
he asked his drowsy friend, “which burn so brightly
in your book?” When he heard the voice, Gottlieb
roused himself, and read; and it was written, “Watch
and pray, lest ye enter into temptation; the spirit
truly is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
Then, for a little while, Gottlieb was warned, and
he walked like one awake; but, after a time, such power
had this sleepy air, he was again almost as drowsy
as ever, and his eyes were nearly closed. Then,
before Gehulfe could give him a second warning, he
placed his foot in a hole, which he would have easily
passed by, if he had been watching; and, falling suddenly
down, he would have rolled quite out of the road (for
it was raised here with a steep bank on either side),
if Gehulfe had not been nigh to catch him again by
the hand, and keep him in the path. He was sorely
bruised and shaken by the fall, and his lamp, too,
was dusted and hurt; so that he could not, at first,
press on the way as he wished to do. But now
his drowsiness was gone; and, with many bitter tears,
he lamented that he had given way to it before.
One strange thing I noted, too: he had dropped
his staff in his fall, and he could not rise till
he had taken it again in his hand; but now, when he
tried to take it, it pricked and hurt his hand, as
if it had been rough and sharp with thorns.
Then I looked at it, and saw that one of the stems
which were twined together, and which bore the name
of “discipline,” was very rough and thorny;
and this, which had turned inwardly before, was now,
by his fall, forced to the outside of the staff, so
that he must hold that or none. Now I heard the
boy groan as he laid hold of it; but lay hold of it
he did, and that boldly, for he could not rise or
travel without it, and to rise and travel he was determined.
Then he looked into his book of light, and he read
out of it these words, “Make the bones which
Thou hast broken to rejoice.” And as he
read them, he gathered courage, and made a great effort,
and stood upon his feet, and pressed on beside Gehulfe.
Then I saw that the road changed again,
and became smoother than they had ever known it.
Gottlieb’s staff, too, was now smooth and easy
in his hand, as it had been at first. Soon also
a pleasant air sprung up, and blew softly and yet
cool upon their foreheads. And now they heard
the song of birds, as if the sunshine was very near
them, though they saw it not yet. There were,
too, every now and then, sounds sweeter than the songs
of birds, as if blessed angels were near them, and
they were let to hear their heavenly voices.
A little further, and the day began to dawn upon
them bright light shone out some way before
them, and its glad reflection was already cast upon
their path. But still there was one more trial
before them; for when they had enjoyed this light for
a season, and I thought they must be close upon the
sunshine, I saw that they had got into greater darkness
than ever. Here, also, they lost sight of one
another; for it was a part of the King’s appointment,
that each one must pass that dark part alone it
was called “the shadow of death.”
Gehulfe, I saw, walked through it easily; his feet
were nimble and active, his lamp was bright, his golden
vial ever in his hand, his staff firm to lean upon,
and the book of light close before his eyes: he
was still reading it aloud, and I heard him speak of
his King as giving “songs in the night,” and
so, with a glad heart, he passed through the darkness.
The brightest sunshine lay close upon the other side
of it; and there he was waited for by messengers in
robes of light, and they clad him in the same, and
carried him with songs and music into the presence
of the King.
But Gottlieb did not pass through
so easily. It seemed as if that darkness had
power to bring out any weakness with which past accidents
had at the time affected the pilgrim: for so it
was, that when Gottlieb was in it, he felt all the
stunning of his fall come back again upon him, and,
for a moment, he seemed well-nigh lost. But his
heart was sound, and there was One who was faithful
holding him up: so he grasped his good staff
tighter than ever, though its roughness had come out
again and sorely pricked his hand; but this seemed
only to quicken his steps; and when he had gone on
a little while thus firmly, as he looked into his
book he saw written on its open page, “I will
make darkness light before thee.” And
as he read them, the words seemed to be fulfilled,
for he stepped joyfully out of the darkness into the
clear sunlight. And for him too the messengers
were waiting; for him too were garments ready woven
of the light; around him were songs, and music, and
rejoicing; and so they bare him into the presence
of the King.
Now, when I had seen these two pass
so happily through their journey into rest, I thought
again of the poor trembling Furchtsam, and longed
to know that he had got again into the road.
But upon looking back to where I had lost sight of
him, I saw that he was still lying at the foot of the
steep bank, down whose side he had stepped so easily.
He had toiled and laboured, and striven to climb
up, but it had been all in vain. Still he would
not cease his labour; and now he was but waiting to
recover his breath to begin to strive again.
He was, too, continually calling on the King for
aid. Then I saw a figure approaching him in the
midst of his cries. And poor Furchtsam
trembled exceedingly, for he was of a very timorous
heart, and he scarcely dared to look up to him who
stood by him. After a while I heard the man speak
to him, and he asked him in a grave, pitying voice,
“What doest thou here?” Then the poor
boy sobbed out in broken words the confession of his
folly, and told how he had feared and left the road,
and how he had laboured to get back into it, and how
he almost thought that he should never reach it.
Then I saw the man look down upon him with a face
of tenderness and love; and he stretched forth his
hand towards him; and Furchtsam saw that it was
the hand which had been pierced for him: so he
raised the boy up, and set him on his feet; and he
led him straight up the steepest bank. And now
it seemed easy to his steps; and he put him back again
in the road, and gave the staff into his hand, and
bid him “redeem the time, because the days are
evil;” and then he added, “Strengthen
ye the weak hands, and confirm the feeble knees.”
“Say to them that are of a fearful heart, ‘be
strong:’ ’fear not.’”
Such strength had his touch, his words, and
his kind look, given to the heart of the timid boy,
that he seized the staff, though its most prickly
“discipline” sorely hurt his tender flesh;
and leaning on it, he set bravely out without a moment’s
delay. And I heard him reading in his book of
light as he climbed up the steep path which had affrighted
him; and what he read was this: “Before
I was afflicted, I went astray; but now have I kept
Thy word.”
When he had almost reached the arbour,
another danger awaited him; for in the dim light round
him he saw, as he thought, the form of an evil beast
lying in the pathway before him. Then did some
of his old terrors begin to trouble him; and he had
turned aside, perhaps, out of the way, but that the
wholesome roughness of his staff still pricked his
hand and forced him to recall his former fall.
Instead, therefore, of turning aside, he looked into
his book of light, and there he read in fiery letters,
“Thou shalt go upon the lion and the adder; the
young lion and the dragon shalt thou tread under thy
feet:” and this gave him comfort.
So, on he went, determining still to read in his book,
and not to look at all at that which affrighted him:
and so it was, that when he came to the place, he
saw that it was only a bush, which his fears had turned
into the figure of a beast of prey; and at the same
moment he found where it was written in his book,
“No lion shall be there, nor any ravenous beast
shall go up thereon, it shall not be found there; but
the redeemed shall walk there.”
And now he stood beside the arbour,
where he rested a while, and then pursued his journey.
Now I noticed, that as he got further on the road,
and read more in his book, and leant upon his staff,
that he grew bolder and firmer in his gait: and
I thought that I could see why Gehulfe, who had been
needful to him in his first weakness, had afterwards
been carried away from him: for surely he had
leant more upon him, and less upon his book and his
good staff, unless he had walked there alone.
However this might be, he grew continually
bolder. As he drew near the last sad darkness,
I began again to tremble for him; but I need not have
done so; for he walked on so straight through it, that
it seemed scarcely to make any difference to him at
all. In the best part of the road his feebleness
had taught him to lean altogether upon Him who had
so mercifully helped him on the bank, and who had
held up his fainting steps hitherto; and this strength
could hold him up as well even in this extreme darkness.
I heard him, as he parsed along, say, “When
I am weak, then am I strong;” and with that
he broke out into singing:
“Through death’s dark
valley without fear
My feeble steps
have trod,
Because I know my God is near;
I feel His staff
and rod.”
With that he too passed out of the
shade and darkness into the joyful sunshine.
And oh, it was indeed a happy time! It made
my heart bound when I saw his face, which had so often
turned pale and drooped with terror, now lighted up
with the glow of the heavenly light; when, instead
of the evil things which his fears had summoned up,
I saw around him the bands of holy ones, and the children
of the day: and so they passed along. And
soon, I thought, he would see again the hand which
had been stretched out to save him on the bank, and
hear the kind and merciful voice which had soothed
his terror and despair, and live in the present sunshine
of that gracious countenance.
And now methought I heard an earnest
and sorrowful voice, as of one crying aloud for help;
so I turned me round to see where he was that uttered
it, and by the side of the King’s path I could
see one striving to mount the bank, and slipping back
again as often as he tried. He was trying in
right earnest: his cries were piteous to hear,
and he laboured as if he would carry his point by
storm. But it was all in vain; the more he struggled,
the worse his case grew; for the bank, and all the
path up to it, got so quagged and miry with his eager
striving, that he seemed farther and farther from
getting safely up. At last, as he was once more
struggling violently up, his feet quite slipped from
under him, and he fell upon his side: and so
he lay sobbing and struggling for breath, but still
crying out to the King, who had helped him before,
and delivered him from the flames of the pit, to help
him once more, and lift him again into the right way.
My heart pitied the poor boy, and I looked more closely
into his face, and saw that it was Irrgeist not
Irrgeist as he had been when he had walked at first
with Gottlieb along the road, or as he had been when
he had first followed the deceitful phantom “Pleasure”
out of it, but Irrgeist still, though brought
by his wanderings and his trouble to paleness, and
weariness, and sorrow. Now, whilst I was looking
at him, as he lay in this misery, and longing for
some helper to come to him, lo, his cries stopped for
a moment, and I saw that it was because One stood
by him and spoke to him. Then I could see under
the mantle, which almost hid Him, that it was the same
form which had visited Furchtsam, and delivered
him when he had cried. Now, too, I saw the hand
held out, and I saw Irrgeist seize it; and it raised
him up, and he stood upon his feet: and the staff
was given to him, exceeding rough, but
needful and trusty; and his lamp shone out, and the
book of light was his; and his feet were again in
the road.
But I marked well that Irrgeist trod
it not as the others had done. Truly did he
go along it weeping. Whether it was that the
thought of what he had gone through amongst the pitfalls
dwelt ever on his mind; or whether it were shame of
having wandered, I know not, but his road
seemed evermore one of toil and sorrow. Still,
in the midst of tears, a song was often put into his
mouth, and his tongue was ever speaking of the great
kindness of Him who had restored the wanderer:
his head, too, was so bowed down, that he marked every
stone upon the road, and therefore never stumbled;
but still his speed was little, and his troubles were
many. When he got to the dark part, he had a
sore trial: his feet seemed too weak and trembling
to bear him; and more than once I heard him cry out,
as if he thought that he were again between the pitfalls,
and the fire were ready to break out upon him.
But then did it seem as if there were some sweet
hopes given him, and his face brightened up; and in
a faint, feeble voice, he would break out again into
his song and thanksgiving. As he drew towards
the end, things somewhat mended with him; and when
he was just upon the sunlight, and began to see its
brightness through the haze, and to hear the voices
of the heavenly ones, methought his heart would have
burst, so did it beat with joy: and withal he
smote upon his breast, and said, “And
this for me! And this for the wanderer!
O mercy, choicest mercy! Who is a God like unto
Thee, that pardonest iniquity?” And so saying,
he entered on the heavenly light, and left for ever
behind him the darkness and the danger of the pitfalls,
and the face of shame, and the besetting weakness;
for he too was clothed in raiment of light, and borne
with joy before the Lord the King.
Father. Who were those
who were walking in the beautiful garden as its lords?
Child. Man in Paradise before the fall.
F. What was the dreadful change that came upon them?
C. Their fall into sin and misery.
F. What was the second estate seen in the vision?
C. Their fallen children in this
sinful world, without the knowledge of God; wandering
in the darkness of heathenism amongst the pitfalls
of error.
F. What was the porch which let them into a better
way?
C. The entrance into the Church of the redeemed by
baptism.
F. What does our Catechism say about this?
C. That it is our being “called to a state
of salvation.”
F. What are the gifts bestowed upon them?
C. God’s word is the book of
light; conscience enlightened by God is the little
lamp of each; the oil in the golden vial is the help
and teaching of God’s grace; and the staff is
the help and assistance of the Church.
F. Why was it so easy to get out of the path, and
so hard to get back?
C. Because it is easy to go wrong,
and very hard to return into the way of righteousness.
F. What were the baits which the phantom offered
to the youths?
C. The pleasures of sin, which are but for a season.
F. Why was the staff rough to those
that were coming back from wandering?
C. Because the discipline of the
Church, which is easy to the obedient, is often galling
to those who offend.
F. Why was Irrgeist, after he was brought back, still
so sad a pilgrim?
C. Because, though he was accepted
and forgiven, the effects of his former sins still
weakened and grieved him: as says the Lord, by
the mouth of the Prophet Ezekiel (chap. xvi. ver.
63), “That thou mayest remember, and be confounded,
and never open thy mouth any more because of thy shame,
when I am pacified toward thee for all that thou hast
done, saith the Lord God.”
The Little Wanderers.
In a miserable little hovel, built
on the edge of a wide and desolate common, lived a
poor widow woman, who had two sons. The eldest
of them was quite young, and the least was scarcely
more than an infant. They were dressed in torn
and dirty rags, for the widow had no better clothes
to put upon them; and often they were very hungry and
very cold, for she had not food or fire with which
to feed and warm them. No one taught the biggest
boy any thing; and as for the poor mother, she did
not know a letter. She had no friends; and the
only playfellows the little ones ever knew were other
children as poor, and as dirty, and as untaught as
they were themselves, from whom they learnt nothing
but to say bad words and do naughty tricks.
Poor children! it was a sad life, you would say, which
lay before them.
Just at this time the widow was taken
very ill with a fever. Long she lay in that
desolate hut, groaning and suffering, and no one knew
how ill she was but the little children. They
would sit and cry by her miserable bed all day, for
they were very hungry and very sad. When she
had lain in this state for more than a week, she grew
light-headed, and after a while died. The youngest
child thought she was asleep, and that he could not
waken her; but the elder boy rushed weeping out of
the house, knowing that she was really dead, and that
they were left alone in the wide world.
Just at that very moment a man passed
by, who looked into the pale, thin, hungry face of
the sobbing child, with a kind, gentle look, and let
himself be led into the wretched hut, where the poor
dead mother lay. His heart bled for the poor
orphans, for he was one who was full of tenderness:
so he spake kind words to them; and when his servants
came up after a while, he gave orders that their dead
mother should be buried, and that the children should
be taken from the miserable hut, to dwell in his own
beautiful castle.
To it the children were removed.
The servants of the Lord of the castle put on them
clean fresh clothes washed their old dirt
from them; and as no one knew what were their names,
they gave them two new names, which shewed they belonged
to this family; and they were cared for, and given
all they wanted.
Happy was now their lot. They
had all they wanted: good food in plenty, instead
of hunger and thirst; clean raiment, instead of rags
and nakedness; and kind teachers, who instructed them
day by day as they were able to bear it. There
were a multitude of other happy children too in the
castle, with whom they lived, and learned, and spent
their glad days. Sometimes they played in the
castle, and sometimes they ran about in the grounds
that were round it, where were all sorts of flowers,
and beautiful trees full of singing birds, and green
grass, and painted butterflies; and they were as happy
as children could be.
All over these grounds they might
play about as they would: only on one side of
them they were forbidden to go. There the garden
ended in a wide waste plain, and there seemed to be
nothing to tempt children to leave the happy garden
to walk in it, especially as the kind Lord of the castle
bid them never set foot on it: and yet it was
said that some children had wandered into it, and
that of these, many had never come back again.
For in that desert dwelt the enemies of the Lord
of the castle; and there was nothing they loved better
than to pounce down upon any children whom he had
taken as his own, and carry them off, to be their slaves
in the midst of the waste and dreary sands.
Many ways too had these enemies by
which they enticed children to come on the plain;
for as long as they stayed within the boundary, and
played only in the happy garden, the evil one could
not touch them. Sometimes they would drop gay
and shining flowers all about the beginning of the
waste, hoping that the children would come across the
border to pick them up: and so it was, that if
once a child went over, as soon as he had got into
his hands the flower for which he had gone, it seemed
to fade and wither away; but just beyond him he thought
he saw another, brighter and more beautiful; and so,
too, often it happened that, throwing down the first,
he went on to take the second; and then throwing down
the second, he went on to reach a third; until, suddenly,
the enemy dashed upon him, and whirled him away with
them in a moment.
Often and often had little Kuhn for
so the eldest boy had been named looked
out over this desert, and longed, as he saw the gay
flowers dropped here and there, to run over the border
and pick them up. His little brother, who was
now old enough to run about with him, would stand
and tremble by him as he got close to the desert; but
little Zart would never leave him: and
sometimes, I am afraid, they would have both been
lost, if it had not been for a dear little girl, who
was almost always with them, and who never would go
even near to the line. When Kuhn was looking
into it, as if he longed for the painted flowers, the
gentle Glaube would grow quite sad, and bending
her dark sorrowful eyes upon him, their long lashes
would become wet with tears, and she would whisper
in a voice almost too solemn for a child, “O
Kuhn, remember.” Then Kuhn, who could
not bear to see her sad, would tear himself away;
and the flowers seemed directly to lose their brightness,
and the desert looked dry and hot, and the garden cool
and delicious, and they played happily together, and
forgot their sorrow.
But it was very dangerous for Kuhn
to go so near. The servants of the Lord of the
castle often told the children this; and seeing a bold
and daring spirit in Kuhn, they had spoken to him
over and over again. What made it so dangerous
was this, that the flowers of the wilderness
never looked gay until you got near to its border;
afar off it seemed dusty, dry, and hot; but the nearer
you got to it, the brighter shone the flowers; they
seemed also to grow in number, until you could hardly
see its dry hot sands, for the flowery carpet that
was drawn over them.
Poor Kuhn! he was often in danger.
Never yet had he crossed the border; but it is a
sad thing to go near temptation; and so this unhappy
child found to his cost.
One day he was sauntering close to
the forbidden border, when the hoop which he was trundling
slipped from him and ran into the desert. In
a moment he was over after it; and just as he stooped
to pick it up, he saw, right before him, a beautiful
and sparkling flower. He would certainly have
gone after it, but that at the instant he caught the
eye of Glaube looking sadly after him, and it struck
upon his heart, and he hastened back, and was safe.
For a while his legs trembled under him, and Zart
looked up quite frightened into his pale face; Glaube
too could scarcely speak to him; and it was long before
they were laughing merrily again under the tall palm-trees
of the garden. But by the next day all Kuhn’s
fears had flown away, and he went with a bolder foot
than ever to the very edge of the desert.
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Glaube was further off than usual;
and just as Kuhn and Zart were in this great danger,
a beautiful bird started up under their feet.
The boys had never seen such a bird. All the
colours of the rainbow shone upon his feathers, and
his black and scarlet head seemed quite to sparkle
in the sunshine. It tried to fly; but whether
its wing was hurt, or what, I know not, but it could
not rise, and ran before them flapping its painted
wings, screaming with a harsh voice, and keeping only
just before them. The boys were soon in full
chase, and every thing else was forgotten; when, just
as they thought the bird was their own, he fluttered
across the border, and both the boys followed him, Kuhn
boldly and without thought, for he had been across
it before; but poor little Zart trembled and turned
pale, and clung to his bolder brother, as if he never
would have crossed it alone.
Once over, however, on they went,
and the bird still seemed to keep close before them;
and they never noticed how far they were getting from
the garden, until suddenly they heard a dreadful noise;
the air looked thick before them, as if whole clouds
of dust were sweeping on; shining spear-heads were
all they could see in the midst of the dust; and they
heard the trampling of a multitude of horses.
The boys were too much frightened to shriek, but
they clung to one another, pale and trembling, and
ready to sink into the earth. In a minute rude
hands seized them; they heard rough voices round them;
and they could see that they were in the midst of
the enemies of the Lord of the castle. In another
minute they were torn asunder, they were snatched
up on horseback, and were galloping off towards the
sad abode in which the evil men of the desert dwelt.
In vain the boys cried, and begged to be taken home;
away galloped the horses; whilst no one thought of
heeding their cries and prayers. They had gone
on long in this way, and the dark-frowning towers
of the desert castle were in sight. The little
boys looked sadly at one another; for here there was
no flowering garden, there were no sheltering trees,
but all looked bare, and dry, and wretched; and they
could see little narrow windows covered with iron
bars, which seemed to be dungeon-rooms, where they
thought they should be barred in, and never more play
together amongst the flowers and in the sunlight.
Just at this moment the little Zart
felt that, by some means or other, the strap which
bound him to the horse had grown loose, and in another
moment he had slipped down its side, and fallen upon
his head on the ground. No one noticed his fall;
and there he lay upon the sand for a while stunned
and insensible. When he woke up, the trampling
of horses had died away in the distance; the light
sand of the desert, which their feet had stirred,
had settled down again like the heavy night-dew, so
that he could see no trace of their footmarks.
The frowning castle-walls were out of sight; look
which way he would, he could see nothing but the hot
flat sand below, and the hot bright sun in the clear
sky above him. He called for his brother, but
no voice answered him; he started up, and began to
run he knew not where: but the sun beat on his
head, the hot sand scorched his weary feet; his parched
tongue began to cleave to his mouth; and he sunk down
upon the desert again to die.
As he lay there he thought upon the
castle-garden and its kind Lord; upon the sorrowful
face with which Glaube was used to look on them, when
he and Kuhn drew near to the forbidden border; and
his tears broke out afresh when he thought of his
brother in the enemies’ dungeon, and himself
dying in the desolate wilderness. Then he called
upon the Lord of the castle, for he remembered to
have heard how He had pitied wandering children, and
heard their cry from afar, and had brought them back
again to His own happy castle. And as he lay
upon the sand, crying out to the Lord of the castle,
he thought that he heard a footstep, as of one walking
towards him. Then there came a shade between
the sun and his burning head, and looking languidly
up he saw the kind face of the Lord of the castle
turned towards him. He was looking on the poor
child as He had looked on him when He had pitied him
by the side of the hut; and that kind face seemed
to speak comfort. Then He stretched out to him
His hand, and He bade him rise; and He lifted up the
child, and bore him in His bosom over that waste and
scorching wilderness, nor ever set him down until
He had brought him again into the pleasant garden.
Once as he lay in that bosom, Zart thought that he
heard in the distance the tramping of horse-hoofs;
and he saw the dusty cloud lifting itself up:
but he felt that he was safe; and so he was, for the
enemy did not dare to approach that Mighty One who
was bearing him.
When he reached the garden again,
the gentle Glaube met him, and welcomed him back again
to their peaceful home. But he hung down his
head with shame and with sorrow; and as he looked
up into the face of the Lord of the garden, he saw
in it such kindness and love, that his tears rolled
down his cheeks to think how he had broken His command,
and wandered into the wilderness of His enemies.
Then he tried to speak for his brother, for his heart
was sore and heavy with thinking of him; but the Lord
of the castle answered not. Many, many days
did Glaube and Zart pray for him; but they heard nothing
of him: whether he died in the enemies’
dungeon; or whether, as they still dared to hope, he
might even yet one day find his way back to the garden
of peace; or whether, as they sometimes trembled to
think, he had grown up amongst the enemies of their
Lord, and become one of them, they knew
not, and they dared not to ask. But they never
thought of him without trembling and tears, and Zart
more even than Glaube: for he had crossed that
terrible border; he had been seized by the fierce
enemy; he had lain alone in the wide scorching desert;
and had only been brought back again from death by
the great love of the mighty and merciful Lord of
that most happy garden.
Father. Who are meant
by these children born in the wretched hovel?
Child. All the children of fallen parents.
F. Who are such?
C. All who are born. For we
were “by nature born in sin, and the children
of wrath.”
F. Who is the kind Lord of the castle who takes pity
on them?
C. Jesus Christ our Lord.
F. What is meant by His taking them to His castle?
C. His receiving us when children into His Church.
F. When was this done?
C. At our baptism. For “being
by nature children of wrath, we were hereby made the
children of grace.”
F. What is meant by the clean raiment and the new
name He gave them?
C. The “forgiveness of all our sins”
(see Collect in
Confirmation-Service), and the giving us our Christian
name.
F. Why is it called your Christian name?
C. To mark its difference from our natural, or parents’
name.
F. Why was it given you at that time?
C. Because then I was taken into God’s family,
and “made a member of
Christ, child of God, and an inheritor of the kingdom
of heaven.”
F. What was the food with which they were fed?
C. All the means of grace of the Church of Christ.
F. What was the desert, and who those
who dwelt in it who were enemies to the Lord?
C. The ways of sin, and the devil and his angels.
F. What were the bright flowers and the bird?
C. The baits and temptations of sin.
F. Why did Kuhn, or “bold,”
cross the border more easily the second time?
C. Because one sin makes another easier.
F. Why did Zart, or “tender,” follow
him?
C. Because bold sinners lead weaker sinners after
them.
F. What were the dry sands into which Kuhn and Zart
were carried?
C. The evil ways of sin.
F. Who came to Zart’s rescue when he prayed?
C. The gracious Lord who had at first
received him into His Church by baptism.
F. Why was he still sad and ashamed after he was
brought back?
C. Because he had wandered.
F. Did he then doubt whether he was forgiven?
C. No: but he “remembered
and was confounded, and never opened his mouth any
more, when the Lord was pacified toward him for all
his iniquity.”
F. What was the end of Kuhn, or the “bold?”
C. We know not; but they who “draw
back unto perdition” are punished above all
others.
F. What are we to learn from the whole?
C. The blessedness of being taken
into the Church in our infancy; and our need of prayer
and watching, lest we turn it into a curse.
The King and his Servants.
A great king once called his servants
to him, and said to them, “You have
all often professed to love me, and to wish to serve
me; and I have never yet made trial of you.
But now I am about to try you all, that it may be
known who does in truth desire to serve me, and who
is a servant only in name. To morrow your trial
will begin; so meet me here in the morning, and be
ready to set out upon a journey on which I shall send
you.”
When the king had so spoken, he left
them; and there was a great deal of bustle and talking
amongst these servants. Not that they were all
alike. Some were very busy, and said a great
deal of the services they should render; and that
they hoped it would be some really hard trial on which
the king would set them. Others were quiet and
thoughtful, saying little or nothing, but, as it seemed,
thinking silently of the words the king had spoken,
as if they feared lest they should fail in their trial.
For they loved that king greatly; he had been as
a father to them all. Once they had been slaves,
and cruelly treated by a wicked tyrant who had taken
them prisoners, and cast some of them into dungeons,
and made others work in dark mines, and dealt evil
with them all. But the king had triumphed over
this their enemy, and rescued them from his hands.
His own son had sought them in the dungeons and dark
pits into which they had been cast, and had brought
them out; and now he had given them places in his
service, and fed them from his own kingly table; and
he promised to such as were faithful, that he would
raise them yet higher; that he would even set them
upon thrones, and put crowns upon their heads; and
that they should remain always in his presence, and
rule and dwell with him. Now, when the time of
their trial was come, these faithful servants were
grave and thoughtful, fearing lest they should fail,
and be led to forget him their kind and gracious king.
But one thought held them up. He had said unto
them all, “As your day, so shall your strength
be.” They knew, therefore, that he would
put on them no task beyond their strength. They
remembered his kindness and his love in taking them
out of the dungeons of the enemy. They desired
greatly to serve him; and so they rejoiced that their
trial was come, even while they feared it; and they
trusted in him to help them, even whilst they trembled
for themselves.
These servants spent much of the night
in preparing for their journey; in thinking over all
the directions the king had ever given them; for many
times had he spoken to them of this coming trial; and
even written down plain rules for them, which should
teach them always how he would have them act.
All these they gathered together, lest in the hurry
of setting out, they should forget any one of them;
and so they went into the court of the palace to meet
the king.
Then he came forth from his palace-door,
and gave them all their charge.
From the great treasure-chambers of
that palace he brought out many different gifts, and
laid them before these his servants. One had
gold and silver, and another had precious stuffs;
but all had something good and costly: and as
he gave them these gifts, he told them that this was
to be their trial. He was about to send them
with these gifts into an exceeding great and rich
city, which lay afar off from his palace; and in that
city they were all to trade for him. They were
to take his gifts and use them wisely, so that each
one of them might bring something back to him.
He gave them also very close and particular instructions.
He told them that there were many in that city who
would try to rob them of these his gifts; and he told
them how to keep them safely. He told them that
many would seek to make them waste what he had given
to them on pleasing themselves. But that they
must remember always, that what they had belonged
to him; that they would have to give him an account
of their way of using all his gifts; and that of his
mere mercy he, who had redeemed them from the dungeon
and made them able to serve him, would graciously
reward hereafter all their efforts to use his gifts
for him. He told them also to set about trading
for him as early as they could; for that all the merchants’
goods were freshest in the morning; that then the
precious stones were the finest and the truest; but
that those who waited till the evening would find
all the best goods sold; and that, perhaps, before
they had any thing ready, the trumpet would sound which
was to call them all out of the city, and then they
would have to come back to him empty-handed and disgraced.
When he had given them these charges,
he sent them from his presence to begin their journey
to the great city. All that day they travelled
with horses and camels over plains and hills, and
fruitful fields and deserts, until, just as the sun
went down, they came to the walls of a great city;
and they knew that it was here they were to traffic
for their king upon the morrow.
Then the thoughtful servants began
carefully to unpack their goods; they looked into
their bales of precious stuffs to see that they had
got no injury from the dust and sand of the desert;
they counted over their bags of money to see that
all was right; and began to lay them all in order,
that they might enter the town as soon as the gates
were open, and trade for their king in the morning
hours, which he had told them were the best.
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But some of the other servants laughed
at them for taking all this care and trouble.
“Surely it will be time enough,” they
said, “to get every thing ready when the markets
are open to-morrow. We have had a long, hot,
weary journey, and we must rest and refresh ourselves
before we think of trading.” So they spread
the tables, and began to feast in a riotous way, quite
forgetting the king’s service, and putting the
morrow out of their thoughts.
Now as soon as the sun was up, in
the morning, there was a great stir amongst the servants.
Those who had been careful and watchful in the evening
were ready with all their bales; and as soon as ever
the city-gates were open, they marched in through
them with their goods. It was a great wide city
into which they entered, and must hold, they thought,
a vast multitude of men. Houses and streets
of all sizes met their eyes here and there; but they
passed easily along, because it was still so early
in the morning, that few persons were in the streets,
and those few were all bent upon business, as they
were themselves. So they passed on to the great
market where the merchants bought and sold, and here
they set out all their goods; and the merchants came
round them to look over their wares, and to shew them
what they had to sell in return. Now they found
it true as the king had foretold them. For they
had the first choice of all that the merchants could
offer. One of them opened his stores, and shewed
them rubies, and diamonds, and pearls, such as they
had never seen before for size and beauty. So
they chose a pearl of great price, and they bought
it for their prince, and they trafficked in their
other wares, and gained for him more than as many bags
of treasure as he had given them at first. Thus
they traded according to their skill, and every one
had now secured something for his lord. The pearl
of great price was stored by some; others had rich
dresses adorned with gold and precious stones; others
had bags of the most refined gold; others had the
spices of Arabia and the frankincense of the islands
of the East.
One there was amongst them who seemed
to have got nothing to carry home with him; and yet
he, as well as the rest, had laid out his master’s
gifts. Then some of the other servants asked
him, what he had stored up for the king? and he said
that he had no riches which he could shew to them,
but that he had an offering which he knew that the
merciful heart of the king would make him love and
value. Then they asked him to tell them his
story; so he said that, as he was walking through the
market, he had seen a poor woman weeping and wringing
her hands, as if her heart would break: he stopped,
and asked her the cause of her sorrow; and she told
him that she was a widow, and that some merchants,
to whom her husband had owed large sums of money,
had come that morning to her house and taken all that
she had, and seized her children too; and that they
were dragging them away to the slave-market to sell
them for slaves in a far land, that they might pay
themselves the debt which her husband had owed them.
So when he heard her sad tale, he opened his bag of
treasure, and found that all the gold which he had
got in it would just pay the widow’s debt and
set her children free. Then he went with her
to the merchants, and he told out to them all that
sum, and set the children of the widow free, and gave
them back to their mother; “and I am taking,”
he said, “to our merciful king the offering
of the widow’s tears and gratitude; and I know
well that this is an offering which will be well-pleasing
in his sight.”
So it fared with these faithful servants
in their trading; and all the while they were cheerful
and light-hearted, because they remembered constantly
the love and kindness which their king had shewed to
them; and they rejoiced that they were able to serve
him and to trade for him with his gifts. They
thought also of the goodness of the king’s son
towards them; they remembered how he had sought them
when they were prisoners in the dark dungeons of their
tyrant enemy; and they were full of joy when they
thought that they should be able to offer to him the
goodly pearl, and the other curious gifts, which they
had bought. They thought of these things until
they longed to hear the trumpet sound, which was to
call them out of the town and gather them together
for their journey home. When that trumpet might
sound, they knew not; but the sun was now passed its
noon, and the town, which had been so quiet when they
came in the early morning along its empty streets,
was now full of noise, and bustle, and confusion,
as great towns are wont to be, when all the multitude
of sleepers awaken and pour out for pleasure, or business,
or idleness, into the streets, and squares, and market-places.
Heartily glad were they now that they
had been so early at their traffic. Now the merchants
had shut up all their richest stores; and the markets
were full of others who brought false pearls and mock
diamonds, instead of the costly gems for which they
had traded in the morning. There seemed to be
hardly any true traders left. Idlers were there
in numbers, and shows and noisy revels were passing
up and down the streets; and they could see thieves
and bad men lurking about at all the corners, seeking
whom they could catch, and rob, and plunder.
On all these things the servants looked;
sometimes they saw beautiful sights pass by them,
which gladdened their eyes; and sometimes sweet music
would fill their ears, as bands of merry harpers and
singers walked up and down through the market; and
they rejoiced in all of these, but still their hearts
were full of thoughts of their kind king, and recollections
of his son their prince; and they longed to be at home
with them, even when the sights round them were the
gayest, and the sounds in their ears were the sweetest;
and they were ever watching for the voice of the trumpet,
which was to call them again homeward.
But this happy case was not that of
all the servants. When these watchful men had
been entering the gates of the city in the morning,
the thoughtless servants were not yet awake.
They had sat up late at their feasting and rejoicings,
and when the morning sun rose upon them, they were
still in their first deep sleep. The stirring
of their fellow-servants moved them a little, and
for a while they seemed ready to rise and join them.
But their goods were not ready, so they could not
go with them; and they might as well, therefore, they
thought, wait a little longer and rest themselves,
and then follow them to the market. They did
not mean to be late, but they saw no reason why they
should be so very early.
They slept, therefore, till the sun
was high, and then they rose in some confusion, because
it was now so late; and they had all their goods to
unpack, their stuffs to smooth out, and the dust to
shake off from them. Soon they began about every
little thing to find fault with one another, because
they were secretly angry with themselves. Each
one thought that if his neighbour had not persuaded
him to stay, he should have been up, and have entered
the city with the earliest: so high words arose
between them; and instead of helping one another,
and making the best they could of the time which remained,
they only hindered one another, and made it later
and later before they were ready to begin their trading.
At length, after many hard words and
much bad temper, one by one they got away; each as
soon as he was ready, and often with his goods all
in confusion; every one following his own path, and
wandering by himself up the crowded streets of the
full town.
Hard work they had to get at all along
it when they had passed the gates. All the stream
of people seemed now to be setting against them.
The idlers jested upon their strange dress; and if
they did but try to traffic for their lord, the rude
children of the town would gather round them, and
hoot, and cry: so that they could not manage to
carry on any trade at all.
Then, as I watched them, I saw that
some who had been the loudest in talking of what they
should do when they were tried, were now the first
to give up altogether making any head at all against
the crowd of that city. They packed up what
goods they might have, and began to think only of
looking about them, and following the crowd, and pleasing
themselves, like any of the men around them.
Then I looked after some of these, and I saw that
one of them was led on by the crowd to a place in the
town where there was a great show. Outside of
it were men in many-coloured dresses, who blew with
trumpets, and jested, and cried aloud, and begged
all to come in and see the strange sights which were
stored within.
Now when the servant came to this
place, he watched one and another go in, until at
last he also longed to go in and see the sights which
were to be gazed on within. So he went to the
door, and the porter asked him for money; but when
he drew out his purse, and the porter saw that his
money belonged to some strange place, and was quite
unlike the coin used in that town, he only laughed
at it, and said it was good for nothing there, and
bid him “stand back.” So as he turned
away, the porter saw the rich bundle on his back,
and then he spoke to him in another tone, and he said,
“I will let you in, if you like to give me that
bundle of goods.” Then for a moment the
servant was checked. He thought of his lord
and of the reckoning, and he remembered the words,
“As good stewards of the manifold grace of God;”
and he had almost determined to turn back, and to
fight his way to the market-place, and to trade for
his lord, let it cost him what it might; but
just at the moment there was a great burst of the
showman’s trumpets; and he heard the people shouting
for joy within; and so he forgot all but his great
desire, and slipping off the bundle from his shoulders,
he put it into the hands of the porter, and passed
in, and I saw him no more.
Then I saw another, who was standing
at the corner of a street gating at some strange antics
which were being played by a company of the townsmen.
And as he gazed upon them, he forgot all about his
trading for his master, and thought only of seeing
more of this strange sight. Then I saw that
whilst he was thinking only of these follies, some
evil-minded men gathered round him, and before he
was aware of it, they secretly stole from him all
the gold which his lord had given him to lay out for
him. The servant did not even know when it was
gone, so much was he thinking of staring at the sight
before him. But it made me very sad to think
that when he went to buy for his master, he would find
out, too late, his loss; and that when the trumpet
sounded, he would have nothing to carry back with
him on the day of reckoning.
Some of these loiterers, too, were
treated even worse than this. One of them I
saw whom the shows and lights of that town led on from
street to street, until he came quite to its farther
end; and then he thought that he saw before him, beyond
some lonely palings, still finer sights than any he
had left; and so he set out to cross over those fields,
and see those sights. And when he was half over,
some wicked robbers, who laid wait in those desolate
places, rushed out upon him from their lurking-place,
and ill used him sorely, and robbed him of all his
goods and money, and left him upon the ground hardly
able to get back to the town which he had left.
Then I saw one of these loiterers
who, as he was looking idly at the sights round him,
grew very grave, and began to tremble from head to
foot. One of his fellows, who stood by and saw
him, quickly asked him what made him tremble.
At first he could not answer; but after a while he
said, that the sound of the trumpet which they had
just heard had made him think of the great trumpet-sound
of their master, which was to call them all back to
his presence, and that he trembled because the evening
was coming on, and he had not yet traded for his lord.
And “How,” he said in great fear, “how
shall we ever stand that reckoning with our hands
empty?” Then some of his companions in idleness
laughed and jeered greatly, and mocked the poor trembler.
But his fears were wiser than their mockings; and
so, it seemed, he knew, for he cared nothing for them;
but only said to them, very sadly and gravely, “You
are in the same danger, how then can you jeer at me?”
And with that he pointed their eyes up to the sky,
and shewed them how low the sun had got already, and
that it wanted but an hour at the most to his setting,
and then that the trumpet might sound at any moment,
and they have nothing to bear home to their lord.
Now, as he spoke, one listened eagerly
to him; and whilst the others jeered, he said very
gravely, “What can we do? Is it quite too
late?” “It is never too late,” said
the other, “till the trumpet sounds; and though
we have lost so much of the day, perchance we can yet
do something: come with me to the market-place,
and we will try.” So the other joined
him, and off they set, passing through their companions,
who shouted after them all the way they went, until
the townsmen who stood round began to jeer and shout
after them also: so that all the town was moved.
A hard time those two had now, and much they wished
that they had gone to the market-place in the early
morning, when the streets were empty, and the busy
servants had passed so easily along. Many were
the rough words they had now to bear; many the angry,
or ill-natured, crowd through which they had to push;
and if any where they met one of their late and idle
companions, he was sure to stir up all the street against
them, when he saw them pushing on to the market-place.
“Do you think that we shall
ever get there?” said he who had been moved
by the other’s words to him, who led the way,
and buffeted with the crowd, like a man swimming through
many rough waves in the strong stream of some swift
river. “Do you think that we shall ever
get there?” “Yes, yes,” said the
other; “we shall get there still, if we do but
persevere.” “But it is so hard to
make any way, and the streets seem to grow fuller
and fuller; I am afraid that I shall never get through.”
Just as he spoke, a great band of
the townspeople, with music, and trumpets, and dancing,
met them like a mighty wave of the sea, and seemed
sure to drive them back: one of their old companions
was dancing amongst the rest; and as I looked hard
at him, I saw that it was the same who had given away
his precious burden in order to go into the show.
Now, as soon as he saw these his former fellows,
he called to them by their names, and bid them join
him and the townsmen round him. But he that was
leading the way shook his head, and said boldly:
“No: we will not join with you; we are
going to the market-place to traffic for our lord.”
“It is too late for that,” said he; “you
lost the morning, and now you cannot trade.”
Then I saw that he who before had trembled exceedingly
grew very pale; but still he held on his way; and
he said, “Yes, we have lost the morning,
and a sore thing it is for us; but our good lord will
help us even yet; and we will serve him, ’redeeming
the time, because the days are evil.’”
Then he turned to the other and said to him,
“And will not you stop either?
Do not be fooled by this madman: what use is
it to go to buy when the shops are all shut, and the
market empty?” Then he hung down his head, and
looked as though he would have turned back, and fallen
into the throng; but his fellow seized him by the hand,
and bid him take courage, and think upon his kind master,
and upon the king’s son, whose very blood had
been shed for them; and with that he seemed to gather
a little confidence, and held for a while on in his
way with the other.
Then their old companion turned all
his seeming love into hatred, and he called upon the
crowd round him to lay hands on them and stop them;
and this the rabble would fain have done, but that,
as it seemed to me, a power greater than their own
was with those servants, and strengthened them; until
they pushed the rude people aside on the right and
on the left, and passed safely through them into another
street.
Here there were fewer persons, and
they had a breathing-time for a while; and as they
heard the sound of music and of the crowd passing by
at some little distance from them, they began to gather
heart, and to talk to one another. “I
never thought,” said the one, “that I could
have held on through that crowd; and I never could,
if you had not stretched out your hand to help me.”
“Say, rather, if our master’s strength
had not been with us,” said the other.
“But do you think,” said he that was fearful,
“that he will accept any thing we can bring him
now, when the best part of the day is over?”
“Yes, I do,” he replied. “I
have a good hope that he will; for I remember how
he said, ’Return, ye backsliding children, return
ye even unto me.’” “But how can
one who is so trembling and fearful as I am ever traffic
for him?” “You can, if you will but hold
on; for he has once spoken of his servants ‘as
faint yet pursuing.’” “Well,”
said the other, “I wish that I had your courage;
but I do believe that I should not dare to meet such
another crowd as that we have just passed through;
I really thought that they would tear us in pieces.”
“Our king will never let that be,” said
the other, “if only we trust in him.”
“But are you sure,” replied he, “that
our king does see us in this town?”
Just as he said this, and before his
companion had time to answer him again, they heard
a louder noise than ever, of men dancing, and singing,
and crowding, and music playing, and horns blowing,
as if all the mad sports of the city were coming upon
them in one burst. At the front of all they
could see their old companion; for the band had turned
round by a different street, and now were just beginning
to come down that one up which they were passing.
Then he who had been affrighted before, turned white
as snow; and he looked this way and that, to see what
he could do.
Now it so happened, that just by where
they stood was a great shop, and in its windows there
seemed to shine precious stones and jewels, and fine
crystals, and gold and ivory. And, as he looked,
his eyes fell full upon the shop, and he said to his
fellow, “Look here; surely here is
what we want: let us turn in here and traffic
for our master, and then we shall escape all this
rout which is coming upon us.” “No,
no!” said the other; “we must push on
to the market; that is our appointed place; there our
lord bids us trade: we must not turn aside from
the trouble which our lateness has brought upon us we
must not offer to our master that which costs us nothing.
Play the man, and we shall soon be in the market.”
“But we shall be torn in pieces,”
said the other. “Look at the great crowd:
and even now it seems that our old companion sees me,
and is beginning to lead the rabble upon us.”
“Never fear,” said he who led the way;
“our king will keep us. ’I will not
be afraid for ten thousands of the people who have
set themselves against us round about.’”
Then I saw that he to whom he spoke
did not seem to hear these last words, for the master
of the shop had noticed how he cast his eyes upon
the goods that were in the window, and was ready in
a moment to invite him in. “Come in, come
in,” he said, “before the crowd sweep you
away; come in and buy my pearls, and my diamonds,
and my precious stones; come in, come in.”
And while he halted for a moment to parley with the
man, the crowd came upon them, and he was parted from
his friend, who had held up his fainting steps; and
so he sprung trembling into the shop, scarcely thinking
himself safe even there.
Now the man into whose house he had
turned, though he was a fair-spoken man, and one who
knew well how to seem honest and true, was altogether
a deceiver. All his seeming jewels, and diamonds,
and pearls, were but shining and painted glass, which
was worth nothing at all to him who was so foolish
as to buy it: but this the servant knew not.
If it had been in the bright clear light of the morning,
he would easily have seen that the diamonds and the
pearls were only sparkling and painted glass, and
the gold nothing but tinsel; but the bright light of
the morning had passed away, and in the red slanting
light of the evening sun he could not see clearly;
and so the false man persuaded him, and he parted with
all the rich treasures which his king had given him,
and got nothing for them in exchange which was worth
the having, for he filled his bag with bits of painted
glass, which his lord would never accept.
However, he knew not how he had been
cheated; or if, perhaps, a thought crossed his mind
that all was not right, it was followed by another,
which said that it was now too late to alter, and that
if he had chosen wrongly, still he must abide by it;
and so he waited for the trumpet. But he was
not altogether happy; and often and often he wished
that he had faced the strife of the multitude, and
pressed on with his trusting companion to the market.
A hard struggle had been his before
he had reached it. It seemed indeed at times
as if the words of his fearful companion were coming
true, and he would be torn altogether in pieces, so
fiercely did the crowd press upon him and throng him.
But as I watched him in the thickest part of it,
I saw that always, just at his last need, something
seemed to favour him, and the crowd broke off and
left room for him to struggle by. I could hear
him chanting, as it were, to himself, when the crowd
looked upon him the most fiercely, “I will not
be afraid for ten thousands of the people that have
set themselves against me round about.”
And even as he chanted the words, the crowd divided
itself in two parts, like a rushing stream glancing
by some black rock; and on he passed, as though they
saw him not.
So it continued, even till he reached
the market-place. Right glad was he to find
himself there: but even now all his trials were
not over. Many of the stalls were empty, and
from many more the fair and true traders were gone
away; and instead of them were come false and deceitful
men, who tried to put off any who dealt with them
with pretended jewels and bad goods.
Then did he look anxiously round and
round the market, fearing every moment lest the trumpet
should sound before he had purchased any thing for
his lord. Never, perhaps, all along the way,
did he so bitterly regret his early sloth as now,
for he wrung his hands together, and said in great
bitterness, “What shall I do?” and, “How
shall I, a loiterer, traffic for my lord?”
Then his eyes fell upon a shop where
were no jewels, nor gold, nor costly silks, nor pearls
of great price; but all that was in it was coarse
sackcloth, and rough and hairy garments, and heaps
of ashes, and here and there a loaf of bitter bread,
and bitter herbs, and bottles wherein tears were stored.
As he gazed on this shop something seemed to whisper
to his heart, “Go and buy.” So he
went with his sorrowful heart, as one not worthy to
traffic for his master, and he bought the coarsest
sackcloth, and the ashes of affliction, and many bitter
tears: and so he waited for the sounding of the
trumpet.
Then suddenly, as some loud noise
breaks upon the slumbers of men who sleep, that great
trumpet sounded. All through the air came its
voice, still waxing louder and louder; and even as
it pealed across the sky, all that great city, and
its multitudes, and its lofty palaces, and its show,
and its noise, and its revels, all melted away, and
were not. And in a moment all the servants were
gathered together, and their lord and king stood amongst
them. All else was gone, and they and their works
were alone with him.
Then was there a fearful trial of
every man’s work. Then were they crowned
with light and gladness who had risen early and traded
diligently, and who now brought before their master
the fruit of that toil, and labour, and pain.
Each one had his own reward; and amongst the richest
and the best as though he brought what the
king greatly loved was his reward who brought
unto his master the offering of gratitude from the
broken-hearted widow.
Then drew near the servant who had
wasted the morning, but had repented of his sloth,
and had fought his way through the crowds, and had
at last bought the sackcloth. Now he came bringing
it with him; and it looked poor, and mean, and coarse,
as he bore it amongst the heaps of gold, and jewels,
and silks, which lay piled up all around; yet did he
draw near unto the king; and as he came, he spoke,
and said, “A broken and a contrite heart wilt
thou not despise.” And as he spake, the
king looked graciously upon him: a mild and an
approving smile sat upon his countenance, and he spoke
to him also the blessed words, “Well done, thou
good and faithful servant.” Then did the
coarse sackcloth shine as the most rich cloth of gold;
then did the ashes of the furnace sparkle as a monarch’s
jewels; whilst every bitter tear which was stored in
the bottle changed into pearls and rubies which were
above all price.
Then the king turned to the careless
servants, and his voice was terrible to hear, and
from his face they fled away. I dared not to
look upon them; but I heard their just and most terrible
sentence, and I knew that they were driven away for
ever from the presence of the king, in which is life
and peace; and that they were bound under chains and
darkness, deeper and more dreadful than those from
which the king’s son had graciously delivered
them.
Father. In what part
of God’s word do we read such a parable as this?
Child. In the 25th chapter
of St. Matthew’s gospel, and at the 15th verse.
F. Who is the King who called his servants thus together?
C. Almighty God.
F. Who are meant by these servants trading in the
town?
C. All of us Christians.
F. How do you know that they were Christians?
C. Because they had been delivered from slavery and
dungeons by the
King’s own Son.
F. What is the great town to which they were sent?
C. This world.
F. What are the goods which God gave them to lay
out for him?
C. Every thing which we have in this
life: our strength, and health, and reason, and
money, and time.
F. How may we trade with these for the King?
C. By trying to use them all so as
to please Him and set forth His glory.
F. Who are those who rose up early to go into the
town?
C. Those who begin to serve the Lord even from their
youth.
F. What is shewn by their finding
the streets easy to pass, and the markets full of
rich goods?
C. That this service of God is far
easier to such as begin to serve Him in youth; and
that such are able to offer to Him the best gifts of
early devotion, and their first love, and the zeal
of youth, and tender hearts, and unclouded consciences.
F. What is taught us by their seeing
the beautiful things of the city at their ease, after
their diligent trading?
C. That those who serve God truly
in a youthful piety commonly find more than others,
that “godliness has promise of the life which
now is, as well as of that which is to come.”
F. Why were those who were late ready
to quarrel with one another?
C. Because companions in sin have
no real love for each other, but are always ready
to fall out; being all selfish and separate from God.
F. What were the full streets they
met with when they entered the town?
C. The many difficulties and hindrances
which beset those who set about serving God late in
life.
F. What were the shows, and the thieves,
and the robbers, which troubled them?
C. The different temptations which
come from the devil, the world, and the flesh.
F. Who were the crowds who withstood them?
C. Those who love this present world,
and who therefore withstand those who seek to live
for God’s glory.
F. Who was he who sold the false jewels?
C. One of those who often make a
prey of persons beginning, after a negligent youth,
to feel earnest about religion, and of whom we read,
Rom. xv, 18, “Now I beseech you, brethren,
mark them which cause divisions and offences, contrary
to the doctrine which ye have learned; and avoid them.
For they that are such serve not our Lord Jesus Christ,
but their own belly; and by good words and fair speeches
deceive the hearts of the simple.”
F. Who was he who held on through
all difficulties to the market-place?
C. A truly humble penitent, who having
turned to God with all his heart, leans not to his
own understanding, but follows God’s leading
in all things; cleaving close to Christ’s Church.
F. What were the sackcloth and ashes which he bought?
C. The true contrition of heart and
deep sense of sin, which God gives to those who seek
earnestly to turn away from all iniquity.
F. What was the sound of the trumpet?
C. The call of men to the general judgment.
F. Who were those whose trading the master was pleased
to reward?
C. Those who had served God early;
those who had given to Him the best of their youth;
those who had been kind to others and helped the needy
for His sake; those who had turned to Him in truth,
and clave to Him with a humble penitence.
F. What was the end of the careless servants?
C. It is an awful end, which our
blessed Saviour Jesus Christ speaks of thus:
“Cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer
darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing
of teeth.” And, again, “These shall
go away into everlasting punishment; but the righteous
into life eternal.”
The Prophet’s Guard.
It was the very earliest morning.
The day was not breaking as it does in this land
of England, with a dewy twilight and a gradual dawning first
a dull glow all over the east, then blood-red rays,
catching any fleecy cloud which is stealing over the
sky, and turning all its misty whiteness into gold
and fire; but day was breaking as it does
in those eastern countries sudden, and
bright, and hot. Darkness flew away as at a word;
the thick shadows were all at once gone, and the broad
glaring sun rose proudly in the sky, rejoicing in
his strength. The people of the town woke up
again to life and business. Doors were flung
wide open, and some were passing through them; the
flat roofs of the houses began to be peopled on
one was a man praying, on others two or three standing
together; but most of the people were hastening here
and there to get through their necessary work before
the full heat of the day came on; numbers were passing
and repassing to the clear dancing fountain, the cool
waters of which bubbled up in the midst of a broad
square within that city.
And now, what is it which one suddenly
sees, and, after gazing at it for a while, points
out to another, and he to a third? As each hears,
they look eagerly up to the hill, which rises high
above their town, until they gather into a knot; and
then, as one and another are added to their company,
grow into almost a crowd. Still it is in the
same quarter that all eyes are fixed; their water-vessels
are set idly down, as if they could not think of them.
Those which were set under the fountain have been
quite full this long time, but no one stooped to remove
them; and the water has been running over their brimming
sides, while its liquid silver flew all round in a
shower of sparkling drops. But no one thinks
of them. What is it which so chains all eyes
and fixes the attention of all?
The hill is quite full of armed men.
There were none there overnight: they have come
up from the vale silently and stealthily during the
darkness, while men slept, like some great mist rising
in stillness from the waters, and they seem to be
hemming in the town on every side. Look which
way you will, the sun lights upon the burnished points
of spears, or falls on strong shields, or flashes
like lightning from polished and cutting swords, or
is thrown a thousand ways by the rolling wheels of
those war-chariots. “Who are they?”
is the question of all; and no one likes to say what
all have felt for a long time “they
are our enemies, and we are their prey.”
But there is no use in shutting the
eyes any longer to the truth. The morning breeze
has just floated off in its airy waves that flag which
before hung down lifelessly by the side of its staff.
It has shewn all. They are enemies; they are
fierce and bitter enemies; they are the Syrians, and
they are at war with Israel.
But why are they come against this
little town? When they have licked up it and
its people like the dust from the face of the earth,
they will be scarcely further on in their war against
Israel. Why did not they begin with some of
the great and royal cities? Why was it not against
Jerusalem, or Jezreel, or even against the newly rebuilt
Jericho? Why should they come against this little
town?
Then one, an evil-looking man of a
dark countenance, one who feared not God and loved
not His servants, whispered to those around him, and
said, “Have you not heard how Elisha the prophet,
who dwells amongst us, has discovered to the king
of Israel the secrets of the army of the king of Syria?
No doubt it is because Elisha is dwelling here that
the king of Syria has come upon us. And now
shall we, and our wives, and our sweet babes, and
our houses, and our treasures, become the prey of the
king of Syria, for the sake of this Elisha.
I never thought that good would come from his dwelling
here.”
Now, fear makes men cruel and suspicious,
and fills their minds with hard thoughts; and many
of these men were full of fear: and so, when they
heard these words, they began to have hard bad thoughts
of God’s prophet, and to hate him, as the cause
of all the evils which they were afraid would very
soon come upon them.
Just then the door of another house
opened: it was the prophet’s house, and
his servant came forth with the water-vessels to fill
them at the fountain. He wondered to see the
crowd of men gathered together, and he drew near to
ask them what was stirring. He could read upon
their dark scowling faces that something moved them
exceedingly; but what it was he could not gather.
He could not tell why they would scarcely speak to
him, but looked on him with angry faces, and spoke
under their breath, and said, “This is one of
them.” “’Twere best to give them
up.” “They will destroy us all.”
Then the man was altogether astonished; for his master
had been ever humble, and kind, and gentle; no poor
man had ever turned away without help when he had
come in his sorrows to the prophet of the Lord.
And yet, why were they thus angry with him, if it
were not for his master’s sake?
Broken sentences were all that he
could gather; but, by little and little, he learned
what they feared and what they threatened; he saw,
also, the hosts of armed men gathered all around the
city; and his heart, also, was filled with fear.
He believed that it was for his master’s sake
that they were there; he saw that all around him were
turned against his master, and he trembled exceedingly.
For some time he stood amongst the rest, scarce knowing
what to do, neither liking to remain nor daring to
go; until at last, as some more stragglers joined themselves
to the company, he slunk away like one ashamed, without
stopping even to fill the water-vessels he had brought.
And so he entered his own door, heavy-hearted
and trembling; and he went to the prophet’s
chamber, for he deemed that he still slept. But
the man of God was risen; and he knew, therefore,
where he should find him that he would
be upon the flat roof of his house, calling upon the
name of the Lord his God, who had made another morning’s
sun to rise in its glory.
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So he followed his master to the housetop;
and there, even as he had supposed, he found the holy
man. It was a striking sight, could any one
have seen the difference between these two men.
The one pale and trembling and affrighted, like a
man out of himself, and with no stay on which to rest
his mind; the other calm and earnest, as, in deep and
solemn prayer, with his head bowed and his hands clasped
together, his low voice poured forth his thanksgiving,
or spake of his needs; he also, as it seemed, was
out of himself, but going out of himself that he might
rest upon One who was near to him though his eye saw
Him not, and who spake to him though his outward ear
heard no voice of words.
Thus he continued for a season, as
if he knew not that any man was nigh unto him; as
if he knew not that there were, in the great world
around him, any one besides his God with whom he communed,
and his own soul which spake unto his God. All
this time his servant stood by him, pale and trembling,
but not daring to break in upon that hour of prayer;
until at length the prophet paused, and his eye fell
upon the trembler; and he turned towards him, and
said kindly, “What ails thee, my son?”
Then the servant answered, “O my father, look
unto the hill.” And he stood gazing in
the prophet’s face, as though he expected to
see paleness and terror overspread it when his eyes
gathered in the sight of those angry hosts. But
it was not so. No change passed over his countenance;
his brow was open as it was before; the colour never
left his cheeks; and, with almost a smile, he turned
unto the servant, and said, “And why does this
affright thee?” “It is for thee they seek,
my father it is for thee they seek; and
the wicked men of the town are ready to fall upon thee
and deliver thee into their hands. Even now,
as I walked along the street, they looked on me with
fierce and cruel eyes; and they breathed threats which
these lips may not utter, and said, that thou hadst
brought this trouble upon them, and their wives, and
their little ones; and I feared that they would curse
thee and thy God.” But the prophet was
not moved by his words, for he only answered, “Fear
them not; they that are with us are more than they
that are against us.” Then did the servant
cast his eyes to the ground, and he spake not, yet
his lips moved; and if any one had heard the words
which he whispered, they might perhaps have heard him
ask how this could be, when they were but two, and
their enemies were so many and so mighty.
Now the prophet’s eye rested
upon him, and he read all his secret thoughts; and
he pitied his weakness, for that holy man was full
of pity for the weak: so he chid him not; but,
bowing his knees again on that flat roof, he prayed
unto his God to open the eyes of his affrighted servant.
His prayer was heard. For there fell from them
as it were films; and now, when he looked out, he
saw a glorious sight. All the mountain was full;
and they were a wonderful company which filled it.
The dark hosts of the Syrians, and their glancing
swords and clashing chariots, now looked but as a
mere handful; for the whole mountain round them was
full of that heavenly army. Chariots of fire
and horsemen of fire thronged it in every part.
High up into the viewless air mounted their wheeling
bands: rank beyond rank, and army beyond army,
they seemed to stretch on into the vastness of space,
until the gazer’s wearied eye was unable to
gaze on them. And all of these were gathered
round his master. They were God’s host,
keeping guard over God’s servant. And
they who would injure him must first turn aside those
flashing swords, must break up that strong and serried
array, and be able to do battle with God’s mighty
angels.
Then was the weak heart strong.
Then did the poor trembler see that he was safe;
and know that he who is on God’s side can never
want companions and defenders.
The Brothers’ Meeting;
or,
The Sins of Youth.
A large company was winding its way
slowly out of the vale in which the river Jordan runs.
The sun was just beginning to strike hotly upon them,
and make them long for rest and shelter, as they toiled
up the open sandy hills and amongst the great masses
of rock with which that country was strewn.
It was a striking sight to see those
travellers. First went three troops of kine,
lowing as they went; camels with their arched necks,
stooping shoulders, and forward ears; asses with their
foals; ewes and lambs; and goats with their kids,
which mounted idly upon every rock that lay by their
road-side, and then jumped as idly down again; and
before and after these, drivers in stately turbans
and long flowing robes, keeping the flocks and herds
to their appointed way. Then came large droves
of cattle, and sheep, and goats, and asses, stirring
up with their many feet the dust of the sandy plain,
till it fell like a gentle shower powdering with its
small grains all the rough and prickly plants which
grew in tufts over the waste. Then was there
a space; and after that were seen two bands of camels, the
best they seemed to be of all the flock, those which
came last especially, and on them were children
and women riding, over whom hung long veils to shelter
their faces from the hot breath of the sandy desert
through which they had travelled. And after all
these came one man, with his staff in his hand and
a turban on his head, walking slowly, as one who walked
in pain and yet walked on, following those who went
before.
If you had stood near to that man,
you might, perhaps, have heard him speaking to God
in prayer and thanksgiving; you might have heard him
saying to himself, “with my staff passed I over
this Jordan, and now I am become two bands:”
or you might have heard him earnestly calling upon
the God of Abraham, and the God of Isaac his father,
to keep him safe in the great danger which now lay
close before him. His mind was certainly very
full of that danger; for he kept looking up from the
sand on which his eyes were often fixed, and gazing
as far as he could see over the hills before him,
as if he expected to see some great danger suddenly
meet him on his way, and as if, therefore, he wished
to be quite ready for it.
If you looked into his face, you could
see at once that he was not a common man. He
was not a very old man; his hair was not yet grey upon
his head; and yet it seemed, at the first glance, as
if he was very old. But as you looked closer,
you saw that it was not so; but that many, many thoughts
had passed through his mind, and left those deep marks
stamped even on his face. It was not only sorrow,
though there was much of that; nor care, though he
was now full of care; but besides these, it seemed
as if he had seen, and done, and felt great things things
in which all a man’s soul is called up, and
so, which leave their impress behind them, even when
they have passed away.
He had seen great things, and
felt great things. He had seen God’s most
holy angels going up to heaven, and coming down to
earth upon their messages of mercy. He had heard
the voice of the Lord of all, promising to be his
Father and his Friend. And only the night before,
the Angel of the covenant had made himself known to
him in the stillness of his lonely tent, and made
him strong to wrestle with him for a blessing, until
the breaking of the day. So that it was no wonder,
that when you looked into his face, it was not like
the face of a common man, but one which was full of
thought, which bore almost outwardly the stamp of great
mysteries.
But what was it which now filled this
man with care? He was returning home from a
far land where he had been staying twenty years, to
the land where his father dwelt. He had gone
out a poor man; he was coming home a rich man.
He was bringing back with him his wives, and his children,
and his servants, and his flocks, and his herds; and
of what was he afraid? Surely he could trust
the God who had kept him and blessed him all these
twenty years, and who had led him now so far on his
journey?
Why should he fear now, when he was
almost at his father’s tent?
It was because he heard that his
brother was coming to meet him. But why
should this fill him with such fear? Surely it
would be a happy meeting; brothers born of the same
father and of the same mother, who had dwelt together
in one tent, kneeled before one father’s knees
in prayer, and joined together in the common plays
of childhood, surely their meeting must
be happy, now that they have been twenty years asunder,
and God has blessed them both, and they are about
to see each other again in peace and safety, and to
shew to each other the children whom God had given
them, and who must remind them of their days of common
childhood. And why then is the man afraid?
Because when he left his father’s house this
brother was very angry with him, and he fears that
he may have remembered his anger all these twenty
years, and be ready now to revenge himself for that
old quarrel.
And yet, why should this make such
an one to fear? Even if his brother be still
angry with him, and have cruel and evil thoughts against
him, cannot God deliver him? cannot the
same God who has kept him safely all these twenty
years of toil and labour, help and save him now?
Why then does he fear so greatly? He has not
forgotten that this God can save him he
has not for a moment forgotten it; for see how earnestly
he makes his prayer unto Him: hear his vows that
if God will again deliver him, he and all of his shall
ever praise and serve him for this mercy. Yet
still he is in fear; and he seems like a man who thought
that there was some reason why the God who had heard
him in other cases should not hear him in this.
What was it, then, which pressed so
heavily upon this man’s mind? It was the
remembrance of an old sin. He feared that God
would leave him now to Esau’s wrath, because
he knew that Esau’s wrath was God’s punishment
of his sin. He feared that Esau’s hand
would slay his children, as God’s chastisement
for the sins of his childhood. He remembered
that he had lied to Isaac his father, and mocked the
dimness of his aged eyes by a false appearance; now
he trembled lest his father’s God should leave
the deceiver and the mocker to eat the bitter fruit
of his old sin. It was not so much Esau’s
wrath, and Esau’s company, and Esau’s arms,
which he feared though all these were very
terrible to this peaceful man, as it was
his own sin in days long past, which now met him again,
and seemed to frown upon him from the darkness before
him. In vain did he strive to look on and see
whether God would guide him there, for his sin clouded
over the light of God’s countenance. It
was as when he strained his eyes into the great sand-drifts
of the desert through which he had passed: they
danced and whirled fearfully before him, and baffled
all the strivings of his earnest gaze.
But the time of trial was drawing
very near. And how did it end? Instead
of falling upon him and slaying him and his; instead
of making a spoil of the oxen, and the asses, and
the camels, and giving the young children to the sword,
Esau’s heart melted as soon as they met; he fell
upon his brother’s neck and kissed him; he looked
lovingly upon the children who had been born to him
in the far land; he spake kindly of the old days of
their remembered childhood, of the grey-haired man
at home; and he would not take even the present which
his brother had set apart for him.
Jacob knew who it was that had turned
his brother’s heart, and he felt more than ever
what a strong and blessed thing prayer and supplication
was. Nor did he forget his childhood’s
sin against his God. It had looked out again
upon him in manhood, and reminded him of God’s
holiness, of his many past misdeeds, and made him
pray more earnestly not to be made to “possess
the iniquities of his youth.”
Father. What should we
learn from this account of Jacob’s meeting Esau?
Child. That God remembers
and often visits long afterwards the sins of our childhood.
F. Does not God, then, forgive the sins of children?
C. Yes, He does forgive them, and blot them out for
Christ’s sake.
F. Why, then, do we say that He visits them?
C. Because He often allows the effects
of past sins to be still their punishment, even when
He has forgiven them.
F. Why does He do so?
C. To shew us how He hates sin.
F. What should we learn from this?
C. To watch against every sin most
carefully, because we never can know what may be its
effects; to remember how God has punished it, often
for years, in His true servants; to pray against sin;
to think no sin little.
F. What should we do, if we find
the consequences of past sin coming upon us?
C. Take our chastisement meekly;
humble ourselves under God’s hand; pray for
deliverance, as, “Remember not the sins of my
youth, nor my transgressions: according to thy
mercy remember thou me for thy goodness’ sake,
O Lord” (Ps. xx.
F. What should be the effect on us
when God hears our prayer, and delivers us?
C. It should make us more humbly
remember our sins and unworthiness, and strive to
shew forth our thankfulness, “not with our lips
only, but in our lives.”