Villagers
Who will protect us now?
Arjuna
Why, by what danger are you threatened?
Villagers
The robbers are pouring from the
northern hills like a mountain
flood to devastate our village.
Arjuna
Have you in this kingdom no warden?
Villagers
Princess Chitra was the terror of all
evil doers. While she was in this happy
land we feared natural deaths, but had no other fears.
Now she has gone on a pilgrimage, and none knows where
to find her.
Arjuna
Is the warden of this country
a woman?
Villagers
Yes, she is our father and mother
in one.
[Exeunt.
Enter Chitra.
Chitra
Why are you sitting all alone?
Arjuna
I am trying to imagine what kind
of woman Princess Chitra may be.
I hear so many stories of her from all sorts
of men.
Chitra
Ah, but she is not beautiful.
She has no such lovely eyes as
mine, dark as death. She can pierce any
target she will, but not
our hero’s heart.
Arjuna
They say that in valour she is
a man, and a woman in tenderness.
Chitra
That, indeed, is her greatest misfortune.
When a woman is merely a woman; when she winds
herself round and round men’s hearts with her
smiles and sobs and services and caressing endearments;
then she is happy. Of what use to her are
learning and great achievements? Could
you have seen her only yesterday in the court
of the Lord Shiva’s temple by the forest path,
you would have passed by without deigning to
look at her. But have you grown so weary
of woman’s beauty that you seek in her for a
man’s strength?
With green leaves wet from the spray
of the foaming waterfall, I have made our noonday
bed in a cavern dark as night. There the cool
of the soft green mosses thick on the black and dripping
stone, kisses your eyes to sleep. Let me
guide you thither.
Arjuna
Not today, beloved.
Chitra
Why not today?
Arjuna
I have heard that a horde of robbers
has neared the plains.
Needs must I go and prepare my weapons to protect
the frightened
villagers.
Chitra
You need have no fear for them.
Before she started on her
pilgrimage, Princess Chitra had set strong guards
at all the
frontier passes.
Arjuna
Yet permit me for a short while
to set about a Kshatriya’s work.
With new glory will I ennoble this idle arm,
and make of it a
pillow more worthy of your head.
Chitra
What if I refuse to let you go, if
I keep you entwined in my arms? Would you
rudely snatch yourself free and leave me? Go
then! But you must know that the liana,
once broken in two, never joins again.
Go, if your thirst is quenched. But, if not,
then remember that the goddess of pleasure is
fickle, and waits for no man. Sit for a
while, my lord! Tell me what uneasy thoughts
tease you. Who occupied your mind today?
Is it Chitra?
Arjuna
Yes, it is Chitra. I wonder
in fulfilment of what vow she has
gone on her pilgrimage. Of what could she
stand in need?
Chitra
Her needs? Why, what has she
ever had, the unfortunate creature? Her
very qualities are as prison walls, shutting her woman’s
heart in a bare cell. She is obscured, she
is unfulfilled. Her womanly love must content
itself dressed in rags; beauty is denied her.
She is like the spirit of a cheerless morning,
sitting upon the stony mountain peak, all her
light blotted out by dark clouds. Do not
ask me of her life. It will never sound sweet
to man’s ear.
Arjuna
I am eager to learn all about her.
I am like a traveller come to a strange city
at midnight. Domes and towers and garden-trees
look vague and shadowy, and the dull moan of the
sea comes fitfully through the silence of sleep.
Wistfully he waits for the morning to reveal
to him all the strange wonders. Oh, tell me
her story.
Chitra
What more is there to tell?
Arjuna
I seem to see her, in my mind’s
eye, riding on a white horse, proudly holding
the reins in her left hand, and in her right a bow,
and like the Goddess of Victory dispensing glad hope
all round her. Like a watchful lioness
she protects the litter at her dugs with a fierce
love. Woman’s arms, though adorned with
naught but unfettered strength, are beautiful!
My heart is restless, fair one, like a serpent
reviving from his long winter’s sleep.
Come, let us both race on swift horses side by side,
like twin orbs of light sweeping through space.
Out from this slumbrous prison of green gloom,
this dank, dense cover of perfumed intoxication,
choking breath.
Chitra
Arjuna, tell me true, if, now at once,
by some magic I could shake myself free from
this voluptuous softness, this timid bloom of
beauty shrinking from the rude and healthy touch of
the world, and fling it from my body like borrowed
clothes, would you be able to bear it?
If I stand up straight and strong with the strength
of a daring heart spurning the wiles and arts of twining
weakness, if I hold my head high like a tall young
mountain fir, no longer trailing in the dust
like a liana, shall I then appeal to man’s
eye? No, no, you could not endure it.
It is better that I should keep spread about
me all the dainty playthings of fugitive youth,
and wait for you in patience. When it pleases
you to return, I will smilingly pour out for you
the wine of pleasure in the cup of this beauteous
body. When you are tired and satiated with
this wine, you can go to work or play; and when I
grow old I will accept humbly and gratefully whatever
corner is left for me. Would it please
your heroic soul if the playmate of the night
aspired to be the helpmeet of the day, if the left
arm learnt to share the burden of the proud right
arm?
Arjuna
I never seem to know you aright.
You seem to me like a goddess hidden within
a golden image. I cannot touch you, I cannot
pay you my dues in return for your priceless
gifts. Thus my love is incomplete.
Sometimes in the enigmatic depth of your sad look,
in your playful words mocking at their own meaning,
I gain glimpses of a being trying to rend asunder
the languorous grace of her body, to emerge in
a chaste fire of pain through a vaporous veil
of smiles. Illusion is the first appearance of
Truth. She advances towards her lover in
disguise. But a time comes when she throws
off her ornaments and veils and stands clothed
in naked dignity. I grope for that ultimate you,
that bare simplicity of truth.
Why these tears, my love? Why
cover your face with your hands? Have I
pained you, my darling? Forget what I said.
I will be content with the present. Let
each separate moment of beauty come to me like
a bird of mystery from its unseen nest in the dark
bearing a message of music. Let me for ever
sit with my hope on the brink of its realization,
and thus end my days.