There are few young men who cannot
remember having, in their boyhood, taken a caterpillar
and shut it up in a box. Before long the creature
assumed a chrysalis form, and finally developed into
a butterfly, with a completely new power not possessed
by the caterpillar. Instead of only being able
to grovel on the ground, the creature in its new existence
is able to soar high into the air. This is one
of Nature’s conversions, and is a faint illustration
of the spiritual change which takes place in the human
heart, when the natural man becomes a new creature
with new powers. It is customary for some to sneer
at the doctrine of conversion, scorning the idea of
a distinctly spiritual change taking place in the
human heart. It would, however, be difficult
to find any other term by which accurately to describe
the change that took place in Gordon’s life.
Up to a certain period, while he had
done well all that he was called upon to do, and had
completely outstripped his peers, showing himself,
in his professional capacity, to be a head and shoulders
above his fellows, there were nevertheless latent
powers within him, which had not yet been called into
play. Who can study his life without being convinced
that he had a power with God, in later life, that he
did not possess earlier? Christ said, “I,
if I be lifted up, will draw all men unto Me.”
He was lifted up before Gordon’s eyes, and there
was a distinctive response to the magnetic influence
of the Cross; and, as in the laws of magnetism, the
instrument that has been charged can in its turn charge
metal brought into contact with it, so in the life
of Gordon we see, that not only had the Redeemer a
distinct influence on his whole nature, but that he
was himself so charged with Divine love, that he was
able to exert a magnetic influence over others.
Ecclesiastics may fight and wrangle about names and
terms; we have to deal with facts. It matters
little by what name we call it, the fact remains that
a distinct spiritual change came over Gordon, leaving
him a man who had power with God. But though
the effect of this change in Gordon’s life was
most marked, it is not so obvious when it took place.
As a boy and a cadet he was full of animal spirits,
and somewhat given to practical joking; but, though
not a religious boy, he never was bad in the ordinary
acceptation of the term. After he had obtained
his commission, before he went out to the Crimea,
there were distinct indications of a feeling after
God, and some have affirmed that this was brought
about through the influence of his mother. That
good mothers are blessed by God as the means of conveying
spiritual light to their boys, is a fact so frequently
evident, that writers and others are often led to
assume it must always be the case. Now, though
Gordon possessed an excellent mother, of whom he was
very fond, and who in later years became a true Christian,
as a matter of fact in early life she was somewhat
worldly. She was always a remarkably clever and
sensible woman, but in the matter of religion she never
attempted to influence her son. Whatever of spiritual
good there was in him, was therefore not due to her.
That he had great affection for her is clear, even
if there were no other evidence, from a letter written
during her illness in October 1873, when he was abroad,
to his sister, in which occurs this passage:
“Kiss my dear mother, and do not
fret for me. I have, thank God, all comfort,
peace, and happy reminiscence with the knowledge that
the Comforter is with you all; that He is able,
willing, unselfish, and kind, and that He will
keep you all till you reach the land where the
‘sun never sets,’ and where you will see
Him, and know why ‘Jesus wept’ at
Lazarus’ grave. Feed by the living pastures;
they will fatten you.”
A few days later he says:
“By keeping my watch at your time,
I feel enabled to know what you are doing.
It will be a sore trial for you to see my dear mother
leave her worn-out shell, but you will feel that
God takes her to Himself. My dear mother
has spent a useful, hard-working life, and a happy
one; it seems as if it is for you she is kept.”
Still the truth expressed in the following
lines applied to Gordon’s case:
“They talk about a woman’s
sphere,
As though it had
no limit.
There’s not a place
in earth or heaven,
There’s not a task to
mankind given,
There’s not a blessing
or a woe,
There’s not a whispered
yes or no,
There’s not a life,
or death, or birth,
That has a feather’s
weight of worth,
Without a woman
in it.”
Writers have too often ignored the
influence of an elder sister in the formation of a
man’s character. There can be little doubt
that even before Gordon went out to the Crimea, he
was indebted to his sister for much spiritual help,
as the following letter, written from Pembroke in
1854, shows:
“MY DEAR AUGUSTA, Write
another note like the last, when you have
time, as I hope I have turned
over a new leaf, and I should like
you to give me some hope of
being received.
“... I got your very kind
letter to-day, and am very much obliged to you
for it. I have not had time to look out the texts,
but will do so to-morrow. I am lucky in having
a very religious captain of the 11th, of the name
of Drew; he has on the mantelpiece of his room
the ‘Priceless Diamond,’ which I read before
yours arrived. I intend sending to you, as
soon as possible, a book called ’The Remains
of the Rev. R. M’Cheyne,’ which I am sure
you will be delighted with. I told Drew to
go to Mr. Molyneux; and he did so, and of course
was highly pleased. I cannot write much in favour
of our pastor; he is a worldly man, and does not
live up to his preaching; but I have got Scott’s
‘Commentaries.’ I remember well when
you used to get them in numbers, and I used to laugh
at them; but, thank God, it is different with
me now. I feel much happier and more contented
than I used to do. I did not like Pembroke, but
now I would not wish for any prettier place.
I have got a horse and gig, and Drew and myself
drive all about the country. I hope my dear
father and mother think of eternal things. Can
I do or say anything to either to do good?
When you get my book, read the ‘Castaway.’
“You know I never was confirmed.
When I was a cadet, I thought it was a useless
sin, as I did not intend to alter (not that it was
in my power to be converted when I chose).
I, however, took my first sacrament on Easter
day [16th April 1854], and have communed ever since.
“I am sure I do not wonder at
the time you spent in your room, and the eagerness
with which you catch at useful books no
novels or worldly books come up to the Sermons
of M’Cheyne or the Commentaries of Scott.
I am a great deal in the air, as my fort is nine
miles off, and I have to go down pretty often.
It is a great blessing for me that in my profession
I can be intimate with whom I like, and have not
the same trials among my brother officers as those
in a line regiment have. I ought not to say this,
for ’where sin aboundeth, grace aboundeth
more fully;’ but I am such a miserable wretch,
that I should be sure to be led away. Dearest
Augusta, pray for me, I beg of you.”
For several years after the date of
the above letter, he alludes very little to religion,
and if we may accept his own statement on the subject,
in a letter from China, dated Taku Forts, 15th March
1862, it is probable that he went back for a time.
“The climate, work, and everything
here suits me, and I am thankful to say I am happy
both in mind and body. I have had a slight attack
of small-pox it is not necessary to
tell my mother this, as it will trouble her.
I am glad to say that this disease has brought me
back to my Saviour, and I trust in future to be
a better Christian than I have been hitherto.”
Then followed the stirring adventures
he went through in command of the Ever-Victorious
Army in China; but that he could not, during that
period, have had the full assurance which characterised
him later on, and which arises from the witness of
the Holy Spirit, is evident from the fact that he
once remarked to his aunt, Miss Enderby, that he could
not make out how it was that he had feared death so
little, when all the time he did not know that he
was prepared to die.
On the 19th September 1865, his father
passed away a few months after he had taken up his
appointment at Gravesend. This event seems to
have marked an important crisis in his spiritual life.
He shut himself up in complete retirement for a few
days, and emerged a very different man from what he
had been before. From that time to the day of
his death, he was known as an out-and-out Christian.
During the previous ten years it is clear, from his
letters, that he was in the highest and truest sense
a child of God, but there seems to have been something
wanting in his character. From the time of his
father’s death, he seems to have had such a
firm assurance in Christ, that religion was the prevailing
element of his life.
It is interesting to note that Gordon
dedicated himself to the service of God not only in
the full vigour of health and strength, but at a time
when he might have been, had he chosen, one of the
world’s favourites. In the case of some,
broken health, advancing age, or disappointed hopes
and ambitions, are the causes that lead to a search
for something more lasting than this world can offer.
Thankful as we may be when any man yields to the higher
claims of his Heavenly Father, whatever the prompting
cause may be, it is satisfactory to be able to record
an instance in which apparently none but the highest
motives were at work. Gordon at the time of his
father’s death was only thirty-two years of
age, and though young, he had done deeds of heroism
which might make many a Victoria Cross hero envy his
opportunity and courage. He had seen what the
world had to offer, and he decided that there was
a nobler life to be led. To that new life he dedicated
his remaining years, and, it need hardly be added,
he never regretted the choice. As late as the
26th March 1881, after he had just recovered from
a severe illness, he remarks: “B
said, when dying, how glad he was he had sought God
in his time of strength, for when he was sinking he
could not do so, and so I feel.”
If we may form any opinion from expressions
in his letters, dating from this time to the day of
his death, Gordon’s religion brought him that
“peace of mind which passeth all understanding,”
and which the world can neither give nor take away.
The following are but specimens of many remarks which
he let fall from time to time on this subject:
“I may say that I have
died suddenly over a hundred times; but in
these deaths I have never
felt the least doubt of my salvation.”
“I would that all had the full
assurance of life. It is precisely because
we are despicable and worthless that we are accepted.
Till we throw over that idea that we are better
than others, we can never have that assurance.”
Nor must it be thought that the joy
and happiness he experienced in religion arose from
any inward sense of self-satisfaction. Never had
a man a humbler estimate of himself than Gordon, but
his faith in this respect took a very healthy form.
Instead of morbidly looking into his own heart for
evidences of his union with Christ, he ever kept his
eye on the precious work of his Saviour for him.
Space will not permit many quotations from his writings,
so the two following must suffice. The one was
written soon after his conversion, the other near the
end of his life.
“May 3, 1867. We
are born corrupt, and, if the devil had his
way, we should be kept in ignorance of it; our
permitted transgressions show us our state; it
is the root that is evil, and evil must be its
emanations, yet we feel much more oppressed by the
outward sin than by the inward corruption.”
“May 7, 1883. Give
me a ream of foolscap and I will sign it: it
may be filled with my demerits and unworthiness,
which I agree to; but my so doing is a proof of
how much I accept the free gift of God. Unless
our Lord’s sufferings were in vain, it is just
that sheet of demerits that I have signed which
gives me my right to Him; had I a clean sheet
I should have no right to Him.”
Gordon’s, however, was not a
faith which contents its possessor merely with a sense
of the forgiveness of sins. That he possessed
this happy assurance, is evident. But no sooner
had he entered into possession of some of his privileges
as a child of God, than he pressed on to obtain more
spiritual advantages. The indwelling of God in
his heart was a truth to which he attached much importance,
and the following extracts are but specimens of much
that might be quoted showing that he held the same
truth from a period very soon after his father’s
death to the year which preceded his own death.
“July 31, 1867. I
have had very nice thoughts on 1 John i ’Whosoever
shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God, God dwelleth
in him, and he in God.’ I think it is the
key to much of the Scripture. I am more than
ever convinced that the secret of happiness and
holiness is in the indwelling of God. The same
truth is shown in many other verses, but the above,
to my mind, shows it more clearly. Let a
man seek the teaching of the Holy Spirit on such
verses, and he will grow much in grace. As we
believe that text, so we shall realise
the presence of God in our hearts, and, having
Him there, we have as a sequence holiness and love.
He alone can make us believe the truth and keep
it in mind.”
"March 15, 1882. It
had struck me before, in 1865, that the ordinary
Christian life of non-assurance was not a sufficient
gain to have come from Christ’s incarnation
and death; then I learnt assurance, then
followed the knowledge of His indwelling, then
the solution in my mind of the problem of the safety
of others; and then I halted, having given up
the thought that in this life it was possible
to regenerate the body, putting down its failings
as venial and connected with our human infirmities.
In time it came to me that surely some growth,
some improvement, ought to be made, some increased
sanctification ought to be expected, one ought
not to be so very barren; glimpses of selfishness,
self-seeking pride, and a certain weariness of
one’s chateaux d’Espagne came
to me, and led to this Christ dwelleth in
us, and His light enlightens all dark places.”
He held very strongly the teaching
of the Apostle in Rom. vii., that we have two natures
contending for the mastery, the one good and the other
evil. Writing to his sister he says:
“We are torn in twain by our two
natures, namely, our own judgment and our faith,
and the result must be inconsistent work. How
can it be otherwise? In appearance the Bible
is inconsistent, and so must we be who fulfil
it. The only consolation is to fall back on the
text, ’Trust in the Lord with all thine heart,
and lean not unto thine own understanding.’”
And again on the 6th October 1878:
“You cannot evade it: we
are each composed of two beings one of
which we see, which is temporal, which will fulfil
certain works in the world; and one unseen, eternal,
and which is always in conformity with God.
One is sometimes uppermost, sometimes subdued, but
rules in the long run, for it is eternal, while the
other is temporal.”
Gordon was a remarkable instance of
the truth of the text, “The people that do know
their God shall be strong, and do exploits,”
a truth which is as applicable to individuals as it
is to nations. Gifted by nature with a strong
character, its strength was greatly developed by the
way in which he came into personal contact with God
in the study of His Word. He yielded no slavish
subservience to any Church or priest, however good,
but tested all doctrines by the unerring standard of
God’s truth. “Take the Holy Spirit,”
he used to say, “for your teacher, and you will
never want another word from man on questions of doctrine.”
He never shrank from facing difficulties, or new theories,
as some do who are not quite sure of the ground on
which they stand, but would ask all who propounded
novel doctrines for chapter and verse for their authority.
When difficulties arose, he used to treat them as
that great scholar, the late Dean Alford did, as shown
in the following words: “I find difficulties
in the Bible as well as others, but I am so convinced
of the general truth of that sacred volume as a whole,
that I can easily afford to suspend my judgment on
those matters which for some purpose perhaps God has
not permitted me to understand.”
The Bible was to Gordon a living oracle,
to which he used to apply at all times. Here
are extracts from two of his letters showing how he
regarded it:
“Out of commiseration for our
dual condition, God has given us an oracle
which will answer any question, advise, instruct, and
guide us; now this oracle must be His voice, for,
if not, it would not be His word. He has
in His infinite wisdom incarnated His voice in the
Scriptures; His voice is to be understood by the
highest or lowest intellect; it gives answers,
&c., through all time. To the carnal man
it is an ordinary book, to the spiritual man it is
alive and makes alive.”
“Whether we may apprehend it or
not, the Scripture contains the mind of Christ,
and is, when illuminated with the Spirit, as if Christ
was ever talking to us. Now, we should think that
if Christ was ever near to talk with us, that
should suffice us, and consequently, as I believe
that in theory, I try to realise it in practice.”
Knowing the high value that Gordon
placed on the Word of God, we shall not be surprised
to hear that he took intense pains to study the sacred
volume. He incidentally mentions that one page
of his Bible had been so worn by use that he could
hardly read the words. The energy and thoroughness
ever evinced in his professional duties, he also practised
in the earnest search for God’s truths.
He used to apply the text, “In the sweat of
thy face shalt thou eat bread,” to the soul as
well as to the body, to the living Bread of Life as
well as to the bread that sustains physical life.
At one time he devoted a great deal of time to studying
the book of Revelation, although he admitted that it
was the most difficult book in the Bible to understand.
He did not profess to understand it all, but he used
to quote that saying of Dr. Mackie’s, “The
blessing to be looked for does not come by comprehension,
but by the reading of the revelation God has given
us in His Word, Rev. .” But though
he read and studied his Bible as earnestly as he would
any other book, he never forgot the fact that only
the Holy Spirit can teach us the truths contained
in it.
“We can see the history
of the Bible, and may understand it, but we forget
that we are blind to its secret mysteries, unless God
shows them to us; our Saviour says, ‘Unto
you it is given.’ Only the Spirit
in man finds God.”
He contended, moreover, that there
could be but little benefit from a mere theoretical
study of the Bible, and that consequently the best
school in which to learn the sacred truths it contained
was that of the discipline of life.
“I feel sure that no study without
trial is of avail; life must be lived to learn
these truths. I believe, if a man knows his Bible
fairly, and then goes forth into the world, God
will show him His works. The Jews learnt
the Scripture by heart, and so I expect our Saviour
did; He therefore had no need to study it. He
applied its teachings to life and its trials.”
Nor did Gordon study his Bible only
when he was alone, for he was very fond of reading
it in company with those who, like himself, valued
it. Thus Mr. Pearson, of the Church Missionary
Society, who was at Nyanza, gives a brief account
of his visit to Khartoum in 1878, and says, “After
the work of the day was finished, Gordon would say,
’Let us have reading and prayer;’ and
in that very palace which was, perhaps, the scene
of his death, we used to meet and pray, not separating
sometimes until one in the morning.”
Before leaving Gordon and his Bible,
it is interesting to note that the actual copy of
the Scriptures which he had for a long period, including
the time of his first visit to Khartoum, is now at
Windsor Castle in the possession of the Queen.
The following is the Queen’s letter on the subject:
“WINDSOR CASTLE, March
16, 1885.
“DEAR MISS GORDON, It
is most kind and good of you to give me this precious
Bible, and I only hope that you are not depriving yourself
and family of such a treasure, if you have no other.
May I ask you, during how many years your dear
heroic Brother had it with him? I shall have
a case made for it with an inscription, and place it
in the Library here, with your letter and the
touching extract from his last to you. I
have ordered, as you know, a Marble Bust of your dear
Brother to be placed in the Corridor here, where so
many Busts and Pictures of our greatest Generals
and Statesmen are, and hope that you will see
it before it is finished, to give your opinion as
to the likeness. Believe me always,
yours very sincerely,
“VICTORIA R. I.”
It is not a little remarkable that
in the history of all eminent Christians, those who
attach great importance to the study of the Word of
God invariably make a point of spending much time at
the throne of grace, waiting on God in prayer.
These two means of grace seem to be almost inseparable,
and we seldom find one much in use without the other.
Some people talk about being too busy to spare time
for prayer or study of the Scriptures, but Luther
used to say that the more work he had to do, the more
necessary did he find it to hedge-in time during which
he could be alone with God. The more work there
is to be done, the more strength is needed, and therefore
the more important is it to make use of those means
which alone can bring strength for work. Few
men get through more work in the course of the year
than Gordon did, but he made a great point of so arranging
his work as to enable him to find time for private
communing with God.
When in the Soudan as Governor-General he used to hoist a
flag outside his tent to indicate to outsiders that he was not to be disturbed
except under very urgent circumstances, and that flag became the signal that the
occupant of the tent wanted to be alone with his God, to seek for guidance and
strength, which he felt he needed so much in conducting
the affairs of the province over which he was called
to rule. Like all men who begin by praying much
for themselves, his heart was soon drawn out in prayer
for others; and it is evident that he interceded much
for his enemies, as well as for those with whom he
was officially brought into contact. Thus in
one letter he says: “I believe very much
in praying for others; it takes away all bitterness
towards them;” and on another occasion:
“The only remedy with me is to
pray for every one who worries me; it is wonderful
what such prayer does. In heaven our Lord intercedes
for us, and He governs heaven and earth. Prayer
for others relieves our own burdens. God
turned the captivity of Job when he prayed
for his friends, who had been as thorns in his
side. I feel strongly that the grace God gave
me to pray for my enemies in the Soudan led to
my success, though I certainly used the sword
of Caesar on them.”
Those who are opposed to the doctrine
that salvation is not to be obtained by human merit,
but by simple faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, sometimes
assert that the Gospel teaches people to be selfish,
by thinking first of their own salvation. As
a matter of fact, the most active Christians are those
who hold this doctrine; and never has the Church of
our country been so fruitful of good works, as when
her children have been careful to make it clear that
salvation is not to be obtained by them. It is
not selfishness for a man to think of his own soul
first, when he knows that he cannot do much good to
others till its salvation is assured. The happy
combination between a natural unselfishness, and a
newly developed love for the temporal and spiritual
welfare of his fellow-creatures, had very blessed results
in Gordon’s case. No sooner was he thoroughly
convinced of the importance of religion, than his
unselfish nature exhibited itself in a marvellous
development of the missionary spirit at home and abroad.
When Gordon secured anything good, his unselfish nature
at once prompted him to let others share it.
It is sometimes supposed that only men of strong faith
are in earnest about the propagation of their faith,
but this is not altogether a correct way of stating
a fact. The young man who makes good use of the
muscular power given to him by Nature acquires greater
strength, whereas he who fails to do so finds that
he has to pay the penalty of his neglect in having
his muscles grow flabby and feeble. And so it
is with faith. The unselfish man who starts with
a weak faith, but is determined to let others derive
as much benefit as possible, finds his faith growing
stronger and stronger, as he continues to witness
evidences of the influence of that faith on others.
Had Gordon, like one in the parable, wrapt his faith
up in a napkin, instead of making good use of it by
putting it out to usury, he might never have acquired
the strong faith which so characterised him.
As it was, he not only to the last day of his life
had cause to thank God for the full assurance he enjoyed,
but the number of orphans, of widows, and of others,
who derived benefit directly or indirectly from his
faith, will never be known.
There are some to whom one might apply,
though in a slightly different sense, the words of
Naaman’s servants, “If the prophet had
bid thee do some great thing, wouldest thou not have
done it?” While willing to exercise this faith
in the performance of great deeds, they overlook numerous
smaller opportunities of working for their Master,
and fail to do anything because they are always looking
out for great opportunities. The great change
in Gordon’s life took place at Gravesend, and
it was there he commenced to show that intense longing
to do good to others which characterised him to the
end. Nothing was beneath his notice, nobody too
insignificant for him. The gutter children, and
the inmates of the workhouse, might have been passed
over by many in his position who had higher aims.
It was not so with Gordon, and consequently he quickly
cultivated the missionary spirit, and soon reaped
a rich harvest, proving the truth of Browning’s
lines about the humble-minded man, who finds nothing
too insignificant for his energies:
“That low man sees a
little thing to do,
Sees it and does
it:
This high man with a great
thing to pursue,
Dies ere he knows
it.
That low man goes on adding
one to one,
His hundreds soon
hit:
This high man aiming at a
million
Misses an unit.”
Here was a man, who had already made
a great name for himself in the world, and might,
had he wished, have been far better known, planning
out for himself a future career, the main object of
which was to spread abroad a knowledge of those spiritual
truths which had so greatly benefited him, and that
not by the formation of some great society, some splendid
organisation, but by simply putting himself into touch
with some of the humble city missionaries, and, through
their instrumentality, getting at the poor. Witness
these two passages from his letters:
“January 8, 1881. I
hope, D.V., to put myself in communication with
some of our Scripture-reader people, and shall try
and visit Christ, who is in the East end in the
flesh (Matthew xx. I feel this is what
I shall like; these truths were not given to make
a man idle.”
“September 24, 1881. I
have been down for two Sundays to meet a lot of
Chinese, and have spoken to them as well as I could.
I have not yet touched on Jesus and His sacrifice,
but spoke of God’s indwelling. It was
satisfactory, and they were pleased.”
It is also interesting to note how,
from time to time, he kept on reproaching himself
for not being more alive to his responsibilities,
and making better use of his opportunities to do good.
He even seemed to begrudge himself the few months’
holiday he spent in Palestine recruiting his health
and energies. Writing on August 14, 1882, he
says:
“Fancy, since I left
Mauritius, with the exception of twenty-nine
days on board ship, I have
been living at hotels, and, I may say,
have not talked of the pearls
to more than a dozen people.”
And again from Palestine he wrote:
“You know I do not like idleness;
I want to get to a place where I can find sick
people to visit, feeling sure that is the necessary
work for me; I think He will direct me, so I seek
no advice elsewhere. I leave it to God, to
decide in His time. I do not like the ways
of the polished world, and my dislike has increased
during the time I have been here.”
However much Gordon might reproach
himself, it must not for one moment be supposed that,
in the ordinary acceptation of the word, there was
any cause for it. He was in truth a most indefatigable
worker, and no matter how hard his official work was,
he always seemed to find time to do something for
his Master. A case in point is the time he spent
in South Africa, when it is difficult to understand
how he got through all the official work he managed
to compress into his brief sojourn. Yet we find
that the herculean task of reorganising the colonial
army was not the only thing that occupied his attention,
for on the 12th August 1882 he writes to his sister:
How odd, those leaflets being
in Dutch, and my wanting them, and your sending
them just as I am about to go up to the Free State,
when, as in the ‘Auld time long ago,’ I
shall be dropping them along the road near the
Boer towns. What hundreds I did give away;
how I used to run miles, if I saw a scuttler (boy)
watching crows in a field! If I, or any one
else, went now to Gravesend and dropped them,
how quickly men, now grown up, would remember that
time. Send me the whole lot out unless you
want them, I mean of all languages; it is the
loveliest leaflet I ever saw, and it still looks
fresh.”
Francis de Sales, an eminent saint
of the Roman Catholic Church, when a famine was prevailing,
and he wanted to preach in a certain village, purchased
twelve waggons and packed them with bread. He
sent the waggons forward one at a time, going on the
last one himself. “For,” said he,
“we must get at the poor through their physical
natures. They will be the more willing to receive
our message for their souls when they see that we
care about their bodies.” Gordon used to
act on the same principle, and made a great point
of caring for the physical wants of any he found in
trouble. It would be difficult to enumerate all
the instances of this to which publicity has been
given, but a few cases may suffice. One lad who
exhibited consumptive tendencies he sent at his own
expense to Margate. The boy recovered, grew up
to be a man, and christened his eldest son “Gordon,”
in memory of one who, he used to say, had “saved
both his body and soul.” Another story is
told of a case in which Gordon handed over a dirty
little urchin to one of his lady friends, with the
remark, “I want to make you a present of a boy.”
Under good influences the lad grew up until he became
a respectable member of society. Years after,
when he was earning good wages at sea, and was about
to be married, he fell from the topmast of his vessel,
and was conveyed to the Gravesend Infirmary with a
fractured skull. In his last moments, however,
he did not forget his benefactor, and, in trembling
tones, asked his adopted mother to tell the Colonel
how he valued the truth contained in that beautiful
hymn he had taught him, “Jesus, Lover of my
soul.” The same writer mentions also the
history of a boy called Albert who, through Gordon’s
kindness, was apprenticed to a tradesman at Gravesend.
Subsequently the lad went into a business house at
Southampton, where he was placed in a department which
he did not understand. Fearing that his services
would be dispensed with, he communicated with his
friends, and they, in turn, wrote to General Gordon,
who happened to be staying in Southampton at his sister’s
house. Without loss of time the General called
on “Little Albert,” whom he scarcely recognised
in the youth of six feet two inches who presented
himself, and had a consultation with his employer.
The result was that the young man was retained in
his situation, and placed in a department with which
he was well acquainted.
It is by no means uncommon to find
that those who are eager about the spread of spiritual
truths among professing Christians, are also keenly
alive to the importance of mission work among non-Christian
people. Gordon was a remarkable instance of this
happy combination. The chapter that deals with
his life in Palestine gives an insight into this part
of his character, but a few words will not be out of
place here to show his opinion on this subject in
other countries. He had a very high ideal of
what a missionary should be, and a supreme contempt
for bad missionaries. He was on the whole fortunate
in the class of men he came across in Palestine, the
Soudan, and South Africa. In the first of these
two places the missionaries belonged to the Church
Missionary Society, an organisation with which he
was much in sympathy. But he also met men of
other societies, and his large-hearted sympathies went
out to them too. He was a great admirer of Livingstone,
and spoke of him with much respect and affection.
The spirit of heroism which has characterised so many
of our missionaries attracted him greatly. “Do
not send lukewarms,” he once wrote to Mr. Wright,
the Honorary Secretary of the Church Missionary Society;
and one of the first things he did at Gravesend was
to support the Moravian Missions by becoming their
local treasurer. Later on in Africa he writes,
“How refreshing it is to hear of the missionary
efforts made in these countries.”
We may not quite agree with all that
Gordon said on the subject of foreign missions, and
some may think that the standard he set up was too
high for frail human nature to aim at. Moreover,
recent events in Uganda, and elsewhere, may have shown
us that good work can be done by men who fall far
short of Gordon’s standard. Nevertheless,
we cannot but feel that he was himself, in the truest
sense of the word, a missionary, and that the Earl
of Harrowby did not at all exaggerate the truth when
he said about Gordon, after his death:
“I believe that one effect of
that man’s example was to lift up a noble
standard for the cross in a way that no professional
missionary could have lifted it up, and to oblige
devotees of pleasure and people who had thought
but little of such things to acknowledge the power
of the Gospel. Many who saw him and spoke to
him could not understand him. It was to them
a marvellous sight to witness, and I feel that
we can hardly be grateful enough to that great
man for the infinite benefits which he has bestowed
upon us as friends of missions.”
Apart from any direct work that he
did to advance the cause of missions, an illustration
has recently been given us in The Jewish Intelligencer,
showing what an influence his life had on Mohammedans
and others with whom he came in contact. The writer
describes a conversation he had with a shereef from
Mecca, a man who was held in the greatest veneration
by all loyal Mohammedans. He was a well-informed
man, and had travelled much. In speaking of Gordon,
he said: “Oh! the English lost a great
man, it is true, but the unhappy Mussulmans have lost
in him a benefactor, a father, and a servant of the
true God. Before I knew him I hated the Christians,
but Gordon has taught me to love them; and I see more
clearly every day that a religion which makes such
heroic, faithful, and disinterested men, can only
be a religion coming from the true God.”
And, believe me, the whole Mohammedan world has felt,
and still feels every day, the loss of the noble defender
of Khartoum.