Dolly’s school life is not further
of importance in this history; or no further than
may serve to fill out the picture already given of
herself. A few smooth and uneventful years followed
that first coming to Philadelphia; not therefore unfruitful
because uneventful; perhaps the very contrary.
The little girl made her way among her fellow pupils
and the teachers, the masters and mistresses, the studies
and drills which busied them all, with a kind of sweet
facility; such as is born everywhere, I suppose, of
good will. Whoever got into scrapes, it was never
Dolly Copley; whoever was chidden for imperfect recitations,
such rebukes never fell on her; whoever might be suspected
of mischief, such suspicion could not rest for a moment
on the fair, frank little face and those grave brown
eyes. The most unpopular mistress had a friend
in Dolly; the most refractory school-girl owned to
a certain influence which went forth from her; the
most uncomfortable of her companions found soothing
in her presence. People who are happy themselves
can drop a good deal of oil on the creaking machinery
around them, and love is the only manufactory where
the oil is made.
With all this smooth going, it may
be supposed that Dolly’s progress in knowledge
and accomplishments would be at least satisfactory;
and it was more than that. She prospered in all
she undertook. The teacher of mathematics said
she had a good head for calculation; the French mistress
declared nature had given her a good ear and accent;
the dancing master found her agile and graceful as
a young roe; the drawing master went beyond all these
and averred that Miss Copley would distinguish him
and herself. “She has an excellent manner
of handling, madame,” he said, “and
she has an eye for colour, and she will have a style
that will be distinguished.” Moreover, Dolly’s
voice was sweet and touching, and promised to be very
effective.
So things went on at school; and at
home each day bound faster the loving ties which united
her with her kind protectors and relations. Every
week grew and deepened the pleasure of the intercourse
they held together. Those were happy years for
all parties. Dolly had become rather more talkative,
without being less of a bookworm. Vacations were
sometimes spent with her mother and father, though
not always, as the latter were sometimes travelling.
Dolly missed nothing; Mrs. Eberstein’s house
had come to be a second home.
All this while the “Achilles”
had never been heard of again in the neighbourhood
of Philadelphia. Neither, though Dolly I am bound
to say searched faithfully all the lists of ship’s
officers which were reported in any American ports,
did she ever so much as see the name of A. Crowninshield.
She always looked for it, wherever a chance of finding
it might be; she never found it.
Such was the course of things, until
Dolly had reached her seventeenth year and was half
through it. Then, in the spring, long before school
term ended, came a sudden summons for her. Mr.
Copley had received the appointment of a consulship
in London; he and his family were about to transfer
themselves immediately to this new sphere of activity,
and Dolly of course must go along. Her books
were hastily fetched from school, her clothes packed
up; and Dolly and her kind friends in Walnut Street
sat together the last evening in a very subdued frame
of mind.
“I don’t see what your
father wanted of a consulship, or anything else that
would take him out of his country!” Mr. Eberstein
uttered his rather grumbling complaint. “He
has enough to satisfy a man without that.”
“But what papa likes is precisely
something to take him out of the country. He
likes change” said Dolly sorrowfully.
“He won’t have much change
as American Consul in London,” Mr. Eberstein
returned. “Business will pin him pretty
close.”
“I suppose it will be a change
at first,” said Dolly; “and then, when
he gets tired of it, he will give it up, and take something
else.”
“And you, little Dolly, you
are accordingly to be shoved out into the great, great
world, long before you are ready for it.”
“Is the world any bigger over
there than it is on this side?” said Dolly,
with a gleam of fun.
“Well, yes,” said Mr.
Eberstein. “Most people think so. And
London is a good deal bigger than Philadelphia.”
“The world is very much alike
all over,” remarked Mrs. Eberstein; “in
one place a little more fascinating and dangerous,
in another a little less.”
“Will it be more or less, over
there, for me, Aunt Harry?”
“It would be ‘more’
for you anywhere, Dolly, soon. Why you are between
sixteen and seventeen; almost a woman!” Mrs.
Eberstein said with a sigh.
“No, not yet, Aunt Harry.
I’ll be a girl yet awhile. I can be that
in England, can’t I, as well as here?”
“Better,” said Mr. Eberstein.
“But the world, nevertheless,
is a little bigger out there, Ned,” his
wife added.
“In what way, Aunt Harry?
And what do you mean by the ‘world’ anyhow?”
“I mean what the Lord was speaking
of, when He said to His disciples, ’If ye were
of the world, the world would love his own; but because
ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out
of the world, therefore the world hateth you.’”
“That means, bad people?”
“Some of them are by no means
bad people. Some of them are delightful people.”
“Then I do not quite understand,
Aunt Harry. I thought it meant not only bad
people, but gay people; pleasure lovers.”
“Aren’t you a lover of pleasure, Dolly?”
“Oh yes. But, Aunt Harry,”
Dolly said seriously, “I am not a ’lover
of pleasure more than a lover of God.’”
“No, thanks to His goodness!
However, Dolly, people may be just as worldly without
seeking pleasures at all. It isn’t that.”
“What is it, then?”
“I don’t know how to put it. Ned,
can you?”
“Why, Hal,” said Mr. Eberstein
pondering, “it comes to about this, I reckon.
There are just two kingdoms in the world, upon earth
I mean.”
“Yes. Well? I know
there are two kingdoms, and no neutral ground.
But what is the dividing line? That is what we
want to know.”
“If there is no neutral ground,
it follows that the border line of one kingdom is
the border line of the other. To go out of one,
is to go into the other.”
“Well? Yes. That’s plain.”
“Then it is simple enough.
What belongs to Christ, or what is done for Him or
in His service, belongs to His kingdom. Of course,
what is not Christ’s, nor is done for
Him, nor in His service, belongs to the world.”
There was a silence here of some duration;
and then Dolly exclaimed, “I see it. I
shall know now.”
“What, Dolly?”
“How to do, Aunt Harry.”
“How to do what?”
“Everything. I was thinking particularly
just then” Dolly hesitated.
“Yes, of what?”
“Of dressing myself.”
“Dressing yourself, you chicken?”
“Yes, Aunt Harry. I see
it. If I do not dress for Christ, I do it for
the world.”
“Don’t go into another extreme now, Dolly.”
“No, Aunt Harry. I cannot be wrong, can
I, if I do it for Christ?”
“I wonder how many girls of
sixteen in the country have such a thought? And
I wonder, how long will you be able to keep it, Dolly?”
“Why not, Aunt Harry?”
“O child! because you have got to meet the world.”
“What will the world do to me?”
Dolly asked, half laughing in her simple ignorance.
“When I think what it will do
to you, Dolly, I am ready to break my heart.
It will tempt you, child. It will tempt you with
beauty, and with pleasant things; pleasant things
that look so harmless! and it will seek to persuade
you with sweet voices and with voices of authority;
and it will show you everybody going one way, and that
not your way.”
“But I will follow Christ, Aunt Hal.”
“Then you will have to bear reproach.”
“I would rather bear the world’s reproach,
than His.”
“If you don’t get over-persuaded, child,
or deafened with the voices!”
“She will have to do like the
little girl in the fairy tale,” said Mr. Eberstein;
“stuff cotton in her ears. The little girl
in the fairy tale was going up a hill to get something
at the top what was she going for,
that was at the top of the hill?”
“I know!” cried Dolly.
“I remember. She was going for three things.
The Singing bird and the Golden water, and I
forget what the third thing was.”
“Well, you see what that means,”
Mr. Eberstein went on. “She was going up
the hill for the Golden water at the top; and there
were ten thousand voices in her ears tempting her
to look round; and if she looked, she would be turned
to stone. The road was lined with stones, which
had once been pilgrims. You see, Dolly? Her
only way was to stop her ears.”
“I see, Uncle Ned.”
“What shall Dolly stop her ears with?”
asked Mrs. Eberstein.
“These words will do. ’Whether
ye eat, or drink, or whatsoever ye do, do all to the
glory of God.’”
There was little more talking, for
as the evening drew on, the heaviness of the parting
weighed too hard upon all hearts. The next day
Dolly made the journey to Boston, and from there to
her parents’ house; and her childhood’s
days were over.