Days and weeks passed. The snowflakes,
which had fallen from time to time, and kept themselves
busy making a patchwork quilt for mother Earth, now
melted away, and the white quilt was torn into shreds.
The bare ground was all there was to be seen, except
now and then a dot of the white coverlet. It
was Spring, and everything began to wake up. The
sun wasn’t half so sleepy, and didn’t walk
off over the western hills in the middle of the afternoon
to take a nap.
The sleighing was gone long ago.
The roads were dismal swamps. “Wings”
would have a rest till “settled going.”
Susy’s skates were hung up in a green baize
bag, to dream away the summer.
The mocking-bird performed his daily
duties of entertaining the family, besides learning
a great many new songs. Susy said she tried not
to set her heart on that bird.
“I’ll not give him a name,”
she added, “for then he’ll be sure to die!
My first canary was Bertie, and I named the others
Berties, as fast as they died off. The last one
was so yellow that I couldn’t help calling him
Dandelion; but I wish I hadn’t, for then, perhaps,
he’d have lived.”
Susy had caught some whimsical notions
about “signs and wonders.” It is
strange how some intelligent children will believe
in superstitious stories! But as soon as Susy’s
parents discovered that her young head had been stored
with such worse than foolish ideas, they were not slow
to teach her better.
She had a great fright, about this
time, concerning Freddy Jackson. He was one of
the few children who were allowed to play in “Prudy’s
sitting-room.” He did not distract the tired
nerves of “Rosy Frances,” as her cousin
Percy and other boys did, by sudden shouts and loud
laughing. Prudy had a vague feeling that he was
one of the little ones that God thought best to punish
by “snipping his heart.” She knew
what it was to have her heart snipped, and
had a sympathy with little Freddy.
Susy loved Freddy, too. Perhaps
Percy was right, when he said that Susy loved everything
that was dumb; and I am not sure but her tender heart
would have warmed to him all the more if he had been
stone-blind, as well as deaf.
Freddy had a drunken father, and a
sad home; but, for all that, he was not entirely miserable.
It is only the wicked who are miserable. The
kind Father in heaven has so planned it that there
is something pleasant in everybody’s life.
Freddy had no more idea what sound
is than we have of the angels in heaven; but he could
see, and there is so much to be seen! Here is
a great, round world, full of beauty and wonder.
It stands ready to be looked at. Freddy’s
ears must be forever shut out from pleasant sound;
but his bright eyes were wide open, seeing all that
was made to be seen.
He loved to go to Mrs. Parlin’s,
for there he was sure to be greeted pleasantly; and
he understood the language of smiles as well as anybody.
When grandma Read saw him coming she would say,
“Now, Susan, thee’d better
lay aside thy book, for most likely the poor little
fellow will want to talk.”
And Susy did lay aside her book.
She had learned so many lessons this winter in self-denial!
These “silent talks” were
quite droll. Little Dotty almost understood something
about them; that is, when they used the signs:
the alphabet was more than she could manage.
When Freddy wanted to talk about Dotty, he made a
sign for a dimple in each cheek. He smoothed his
hair when he meant Susy, and made a waving motion
over his head for Prudy, whose hair was full of ripples.
Prudy said she had wrinkled hair,
and she knew it; but the wrinkles “wouldn’t
come out.”
Grandma Read sat one evening by the
coal-grate, holding a letter in her hand, and looking
into the glowing fire with a thoughtful expression.
Susy came and sat near her, resting one arm on her
grandma’s lap, and trying in various ways to
attract her attention.
“Why, grandma,” said she,
“I’ve spoken to you three times; but I
can’t get you to answer or look at me.”
“What does thee want, my dear?
I will try to attend to thee.”
“O, grandma, there are ever
so many things I want to say, now mother is out of
the room, and father hasn’t got home. I
must tell somebody, or my heart will break; and you
know, grandma dear, I can talk to you so easy.”
“Can thee? Then go on,
Susy; what would thee like to say?”
“O, two or three things.
Have you noticed, grandma, that I’ve been just
as sober as can be?”
“For how long, Susan?”
“O, all day; I’ve felt as if I couldn’t
but just live!”
Grandma Read did not smile at this.
She knew very well that such a child as Susy is capable
of intense suffering.
“Well, Susan, is it about thy sister Prudence?”
“O, no, grandma! she’s getting; better;
isn’t she?”
“Are thy lessons at school too hard for thee,
Susan?”
Mrs. Read saw that Susy was very reluctant
about opening her heart, although she had said she
could talk to her grandmother “so easy.”
“No, indeed, grandma; my lessons
are not too hard. I’m a real good scholar one
of the best in school for my age.”
This was a fact. Some people
would have chidden Susy for it; but Mrs. Read reflected
that the child was only telling the simple truth, and
had no idea of boasting. She was not a little
girl who would intrude such remarks about herself
upon strangers. But when she and her grandma were
talking together confidentially, she thought it made
all the difference in the world; as indeed it did.
“I have a great deal to trouble
me,” said Susy, and the “evening-blue”
of her eyes clouded over, till there were signs of
a shower. “I thought my pony would make
me happy as long as I lived; but it hasn’t.
One thing that I feel bad about is well,
it’s turning over a new leaf. When New
Year’s comes, I’m going to do it, and don’t;
so I wait till my birthday, and then I don’t.
It seems as if I’d tried about a thousand New
Years and birthdays to turn over that leaf.”
Grandma smiled, but did not interrupt Susy.
“I think I should be real good,”
continued the child, “if it wasn’t such
hard work. I can’t be orderly, grandma not
much; and then Dotty upsets everything. Sometimes
I have to hold my breath to keep patient.
“Well, grandma, my birthday
comes to-morrow, the 8th of April. I like it
well enough; only there’s one reason why I don’t
like it at all, and that is a Bible reason. It’s
so dreadful that I can’t bear to say it to you,”
said Susy, shuddering, and lowering her voice to a
whisper; “I don’t want to grow up, for
I shall have to marry Freddy Jackson.”
Grandma tried to look serious.
“Who put such a foolish idea into thy head,
child?”
“Cousin Percy told me last night,”
answered Susy, solemnly. “How can you laugh
when it’s all in the Bible, grandma? I never
told anybody before. Wait; I’ll show you
the verse. I’ve put a mark at the place.”
Susy brought her Bible to her grandmother,
and, opening it at the thirty-first chapter of Proverbs,
pointed, with a trembling finger, to the eighth verse,
which Mrs. Read read aloud,
“Open thy mouth for the dumb
in the cause of all such as are appointed to destruction.”
“Now Percy says that’s
a sure sign! I told him, O, dear! Freddy
ought to marry a dumb woman; that would be properest;
but Percy says no anything has got to ‘come
to pass’ when it’s foreordinationed!”
“And could thee really believe
such foolishness, my sensible little Susan? Does
thee suppose the good Lord ever meant that we should
read his Bible as if it were a wicked dream-book?”
“Then you don’t think
I shall have to marry Freddy Jackson,” cried
Susy, immensely relieved. “I’m so
glad I told you! I felt so sober all day, only
nobody noticed it, and I was ashamed to tell!”
“It is a good thing for thee
to tell thy little troubles to thy older friends,
Susan: thee’ll almost always find it so,”
said grandma Read, stroking Susy’s hair.
“Now, my child, I have a piece
of news for thee, if thee is ready to hear it:
thy cousin, Grace Clifford, has a little sister.”
“A baby sister? A real sister? Does
mother know it?”
“Yes, thy mother knows it.”
“But how could you keep it to yourself
so long?”
“Thee thinks good news is hard
to keep, does thee? Well, thee shall be the first
to tell thy father when he comes home.”
Susy heard steps on the door-stone,
and rushed out, with the joyful story on her lips.
It proved to be not her father, but callers, who were
just ringing the bell; and they heard Susy’s
exclamation,
“O, have you heard? Grace
has a new sister, a baby sister, as true as you live!”
with the most provoking coolness.
But when Mr. Parlin came, he was sufficiently
interested in the news to satisfy even Susy.