I know how it happened, too.
It came of eating sausages. Mrs. Rosenberg, after
she was fairly awake, felt so uncomfortable and oppressed
that she went up stairs to see if the children were
safe. Really, I do suppose those little human
souls were precious to her, after all.
There lay Mandoline and Dotty side
by side on the buffalo skins; and the Jewish mother
stood in her short night-dress, with a tallow candle
in her hand, and gazed at them tenderly. That
horrible dream had stirred the fountain of love in
her heart They made a beautiful picture, and there
was no stain of evil in their young faces. It
seems as if the angel of Sleep flies away with loads
of naughtiness, for he always leaves sleeping children
looking very innocent. But, alas! he brings back
next morning all he carried away, for the little ones
wake up with just as bad hearts as ever.
“What sweet little creeters!”
said Mrs. Rosenberg, bending over and kissing them
both; “just like seraphims right out of the clouds.”
Softly, madam! If a drop of tallow
should fall on them from that candle, they might take
to themselves wings and fly away. That was what
Cupid did in the fairy story, and you are in fairy-land
yourself, Mrs. Rosenberg; you are still half asleep.
She looked at Mandoline’s perfect
little hand, lying outside the patchwork quilt.
“It doesn’t seem, now,”
murmured the mother, with a tear in her eye, “that
I could ever whack them pretty fingers with a thimble.
I do believe if I wasn’t pestered to death with
everything under the sun to do, I might be kind o’
half-way decent.”
Perhaps the poor woman told the truth; I think she
did.
Then, as she stood there, she breathed
a little prayer without any words, not
for herself for she did not suppose God
would hear that, but for her children
that she “banged about” every day of their
lives.
She was not really a Jewess, for she
had no religion of any sort, and never went to church;
but I am sure of one thing: little overworked
Mandoline would have loved her mother better if she
had known she ever prayed for her at all.
In the morning, Mrs. Rosenberg was
just as hard and sharp as ever; she could not stop
to be pleasant. Dotty longed to get away; but
she was an exile from her own dear home; whither could
she turn?
It was a cold morning, and the children
ran down stairs half dressed and shivering. Dotty
spread out her stiff, red fingers before the cooking-stove
like the sticks of a fan. “O, hum!”
thought she, drearily, “I wish I could see the
red coals in our grate. My mamma wouldn’t
let me go to the table with such hair as this.
Prudy’d say ’twas ‘harum scarum.’
But I can’t brush it with a tooth-comb, ’thout
any glass so there!”
Dotty’s curly hair looked quite
as respectable as Mandoline’s. Mrs. Rosenberg
was far too busy to attend to her children’s
heads. They might be rough on the outside, and
full of mischief inside; but she could not stop to
inquire.
“What a dreadful nice breakfast!”
remarked Judith, rubbing her hands, and accidentally
hitting little Jacob, who forthwith spilled some molasses
on the clean table-cloth, and had his ears boxed in
consequence. It was very evident that this meal
was a much better one than usual a sort
of festival in honor of Dotty Dimple: Dutch cheese
and pickles, mince-pie and gingerbread, pepper-boxes
and green and yellow dishes, were mixed up together
as if they had been stirred about with a spoon.
Dotty had not intended to eat a mouthful;
but after her light supper of the night before, she
was really hungry, and, in spite of her best resolves,
the fish-hash and corncake gradually disappeared from
her plate.
After breakfast she felt more resigned,
and armed herself to meet her fate. Mrs. Rosenberg
graciously allowed Mandoline to lay aside her tedious
knitting, and give her undivided attention to her guest.
Dotty had no heart for play.
“Seems as if I should choke
in this house,” said she; “let’s
go out and breathe.”
The air inside the house was rather
stifling from a mixture of odors, and soon the grocery
began to fill with loud-talking men and boys; but not
the least of Dotty’s troubles was the black and
tan dog, who seemed to have just such a temper as
Mrs. Rosenberg, and would certainly have scolded if
he had had the gift of speech.
The two little girls went out to walk;
but it was not a pleasant street where the grocery
stood, and Dotty hurried on to a better part of the
town. They fluttered about for two or three hours,
as aimless as a couple of white butterflies.
Just as they were turning to go back to the dismal
little grocery, which Dotty thought was more like a
lock-up than ever, they met Mr. and Mrs. Parlin riding
out in a carriage.
Dotty felt a sudden tumult of joy
and shame, but the joy was uppermost. She rushed
headlong across the street, swinging her arms and startling
the horse, who supposed she was some new and improved
kind of windmill, dressed up in a little girl’s
clothes.
“O, my darling mamma, my darling mamma!”
To her surprise, the horse did not
stop. He only pricked up his ears, and looked
with displeasure at the windmill, but kept along as
before.
“Mamma, mamma, I say!”
Her mother never even looked at her,
but turned her gaze to the blackened trees, the heaps
of ruin along the pavement.
“O; papa! O, stop, papa! It’s
me! It’s Dotty!”
Mr. Parlin bent on his runaway daughter
a glance of indifference, and called out, in passing,
“What strange little girl is
this, who seems to know us so well? It looks
like my daughter Alice. If it is, she needn’t
come to my house to-day; she may go and finish her
visit at Mrs. Rosenberg’s.”
Then the horse trotted on, indeed,
he had never paused a moment, and carried
both those dear, dear people out of sight.
What did they mean? What had
happened to Dotty Dimple, that her own father and
mother did not know her?
She looked down at the skirt of her
dress, at her gaiters, at her little bare hands, to
make sure no wicked fairy had changed her. Not
that she suspected any such thing. She understood
but too well what her father and mother meant.
They knew her, but had not chosen to recognize her,
because they were displeased.
Dotty’s little heart, the swelling
of which had net gone down at all during the night,
now ached terribly. She covered her face with
her hands, and groaned aloud.
“Don’t,” said Mandoline,
touched with pity. “They no business to
treat you so.”
“O, Lina, don’t you talk!
You don’t know anything about it. You never
had such a father’n mother’s they are!
And now they won’t let me come into the house!”
This wail of despair would have melted
Mrs. Parlin if she could have heard it. It was
only because she thought it necessary to be severe
that she had consented to do as her husband advised,
and turn coldly away from her dear little daughter.
Dotty was a loving child, in spite of her disobedience,
and this treatment was almost more than she could bear.
She found no consolation in talking with Lina, for
she knew Lina could not understand her feelings.
“She hasn’t any Susy and
Prudy at her house, nor no anything” thought
Dotty. “If I lived with Mrs. Rosenberg and
that dog, I’d want to be locked out; I’d
ask if I couldn’t. But, O, my darling mamma!
I’ve been naughty too many times! When
I’d been naughty fifty, sixty, five hundred
times, then she forgave me; but now she can’t
forgive me any more; it isn’t possible.”
Dotty staggered against a girl who
was drawing a baby-carriage, but recovered herself.
“It isn’t possible to
forgive me any more. She told me not to go on
the water, and I went. She told me not to have
temper, and I had it. Every single thing she’s
told me not to do, I always went and did it. She
said, ‘I do not wish you to play with Lina Rosenberg;’
and then I went right off and played with her.
I didn’t have a bit good time; but that’s
nothing. She hided my hat Lina did;
but if I’d gone home, straight home, and not
gone to her house, then she couldn’t have hided
it.
“I was naughty; I was real naughty;
I was as naughty as King Herod and King Pharaoh.
Nobody’ll ever love me. I’m a poor
orphanless child! I’ve got a father’n
mother, but it’s just the same as if I didn’t,
for they won’t let me call ’em by it.
O, they didn’t die, but they won’t be any
father’n mother to ME!
“‘What strange little
girl is this?’ that’s what my papa said.
’_ Looks_ like my daughter Alice!’ O,
I wish I could die!”
“Come, come,” said Lina;
“let’s go home. Mother said you and
I might have some macaroni cakes and lager beer, if
we wouldn’t let the rest of ’em see us
at it.”
“I don’t care anything
about your locker beer, Lina Rosenberg, nor
your whiskey and tobacco pipes, either. Nor neither,
nor nothing,” added the desolate child, standing
“stock still,” with the back of her head
against a pile of bricks, her eyes closed, and her
hands folded across her bosom.
“There, there; you’re
a pretty sight now, Dotty Dimple! What if you
should freeze so! Come along and behave.”
“I can’t, I can’t!”
“If you don’t, Dotty,
I’ll have to go into that barber’s shop.
I know the man, and I’ll make him carry you
home piggerback”
“Well, if I’ve got to
go, I’ll go,” said Dotty, rousing herself,
and starting; “but I’d rather be dead,
over’n over; and wish I was; so there!”