Mrs. Eberstein watched during the
next few days, to see, if she could, whether the sudden
resolve taking on Dolly’s part that first evening
“meant anything,” as she expressed it,
or not. She remained in doubt. Dolly was
thoughtful certainly, and sweet certainly; “but
that don’t tell,” Mrs. Eberstein remarked;
“it is her characteristic.” It was
equally certain that she had attached herself with
a trustful, clinging affection to the new friends
whose house and hearts had received her. Dolly’s
confidence was given to them fully and heartily from
that very first day; and they saw that it was.
Nearly a week passed before the school-term
began. Meanwhile Dolly was taken about, in walks
and drives, to see all that her friends thought would
interest her. Everything interested her, they
found; and upon every subject presented to her, her
little head went to work; the result of which was
the putting of a question now and then, which afforded
her guardians, perhaps, as much entertainment as the
ground of the question had given Dolly. These
questions, however, were called forth most of all
by the subject which had seized hold of Dolly’s
mind with such force that first evening. Mrs.
Eberstein had not forgotten her promise about the
Bible. One of the first expeditions undertaken
the next day had been in search of one; successful,
in the judgment of both Dolly and her aunt; and since
then the book was very often to be seen in Dolly’s
hands.
“What are you reading there,
Dolly?” Mr. Eberstein asked, corning in one
evening just before dinner. Dolly was on a low
seat at the corner of the fireplace, reading by the
shine of a fire of Liverpool coal, which threw warm
lights all over the little figure. She looked
up and said it was her Bible she was studying.
“You will put out your eyes.”
“Oh no, Uncle Edward; the print
is so good, and the fire makes such a nice blaze,
I can see perfectly.”
“And pray, what are you looking
for, or what are you finding, in that book, little
one?”
“I am looking for a great deal, and
I am finding a little,” was Dolly’s reply.
“Different with me,” said
Mr. Eberstein with a short laugh. “I generally
find more in the Bible than I look for.”
“What do you look for in it?”
said Dolly, raising her head which had gone down to
the reading.
Mr. Eberstein laughed again.
“Truly, Dolly,” he said,
“you have hit me there! I believe I often
open the Bible without looking for anything in particular.”
“Perhaps that makes the difference,”
said Dolly, letting her eyes fall again to her page.
“Perhaps it does; but, Dolly,
I should very much like to know what you are looking
for?”
“I am looking to find out the will of God, Uncle
Edward.”
“Come here, my pet,” said
Mr. Eberstein, coaxing the little girl into his arms
and setting her on his knee. “What do you
want to find out the will of God for? what about?”
“About me.”
“What do you want to know the will of God about
you for?”
“I want to do it, Uncle Edward.”
“There couldn’t be a better
reason. Jesus says, ’He that hath My commandments,
and keepeth them, he it is that loveth Me.’
Do you find what you seek?”
“I find some,” said Dolly.
“Where were you reading just now?”
“About Abraham.”
“Abraham! What do you find
in Abraham’s life, may I ask, that tells you
the will of God about Dolly Copley? You are not
called upon to leave your country and go out into
a strange land.”
“No; not that. But God
said to Abraham, ’Walk before Me, and be thou
perfect.’ And it puzzles me.”
“What puzzles you?”
“I don’t see how I can ‘walk before
Him.’”
“Dolly, the Lord is here, here where
we are, wherever we are.”
“Yes. I know that.”
“Then, if you know that and
remember it, and do everything you do in His presence,
and feeling that it is in His presence, you will be
walking before Him; don’t you see? Just
as if Jesus were here again upon earth, and you were
always with Him; only you do not see Him now.
He sees you.”
“And ’be perfect’?” said Dolly
questioningly.
“Yes. That means, I think,
don’t try to serve two masters. If you love
God with all your heart, and give Him your whole life
and service, not a part of it, that
is what the word to Abraham means, I think. A
servant of God is a perfect servant, if he does all
the will of God that he knows, and as fast as he knows
it. But you cannot do that of yourself, little
Dolly.”
“Why cannot I, if I want to?”
“Why, because there come temptations,
and there come difficulties; and you will want to
do something you like, and not what God likes; and
you will do it too, unless the Lord Jesus keeps fast
hold of you and saves you from making such a mistake.
Only He can.”
“Can He?”
“Certainly He can.”
“Will He?”
“If you want Him to do it, and
trust Him to do it, He will. He will just do
all that you trust Him to do.”
Dolly pondered. “Will He do that because
He loves me?” she asked.
“Just for that reason, Dolly.”
“Then He will do it,”
said Dolly confidently; “for I will trust Him.
Won’t you show me where he says that, Uncle Edward?”
Mr. Eberstein told Dolly to find Matt. xx.
Dolly read eagerly
“Jesus answered and said unto
them, Verily I say unto you, If ye have faith, and
doubt not, ye shall not only do this which is done
to the fig-tree, but also if ye shall say unto this
mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the
sea, it shall be done. And all things whatsoever
ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.”
Dolly read to herself, then looked
up, eager and confident, for the next reference.
“Turn to John x.”
Again Dolly found and read, in silence
“If ye abide in Me, and My words
abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall
be done unto you.”
“What next, Uncle Edward?”
“Isn’t that promise enough?”
“Yes; but I thought you had more.”
“There is a great deal more. Look out Thessalonians
, 24.”
Dolly read, slowly, aloud now
“’And the very God of
peace sanctify you wholly; and I pray God your whole
spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto
the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. Faithful
is He that calleth you, who also will do it.’
That is beautiful, Uncle Edward!”
“Do you want another? Find Jude, and read
the 24th and 25th verses.”
With some trouble Dolly found it.
“’Now unto Him that is
able to keep you from falling, and to present you
faultless before the presence of His glory with exceeding
joy, to the only wise God our Saviour, be glory and
majesty, dominion and power, both now and ever.
Amen.’”
Dolly slipped off Mr. Eberstein’s
knee and retook her old place by the fire; where she
sat turning from one passage to another of those she
had been reading. Mr. Eberstein watched her, how
the ribbon markers of the Bible were carefully laid
in two of the places, and a couple of neat slips of
paper prepared for the others.
“What have you been doing to-day, Dolly?”
he asked at length.
“We went to see the water works.”
“Oh, you did! And what did you think of
the water works?”
“We went up to the top and walked
about. Do the people in Philadelphia want so
much water as all that?”
“They want a great deal more.
The Fairmount works give only enough for part of the
city.”
“That is taking a great deal of trouble to get
water.”
“It would be worse trouble to do without it.”
“But why don’t people
all live in the country, as we do at home? then they
would have water for nothing.”
“Humph! That would answer,
Dolly, if people were contented with water; they all
want wine. I mean, my child, that most people
are not satisfied with simple doings; and for anything
more they must have money; and they can make money
faster in cities. Therefore they build cities.”
“Is that what they build cities for?”
said Dolly.
“Largely. Not altogether.
A great many things can be better done where people
are congregated together; it is for the convenience
of trade and business, in many kinds and in many ways.
What have you been doing since you came home from
the water works?”
“O Uncle Edward!” said
Dolly, suddenly rising now and coming to him, “Aunt
Harry has opened for me her old bookcase!”
“What old bookcase? I didn’t
know she had an old bookcase.”
“Oh yes; the one where she keeps
the books she had when she was as old as I am.”
“And as young, eh? Well,
what is in that bookcase? is it a great find?”
“O Uncle Edward, there is a
great deal in it! It is wonderful. Books
I never saw, and they look so interesting!”
“What, for instance? Something
to rival Plutarch’s Lives?”
“I don’t know,”
said Dolly; “you know I have not read them yet.
There is ‘Sandford and Merton;’ I was
reading in that, and I like it very much; and the
‘Looking Glass’ is another; and ‘Rosamond’
I am sure is interesting. Oh there is a whole
load of them.”
“Well I am glad of it,”
said Mr. Eberstein. “That is the right sort
of stuff for your busy little brain; will not weigh
too heavy. Now I suppose you will be reading
all the time you are in the house.”
“Aunt Harry has begun to teach me to knit.”
“Very good,” said Mr.
Eberstein. “I believe in knitting too.
That’s safe.”
They went to dinner, and after dinner
there was a further knitting lesson, in which Dolly
seemed absorbed; nevertheless, before the evening
was over she brought up a very different subject again.
“Aunt Harry,” she began,
in the midst of an arduous effort to get the loops
of wool on her needles in the right relative condition, “does
mother know about the Bible?”
“Yes,” said Mrs. Eberstein,
with a glance at her husband, “she knows about
it, something.”
“Then why did she never tell me anything about
it?”
Mrs. Eberstein hesitated.
“I suppose, Dolly, her thoughts were fuller
of other things.”
“But how could they be?”
said the little one, laying her hands with their knitting
work in her lap, and looking up.
Her aunt did not answer.
“How could her thoughts be fuller
of other things, if she knows the Bible?” Dolly
urged.
“I don’t think she really
knows much of what is in the Bible,” Mrs. Eberstein
said. “She has never read it much.”
“I don’t think she knows
about Jesus,” Dolly went on gravely; “for
she never told me; and she would if she had known,
I think. Aunt Harriet, I think I ought
to tell her now.”
“What would you tell her, my darling?”
“Oh, I will tell her that I
know Him and love Him; and I will tell her I have
got a Bible, and some of the things I have found in
it. I will ask her to get one too, and read it.
I don’t believe she knows.”
“The reason why a great many
people do not know, Dolly, is, as your Aunt Harry
says, that they are so much taken up with other things.”
“Then I think one ought to take
care not to be too much taken up with other things,”
said Dolly very seriously.
“But you have got to be taken
up with other things,” Mr. Eberstein went on.
“Here you are going to school in a few days;
then your head will be full of English and French,
and your hands full of piano keys and harp strings,
from morning till night. How are you going to
do?”
Dolly looked at the speaker, came
and placed herself on his knee again, and laid a hand
on his shoulder; eyeing him steadily.
“Ought I not to go to school?”
“Must! else you cannot
be the right sort of a woman, and do the right sort
of work.”
“How then, Uncle Edward? what shall I do?”
“I’ll tell you one thing,
Dolly. Don’t study and practise to get ahead
of somebody else; but to please the King!”
“The King that is Jesus?”
“Certainly.”
Dolly nodded, in full agreement with
the rule of action as thus stated; presently brought
forward another idea.
“Will He care? Would it
please Him to have me play on the piano, or learn
French and arithmetic?”
“Dolly, the more you know, and
the better you know it, the better servant you can
be; you will have the more to use for Jesus.”
“Can I use such things for Him? How?”
“Many ways. He will show
you how. Do you think an ignorant woman could
do as much in the world as an elegant, well-informed,
accomplished woman?”
Dolly thought over this question,
nodded as one who had come to an understanding of
it, and went back to her knitting.
“What ever will become of that
child,” said Mrs. Eberstein an hour or two later,
when she and her husband were alone. “I
am full of anxiety about her.”
“Then you are taking upon you the part of Providence.”
“No, but, Edward, Dolly will have a history.”
“So have we all,” Mr. Eberstein responded
very unresponsively.
“But she will not have a common
history. Do you see how open she is to receive
impressions, and how fast they stay once they are made?”
“I see the first quality.
I never saw a creature quicker to take impressions
or to welcome affections. Whether they will prove
as lasting as they are sudden, that we
have no means of knowing at present.”
“I think they will.”
“That’s a woman’s conclusion, founded
on her wishes.”
“It is a man’s conclusion too; for you
think the same thing, Edward.”
“Don’t prove anything, Harry.”
“Yes, it does. When two
people come to the same independent view of something,
it is fair to suppose there are grounds for it.”
“I hope so. Time will show.”
“But, Edward, with this extremely
sensitive and affectionate nature, how important it
is that Dolly should have only the right surroundings,
and see only the right sort of people.”
“Just so. And so she is
going out into the world of a large school; where
she will meet all sorts of people and be subjected
to all sorts of influences; and you cannot shield
her.”
“I wish I could keep her at
home, and have her taught here! I wish I could!”
“Playing Providence again. We all like
to do it.”
“No, but, Edward, just look
at her,” said Mrs. Eberstein with her eyes full
of tears.
“I do,” said Mr. Eberstein.
“I’ve got eyes. But you will have
to trust her, Harry.”
“Now she will go, I have no
doubt, and write that letter to her mother. I
wonder if Sally will get scared, and take her away
from us?”
“Why, Hal,” said her husband,
“your self-will is getting up very strong to-night!
What if? Dolly’s future does not depend
upon us; though we will do what we can for it.”
What they did then, was to pray about
it again; for these people believed in prayer.
The next day Mrs. Eberstein had invited
an acquaintance to come to dinner. This acquaintance
had a daughter, also about to enter Mrs. Delancy’s
school; and Mrs. Eberstein’s object was to let
the two girls become a little known to each other,
so that Dolly in the new world she was about to enter
might not feel everything utterly strange. Mrs.
Thayer belonged to a good New York family; and it likewise
suited her purposes to have her daughter received
in so unexceptionable a house as Mrs. Eberstein’s,
albeit the young lady was not without other Philadelphia
friends. So the party fitted together very harmoniously.
Mrs. Thayer, in spite of her good connections, was
no more than a commonplace personage. Christina,
her daughter, on the other hand, showed tokens of
becoming a great beauty. A little older than Dolly,
of larger build and more flesh and blood development
generally, and with one of those peach-blossom complexions
which for fairness and delicacy almost rival the flower.
Her hair was pretty, her features also pretty, her
expression placid. Mrs. Eberstein was much struck.
“They are just about of an age,”
remarked Mrs. Thayer. “I suppose they will
study the same things. Everybody studies the same
things. Well, I hope you’ll be friends
and not rivals, my dears.”
“Dolly will not be rivals with
anybody,” returned Dolly’s aunt.
“She don’t look very strong.
I should think it would not do for her to study too
hard,” said the other lady. “Oh, rivalry
is necessary, you know, to bring out the spirit of
boys and girls and make them work. It may be
friendly rivalry; but if they were not rivals they
would not be anything; might as well not be school
girls, or school boys. They would not do any
work but what they liked, and we know what that would
amount to. I don’t know about beating learning
into boys; some people say that is the way; but with
girls you can’t take that way; and all you have
to fall back upon is emulation.”
“Very few young people will
study for the love of it,” Mrs. Eberstein so
far assented.
“They might, I believe, if the
right way was taken,” Mr. Eberstein remarked.
“Emulation will do it, if a
girl has any spirit,” said Mrs. Thayer.
“What sort of spirit?”
“What sort of spirit! Why,
the spirit not to let themselves be outdone; to stand
as high as anybody, and higher; be N, and carry
off the first honours. A spirited girl don’t
like to be N. Christina will never be N.”
“Is it quite certain that such
a spirit is the one to be cultivated?”
“It makes them study,” said
Mrs. Thayer, looking at her questioner to see what
he meant.
“What do you think the Bible
means, when it tells us not to seek for honour?”
“Not to seek for honour?” repeated
the lady.
“Not the honour that comes from man.”
“I didn’t know it forbade
it. I never heard that it was forbidden.
Why, Mr. Eberstein, it is natural to wish for
honour. Everybody wishes for it.”
“So they do,” Mr. Eberstein assented.
“I might say, so we do.”
“It is natural,” repeated the lady.
“Its being natural does not prove it to be right.”
“Why, Mr. Eberstein, if it is natural,
we cannot help it.”
“How then does trying to be
N agree with the love that ’seeketh not
her own’?”
Dolly was listening earnestly, Mr.
Eberstein saw. Mrs. Thayer hesitated, in some
inward disgust.
“Do you take that literally?”
she said then. “How can you take it literally?
You cannot.”
“But Christ pleased not Himself.”
“Well, but He was not like us.”
“We are bidden to be like him, though.”
“Oh, as far as we can.
But you cannot press those words literally, Mr. Eberstein.”
“As far as we can? I must
press them, for the Bible does. I ask no more,
and the Lord demands no more, than that we be like
our Master as far as we can. And He ‘pleased
not himself,’ and ’received not honour
from men.’”
“If you were to preach such
doctrine in schools, I am afraid you would have very
bad recitations.”
“Well!” said Mr. Eberstein.
“Better bad recitations than bad hearts.
Though really there is no necessary connection between
my premises and your conclusion. The Bible reckons
‘emulations,’ Mrs. Thayer, in the list
of the worst things human nature knows, and does.”
“Then you would have a set of
dunces. I should just like to be told, Mr. Eberstein,
how on that principle you would get young people to
study. In the case of girls you cannot do it by
beating; nor in the case of boys, after they have
got beyond being little boys. Then emulation
comes in, and they work like beavers to get the start
of one another. And so we have honours, and prizes,
and distinctions. Take all that away, and how
would you do, Mr. Eberstein?”
Mr. Eberstein was looking fondly into
a pair of young eyes that were fixedly gazing at him.
So looking, he spoke,
“There is another sort of ‘Well
done!’ which I would like my Dolly and Miss
Christina to try for. If they are in earnest in
trying for that, they will study!” said Mr.
Eberstein.
Mrs. Thayer thought, apparently, that
it was no use talking on the subject with a visionary
man; and she turned to something else. The party
left the dinner-table, and Dolly took her new acquaintance
upstairs to show her the treasure contained in Mrs.
Eberstein’s old bookcase.
“Mr. Eberstein is rather a strange
man, isn’t he?” said Miss Christina on
the way.
“No,” said Dolly.
“I don’t think he is. What makes you
say so?”
“I never heard any one talk like that before.”
“Perhaps,” said Dolly,
stopping short on the landing place and looking at
her companion. Then she seemed to change her manner
of attack. “Who do you want to please most?”
she said.
“With my studies? Why, mamma, of course.”
“I would rather please the Lord Jesus,”
said Dolly.
“But I was talking about school
work,” retorted the other. “You
don’t suppose He cares about our lessons?”
“I guess He does,” said
Dolly. They were still standing on the landing
place, looking into each other’s eyes.
“But that’s impossible.
Think! French lessons, and English lessons,
and music and dancing, and all of it. That couldn’t
be, you know.”
“Do you love Jesus?” said Dolly.
“Love him? I do not know,”
said Christina colouring. “I am a member
of the church, if that is what you mean.”
Dolly began slowly to go up the remaining
stairs. “I think we ought to study to please
Him,” she said.
“I don’t see how it should
please him,” said the other a little out of
humour. “I don’t see how He should
care about such little things.”
“Why not?” said Dolly.
“If your mother cares, and my mother cares.
Jesus loves us better than they do, and I guess He
cares more than they do.”
Christina was silenced now, as her
mother had been, and followed Dolly thinking there
were a pair of uncomfortably strange people
in the house. The next minute Dolly was not strange
at all, but as much a child as any of her fellows.
She had unlocked the precious bookcase, and with the
zeal of a connoisseur and the glee of a discoverer
she was enlarging upon the treasures therein stowed
away.
“Here is ‘Henry Milner,’”
she said, taking down three little red volumes.
“Have you read that? Oh, it is delightful!
I like it almost best of all. But I have not
had time to read much yet. Here is ’Harry
and Lucy,’ and ‘Rosamond,’ and ‘Frank.’
I have just looked at them. And ‘Sandford
and Merton.’ do you know ‘Sandford and
Merton’? I have just read that.”
“There are the ‘Arabian Nights,’”
said Christina.
“Is that good? I haven’t
read much yet. I don’t know almost any of
them.”
“‘The Looking-Glass’” Christina
went on “’Pity’s Gift’ ’Father’s
Tales.’”
“Those are beautiful,”
Dolly put in. “I read one, about ’Grandfather’s
old arm-chair.’ Oh, it’s very
interesting.”
“‘Elements of Morality’” Christina
read further on the back of a brown book.
“That don’t sound good,
but I guess it is good,” said Dolly.
“I just peeped in, and ‘Evenings at Home’
looks pretty. Here is ’Robinson Crusoe,’
and ‘Northern Regions;’ I want to read
that very much. I guess it’s delightful.”
“Have you ever been to school
before?” said Christina. The books had a
faint interest for her.
“No,” said Dolly.
“Nor have I; but I know somebody
who has been at Mrs. Delancy’s, and she says
there is one lovely thing at that school. Every
month they go somewhere.”
“They go somewhere,”
Dolly echoed the words. “Who go?”
“Everybody; teachers and scholars
and all. There is a holiday; and Mrs. Delancy
takes them all to see something. One time it was
a rope walk, I think; and another time it was a paper-mill;
and sometimes it’s a picture-gallery. It’s
something very interesting.”
“I suppose we are not obliged
to go, are we, if we don’t want to?”
“Oh, but we do want to. I do.”
“I would just as lief be at
home with my Aunt Harry,” said Dolly, looking
lovingly at the book-case. But Christina turned
away from it.
“They dress a great deal at
this school,” she said. “Does your
mother dress you a great deal?”
“I don’t know,” said Dolly.
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“Well, what’s your school dress? what
is it made of?”
“My school dress for every day! It is grey
poplin. It is not new.”
“Poplin will do, I suppose,”
said Christina. “But some of the girls
wear silk; old silk dresses, you know, but really handsome
still, and very stylish.”
“What do you mean by ’stylish’?”
said Dolly.
“Why don’t you know what ‘stylish’
means?”
“No.”
Christina looked doubtfully at her
new little companion. Where could Dolly have
come from, and what sort of people could she belong
to, who did not know that? The truth was, that
Dolly being an only child and living at home with
her father and mother, had led a very childish life
up to this time; and her mother, owing to some invalidism,
had lately been withdrawn from the gay world and its
doings. So, though the thing was greatly upon
her mother’s heart, the word had never made itself
familiar to Dolly’s ear. Christina was reassured,
however, by observing that the little girl’s
dress was quite what it ought to be, and certainly
bespoke her as belonging to people who “knew
what was what.” So the practice was all
right, and Dolly needed only instruction in the theory.
“‘Stylish,’” she
repeated. “It means It is very
hard to tell you what it means. Don’t you
know? ‘Stylish’ means that things
have an air that belongs to the right kind of thing,
and only what you see in a certain sort of people.
It is the way things look when people know how.”
“Know how, what?” inquired Dolly.
“Know how things ought to be;
how they ought to be worn, and how they ought to be
done.”
“Then everybody ought to be stylish,”
said Dolly.
“Yes, but you cannot, my dear, unless you happen
to know how.”
“But I should think one could
always know how things ought to be,” Dolly went
on. “The Bible tells.”
“The Bible!” echoed Christina.
“Yes.”
“The Bible tell one how to be stylish!”
“The Bible tells how things ought to be.”
“Why, no, it don’t, child!
the Bible don’t tell you what sort of a hat
to put on.”
“Yes, it does, Christina.
The Bible says, ’Whether you eat or drink, or
whatsoever you do, do all to the glory of God.’
I can show you the words.”
“Oh, that is something quite
different. That has nothing to do with being
stylish. How shall I make you understand?
If your cravat wasn’t tied in a nice bow there,
it wouldn’t be stylish.”
“Well,” returned Dolly,
“it wouldn’t be to the glory of God either.”
“What has that to do with it?”
“I think it would be wrong for a Christian to
be anything but nice.”
“Oh, it isn’t being nice!”
said Christina. “Your dress wouldn’t
be stylish if it hadn’t those flounces.”
“And is it now?”
“Yes I think it is.
I should say, your mother knows what is what.
It isn’t very easy to be stylish if you are
poor; but I’ve seen people do it, though.”
“I don’t think I understand,
quite,” said Dolly. “But when I am
old enough to dress myself, to choose my
own dresses, I mean, I shall dress to please Jesus,
Christina.”
“You can’t,” said
Christina. “I never heard of such a thing.
It’s making religion little, I think, to talk
so.”
“I think, if religion isn’t
little, it’ll do so,” answered Dolly.
Whereby each kept her own opinion; notwithstanding
which, at the end of the afternoon they separated,
mutually pleased each with her new acquaintance.