It is always an odd, unhomelike
moment when one wakes up for the first time in a new
place. Sleep is a separation between us and all
that has gone before it. It takes a little while
to recollect where we are and how we came there, and
to get used to the strangeness which had partly worn
away, but has come on again while we dreamed and forgot
all about it.
Candace experienced this when she
woke in the little blue room the morning after her
arrival in Newport. She had gone to bed, by Mrs.
Gray’s advice, when their long talk about manners
and customs was ended, and without going downstairs
again.
“You are very tired, I can see,”
said Cousin Kate. “A long night’s
sleep will freshen you, and the world will look differently
and a great deal pleasanter to-morrow.”
Candace was glad to follow this counsel.
She was tired, and she felt shy of Mr. Gray
and the girls, and would rather put off meeting them
again, she thought, till the morning. Ten hours
of unbroken sleep rested her thoroughly, but she woke
with a feeling of puzzled surprise at her surroundings,
and for a few moments could not gather up her thoughts
or quite recollect where she was. Then it all
came back to her, and she was again conscious of the
uncomfortable sensations of the night before.
She lay a little while thinking about
it, and half wishing that she need not get up at all
but just burrow under the blanket and hide herself,
like a mouse or rabbit in his downy hole, till everybody
had forgotten her blunders, and till she herself could
forget them. But she said to herself bravely:
“I won’t be foolish. Cousin Kate is
just lovely; she’s promised to help me, and
I’m sure she will. I will try not to mind
the others; but, oh dear! I wish I were not so
afraid of the girls.”
She jumped out of bed resolutely and
began to dress, taking her time about it, and stealing
many glances out of the open window; for she knew
it must be early, and as yet there were no sounds of
life about the house. After her hair was curled,
she stood for some time at the door of the closet,
debating what dress she should put on.
The choice was limited. There
were only a brown plaided gingham, a blue calico,
and a thick white cambric to choose from. The
latter seemed to her almost too nice to be worn in
the morning. It was the first white dress she
had ever been allowed to have, and Aunt Myra had said
a good deal about the difficulty of getting it done
up; so it seemed to Candace rather a sacred garment,
which should be reserved for special state occasions.
After hesitating awhile she put on
the brown gingham. It had a little ruffle basted
round the neck. Candace tried the effect of a
large blue bow, and then of a muslin one, very broad,
with worked ends; but neither pleased her exactly.
She recollected that Georgie and Gertrude had worn
simple little ruches the night before, with no
bows; and at last she wisely decided to fasten her
ruffle with the little bar of silver which was her
sole possession by way of ornament, for her mother’s
few trinkets had all been sold during her father’s
long illness. This pin had been a present from
the worldly-minded Mrs. Buell, who so often furnished
a text to Aunt Myra’s homilies. She had
one day heard Cannie say, when asked by one of the
Buell daughters if she had any jewelry, “Are
napkin-rings jewelry? I’ve got a napkin-ring.”
Mrs. Buell had laughed at the droll little speech,
and repeated it as a good joke; but the next time
she went to Hartford she bought the silver pin for
Cannie, who was delighted, and held it as her choicest
possession.
Her dressing finished, Candace went
softly downstairs. She paused at the staircase
window to look out. Cousin Kate’s storm
had not come after all. The day was brilliantly
fair. Long fingers of sunshine were feeling their
way through the tree-branches, seeking out shady corners
and giving caressing touches to all growing things.
A book lay on the window-bench. It was “A
York and a Lancaster Rose,” which little Marian
had been reading the night before. It looked interesting,
and, seeing by a glance at the tall clock in the hall
below that it was but a little after seven, Candace
settled herself for a long, comfortable reading before
breakfast.
Mrs. Gray was the first of the family
to appear. She swept rapidly downstairs in her
pretty morning wrapper of pale pink, with a small
muslin cap trimmed with ribbons of the same shade on
her glossy black hair, and paused to give Cannie a
rapid little kiss; but she looked preoccupied, and
paid no further attention to her, beyond a kind word
or two, till breakfast was over, the orders for the
day given, half a dozen notes answered, and half a
dozen persons seen on business. The girls seemed
equally busy. Each had her own special little
task to do. Georgie looked over the book-tables
and writing-tables; sorted, tidied, put away the old
newspapers; made sure that there was ink in the inkstands
and pens and paper in plenty. After this was
done, she set to work to water the plant boxes and
stands in the hall and on the piazza. Gertrude
fell upon a large box of freshly cut flowers, and
began to arrange them in various bowls and vases.
Little Marian had three cages of birds to attend to,
which, as she was very particular about their baths
and behavior, took a long time. Candace alone
had nothing to do, and sat by, feeling idle and left
out among the rest.
“I think I shall put you in
charge of the piazza boxes,” said Mrs. Gray,
noticing her forlorn look as she came back from her
interview with the fishmonger. “See, Cannie,
the watering-pot is kept here, and the faucet
of cold water is just there in the pantry. Would
you like to take them as a little bit of daily regular
work? They must be sprinkled every morning; and
if the earth is dry they must be thoroughly watered,
and all the seed-pods and yellow leaves and dead flowers
must be picked off. Do you feel as if you could
do it?”
“Oh, I should like to,” said Cannie, brightening.
“Very well. Georgie has
plenty to attend to without them, I imagine. She
will be glad to be helped. Georgie, Cannie has
agreed to take the care of all the outside flower-boxes
in future. You needn’t have them on your
mind any more.”
“That’s nice,” said
Georgie, good-naturedly. “Then I will look
after the plants on your balcony, mamma. Elizabeth
doesn’t half see to them.”
“Oh, mightn’t I do those
too?” urged Cannie. “I wish you would
let me.”
“Well, you can if you like.
They are all watered for to-day, though. You
needn’t begin till to-morrow.”
“That is just as well,”
said Mrs. Gray; “for now that I am through with
the orders and the tradesmen, I want Cannie to come
up to the morning-room for a consultation. Georgie,
you may come too. It’s about your hair,
Cannie. Those thick curls are very pretty, but
they look a trifle old-fashioned, and I should think
must be rather hot, like a little warm shawl always
on your shoulders all summer long.” She
stroked the curls with her soft hand, as she spoke.
“Should you dislike to have them knotted up,
Cannie? You are quite old enough, I think.”
“No, I shouldn’t dislike
it, but I don’t know how to do my hair in any
other way. I have always worn it like this.”
“We’ll teach you,”
cried Georgie and Gertrude, who had joined them while
her mother was speaking. “Let us have a
‘Council of Three’ in the morning-room,
and see what is most becoming to her.”
So upstairs they went, and the girls
pounced on Cannie, and put a towel over her shoulders,
and brushed out her curls, and tried this way and
that, while Mrs. Gray sat by and laughed. She
would not interfere, though Cannie at times
resisted, and declared that they were pulling her
hair and hurting her dreadfully, for she
was anxious that the cousins should grow intimate
and familiar with each other. In fact, Cannie’s
shyness was quite shaken out of her for the moment;
and before the experiments were ended, and it was
decided that a little bang on the forehead, and what
Marian called a “curly knot” behind, suited
her best, she felt almost at home with Georgie and
Gertrude.
“There,” said Georgie,
sticking in a last hair-pin, “come and see yourself;
and if you don’t confess that you are improved,
you’re a very ungrateful young person, and that
is all I have to say.”
Candace scarcely knew her own face
when she was led up to the looking-glass. The
light rings of hair lay very prettily on the forehead,
the “curly knot” showed the shape of the
small head; it all looked easy and natural, and as
if it was meant to be so. She smiled involuntarily.
The girl in the glass smiled back.
“Why, I look exactly like somebody
else and not a bit like myself,” she cried.
“What would Aunt Myra say to me?”
“I am going out to do some errands,”
said Mrs. Gray; “will you come along, Cannie,
and have a little drive?”
Mrs. Gray’s errands seemed to
be principally on behalf of her young companion.
First they stopped at Seabury’s, and after Mrs.
Gray had selected a pair of “Newport ties”
for herself, she ordered a similar pair for Candace.
Then she said that while Cannie’s shoe was off
she might as well try on some boots, and Cannie found
herself being fitted with a slender, shapely pair
of black kid, which were not only prettier but more
comfortable than the country-made ones which had made
her foot look so clumsy. After that they stopped
at a carpet and curtain place, where Cannie was much
diverted at hearing the proprietor recommend tassels
instead of plated rings on certain Holland shades,
for the reason that “a tossel had more poetry
about it somehow.” Then, after a brief
pause to order strawberries and fresh lettuce, the
carriage was ordered to a milliner’s.
“I want to get you a little
hat of some sort,” said Cousin Kate. “The
one you wore yesterday is rather old for a girl of
your age. I will retrim it some day, and it will
do for picnics and sails, but you need more hats than
one in this climate, which is fatal to ribbons and
feathers, and takes the stiffness out of everything.”
So a big, shady hat of dark red straw,
with just a scarf of the same color twisted round
the crown and a knowing little wing in front, was
chosen; and then Mrs. Gray spied a smaller one of fine
yellowish straw with a wreath of brown-centred daisies,
and having popped it on Cannie’s head for one
moment, liked the effect, and ordered that too.
Two new hats! It seemed to Cannie’s modest
ideas like the wildest extravagance; and after they
returned to the coupe she found courage to say,
“Cousin Kate, please, you mustn’t
buy me too many things.”
“No, dear, I won’t.
I’ll be careful,” replied Mrs. Gray, smiling.
Then, seeing that Cannie was in earnest, she added,
more seriously: “My child, I’ve no
wish to make you fine. I don’t like finery
for young girls; but one needs a good many things
in a place like this, and I want to have you properly
dressed in a simple way. It was agreed upon between
Aunt Myra and myself that I should see to your summer
wardrobe after you got here, because Newport is a
better shopping-place than North Tolland; and while
we are about it, we may as well get pretty things as
ugly ones. It doesn’t cost any more and
is no more trouble, and I am sure you like them better,
don’t you?”
“Oh, yes, indeed,” replied
Cannie, quite relieved by this explanation. “I
like pretty things ever so much only I
thought I was afraid ”
She did not know how to finish her sentence.
“You were afraid I was ruining
myself,” asked her cousin, looking amused.
“No, Cannie, I won’t do that, I promise
you; and in return, you will please let me just settle
about a few little necessary things for you, just
as I should for Georgie and Gertrude, and say no more
about it. Ah! there is the old Mill; you will
like to see that. Stop a moment, John.”
The coupe stopped accordingly by a
small open square, planted with grass and a few trees,
and intersected with paths. There was a music-stand
in the centre, a statue on a pedestal; and close by
them, rising from the greensward, appeared a small,
curious structure of stone. It was a roofless
circular tower, supported on round arches, which made
a series of openings about its base. Cannie had
never heard of the Stone Mill before, and she listened
eagerly while Mrs. Gray explained that it had stood
there since the earliest days of the Colony; that no
one knew exactly how old it was, who built it, or
for what purpose it was built; and that antiquarians
were at variance upon these points, and had made all
sorts of guesses about its origin. Some insisted
that it was erected by the Norsemen, who were the
first to discover the New England shores, long before
the days of Columbus; others supposed it to be a fragment
of an ancient church. Others again and
Mrs. Gray supposed that these last were probably nearest
the truth insisted that it was just what
it seemed to be, a mill for grinding corn; and pointed
out the fact that mills of very much the same shape
still exist in old country neighborhoods in England.
She also told Cannie that the mill used to be thickly
overhung with ivies and Virginia creepers, and that
it had never been so pretty and picturesque since
the town authorities, under a mistaken apprehension
that the roots of the vines were injuring the masonry,
had torn them all away and left the ruin bare and unornamented,
as she now saw it.
“Did you never read Longfellow’s
’Skeleton in Armor’?” she asked;
and when Cannie said no, she repeated part of the
poem, and promised to find the rest for Cannie to
read when they got home. Then they drove on; and
Cannie’s head was so full of “Lief the
son of Arnulf,” the “fearful guest,”
and the maiden whose heart under her loosened vest
fluttered like doves “in their nest frighted,”
that she could hardly bring herself back to real life,
even when Cousin Kate stopped at a famous dress-furnisher’s
in the Casino Block, and caused her to be measured
for two dresses. One was of white woollen stuff,
like those which Georgie and Gertrude had worn the
night before; the other, a darker one, of cream-and-brown
foulard, which Mrs. Gray explained would be nice for
church and for driving and for cool days, of which
there were always plenty in the Newport summer.
She also bought a little brown parasol for Cannie,
and a tightly fitting brown jacket to match the foulard;
and altogether it was a most exciting and adventurous
morning. Cannie, as she took off her hat at home
and fluffed the newly constructed “bang”
into shape with gentle finger-touches, asked herself
if it could be really only a day and a half since
she said good-by to Aunt Myra in North Tolland; and
if in fact it were really herself, little Candace
Arden, to whom these wonderful things belonged, or
was it some one else? Perhaps it was all a dream,
and she should presently wake up. “If it
be I, as I believe it be,” was the tenor of
her thought, as of the old woman in the nursery rhyme;
only Cannie had no little dog at hand to help her
to a realization of her own identity.
Into Candace’s bare little cradle
in the hill country had been dropped one precious
endowment. From both her father and her mother
she inherited the love of reading. If old tales
were true, and the gift-conferring fairies really
came to stand round a baby’s bed, each with
a present in her hand, I think out of all that they
could bestow I should choose for any child in whom
I was interested, these two things, a quick
sense of humor and a love for books. There is
nothing so lasting or so satisfying. Riches may
take wing, beauty fade, grace vanish into fat, a sweet
voice become harsh, rheumatism may cripple the fingers
which played or painted so deftly, with
each and all of these delightful things time may play
sad tricks; but to life’s end the power to see
the droll side of events is an unfailing cheer, and
so long as eyes and ears last, books furnish a world
of interest and escape whose doors stand always open.
Winds may blow and skies may rain, fortune may prove
unkind, days may be lonely and evenings dull; but for
the true lover of reading there is always at hand
this great company of companions and friends, the
wisest, the gentlest, the best, never too
tired or too busy to talk with him, ready at all moments
to give their thought, their teaching, to help, instruct,
and entertain. They never disappoint, they have
no moods or tempers, they are always at home, in
all of which respects they differ from the rest of
our acquaintance. If the man who invented sleep
is to be blessed, thrice blessed be the man who invented
printing!
There were not many books in the old
yellow farm-house at North Tolland; but all that there
were Cannie had read over and over again. Shakspeare
she knew by heart, and “Paradise Lost,”
and Young’s “Night Thoughts,” and
Pollock’s “Course of Time.”
She had dipped into her dead father’s theological
library, and managed to extract some food for her
imagination, even from such dry bones as “Paley’s
Evidences” and “Edwards on the Will and
the Affections.” Any book was better than
no book to her. Aunt Myra, who discouraged the
practice of reading for girls as unfitting them for
any sort of useful work, used to declare that the
very sight of a book made Cannie deaf and blind and
dumb.
“You might as well be Laura
what’s-her-name and have done with it,”
she would tell her; “only I don’t know
where to look for a Dr. Howe or a Dr. anybody, who
will come along and teach you to develop your faculties.
I declare, I believe you’d rather read a dictionary
any day than not read at all.”
“I don’t know but I would,”
said Cannie; but she said it to herself. She
was rather afraid of Aunt Myra.
With this strong love of reading,
the girl’s delight may be imagined when Mrs.
Gray, true to her promise, put into her hands a great
illustrated volume of Longfellow, and left her free
to dip and select and read as long as she chose.
She curled herself up on the staircase bench, and
was soon so deep in “The Skeleton in Armor”
as to be quite oblivious to all that went on below.
She did not hear the bell ring, she did not see various
ladies shown into the drawing-room, or notice the
hum of conversation that followed. She never lifted
her eyes when Georgie Gray and a friend, who was no
other than the identical Miss Joy of the “Eolus,”
stood at the staircase foot for some moments and held
a whispered conversation; nor was she conscious of
the side glances which the visitor now and then cast
up toward the brown gingham skirt visible above.
It was not till
“Skoal!
to the Northland! skoal!”
ended the poem, that her dream ended,
and she roused herself to find the callers gone and
luncheon on the table.
Mrs. Gray was wont to say that they
always had a meal at noon and a meal at night; and
when her husband was at home, the first was called
lunch and the second dinner, and when he was away
the first was called dinner and the second supper;
and that the principal difference between them was
that at one there was soup and at the other there was
not. Candace did not particularly care what the
meal was called. Under any name she was glad
of it, for sea-air and a morning drive had made her
very hungry; and this time she was on her guard, watched
carefully what others did, and made no serious blunders.
“What are you girls going to
do this afternoon?” asked Mrs. Gray.
“Berry Joy has asked me to drive
with her,” replied Georgie; “she wants
to take her friend over to the Fort to hear the band
play. You have no objection, have you, mamma?”
“No; none at all. And you, Gertrude?”
“I haven’t made any particular plan.”
“Then suppose you and Candace
take a walk on the Cliffs. I have to take Marian
to the dentist; but Cannie has not seen the sea yet,
except at a distance, and you both ought to have a
good exercise in the fresh air, for I am almost sure
it will rain by to-morrow. You might take her
to the beach, Gertrude, and come home by Marine Avenue.”
“Very well, mamma; I will, certainly,”
said Gertrude. But there was a lack of heartiness
in her tone. Like most very young girls she had
a strong sense of the observant eyes of Mrs. Grundy,
and she did not at all approve of the brown gingham.
“I wonder why mamma can’t wait till she
has made Cannie look like other people,” she
was saying to herself.
There was no help for it, however.
None of Mrs. Gray’s children ever thought of
disputing her arrangements for a moment; so the two
girls set forth, Cannie in the despised gingham, and
Gertrude in a closely fitting suit of blue serge,
with a large hat of the same blue, which stood out
like a frame round the delicate oval of her face, and
set off the feathery light hair to perfection.
Their way for a little distance was
down a sort of country lane, which was the short cut
to the Cliffs. It ended in a smooth greensward
at the top of a wall of broken rocks; and, standing
on the edge, Cannie called out, “Oh!”
with a sense of sudden surprise and freedom.
Before her was a bay of the softest
blue, with here and there a line of white surf, where
long rollers were sweeping in toward the distant beach.
Opposite, stretched a point of land rising into a low
hill, which shone in the yellow afternoon sun; and
from its end the unbroken sea stretched away into
a lovely distance, whose color was like that of an
opal, and which had no boundary but a mysterious dim
line of faintly tinted sky. Sails shone against
the moving water; gulls were dipping and diving; a
flock of wild-ducks with glossy black heads swam a
little away out from the shore. Beyond the point
which made the other arm of the little bay rose an
island, ramparted by rocks, over which the surf could
be seen to break with an occasional toss of spray.
There was a delicious smell of soft salty freshness,
and something besides, a kind of perfume
which Candace could not understand or name.
“Oh, what is it; what can it be?” she
said.
“What?”
“The smell. It is like flowers. Oh,
there it is again!”
“Mamma makes believe that it
is the Spice Islands,” answered Gertrude, indifferently,
“or else Madeira. You know there is nothing
between us and the coast of Africa except islands.”
“Really and truly? How wonderful!”
“Well, I don’t see how
it is so very wonderful. It just happens so.
I suppose there are plenty of sea-side places where
they can say the same thing.”
“Perhaps, but I never saw any sea-coast
but this. It is all new to me.”
“I suppose so,” responded
Gertrude, with a little yawn. She looked to right
and to left, fearing that some acquaintance might be
coming to see her in company with this rather shabby
little companion. “Would you like to walk
up the Cliffs a little way, or shall we go down to
the beach?” she asked.
“Oh, let us just go as far as
that point,” said Candace, indicating where,
to the right, past a turnstile, a smooth gravel path
wound its way between the beautifully kept borders
of grass. The path ran on the very edge of the
Cliff, and the outer turf dipped at a steep incline
to where the sharp rock ran down perpendicularly,
but to the very verge it was as fine and as perfectly
cut as anywhere else. Candace wondered who held
the gardeners and kept them safe while they shaved
the grass so smoothly in this dangerous spot, but
she did not like to ask. Gertrude’s indifferent
manner drove her in upon herself and made her shy.
A hundred feet and more below them
the sea was washing into innumerable rocky fissures
with a hollow booming sound. The cliff-line was
broken into all sorts of bold forms, buttresses
and parapets and sharp inclines, with here and there
a shallow cave or a bit of shingly beach. Every
moment the color of the water seemed to change, and
the soft duns and purples of the horizon line to grow
more intense. Candace had no eyes but for the
sea. She scarcely noticed the handsome houses
on her right hand, each standing in its wide lawn,
with shrubberies and beds of dazzling flowers.
Gertrude, on the contrary, scarcely looked at the sea.
It was an old story to her; and she was much more interested
in trying to make out people she knew at the windows
of the houses they passed, or on their piazzas, and
in speculating about the carriages which could be
seen moving on the distant road.
“How good it is of the people
who own the places to let everybody go through them!”
exclaimed Candace, when it was explained to her that
the Cliff walk was a public one.
“Oh, they can’t help themselves.
There is a right of way all round the Island, and
nobody would be allowed to close it. Some owners
grumble and don’t like it a bit; but mamma says
it is one of the best things in Newport, and that
it would be a great injury to the place to have it
taken away. The Cliff walk is very celebrated,
you know. Lots of people have written things
about it.”
“Oh, I should think they would.
It is the most beautiful place I ever saw.”
“You haven’t seen many
places, have you?” observed Gertrude, rather
impolitely.
“Oh no, I never saw anything
but North Tolland till I came to Newport.”
“Then you can’t judge.”
They had now turned, and were walking
eastward toward the beach. Its line of breaking
surf could be distinctly seen now. Carriages and
people on horseback were driving or riding along the
sands, and groups of black dots were discernible,
which were other people on foot.
“There is Pulpit Rock,”
said Gertrude, stopping where a shelving path slanted
down toward a great square mass of stone, which was
surrounded on three sides by water. “Would
you like to go down and sit on top for a little while?
I am rather tired.”
“Oh, I should like to so much.”
Down they scrambled accordingly, and
in another moment were on top of the big rock.
It was almost as good as being at sea; for when they
turned their backs to the shore nothing could be seen
but water and sails and flying birds, and nothing
heard but the incessant plash and dash of the waves
below.
“Oh, how perfectly splendid!”
cried Cannie. “I should think you would
come here every day, Gertrude.”
“Yes, that’s what people
always say when they first come,” said the experienced
Gertrude. “But I assure you we don’t
come every day, and we don’t want to. Why,
sometimes last summer I didn’t see the Cliffs
for weeks and weeks together. It’s nice
enough now when there are not many people here; but
after the season begins and the crowd, it isn’t
nice at all. You see all sorts of people that
you don’t know, and and well it
isn’t pleasant.”
“I can’t think what you
mean,” declared Cannie, opening her eyes with
amazement. “I’d just as soon there
were twenty people on this rock, if I needn’t
look at them and they didn’t talk to me.
The sea would be just the same.”
“You’ll feel differently
when you’ve been in Newport awhile. It’s
not at all the fashion to walk on the Cliffs now except
on Sunday, and not at this end of them even then.
A great many people won’t bathe, either, they
say it has grown so common. Why, it used to be
the thing to walk down here, all the nicest
people did it; and now you never see anybody below
Narragansett Avenue except ladies’-maids and
butlers, and people who are boarding at the hotels
and don’t know any better.”
“How funny it seems!”
remarked Candace, half to herself, with her eyes on
the distance, which was rapidly closing in with mist.
“What is funny?”
“Oh, I was I was
only thinking how funny it is that there should be
a fashion about coming down to such a beautiful place
as this.”
“I don’t see how it is funny.”
“Yes,” persisted Candace,
who, for all her shyness, had ideas and opinions of
her own; “because the Cliffs are so old and have
always been here, and I suppose some of the people
who make it the fashion not to walk upon them have
only just come to Newport.”
“I really think you are the
queerest girl I ever saw,” said Gertrude.
A long silence ensued. Each of
the two girls was thinking her own thoughts.
The thickening on the horizon meanwhile was increasing.
Thin films of vapor began to blow across the sky.
The wind stirred and grew chill; the surf on the beach
broke with a low roar which had a menacing sound.
Suddenly a wall of mist rose and rolled rapidly inland,
blotting out all the blue and the smile of sky and
sea.
“Gracious! here’s the
fog,” cried Gertrude, “and I do believe
it’s going to rain. We must hurry home.
I rather think mamma’s storm is coming, after
all.”