Somebody said once to Susy and Flossy,
when they were having a frolic in “Prudy’s
sitting-room,” up stairs, “What happy little
things! You don’t know what trouble is,
and never will, till you grow up!”
The little girls preserved a respectful
silence, till the lady was out of hearing, and then
held an indignant discussion as to the truth of what
she had said. It would have been a discussion,
I mean, if they had not both taken the same side of
the question.
“How she sighed,” said
Susy, “just as if she was the melancholiest
person that ever was!” Susy was famous for the
use she made of adjectives, forming the superlatives
just as it happened.
“Yes, just the way,” responded
Flossy. “I’d like to know what ever
happened to her? Pshaw! She laughed
this afternoon, and ate apples fast enough!”
“O, she thinks she must make
believe have a dreadful time, because she is grown
up,” said Susy, scornfully. “She’s
forgot she was ever a little girl! I’ve
had troubles; I guess I have! And I know one thing,
I shall remember ’em when I grow up, and not
say, ‘What happy little things!’ to children.
It’s real hateful!”
Little folks have trouble, to be sure.
Their hearts are full of it, and running over, sometimes;
and how can the largest heart that ever beat be more
than full, and running over?
Susy had daily trials. They were
sent to her because they were good for her. Shadows
and night-dews are good for flowers. If the sun
had shone on Susy always, and she had never had any
shadows and night dews, she would have scorched
up into a selfish girl.
One of her trials was Miss Dotty Dimple.
Now, she loved Dotty dearly, and considered her funny
all over, from the crown of her head to the soles
of her little twinkling feet, which were squeezed into
a pair of gaiters. Dotty loved those gaiters
as if they were alive. She had a great contempt
for the slippers she wore in the morning, but it was
her “darlin’ gaiters,” which she
put on in the afternoon, and loved next to father
and mother, and all her best friends.
When ladies called, she stepped very
briskly across the floor, looking down at her feet,
and tiptoeing about, till the ladies smiled, and said,
“O, what sweet little boots!” and then
she was perfectly happy.
Susy was not very wide awake in the
morning; but Dotty was stirring as soon as there was
a peep of light, and usually stole into Susy’s
bed to have a frolic. Nothing but a story would
keep her still, and poor Susy often wondered which
was harder, to be used as a football by Dotty, or
to tell stories with her eyes shut.
“O, Dotty Dimple, keep still;
can’t you? There’s a darling,”
she would plead, longing for another nap; “don’t
kill me.”
“No, no; me won’t kill,”
the little one would reply; “’tisn’t
pooty to kill!”
“O, dear, you little, cunning,
darling plague, now hush, and let me go to sleep!”
Then Dotty would plant both feet firmly
on Susy’s chest, and say, in her teasing little
voice, as troublesome as the hum of a mosquito,
“Won’t you tell me ’tory tell
me a ’tory tell me a ’tory,
Susy.”
“Well, what do you want to hear?”
Now, it was natural for Susy to feel
cross when she was sleepy. It cost her a hard
struggle to speak pleasantly, and when she succeeded
in doing so, I set it down as one of her greatest
victories over herself. The Quaker motto of her
grandmother, “Let patience have her perfect work,”
helped her sometimes, when she could wake up enough
to remember it.
“Tell ’bout little yellow
gell,” said the voice of the mosquito, over
and over again.
Susy roused herself after the third
request, and sleepily asked if something else wouldn’t
do?
“I had a little nobby-colt.”
“No, no, you di’n’t,
you di’n’t; grandma had the nobby!
Tell yellow gell.”
“O,” sighed Susy, “how
can you want to hear that so many, many times?
Well, once when I was a little bit of a girl ”
“’Bout’s big as me, you said,”
put in Dotty.
“O, yes, I did say so once,
and I suppose I must tell it so every time, or you’ll
fuss! Well, I had a yellow dress all striped off
in checks ”
“Di’n’t it go this
way?” said Dotty, smoothing the sheet with her
little hand, “and this way?”
“What? What?” Susy
roused herself and rubbed her eyes. “O,
yes, it went in checks; and I was at grandma Parlin’s,
and Grace Grace O, Grace and
I went into the pasture where there were a couple of
cows, a gray cow and a red cow.”
“Now you must say what is couple,”
says Dotty.
“Then what is couple?”
“Gray cow,” answers Dotty, very gravely.
“So when the cows saw us coming,
they they O, they threw up their
heads, and stopped eating grass in the air.
I mean threw up their
heads.” Susy was nearly asleep.
“Up in the air?”
“Yes, of course, up in the air.
(There, I will wake up!) And the gray cow began
to run towards us, and Grace says to me, ’O,
my, she thinks you’re a pumpkin!’”
“You?”
“Yes, me, because my dress was
so yellow. I was just as afraid of the cow as
I could be.”
“Good cow! He wouldn’t hurt!”
“No, the cow was good, and didn’t
think I was a pumpkin, not the least speck. But
I was so afraid, that I crept under the bars, and ran
home.”
“To grandma’s house?”
“Yes; and grandma laughed.”
“Well, where was me?” was the next question,
after a pause.
Then, when the duty of story-telling
was performed, Susy would gladly have gone back to
“climbing the dream-tree;” but no, she
must still listen to Dotty, though she answered her
questions in an absent-minded way, like a person “hunting
for a forgotten dream.”
One morning she was going to ride
with her cousin Percy. It had been some time
since she had seen Wings, except in the stable, where
she visited him every day.
But Dotty had set her heart on a rag-baby
which Susy had promised to dress, and Prudy was anxious
that Susy should play several games of checkers with
her.
“O, dear,” said the eldest
sister, with the perplexed air of a mother who has
disobedient little ones to manage. “I think
I have about as much as I can bear. The children
always make a fuss, just as sure as I want to go out.”
The old, impatient spirit was rising;
that spirit which it was one of the duties of Susy’s
life to keep under control.
She went into the bathing-room, and
drank off a glass of cold water, and talked to herself
a while, for she considered that the safest way.
“Have I any right to be cross?
Yes, I think I have. Here Dotty woke me up, right
in the middle of a dream, and I’m sleepy this
minute. Then Prudy is a little babyish thing,
and always was making a fuss if I forget
to call her Rosy Frances! Yes, I’ll be cross,
and act just as I want to. It’s too hard
work to keep pleasant; I won’t try.”
She walked along to the door, but,
by that time, the better spirit was struggling to
be heard.
“Now, Susy Parlin,” it
said, “you little girl with a pony, and a pair
of skates, and feet to walk on, and everything you
want, ain’t you ashamed, when you think of that
dear little sister you pushed down stairs no,
didn’t push that poor little lame
sister! O, hark! there is your mother winding
up that hard splint! How would you feel with such
a thing on your hip? Go, this minute, and comfort
Prudy!”
The impatient feelings were gone for
that time; Susy had swallowed them, or they had flown
out of the window.
“Now Rosy Frances Eastman Mary,”
said she, “if your splint is all fixed, I’ll
comb your hair.”
The splint was made of hard, polished
wood and brass. Under it were strips of plaster
an inch wide, which wound round and round the poor
wounded limb. These strips of plaster became loose,
and there was a little key-hole in the splint, into
which Mrs. Parlin put a key, and wound up and tightened
the plaster every morning. This operation did
not hurt Prudy at all.
“Now,” said Susy, after
she had combed Prudy’s hair carefully, and put
a net over it, until her mother should be ready to
curl it, “now we will have a game of checkers.”
Prudy played in high glee, for Susy
allowed her to jump all her men, and march triumphantly
into the king-row, at the head of a victorious army.
“There, now, Rosy,” said
Susy, gently, “are you willing to let me go out
riding? I can’t play any more if I ride,
for I must dress Dotty’s doll, and feed my canary.”
“O, well,” said Prudy,
considering the matter, “I’m sick; I tell
you how it is, I’m sick, you know; but well,
you may go, Susy, if you’ll make up a story
as long as a mile.”
Susy really felt grateful to Prudy,
but it was her own gentle manner which had charmed
the sick child into giving her consent.
Then Susy proceeded to dress Dotty’s
doll in a very simple fashion, with two holes for
short sleeves, and a skirt with a raw edge; but she
looked kind and pleasant while she was at work, and
Dotty was just as well pleased as if it had been an
elegant costume she was preparing. And it was
really good enough for a poor deformed rag-baby, with
a head shaped like a stove-pipe.
Susy was delighted to find how well
a little patience served her in amusing “the
children.” Next, she went to give Dandy
his morning bath. Mrs. Parlin still thought it
a dangerous practice, but had not seen Mrs. Mason,
to question her about it, and Susy was too obstinate
in her opinion to listen to her mother.
“I must do it,” said Susy;
“it has been ever so long since Dandy was bathed,
and I shouldn’t take any comfort riding, mamma,
if I didn’t leave him clean.”
Susy plunged the trembling canary
into his little bathing-bowl, in some haste.
He struggled as usual, and begged, with his weak, piping
voice, to be spared such an infliction. But Susy
was resolute.
“It’ll do you good, Ducky
Daddles; we mustn’t have any lazy, dirty birdies
in this house.”
Ducky Daddies rolled up his little
eyes, and gasped for breath.
“O, look, mother!” cried
Susy, laughing; “how funny Dandy acts! Do
you suppose it’s to make me laugh? O, is
he fainting away?”
“Fainting away! My dear child, he is dying!”
This was the sad truth. Mrs.
Parlin fanned him, hoping to call back the lingering
breath. But it was too late. One or two more
throbs, and his frightened little heart had ceased
to beat; his frail life had gone out as suddenly as
a spark of fire.
Susy was too much shocked to speak.
She stood holding the stiffening bird in her hands,
and gazing at it.
Mrs. Parlin was very sorry for Susy,
and had too much kindness of feeling to add to her
distress by saying,
“You know how I warned you, Susy.”
Susy was already suffering for her
obstinacy and disregard of her mother’s advice;
and Mrs. Parlin believed she would lay the lesson to
heart quite as well without more words. It was
a bitter lesson. Susy loved dumb creatures dearly,
and was just becoming very fond of Dandy.
In the midst of her trouble, and while
her eyes were swollen with tears, her cousin Percy
came with Wings and the sleigh to give her the promised
ride. Susy no longer cared for going out:
it seemed to her that her heart was almost broken.
“Well, cousin Indigo, what is
the matter?” said Percy; “you look as if
this world was a howling wilderness, and you wanted
to howl too. What, crying over that bird?
Poh! I can buy you a screech-owl any time, that
will make twice the noise he could in his best days.
Come, hurry, and put your things on!”
Susy buried her face in her apron.
“I’ll compose a dirge for him,”
said Percy.
“My bird is dead, said
Susy P.,
My bird is dead; O, deary
me!
He sang so sweet, te
whee, te whee;
He sings no more; O, deary
me!
Go hang his cage up in the
tree,
That cage I care no more to
see.
My bird is dead, cried Susy
P.”
These provoking words Percy drawled
out in a sing-song voice. It was too much.
Susy’s eyes flashed through her tears.
“You’ve always laughed
at me, Percy Eastman, and plagued me about Freddy
Jackson, and everything, and I’ve borne it like
a like a lady. But when you go to
laughing at my poor little Dandy that’s dead,
and can’t speak ”
Susy was about to say, “Can’t
speak for himself,” but saw in time how absurdly
she was talking, and stopped short.
Percy laughed.
“Where are you going with that cage?”
“Going to put it away, where I’ll never
see it again,” sobbed poor Susy.
“Give it to me,” said Percy: “I’ll
take care of it for you.”
If Susy’s eyes had not been
blinded by tears, she would have been surprised to
see the real pity in Percy’s face.
He was a rollicking boy, full of merriment
and bluster, and what tender feelings he possessed,
he took such a wonderful amount of pains to conceal,
that Susy never suspected he had any. She would
have enjoyed her ride if she had not felt so full
of grief. The day was beautiful. There had
been a storm, and the trees looked as if they had been
snowballing one another; but Susy had no eye for trees,
and just then hardly cared for her pony.
Percy put the cage in the sleigh,
under the buffalo robes; and when they reached his
own door, he carried the cage into the house, while
Susy drew a sigh of relief. He offered to stuff
Dandy, or have him stuffed; but Susy rejected the
idea with horror.
“No, if Dandy was dead, he was
all dead; she didn’t want to see him sitting
up stiff and cold, when he couldn’t sing a speck.”