CHAPTER
I
In historical time the Buddha comes
first of those who declared salvation to all men,
without distinction, as by right man’s own.
What was the special force which startled men’s
minds and, almost within the master’s lifetime,
spread his teachings over India? It was the unique
significance of the event, when a man came to men and
said to them, “I am here to emancipate you from
the miseries of the thraldom of self.”
This wisdom came, neither in texts of Scripture, nor
in symbols of deities, nor in religious practices
sanctified by ages, but through the voice of a living
man and the love that flowed from a human heart.
And I believe this was the first occasion
in the history of the world when the idea of the Avatar
found its place in religion. Western scholars
are never tired of insisting that Buddhism is of the
nature of a moral code, coldly leading to the path
of extinction. They forget that it was held to
be a religion that roused in its devotees an inextinguishable
fire of enthusiasm and carried them to lifelong exile
across the mountain and desert barriers. To say
that a philosophy of suicide can keep kindled in human
hearts for centuries such fervour of self-sacrifice
is to go against all the laws of sane psychology.
The religious enthusiasm which cannot be bound within
any daily ritual, but overflows into adventures of
love and beneficence, must have in its centre that
element of personality which rouses the whole soul.
In answer, it may possibly be said that this was due
to the personality of Buddha himself. But that
also is not quite true. The personality which
stirs the human heart to its immense depths, leading
it to impossible deeds of heroism, must in that process
itself reveal to men the infinite which is in all
humanity. And that is what happened in Buddhism,
making it a religion in the complete sense of the word.
Like the religion of the Upanishads,
Buddhism also generated two divergent currents; the
one impersonal, preaching the abnegation of self through
discipline, and the other personal, preaching the
cultivation of sympathy for all creatures, and devotion
to the infinite truth of love; the other, which is
called the Mahayana, had its origin in the positive
element contained in Buddha’s teachings, which
is immeasurable love. It could never, by any logic,
find its reality in the emptiness of the truthless
abyss. And the object of Buddha’s meditation
and his teachings was to free humanity from sufferings.
But what was the path that he revealed to us?
Was it some negative way of evading pain and seeking
security against it? On the contrary, his path
was the path of sacrifice the utmost sacrifice
of love. The meaning of such sacrifice is to
reach some ultimate truth, some positive ideal, which
in its greatness can accept suffering and transmute
it into the profound peace of self-renunciation.
True emancipation from suffering, which is the inalienable
condition of the limited life of the self, can never
be attained by fleeing from it, but rather by changing
its value in the realm of truth the truth
of the higher life of love.
We have learnt that, by calculations
made in accordance with the law of gravitation, some
planets were discovered exactly in the place where
they should be. Such a law of gravitation there
is also in the moral world. And when we find
men’s minds disturbed, as they were by the preaching
of the Buddha, we can be sure, even without any corroborative
evidence, that there must have been some great luminous
body of attraction, positive and powerful, and not
a mere unfathomable vacancy. It is exactly this
which we discover in the heart of the Mahayana system;
and we have no hesitation in saying that the truth
of Buddhism is there. The oil has to be burnt,
not for the purpose of diminishing it, but for the
purpose of giving light to the lamp. And when
the Buddha said that the self must go, he said at the
same moment that love must be realised. Thus
originated the doctrine of the Dharma-kaya, the Infinite
Wisdom and Love manifested in the Buddha. It
was the first instance, as I have said, when men felt
that the Universal and the Eternal Spirit was revealed
in a human individual whom they had known and touched.
The joy was too great for them, since the very idea
itself came to them as a freedom a freedom
from the sense of their measureless insignificance.
It was the first time, I repeat, when the individual,
as a man, felt in himself the Infinite made concrete.
What was more, those men who felt
the love welling forth from the heart of Buddhism,
as one with the current of the Eternal Love itself,
were struck with the idea that such an effluence could
never have been due to a single cataclysm of history unnatural
and therefore untrue. They felt instead that
it was in the eternal nature of truth, that the event
must belong to a series of manifestations; there must
have been numberless other revelations in the past
and endless others to follow.
The idea grew and widened until men
began to feel that this Infinite Being was already
in every one of them, and that it rested with themselves
to remove the sensual obstructions and reveal him in
their own lives. In every individual there was,
they realised, the potentiality of Buddha that
is to say, the Infinite made manifest.
We have to keep in mind the great
fact that the preaching of the Buddha in India was
not followed by stagnation of life as would
surely have happened if humanity was without any positive
goal and his teaching was without any permanent value
in itself. On the contrary, we find the arts
and sciences springing up in its wake, institutions
started for alleviating the misery of all creatures,
human and non-human, and great centres of education
founded. Some mighty power was suddenly roused
from its obscurity, which worked for long centuries
and changed the history of man in a large part of the
world. And that power came into its full activity
only by the individual being made conscious of his
infinite worth. It was like the sudden discovery
of a great mine of living wealth.
During the period of Buddhism the
doctrine of deliverance flourished, which reached
all mankind and released man’s inner resources
from neglect and self-insult. Even to-day we
see in our own country human nature, from its despised
corner of indignity, slowly and painfully finding
its way to assert the inborn majesty of man. It
is like the imprisoned tree finding a rift in the
wall, and sending out its eager branches into freedom,
to prove that darkness is not its birthright, that
its love is for the sunshine. In the time of the
Buddha the individual discovered his own immensity
of worth, first by witnessing a man who united his
heart in sympathy with all creatures, in all worlds,
through the power of a love that knew no bounds; and
then by learning that the same light of perfection
lay confined within himself behind the clouds of selfish
desire, and that the Bodhi-hridaya “the
heart of the Eternal Enlightenment” every
moment claimed its unveiling in his own heart.
Nagarjuna speaks of this Bodhi-hridaya (another of
whose names is Bodhi-Città) as follows:
One who understands
the nature of the Bodhi-hridaya, sees
everything with a loving
heart; for love is the essence of
Bodhi-hridaya.
My object in writing this paper is
to show, by the further help of illustration from
a popular religious sect of Bengal, that the religious
instinct of man urges him towards a truth, by which
he can transcend the finite nature of the individual
self. Man would never feel the indignity of his
limitations if these were inevitable. Within
him he has glimpses of the Infinite, which give him
assurance that this truth is not in his limitations,
but that this truth can be attained by love.
For love is the positive quality of the Infinite,
and love’s sacrifice accordingly does not lead
to emptiness, but to fulfilment, to Bodhi-hridaya,
“the heart of enlightenment.”
The members of the religious sect
I have mentioned call themselves “Bauel.”
They live outside social recognition, and their very
obscurity helps them in their seeking, from a direct
source, the enlightenment which the soul longs for,
the eternal light of love.
It would be absurd to say that there
is little difference between Buddhism and the religion
of these simple people, who have no system of metaphysics
to support their faith. But my object in bringing
close together these two religions, which seem to
belong to opposite poles, is to point out the fundamental
unity in them. Both of them believe in a fulfilment
which is reached by love’s emancipating us from
the dominance of self. In both these religions
we find man’s yearning to attain the infinite
worth of his individuality, not through any conventional
valuation of society, but through his perfect relationship
with Truth. They agree in holding that the realisation
of our ultimate object is waiting for us in ourselves.
The Bauel likens this fulfilment to the blossoming
of a bud, and sings:
Make way, O bud, make way,
Burst open thy heart and make way.
The opening spirit has overtaken thee,
Canst thou remain a bud any longer?
CHAPTER
II
One day, in a small village in Bengal,
an ascetic woman from the neighbourhood came to see
me. She had the name “Sarva-khepi”
given to her by the village people, the meaning of
which is “the woman who is mad about all things.”
She fixed her star-like eyes upon my face and startled
me with the question, “When are you coming to
meet me underneath the trees?” Evidently she
pitied me who lived (according to her) prisoned behind
walls, banished away from the great meeting-place
of the All, where she had her dwelling. Just at
that moment my gardener came with his basket, and
when the woman understood that the flowers in the
vase on my table were going to be thrown away, to make
place for the fresh ones, she looked pained and said
to me, “You are always engaged reading and writing;
you do not see.” Then she took the discarded
flowers in her palms, kissed them and touched them
with her forehead, and reverently murmured to herself,
“Beloved of my heart.” I felt that
this woman, in her direct vision of the infinite personality
in the heart of all things, truly represented the spirit
of India.
In the same village I came into touch
with some Bauel singers. I had known them by
their names, occasionally seen them singing and begging
in the street, and so passed them by, vaguely classifying
them in my mind under the general name of Vairagis,
or ascetics.
The time came when I had occasion
to meet with some members of the same body and talk
to them about spiritual matters. The first Bauel
song, which I chanced to hear with any attention, profoundly
stirred my mind. Its words are so simple that
it makes me hesitate to render them in a foreign tongue,
and set them forward for critical observation.
Besides, the best part of a song is missed when the
tune is absent; for thereby its movement and its colour
are lost, and it becomes like a butterfly whose wings
have been plucked.
The first line may be translated thus:
“Where shall I meet him, the Man of my Heart?”
This phrase, “the Man of my Heart,” is
not peculiar to this song, but is usual with the Bauel
sect. It means that, for me, the supreme truth
of all existence is in the revelation of the Infinite
in my own humanity.
“The Man of my Heart,”
to the Bauel, is like a divine instrument perfectly
tuned. He gives expression to infinite truth in
the music of life. And the longing for the truth
which is in us, which we have not yet realised, breaks
out in the following Bauel song:
Where shall I meet him, the
Man of my Heart?
He is lost to me and I seek
him wandering from land to land.
I am listless for that moonrise
of beauty,
which
is to light my life,
which
I long to see in the fulness of vision, in gladness
of heart.
The name of the poet who wrote this
song was Gagan. He was almost illiterate; and
the ideas he received from his Bauel teacher found
no distraction from the self-consciousness of the
modern age. He was a village postman, earning
about ten shillings a month, and he died before he
had completed his teens. The sentiment, to which
he gave such intensity of expression, is common to
most of the songs of his sect. And it is a sect,
almost exclusively confined to that lower floor of
society, where the light of modern education hardly
finds an entrance, while wealth and respectability
shun its utter indigence.
In the song I have translated above,
the longing of the singer to realise the infinite
in his own personality is expressed. This has
to be done daily by its perfect expression in life,
in love. For the personal expression of life,
in its perfection, is love; just as the personal expression
of truth in its perfection is beauty.
In the political life of the modern
age the idea of democracy has given mankind faith
in the individual. It gives each man trust in
his own possibilities, and pride in his humanity.
Something of the same idea, we find, has been working
in the popular mind of India, with regard to its religious
consciousness. Over and over again it tries to
assert, not only that God is for each of us,
but also that God is in each of us. These
people have no special incarnations in their simple
theology, because they know that God is special to
each individual. They say that to be born a man
is the greatest privilege that can fall to a creature
in all the world. They assert that gods in Paradise
envy human beings. Why? Because God’s
will, in giving his love, finds its completeness in
man’s will returning that love. Therefore
Humanity is a necessary factor in the perfecting of
the divine truth. The Infinite, for its self-expression,
comes down into the manifoldness of the Finite; and
the Finite, for its self-realisation, must rise into
the unity of the Infinite. Then only is the Cycle
of Truth complete.
The dignity of man, in his eternal
right of Truth, finds expression in the following
song, composed, not by a theologian or a man of letters,
but by one who belongs to that ninety per cent of the
population of British India whose education has been
far less than elementary, in fact almost below zero:
My longing is to meet you
in play of love, my Lover;
But this longing is not only
mine, but also yours.
For your lips can have their
smile, and your flute
its
music, only in your delight in my love;
and
therefore you are importunate, even as I am.
If the world were a mere expression
of formative forces, then this song would be pathetic
in its presumption. But why is there beauty at
all in creation the beauty whose only meaning
is in a call that claims disinterestedness as a response?
The poet proudly says: “Your flute could
not have its music of beauty if your delight were not
in my love. Your power is great and
there I am not equal to you but it lies
even in me to make you smile, and if you and I never
meet, then this play of love remains incomplete.”
If this were not true, then it would
be an utter humiliation to exist at all in this world.
If it were solely our business to seek the
Lover, and his to keep himself passively aloof
in the infinity of his glory, or actively masterful
only in imposing his commands upon us, then we should
dare to defy him, and refuse to accept the everlasting
insult latent in the one-sided importunity of a slave.
And this is what the Bauel says he who,
in the world of men, goes about singing for alms from
door to door, with his one-stringed instrument and
long robe of patched-up rags on his back:
I stop and sit here on the
road. Do not ask me to walk farther.
If your love can be complete
without mine, let me turn back
from
seeing you.
I have been travelling to
seek you, my friend, for long;
Yet I refuse to beg a sight
of you, if you do not feel my need.
I am blind with market dust
and midday glare,
and
so wait, my heart’s lover, in hopes that your
own love
will
send you to find me out.
The poet is fully conscious that his
value in the world’s market is pitifully small;
that he is neither wealthy nor learned. Yet he
has his great compensation, for he has come close
to his Lover’s heart. In Bengal the women
bathing in the river often use their overturned water
jars to keep themselves floating when they swim, and
the poet uses this incident for his simile:
It is lucky that I am an empty
vessel,
For when you swim, I keep
floating by your side.
Your full vessels are left
on the empty shore, they are for use;
But I am carried to the river
in your arms, and I dance
to
the rhythm of your heart-throbs and heaving of the
waves.
The great distinguished people of
the world do not know that these beggars deprived
of education, honour, and wealth can, in
the pride of their souls, look down upon them as the
unfortunate ones, who are left on the shore for their
worldly uses, but whose life ever misses the touch
of the Lover’s arms.
The feeling that man is not a mere
casual visitor at the palace-gate of the world, but
the invited guest whose presence is needed to give
the royal banquet its sole meaning, is not confined
to any particular sect in India. Let me quote
here some poems from a mediaeval poet of Western India Jnandas whose
works are nearly forgotten, and have become scarce
from the very exquisiteness of their excellence.
In the following poem he is addressing God’s
messenger, who comes to us in the morning light of
our childhood, in the dusk of our day’s end,
and in the night’s darkness:
Messenger, morning brought
you, habited in gold.
After sunset, your song wore
a tune of ascetic grey,
and
then came night.
Your message was written in
bright letters across the black.
Why is such splendour about
you, to lure the heart of one
who
is nothing?
This is the answer of the messenger:
Great is the festival hall
where you are to be the only guest.
Therefore the letter to you
is written from sky to sky,
And I, the proud servant,
bring the invitation with all ceremony.
And thus the poet knows that the silent
rows of stars carry God’s own invitation to
the individual soul.
The same poet sings:
What hast thou come to beg
from the beggar, O King of Kings?
My Kingdom is poor for want
of him, my dear one, and I
wait
for him in sorrow.
How long will you keep him
waiting, O wretch,
who
has waited for you for ages in silence and stillness?
Open your gate, and make this
very moment fit for the union.
It is the song of man’s pride
in the value given to him by Supreme Love and realised
by his own love.
The Vaishnava religion, which has
become the popular religion of India, carries the
same message: God’s love finding its finality
in man’s love. According to it, the lover,
man, is the complement of the Lover, God, in the internal
love drama of existence; and God’s call is ever
wafted in man’s heart in the world-music, drawing
him towards the union. This idea has been expressed
in rich elaboration of symbols verging upon realism.
But for these Bauels this idea is direct and simple,
full of the dignified beauty of truth, which shuns
all tinsels of ornament.
The Bauel poet, when asked why he
had no sect mark on his forehead, answered in his
song that the true colour decoration appears on the
skin of the fruit when its inner core is filled with
ripe, sweet juice; but by artificially smearing it
with colour from outside you do not make it ripe.
And he says of his Guru, his teacher, that he is puzzled
to find in which direction he must make salutation.
For his teacher is not one, but many, who, moving
on, form a procession of wayfarers.
Bauels have no temple or image for
their worship, and this utter simplicity is needful
for men whose one subject is to realise the innermost
nearness of God. The Bauel poet expressly says
that if we try to approach God through the senses
we miss him:
Bring him not into your house
as the guest of your eyes;
but
let him come at your heart’s invitation.
Opening your doors to that
which is seen only, is to lose it.
Yet, being a poet, he also knows that
the objects of sense can reveal their spiritual meaning
only when they are not seen through mere physical
eyes:
Eyes can see only dust and
earth,
But feel it with your heart,
it is pure joy.
The flowers of delight blossom
on all sides, in every form,
but
where is your heart’s thread to weave them in
a garland?
These Bauels have a philosophy, which
they call the philosophy of the body; but they keep
its secret; it is only for the initiated. Evidently
the underlying idea is that the individual’s
body is itself the temple, in whose inner mystic shrine
the Divine appears before the soul, and the key to
it has to be found from those who know. But as
the key is not for us outsiders, I leave it with the
observation that this mystic philosophy of the body
is the outcome of the attempt to get rid of all the
outward shelters which are too costly for people like
themselves. But this human body of ours is made
by God’s own hand, from his own love, and even
if some men, in the pride of their superiority, may
despise it, God finds his joy in dwelling in others
of yet lower birth. It is a truth easier of discovery
by these people of humble origin than by men of proud
estate.
The pride of the Bauel beggar is not
in his worldly distinction, but in the distinction
that God himself has given to him. He feels himself
like a flute through which God’s own breath of
love has been breathed:
My heart is like a flute he
has played on.
If ever it fall into other
hands,
let
him fling it away.
My lover’s flute is
dear to him.
Therefore, if to-day alien
breath have entered it and
sounded
strange notes,
Let him break it to pieces
and strew the dust with them.
So we find that this man also has
his disgust of defilement. While the ambitious
world of wealth and power despises him, he in his turn
thinks that the world’s touch desecrates him
who has been made sacred by the touch of his Lover.
He does not envy us our life of ambition and achievements,
but he knows how precious his own life has been:
I am poured forth in living
notes of joy and sorrow by your breath.
Morning and evening, in summer
and in rains, I am fashioned to music.
Yet should I be wholly spent
in some flight of song,
I shall not grieve, the tune
is so precious to me.
Our joys and sorrows are contradictory
when self separates them in opposition. But for
the heart in which self merges in God’s love,
they lose their absoluteness. So the Bauel’s
prayer is to feel in all situations in
danger, or pain, or sorrow that he is in
God’s hands. He solves the problem of emancipation
from sufferings by accepting and setting them in a
higher context:
I am the boat, you are the sea,
and also the boatman.
Though you never make the shore, though you let
me sink,
why should I be foolish and afraid?
Is the reaching the shore a greater prize than
losing myself
with you?
If you are only the haven, as they say, then what
is the sea?
Let it surge and toss me on its waves, I shall
be content.
I live in you, whatever and however you appear.
Save me or kill me as you wish, only never leave
me in
others’ hands.
CHAPTER
III
It is needless to say, before I conclude,
that I had neither the training nor the opportunity
to study this mendicant religious sect in Bengal from
an ethnological standpoint. I was attracted to
find out how the living currents of religious movements
work in the heart of the people, saving them from
degradation imposed by the society of the learned,
of the rich, or of the high-born; how the spirit of
man, by making use even of its obstacles, reaches
fulfilment, led thither, not by the learned authorities
in the scriptures, or by the mechanical impulse of
the dogma-driven crowd, but by the unsophisticated
aspiration of the loving soul. On the inaccessible
mountain peaks of theology the snows of creed remain
eternally rigid, cold, and pure. But God’s
manifest shower falls direct on the plain of humble
hearts, flowing there in various channels, even getting
mixed with some mud in its course, as it is soaked
into the underground currents, invisible, but ever-moving.
I can think of nothing better than
to conclude my paper with a poem of Jnandas, in which
the aspiration of all simple spirits has found a devout
expression:
I had travelled all day and
was tired; then I bowed my head
towards
thy kingly court still far away.
The night deepened, a longing
burned in my heart.
Whatever the words I sang,
pain cried through them for
even
my songs thirsted
O my Lover, my
Beloved, my Best in all the world.
When time seemed lost in darkness,
thy
hand dropped its sceptre to take up the lute and
strike
the uttermost chords;
And my heart sang out,
O my Lover, my
Beloved, my Best in all the world.
Ah, who is this whose arms
enfold me?
Whatever I have to leave,
let me leave; and whatever I
have
to bear, let me bear.
Only let me walk with thee,
O my Lover, my
Beloved, my Best in all the world.
Descend at whiles from thy
high audience hall, come down
amid
joys and sorrows.
Hide in all forms and delights,
in love,
And in my heart sing thy songs,
O my Lover, my
Beloved, my Best in all the world.