I often think of a boy with whom I
made friends last summer, during some idle, pleasant
days that I spent by the sea. I was almost always
out of doors, and I used to watch the boats go out
and come in; and I had a hearty liking for the good-natured
fishermen, who were lazy and busy by turns, who waited
for the wind to change, and waited for the tide to
turn, and waited for the fish to bite, and were always
ready to gossip about the weather, and the fish, and
the wonderful events that had befallen them and their
friends.
Georgie was the only boy of whom I
ever saw much at the shore. The few young people
there were all went to school through the hot summer
days at a little weather-beaten schoolhouse a mile
or two inland. There were few houses to be seen,
at any rate, and Georgie’s house was the only
one so close to the water. He looked already nothing
but a fisherman; his clothes were covered with an
oil-skin suit, which had evidently been awkwardly
cut down for him from one of his father’s, of
whom he was a curious little likeness. I could
hardly believe that he was twelve years old, he was
so stunted and small; yet he was a strong little fellow;
his hands were horny and hard from handling the clumsy
oars, and his face was so brown and dry from the hot
sun and chilly spray, that he looked even older when
one came close to him. The first time I saw him
was one evening just at night-fall. I was sitting
on the pebbles, and he came down from the fish-house
with some lobster-nets, and a bucket with some pieces
of fish in it for bait, and put them into the stern
of one of the boats which lay just at the edge of
the rising tide. He looked at the clouds over
the sea, and at the open sky overhead, in an old,
wise way, and then, as if satisfied with the weather,
began to push off his boat. It dragged on the
pebbles; it was a heavy thing, and he could not get
it far enough out to be floated by the low waves,
so I went down to help him. He looked amazed
that a girl should have thought of it, and as if he
wished to ask me what good I supposed I could do,
though I was twice his size. But the boat grated
and slid down toward the sand, and I gave her a last
push as the boy perched with one knee on her gunwale
and let the other foot drag in the water for a minute.
He was afloat after all; and he took the oars, and
pulled manfully out toward the moorings, where the
whale-boats and a sail-boat or two were swaying about
in the wind, which was rising a little since the sun
had set. He did not say a word to me, or I to
him. I watched him go out into the twilight, such
a little fellow, between those two great oars!
But the boat could not drift or loiter with his steady
stroke, and out he went, until I could only see the
boat at last, lifting and sinking on the waves beyond
the reef outside the moorings. I asked one of
the fishermen whom I knew very well, “Who is
that little fellow? Ought he to be out by himself,
it is growing dark so fast?”
“Why, that’s Georgie!”
said my friend, with his grim smile. “Bless
ye! he’s like a duck; ye can’t drown him.
He won’t be in until ten o’clock, like’s
not. He’ll go way out to the far ledges
when the tide covers them too deep where he is now.
Lobsters he’s after.”
“Whose boy is he?” said I.
“Why, Andrer’s, up here
to the fish-house. She’s dead, and him
and the boy get along together somehow or ’nother.
They’ve both got something saved up, and Andrer’s
a clever fellow; took it very hard, losing of his
wife. I was telling of him the other day:
‘Andrer,’ says I, ’ye ought to look
up somebody or ’nother, and not live this way.
There’s plenty o’ smart, stirring women
that would mend ye up, and cook for ye, and do well
by ye.’ ’No,’ says he;
’I’ve hed my wife, and I’ve lost
her.’ ’Well, now,’ says
I, ’ye’ve shown respect, and there’s
the boy a-growin’ up, and if either of you was
took sick, why, here ye be.’ ’Yes,’
says he, ‘here I be, sure enough;’ and
he drawed a long breath, ’s if he felt bad;
so that’s all I said. But it’s no
way for a man to get along, and he ought to think of
the boy. He owned a good house about half a mile
up the road; but he moved right down here after she
died, and his cousin took it, and it burnt up in the
winter. Four year ago that was. I was down
to the Georges Banks.”
Some other men came down toward the
water, and took a boat that was waiting, already fitted
out with a trawl coiled in two tubs, and some hand-lines
and bait for rock-cod and haddock, and my friend joined
them; they were going out for a night’s fishing.
I watched them hoist the little sprit-sail, and drift
a little until they caught the wind, and then I looked
again for Georgie, whose boat was like a black spot
on the water.
I knew him better soon after that.
I used to go out with him for lobsters, or to catch
cunners, and it was strange that he never had any
cronies, and would hardly speak to the other children.
He was very shy; but he had put all his heart into
his work, a man’s hard work, which
he had taken from choice. His father was kind
to him; but he had a sorry home, and no mother, the
brave, fearless, steady little soul!
He looked forward to going one day
(I hope that day has already dawned) to see the shipyards
at a large seaport some twenty miles away. His
face lit up when he told me of it, as some other child’s
would who had been promised a day in fairy-land.
And he confided to me that he thought he should go
to the Banks that coming winter. “But it’s
so cold!” said I: “should you really
like it?” “Cold!” said
Georgie. “Ho! rest of the men never froze.”
That was it, the “rest of the men;”
and he would work until he dropped, or tend a line
until his fingers froze, for the sake of that likeness, the
grave, slow little man, who has so much business with
the sea, and who trusts himself with touching confidence
to its treacherous keeping and favor.
Andrew West, Georgie’s father,
was almost as silent as his son at first, but it was
not long before we were very good friends, and I went
out with him at four o’clock one morning, to
see him set his trawl. I remember there was a
thin mist over the sea, and the air was almost chilly;
but, as the sun came up, it changed the color of every
thing to the most exquisite pink, the smooth,
slow waves, and the mist that blew over them as if
it were a cloud that had fallen down out of the sky.
The world just then was like the hollow of a great
pink sea-shell; and we could only hear the noise of
it, the dull sound of the waves among the outer ledges.
We had to drift about for an hour
or two when the trawl was set; and after a while the
fog shut down again gray and close, so we could not
see either the sun or the shore. We were a little
more than four miles out, and we had put out more
than half a mile of lines. It is very interesting
to see the different fish that come up on the hooks, worthless
sculpin and dog-fish, and good rock-cod and haddock,
and curious stray creatures which often even the fisherman
do not know. We had capital good luck that morning,
and Georgie and Andrew and I were all pleased.
I had a hand-line, and was fishing part of the time,
and Georgie thought very well of me when he found I
was not afraid of a big fish, and, besides that, I
had taken the oars while he tended the sail, though
there was hardly wind enough to make it worth his
while. It was about eight o’clock when we
came in, and there was a horse and wagon standing
near the landing; and we saw a woman come out of Andrew’s
little house. “There’s your aunt Hannah
a’ready,” said he to Georgie; and presently
she came down the pebbles to meet the boat, looking
at me with much wonder as I jumped ashore.
“I sh’d think you might
a’ cleaned up your boat, Andrer, if you was
going to take ladies out,” said she graciously.
And the fisherman rejoined, that perhaps she would
have thought it looked better when it went out than
it did then; he never had got a better fare o’
fish unless the trawls had been set over night.
There certainly had been a good haul;
and, when Andrew carefully put those I had caught
with the hand-line by themselves, I asked his sister
to take them, if she liked. “Bless you!”
said she, much pleased, “we couldn’t eat
one o’ them big rock-cod in a week. I’ll
take a little ha’dick, if Andrer ’ll pick
me one out.”
She was a tall, large woman, who had
a direct, business-like manner, what the
country people would call a master smart woman, or
a regular driver, and I liked her.
She said something to her brother about some clothes
she had been making for him or for Georgie, and I
went off to the house where I was boarding for my breakfast.
I was hungry enough, since I had had only a hurried
lunch a good while before sunrise. I came back
late in the morning, and found that Georgie’s
aunt was just going away. I think my friends must
have spoken well of me, for she came out to meet me
as I nodded in going by, and said, “I suppose
ye drive about some? We should be pleased to
have ye come up to see us. We live right ’mongst
the woods; it ain’t much of a place to ask anybody
to.” And she added that she might have
done a good deal better for herself to have staid off.
But there! they had the place, and she supposed she
and Cynthy had done as well there as anywhere.
Cynthy well, she wasn’t one of your
pushing kind; but I should have some flowers, and
perhaps it would be a change for me. I thanked
her, and said I should be delighted to go. Georgie
and I would make her a call together some afternoon
when he wasn’t busy; and Georgie actually smiled
when I looked at him, and said, “All right,”
and then hurried off down the shore. “Ain’t
he an odd boy?” said Miss Hannah West, with
a shadow of disapproval in her face. “But
he’s just like his father and grandfather before
him; you wouldn’t think they had no gratitude
nor feelin’, but I s’pose they have.
They used to say my father never’d forgit a
friend, or forgive an enemy. Well, I’m much
obliged to you, I’m sure, for taking an interest
in the boy.” I said I liked him; I only
wished I could do something for him. And then
she said good-day, and drove off. I felt as if
we were already good friends. “I’m
much obliged for the fish,” she turned round
to say to me again, as she went away.
One morning, not very long afterward,
I asked Georgie if he could possibly leave his business
that afternoon, and he gravely answered me that he
could get away just as well as not, for the tide would
not be right for lobsters until after supper.
“I should like to go up and
see your aunt,” said I. “You know
she asked me to come the other day when she was here.”
“I’d like to go,”
said Georgie sedately. “Father was going
up this week; but the mackerel struck in, and we couldn’t
leave. But it’s better’n six miles
up there.”
“That’s not far,”
said I. “I’m going to have Captain
Donnell’s horse and wagon;” and Georgie
looked much interested.
I wondered if he would wear his oil-skin
suit; but I was much amazed, and my heart was touched,
at seeing how hard he had tried to put himself in
trim for the visit. He had on his best jacket
and trousers (which might have been most boys’
worst), and a clean calico shirt; and he had scrubbed
his freckled, honest little face and his hard little
hands, until they were as clean as possible; and either
he or his father had cut his hair. I should think
it had been done with a knife, and it looked as if
a rat had gnawed it. He had such a holiday air!
He really looked very well; but still, if I were to
have a picture of Georgie, it should be in the oil-skin
fishing-suit. He had gone out to his box, which
was anchored a little way out in the cove, and had
chosen two fine lobsters which he had tied together
with a bit of fish-line. They were lazily moving
their claws and feelers; and his father, who had come
in with his boat not long before, added from his fare
of fish three plump mackerel.
“They’re always glad to
get new fish,” said he. “The girls
can’t abide a fish that’s corned, and
I haven’t had a chance to send ’em up any
mackerel before. Ye see, they live on a cross-road,
and the fish-carts don’t go by.”
And I told him I was very glad to carry them, or any
thing else he would like to send. “Mind
your manners, now, Georgie,” said he, “and
don’t be forrard. You might split up some
kindlin’s for y’r aunts, and do whatever
they want of ye. Boys ain’t made just to
look at, so ye be handy, will ye?” And Georgie
nodded solemnly. They seemed very fond of each
other, and I looked back some time afterward to see
the fisherman still standing there to watch his boy.
He was used to his being out at sea alone for hours;
but this might be a great risk to let him go off inland
to stay all the afternoon.
The road crossed the salt-marshes
for the first mile, and, when we had struck the higher
land, we soon entered the pine-woods, which cover a
great part of that country. It had been raining
in the morning for a little while; and the trunks
of the trees were still damp, and the underbrush was
shining wet, and sent out a sweet, fresh smell.
I spoke of it, and Georgie told me that sometimes
this fragrance blew far out to sea, and then you knew
the wind was north-west.
“There’s the big pine
you sight Minister’s Ledge by,” said he,
“when that comes in range over the white schoolhouse,
about two miles out.”
The lobsters were clashing their pegged
claws together in the back of the wagon, and Georgie
sometimes looked over at them to be sure they were
all right. Of course I had given him the reins
when we first started, and he was delighted because
we saw some squirrels, and even a rabbit, which scurried
across the road as if I had been a fiery dragon, and
Georgie something worse.
We presently came in sight of a house
close by the road, an old-looking place,
with a ledgy, forlorn field stretching out behind
it toward some low woods. There were high white-birch
poles holding up thick tangles of hop-vines, and at
the side there were sunflowers straggling about as
if they had come up from seed scattered by the wind.
Some of them were close together, as if they were whispering
to each other; and their big, yellow faces were all
turned toward the front of the house, where people
were already collected as if there were a funeral.
“It’s the auction,”
said Georgie with great satisfaction. “I
heard ’em talking about it down at the shore
this morning. There’s ’Lisha Downs
now. He started off just before we did. That’s
his fish-cart over by the well.”
“What is going to be sold?” said I.
“All the stuff,” said
Georgie, as if he were much pleased. “She’s
going off up to Boston with her son.”
“I think we had better stop,”
said I, for I saw Mrs. ’Lisha Downs, who
was one of my acquaintances at the shore, and I wished
to see what was going on, besides giving Georgie a
chance at the festivities. So we tied the horse,
and went toward the house, and I found several people
whom I knew a little. Mrs. Downs shook hands with
me as formally as if we had not talked for some time
as I went by her house to the shore, just after breakfast.
She presented me to several of her friends with whom
she had been talking as I came up. “Let
me make you acquainted,” she said; and every
time I bowed she bowed too, unconsciously, and seemed
a little ill at ease and embarrassed, but luckily the
ceremony was soon over. “I thought I would
stop for a few minutes,” said I by way of apology.
“I didn’t know why the people were here
until Georgie told me.”
“She’s going to move up
to Boston ’long of her son,” said one of
the women, who looked very pleasant and very tired.
“I think myself it’s a bad plan to pull
old folks up by the roots. There’s a niece
o’ hers that would have been glad to stop with
her, and do for the old lady. But John, he’s
very high-handed, and wants it his way, and he says
his mother sha’n’t live in no such a place
as this. He makes a sight o’ money.
He’s got out a patent, and they say he’s
just bought a new house that cost him eleven thousand
dollars. But old Mis’ Wallis, she’s
wonted here; and she was telling of me yesterday she
was only going to please John. He says he wants
her up there, where she’ll be more comfortable,
and see something.”
“He means well,” said
another woman whom I did not know; “but folks
about here never thought no great of his judgment.
He’s put up some splendid stones in the burying-lot
to his father and his sister Miranda that died.
I used to go to school ’long of Miranda.
She’d have been pleased to go to Boston; she
was that kind. But there! mother was saying last
night, what if his business took a turn, and he lost
every thing! Mother’s took it dreadfully
to heart; she and Mis’ Wallis was always mates
as long ago as they can recollect.”
It was evident that the old widow
was both pitied and envied by her friends on account
of her bettered fortunes, and they came up to speak
to her with more or less seriousness, as befitted the
occasion. She looked at me with great curiosity,
but Mrs. Downs told her who I was, and I had a sudden
instinct to say how sorry I was for her, but I was
afraid it might appear intrusive on so short an acquaintance.
She was a thin old soul who looked as if she had had
a good deal of trouble in her day, and as if she had
been very poor and very anxious. “Yes,”
said she to some one who had come from a distance,
“it does come hard to go off. Home is home,
and I seem to hate to sell off my things; but I suppose
they would look queer up to Boston. John Bays
says I won’t have no idea of the house until
I see it;” and she looked proud and important
for a minute, but, as some one brought an old chair
out at the door, her face fell again. “Oh,
dear!” said she, “I should like to keep
that! it belonged to my mother. It’s most
wore out anyway. I guess I’ll let somebody
keep it for me;” and she hurried off despairingly
to find her son, while we went into the house.
There is so little to interest the
people who live on those quiet, secluded farms, that
an event of this kind gives great pleasure. I
know they have not done talking yet about the sale,
of the bargains that were made, or the goods that
brought more than they were worth. And then the
women had the chance of going all about the house,
and committing every detail of its furnishings to
their tenacious memories. It is a curiosity one
grows more and more willing to pardon, for there is
so little to amuse them in every-day life. I wonder
if any one has not often been struck, as I have, by
the sadness and hopelessness which seems to overshadow
many of the people who live on the lonely farms in
the outskirts of small New-England villages. It
is most noticeable among the elderly women. Their
talk is very cheerless, and they have a morbid interest
in sicknesses and deaths; they tell each other long
stories about such things; they are very forlorn; they
dwell persistently upon any troubles which they have;
and their petty disputes with each other have a tragic
hold upon their thoughts, sometimes being handed down
from one generation to the next. Is it because
their world is so small, and life affords so little
amusement and pleasure, and is at best such a dreary
round of the dullest housekeeping? There is a
lack of real merriment, and the fun is an odd, rough
way of joking; it is a stupid, heavy sort of fun, though
there is much of a certain quaint humor, and once in
a while a flash of wit. I came upon a short,
stout old sister in one room, making all the effort
she possibly could to see what was on the upper shelves
of a closet. We were the only persons there,
and she looked longingly at a convenient chair, and
I know she wished I would go away. But my heart
suddenly went out toward an old dark-green Delft bowl
which I saw, and I asked her if she would be kind
enough to let me take it, as if I thought she were
there for the purpose. “I’ll bring
you a chair,” said I; and she said, “Certain,
dear.” And I helped her up, and I’m
sure she had the good look she had coveted while I
took the bowl to the window. It was badly cracked,
and had been mended with putty; but the rich, dull
color of it was exquisite. One often comes across
a beautiful old stray bit of china in such a place
as this, and I imagined it filled with apple-blossoms
or wild roses. Mrs. Wallis wished to give it
to me, she said it wasn’t good for any thing;
and, finding she did not care for it, I bought it;
and now it is perched high in my room, with the cracks
discreetly turned to the wall. “Seems to
me she never had thrown away nothing,” said my
friend, whom I found still standing on the chair when
I came back. “Here’s some pieces of
a pitcher: I wonder when she broke it! I’ve
heard her say it was one her grandmother give her,
though. The old lady bought it to a vandoo down
at old Mis’ Walton Peters’s after she died,
so Mis’ Wallis said. I guess I’ll
speak to her, and see if she wants every thing sold
that’s here.”
There was a very great pathos to me
about this old home. It must have been a hard
place to get a living in, both for men and women, with
its wretched farming-land, and the house itself so
cold and thin and worn out. I could understand
that the son was in a hurry to get his mother away
from it. I was sure that the boyhood he had spent
there must have been uncomfortable, and that he did
not look back to it with much pleasure. There
is an immense contrast between even a moderately comfortable
city house and such a place as this. No wonder
that he remembered the bitter cold mornings, the frost
and chill, and the dark, and the hard work, and wished
his mother to leave them all behind, as he had done!
He did not care for the few plain bits of furniture;
why should he? and he had been away so long, that he
had lost his interest in the neighbors. Perhaps
this might come back to him again as he grew older;
but now he moved about among them, in his handsome
but somewhat flashy clothes, with a look that told
me he felt conscious of his superior station in life.
I did not altogether like his looks, though somebody
said admiringly, as he went by, “They say he’s
worth as much as thirty thousand dollars a’ready.
He’s smart as a whip.” But, while
I did not wonder at the son’s wishing his mother
to go away, I also did not wonder at her being unwilling
to leave the dull little house where she had spent
so much of her life. I was afraid no other house
in the world would ever seem like home to her:
she was a part of the old place; she had worn the doors
smooth by the touch of her hands, and she had scrubbed
the floors, and walked over them, until the knots
stood up high in the pine boards. The old clock
had been unscrewed from the wall, and stood on a table;
and when I heard its loud and anxious tick, my first
thought was one of pity for the poor thing, for fear
it might be homesick, like its mistress. When
I went out again, I was very sorry for old Mrs. Wallis;
she looked so worried and excited, and as if this
new turn of affairs in her life was too strange and
unnatural; it bewildered her, and she could not understand
it; she only knew every thing was going to be different.
Georgie was by himself, as usual,
looking grave and intent. He had gone aloft on
the wheel of a clumsy great ox-cart in which some of
the men had come to the auction, and he was looking
over people’s heads, and seeing every thing
that was sold. I saw he was not ready to come
away, so I was not in a hurry. I heard Mrs. Wallis
say to one of her friends, “You just go in and
take that rug with the flowers on’t, and go
and put it in your wagon. It’s right beside
my chist that’s packed ready to go.
John told me to give away any thing I had a mind to.
He don’t care nothing about the money.
I hooked that rug four year ago; it’s most new;
the red of the roses was made out of a dress of Miranda’s.
I kept it a good while after she died; but it was no
use to let it lay. I’ve given a good deal
to my sister Stiles: she was over here helping
me yesterday. There! it’s all come upon
me so sudden! I s’pose I shall wish, after
I get away, that I had done things different; but,
after I knew the farm was goin’ to be sold, I
didn’t seem to realize I was goin’ to
break up, until John came, day before yesterday.”
She was very friendly with me, when
I said I should think she would be sorry to go away;
but she seemed glad to find I had been in Boston a
great deal, and that I was not at all unhappy there.
“But I suppose you have folks there,”
said she, “though I never supposed they was so
sociable as they be here, and I ain’t one that’s
easy to make acquaintance. It’s different
with young folks; and then in case o’sickness
I should hate to have strange folks round me.
It seems as if I never set so much by the old place
as I do now I’m goin’ away. I used
to wish ‘he’ would sell, and move over
to the Port, it was such hard work getting along when
the child’n was small. And there’s
one of my boys that run away to sea, and never was
heard from. I’ve always thought he might
come back, though everybody give him up years ago.
I can’t help thinking what if he should come
back, and find I wa’n’t here! There!
I’m glad to please John: he sets everything
by me, and I s’pose he thinks he’s going
to make a spry young woman of me. Well, it’s
natural. Every thing looks fair to him, and he
thinks he can have the world just as he wants it;
but I know it’s a world o’ change, a
world o’ change and loss. And, you see,
I shall have to go to a strange meetin’ up there. Why,
Mis’ Sands! I am pleased to see you.
How did you get word?” And then Mrs. Wallis made
another careful apology for moving away. She
seemed to be so afraid some one would think she had
not been satisfied with the neighborhood.
The auctioneer was a disagreeable-looking
man, with a most unpleasant voice, which gave me a
sense of discomfort, the little old house and its
surroundings seemed so grave and silent and lonely.
It was like having all the noise and confusion on
a Sunday. The house was so shut in by the trees,
that the only outlook to the world beyond was a narrow
gap in the pines, through which one could see the sea,
bright, blue and warm with sunshine, that summer day.
There was something wistful about
the place, as there must have been about the people
who had lived there; yet, hungry and unsatisfied as
her life might have been in many ways, the poor old
woman dreaded the change.
The thought flashed through my mind
that we all have more or less of this same feeling
about leaving this world for a better one. We
have the certainty that we shall be a great deal happier
in heaven; but we cling despairingly to the familiar
things of this life. God pity the people who
find it so hard to believe what he says, and who are
afraid to die, and are afraid of the things they do
not understand! I kept thinking over and over
of what Mrs. Wallis had said: ’A world of
change and loss!’ What should we do if we did
not have God’s love to make up for it, and if
we did not know something of heaven already?
It seemed very doleful that everybody
should look on the dark side of the Widow Wallis’s
flitting, and I tried to suggest to her some of the
pleasures and advantages of it, once when I had a chance.
And indeed she was proud enough to be going away with
her rich son; it was not like selling her goods because
she was too poor to keep the old home any longer.
I hoped the son would always be prosperous, and that
the son’s wife would always be kind, and not
be ashamed of her, or think she was in the way.
But I am afraid it may be a somewhat uneasy idleness,
and that there will not be much beside her knitting-work
to remind her of the old routine. She will even
miss going back and forward from the old well in storm
and sunshine; she will miss looking after the chickens,
and her slow walks about the little place, or out
to a neighbor’s for a bit of gossip, with the
old brown checked handkerchief over her head; and
when the few homely, faithful old flowers come up
next year by the doorstep, there will be nobody to
care any thing about them.
I said good-by, and got into the wagon,
and Georgie clambered in after me with a look of great
importance, and we drove away. He was very talkative;
the unusual excitement of the day was not without its
effect. He had a good deal to tell me about the
people I had seen, though I had to ask a good many
questions.
“Who was the thin old fellow,
with the black coat, faded yellow-green on the shoulders,
who was talking to Skipper Downs about the dog-fish?”
“That’s old Cap’n
Abiah Lane,” said Georgie; “lives over
toward Little Beach, him that was cast
away in the fog in a dory down to the Banks once;
like to have starved to death before he got picked
up. I’ve heard him tell all about it.
Don’t look as if he’d ever had enough to
eat since!” said the boy grimly. “He
used to come over a good deal last winter, and go
out after cod ‘long o’ father and me.
His boats all went adrift in the big storm in November,
and he never heard nothing about ’em; guess
they got stove against the rocks.”
We had still more than three miles
to drive over a lonely part of the road, where there
was scarcely a house, and where the woods had been
cut off more or less, so there was nothing to be seen
but the uneven ground, which was not fit for even
a pasture yet. But it was not without a beauty
of its own; for the little hills and hollows were
covered thick with brakes and ferns and bushes, and
in the swamps the cat-tails and all the rushes were
growing in stiff and stately ranks, so green and tall;
while the birds flew up, or skimmed across them as
we went by. It was like a town of birds, there
were so many. It is strange how one is always
coming upon families and neighborhoods of wild creatures
in the unsettled country places; it is so much like
one’s going on longer journeys about the world,
and finding town after town with its own interests,
each so sufficient for itself.
We struck the edge of the farming-land
again, after a while, and I saw three great pines
that had been born to good luck in this world, since
they had sprouted in good soil, and had been left to
grow as fast as they pleased. They lifted their
heads proudly against the blue sky, these rich trees,
and I admired them as much as they could have expected.
They must have been a landmark for many miles to the
westward, for they grew on high land, and they could
pity, from a distance, any number of their poor relations
who were just able to keep body and soul together,
and had grown up thin and hungry in crowded woods.
But, though their lower branches might snap and crackle
at a touch, their tops were brave and green, and they
kept up appearances, at any rate; these poorer pines.
Georgie pointed out his aunts’
house to me, after a while. It was not half so
forlorn-looking as the others, for there were so many
flowers in bloom about it of the gayest kind, and
a little yellow-and-white dog came down the road to
bark at us; but his manner was such that it seemed
like an unusually cordial welcome rather than an indignant
repulse. I noticed four jolly old apple-trees
near by, which looked as if they might be the last
of a once flourishing orchard. They were standing
in a row, in exactly the same position, with their
heads thrown gayly back, as if they were all dancing
in an old-fashioned reel; and, after the forward and
back, one might expect them to turn partners gallantly.
I laughed aloud when I caught sight of them: there
was something very funny in their looks, so jovial
and whole-hearted, with a sober, cheerful pleasure,
as if they gave their whole minds to it. It was
like some old gentlemen and ladies who catch the spirit
of the thing, and dance with the rest at a Christmas
party.
Miss Hannah West first looked out
of the window, and then came to meet us, looking as
if she were glad to see us. Georgie had nothing
whatever to say; but, after I had followed his aunt
into the house, he began to work like a beaver at
once, as if it were any thing but a friendly visit
that could be given up to such trifles as conversation,
or as if he were any thing but a boy. He brought
the fish and lobsters into the outer kitchen, though
I was afraid our loitering at the auction must have
cost them their first freshness; and then he carried
the axe to the wood-pile, and began to chop up the
small white-pine sticks and brush which form the summer
fire-wood at the farm-houses, crow-sticks
and underbrush, a good deal of it, but it
makes a hot little blaze while it lasts.
I had not seen Miss Cynthia West,
the younger sister, before, and I found the two women
very unlike. Miss Hannah was evidently the capable
business-member of the household, and she had a loud
voice, and went about as if she were in a hurry.
Poor Cynthia! I saw at first that she was one
of the faded-looking country-women who have a hard
time, and who, if they had grown up in the midst of
a more luxurious way of living, would have been frail
and delicate and refined, and entirely lady-like.
But, as it was, she was somewhat in the shadow of her
sister, and felt as if she were not of very much use
or consequence in the world, I have no doubt.
She showed me some pretty picture-frames she had made
out of pine-cones and hemlock-cones and alder-burs;
but her chief glory and pride was a silly little model
of a house, in perforated card-board, which she had
cut and worked after a pattern that came in a magazine.
It must have cost her a great deal of work; but it
partly satisfied her great longing for pretty things,
and for the daintiness and art that she had an instinct
toward, and never had known. It stood on the
best-room table, with a few books, which I suppose
she had read over and over again; and in the room,
beside, were green paper curtains with a landscape
on the outside, and some chairs ranged stiffly against
the walls, some shells, and an ostrich’s egg,
with a ship drawn on it, on the mantel-shelf, and ever
so many rugs on the floor, of most ambitious designs,
which they had made in winter. I know the making
of them had been a great pleasure to Miss Cynthia,
and I was sure it was she who had taken care of the
garden, and was always at much pains to get seeds
and slips in the spring.
She told me how much they had wished
that Georgie had come to live with them after his
mother died. It would have been very handy for
them to have him in winter too; but it was no use trying
to get him away from his father; and neither of them
were contented if they were out of sight of the sea.
“He’s a dreadful odd boy, and so old for
his years. Hannah, she says he’s older
now than I be,” and she blushed a little as
she looked up at me; while for a moment the tears came
into my eyes, as I thought of this poor, plain woman,
who had such a capacity for enjoyment, and whose life
had been so dull, and far apart from the pleasures
and satisfactions which had made so much of my own
life. It seemed to me as if I had had a great
deal more than I deserved, while this poor soul was
almost beggared. I seemed to know all about her
life in a flash, and pitied her from the bottom of
my heart. Yet I suppose she would not have changed
places with me for any thing, or with anybody else,
for that matter.
Miss Cynthia had a good deal to say
about her mother, who had been a schoolmate of Mrs.
Wallis’s I had been telling them what
I could about the auction. She told me that she
had died the spring before, and said how much they
missed her; and Hannah broke in upon her regrets in
her brusque, downright way: “I should have
liked to kep’ her if she’d lived to be
a hundred, but I don’t wish her back. She’d
had considerable many strokes, and she couldn’t
help herself much of any. She’d got to
be rising eighty, and her mind was a good deal broke,”
she added conclusively, after a short silence; while
Cynthia looked sorrowfully out of the window, and
we heard the sound of Georgie’s axe at the other
side of the house, and the wild, sweet whistle of
a bird that flew overhead. I suppose one of the
sisters was just as sorry as the other in reality.
“Now I want you and Georgie
to stop and have some tea. I’ll get it
good and early,” said Hannah, starting suddenly
from her chair, and beginning to bustle about again,
after she had asked me about some people at home whom
she knew. “Cynthy! Perhaps she’d
like to walk round out doors a spell. It’s
breezing up, and it’ll be cooler than it is
in the house. No: you needn’t
think I shall be put out by your stopping; but you’ll
have to take us just as we be. Georgie always
calculates to stop when he comes up. I guess he’s
made off for the woods. I see him go across the
lot a few minutes ago.”
So Cynthia put on a discouraged-looking
gingham sun-bonnet, which drooped over her face, and
gave her a more appealing look than ever, and we went
over to the pine-woods, which were beautiful that day.
She showed me a little waterfall made by a brook that
came over a high ledge of rock covered with moss,
and here and there tufts of fresh green ferns.
It grew late in the afternoon, and it was pleasant
there in the shade, with the noise of the brook and
the wind in the pines, that sounded like the sea.
The wood-thrushes began to sing, and who
could have better music?
Miss Cynthia told me that it always
made her think of once when she was a little girl
to hear the thrushes. She had run away, and fallen
into the ma’sh; and her mother had sent her to
bed quick as she got home, though it was only four
o’clock. And she was so ashamed, because
there was company there, some of her father’s
folks from over to Eliot; and then she heard the thrushes
begin to call after a while, and she thought they
were talking about her, and they knew she had been
whipped and sent to bed. “I’d been
gone all day since morning. I had a great way
of straying off in the woods,” said she.
“I suppose mother was put to it when she see
me coming in, all bog-mud, right before the company.”
We came by my friends, the apple-trees,
on our return, and I saw a row of old-fashioned square
bee-hives near them, which I had not noticed before.
Miss Cynthia told me that the bee money was always
hers; but she lost a good many swarms on account of
the woods being so near, and they had a trick of swarming
Sundays, after she’d gone to meeting; and, besides,
the miller-bugs spoilt ’em; and some years they
didn’t make enough honey to live on, so she
didn’t get any at all. I saw some bits
of black cloth fluttering over the little doors where
the bees went in and out, and the sight touched me
strangely. I did not know that the old custom
still lingered of putting the hives in mourning, and
telling the bees when there had been a death in the
family, so they would not fly away. I said, half
to myself, a line or two from Whittier’s poem,
which I always thought one of the loveliest in the
world, and this seemed almost the realization of it.
Miss Cynthia asked me wistfully, “Is that in
a book?” I told her yes, and that she should
have it next time I came up, or had a chance of sending
it. “I’ve seen a good many pieces
of poetry that Mr. Whittier wrote,” said she.
“I’ve got some that I cut out of the paper
a good while ago. I think every thing of ’em.”
“I put the black on the hives
myself,” said she. “It was for mother,
you know. She did it when father died. But
when my brother was lost, we didn’t, because
we never knew just when it was; the schooner was missing,
and it was a good while before they give her up.”
“I wish we had some neighbors
in sight,” said she once. “I’d
like to see a light when I look out after dark.
Now, at my aunt’s, over to Eliot, the house
stands high, and when it’s coming dark you can
see all the folks lighting up. It seems real
sociable.”
We lingered a little while under the
apple-trees, and watched the wise little bees go and
come; and Miss Cynthia told me how much Georgie was
like his grandfather, who was so steady and quiet,
and always right after his business. “He
never was ugly to us, as I know of,” said she;
“but I was always sort of ’fraid of father.
Hannah, she used to talk to him free’s she would
to me; and he thought, ’s long’s Hannah
did any thing, it was all right. I always held
by my mother the most; and when father was took sick, that
was in the winter, I sent right off for
Hannah to come home. I used to be scared to death,
when he’d want any thing done, for fear I shouldn’t
do it right. Mother, she’d had a fall,
and couldn’t get about very well. Hannah
had good advantages. She went off keeping school
when she wasn’t but seventeen, and she saved
up some money, and boarded over to the Port after a
while, and learned the tailoress trade. She was
always called very smart, you see she’s
got ways different from me; and she was over to the
Port several winters. She never said a word about
it, but there was a young man over there that wanted
to keep company with her. He was going out first
mate of a new ship that was building. But, when
she got word from me about father, she come right
home, and that was the end of it. It seemed to
be a pity. I used to think perhaps he’d
come and see her some time, between voyages, and that
he’d get to be cap’n, and they’d
go off and take me with ’em. I always wanted
to see something of the world. I never have been
but dreadful little ways from home. I used to
wish I could keep school; and once my uncle was agent
for his district, and he said I could have a chance;
but the folks laughed to think o’ me keeping
school, and I never said any thing more about it.
But you see it might ‘a’ led to something.
I always wished I could go to Boston. I suppose
you’ve been there? There! I couldn’t
live out o’ sight o’ the woods, I don’t
believe.”
“I can understand that,”
said I, and half with a wish to show her I had some
troubles, though I had so many pleasures that she did
not, I told her that the woods I loved best had all
been cut down the winter before. I had played
under the great pines when I was a child, and I had
spent many a long afternoon under them since.
There never will be such trees for me any more in
the world. I knew where the flowers grew under
them, and where the ferns were greenest, and it was
as much home to me as my own house. They grew
on the side of a hill, and the sun always shone through
the tops of the trees as it went down, while below
it was all in shadow and I had been there
with so many dear friends who have died, or who are
very far away. I told Miss Cynthia, what I never
had told anybody else, that I loved those trees so
much that I went over the hill on the frozen snow
to see them one sunny winter afternoon, to say good-by,
as if I were sure they could hear me, and looked back
again and again, as I came away, to be sure I should
remember how they looked. And it seemed as if
they knew as well as I that it was the last time,
and they were going to be cut down. It was a
Sunday afternoon, and I was all alone, and the farewell
was a reality and a sad thing to me. It was saying
good-by to a great deal besides the pines themselves.
We stopped a while in the little garden,
where Miss Cynthia gave me some magnificent big marigolds
to put away for seed, and was much pleased because
I was so delighted with her flowers. It was a
gorgeous little garden to look at, with its red poppies,
and blue larkspur, and yellow marigolds, and old-fashioned
sweet, straying things, all growing together
in a tangle of which my friend seemed ashamed.
She told me that it looked as ordered as could be,
until the things begun to grow so fast she couldn’t
do any thing with ’em. She was very proud
of one little pink-and-white verbena which somebody
had given her. It was not growing very well;
but it had not disappointed her about blooming.
Georgie had come back from his ramble
some time before. He had cracked the lobster
which Miss Hannah had promptly put on to boil, and
I saw the old gray cat having a capital lunch off
the shells; while the horse looked meeker than ever,
with his headstall thrown back on his shoulders, eating
his supper of hay by the fence; for Miss Hannah was
a hospitable soul. She was tramping about in the
house, getting supper, and we went in to find the
table already pulled out into the floor. So Miss
Cynthia hastened to set it. I could see she was
very much ashamed of having been gone so long.
Neither of us knew it was so late. But Miss Hannah
said it didn’t make a mite o’ difference,
there was next to nothing to do, and looked at me
with a little smile, which said, “You see how
it is. I’m the one who has faculty, and
I favor her.”
I was very hungry; and, though it
was not yet six, it seemed a whole day since dinner-time.
Miss Hannah made many apologies; and said, if I had
only set a day, she would have had things as they ought
to be. But it was a very good supper, and she
knew it! She didn’t know but I was tired
o’ lobsters. And when I had eaten two of
the biscuit, and had begun an attack on the hot gingerbread,
she said humbly that she didn’t know when she
had had such bad luck, though Georgie and I were both
satisfied. He did not speak more than once or
twice during the meal. I do not think he was
afraid of me, for we had had many a lunch together
when he had taken me out fishing; but this was an occasion,
and there was at first the least possible restraint
over all the company, though I’m glad to say
it soon vanished. We had two kinds of preserves,
and some honey beside, and there was a pie with a pale,
smooth crust, and three cuts in the top. It looked
like a very good pie of its kind; but one can’t
eat every thing, though one does one’s best.
And we had big cups of tea; and, though Miss Hannah
supposed I had never eaten with any thing but silver
forks before, it happened luckily that I had, and
we were very merry indeed. Miss Hannah told us
several stories of the time she kept school, and gave
us some reminiscences of her life at the Port; and
Miss Cynthia looked at me as if she had heard them
before, and wished to say, “I know she’s
having a good time.” I think Miss Cynthia
felt, after we were out in the woods, as if I were
her company, and she was responsible for me.
I thanked them heartily when I came
away, for I had had such a pleasant time. Miss
Cynthia picked me a huge nosegay of her flowers, and
whispered that she hoped I wouldn’t forget about
lending her the book. Poor woman! she was so
young, only a girl yet, in spite of her
having lived more than fifty years in that plain, dull
home of hers, in spite of her faded face and her grayish
hair. We came away in the rattling wagon.
Georgie sat up in his place with a steady hand on the
reins, and keeping a careful lookout ahead, as if he
were steering a boat through a rough sea.
We passed the house where the auction
had been, and it was all shut up. The cat sat
on the doorstep waiting patiently, and I felt very
sorry for her; but Georgie said there were neighbors
not far off, and she was a master hand for squirrels.
I was glad to get sight of the sea again, and to smell
the first stray whiff of salt air that blew in to
meet us as we crossed the marshes. I think the
life in me must be next of kin to the life of the
sea, for it is drawn toward it strangely, as a little
drop of quicksilver grows uneasy just out of reach
of a greater one.
“Good-night, Georgie!”
said I; and he nodded his head a little as he drove
away to take the horse home. “Much obliged
to you for my ride,” said he, and I knew in
a minute that his father or one of the aunts had cautioned
him not to forget to make his acknowledgments.
He had told me on the way down that he had baited
his nets all ready to set that evening. I knew
he was in a hurry to go out, and it was not long before
I saw his boat pushing off. It was after eight
o’clock, and the moon was coming up pale and
white out of the sea, while the west was still bright
after the clear sunset.
I have a little model of a fishing
dory that Georgie made for me, with its sprit-sail
and killick and painter and oars and gaff all cleverly
cut with the clumsiest of jackknives. I care a
great deal for the little boat; and I gave him a better
knife before I came away, to remember me by; but I
am afraid its shininess and trig shape may have seemed
a trifle unmanly to him. His father’s had
been sharpened on the beach-stones to clean many a
fish, and it was notched and dingy; but this would
cut; there was no doubt about that. I hope Georgie
was sorry when we said good-by. I’m sure
I was.
A solemn, careful, contented young
life, with none of the playfulness or childishness
that belong to it, this is my little fisherman,
whose memory already fades of whatever tenderness
his dead mother may have given him. But he is
lucky in this, that he has found his work and likes
it; and so I say, ’May the sea prove kind to
him! and may he find the Friend those other fishermen
found, who were mending their nets on the shores of
Galilee! and may he make the harbor of heaven by and
by after a stormy voyage or a quiet one, whichever
pleases God!