Chapter 3.I.
When it became known that Madeline
Anderson had finally decided to go abroad for two
years, her little circle in New York naturally talked
a good deal, in review, about her curious reason for
never having gone before. So much that happened
afterward, so much that I am going to tell, depends
upon this reason for not going before, that I also
must talk about it and explain it; I could never bring
it out just as we went along. It would have been
a curious reason in connection with anybody, but doubly
so as explaining the behaviour of Miss Anderson, whose
profile gave you the impression that she was anything
but the shuttlecock of her emotions. Shortly,
her reason was a convict, Number 1596, who, up to
February in that year, had been working, or rather
waiting, out his sentence in the State penitentiary.
So long as he worked or waited, Madeline remained
in New York, but when in February death gave him his
quittance, she took her freedom too, with wide intentions
and many coupons.
Earlier in his career Number 1596
had been known in New York society as Mr. Frederick
Prendergast, and for a little while he was disapproved
there on the score of having engaged himself to a Miss
Anderson, Madeline Anderson, whom nobody knew anything
about. There was her own little circle, as I
have said, and it lacked neither dignity nor refinement,
but I doubt whether any member of it was valeted from
London, or could imply, in conversation, a personal
acquaintance with Yvette Guilbert. There is no
need, however, to insist that there are many persons
of comfortable income and much cultivation in New York,
who would not be met by strangers having what are called
the ‘best’ introductions there. The
best so often fails to include the better. It
may be accepted that Madeline Anderson and her people
were of these, and that she wondered sometimes during
the brief days of her engagement what it would be
like to belong to the brilliant little world about
her that had its visiting list in London, Paris, or
St. Petersburg, and was immensely entertained by the
gaucheries of the great ones of the earth.
Then came, with the most unexceptionable
introductions, Miss Violet Forde, from a Sloane Square
address, London. She came leaning on the arm
of a brother, the only relative she had in the world,
and so brilliant was the form of these young people
that it occurred to nobody to imagine that it had
the most precarious pecuniary foundation, must have
faded and shrivelled indeed, after another year or
two of anything but hospitality as generous as that
of New York. Well-nourished and undimmed, however,
it concealed for them admirably the fact that it was
the hospitality they were after, and not the bracing
climate or the desire to see the fascinating Americans
of London and Paris at home. New York found them
agreeable specimens of high-spirited young English
people, and played with them indefinitely. Miss
Forde, when she sat imperturbably on a cushion in
the middle of the floor after dinner and sang to a
guitar the songs of Albert Chevalier, was an anomaly
in English decorum that was as pleasing to observe
as it was amusing to criticize.
The Americans she met delighted in
drawing her out it was a pastime that took
the lead at dinner-parties, to an extent which her
hostess often thought preposterous and
she responded with naïveté and vigour, perfectly aware
that she was scoring all along the line. Upon
many charming people she made the impression that
she was a type of the most finished class of what
they called ‘English society girls,’ that
she represented the best they could do over there
in this direction. As a matter of fact she might
have sat to any of those ‘black and white’
artists, who draw townish young women of London, saying
cynical things to young men in the weekly papers.
That was her type, and if you look for her picture
there, you will see that her face was very accurately
oval, with eyes that knew their value, and other features
that didn’t very much matter, except in so far
as they expressed a very full conception of the satisfactions
of this life, and a wide philosophy as to methods
of obtaining them.
Frederick Prendergast was unacquainted
with the popular pictures I have mentioned, having
a very reasonable preference for the illustrated papers
of his own country; otherwise there is no
telling he might have observed the resemblance
and escaped the State prison, whither he assuredly
never would have gone had he married Madeline Anderson as
he fully intended to do when Miss Forde came over.
He was worth at that time a great deal of money, besides
being more personable than any one would have believed
who knew him as ‘1596.’ His fiancee
was never too obtrusively in evidence, and if Miss
Forde thought of Miss Anderson with any scruple, it
was probably to reflect that if she could not take
care of these things she did not deserve to have them.
This at all events was how her attitude expressed
itself practically; and the upshot was that Miss Anderson
lost them. There came a day when Frederick Prendergast,
in much discomfort of mind, took to Violet the news
that Madeline had brought their engagement to an end.
She, Violet, gave him some tea, and they talked frankly
of the absurd misconception of the relations between
them upon which his dismissal was founded; and Prendergast
went away much comforted and wholly disposed to respect
Miss Anderson’s startling wishes. She,
with what both the others thought excellent taste,
persuaded her mother and sister to move to Brooklyn;
and so far as the thoroughfares and social theatres
of New York were concerned, the city over the river
might have been a nunnery which had closed its gates
upon her. It was only in imagination that she
heard Frederick Prendergast’s wedding-bells
when, two months later, he was united to Miss Forde
in Grace Church, and that after the fact, their melody
being brought to her inner sense next day by the marriage
notice in the ‘Tribune’.
It would be painful, in view of what
we know of Frederick Prendergast, to dwell upon what
Madeline Anderson undeniably felt. Besides her
emotions were not destructively acute, they only lasted
longer than any one could have either expected or
approved. She suffered for him as well; she saw
as plainly as he did the first sordid consequences
of his mistake the afternoon he came to solicit her
friendship, having lost other claims; and it was then
perhaps, that her responsibility in allowing Violet
Forde to spoil his life for him began to suggest itself
to her. Up to that time she had thought of the
matter differently, as she would have said, selfishly.
He was not permitted to come again; but he went away
lightened, inasmuch as he had added his burden to hers.
When a year later the national credit
involved that of Prendergast’s firm, Madeline
read financial articles in the newspapers with heavy
concern, surprising her family with views on ‘sound
money’; and when, shortly afterward, his partners
brought that unhappy young man before the criminal
courts for an irregular use of the firm’s signature,
which further involved it beyond hope of extrication,
there was no moment of the day which did not find
her, in spirit, beside him there.
The case dragged on through appeal,
and the decision of the lower courts was not reversed.
The day this became known the fact also transpired
that poor Prendergast would never live to complete
his ten years’ term of imprisonment. He
went to prison with hardly more than one lung, and
in the most favourable physical condition to get rid
of the other. Mrs. Prendergast wept a little
over the installation, and assured Frederick that
it was perfectly absurd; they were certain to get him
out again; people always got people out again in America.
She took him grapes and flowers once a week for about
a month, and then she sailed for Europe. She
put it about that her stay was to be as brief as was
consistent with the transaction of certain necessary
business in London; but she never came back, and Madeline
Anderson had taken her place, in so far as the grapes
and flowers were concerned, for many months, when the
announcement of his wife’s death reached Prendergast
in an English paper published in Paris. About
a year after that it began to be thought singular
how he picked up in health, and Madeline’s mother
and sister occasionally romanced about the possibility
of his recovering and marrying her after all they
had an enormous opinion of the artistic virtue of
forgiveness but it was not a contingency
ever seriously contemplated by Miss Anderson herself.
Her affection, pricked on by remorse, had long satisfied
itself with the duties of her ministry. If she
would not leave him until he died, it was because there
was no one but herself to brighten the long day in
the prison hospital for him, because she had thrown
him into the arms of the woman who had deserted him,
because he represented in her fancy her life’s
only budding towards the sun. Her patience lasted
through six years, which was four years longer than
any doctor had given Frederick Prendergast to live;
but when one last morning she found an empty bed,
and learned that Number 1596 had been discharged in
his coffin, she rose from the shock with the sense
of a task fully performed and a well-developed desire
to see what else there might be in the world.
She announced her intention of travelling
for a year or two with a maid, and her family expressed
the usual acquiescence. It would help her, they
said, to ‘shake it off’; but they said
that to one another. They were not aware and
it would have spoiled an ideal for them if they had
been that she had shaken it off, quite completely,
into Prendergast’s grave.
This was the curious reason why Miss
Anderson’s travels were so long postponed.
Chapter 3.II.
It was Madeline’s fancy to enjoy
the contrast between West and East in all its sharpness,
so she and Brookes embarked at San Francisco for Yokohama.
Their wanderings in Japan were ideal, in spite of Brookes’s
ungrateful statement that she could have done with
fewer eggs and more bacon; and Madeline prolonged
the appeal of the country to her sense of humour and
fantasy, putting off her departure for India from week
to week. She went at last in March; and found
herself down with fever at Benares in the middle of
one particularly hot April, two months after the last
of her fellow travellers had sailed from Bombay, haunted
on her baking pillow by pictorial views of the burning
ghat and the vultures. The station doctor, using
appalling language to her punkah-coolie, ordered her
to the hills; and thus it was that she went to Simla,
where she had no intention of going, and where this
story really begins.
Brookes has always declared that Providence
in sending Miss Anderson to Simla had it in mind to
prevent a tragedy; but as to that there is room for
a difference of opinion: besides I can not be
anticipated by Brookes.
’It’s the oddest place
imaginable, and in many ways the most delightful,’
Madeline wrote to her sister Adele, ’this microcosm
of Indian official society withdrawn from all the
world, and playing at being a municipality on three
Himalayan mountaintops. You can’t imagine
its individuality, its airy, unsubstantial, superior
poise. How can I explain to you elderly gentlemen,
whose faces express daily electric communications
with the Secretary of State, playing tennis violently
every single afternoon in striped flannels writing
letters of admonition to the Amir all day long, and
in the evening, with the assistance of yellow wigs
and make-up sticks from the Calcutta hair-dresser,
imagining that they produce things, poor dears, only
a little less well done than is done at the Lyceum?
Nothing is beyond them. I assure you they are
contemplating at the moment ’The Second Mrs.
Tanqueray’. The effect of remoteness from
the world, I suppose, and the enormous mutual appreciation
of people who have watched each other climb.
For to arrive officially at Simla they have had to
climb in more ways than one...It is all so hilarious,
so high-spirited, so young and yet, my word! what
a cult of official dignity underlying! I saw a
staff-officer in full uniform, red and white feathers
and all, going to the birthday dinner at the Viceroy’s
the other evening in a perambulator rickshaw,
you know, such as they have in Japan. That is
typical of the place. All the honours and dignities and
a perambulator to put them in or a ridiculous
little white-washed house made of mud and tin, and
calling itself Warwick Castle, Blenheim, Abbotsford!
They haven’t a very good hold, these Simla residences,
and sometimes they slip fifty yards or so down the
mountain-side, but the chimneys (bad pun coming) are
never any more out of drawing than they were before.
’Yet never forget the
queer little place has a nobility, drawn I suppose
from high standards of conduct in essentials.
’...This matter of precedence
is a bore for an outsider. I am very tired of
being taken in to dinner by subalterns, because I have
no “official position.” Something
of the kind was offered me, by the way, the other
day, by a little gunner with red eyelids, in the Ordnance
Department, named McDermott Captain McDermott.
He took my declining very cheerfully, said he knew
Americans didn’t like Englishmen, who hadn’t
been taught to pronounce their “g’s,”
but hoped I would change my mind before the rains,
when he was goin’ down. Of course I sha’n’t.
The red eyelids alone...I am living in a boarding-house
precisely under the deodars, and have “tiffin”
with Mrs. Hauksbee every day when neither of us are
having it anywhere else. And I’ve been told
the original of “General Bangs,” “that
most immoral man.” You remember, don’t
you, the heliograph incident I needn’t
quote it. It really happened! and the General
still lives, none the worse perhaps rather
greater. Quite half the people seem materializations
of Kipling, and it’s very interesting; but one
mustn’t say so if one wants to be popular.
Talking of materializations, I saw the original of
Crawford’s Mr. Isaacs, too, the other day.
He used to be a diamond agent among the native princes
when Crawford knew him. When I saw him he was
auctioning off his collection of curios and things.
These types of novelists look wonderfully little impaired;
I suppose it’s the dry air.
’P.S. Brookes is
also quite happy. She was much struck, on arriving,
by an apparent anomaly in nature. “Have
you noticed, ma’am,” said she, “how
at this height all the birds are crows and monkeys?"’
Miss Anderson described Simla exhaustively
in her letters to New York. She touched upon
almost every feature, from Mrs. Mickie and Mrs. Gammidge,
whose husbands were perspiring in the Plains, and nobody
telling them anything, to the much larger number of
ladies interested in the work of the Young Women’s
Christian Association; from the ‘type’
of the Military Secretary to the Viceroy to that of
Ali Buksh, who sold raw turquoises in a little
carved shop in the bazaar. I should like to quote
more of her letters, but if I did I should find nothing
about Colonel Horace Innes, who represented she
often acknowledged to herself her only
serious interest. Miss Anderson took the world
at its own light valuation as it came; but she had
a scale of recognitions and acceptances, which she
kept apart for the very few, and Innes had claimed
a place in it the first time they met. It seems
a trifle ungrateful that she should have left him
out, since it was he who gave her a standard by which
to measure the frivolity of Simla. He went to
gymkhanas if he knew she was going but
he towered almost pictorially above them; and when
he talked to Madeline his shoulders expressed a resentment
of possible interruptions that isolated him still further.
I would not suggest that he was superior by conviction;
he was only intent, whereas most of the other people
were extremely diffused, and discriminating, while
the intimacies of the rest were practically coextensive
with Government House list. Neither, for his part,
would he admit that the tone of Simla was as wholly
flippant as I have implied. They often talked
about it; he recognized it as a feature likely to
compel the attention of people from other parts of
the world; and one afternoon he asked her, with some
directness, if she could see no tragedies underneath.
‘Tragedies of the heart?’
she asked. ’Oh, I can not take them seriously.
The emotion is so ephemeral! A woman came to tea
with me three days ago, and made me her confessor.
It was unexpected; if it hadn’t been, I wouldn’t
have asked her to tea. She was so unhappy that
she forgot about the rouge, and it all came off on
her handkerchief when she cried. The man likes
somebody else better this season. Well, I gave
her nougat and cheap cynicisms, and she allowed herself
to be comforted! Why, the loves of kitchen-maids
are more dignified.’
They were riding on the broad four-mile
road, blasted out of the rock, that winds round Jakko.
The deodars stood thick above them, with the sunlight
filtering through; a thousand feet below lay the little
square fields, yellow and green, of the King of Koti.
The purple-brown Himalayas shouldered the eye out
to the horizon, and there the Snows lifted themselves,
hardly more palpable than the drifted clouds, except
for a gleam of ice in their whiteness. A low stone
wall ran along the verge of the precipice, and, looking
down, they saw tangled patches of the white wild rose
of the Himalayas, waving and drooping over the abyss.
‘I am afraid,’ said Innes,
’you are not even upon the fringe of the situation.’
‘It’s the situation as I see it.’
’Then excuse me you
do not see deep enough. That poor lady suffered,
I suppose, to the extent of her capacity. You
would not have have increased it.’
‘I don’t know, I should
have preferred not to measure it.’
’Besides, that was not quite
the sort of thing I had in mind. I was thinking
more of the separations.’
‘Ah!’ said Madeline.
’It’s not fair to ask
women to live much in India. Sometimes it’s
the children, sometimes it’s ill health, sometimes
it’s natural antipathy to the place; there’s
always a reason to take them away.’
‘Yes,’ said Madeline,
turning a glance of scrutiny on him. His face
was impassive; he was watching mechanically for a
chance to slay a teasing green spider-fly.
’That is the beginning of the
tragedy I was thinking of. Time does the rest,
time and the aridity of separations. How many
men and women can hold themselves together with letters?
I don’t mean aging or any physical change.
I don’t mean change at all.’
‘No,’ said Madeline, and
this time, though her curiosity was greater, she did
not look at him.
’No. The mind could accustom
itself to expect that, and so forestall the blow,
if it really would be a blow, which I doubt. For
myself, I’m pretty sure that nothing of that
kind could have much effect upon one’s feeling,
if it were the real thing.’ He spoke practically
to himself, as if he had reasoned this out many times.
‘Oh, no!’ said Madeline.
’But separation can do a worse
thing than that. It can reintroduce people,
having deprived them of their mutual illusion under
which they married. If they lived together the
illusion would go, I suppose, but custom and comfort
would step in to prevent a jar. There never would
be that awful revelation of indifference.’
He stopped sharply, and the hope went
through Madeline’s mind that her face expressed
no personal concern for him. There was a small
red stain in the brown of his cheek as he looked at
her to find out, and he added, ’I’ve known in
Bombay one or two bad cases of that.
But, of course, it is the wife who suffers most.
Shall we canter on?’
‘In a minute,’ said Madeline, and he drew
his rein again.
She could not let this be the last
word; he must not imagine that she had seen, through
the simple crystal of his convictions, the personal
situation that gave them to him.
‘Of course,’ she said,
thoughtfully, ’you know the Anglo-Indian world
and I don’t. You must have observed this
that you speak of it; it sounds only too probable.
And I confess it makes my little impression very vulgar
and superficial.’ She turned her head and
a candid smile to him. ’All the same, I
fancy that the people who are capable of suffering
much that way are the exceptions. And I
don’t care I believe there is more
cheap sentiment in this place than the other kind.
What do you think I heard a woman say the other day
at a tiffin-party? “No man has touched
my heart since I’ve been married,” she
proclaimed, “except my husband!” At
A tiffin-party!’
She heard the relief in Innes’s laugh and was
satisfied.
‘How does it happen,’
he said, ’that women nowadays are critical of
the world so young?’
’I shall be thirty in September,
and we no longer look at society through a tambour-frame,’
she said, hardily.
’And I shall be forty-three
next month, but hitherto I have known it to produce
nothing like you,’ he returned, and if there
was ambiguity in his phrase there was none in his
face.
Miss Anderson made with her head her
little smiling gesture Simla called it
very American which expressed that all chivalrous
speech was to be taken for granted and meant nothing
whatever; and as they turned into the Ladies’
Mile gave her horse his head, and herself a chance
for meditation. She thought of the matter again
that evening before her little fire of snapping deodar
twigs, thought of it intently. She remembered
it all with perfect distinctness; she might have been
listening to a telephonic reproduction.
It was the almost intimate glimpse
Innes had given her of himself, and it brought her
an excitement which she did not think of analyzing.
She wrung from every sentence its last possibility
of unconscious meaning, and she found when she had
finished that it was eleven o’clock.
Then she went to bed, preferring not
to call Brookes, with the somewhat foolish feeling
of being unable to account for her evening. Her
last reflection before she slept shaped itself in
her mind in definite words.
‘There are no children,’
it ran, ’and her health has always been good,
he says. She must have left him after that first
six months in Lucknow, because of a natural antipathy
to the country and when she condescended
to come out again for a winter he met the different
lady he thinks about. With little hard lines
around the mouth and common conventional habits of
thought, full of subservience to his official superiors,
and perfectly uninterested in him except as the source
of supplies. But I don’t know why I should
want her to be so disagreeable.
As a matter of fact, Mrs. Innes, travelling
at the moment with the mails from London to Bombay,
was hastening to present to Miss Anderson features
astonishingly different.
Chapter 3.III.
The lady guests at Peliti’s Mrs.
Jack Owen and the rest were giving a tea
in the hotel pavilion. They had the band, the
wife of the Commander-in-Chief, the governess from
Viceregal Lodge and one little Viceregal girl, three
A.D.C.’s, one member of council, and the Archdeacon.
These were the main features, moving among a hundred
or so of people more miscellaneous, who, like the
ladies at Peliti’s, had come up out of the seething
Plains to the Paradise of the summer capital.
The Pavilion overhung the Mall; looking down one could
see the coming and going of leisurely Government péons
in scarlet and gold, Cashmiri vendors of great bales
of embroideries and skins, big-turbaned Pahari horse-dealers,
chaffering in groups, and here and there a mounted
Secretary-sahib trotting to the Club. Beyond,
the hills dipped blue and bluer to the plains, and
against them hung a single waving yellow laburnum,
a note of imagination. Madeline Anderson was looking
at it when Mrs. Mickie and Mrs. Gammidge came up with
an affectionate observation upon the cut of her skirt,
after which Mrs. Mickie harked back to what they had
been talking about before.
‘She’s straight enough now, I suppose,’
this lady said.
’She goes down. But she
gives people a good deal of latitude for speculation.’
‘Who is this?’ asked Madeline.
’I ask for information, to keep out of her way.
I find I am developing the most shocking curiosity.
I must be in a position to check it.’
The ladies exchanged hardly perceptible
glances. Then Mrs. Gammidge said, ‘Mrs.
Innes,’ and looked as if, for the moment, at
any rate, she would withhold further judgment.
‘But you mustn’t avoid
the poor lady,’ put in Mrs. Mickie, ’simply
because of her past. It wouldn’t be fair.
Besides ’
‘Her past?’ Madeline made
one little effort to look indifferent, and then let
the question leap up in her.
‘My dear,’ said Mrs. Gammidge,
with brief impatience, ’he married her in Cairo,
and she was dancing there. Case of
chivalry, I believe, though there are different versions.
Awful row in the regiment he had to take
a year’s leave. Then he succeeded to the
command, and the Twenty-third were ordered out here.
She came with him to Lucknow and made slaves
of every one of them. They’ll swear to you
now that she was staying at Shepheard’s with
an invalid mother when he met her. And now she’s
accepted like everybody else; and that’s all
there is about it.’
‘There’s nothing in that,’
said Madeline, determinedly, ’to prove that
she wasn’t respectable.’
‘N no. Of course
not,’ and again the eye of Mrs. Gammidge met
that of Mrs. Mickie.
‘Though, you see love,’
added the latter lady, ’it would have been nicer
for his people they’ve never spoken
to him since if she had been making her
living otherwise in Cairo.’
‘As a barmaid, for instance,’
said Madeline, sarcastically.
‘As a barmaid, for instance,’
repeated Mrs. Gammidge, calmly.
‘But Simla isn’t related
to him Simla doesn’t care!’
Mrs. Mickie exclaimed. ’Everybody will
be as polite as possible when she turns up. You’ll
see. You knew, didn’t you, that she was
coming out in the Caledonia?’
‘No,’ said Madeline.
She looked carefully where she was going to put her
coffee-cup, and then she glanced out again at the laburnum
hanging over the plains. ’I I
am glad to hear it. These separations you take
so lightly out here are miserable, tragic.’
The other ladies did not exchange
glances this time. Miss Anderson’s change
of tone was too marked for comment which she might
have detected.
‘Colonel Innes got the telegram
this morning. She wired from Brindisi,’
Mrs. Gammidge said.
‘Does he seem pleased?’ asked Mrs. Mickie,
demurely.
’He said he was afraid she would
find it very hot coming up here from Bombay.
And, of course, he is worried about a house. When
a man has been living for months at the Club ’
’Of course, poor fellow!
I do love that dear old Colonel Innes, though I can’t
say I know him a bit. He won’t take the
trouble to be nice to me, but I am perfectly certain
he must be the dearest old thing inside of him.
Worth any dozen of these little bow-wows that run round
after rickshaws,’ said Mrs. Mickie, with candour.
‘I think he’s a ridiculous
old glacier,’ Mrs. Gammidge remarked, and Mrs.
Mickie looked at Madeline and said, ‘Slap her!’
‘What for?’ asked Miss
Anderson, with composure. ’I dare say he
is occasionally. It isn’t a bad
thing to be, I should think, in Indian temperatures.’
‘I guess you got it that time,
dear lady,’ said Mrs. Mickie to Mrs. Gammidge,
as Madeline slipped toward the door.
’Meant to be cross, did she?
How silly of her! If she gives her little heart
away like that often, people will begin to make remarks.’
‘The worst of that girl is,’
Mrs. Mickie continued, ’that you never can depend
upon her. For days together she’ll be just
as giddy and jolly as anybody and then suddenly she’ll
give you a nasty superior bit of ice down the back
of your neck like that. I’ve got her coming
to tea tomorrow afternoon,’ Mrs. Mickie added,
with sudden gloom, ’and little Lord Billy and
all that set are coming. They’ll throw buns
at each other I know they will. What,
in heaven’s name, made me ask her?’
’Oh, she’ll have recovered
by then. You must make allowance for the shock
we gave her, poor dear. Consider how you would
feel if Lady Worsley suddenly appeared upon the scene,
and demanded devotion from Sir Frank.’
‘She wouldn’t get it,’
Mrs. Mickie dimpled candidly. ’Frank always
loses his heart and his conscience at the same time.
But you don’t suppose there’s anything
serious in this affair? Pure pretty platonics,
I should call it.’
Mrs. Gammidge lifted her eyebrows.
’I dare say that is what they imagine it.
Well, they’re never in the same room for two
minutes without being aware of it, and their absorption
when they get in a corner I saw her keep
the Viceroy waiting, the other night after dinner,
while Colonel Innes finished a sentence. And
then she was annoyed at the interruption. Here’s
Kitty Vesey, lookin’ such a dog! Hello,
Kitty! where did you get that hat, where did you get
that tile? But that wasn’t the colour of
your hair last week, Kitty!’
’Don’t feel any kind of
a dog’ Mrs. Vesey’s pout, though
becoming, was genuine. ’I’m in a
perfectly furious rage, my dears, and I’m coming
home to cry, just as soon as I’ve had an ice.
What do you think they won’t let
me have Val for Captain Wynne’s part in ’The
Outcast Pearl’ they say he’s
been tried before, and he’s a stick. Did
you ever hear of such brutes? They want me to
act with Major Dalton, and he’s much too
old for the part.’
‘Kitten,’ said Mrs. Mickie,
with conviction, ’Valentine Drake on the stage
would be fatal to your affection for him.’
’I don’t care, I won’t
act with anybody else I’ll throw up
the part. Haven’t I got to make love to
the man? How am I to play up to such an unkissable-looking
animal as Major Dalton? I shall certainly
throw up the part.’
’Don’t do anything rash,
Kitty. If you do, they’ll probably offer
it to me, and I warn you I won’t give it back
to you.’
’Oh, refuse it, like a dear!
I am dying to put them in a hole. It’s
jealousy, that’s what it is. Goodbye, Mrs.
Jack, I’ve had a lovely time. Val and I
have been explaining our affection to the Archdeacon,
and he says it’s perfectly innocent. We’re
going to get him to put it on paper to produce when
Jimmy sues for a divorce, aren’t we, Val?’
‘You’re not going?’ said Mrs. Jack
Owen.
’Oh, yes, I must. But I’ve
enjoyed myself awfully, and so has everybody I’ve
been talking to. I say, Mickie, dear about
tomorrow afternoon I suppose I may bring
Val?’
‘Oh, dear, yes,’ Mrs.
Mickie replied. ’But you must let me hold
his hand.’
‘I don’t know which of
you is the most ridiculous,’ Mrs. Owen remarked;
‘I shall write to both your husbands this very
night,’ but as the group shifted and left her
alone with Mrs. Gammidge, she said she didn’t
know whether Mrs. Vesey would be quite so chirpy three
weeks hence. ’When Mrs. Innes comes out,’
she added in explanation. ’Oh, yes, Valentine
Drake is quite her property. My own idea is that
Kitty won’t be in it.’
Where the road past Peliti’s
dips to the Mall Madeline met Horace Innes. When
she appeared in her rickshaw he dismounted, and gave
the reins to his syce. She saw in his eyes the
look of a person who has been all day lapsing into
meditation and rousing himself from it. ’You
are very late,’ she said as he came up.
’Oh, I’m not going; at
least, you are just coming away, aren’t you?
I think it is too late. I’ll turn back
with you.’
‘Do,’ she said, and looked
at his capable, sensitive hand as he laid it on the
side of her little carriage. Miss Anderson had
not the accomplishment of palm-reading, but she took
general manual impressions. She had observed
Colonel Innes’s hand before, but it had never
offered itself so intimately to her inspection.
That, perhaps, was why the conviction seemed new to
her, as she thought ’He is admirable and
it is all there.’
When they got to the level Mall he
kept his hold, which was a perfectly natural and proper
thing for him to do, walking alongside; but she still
looked at it.
‘I have heard your good news,’
she said, smiling congratulation at him.
’My good news? Oh, about
my wife, of course. Yes, she ought to be here
by the end of the month. I thought of writing
to tell you when the telegram came, and then I didn’t.
The files drove it out of my head, I fancy.’
‘Heavy day?’
‘Yes,’ he said, absently.
They went along together in an intimacy of silence,
and Madeline was quite aware of the effort with which
she said:
‘I shall look forward to meeting Mrs. Innes.’
It was plain that his smile was perfunctory,
but he put it on with creditable alacrity.
‘She will be delighted.
My wife is a clever woman,’ he went on, ’very
bright and attractive. She keeps people well amused.’
‘She must be a great success in India, then.’
’I think she is liked.
She has a tremendous fund of humour and spirits.
A fellow feels terribly dull beside her sometimes.’
Madeline cast a quick glance at him,
but he was only occupied to find other matters with
which he might commend his wife.
‘She is very fond of animals,’
he said, ’and she sings and plays well really
extremely well.’
‘That must be charming,’
murmured Madeline, privately iterating, ’He
doesn’t mean to damn her he doesn’t
mean to damn her.’ ’Have you a photograph
of her?’
‘Quantities of them,’ he said, with simplicity.
‘You have never shown me one.
But how could you?’ she added in haste; ’a
photograph is always about the size of a door nowadays.
It is simply impossible to keep one’s friends
and relations in a pocketbook as one used to do.’
They might have stopped there, but
some demon of persistence drove Madeline on.
She besought help from her imagination; she was not
for the moment honest. It was an impulse an
equivocal impulse born doubtless of the
equivocal situation, and it ended badly.
‘She will bring something of
the spring out to you,’ said Madeline ’the
spring in England. How many years is it since
you have seen it? There will be a breath of the
cowslips about her, and in her eyes the soft wet of
the English sky. Oh, you will be very glad to
see her.’ The girl was well aware of her
insincerity, but only dimly of her cruelty. She
was drawn on by something stronger than her sense
of honesty and humanity, a determination to see, to
know, that swept these things away.
Innes’s hand tightened on the
rickshaw, and he made at first no answer. Then
he said:
‘She has been staying in town, you know.’
There was just a quiver of Madeline’s
eyelid; it said nothing of the natural rapacity behind.
This man’s testimony was coming out in throes,
and yet it must be said again
she probed.
‘Then she will put you in touch
again,’ she cried; ’you will remember
when you see her all the vigour of great issues and
the fascination of great personalities. For a
little while, anyway, after she comes, you will be
in a world far away from here where
people talk and think and live.’
He looked at her in wonder, not understanding,
as indeed how could he?
‘Why,’ he said, ‘you
speak of what you have done’; and before
the truth of this she cast down her eyes and turned
a hot, deep red, and had nothing to say.
‘No,’ he said, ‘my wife is not like
that.’
He walked along in absorption, from
which he roused himself with resentment in his voice.
’I can not leave such a fabric
of illusion in your mind. It irritates me that
it should be there about anybody belonging
to me. My wife is not in the least what you imagine
her. She has her virtues, but she is like
the rest. I can not hope that you will take to
her, and she won’t like you either we
never care about the same people. And we shall
see nothing of you nothing. I can
hardly believe that I am saying this of my own wife,
but I wish that she had stayed in England.’
‘Mrs. Mickie!’ cried Madeline
to a passing rickshaw, ’what are you rushing
on like that for? Just go quietly and peaceably
along with us, please, and tell us what Mrs. Vesey
decided to do about her part in ’The Outcast
Pearl’. I’m dining out tonight I
must know.’ And Mrs. Mickie was kind enough
to accompany them all the rest of the way.
Miss Anderson dined out, and preferred
to suppose that she had no time to think until she
was on her way home along the empty road round Jakko
at eleven o’clock that night. Then it pleased
her to get out of her rickshaw and walk. There
was an opulent moon, the vast hills curving down to
the plains were all grey and silvery, and the deodars
overhead fretted the road with dramatic shadows.
About her hung the great stillness in a mighty loneliness
in which little Simla is set, and it freed her from
what had happened, so that she could look at it and
cry out. She actually did speak, pausing in the
little pavilion on the road where the nursemaids gather
in the daytime, but very low, so that her words fell
round her even in that silence, and hardly a deodar
was aware. ‘I will not go now,’ she
said. ’I will stay and realize that he
is another woman’s husband. That should
cure me if anything will to see him surrounded
by the commonplaces of married life, that kind of married
life. I will stay till she comes and a fortnight
after. Besides, I want to see her I
want to see how far she comes short.’ She
was silent for a moment, and the moonlight played
upon her smile of quiet triumph. ‘He cares
too,’ she said; ’he cares too, but he doesn’t
know it, and I promise you one thing, Madeline Anderson,
you won’t help him to find out. And in
five weeks I will go away and leave my love where I
found it on a mountaintop in the middle
of Asia!’
Chapter 3.IV.
Madeline did her best to make certain
changes delicately, imperceptibly, so that Innes would
not, above all things, be perplexed into seeking for
their reason. The walks and rides came to a vague
conclusion, and Miss Anderson no longer kept the Viceroy
or anybody else waiting, while Innes finished what
he had to say to her in public, since his opportunities
for talking to her seemed to become gradually more
and more like everybody else’s. So long
as she had been mistress of herself she was indifferent
to the very tolerant and good-natured gossip of the
hill capital; but as soon as she found her citadel
undermined, the lightest kind of comment became a
contingency unbearable. In arranging to make
it impossible, she was really over-considerate and
over-careful. Her soldier never thought of analyzing
his bad luck or searching for motive in it. To
him the combinations of circumstances that seemed always
to deprive him of former pleasures were simply among
the things that might happen. Grieving, she left
him under that impression for the sake of its expediency,
and tried to make it by being more than ever agreeable
on the occasions when he came and demanded a cup of
tea, and would not be denied. After all, she
consoled herself, no situation was improved by being
turned too suddenly upside down.
She did not wholly withdraw his privilege
of taking counsel with her, and he continued to go
away freshened and calmed, leaving her to toss little
sad reflections into the fire, and tremulously wonder
whether the jewel of her love had flashed ever so
little behind the eyes. They both saw it a conspicuous
thing that as those three weeks went on, neither he
nor she alluded even remotely to Mrs. Innes, but the
fact remained, and they allowed it to remain.
Nevertheless, Madeline knew precisely
when that lady was expected, and as she sauntered
in the bazaar one morning, and heard Innes’s
steps and voice behind her, her mind became one acute
surmise as to whether he could possibly postpone the
announcement any longer. But he immediately made
it plain that this was his business in stopping to
speak to her. ‘Good morning,’ he
said, and then, ‘My wife comes tomorrow.’
He had not told her a bit of personal news, he had
made her an official communication, as briefly as
it could be done, and he would have raised his hat
and gone on without more words if Madeline had not
thwarted him. ‘What a stupidity for him
to be haunted by afterward!’ was the essence
of the thought that visited her; and she put out a
detaining hand.
’Really! By the Bombay
mail, I suppose no, an hour or so later;
private tongas are always as much as that behind
the mail.’
’About eleven, I fancy.
You you are not inclined for a canter round
Summer Hill before breakfast?’
’I am terrified of Summer Hill.
The Turk always misbehaves there. Yesterday he
got one leg well over the khud I was
thankful he had four. Tell me, are you ready
for Mrs. Innes everything in the house?
Is there anything I can do?
’Oh, thanks very much!
I don’t think so. The house isn’t
ready, as a matter of fact, but two or three people
have offered to put us up for a day or so until it
is. I’ve left it open till my wife comes,
as I dare say she has already arranged to go to somebody.
What are you buying? Country tobacco, upon my
word! For your men? That’s subversive
of all discipline!’
The lines on his face relaxed; he
looked at her with fond recognition of another delightful
thing in her.
‘You give sugar-cane to your
horses,’ she declared; ’why shouldn’t
I give tobacco to mine? Goodbye; I hope Mrs.
Innes will like “Two Gables”. There
are roses waiting for her in the garden, at all events.’
‘Are there?’ he said. ‘I didn’t
notice. Goodbye, then.’
He went on to his office thinking
of the roses, and that they were in his garden, and
that Madeline had seen them there. He thought
that if they were good roses in fact, any
kind of roses they should be taken care
of, and he asked a Deputy Assistant Inspector-General
of Ordnance whether he knew of a gardener that was
worth anything.
‘Most of them are mere coolies,’
said Colonel Innes, ’and I’ve got some
roses in this little place I’ve taken that I
want to look after.’
Next day Madeline took Brookes, and
‘The Amazing Marriage’, and a lunch-basket,
and went out to Mashobra, where the deodars shadow
hardly any scandal at all, and the Snows come, with
perceptible confidence, a little nearer.
‘They almost step,’ she
said to Brookes, looking at them, ’out of the
realm of the imagination.’
Brookes said that they did indeed,
and hoped that she hadn’t by any chance forgotten
the mustard.
’The wind is keen off the glaciers
over there anybody would think of a condiment,’
Miss Anderson remarked in deprecation, and to this
Brookes made no response. It was a liberty she
often felt compelled to take.
The Snows appealed to Madeline even
more than did Carintha, Countess of Fleetwood, to
whose fortunes she gave long pauses while she looked
across their summits at renunciation, and fancied her
spirit made strong and equal to its task. She
was glad of their sanctuary; she did not know where
she should find such another. Perhaps the spectacle
was more than ever sublime in its alternative to the
one she had come away to postpone the sight of; at
all events it drove the reunion of the Inneses from
her mind several times for five minutes together,
during which she thought of Horace by himself, and
went over, by way of preparation for her departure,
all that had come and gone between them. There
had been luminous moments, especially as they irradiated
him, and she dwelt on these. There was no reason
why she should not preserve in London or in New York
a careful memory of them.
So the lights were twinkling all up
and down and round about Simla when she cantered back
to it and it was late when she started for the Worsleys,
where she was dining. One little lighted house
looked much like another perched on the mountainside,
and the wooden board painted ‘Branksome Hall,
Maj.-Gen. T.P. Worsley, R.E.,’ nailed to
the most conspicuous tree from the main road, was
invisible in the darkness. Madeline arrived in
consequence at the wrong dinner-party, and was acclaimed
and redirected with much gaiety, which gave her a further
agreeable impression of the insouciance of Simla, but
made her later still at the Worsleys. So that
half the people were already seated when she at last
appeared, and her hostess had just time to cry, ’My
dear, we thought the langurs must have eaten you!
Captain Gordon, you are not abandoned after all.
You know Miss Anderson?’ when she found herself
before her soup.
Captain Gordon heard her account of
herself with complacence, and declared, wiping his
moustache, that a similar experience had befallen
him only a fortnight before.
’Did you ever hear the story
of that absent-minded chap, Sir James Jackson, who
went to the right dinner-party by mistake?’
he asked, ’and apologized like mad, by Jove!
and insisted he couldn’t stay. The people
nearly had to tie him down in his ’
Captain Gordon stopped, arrested by his companion’s
sudden and complete inattention.
‘I see a lady,’ interrupted
Madeline, with odd distinctness, ’curiously
like somebody I have known before.’ Her
eyes convinced themselves, and then refused to be
convinced of the inconceivable fact that they were
resting on Violet Prendergast. It was at first
too amazing, too amazing only. Then an old forgotten
feeling rose in her bosom; the hand on the stem of
her wine-glass grew tense. The sensation fell
away; she remembered her emancipation, the years arose
and reassured her during which Violet Prendergast,
living or dead, had been to her of absolutely no importance.
Yet there was a little aroused tremour in her voice
as she went on, ’She is on the General’s
right he must have taken her in. Can
you see from where you are sitting?’
’These narrow oval tables are
a nuisance that way, aren’t they? You don’t
know who you’re dining with till the end of the
function. Oh! I see that’s
Mrs. Innes, just out, and fresh as paint, isn’t
she? The Colonel’ Captain Gordon
craned his head again ’is sitting
fourth from me on this side.’
‘Mrs. Innes! Really!’
said Madeline. ’Then then of
course I must be mistaken.’
She removed her eyes almost stealthily
from the other woman’s face and fixed them on
the pattern of the table-cloth. Her brain guided
her clearly through the tumult of her perception,
and no emotion could be observed in the smiling attention
which she gave to Captain Gordon’s account of
the afternoon’s tandem racing; but there was
a furious beating in her breast, and she thought she
could never draw a breath long enough to control it.
It helped her that there was food to swallow, wine
to drink, and Captain Gordon to listen to; and under
cover of these things she gradually, consciously,
prepared herself for the shock of encounter which
should be conclusive. Presently she leaned a little
forward and let her glance, in which no outsider could
see the steady recognition, rest upon the lady on
the General’s right, until that person’s
agreeable blue eyes wandered down the table and met
it. Perhaps Madeline’s own eyelids fluttered
a little as she saw the sudden stricture in the face
that received her message, and the grimace with which
it uttered, pallid with apprehension, its response
to a pleasantry of General Worsley’s. She
was not consummate in her self-control, but she was
able at all events to send the glance travelling prettily
on with a casual smile for an intervening friend,
and bring it back to her dinner-roll without mischief.
It did not adventure again; she knew, and she set
herself to hold her knowledge, to look at it and understand
it, while the mechanical part of her made up its mind
about the entrees, and sympathized with Captain Gordon
on his hard luck in having three ponies laid up at
once. She did not look again, although she felt
the watching of the other woman, and was quite aware
of the moment at which Mrs. Innes allowed herself
the reprieve of believing that at the Worsley’s
dinner-party at least there would be no scandal.
The belief had its reflex action, doing something
to calm her. How could there be scandal she
asked herself, and dismissed with relief the denunciations
which crowded vague but insistent in her brain.
Even then she had not grasped the salient points of
the situation; she was too much occupied with its
irony as it affected her personally; her impressions
circled steadily round the word ‘twice’
and the unimaginable coincidence. Her resentment
filled her, and her indignation was like a clear flame
behind her smiling face. Robbed twice, once in
New York and oh! preposterous the
second time in Simla! Robbed of the same things
by the same hand! She perceived in the shock of
it only a monstrous fatality, a ludicrously wicked
chance. This may have been due to the necessity
of listening to Captain Gordon.
At all events it was only as she passed
Colonel Innes on her way to the drawing-room and saw
ahead of her the very modish receding back of Mrs.
Innes that she realized other things crime
and freedom.
It was the reversion of power; it
brought her a great exultation. She sat down
under it in a corner, hoping to be left alone, with
a white face and shining eyes. Power and opportunity
and purpose righteous purpose!
The circumstances had come to her
in a flash; she brought them up again steadily and
scrutinized them. The case was absolutely clear.
Frank Prendergast had been dead just seven months.
Colonel Innes imagined himself married four years.
Violet Prendergast was a bigamist, and Horace Innes
had no wife.
That was the marvellous transcendent
fact; that was what lifted her and carried her on
great pulsing waves that rolled beyond the walls of
the little fripperied drawing-room and its collection
of low-necked women, out into her life, which had
not these boundaries. She lived again in a possible
world. There was no stone wall between herself
and joy.
The old Mussulman butler who offered
her coffee looked at her with aroused curiosity here
was certainly a memsahib under the favour of God and
as she stirred it, the shadow that Violet Prendergast
had thrown upon her life faded out of her mind in
the light that was there. Then she looked up
and met that lady’s vivid blue eyes. Mrs.
Innes’s colour had not returned, but there was
a recklessness in the lines of her mouth. In
the way she held her chin, expressing that she had
been reflecting on old scores, and anticipated the
worst. Meeting this vigilance Miss Anderson experienced
a slight recoil. Her happiness, she realized,
had been brought to her in the hands of ugly circumstance.
‘And so melodramatic,’
she told herself. ’It is really almost vulgar.
In a story I should have no patience with it.’
But she went on stirring her coffee with a little
uncontrollable smile.
A moment later she had to contemplate
the circumstance that her hostess was addressing her.
Mrs. Innes wished to be introduced. Mrs. Innes,
incarnate, conscious sensation, was smiling at her,
saying that she must know so great a friend of her
husband’s. He made so few friends, and she
was so grateful to anybody who was good to him.
Eyes and voice tolerably in rein, aware of the situation
at every point, she had a meretricious daring; and
it occurred to Madeline, looking at her, that she was
after all a fairly competent second-class adventuress.
She would not refuse the cue. It would make so
little difference.
’On the contrary, I am tremendously
indebted to Colonel Innes. He has been so very
kind about ponies and jhampanies and things. Simla
is full of pitfalls for a stranger, don’t you
think?’ And Miss Anderson, unclosing her fan,
turned her reposeful head a little in the direction
of three married schoolgirls voluble on her left.
’Not when you get to know the
language. You must learn the language; it’s
indispensable. But of course it depends on how
long you mean to stay.’
‘I think I will learn the language,’ said
Madeline.
‘But General Worsley told me you were leaving
Simla in a fortnight.’
’Oh no. My plans are very
indefinite; but I shall stay much longer than that.’
’It is Miss Anderson, isn’t
it? Miss Madeline Anderson, of New York no,
Brooklyn?’
Madeline looked at her. ‘Did
not the General say so?’ she asked.
‘Yes, he did. But one looks to make quite
sure.’
‘I can understand that.’
Mrs. Innes leaned forward with one elbow on her knee.
It was not a graceful attitude, but
it gave the casual air to the conversation which was
desirable.
‘What are you going to do?’ she said.
‘My plans are as indefinite
as possible, really,’ Madeline returned.
’I may spend the cold weather in Calcutta, or
go into camp with the Dovedells I should
like that.’
‘Mrs. Innes,’ cried the
nearest schoolgirl, ’we are coming tomorrow to
see all the lovely things in your boxes, may we?’
’Do, duckies. But mind,
no copying of them by durzies in the veranda.
They’re all Paris things Coulter’s and
you know he doesn’t copy well, does he?
Oh, dear! here are the men they always come
too soon, don’t they? So glad to have had
even a little chat, Miss Anderson. I’ll
come and see you tomorrow. You know newcomers
in India always make the first calls. I shall
find you at home, sha’n’t I?’
‘By all means,’ Madeline said.
Mrs. Innes crossed the room, crying
out that the heat was perfectly absurd for Simla,
it must be cooler outside; and as Captain Valentine
Drake followed her into the semi-darkness of the veranda,
the three married schoolgirls looked at each other
and smiled.
‘Don’t be naughty,’
said Captain Gordon, leaning over the sofa from behind.
’They’re very dear friends, and they’ve
been separated for two years.’
Madeline heard this as plainly as
they did. She noted disdainfully how it all fell
in.
‘How absent you are tonight!’
Horace Innes exclaimed, when Miss Anderson had asked
him a trivial question for the third time.
‘Hush!’ she said.
‘Mrs. Scallepa is going to sing;’ and as
Mrs. Scallepa sang she let her eyes play over him
with a light in them so tender, that once catching
it the felt a sudden answering throb, and looked again;
but after that her eyes were on the floor.
‘We are staying here,’
he said a quarter of an hour later, as he saw her
into her rickshaw; ’and I think I must see you
to your quarters. It’s very dark, and there
is an ugly little slip half-way between this and the
Mall.
He ran upstairs to get his coat and
stick, and a white face like an apparition suddenly
hung itself on the edge of Madeline’s rickshaw-hood.
‘Don’t tell him tonight,’ it said,
hoarsely.
‘Are you ready, Colonel Innes?
Then good night, everybody,’ cried Madeline.
She was not at all sure that she would
not tell Horace Innes ‘tonight’.
Chapter 3.V.
‘My wife,’ said Colonel
Innes, ‘is looking extremely well.’
‘She seems so, indeed,’ Madeline replied.
’She is delighted with “Two
Gables”. Likes it better, she says, than
any other house we could have got.’
‘What a good thing!’
’It was a record trip for the
Caledonia, thirteen days from Brindisi to Bombay.
Was she telling you about the voyage?’
‘No,’ said Madeline impatiently,
’she didn’t mention it. How shall
I tell the men to put down the hood, please?
A rickshaw is detestable with the hood up stifling!
Thanks. I beg your pardon. The Caledonia
made a good run?’
’Thirteen days. Wonderful
weather, of course, which was luck for Violet.
She is an atrocious sailor.’
Madeline fancied she heard repose
and reassurance in his voice. Her thought cried,
‘It is not so bad as he expected!’ We can
not be surprised that she failed to see in herself
the alleviation of that first evening.
‘She has brought quantities
of things for the house with her,’ Innes went
on, ‘as well as three dachshund puppies,’
and he laughed. ’Wouldn’t you like
one? What can we do with three and
the terrier, and Brutus?’
‘Oh, thank you, no.’
How could he laugh? How could
he speak pleasantly of these intimate details of his
bondage? How could he conceive that she would
accept
’Already she has arranged four
dinner-parties! It will be a relief not to have
to think of that sort of thing to be able
to leave it to her.’
’Mrs. Innes must have great
energy. To drive all the way up from Kalka by
noon and appear at a dinner-party at night wonderful!’
‘Oh, great energy,’ Horace said.
’She will take you everywhere to
all the functions. She will insist on your duty
to society.’
Madeline felt that she must get him
somehow back into his slough of despond. His
freedom paralyzed her. And he returned with a
pathetic change of tone.
’I suppose there is no alternative.
Violet is very good about being willing to go alone,
or with somebody else; but I never think it quite
fair on one’s wife to impose on her the necessity
of going about with other men.’
‘Mrs. Worsley introduced us after dinner,’
said Madeline.
She kept disparagement out of her
mind, but he could not help perceiving aloofness.
‘Yes?’
The monosyllable told her sensitive
ear that while he admitted her consideration in going
on with the subject, he was willing to recognize that
there was no more to say, and have done with it.
She gathered up her scruples and répugnances
in a firm grasp. She would not let him throw
his own shadow, as an effectual obstacle, between himself
and liberty.
‘I am going to ask you something,’
she said; it might come naturally enough from another
man with whom your friendship was as candid as it
is with me; but there is an awkwardness in it from
a woman. You must believe I have a good reason.
Will you tell me about your first meeting with Mrs.
Innes, when when you became engaged?’
She knew she was daring a good deal;
but when a man’s prison is to be brought down
about his ears, one might as well begin, she thought,
at the foundation.
For a moment Innes did not speak,
and then his words came slowly.
I find it difficult,’ he said,
’to answer you. How can it matter it
is impossible. I suppose you have heard some
story, and it is like you to want to be in a position
to negative it. Ignore it instead. She has
very successfully championed herself. Believe
nothing to her disadvantage that may be said about
that that time. I was pleased to marry
her, and she was pleased to marry me. But for
God’s sake don’t let us talk about it!’
As he spoke Madeline saw the vivid
clearness of the situation grow blurred and confused.
It was as if her point of view had suddenly changed
and her eyes failed her. Her eager impulse had
beat less and less strongly from the Worsley’s
door; now it seemed to shrink away in fetters.
Her eyes filled with vaguely resentful tears, which
sprang, if she could have traced them, from the fact
that the man she loved was loyal to his own mistake,
and the formless premonition that he might continue
to be. She contorted her lip to keep her emotion
back, and deliberately turned away from a matter in
which she was not mistress, and which contained ugly
possibilities of buffeting. She would wait a
little, and though consideration for Violet Prendergast
had nothing to do with it, she would not tell him
tonight.
‘I am sorry,’ she said;
and, after a moment, ’Did I tell you that I have
changed my plans?’
‘You are not going so soon?’
she took all the comfort there was in his eagerness.
’I am not going at all for the
present. I have abandoned my intentions and my
dates. I mean to drift for a little while.
I have been too too conscientious.’
‘Are you quite serious do you mean
it?’
‘Indeed I do.’
’And in less than a fortnight
you will not go out of one’s life. You
will stay on you summer day! It’s
hard to believe in luck like that. I sent a poor
devil of a sepoy a reprieve last week one
knows now how he must have felt about it.’
‘Does it make all that difference?’ Madeline
asked, softly.
‘It makes a difference,’
he answered, controlling his words, ’that I am
glad you can not conceive, since that would mean that
your life has been as barren as mine.’
He seemed to refrain from saying more, and then he
added, ’You must be careful when you plant your
friendship that you mean it to stay, and blossom.
It will not come easily up by the roots, and it will
leave an ugly hole.’
He was helping her out of her rickshaw,
and as they followed the servant who carried her wraps
the few yards to the door, she left her hand lightly
on his arm. It was the seal, he thought, of her
unwritten bond that there should be no uprooting of
the single flower he cherished; and he went back almost
buoyantly because of it to the woman who had been
sitting in the sackcloth and ashes of misfortune, turning
over the expedients for which his step might make
occasion.
By the time the monkeys began to scramble
about the roof in the early creeping of the dawn among
the deodars, Madeline had groped her way to a tolerably
clear conception of what might happen. The impeding
circumstance everywhere, it must be acknowledged, was
Frederick Prendergast’s coffin. The case,
had convict N been still alive and working
out his debt to society, would have been transcendentally
simple, she told herself. Even a convict has a
right a prospective right to
his wife, and no honest man should be compelled to
retain a criminal’s property. This was
an odd reflection, perhaps, to be made by Madeline
Anderson, but the situation as a whole might be described
as curious. And there was no doubt about the
coffin.
Chapter 3.VI.
The veranda of which Miss Anderson’s
little sitting-room claimed its section hung over
the road, and it seemed to her that she heard the
sound of Mrs. Innes’s arrival about ten minutes
after breakfast.
On the contrary, she had spent two
whole hours contemplating, with very fixed attention,
first the domestic circumstances of Colonel Horace
Innes and their possible development, and then, with
a pang of profoundest acknowledgment, the moral qualities
which he would bring to bear upon them. She was
further from knowing what course she personally intended
to pursue than ever, when she heard the wheels roll
up underneath; and she had worked herself into a state
of sufficient detachment from the whole problem to
reflect upon the absurdity of a bigamist rattling
forth to discuss her probable ruin in the fanciful
gaiety of a rickshaw. The circumstances had its
value though; it lightened all responsibility for
the lady concerned. As Madeline heard her jump
out and give pronounced orders for the securing of
an accompanying dachshund, it did not seem to matter
so particularly what became of Violet Prendergast.
Mrs. Innes’s footsteps came
briskly along the veranda. Madeline noted that
there was no lagging. ‘Number seven,’
she said aloud; as she passed other doors, ‘Number
eight number nine! Ah! there you are.’
The door was open. ’I wouldn’t let
them bring up my card for fear of some mistake.
How do you do? Now please don’t get up you
look so comfortable with your book. What is it?
Oh, yes, of course, that. People were talking
about it a good deal when I left London, but I haven’t
read it. Is it good?’
‘I like it,’ said Madeline.
She half rose as Mrs. Innes entered; but as the lady
did not seem to miss the ceremony of greeting, she
was glad to sink back in her chair.
’And how do you like Simla?
Charming in many ways, isn’t it? A little
too flippant, I always say rather too
much champagne and silliness. But awfully bracing.’
‘The Snows are magnificent,’
Madeline said, ’when you can see them. And
there’s a lot of good work done here.’
’Aren’t they divine?
I did nothing, absolutely nothing, my first season
but paint them. And the shops they’re
not bad, are they, for the size of the place?
Though today, upon my soul, there doesn’t seem
to be a yard of white spotted veiling among them.’
‘That is annoying,’ said
Madeline, ‘if you want spotted veiling.’
’Isn’t it? Well’ Mrs.
Innes take a deep breath ’you didn’t
tell him last night?’
‘N no,’ said Madeline, with
deliberation.
’I was grateful. I
knew I could rely upon you not to. It would have
been too cruel when we have only just been reunited dear
Horace would have had to sleep in the ’
‘Pray ’
‘Well, Horace is the soul of
honour. Is your ayah in there?’ Mrs. Innes
nodded towards the bedroom door. ’You can
not imagine what long ears she has.’
‘I have no ayah. There
is only Brookes;’ and as that excellent woman
passed through the room with a towel over her arm,
Madeline said, ’You can go now, Brookes, and
see about that alpaca. Take the rickshaw; it
looks very threatening.’
’Maid! You are a swell!
There are only four genuine maids in Simla that I
know of the rest are really nurse-girls.
What a comfort she must be! The luxury of
all others that I long for; but alas! army pay, you
know. I did once bring a dear thing out with
me from Nice you should have seen Horace’s
face.’
‘I couldn’t very well
go about quite alone; it would be uncomfortable.’
‘Except that you Americans are so perfectly
independent.’
’On the contrary. If I
could order about a servant the way an Englishwoman
does ’
’Say you are not going to tell
him! I’ve got such a lot of other calls
to make,’ exclaimed Mrs. Innes. ’Dear
Lady Bloomfield won’t understand it if I don’t
call today, especially after the baby. What people
in that position want with more babies I can not comprehend.
Of course you haven’t noticed it, but a baby
is such a shock to Simla.’
‘Don’t let me keep you,’ Madeline
said, rising.
’But you haven’t promised.
Do promise, Miss Anderson. You gain nothing by
telling him, except your revenge; and I should think
by this time you would have forgiven me for taking
Frederick away from you. He didn’t turn
out so well! You can’t still bear me malice
over that convict in Sing Sing.’
‘For his sake, poor fellow, I might.’
’Coming along I said to myself,
“She can score off me badly, but surely
she doesn’t want to so much as all that.”
Besides, I really only took your leavings, you know.
You threw poor Fred Prendergast over.’
‘I am not prepared to discuss
that,’ Madeline said, at no pains to smooth
the curve out of her lip.
’Then I thought, “Perhaps you
never can tell with people she will think
it her duty to make a fuss."’
‘That is a possible point of view.’
’I know. You think I’m
an imposter on society and I ought to be exposed,
and I suppose you could shut every door in Simla against
me if you liked. But you are a friend of my husband’s,
Miss Anderson. You would not turn his whole married
life into a scandal and ruin his career?’
‘Ruin his career?’
’Of course. Government
is awfully particular. It mayn’t be his
fault in the least, but no man is likely to get any
big position with a cloud over his domestic affairs.
Horace would resign, naturally.’
‘Or take long leave,’
Mrs. Innes added to herself, but she did not give
Madeline this alternative. A line or two of nervous
irritation marked themselves about her eyes, and her
colour had faded. Her hat was less becoming than
it had been, and she had pulled a button off her glove.
‘Besides,’ she went on
quickly, ’it isn’t as if you could do any
good, you know. The harm was done once for all
when I let him think he’d married me. I
thought then well, I had to take it or leave
it and every week I expected to hear of
Frederick’s death. Then I meant to tell
Horace myself, and have the ceremony over again.
He couldn’t refuse. And all these years
it’s been like living on a volcano, in the fear
of meeting New York people. Out here there never
are any, but in England I dye my hair, and alter my
complexion.’
‘Why did you change your mind,’
Madeline asked, ’about telling Colonel Innes?’
’I haven’t! Why should
I change my mind? For my own protection, I mean
to get things put straight instantly when
the time comes.’
‘When the time comes,’
Madeline repeated; and her eyes, as she fixed them
on Mrs. Innes, were suddenly so lightened with a new
idea that she dropped the lids over them as she waited
for the answer.
‘When poor Frederick does pass
away,’ Mrs. Innes said, with an air of observing
the proprieties. ’When they put him in prison
it was a matter of months, the doctors said.
That was one reason why I went abroad. I couldn’t
bear to stay there and see him dying by inches, poor
fellow.’
‘Couldn’t you?’
’Oh, I couldn’t.
And the idea of the hard labour made me sick.
But it seems to have improved his health, and now there
is no telling! I sometimes believe he will live
out his sentence. Should you think that possible
in the case of a man with half a lung?’
‘I have no knowledge of pulmonary
disease,’ Madeline said. She forced the
words from her lips and carefully looked away, taking
this second key to the situation mechanically, and
for a moment groping with it.
‘What arrangement did you make
to be informed about about him?’ she
asked, and instantly regretted having gone so perilously
near provoking a direct question.
’I subscribe to the “New
York World”. I used to see lots of things
in it about the shock the news of my death
gave him ’
A flash of hysterical amusement shot
into Mrs. Innes’s eyes, and she questioned Madeline’s
face to see whether it responded to her humour.
Then she put her own features straight behind her handkerchief
and went on.
’And about his failing health,
and then about his being so much better. But
nothing now for ages.’
‘Did the “World”
tell you,’ asked Miss Anderson, with sudden interest,
’that Mr. Prendergast came into a considerable
fortune before about two years ago?’
Mrs. Innes’s face turned suddenly
blank. ‘How much?’ she exclaimed.
’About five hundred thousand
dollars, I believe. Left him by a cousin.
Then you didn’t know?’
‘That must have been Gordon
Prendergast the engineer!’ Mrs. Innes
said, with excitement. ’Fancy that!
Leaving money to a relation in Sing Sing! Hadn’t
altered his will, I suppose. Who could possibly,’
and her face fell visibly, ‘have foreseen such
a thing?’
‘No one, I think,’ said
Madeline, through a little edged smile. ’On
that point you will hardly be criticized.’
Mrs. Innes, with clasped hands, was
sunk in thought. She raised her eyes with a conviction
in them which she evidently felt to be pathetic.
‘After all,’ she said,
’there is something in what the padres say
about our reaping the reward of our misdeeds in this
world some of us, anyway. If I had
stayed in New York ’
‘Yes?’ said Madeline.
‘I shall wake up presently,’ she reflected,
’and find that I have been dreaming melodrama.’
But that was a fantastic underscoring of her experience.
She knew very well she was making it.
Mrs. Innes, again wrapped in astonished
contemplation, did not reply. Then she jumped
to her feet with a gesture that cast fortunes back
into the lap of fate.
‘One thing is certain,’
she said; ‘I can’t do anything now,
can I?’
Madeline laid hold of silence and
made armour with it. At all events, she must
have time to think.
‘I decline to advise you,’
she said, and she spoke with a barely perceptive movement
of her lips only. The rest of her face was stone.
’How unkind and unforgiving
you are! Must people would think the loss of
a hundred thousand pounds about punishment enough for
what I have done. You don’t seem to see
it. But on top of that you won’t refuse
to promise not to tell Horace?’
‘I will not bind myself in any way whatever.’
’Not even when you know that
the moment I hear of the death I intend
to to ’
‘Make an honest man of him? Not even when
I know that.’
‘Do you want me to go down on my knees to you?’
Madeline glanced at the flowered fabric
involved and said, ’I wouldn’t, I think.’
’And this is to hang over me
the whole season? I shall enjoy nothing absolutely
nothing.’ The blue eyes were suddenly
eclipsed by angry tears, which the advent of a servant
with cards checked as suddenly.
‘Goodbye, then, dear,’
cried Mrs. Innes, as if in response to the advancing
rustle of skirts in the veranda. ’So glad
to have found you at home. Dear me, has Trilby
made her way up and I gave such particular
orders! Oh, you naughty dog!’
Chapter 3.VII.
From the complication that surged
round Miss Anderson’s waking hours one point
emerged, and gave her a perch for congratulation.
That was the determination she had shown in refusing
to let Frederick Prendergast leave her his money,
or any part of it.
It has been said that he had outlived
her tenderness, if not her care, and this fact, which
she never found it necessary to communicate to poor
Frederick himself, naturally made his desire in the
matter sharply distasteful. She was even unaware
of the disposition he had made of his ironical fortune,
a reflection which brought her thankfulness that there
was something she did not know. ‘If I had
let him do it,’ she thought, ’I should
have felt compelled to tell her everything, instantly.
And think of discussing it with her!’ This was
quite a fortnight later, and Mrs. Innes still occupied
her remarkable position only in her own mind and Madeline’s,
still knowing herself the wife of 1596 and of 1596
only, and still unaware that 1596 was in his grave.
Simla had gone on with its dances and dinners and
gymkhanas quite as if no crucial experience were
hanging over the heads of three of the people one met
‘everywhere,’ and the three people continued
to be met everywhere, although only one of them was
unconscious. The women tried to avoid each other
without accenting it, exchanging light words only
as occasion demanded, but they were not clever enough
for Mrs. Gammidge and Mrs. Mickie, who went about
saying that Mrs. Innes’s treatment of Madeline
Anderson was as ridiculous as it was inexplicable.
’Did you ever know her to be jealous of anybody
before?’ demanded Mrs. Mickie, to which Mrs.
Gammidge responded, with her customary humour, that
the Colonel had never, in the memory of the oldest
inhabitant, been known to give her occasion.
‘Well,’ declared Mrs.
Mickie, ’if friendships UNSENTIMENTAL
friendships between men and women are not
understood in Simla, I’d like to be told what
is understood.’
Between them they gave Madeline a
noble support, for which although she did
not particularly require it, and they did not venture
to offer it in so many words she was grateful.
A breath of public criticism from any point of view
would have blown over the toppling structure she was
defending against her conscience. The siege was
severe and obstinate, with an undermining conviction
ever at work that in the end she would yield; in the
end she would go away, at least as far as Bombay or
Calcutta, and from there send to Mrs. Innes the news
of her liberation. It would not be necessary,
after all, or even excusable, to tell Horace.
His wife would do that quickly enough at
least, she had said she would. If she didn’t well,
if she didn’t, nothing would be possible but
another letter, giving him the simple facts, she,
Madeline, carefully out of the way of his path of
duty at all events, at Calcutta or Bombay.
But there was no danger that Mrs. Innes would lose
the advantage of confession, of throwing herself on
his generosity and at this point Madeline
usually felt her defenses against her better nature
considerably strengthened, and the date of her sacrifice
grow vague again.
Meanwhile, she was astonished to observe
that, in spite of her threat to the contrary, Mrs.
Innes appeared to be enjoying herself particularly
well. Madeline had frequent occasion for private
comment on the advantages of a temperament that could
find satisfaction in dancing through whole programmes
at the very door, so to speak, of the criminal courts;
and it can not be denied that this capacity of Mrs.
Innes’s went far to increase the vacillation
with which Miss Anderson considered her duty towards
that lady. If she had shown traces of a single
hour of genuine suffering, there would have been an
end to Madeline’s hesitation. But beyond
an occasional watchful glance at conversations in
which she might be figuring dramatically, and upon
which she instantly turned her back as soon as she
was perceived, Mrs. Innes gave no sign even of preoccupation.
If she had bad half-hours, they occurred between the
teas and tennises, the picnics, riding-parties, luncheons,
and other entertainments, at which you could always
count upon meeting her; and in that case they must
have been short. She looked extremely well, and
her admirable frocks gave an accent even to ‘Birthday’
functions at Viceregal Lodge, which were quite hopelessly
general. If any one could have compelled a revelation
of her mind, I think it would have transpired that
her anxieties about Capt. Valentine Drake and
Mrs. Vesey gave her no leisure for lesser ones.
These for a few days had been keen and indignant Captain
Drake had so far forgotten himself as to ride with
Mrs. Vesey twice since Mrs. Innes’s arrival and
any display of poverty of spirit was naturally impossible
under the circumstances. The moment was a critical
one; Captain Drake seemed inclined to place her in
the category of old, unexacting friends ladies
who looked on and smiled, content to give him tea
on rainy days, and call him by his Christian name,
with perhaps the privilege of a tapping finger on his
shoulder, and an occasional order about a rickshaw.
Mrs. Violet was not an introspective person, or she
might have discovered here that the most stable part
of her self-respect was her exigence with Captain
Drake.
She found out quickly enough, however,
that she did not mean to discard it. She threw
herself, therefore her fine shoulders and
arms, her pretty clothes, her hilarity, her complexion,
her eyelashes, and all that appertained to her into
the critical task of making other men believe, at
Captain Drake’s expense, that they were quite
as fond of her as he was. Mrs. Vesey took opposite
measures, and the Club laid bets on the result.
The Club was not prepossessed by Captain
Drake. He said too little and he implied too
much. He had magnificent shoulders, which he bent
a great deal over secluded sofas, and a very languid
interest in matters over which ordinary men were enthusiastic.
He seemed to believe that if he smiled all the way
across his face, he would damage a conventionality.
His clothes were unexceptionable, and he always did
the right thing, though bored by the necessity.
He was good-looking in an ugly way, which gave him
an air of restrained capacity for melodrama, and made
women think him interesting. Somebody with a
knack of disparagement said that he was too much expressed.
It rather added to his unpopularity that he was a
man whom women usually took with preposterous seriousness all
but Kitty Vesey, who charmed and held him by her outrageous
liberties. When Mrs. Vesey chaffed him, he felt
picturesque. He was also aware of inspiring entertainment
for the lookers-on, with the feeling at such times
that he, too, was an amused spectator. This was,
of course, their public attitude. In private
there was sentiment, and they talked about the tyranny
of society, or delivered themselves of ideas suggested
by works of fiction which everybody simply had
to read.
For a week Mrs. Innes looked on, apparently
indifferent, rather apparently not observing; and
an Assistant Secretary in the Home Department began
to fancy that his patience in teaching the three dachshund
puppies tricks was really appreciated. He was
an on-coming Assistant Secretary, with other conspicuous
parts, and hitherto his time had been too valuable
to spend upon ladies’ dachshunds. Mrs. Innes
had selected him well. There came an evening when,
at a dance at the Lieutenant-Governor’s, Mrs.
Innes was so absorbed in what the Assistant Secretary
was saying to her, as she passed on his arm, that she
did not see Captain Drake in the corridor at all,
although he had carefully broken an engagement to
walk with Kitty Vesey that very afternoon, as the
beginning of gradual and painless reform in her direction.
His unrewarded virtue rose up and surprised him with
the distinctness of its resentment; and while his
expression was successfully amused, his shoulders
and the back of his neck, as well as the hand on his
moustache, spoke of discipline which promised to be
efficient. Reflection assured him that discipline
was after all deserved, and a quarter of an hour later
found him wagging his tail, so to speak, over Mrs.
Innes’s programme in a corner pleasantly isolated.
The other chair was occupied by the Assistant Secretary.
Captain Drake represented an interruption, and was
obliged to take a step towards the nearest lamp to
read the card. Three dances were rather ostentatiously
left, and Drake initialled them all. He brought
back the card with a bow, which spoke of dignity under
bitter usage, together with the inflexible intention
of courteous self-control, and turned away.
’Oh, if you please, Captain
Drake let me see what you’ve done.
All those? But ’
‘Isn’t it after eleven,
Mrs. Innes?’ asked the Assistant Secretary, with
a timid smile. He was enjoying himself, but he
had a respect for vested interests, and those of Captain
Drake were so well known that he felt a little like
a buccaneer.
‘Dear me, so it is!’ Mrs.
Innes glanced at one of her bracelets. ’Then,
Captain Drake, I’m sorry’ she
carefully crossed out the three ’V.D.’s’ ’I
promised all the dances I had left after ten to Mr.
Holmcroft. Most of the others I gave away at the
gymkhana really. Why weren’t
you there? That Persian tutor again! I’m
afraid you are working too hard. And what did
the Rani do, Mr. Holmcroft? It’s like the
Arabian Nights, only with real jewels ’
’Oh, I say, Holmcroft, this
is too much luck, you know. Regular sweepstakes,
by Jove!’ And Captain Drake lingered on the fringe
of the situation.
‘Perhaps I have been greedy,’
said the Assistant Secretary, deprecatingly.
‘I’ll ’
‘Not in the very least!
That is,’ exclaimed Mrs. Violet, pouting, ’if
I’m to be considered. We’ll sit
out all but the waltzes, and you shall tell me official
secrets about the Rani. She put us up once, she’s
a delicious old thing. Gave us string beds to
sleep on and gold plate to eat from, and swore about
every other word. She had been investing in Government
paper, and it had dropped three points. “Just
my damn luck!” she said. Wasn’t it
exquisite? Captain Drake ’
‘Mrs. Innes ’
’I don’t want to be rude,
but you’re a dreadful embarrassment. Mr.
Holmcroft won’t tell you official secrets!’
‘If she would only behave!’
thought Madeline, looking on, ’I would tell
her indeed I would at once.’
Colonel Innes detached himself from
a group of men in mess dress as she appeared with
the Worsleys, and let himself drift with the tide that
brought them always together.
‘You are looking tired ill,’
she said, seriously, as they sought the unconfessed
solace of each other’s eyes. ’Last
night it was the Commander-in-Chief’s, and the
night before the dance at Peliti’s. And
again tonight. And you are not like those of us
who can rest next morning you have always
your heavy office work!’ She spoke with indignant,
tender reproach, and he gave himself up to hearing
it. ’You will have to take leave and go
away,’ she insisted, foolishly.
’Leave! Good heavens, no!
I wish all our fellows were as fit as I am. And ’
‘Yes?’ she said.
’Don’t pity me, dear friend.
I don’t think it’s good for me. The
world really uses me very well.’
‘Then it’s all right,
I suppose,’ Madeline said, with sudden depression.
‘Of course it is. You are dining with us
on the eighth?’
‘I’m afraid not, I’m engaged.’
’Engaged again? Don’t
you want to break bread in my house, Miss Anderson?’
She was silent, and he insisted, ‘Tell me,’
he said.
She gave him instead a kind, mysterious smile.
‘I will explain to you what
I feel about that some day,’ she said; ’some
day soon. I can’t accept Mrs. Innes’s
invitation for the eighth, but Brookes
and I are going to take tea with the fakir’s
monkeys on the top of Jakko tomorrow afternoon.’
‘Anybody else, or only Brookes?’
‘Only Brookes.’ And she thought she
had abandoned coquetry!
‘Then may I come?’
‘Indeed you may.’
‘I really don’t know,’
reflected Madeline, as she caught another glimpse
of Mrs. Innes vigorously dancing the reel opposite
little Lord Billy in his Highland uniform, with her
hands on her flowered-satin hips, ’that I am
behaving very well myself.’
Chapter 3.VIII.
Horace Innes looked round his wife’s
drawing-room as if he were making an inventory of
it, carefully giving each article its value, which
happened, however, to have nothing to do with rupees.
Madeline Anderson had been saying something the day
before about the intimacy and accuracy with which
people’s walls expressed them, and though the
commonplace was not new to him, this was the first
time it had ever led him to scan his wife’s.
What he saw may be imagined, but his only distinct
reflection was that he had no idea that she had been
photographed so variously or had so many friends who
wore resplendent Staff uniforms. The relation
of cheapness in porcelain ornaments to the lady’s
individuality was beyond him, and he could not analyze
his feelings of sitting in the midst of her poverty
of spirit. Indeed, thinking of his ordinary unsusceptibility
to such things, he told himself sharply that he was
adding an affectation of discomfort to the others
that he had to bear; and that if Madeline had not
given him the idea it would never have entered his
mind. The less, he mused, that one had to do with
finicking feelings in this world the better.
They were well enough for people who were tolerably
conditioned in essentials he preferred this
vagueness, even with himself, in connection with his
marriage otherwise they added pricks.
Besides he had that other matter to think of.
He thought of the other matter with
such obvious irritation that the butler coming in
to say that the ‘English water’ was finished,
and how many dozen should he order, put a chair in
its place instead, closed the door softly again, and
went away. It was not good for the dignity of
butlers to ask questions of any sort with a look of
that kind under the eyebrows of the sahib. The
matter was not serious, Colonel Innes told himself,
but he would prefer by comparison to deal with matters
that were serious. He knew Simla well enough
to attach no overwhelming importance to things said
about women at the Club, where the broadest charity
prevailed underneath, and the idle comment of the moment
had an intrinsic value as a distraction rather than
a reflective one as a criticism. This consideration,
however, was more philosophical in connection with
other men’s wives. He found very little
in it to palliate what he had overheard, submerged
in the ‘Times of India’, that afternoon.
And to put an edge on it, the thing had been said by
one of his own juniors. Luckily the boy had left
the room without discovering who was behind the ‘Times
of India’. Innes felt that he should be
grateful for having been spared the exigency of defending
his wife against a flippant word to which she had
very probably laid herself open. He was very
angry, and it is perhaps not surprising that he did
not pause to consider how far his anger was due to
the humiliating necessity of speaking to her about
it. She was coming at last though; she was in
the hall. He would get it over quickly.
‘Goodbye!’ said Mrs. Innes
at the door. ’No, I can’t possibly
let you come in to tea. I don’t know how
you have the conscience after drinking three cups
at Mrs. Mickie’s, where I had no business to
take you! Tomorrow? Oh, all right if you
want to very badly. But I won’t promise
you strawberries they’re nearly all
gone.’
There was the sound of a departing
pony’s trot, and Mrs. Innes came into the drawing-room.
’Good heavens, Horace! what
are you sitting there for like a like a
ghost? Why didn’t you make a noise or something,
and why aren’t you at office? I can’t
tell you how you startled me.’
‘It is early,’ Colonel
Innes said. ’We are neither of us in the
house, as a rule, at this hour.’
‘Coincidence!’ Violet
turned a cool, searching glance on her husband, and
held herself ready. ’I came home early because
I want to alter the lace on my yellow bodice for tonight.
It’s too disgusting as it is. But I was
rather glad to get away from Mrs. Mickie’s lot.
So rowdy!’
‘And I came because I had a
special reason for wanting to speak to you.’
Mrs. Violet’s lips parted, and
her breath, in spite of herself, came a little faster.
’As we are dining out tonight,
I thought that if I didn’t catch you now I might
not have another opportunity till tomorrow
morning.’
’And it’s always a pity
to spoil one’s breakfast. I can tell from
your manner, mon ami, it’s something disagreeable.
What have I been and gone and done?’
She was dancing, poor thing, in her
little vulgar way, on hot iron. But her eyes
kept their inconsistent coolness.
’I heard something today which
you are not in the way of hearing. You have probably no
conception that it could be said.’
’Then she has been telling other
people. Absolutely the worst thing she could
do!’ Mrs. Innes exclaimed privately, sitting
unmoved, her face a little too expectant.
’You won’t be prepared
for it you may be shocked and hurt by it.
Indeed, I think there is no need to repeat it to you.
But I must put you on your guard. Men are coarser,
you know, than women; they are apt to put their own
interpretation ’
‘What is it?’
There was a physical gasp, a sharpness
in her voice that brought Innes’s eyes from
the floor to her face.
‘I am sorry,’ he said,
’but don’t overestimate it,
don’t let it worry you. It was simply a
very impertinent a very disagreeable reference
to you and Mr. Holmcroft, I think, in connection with
the Dovedell’s picnic. It was a particularly
silly thing as well, and I am sure no one would attach
any importance to it, but it was said openly at the
Club, and ’
‘Who said it?’ Mrs. Innes demanded.
A flood of colour rushed over her face. Horace
marked that she blushed.
’I don’t know whether
I ought to tell you, Violet. It certainly was
not meant for your ears.’
’If I’m not to know who
said it, I don’t see why I should pay any attention
to it. Mere idle rumour ’
Innes bit his lip.
‘Captain Gordon said it,’ he replied.
’Bobby Gordon! Do
tell me what he said! I’m dying to know.
Was he very disagreeable? I did give his
dance away on Thursday night.’
Innes looked at her with the curious
distrust which she often inspired in him. He
had a feeling that he would like to put her out of
the room into a place by herself, and keep her there.
‘I won’t repeat what he
said.’ Colonel Innes took up the ’Saturday
Review’.
‘Oh, do, Horace! I particularly want to
know.’
Innes said nothing.
’Horace! Was it was
it anything about Mr. Holmcroft being my Secretariat
baa-lamb?’
‘If you adorn your guess with
a little profanity,’ said Innes, acidly, ‘you
won’t be far wrong.’
Mrs. Violet burst into a peal of laughter.
‘Why, you old goose!’
she articulated, behind her handkerchief; ’he
said that to me.’
Innes laid down the ‘Saturday Review’.
‘To you!’ he repeated; ‘Gordon said
it to you!’
‘Rather!’ Mrs. Violet
was still mirthful. ’I’m not sure
that he didn’t call poor little Homie something
worse than that. It’s the purest jealousy
on his part nothing to make a fuss about.’
The fourth skin which enables so many
of us to be callous to all but the relative meaning
of careless phrases had not been given to Innes, and
her words fell upon his bare sense of propriety.
‘Jealous,’ he said, ’of
a married woman? I find that difficult to understand.’
Violet’s face straightened out.
’Don’t be absurd, Horace.
These boys are always jealous of somebody or other it’s
the occupation of their lives! I really don’t
see how one can prevent it.’
’It seems to me that a self-respecting
woman should see how. Your point of view in these
matters is incomprehensible.’
‘Perhaps,’ Violet was
driven by righteous anger to say, ’you find Miss
Anderson’s easier to understand.’
Colonel Innes’s face took its
regimental disciplinary look, and, though his eyes
were aroused, his words were quiet with repression.
‘I see no reason to discuss
Miss Anderson with you,’ he said. ’She
has nothing to do with what we are talking about.’
’Oh, don’t you, really!
Hasn’t she, indeed! I take it you are trying
to make me believe that compromising things are said
about Mr. Holmcroft and me at the Club. Well,
I advise you to keep your ears open a little more,
and listen to the things said about you and Madeline
Anderson there. But I don’t suppose you
would be in such a hurry to repeat them to her.’
Innes turned very white, and the rigidity
of his face gave place to heavy dismay. His look
was that of a man upon whom misfortune had fallen
out of a clear sky. For an instant he stared at
his wife. When he spoke his voice was altered.
‘For God’s sake!’
he said, ’let us have done with this pitiful
wrangling. I dare say you can take care of yourself;
at all events, I only meant to warn you. But
now you must tell me exactly what you mean by this
that you have said this about ’
‘The fat’s in the fire,’ was Mrs.
Innes’s reflection.
‘Certainly, I’ll tell you ’
‘Don’t shout, please!’
’I mean simply that all Simla
is talking about your affair with Miss Anderson.
You may imagine that because you are fifteen years
older than she is things won’t be thought of,
but they are, and I hear it’s been spoken about
at Viceregal Lodge. I know Lady Bloomfield
has noticed it, for she herself mentioned it to me.
I told her I hadn’t the slightest objection,
and neither have I, but there’s an old proverb
about people in glass houses. What are you going
to do?’
Colonel Innes’s expression was
certainly alarming, and he had made a step toward
her that had menace in it.
‘I am going out,’ he said,
and turned and left her to her triumph.
Chapter 3.IX.
She Violet had
unspeakably vulgarized it, but it must be true it
must be, to some extent, true. She may even have
lied about it, but the truth was there, fundamentally,
in the mere fact that it had been suggested to her
imagination. Madeline’s name, which had
come to be for him an epitome of what was finest and
most valuable, most to be lived for, was dropping
from men’s lips into a kind of an abyss of dishonourable
suggestion. There was no way out of it or around
it. It was a cloud which encompassed them, suddenly
blackening down.
There was nothing that he could do nothing.
Except, yes, of course that was obvious,
as obvious as any other plain duty. Through his
selfishness it had a beginning; in spite of his selfishness
it should have an end. That went without saying.
No more walks or rides. In a conventional way,
perhaps but nothing deliberate, designed and
never alone together. Gossip about flippant married
women was bad enough, but that it should concern itself
with an unprotected creature like Madeline was monstrous,
incredible. He strode fiercely into the road round
Jakko, and no little harmless snake, if it had crawled
across his path, would have failed to suffer a quick
fate under the guidance of his imagination. But
there was nothing for him to kill, and he turned upon
himself.
The sun went down into the Punjab
and left great blue-and-purple hill worlds barring
the passage behind him. The deodars sank waist
deep into filmy shadow, and the yellow afterlight
lay silently among the branches. A pink-haunched
monkey lopading across the road with a great show of
prudence seemed to have strayed into an unfamiliar
country, and the rustling twigs behind him made an
episode of sound. The road in perpetual curve
between its little stone parapet and the broad flank
of the hill rose and fell under the deodars; Innes
took its slopes and its steepnesses with even, unslackened
stride, aware of no difference, aware of little indeed
except the physical necessity of movement, spurred
on by a futile instinct that the end of his walk would
be the end of his trouble his amazing,
black, menacing trouble. A pony’s trot behind
him struck through the silence like percussion-caps;
all Jakko seemed to echo with it; and it came nearer insistent,
purposeful but he was hardly aware of it
until the creature pulled up beside him, and Madeline,
slipping quickly off, said
‘I’m coming too.’
He took off his hat and stared at her. She seemed
to represent a climax.
‘I’m coming too,’
she said. ’I’m tired of picking flies
off the Turk, and he’s really unbearable about
them tonight. Here, syce.’ She threw
the reins to the man and turned to Innes with a smile
of relief. ’I would much rather do a walk.
Why you want me to come too, don’t
you?’
His face was all one negative, and
under the unexpectedness of it and the amazement of
it her questioning eyes slowly filled with sudden,
uncontrollable tears, so that she had to lower them,
and look steadily at the hoof-marks in the road while
she waited for his answer.
‘You know how I feel about seeing
you how glad I always am,’ he stammered.
‘But there are reasons ’
‘Reasons?’ she repeated, half audibly.
’I don’t know how to tell
you. I will write. But let me put you up
again ’
‘I will not,’ Madeline
said, with a sob, ’I won’t be sent home
like a child. I am going to walk, but but
I can quite well go alone.’ She started
forward, and her foot caught in her habit so that she
made an awkward stumble and came down on her knee.
In rising she stumbled again, and his quick arm was
necessary. Looking down at her, he saw that she
was crying bitterly. The tension had lasted long,
and the snap had come when she least expected it.
‘Stop,’ Innes said, firmly,
hardly daring to turn his head and ascertain the blessed
fact that they were still alone. ’Stop instantly.
You shall not go by yourself.’ He flicked
the dust off her habit with his pocket-handkerchief.
‘Come, please; we will go on together.’
Her distress seemed to make things simple again.
It was as if the cloud that hung over them had melted
as she wept, and lifted, and drifted a little further
on. For the moment, naturally, nothing mattered
except that she should be comforted. As she walked
by his side shaken with her effort at self-control,
he had to resist the impulse to touch her. His
hand tingled to do its part in soothing her, his arm
ached to protect her, while he vaguely felt an element
of right, of justice, in her tears; they were in a
manner his own. What he did was to turn and ask
the syce following if he had loosened the Turk’s
saddle-girths.
‘I shall be better in
a moment,’ Madeline said, and he answered, ’Of
course’; but they walked on and said nothing
more until the road ran out from under the last deodar
and round the first bare boulder that marked the beginning
of the Ladies’ Mile. It lay rolled out before
them, the Ladies’ Mile, sinuous and grey and
empty, along the face of the cliff; they could see
from one end of it to the other. It was the bleak
side of Jakko; even tonight there was a fresh springing
coldness in it blowing over from the hidden snows
behind the rims of the nearer hills. Madeline
held up her face to it, and gave herself a moment of
its grateful discipline.
‘I have been as foolish as possible,’
she said, ’as foolish as possible. I have
distressed you. Well, I couldn’t help it that
is all there is to be said. Now if you will tell
me what is in your mind what
you spoke of writing I will mount again
and go home. It doesn’t matter I
know you didn’t mean to be unkind.’
Her lip was trembling again, and he knew it, and dared
not look at it.
‘How can you ask me to tell
you miserable things!’ he exclaimed.
’How can I find the words? And I have only
just been told I can hardly myself conceive
it ’
’I am not a child in her teens
that my ears should be guarded from miserable things.
I have come of age, I have entered into my inheritance
of the world’s bitterness with the rest.
I can listen,’ Madeline said. ‘Why
not?’
He looked to her with grave tenderness.
’You think yourself very old, and very wise
about the world,’ he said; ’but you are
a woman, and you will be hurt. And when I think
that a little ordinary forethought on my part would
have protected you, I feel like the criminal I am.’
‘Don’t make too much of
it,’ she said, simply. ‘I have a presentiment ’
‘I’ll tell you,’
Innes said, slowly; ’I won’t niggle about
it. The people of this place idiots! are
unable to believe that a man and a woman can be to
each other what we are.’
‘Yes?’ said Madeline.
She paused beside the parapet and looked down at the
indistinct little fields below, and the blurred masses
of white wild roses waving midway against the precipice.
’They can not understand that
there can be any higher plane of intercourse between
us than the one they know. They won’t see they
can’t see that the satisfaction we
find in being together is of a different nature.’
‘I see,’ said Madeline.
She had raised her eyes, and they sought the solemn
lines of the horizon. She looked as if she saw
something infinitely lifted above the pettiness he
retailed to her.
‘So they say good
God, why should I tell you what they say!’ It
suddenly flashed upon him that the embodiment of it
in words would be at once, from him, sacrilegious
and ludicrous. It flashed upon him that her natural
anger would bring him pain, and that if she laughed it
was so hard to tell when she would laugh it
would be as if she struck him. He cast about
him dumb and helpless while she kept her invincibly
quiet gaze upon the farther hills. She was thinking
that this breath of gossip, now that it had blown,
was a very slight affair compared with Horace Innes’s
misery which he did not seem to understand.
Then her soul rose up in her, brushing everything
aside, and forgetting, alas! the vow it had once made
to her.
‘I think I know,’ she
said. ’They are indeed foolish. They
say that we love each other. Is not
that what they say?’
He looked in amazement into her tender
eyes and caught at the little mocking smile about
her lips. Suddenly the world grew light about
him, the shadows fled away. Somewhere down in
the valley, he remembered afterward, a hill-flute
made music. When he spoke it was almost in a
whisper, lest he should disturb some newly perceived
lovely thing that had wings, and might leave him.
‘Oh, Madeline,’ he said, ‘is it true?’
She only smiled on in gladness that took no heed of
any apprehension, any fear or scruple, and he himself
keeping his eyes upon her face, said, ‘It is
true.’
So they stood for a little time in
silence while she resisted her great opportunity.
She resisted it to the end, and presently beckoned
to the syce, who came up leading the pony. Innes
mounted her mechanically and said, ‘Is that
all right?’ as she put her foot in the stirrup,
without knowing that he had spoken.
‘Goodbye,’ she said; ’I
am going away immediately. It will
be better. And listen I have known
this for weeks and I have gone on seeing
you. And I hope I am not any more wicked than
I feel. Goodbye.’
‘Goodbye,’ he said, taking
his hand from the pony’s neck, and she rode
buoyantly away. He, turning to breast the road
again, saw darkness gathering over the end of it,
and drawing nearer.
At eleven o’clock next morning
Brookes rose from her packing to take a note addressed
to her mistress from the hand of a messenger in the
Imperial red and gold. It ran:
’Dear Miss Anderson I
write to tell you that I have obtained three weeks’
leave, and I am going into the interior to shoot, starting
this afternoon. You spoke yesterday of leaving
Simla almost immediately. I trust you will not
do this, as it would be extremely risky to venture
down to the Plains just now. In ten days the rains
will have broken, when it will be safe. Pray
wait till then.
’Yours sincerely,
‘Horace Innes.’
Involuntarily the letter found its
way to Madeline’s lips, and remained there until
she saw the maid observing her with intelligence.
‘Brookes,’ she said, ’I
am strongly advised not to start until the rains break.
I think, on the whole, that we won’t.’
‘Indeed, miss,’ returned
Brookes, ’Mrs. Sergeant Simmons told me that
it was courting cholera to go and nothing
short of it. I must say I’m thankful.’
Chapter 3.X.
A week later Colonel Innes had got
his leave, and had left Simla for the snow-line by
what is facetiously known as ‘the carriage road
to Tibet.’ Madeline had done as she was
bidden, and was waiting for the rains to break.
Another day had come without them. To write and
tell Innes, to write to tell Violet, to go away and
leave the situation as she found it; she had lived
and moved and slept and awakened to these alternatives.
At the moment she slept.
It was early, very early in the morning.
The hills all about seemed still unaware of it, standing
in the greyness, compact, silent, immutable, as if
they slept with their eyes open. Nothing spoke
of the oncoming sun, nothing was yet surprised.
The hill world lifted itself unconscious in a pale
solution of daylight, and only on the sky-line, very
far away, it rippled into a cloud. The flimsy
town clinging steeply roof above roof to the slope,
mounting to the saddle and slipping over on the other
side, cut the dawn with innumerable little lines and
angles all in one tone like a pencil drawing.
There was no feeling in it, no expression.
It had a temporary air in that light, like trampled
snow, and even the big Secretariat buildings that
raised themselves here and there out of the huddling
bazaar looked trivial, childish enterprises in the
simple revelation of the morning. A cold silence
was abroad, which a crow now and then vainly tried
to disturb with a note of tentative enterprise, forced,
premature. It announced that the sun would probably
rise, but nothing more. In the little dark shops
of the wood-carvers an occasional indefinite figure
moved, groping among last night’s tools, or an
old woman in a red sari washed a brass dish over the
shallow open drain that ran past her door. At
the tonga terminus, below the Mall, a couple of coughing
syces, muffled in their blankets, pulled one of these
vehicles out of the shed. They pushed it about
sleepily, with clumsy futility; nothing else stirred
or spoke at all in Simla. Nothing disturbed Miss
Anderson asleep in her hotel.
A brown figure in a loin-cloth, with
a burden, appeared where the road turned down from
the Mall, and then another, and several following.
They were coolies, and they carried luggage.
The first to arrive beside the tonga
bent and loosed the trunk he brought, which slipped
from his back to the ground. The syces looked
at him, saying nothing, and he straightened himself
against the wall of the hillside, also in silence.
It was too early for conversation. Thus did all
the others.
When the last portmanteau had been
deposited, a khaki-coloured heap on the shed floor
rose up as a broad-shouldered Punjabi driver, and walked
round the luggage, looking at it.
‘And you, owls’ brethren,’
he said, with sarcasm, addressing the first coolie,
’you have undertaken to carry these matter fifty-eight
kos to Kalka, have you?’
‘Na,’ replied the coolie, stolidly, and
spat.
‘How else, then, is it to be
taken?’ the driver cried, with anger in his
argument. ’Behold the memsahib has ordered
but one tonga, and a fool-thing of an ekka. Here
is work for six tongas! What reason is there
in this?’
The coolie folded his naked arms,
and dug in the dust with an unconcerned toe.
‘I, what can I do?’ he
said, ‘It is the order of the memsahib.’
Ram Singh grunted and said no more.
A rickshaw was coming down from the Mall, and the
memsahib was in it.
Ten minutes later the ponies stood
in their traces under the iron bar, and the lady sat
in the tonga behind Ram Singh. Her runners, in
uniform, waited beside the empty rickshaw with a puzzled
look, at which she laughed, and threw a rupee to the
head man.
The luggage was piled and corded on
three ekkas behind, and their cross-legged drivers,
too, were ready.
‘Chellao!’ she cried,
crisply, and Ram Singh imperturbably lifted the reins.
The little procession clanked and jingled along the
hillside, always tending down, and broke upon the
early grey melancholy with a forced and futile cheerfulness,
too early, like everything else. As it passed
the last of Simla’s little gardens, spread like
a pocket-handkerchief on the side of the hill, the
lady leaned forward and looked back as if she wished
to impress the place upon her memory. Her expression
was that of a person going forth without demur into
the day’s hazards, ready to cope with them,
yet there was some regret in the backward look.
‘It’s a place,’
she said aloud, ‘where everybody has a good
time!’
Then the Amusement Club went out of
sight behind a curve; and she settled herself more
comfortably among her cushions, and drew a wrap round
her to meet the chill wind of the valley. It was
all behind her. The lady looked out as the ponies
galloped up to the first changing-place, and, seeing
a saddled horse held by a syce, cramped herself a
little into one corner to make room. The seat
would just hold two.
Ram Singh salaamed, getting down to
harness the fresh pair, and a man put his face in
at the side of the tonga and took off his hat.
‘Are you all right?’ he
said. His smile was as conscious as his words
were casual.
’Quite right. The ayah
was silly about coming didn’t want
to leave her babies or something so I had
to leave her behind. Everything else is either
here or in the ekkas.’
’The brute! Never mind they’re
not much use in a railway journey. You can pick
up another at Bombay. Then I suppose I’d
better get in.’
‘I suppose you better had.
Unless you think of walking,’ she laughed, and
he took the place beside her.
Ram Singh again unquestioningly took up the reins.
‘Nobody else going down?’
‘Not another soul. We might just as well
have started together.’
‘Oh, well, we couldn’t tell. Beastly
awkward if there had been anybody.’
‘Yes,’ she said, but thrust up her under
lip indifferently.
Then, with the effect of turning to
the business in hand, she bent her eyes upon him understandingly
and smiled in frank reference to something that had
not been mentioned. ‘It’s goodbye
Simla, isn’t it?’ she said. He smiled
in response and put his hand upon her firm, round arm,
possessively, and they began to talk.
Ram Singh, all unaware, kept his horses
at their steady clanking downward gallop, and Simla,
clinging to the hilltops, was brushed by the first
rays of the sun.
It came a gloriously clear morning;
early riders round Jakko saw the real India lying
beyond the outer ranges, flat and blue and pictured
with forests and rivers like a map. The plains
were pretty and interesting in this aspect, but nobody
found them attractive. Sensitive people liked
it better when the heat mist veiled them and it was
possible to look abroad without a sudden painful thought
of contrasting temperatures. We may suppose that
the inhabitants of Paradise sometimes grieve over
their luck. Even Madeline Anderson, whose heart
knew no constriction at the remembrance of brother
or husband at some cruel point in the blue expanse,
had come to turn her head more willingly the other
way, towards the hills rolling up to the snows, being
a woman who suffered by proxy, and by observation,
and by Rudyard Kipling.
On this particular morning, however,
she had not elected to do either. She slept late
instead, and was glad to sleep. I might as well
say at once that on the night before she had made
up her mind, had brought herself to the point, and
had written to Mrs. Innes, at ‘Two Gables’,
all the facts, in so far as she was acquainted with
them, connected with Frederick Prendergast’s
death. She was very much ashamed of herself,
poor girl; she was aware that, through her postponement,
Horace Innes would now see his problem in all its
bitterness, make his choice with his eyes wide open.
If it had only happened before he knew anything
about her!
She charged herself with having deliberately
waited, and then spent an exhausting hour trying to
believe that she had drifted unconsciously to the
point of their mutual confession. Whatever the
truth was, she did not hesitate to recognize a new
voice in her private counsels from that hour, urging
her in one way or another to bring matters to an end.
It was a strong instinct; looking at the facts, she
saw it was the gambler’s. When she tried
to think of the ethical considerations involved she
saw only the chances. The air seemed to throb
with them all night; she had to count them finally
to get rid of them.
Brookes was up betimes, however, and
sent off the letter. It went duly, by Surnoo,
to Mrs. Innes at ‘Two Gables’. Madeline
woke at seven with a start, and asked if it had gone,
then slept again contentedly. So far as she was
concerned the thing was finished. The breakfast
gong had sounded, and the English mail had arrived
before she opened her eyes again upon the day’s
issues; she gave it her somewhat desultory attention
while Brookes did her hair. There was only one
scrap of news. Adele mentioned in a postscript
that poor Mr. Prendergast’s money was likely
to go to a distant relative, it having transpired that
he died without leaving a will.
‘She is sure, absolutely sure,’
Madeline mused, ’to answer my letter in person.
She will be here within an hour. I shall have
this to tell her, too. How pleased she will be!
She will come into it all, I suppose if
she is allowed. Though she won’t be allowed,
that is if ’ But there speculation
began, and Madeline had forbidden herself speculation,
if not once and for all, at least many times and for
fifteen minutes.
No reasonable purpose would be served
by Mrs. Innes’s visit, Madeline reflected, as
she sat waiting in the little room opening on the veranda;
but she would come, of course she would come.
She would require the satisfaction of the verbal assurance;
she would hope to extract more details; she would
want the objectionable gratification of talking if
over.
In spite of any assurance, she would
believe that Madeline had not told her before in order
to make her miserable a little longer than she need
be; but, after all, her impression about that did not
particularly matter. It couldn’t possibly
be a pleasant interview, yet Madeline found herself
impatient for it.
‘Surnoo,’ she said of
her messenger, ’must be idling on his way back
in the bazaar. I must try to remember to fine
him two pice. Surnoo is incorrigible.’
She forgot, however, to fine Surnoo.
The pad of his bare feet sounded along the veranda
almost immediately, and the look in his Pahari eyes
was that of expected reproach, and ability to defend
himself against it.
He held out two letters at arm’s-length,
for as he was expected to bring only one there was
a fault in this; and all his domestic traditions told
him that he might be chastened. One was addressed
to Madeline in Mrs. Innes’s handwriting; the
other, she saw with astonishment, was her own communication
to that lady, her own letter returned. Surnoo
explained volubly all the way along the veranda, and
in the flood of his unknown tongue Madeline caught
a sentence or two.
‘The memsahib was not,’
said Surnoo. Clearly he could not deliver a letter
to a memsahib who was not. ‘Therefore,’
Surnoo continued, ’I have brought back your
honour’s letter, and the other I had from the
hand of the memsahib’s runner, the runner with
one eye, who was on the road to bring it here.
More I do not know, but it appears that the memsahib
has gone to her father and mother in Belaat, being
very sorrowful because the Colonel-sahib has left
her to shoot.’
‘The letter will tell me,’
said Madeline to herself, fingering it. ‘Enough,
Surnoo.’
The man went away, and Madeline closed
and locked the door of her sitting-room. The
letter would tell her what? She glanced
about her with dissatisfaction, and sought the greater
privacy of her bedroom, where also she locked the
door and drew the muslin curtain across the window.
She laid the letter on the dressing-table and kept
her eyes upon it while she unfastened, with trembling
hands, the brooch at her neck and the belt at her
waist. She did one or two other meaningless things,
as if she wanted to gain time, to fortify her nerves
even against an exhibition before herself.
Then she sat down with her back towards
the light and opened the letter. It had a pink
look and a scented air. Even in her beating suspense
Madeline held it a little farther away from her, as
she unfolded it, and it ran:
’Dear Miss Anderson What
will you say, I wonder, and what will Simla say, when
you know that Captain Drake and I have determined to
disregard CONVENTIONALITIES, and live henceforward
only for one another! I am all packed up, and
long before this meets your eye we shall have taken
the step which society condemns, but which I have a
feeling that you, knowing my storm-tossed history,
will be broad-minded enough to sympathize with, at
least to some extent. That is the reason I am
writing to you rather than to any of my own chums,
and also of course to have the satisfaction of telling
you that I no longer care what you do about letting
out the secret of my marriage to Frederick Prendergast.
I am now above and beyond it.
Any way you look at it, I do not see that I am much
to blame. As I never have been Colonel Innes’s
wife there can be no harm in leaving him, though if
he had ever been sympathetic, or understood me the
least little bit, I might have felt
bound to him. But he has never been able to evoke
the finer parts of my nature, and when this is the
case marriage is a mere miserable fleshly failure.
You may say, “Why try it a third time?” but
my union with Val will be different. I have never
been fond of the opposite sex so far as
that goes I should have made a very good nun but
for a long time Valentine Drake has been the only
man I cared to have come within a mile of me, and
lately we have discovered that we are absolutely necessary
to each other’s existence on the higher plane.
I don’t care much what Simla thinks, but if
you happen to be talking about it to dear Lady Bloomfield,
you might just mention this. Val has eight hundred
a year of his own, so it is perfectly practicable.
Of course, he will send in his papers. Whatever
happens, Val and I will never bind ourselves in
any way. We both think it wrong and enslaving.
I have nothing more to add, except that I am depending
on you to explain to Simla that I never was Mrs. Innes.
’Yours sincerely,
’Violet Prendergast.
’P.S. I have written
to Horace, telling him everything about everything,
and sent my letter off to him in the wilds by a runner.
If you see him you might try and smooth him down.
I don’t want him coming after Val with a revolver.’
Madeline read this communication through
twice. Then quietly and deliberately she lay
down upon the bed, and drew herself out of the control
of her heart by the hard labour of thought. When
she rose, she had decided that there were only two
things for her to do, and she began at once to do
them, continuing her refuge in action. She threw
her little rooms open again, and walked methodically
round the outer one, collecting the odds and ends
of Indian fabrics with which she had garnished it.
As the maid came in, she looked up from folding them.
‘I have news, Brookes,’
she said, ’that necessitates my going home at
once. No, it is not bad news, but important.
I will go now and see about the tonga. We must
start tomorrow morning.’
Brookes called Surnoo, and the rickshaw came round.
Madeline looked at her watch.
‘The telegraph office,’ she said; ‘and
as quickly as may be.’
As the runners panted over the Mall,
up and down and on, Madeline said to herself, ‘She
shall have her chance. She shall choose.’
The four reeking Paharis pulled up
at the telegraph office, and Madeline sped up the
steps. There was a table, with forms printed ’Indian
Telegraphs,’ and the usual bottle of thickened
ink and pair of rusty pens. She sat down to her
intention as if she dared not let it cool; she wrote
her message swiftly, she had worded it on the way.
’To Mrs. Innes, Dak Bungalow, Solon.
’From M. Anderson, Simla.
’Frederick Prendergast died
on January 7th, at Sing Sing. Your letter considered
confidential if you return. Prendergast left no
will.
‘M. Anderson.’
‘Send this “urgent,”
Babu,’ she said to the clerk, ’and repeat
it to the railway station, Kalka. Shall I fill
up another form? No? Very well.’
At the door she turned and came back.
‘It is now eleven o’clock,’
she said. ’The person I am telegraphing
to is on her way down to get tonight’s train
at Kalka. I am hoping to catch her half-way at
Solon. Do you think I can?’
’I think so, madam. Oyess!
It is the custom to stop at Solon for tiffin.
The telegram can arrive there. All urgent telegram
going very quick.’
‘And in any case,’ said
Madeline, ’it can not fail to reach her at Kalka?’
‘Not possible to fail, madam.’
‘She will have her chance,’
she said to herself, on her way to the post office
to order her tonga. And with a little nauseated
shudder at the thought of the letter in her pocket,
she added, ’It is amazing. I should have
thought her too good a woman of business!’ After
which she concentrated her whole attention upon the
necessities of departure. Her single immediate
apprehension was that Horace Innes might, by some magic
of circumstances, be transported back into Simla before
she could get out of it. That such a contingency
was physically impossible made no difference to her
nerves, and to the last Brookes was the hurrying victim
of unnecessary promptings.
The little rambling hotel of Kalka,
where the railway spreads out over the plains, raises
its white-washed shelter under the very walls of the
Himalayas. Madeline, just arrived, lay back in
a long wicker chair on the veranda, and looked up
at them as they mounted green and grey and silent
under the beating of the first of the rains. Everywhere
was a luxury of silence, the place was steeped in
it, drowned in it. A feeding cow flicked an automatic
tail under a tree. Near the low mud wall that
strolled irresolutely between the house and the hills
leaned a bush with a few single pink roses; their
petals were floating down under the battering drops.
A draggled bee tried to climb to a dry place on a
pillar of the veranda. Above all, the hills, immediate,
towering, all grey and green, solidly ideal, with
phantasies of mist. Everything drippingly soft
and silent. Suddenly the venetian blind that hung
before the door of a bedroom farther on swayed out
before a hand variously ringed to emit a lady in a
pink lawn dress with apt embroideries. Madeline’s
half-closed eyes opened very wide, and for an instant
she and the lady, to whom I must once more refer as
Mrs. Innes, confronted each other. Then Mrs.
Innes’s countenance expanded, and she took three
or four light steps forward.
‘Oh, you dear thing!’
she exclaimed. ’I thought you were in Simla!
Imagine you being here! Do you know you have saved
me!’
Madeline regarded her in silence,
while a pallor spread over her face and lips, and
her features grew sharp with a presage of pain.
‘Have I?’ she stammered. She could
not think.
’Indeed you have. I don’t
know how to be grateful enough to you. Your telegram
of yesterday reached me at Solon. We had just
sat down to tiffin. Nothing will ever shake my
faith in providence again! My dear, think
of it after all I’ve been through,
my darling Val and one hundred thousand
pounds!’
‘Well?’
’Well I stayed behind
there last night, and Val came on here and made the
necessary arrangement, and ’
‘Yes?’
’And we were married this morning.
Good heavens! What’s the matter with you!
Here oh, Brookes! Water, salts anything!’
Brookes, I know, would think that
I should dwell at greater length upon Miss Anderson’s
attack of faintness in Kalka, and the various measures
which were resorted to for her succour, but perhaps
the feelings and expedients of any really capable
lady’s-maid under the circumstances may be taken
for granted. I feel more seriously called upon
to explain that Colonel Horace Innes, shortly after
these last events, took two years’ furlough
to England, during which he made a very interesting
tour in the United States with the lady with now bears
his name by inalienable right. Captain and Mrs.
Valentine Drake are getting the most that is to be
had out of Frederick Prendergast’s fortune with
courage in London and the European capitals, where
Mrs. Drake is sometimes mentioned as a lady with a
romantic past. They have not returned to Simla,
where the situation has never been properly understood.
People always supposed that Mrs. Drake ran away that
June morning with her present husband, who must have
been tremendously fond of her to have married her ’after
the divorce.’ She is also occasionally
mentioned in undertones as ’the first Mrs. Innes.’
All of which we know to be quite erroneous, like most
scandal.
Mrs. Mickie and Mrs. Gammidge, in
retirement, are superintending the education of their
children in Bedford, where it is cheap and practical.
They converse when they meet about the iniquitous prices
of dressmakers and the degeneracy of the kind of cook
obtainable in England at eighteen pounds a year.
Mrs. Gammidge has grown rather portly and very ritualistic.
They seldom speak of Simla, and when they do, if too
reminiscent a spark appears in Mrs. Mickie’s
eye, Mrs. Gammidge changes the subject. Kitty
Vesey still fills her dance cards at Viceregal functions,
though people do not quote her as they used to, and
subalterns imagine themselves vastly witty about her
colour, which is unimpaired. People often commend
her, however, for her good nature to debutantes, and
it is admitted that she may still ride with credit
in ’affinity stakes’ and occasionally
win them.