The next day rose very bright and
fair. Matilda had been sadly afraid it would
rain; but no such matter; the sun looked and smiled
over the world as if slyly wishing her joy on her
good prospects. Matilda took it so, and got ready
for breakfast with a heart leaping with delight.
She had got no more news yet as to where she was going;
but after breakfast Mrs. Candy made her dress herself
in the gingham and put on her best boots, which made
the little trunk all the emptier; and the trunk itself
was locked. Things were in this state, and Matilda
mending lace in her aunt’s room; when Mrs. Candy’s
maid of all work put her head in.
“The carriage has come, mum,” she said.
“What carriage?” said Mrs. Candy.
“Meself doesn’t know, then. The bi
says he’s come fur to get the chilt.”
“What boy?” said Mrs. Candy, in growing
astonishment.
“Sure, an’ I haven’t
been here long enough fur to know all the bi’s
of the village. He’s the bi that come wid
the carriage, anyhow, an’ it’s the chilt
he’s wanting. An’ it’s the iligantest
carriage you ever see in your life; and two iligant
grey horses, an’ a driver.”
Mother and daughter looked at each
other. The lace had fallen from Matilda’s
hands to the ground.
“Did he give no name?”
“It’s just what he didn’t,
then. Only he jumped down, and axed was the chilt
ready. I tould him sure I didn’t know, and
he said would I go see. An’ what ’ll
I say to him, thin? for he’s waitin’.”
“I’ll speak to him myself,”
said Mrs. Candy. “Go on with your work,
Matilda.”
But in a few minutes she came back,
and bade the trembling child put up her lace and put
on her hat, and go. I am afraid the leave-taking
was a short affair; for two minutes had hardly passed
when Matilda stood in the hall, and Norton caught
her by both hands.
“Norton!” she cried.
“Yes, I’ve come for you. Come, Matilda,
your trunk’s in.”
“Where are we going?”
Matilda asked, as she let herself be led and placed
in the carriage, which was a low basket phaeton.
“Where are we going!”
echoed Norton. “Where is it likely we are
going, with you and your trunk? Where did you
mean to go to-day, Pink?”
“I don’t know. I
didn’t know anything about it. O Norton,
are we going to your house!”
“If Tom knows the road,”
said Norton, coolly; “and I rather think the
ponies do, if he don’t. Why, Pink! do you
mean to tell me you didn’t know you were coming
to us?”
“I didn’t know a word about it.”
“Nor how mamma went to ask for you?”
“Aunt Candy didn’t tell me.”
“Did she tell you you were going anywhere?”
“Yes. She made me pack up my clothes, but
that’s all.”
“Didn’t you ask her?”
Matilda shook her head. “I never do ask
Aunt Candy anything.”
“Why?” said Norton, curiously.
“I don’t like to and she don’t
like to have me.”
“She must be a nice woman to
live with,” said Norton. “You’ll
miss her badly, I should say. Aren’t you
sorry, Pink?” he asked, suddenly, taking Matilda’s
chin in his hand to watch the answer she would give.
The answer, all smiling and blushing, contented Norton;
and the next instant the gray ponies swept in at the
iron gate and brought them before the house door.
Matilda jumped out of the carriage
with a feeling of being in an impossible dream.
But her boot felt the rough gravel of the roadway;
the sun was shining still and warm on the lawn and
the trees; the mid-country, rich-coloured with hues
of autumn, lay glittering in light; the blue hills
were over against her sleeping in haze; the gray ponies
were trotting off round the sweep, and had left her
and Norton standing before the house. It was
all real and not a dream; and she turned to Norton
who was watching her, with another smile so warm and
glad, that the boy’s face grew bright to see
it. And then there was Mrs. Laval, coming out
on the verandah.
“My dear child!” she exclaimed,
folding Matilda in her arms. “My dear child!
I have had hard work to get you; but here you are.”
“Mamma, she did not know she
was coming,” said Norton, “till I came
for her.”
“Not know it?” said Mrs.
Laval, holding her back to look at her. “Why,
child, you have grown thin!”
“It’s the hot weather, Aunt Candy says.”
“And pale!” said Mrs.
Laval. “Yes, you have; pale and thin.
Have you been ill?”
“No, ma’am,” said
Matilda; but her eyes were watering now in very gladness
and tenderness.
“Not ill?” said the lady.
“And yet you are changed, I do not
know how; it isn’t all thinness, or paleness.
What is the matter with you, dear?”
“Nothing only I am
so glad,” Matilda managed to say, as Mrs. Laval’s
arms again came round her. The eyes of mother
and son met expressively.
“I don’t like to see people
cry for gladness,” whispered the lady.
“That is being entirely too glad. Let us
go and see where you are to live while you are with
me. Norton, send York up with her box.”
Matilda shook herself mentally, and
went up-stairs with Mrs. Laval. Such easy, soft-going
stairs! and then the wide light corridor with its
great end window; and then Mrs. Laval went into a room
which Matilda guessed was her own, and through that
passed to another, smaller, but large enough still,
where she paused.
“You shall be here,” she
said; “close by me; so that you cannot feel
lonely.”
“Oh, I could not feel lonely,”
cried Matilda. “I have a room by myself
at home.”
“But not far away from other
people, I suppose. Your sister is near you, is
she not?”
“Oh, Maria is gone, long ago.”
“Gone? What, entirely? Not out of
the village?”
“She is in Poughkeepsie. I have not seen
her in a great many weeks.”
“Was that her own wish?”
“Oh no, ma’am; she was very sorry to go.”
“Well, you must have been very
sorry too. Now, dear, here are drawers for you;
and see, here is a closet for hanging up things; and
here is your washing closet with hot and cold water;
the hot is the right hand one of these two faucets.
And I hope you will be happy here, darling.”
She spoke very kindly; so kindly that
Matilda did not know how to answer. I suppose
her face answered for her; for Mrs. Laval, instead
of presently leading the way down-stairs again, sat
down in a chair by one of the windows and drew Matilda
into her arras. She took off her hat, and smoothed
away the hair from her forehead, and looked in her
face, with eyes that were curiously wistful and noteful
of her. And Matilda’s eyes, wondering,
went over the mid-country to the blue mountains, as
she thought what a new friend God had given her.
“Are you well, dear?” said the lady’s
voice in her ear softly.
“Quite well, ma’am.”
“What has changed you so since last June?”
“I didn’t know that I was changed,”
Matilda said, wondering again.
“Are you happy, my love?”
The question was put very softly,
and yet Matilda started and looked into Mrs. Laval’s
eyes to see what her thought was.
“Yes,” said the lady,
smiling; “I asked you if you were quite happy.
How is it?”
Matilda’s eyes went back to
the blue mountains. How much ought she to tell?
“I think I suppose I
ought to be happy,” she said at last.
“I think you always try to do
what you think you ought to do; isn’t that so?”
“I try,” said Matilda in a low
voice.
“How happens it, then, dear, that you do not
succeed in being happy?”
“I don’t know,”
said Matilda. “I suppose I should, if I
were quite good.”
“If you were quite good. Have you so many
things to make you happy?”
“I think I have.”
“Tell them to me,” said
Mrs. Laval, pressing her cheek against Matilda’s
hair in caressing fashion; “it is pleasant to
talk of one’s pleasant things, and I should
like to hear of yours. What are they, love?”
What did the lady mean? Matilda
hesitated, but Mrs. Laval was quietly waiting for
her to speak. She had her arms wrapped round Matilda,
and her face rested against her hair, and so she was
waiting. It was plain that Matilda must speak.
Still she waited, uncertain how to frame her words,
uncertain how they would be understood; till at last
the consciousness that she had waited a good while,
drove her to speak suddenly.
“Why, ma’am,” she
said, “the first thing is, that I belong to the
Lord Jesus Christ.”
The lady paused now in her turn, and
her voice when she spoke was somewhat husky.
“What is the next thing, dear?”
“Then, I know that God is my Father.”
“Go on,” said the lady, as Matilda was
silent.
“Well that is it,”
said Matilda. “I belong to the Lord Jesus;
and I love Him, and I know He loves me; and He takes
care of me, and will take care of me; and whatever
I want I ask Him for, and He hears me.”
“And does He give you whatever
you ask for?” said the lady, in a tone again
changed.
“If He don’t, He will
give me something better,” was the answer.
Maybe Mrs. Laval might have taken
up the words from some lips. But the child on
her lap spoke them so quietly, her face was in such
a sweet rest of assurance, and one little hand rose
and fell on the window-sill with such an unconscious
glad endorsement of what she said, that the lady was
mute.
“And this makes you happy?” she said,
at length.
“Sometimes it does,” answered Matilda.
“I think it ought always.”
“But, my dear little creature,
is there nothing else in all the world to make you
feel happy?”
Matilda’s words were not ready.
“I don’t know,”
she said. “Sometimes I think there isn’t.
They’re all away.”
The last sentence was given with an
unconscious forlornness of intonation which went to
her friend’s heart. She clasped Matilda
close at that, and covered her with kisses.
“You won’t feel so here?” she said.
But the child’s answer was in
pantomime. For she had clung to Mrs. Laval as
the lady had clasped her; and Matilda’s head
nestling in her neck and softly returning a kiss or
two, gave assurance enough.
“All away?” said Mrs.
Laval. “Well, I think that too sometimes.
You and I ought to belong to each other.”
And then presently, as if she were
shaking off all these serious reflections, she bade
Matilda arrange her things comfortably in closet and
drawers; and then when she liked, come down to her.
So she went out, and the man with the little trunk
came in and set it in a corner.
Matilda felt in dreamland. It
was only like dreamland, to take out her things, which
a few hours ago she had packed in the dismal precincts
of her aunt’s house, and place them in such
delightful circumstances as her new quarters afforded.
The drawers of her dressing-table were a marvel of
beauty, being of a pale sea-green colour, with rosebuds
painted in the corners. Her little bedstead was
of the same colour and likewise adorned; and so the
chairs, and a small stand which held a glass of flowers.
The floor was covered with a pretty white mat, and
light muslin curtains lined with rose, hung before
the windows. The spread on her bed was a snow
white Marseilles quilt, Matilda knew that; and the
washing closet was sumptuous in luxury, with its ample
towels and its pretty cake of sweet fragrant soap.
Every one of these things Matilda took note of, as
she was obeying Mrs. Laval’s advice to put her
things in some order before she came down-stairs.
And she was thinking, also, what ‘opportunities’
she could possibly have here. There would be
nothing to try her patience or her temper; nothing
disagreeable, in fact, except the thought of going
away again. How could she ever bear that?
And then it occurred to Matilda that certainly she
had opportunity and occasion to give thanks; and she
knelt down and did it very heartily; concluding as
she rose up, that she would leave the question of
going away till it came nearer the time.
She went with a light heart downstairs
then; how odd it was to be at home in that house,
going up and down with her hat off! She passed
through one or two rooms, and found Mrs. Laval at last
in a group of visitors, busy talking to half a dozen
at once. Matilda stole out again, wondering at
the different Mrs. Laval down-stairs from the one
who had sat with her in her little room half an hour
ago. On the verandah she met Norton. He
greeted her eagerly, and drew her round the house
to a shady angle where they sat down on two of the
verandah chairs.
“Now what shall we do this afternoon?”
said Norton. “What would you like?”
“I like everything. Oh,
I like everything!” said Matilda.
“Yes, but this is nothing,”
said Norton. “Shall we go take a long drive?”
“If Mrs. Laval goes I should like
it very much.”
“If she don’t go, we will,”
said Norton. “The roads are in good order,
and the ponies want exercise. I don’t believe
mamma will go, for she is expecting a whole shipload
of servants, and Francis will have to go to the station
for them.”
“Then he will want the horses, won’t he?”
“Not the ponies. He will
get somebody’s great farm waggon, to bring up
all their goods and things. You and I will go
driving, Pink.”
“Will you drive?” asked Matilda.
“Certainly.”
Matilda thought more than ever that
she was in fairyland. She sat musing over her
contentment, when Norton broke in again.
“You are very fond of that aunt of yours, aren’t
you?”
It was a point blank question.
Matilda waited, and then softly said “No.”
“Not?” said Norton.
“That’s funny. Hasn’t she done
everything in the world to make you love her?”
“Please, Norton,” said
Matilda, “I would rather not talk about her.”
“Why not, Pink?” said Norton, showing
his white teeth.
“I don’t enjoy it.”
“Don’t you?” said
Norton. “That’s funny again.
I should think you would.”
“Why?” said Matilda, curiously.
“There’s so much to say,
that’s one thing. And then she’s so
good to you.”
“Who told you she was so good to me?”
“I can see it in your face.”
Matilda sat silent, wondering what he meant.
“You can always tell,”
said Norton. “People can’t hide things.
I can see she has been doing no end of kindnesses
to you all summer long. That has made you so
fond of her.”
Matilda was puzzled and sat silent,
not knowing what it was best to say; and Norton watching
her stealthily saw a wistful little face, tender and
pure, and doubtful, that just provoked caresses.
He dropped what was in his hands and fairly took possession
of Matilda, kissing the pale cheeks, as if she were
his own particular plaything. It was unlike most
boys, but Norton Laval was independent and manly above
most boys. Matilda was astonished.
“Drive? to be sure we will drive,”
said Norton, as he let her go. “We will
drive all over creation.”
The visitors went away just at this
juncture, and the children were called in to dinner.
And after dinner Norton made some of his words good.
Mrs. Laval was not going out; she gave leave to Norton
to do what he pleased, and he took Matilda to drive
in the basket phaeton.
“Norton,” she said, as they were just
setting forth.
“Well?”
“If you would just as lieve,
I wish you wouldn’t, please, go past Aunt Candy’s.”
“Not go past?” said Norton. “Why,
Pink?”
“If you would just as lieve, I would rather
not.”
Norton nodded, and they took another
way. But now this was better than fairyland.
Fairyland never knew such a drive, surely. The
afternoon was just right, as Norton had said; there
was no dust, and not too much sun; the roads were
in fine order; and they bowled along as if the ponies
had had nothing to do in a great while. Now it
was hardly within the memory of Matilda to have seen
the country around Shadywalk as she saw it this afternoon.
Every house had the charm of a picture; every tree
by the roadside seemed to be planted for her pleasure.
The meadows and fields of stubble and patches of ploughed
land, were like pieces of a new world to the long
housed child. Norton told her to whom these fields
belonged, which increased the effect, and gave bits
of family history, as he knew it, connected with the
names. These meadows belonged to such a gentleman;
his acres counted so many; were good for so much;
taken capital care of. Here were the fields and
woods of such-a-one’s farm; he kept cows
and sent milk to New York. That house among the
trees was the homestead of one of the old county families;
the place was beautiful; Matilda would see it some
day with Mrs. Laval; that little cottage by the gate
was only a lodge. Matilda desired to know what
a lodge was; and upon the explanation, and upon many
more details correlative and co-related, went into
musings of her own. But the sky was so fair and
blue; the earth was so rich and sunny; the touches
of sear or yellow leaves here and there on a branch
gave such emphasis to the deep hues still lingering
on the vegetation; the phaeton wheels rolled so smoothly;
that Matilda’s musings did not know very well
what course to keep.
“Well what are you thinking
of?” said Norton after a silence of some time.
“I was thinking of Lilac Lane, just then.”
“Lilac Lane! Do you want to see it?”
“Very much, Norton,” said
Matilda, gleefully; “but not this afternoon.
I haven’t been there in a great, great while.”
“I should not think you would
want to be ever there again. I can’t see
why.”
“But then what would become of the poor people?”
“They do not depend upon you,” said Norton.
“It is not your look-out.”
“But I suppose,”
Matilda said, slowly, “I suppose, everybody depends
upon somebody.”
“Well?” said Norton, laughing.
“You needn’t laugh, though,
Norton; because, if everybody depends upon somebody,
then, everybody has somebody depending upon
him, I suppose.”
“Who depends upon you?”
“I don’t know,” said Matilda.
“I wish I did.”
“Not Mrs. Old-thing there, at any rate.
And how can anybody tell, Pink?”
“I don’t know,”
said Matilda; “and so it seems to me the best
way would be to act as if everybody depended on you;
and then you would be sure and make no mistake.”
“You would be making mistakes
the whole time,” said Norton. “It
would be all one grand mistake.”
“Ah, but it cannot be a mistake, Norton,” she
stopped suddenly.
“What cannot be a mistake?”
“It cannot be a mistake, to do anything that
God has given you to do.”
“How can you tell?” said
Norton. “It’s all like a Chinese puzzle.
How can you tell which piece fits into which?”
“But if every piece fitted,
then the pattern would be all right,” said Matilda.
“Yes,” said Norton, laughing;
“but that is what I say! How can you tell?”
“Mr. Richmond says, that whenever
we have an opportunity to do anything or to learn
anything, the Lord means that we should use it.”
“I have a nice opportunity to
turn you over on these rocks and smash the carriage
to pieces; but I don’t mean to do it.”
“You know what I mean, Norton;
nobody has an opportunity to do wrong. I mean,
you know, an opportunity to do anything good.”
“Well now, Pink,” said
Norton, drawing the reins a little, and letting the
ponies come to an easy walk, “see
what that would end in. As long as people have
got money, they have got opportunities. I suppose
that is what you mean?”
“Yes,” said Matilda. “That
is part.”
“Well. We might go on and
help all the people in Lilac Lane, mightn’t
we? and then we could find plenty more to help somewhere
else; and we could go on, using our opportunities,
till we had nothing to live upon our selves.
That is what it must come to, if you don’t stop
somewhere. We should have to sell the carriages
and the ponies, and keep two or three servants instead
of eight; and mamma would have to stop wearing what
she wears now; and by and by we should want help ourselves.
How would you like that? Don’t you see
one must stop somewhere?”
“Yes,” said Matilda.
“But what puzzles me is, where ought one to stop?
Mr. Richmond says we ought to use all our opportunities.”
“If we can,” said Norton.
“But, Norton, what we can’t, is
not an opportunity.”
“That’s a fact!”
said Norton, laughing. “I didn’t know
you were so sharp, Pink.”
“I should like to ask Mr. Richmond more about
it,” said Matilda.
“Ask common sense!” said
Norton. “Well, you don’t want to go
to Lilac Lane to-day. Is there anywhere you do
want to go?”
“No. Oh yes, Norton.
I should like to stop and see if Mr. Richmond
has got home, and to ask Miss Redwood a question.
If you would just as lieve.”
“Where does Miss Redwood live?”
“Oh, she is Mr. Richmond’s housekeeper.”
“All right,” said Norton.
And then the gray ponies trotted merrily on, crossed
a pretty bridge over a stream, and turned their faces
westward. By and by the houses of the village
began scatteringly to appear; then the road grew into
a well-built up street; the old cream-coloured church
with its deep porch hove in sight; and the ponies turned
just short of it and trotted up the lane to the parsonage
door. Norton jumped down and tied the horses,
and helped Matilda out of the carriage.
“Are you going in?” she
asked. But it appeared that Norton was going
in. So he pulled the iron knocker, and presently
Miss Redwood came to the door.
“Yes, he’s home,”
she said, almost before they could ask her; “but
he ain’t at home. I ‘spect he’ll
take his meals now standin’ or runnin’
for the next six weeks. That’s the way he
has to pay for rest, when he gets it, which ain’t
often neither. It tires me, just to see him go;
I’ll tell him you called.”
“But mayn’t we come in,
Miss Redwood? just for a minute?”
“La, yes, child,” said
the housekeeper, making way for them; “come in,
both on ye. I didn’t s’pose you was
wantin’ me; I’ve got out o’ the way
of it since the minister’s been away; my callers
has fell off somehow. It’s odd, there don’t
one in twenty want to see me when I’m alone in
the house, and could have time in fact to speak to
’em. That’s the way things is in
the world; there don’t nothin’ go together
that’s well matched, ‘cept folks’
horses; and they ‘re out o’ my line.
Come in, and tell me what you want to say. Where
have ye come from?”
“I have been having a delightful
ride, Miss Redwood, ever so far, farther than ever
I went before.”
“Down by Mr. James’s place
and the mill, and round by Hillside,” Norton
explained.
The housekeeper opened her pantry
and brought out a loaf of rich gingerbread, yet warm
from the oven, which she broke up and offered to the
children.
“It’s new times, I ’spect, ain’t
it?”
“It’s new times to have
such good gingerbread,” said Norton. “This
is prime.”
“Have you ever made it since
I showed ye?” Miss Redwood asked Matilda.
“No only once I hadn’t
time.”
“When a child like you says
she hain’t time to play, somebody has got something
that don’t belong to him,” said the housekeeper.
“O Miss Redwood, I wanted to
know, what about Lilac Lane?”
“Well, what about it?”
“Did you do as you said you
would? you know, last time I asked you, you hadn’t
got the things together.”
“Yes, I know,” said the
housekeeper. “Well, I’ve fixed it.”
“You did all as we said we would
have it?” exclaimed Matilda, eagerly.
“As you said you would
have it. ’Twarn’t much of it my doing,
child. Yes; Sally Eldridge don’t know herself.”
“Was she pleased?”
“Well, ‘pleased’
ain’t to say much. I got Sabriny Rogers
to clean the house first. They thought I was
crazy, I do believe. ’Clean that ’ere
old place?’ says she. ‘Why, yes,’
says I; ‘don’t it want cleanin’?’
‘But what on airth’s the use?’ says
she. ‘Well,’ says I, ’I don’t
know; but we’ll try.’ So she went
at it; and the first day she didn’t do no more
than to fling her file round, and you could see a spot
where it had lighted; that’s all. ‘Sabriny,’
says I, ’that ain’t what we call cleanin’
in my country; and if I pay you for cleanin’
it’s all I’ll do; but I’ll not pay
nobody for just lookin’ at it.’ So
next time it was a little better; and then I made
her go over the missed places, and we got it real
nice by the time I had done. And then Sally looked
like somethin’ that didn’t belong there,
and we began upon her. She was wonderful
taken up with seein’ Sabriny and the scrubbin’
brush go round; and then she begun to cast eyes down
on herself, as if she wished it could reform her.
Well, I did it all in one day. I had in the bedstead,
and put it up, and had a comfortable bed fetched and
laid on it; and I made it up with the new sheets.
‘Who’s goin’ to sleep there?’
says Sally Eldridge, at last. ‘You,’
says I. ‘Me?’ says she; and she
cast one o’ them doubtful looks down at herself;
doubtful, and kind o’ pitiful; and I knew she’d
make no objection to whatever I’d please to
do with her, and she didn’t. I got her into
a tub o’ water, and washed her and dressed her;
and while I was doin’ that, the folks in the
other room had put in the table and the other things,
and brought the flour and cheese, and that; and laid
a little rag carpet on the floor, and when Sally was
ready I marched her out. And she sat down and
looked round her, and looked round her; and I watched
to see what was comin’. And then she begun
to cry.”
“To cry!” Matilda echoed.
“The tears come drop, drop,
down on her new calico; it fitted nice and looked
real smart; and then, the first word she said was,
’I ain’t a good woman.’ ‘I
know you ain’t,’ says I; ‘but you
kin be.’ So she looked round and round
her at everything; and then, the next word she said
was, ‘The dominie kin come now.’ Well!
I thought that was good enough for one day; so I give
her her tea and come home to my own an ashamed woman.”
“Why, Miss Redwood?”
“’Cause I hadn’t
done it ages ago, dear, but it was left for you to
show me how.”
“And is Mrs. Eldridge really better?”
“Has twice as much sense as
ever she showed when she was in all that muss.
I am sure, come to think of it, I don’t wonder.
Things outside works in, somehow. I believe,
if I didn’t keep my window panes clear, I should
begin to grow deceitful or melancholy.
And folks can’t have clean hands and a dirty
house.”
“Thank you, Miss Redwood,” said Matilda,
rising.
“Well, you ain’t goin’ now?
The minister ’ll be in directly.”
“I’ll come another time,”
said Matilda. “I’m afraid Mrs. Laval
would be anxious.”
“La, she don’t mind when her horses come
home, I’ll engage.”
“But she might mind when we
come home,” said Matilda. “We have
been out a great while.”
“Out? why, you don’t never mean you
come from Mrs. Laval’s’?”
“Yes, she does,” said Norton. “We’ve
got her.”
“Hm! Well, I just
wish you’d keep her,” said the housekeeper.
“She’s as poor as a peascod in a drouth.”
At which similitude Norton laughed all the way home.