Miss Redwood did not come back the
next morning to get breakfast. No sign of her.
Mr. Richmond and Matilda managed it, between them.
Norton, I am afraid, was not up till Matilda called
him, and that was when the coffee was nearly ready.
Matilda learned how to get breakfast
at the parsonage, and Norton learned to be up and
help her; for they made a long stay at the old brown
house. Mrs. Laval’s Swiss servants were
all down with ship fever; and the two children were
forbidden to come even near the house. Mrs. Laval
herself staid at home and did what she could for the
sufferers; but she and Miss Redwood kept house alone
together. Not a servant would be hired to come
within reach of the dreadful contagion; and not a
friend thought it was any use to go there just then
to see anybody. Mrs. Laval and Miss Redwood had
it all to themselves, with no one to look at besides
but Mr. Richmond and the doctor. Mr. Richmond
came to them constantly.
The flow of human sympathy went all
to the house with the brown door. It was remarkable
how many friends were eager to know how the children
got on; and how many more were anxious to be allowed
to come in to help Matilda.
“What shall I do, Mr. Richmond?”
she would say. “There have been three this
morning.”
“Who were they, Tilly?”
“Mrs. Barth, and Miss Van Dyke,
and Miss Spenser oh, there were four! and
Ailie Swan.”
“Do you want Ailie to help you?”
“No, Mr. Richmond; I don’t want anybody
but Norton.”
“Well, I don’t. You
may tell them that we do not want anybody, Matilda.
I have seen Mrs. Pottenburg; she will come in to scrub
floors and do the hard work.”
So for several weeks the two children
and the minister kept house together; in a way highly
enjoyed by Matilda, and I think by Mr. Richmond too.
Even Norton found it oddly pleasant, and got very fond
of Mr. Richmond, who, he declared privately to Matilda,
was a brick of the right sort. All the while
the poor Swiss people at Mrs. Laval’s farmhouse
were struggling for life, and their two nurses led
a weary, lonely existence. Norton sometimes wished
he and Matilda could get at the gray ponies and have
a good drive; but Matilda did not care about it.
She would rather not be seen out of doors. As
the weeks went on, she was greatly afraid that her
aunt would come back and reclaim her.
And Mrs. Candy did come back; and
meeting Mr. Richmond a day or two after her return,
she desired that he would send Matilda home to her.
She had just learned where she was, she said.
“You know that Matilda has been
exposed to ship fever?” said Mr. Richmond.
“No. I heard she was at your house.”
“But not until she had been
in the house with the fever patients, and nursing
them, before any one knew what was the matter.
Had she not better stay where she is, at least until
we can be certain that she has got no harm?”
“Well, perhaps,” said
Mrs. Candy, looking confused; “it is very perplexing;
I cannot expose my daughter ”
“She will stay where she is,”
said Mr. Richmond, “for the present. Good
morning.”
He never told Matilda of this encounter.
And before another week had gone, Mrs. Candy and Clarissa
had again left Shadywalk.
So week after week went by peacefully.
The beautiful days of October were all past; November
winds came, and the trees were bare, and the frosts
at night began to be severe. The sick people were
getting better, and terrible qualms of fear and sorrow
now and then swept over Matilda’s heart.
Her aunt would surely want her back now, and she should
never finish her visit at Mrs. Laval’s!
One day she was in Mr. Richmond’s
study, all alone, thinking so. There was a flurry
of snow in the air, the first snow of the season, falling
thickly on the grass, and eddying in windy circles
through the pine trees. Matilda had knelt in
a chair at the window to watch it, with that spasm
of fear at her heart. Now it is winter! she thought.
Aunt Candy must be home soon. Yet the
whirling great flakes of snow were so lovely, that
in a few minutes they half distracted her from her
fear.
It came back again when she saw Mr.
Richmond appear from the end of the church porch and
make his way across the snow towards the parsonage
door. Matilda watched him lovingly; then was possessed
with a sudden notion that he was bringing her news.
He walks as if he had something to say, she said to
herself; and he will come in and say it.
He came in and warmed his hands at
the fire, without sitting down; certainly there was
an air of business about him, as she had thought.
Matilda stood watching and waiting; that fear at her
heart.
“Where’s Norton?” said Mr. Richmond.
“He went out a good while ago. I don’t
know, sir.”
“I suppose you have expected
to hear of your aunt’s coming home, before now,
Matilda?”
“Yes, sir,” said the child.
He watched her furtively. No curiosity, no question;
her face settled rather into a non-expectant state,
as if all were fixed for her for ever a
look Mr. Richmond did not like to see.
“She has come home.”
He saw the colour flit on Matilda’s
cheek; her mouth had quitted its lines of peace and
gaiety and become firm; she said nothing.
“You are not glad to hear of it, Matilda.”
“No, sir.”
“It is no pleasure to tell you
of it; but it is necessary. How do you feel towards
her now?”
“Mr. Richmond,” said the
child, slowly, “I think I don’t hate her
any more.”
“But you would like to be excused from living
with her?”
Matilda did not reply; no answer was
necessary to so self-evident a proposition; the child
seemed to be gathering her forces, somehow, mentally.
“Take courage,” said her
friend. “I have concluded that you never
shall live with her any more. That is at an end.”
He saw the lightning flash of delight
come into Matilda’s eyes; a streak of red showed
itself on her cheek; but she was breathless, waiting
for more words to make her understand how this could
be, or that she had heard right.
“It’s true,” said Mr. Richmond.
“But how then?” said Matilda.
“Mrs. Laval wants you.”
“Wants me?” Matilda repeated, anxiously.
“She wants you, to keep you
for her own child. She lost a little daughter
once. She wants you to be in that little daughter’s
place, and to live with her always.”
“But, aunt Candy will not,” said Matilda,
“she will not ”
“Your aunt Candy has consented.
I have arranged that. It is safely done, Matilda.
You are to live with Mrs. Laval, and be her child from
henceforth.”
Matilda still looked at Mr. Richmond
for a minute or two, as if there must be words to
follow that would undo the wonderful tale of these;
but seeing that Mr. Richmond only smiled, there came
a great change over the child’s face. The
fixedness broke up. Yet she did not smile; she
seemed for the instant to grow grave and old; and clasping
her little hands, she turned away from Mr. Richmond
and walked the breadth of the room and back.
Then she stood still again beside the table, sober
and pale. She looked at Mr. Richmond, waiting
to hear more.
“It is all true,” said her friend.
“Is it for always?” Matilda asked,
in a low voice.
“Yes. Even so. Mrs.
Laval was very earnest in wishing it. I judged
you would not be unwilling, Matilda.”
The child said nothing, but the streak
of colour began again to come into her cheeks.
“You are now to be Mrs. Laval’s
child. She adopts you for her own. In all
respects, except that of memory, you are to be as if
you had been born hers.”
“Does Norton know?”
“I have not spoken to him. I really cannot
tell.”
Again silence fell. Matilda stood
with her eyes downcast, the colour deepening in each
cheek. Mr. Richmond watched her.
“Have I done right?” he asked.
“You, sir?” said Matilda, looking up.
“Yes. Have I done right? I have made
no mistake for your happiness?”
“Did you do it, sir?”
“Yes, in one way. Mrs.
Laval wished it; I arranged it. You know your
mother left me the power. Have I done right?”
“Mr. Richmond,” said the child, slowly,
“I am afraid to think.”
Her friend smiled again, and waited
till the power of speech should come back.
“Was aunt Candy willing?” she said then.
“No, I do not think she was
willing. I think the plan was not agreeable to
her. But she gave her consent to it. The
reasons in favour of the plan were so strong that
she could not help that.”
Matilda privately wondered that any
reasons could have had so much weight; and rather
fancied that Mr. Richmond had been the strongest reason
of them all.
“And it is all done?” she said,
lifting up her eyes.
“All done. Arranged and
finished. But Mrs. Laval is afraid to have you
come home before next week.”
“Mr. Richmond,” said the
child, coming close, and stealing her hand into his,
“I am very much obliged to you!”
Her friend sat down and drew his arm
around her; and Matilda’s other hand on his
shoulder, they were both still, thinking, for some
little time.
“Mr. Richmond,” Matilda
whispered, “I think I am somebody else.”
“I hope not, Tilly.”
“Everything in the world seems different.”
“Very naturally; but you can
keep your self yet, I trust. If I thought not,
I should wish the whole thing undone.”
“I ought to be better,” said Matilda.
“We ought always to be better.
Circumstances cannot change that. Nothing happens
that the Lord does not mean shall help us to be better.
And yet, sometimes circumstances seem to make it more
difficult.”
“These don’t, Mr. Richmond; do they?”
“I don’t know, Tilly. They may.”
“How?”
“I will not forestall them,
Tilly. If you watch, you will soon find out,
whether they do or not.”
“Are you afraid I shall be different,
Mr. Richmond? not growing better, I mean.”
“I have not seen you tried, except in one way,
you know.”
“I shall have more opportunities; shall I not,
Mr. Richmond?”
“Different opportunities.
You have had no lack of them so far, have you?”
“Of one sort, Mr. Richmond.”
“Ah, but remember, my child,
we are never without opportunities to do the Lord’s
will; plenty of opportunities. What you are thinking
of now, is opportunity to do your own will; isn’t
it?”
“I was thinking of helping people,
and doing things for those who have no money.”
“Yes. And is not that a pleasure?”
“Oh yes, sir.”
“When the Lord puts it out of
our power to have this pleasure, it shows that those
things are not His will for us just then, eh?”
“Yes, sir.”
“What is our opportunity then?”
“I know what you mean, Mr. Richmond.
You mean, that then we can be patient.”
“And content.”
“Content?”
“Yes; if it is God’s will. We must
be content always to do that.”
“But I suppose,” said
Matilda, “I shall, maybe, have more chance
to do those things, Mr. Richmond.”
“If so, I hope you will do them.
But I want you to be always ready to do all the will
of God. It is easy to pick out a pleasant duty
here and there, or an unpleasant duty even; and stand
ready to be faithful in that. But I want you
to watch and be faithful in all things, that you may
prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect
will of God.”
“I will try, Mr. Richmond.”
“In every change of circumstances,
Matilda, we find both new opportunities and new difficulties.
God has something new for us in every change.
The thing is, to be ready for it.”
“How can one always find out, Mr. Richmond,
what it is?”
“If you watch, and are obedient, the Lord will
show it to you.”
Norton’s step sounded on the
piazza. Mr. Richmond loosened the hold of his
arm, and Matilda rushed off. Not so fast but that
she stopped midway between him and the door and said,
soberly
“Thank you, Mr. Richmond. I think I understand.
I will try.”