No doubts troubled Dolly’s mind
during that drive, about dress or anything else.
Her dress she had forgotten indeed; and the pain of
leaving her mother at home was forced to give way before
the multitude of new and pleasant impressions.
That drive was pure enjoyment. The excitement
and novelty of the occasion gave no doubt a spur to
Dolly’s spirits and quickened her perceptions;
they were all alive, as the carriage rolled along
over the smooth roads. What could be better than
to drive so, on such an evening, through such a country?
For the weather was perfect, the landscape exceedingly
rich and fair, the vegetation in its glory. And
the roads themselves were full of the most varied
life, and offered to the little American girl a flashing,
changing, very amusing and abundantly suggestive scene.
Dolly’s eyes were incessantly busy, yet her
lips did not move unless to smile; and her father
for a long time would not interrupt her meditations.
Good that she should forget herself, he thought; if
she were recalled to the practical present maybe she
would grow nervous. That was the only thing Mr.
Copley was afraid of. However, for him to keep
absolute silence beyond a limited time was out of
his nature.
“Are you happy, Dolly?” he asked her.
“Very happy, father! If only mother was
with us.”
“Ah, yes, it would have been
rather pleasanter for you; but you must not mind that.”
“I am afraid I do not mind it
enough, I am so amused with everything. I cannot
help it.”
“That’s right. Now, Dolly”
“Yes, father”
“I should like to know what
you have been thinking of all this while. I have
been watching the smiles coming and going.”
“I do not know that I was thinking
at all until just now; just before you
spoke.”
“And of what then?”
“It came to me, I do not know
why, a question. We have passed so many people
who seemed as if they were enjoying themselves, like
me; and so many pretty-looking places,
where people might live happy, one would think; and
the question somehow came to me, father, what I am
going to do with my own life?”
“Do with it?” said Mr.
Copley astonished; “why enjoy it, Dolly.
Every day as much as to-day.”
“But perhaps one cannot enjoy
life always,” said Dolly thoughtfully.
“All you can, then, dear; all
you can. There is nothing to prevent your
always enjoying it. You will have money enough;
and that is the main thing. There is nothing
to hinder your enjoying yourself.”
“But, father, don’t you
think one ought to do more with one’s life than
that?”
“Yes; you’ll marry one
of these days, and so make somebody else enjoy himself.”
“What would become of you and
mother then?” asked Dolly shyly.
“We’d get along,”
said Mr. Copley. “What we care about, is
to see you enjoy life, Dolly. Are you enjoying
it now, puss?”
“Very much, father.”
“Then so am I.”
The carriage left the high road here,
and Dolly’s attention was again, seemingly,
all bestowed on what she saw from its windows.
Her father watched her, and could not observe that
she was either timid or excited in the prospect of
the new scenes upon which she was about to enter.
Her big brown eyes were wide open, busy and interested,
at the same time wholly self-forgetful. Self-forgetful
they remained when arriving at the house, and when
she was introduced to the family; and her manner consequently
left nothing to be desired. Yet house and grounds
and establishment were on a scale to which Dolly hitherto
had been entirely unaccustomed.
There was a small dinner party gathered,
and Dolly was taken in to table by young Mr. St. Leger,
the son of their host. Dolly had seen this gentleman
before, and so in this concourse of strangers she felt
more at home with him than with anybody. Young
Mr. St. Leger was a very handsome fellow; with regular
features and soft, rather lazy, blue eyes, which,
however, were not insipid. Dolly rather liked
him; the expression of his features was gentle and
good, so were his manners. He seemed well pleased
with his choice of a companion, and did his best to
make Dolly pleased also.
“You are new in this part of
the world?” he remarked to her.
“I am new in any part of the
world,” said Dolly, dimpling, as she did when
something struck her funnily. “I am not
very old yet.”
“No, I see,” said her
companion, laughing a little, though in some doubt
whether he or she had made the fun. “How
do you like us? Or haven’t you been long
enough here to judge?”
“I have been in England a good many months.”
“Then is it a fair question?”
“All questions are fair,”
said Dolly. “I like some things here very
much.”
“I should be delighted to know what.”
“I’ll tell you,”
said Dolly’s father, who sat opposite and had
caught the question. “She likes an old
suit of armour or a collection of old stones in the
form of an arch or a gateway; and in the presence of
the crown jewels she was almost as bad as that Scotch
lady who worshipped the old Regalia of the northern
kingdom. Only it was the antiquity that Dolly
worshipped, you know; not the royalty.”
“What is there in antiquity?”
said Mr. St. Leger, turning his eyes again curiously
to Dolly. “Old things were young once; how
are they any better for being old?”
“Not any better; only more interesting.”
“Pray tell me why.”
“Think of what those old stones have seen.”
“Pardon me; they have not seen anything.”
“Think of the eyes that have
seen them, then. Or stand before one of those
old suits of armour in the Tower, and think where it
has been. Think of the changes that have come;
and what a strange witness it is for the things that
were and have passed away.”
“I am more interested in the
present,” said the young man. “I perceive
you are romantic.”
Dolly was silent. She thought
one of those halls of old armour in the Tower was
in its attractions very far beyond the present dinner
table; although indeed this amused her. Presently
her companion began again and gave her details about
all the guests; who they were, and how they happened
to be there; and then suddenly asked her if she had
ever been to the races? Dolly inquired what races;
and was informed that the Epsom races were just beginning.
Would she like to go to them? was inquired eagerly.
Dolly had no idea what was the real
character of the show she was asked about; and she
answered in accordance with her general craving to
see everything. Nevertheless she was somewhat
surprised, when the gentlemen came up from dinner,
to hear the proposition earnestly made; made by both
Mr. and Mrs. St. Leger; that she and her father should
go with them the next day to the Epsom races; and
she was greatly astonished to hear her father agree
to the proposal, although the acceptance of it involved
the staying another day away from home and the sleeping
a second night at the St. Leger place. But Dolly
was not consulted. The family expressed their
pleasure in undoubted terms, and young Mr. St. Leger’s
blue eyes had a gleam of satisfaction in them, as he
assured Dolly that now they would “show her
something of interest in the present.”
Dolly was the youngest guest in the
house, and by all rules the one entitled to least
consideration; yet she went to sleep that night in
a chamber the most superb she had ever inhabited in
her life. She looked around her with wonder at
the richness of every matter of detail, and a little
private query how she, little Dolly Copley,
came to be so lodged? Her mother would have no
reason here to complain of want of due regard.
And all the evening there had been no such complaint
to make. People had been very kind, Dolly said
to herself as she was falling asleep. But how
could her father have consented to stay another
day, for any races in the world leaving
her mother alone? But she could not help it;
and no doubt the next day would be amusing; to-day
had been amusing and Dolly’s thoughts
went no further.
The next morning everybody drove or
rode to the races. Dolly herself was taken by
young Mr. St. Leger, along with one of his sisters,
in an elegant little vehicle for which she knew no
name. It was very comfortable, and they drove
very fast till the crowd hindered them,
that is; and certainly Dolly was amused. All was
novel and strange to her; the concourse, the équipages,
the people, the horses, even before they arrived at
the race grounds. There a good position was secured,
and Dolly saw the whole of that day’s performances.
Mr. St. Leger attended to her unremittingly; he and
his sister explained everything, and pointed out the
people of mark within their range of vision; his blue
eyes grew quite animated, and looked into Dolly’s
to see what they could find there, of response or
otherwise. And Dolly’s eyes were grave
and wide-awake, intent, very busy, very lively, but
how far they were brightened with pleasure he could
not tell. They were bright, he saw that; fearless,
pure, sweet eyes, that yet baffled him; no trace of
self-consciousness or self-seeking was to be found
in them; and young St. Leger stood a little in awe,
as common men will, before a face so uncommon.
He ventured no direct question for the satisfying of
his curiosity until they had returned, and dinner
was over. Indeed he did not venture it then;
it was his father who asked it. He too had observed
the simple, well-bred, lovely little maiden, and had
a little curiosity on his own part.
“Well, Miss Copley now
you have seen Epsom, how do you like it?”
Dolly hesitated. “I have
been very much interested, sir, thank you,”
she said gravely.
“But how do you like it? Did you
enjoy it?”
Dolly hesitated again. Finally
smiled and confessed. “I was sorry for
the horses.”
“Sorry for the horses!” her host repeated.
“What for?”
“Yes, what for?” added
the younger St. Leger. “They were not ill
treated.”
“No, ” said
Dolly doubtfully, “perhaps not, but
they were running very hard, and for nothing.”
“For nothing!” echoed
Mr. St. Leger again. “It was for a good
many thousand pounds. There’s many a one
was there to-day who wishes they had run for nothing!”
“But after all, that is for
nothing,” said Dolly. “It is no good
to anybody.”
“Except to those that win,”
said the old gentleman. “Except to those
that win!” Probably he had won.
Dolly wanted to get out of the conversation.
She made no answer. Another gentleman spoke up,
and opined, were it not for the money won and lost,
the whole thing would fail of its attraction.
It would be no sport indeed, if the horses ran for
nothing. “Do you have no races in a your
country?” he asked Dolly.
Dolly believed so. She had never been present
at them.
“Nothing like Epsom,”
said her father. “We shall have nothing
to show like that for some time. But Dolly takes
practical views. I saw her smiling out of the
windows, as we drove along, coming here yesterday;
and I asked her what she was thinking of? I expected
to hear her say, the beauty of the plantations, or
the richness of the country, or the elegance and variety
of the équipages we passed. She answered
me she was thinking what she should do with her
life!”
There was a general gentle note of
amusement audible through the room, but old Mr. St.
Leger laughed out in a broad “ha, ha.”
“What did you conclude, my dear?”
said he. “What did you conclude? I
am interested to know.”
“I could not conclude then,
sir,” said Dolly, bearing the laugh very well,
with a pretty little peach-blossom blush coming upon
her cheeks.
“’Tisn’t difficult
to know,” the old gentleman went on, not unkindly
watching Dolly’s face play. “There
is one pretty certain lot for a pretty young woman.
She will manage her household, take care of her husband,
and bring up her children, one of these
days.”
“That is not precisely the ambition
of all pretty young women,” remarked one of
the party; while Mrs. St. Leger good humouredly drew
Dolly down to a seat beside her and engrossed her attention.
“You meant the words perhaps
in another sense, more practical, that your father
did not think of. You were thinking maybe what
profession you would follow?”
“I beg your pardon, ma’am!”
said Dolly, quite perplexed now. “How do
you mean, profession?”
“Yes; perhaps you were thinking
of being a governess some day, or a teacher, or something
of that sort; were you?”
Dolly’s face dimpled all over
in a way that seemed to young St. Leger the very prettiest,
winningest, most uncommon loveliness that his eyes
had ever been blessed with. Said eyes were inseparable
from Dolly; he had no attention but for her looks
and words; and his mother knew as much, while she
too looked at the girl and waited for her answer.
“Oh no,” Dolly said; “I
was not thinking of any such thing. My father
does not wish me to do anything of the kind.”
“Then what did you mean, my dear?”
Dolly lifted a pair of sweet grave
eyes to the face of her questioner; a full, rather
bloated face, very florid; with an expression of eyes
kindly indeed, but unresting, dissatisfied; or if that
is too strong a word, not content. Dolly looked
at all this and answered
“I don’t want to live merely to live,
ma’am.”
“Don’t you? What
more do you want? To live pleasantly, of course;
for not to do that, is not what I call living.”
“I was not thinking of pleasant
living. But I do not want my life to
be like those horses running to-day,” said Dolly
smiling; “for nothing; of no use.”
“Don’t you think a woman
is of use and fills her place, my dear, who looks
after her household and attends to her family, and
does her duty by society?”
“Yes,” said Dolly hesitating, “but
that is not enough.” The girl was thinking
of her own mother at the moment.
“Not enough? Why, yes,
it is enough. That is a woman’s place and
business. What else would you do?”
Dolly was in some embarrassment now.
She must answer, for Mrs. St. Leger was waiting for
it; but her answer could not be understood. Her
eye took in again the rich appliances for present enjoyment
which filled the room, above, below, and around her;
and then she said, her eye coming back
“I would like my life to be
good for something that would not pass away.”
“Not pass away? Why, everything
passes away, my child” (and there came a sigh
here), “in time. The thing is
to make the best of them while we have them.”
Is that all? thought Dolly, as she
noticed the untested, rather sad look of her hostess’s
face; and she wished she could say more, but she dared
not. Then young Mr. St. Leger bent forward, and
inquired what she could be thinking of that would
not pass away? His mother saw the look
with which his blue eyes sought the face of the little
stranger; and turned away with another sigh, born
half of sympathy with her boy’s feeling and
half of jealousy against the subject of it. Dolly
saw the look too, but did not comprehend it.
She simply wondered why these people put her through
the catechism so?
“What could you be thinking
of?” St. Leger repeated, sliding into the seat
his mother had quitted.
“Don’t you know anything that will last?”
Dolly retorted.
“No,” said the young man,
laughing. “Do you? Except that I have
heard that ‘A thing of beauty is a joy forever.’”
This, which was a remarkable flight
for St. Leger, was lost upon simple Dolly.
“Oh, I know that is true,”
she answered; “but that is just a way of speaking.
It would not be a joy to me, if I had not something
else to hold to. I am sorry for you.”
“Really? I wish I could
think that. It would be delightful to have you
sorry for me.”
“It would be much better not to need it.”
“I don’t know about that.
Perhaps, if you were very sorry for me, you would
try to teach me better.”
“Perhaps; but I shall not have
time. I suppose we shall go away very early in
the morning.”
“I should like to show you the gardens, first.”
“Haven’t we seen them?”
“Why, of course not. All
that you have seen is a little shrubbery and a bit
of the park. Suppose we go over the gardens in
the morning?”
“I am sure we shall return home immediately
after breakfast.”
“Before breakfast then? Why not?”
This plan went into effect. It
was an occasion of great pleasure to both parties.
No better time could be for seeing the utmost beauty
of the flowers; and Dolly wandered in what was to
her a wilderness of an enchanted land. Breakfast
was forgotten; and young St. Leger was so charmed
with this perfectly fresh, simple, and lively nature,
that he for his part was willing to forget it indefinitely.
Dolly’s utter delight, and her intelligent,
quick apprehension, the sparkle in her eye, the happy
colour in her cheeks, made her to his fancy the rarest
thing he had ever seen. The gardener, who was
summoned to give information of which his young master
was not possessed, entertained quite the same opinion;
and thanks to his admiring gratification Dolly went
back to the house the possessor of a most superb bouquet,
which he had cut for her and offered through Mr. St.
Leger.
There were some significant half smiles
around the breakfast table, as the young pair and
the flowers made their appearance. St. Leger braved
them; Dolly did not see them. Her sweet eyes were
full of the blissful enchantment still. Immediately
after breakfast, as she had said, her father took
leave.
Mrs. Copley had awaited their coming
in a mood half irritation, half gratification.
The latter conquered when she saw Dolly.
“Now tell me all about it!”
she said, before Dolly even could take off her bonnet.
“She went to the races,” said Mr. Copley.
“That’s a queer place for Dolly to go,
Mr. Copley.”
“Not at all. Everybody goes that can go.”
“I think it’s a queer
place for young ladies to go,” persisted the
mother.
“It is a queer place enough
for anybody, if you come to that; but no worse for
them than for others; and it is they make the scene
so pretty as it is.”
“I can’t imagine how there
should be anything pretty in seeing horses run to
death!” said Mrs. Copley.
“I just said it is the pretty
girls that give the charm,” said her husband.
“Though I can see some beauty in a fine
horse, and in good riding; and they understand riding,
those Epsom jockeys.”
“Jockeys!” his wife repeated.
“I don’t want to hear you talk about jockeys,
Mr. Copley.”
“I am not going to, my dear.
I give up the field to Dolly.”
“Mother, the first thing was
the place. It is a most beautiful place.”
“The race-ground?”
“No, no, mother; Mr. St. Leger’s place.
‘The Peacocks,’ they call it.”
“What do they give it such a ridiculous name
for?”
“I don’t know. Perhaps
they used to have a great many peacocks. But the
place is the most beautiful place I ever saw.
Mother, we were half an hour driving from the lodge
at the park gate to the house.”
“The road so bad?”
“So long, mother; think
of it; half an hour through the park woods, until
we carne out upon the great lawn dotted with the noblest
trees you ever saw.”
“Better than the trees in Boston common?
I guess not,” said Mrs. Copley.
“Those are good trees, mother,
but nothing to these. These are just magnificent.”
“I don’t see why fine
trees cannot grow as well on American ground as on
English,” said Mrs. Copley incredulously.
“Give them time enough,” put in her husband.
“Time!”
“Yes. We are a new country,
comparatively, my dear. These old oaks here have
been growing for hundreds of years.”
“And what should hinder them
from growing hundreds of years over there? I
suppose the ground is as old as England; if
Columbus didn’t discover it all at once.”
“The ground,” said Mr.
Copley, eyeing the floor between his boots, “yes,
the ground; but it takes more than ground to make large
trees. It takes good ground, and favouring climate,
and culture; or at least to be let alone. Now
we don’t let things alone in America.”
“I know you don’t,”
said his wife. “Well, Dolly, go on with
your story.”
“Well, mother, there
were these grand old trees, and beautiful grass under
them, and cattle here and there, and the house showing
in the distance. I did not like the house so
very much, when we came to it; it is not old; but
it is exceedingly handsome, and most beautifully furnished.
I never had such a room in my life, as I have slept
in these two nights.”
“And yet you don’t like it!” put
in Mr. Copley.
“I like it,” said Dolly
slowly. “I like all the comfort of it; but
I don’t think it is very pretty, father.
It’s very new.”
“New!” said her father.
“What’s the harm of a thing’s being
new? And what is the charm of its being old?”
“I don’t know,”
said Dolly thoughtfully; “but I like it.
Then, mother, came the dinner; and the dinner was
like the house.”
“That don’t tell me anything,”
exclaimed Mrs. Copley. “What was the house
like?”
“Mother, you go first into a
great hall, set all round with marble figures statues and
with a heavy staircase going up at one side. It’s
all marble. But oh, the flower garden is lovely!”
“Well, tell me about the house,”
said Mrs. Copley. “And the dinner.
Who was there?”
“I don’t know,”
said Dolly; “quite a company. There were
one or two foreign gentlemen; a count somebody and
a baron somebody; there was an English judge, and
his wife, and two or three other ladies and gentlemen.”
“How did you like the gentlemen,
Dolly?” her father asked here.
“I had hardly anything to do
with them, except the two Mr. St. Legers.”
“How did you like them?
I suppose, on your principle, you would tell me that
you liked the old one?”
“Never mind them,” said
Mrs. Copley; “go on about the dinner. What
did you have?”
“Oh, everything, mother; and
the most beautiful fruit at dessert; fruit from their
own hothouses; and I saw the hothouses, afterwards.
Most beautiful! the purple and white grapes were hanging
in thick clusters all over the vines; and quantities
of different sorts of pines were growing in another
hothouse. I had a bunch of Frontignacs this morning
before breakfast, father; and I never had grapes taste
so good.”
“Yes, you must have wanted something,”
said Mr. Copley; “wandering about among flowers
and fruit till ten o’clock without anything to
eat!”
“Poor Mr. St. Leger!”
said Dolly. “But he was very kind.
They were all very kind. If they only would not
drink wine so!”
“Wine!” Mrs. Copley exclaimed.
“It was all dinner time; it
began with the soup, and it did not end with the fruit,
for the gentlemen sat on drinking after we had left
them. And they had been drinking all dinner time;
the decanters just went round and round.”
“Nonsense, Dolly!” her
father said; “you are unaccustomed to the world,
that is all. There was none but the most moderate
drinking.”
“It was all dinner time, father.”
“That is the custom of gentlemen
here. It is always so. Tell your mother
about the races.”
“I don’t like the races.”
“Why not?”
“Well, tell me what they were,
at any rate,” said Mrs. Copley. “It
is the least you can do.”
“I don’t know how to tell
you,” said Dolly. “I will try.
Imagine a great flat plain, mother, level as far as
the eye can see. Imagine a straight line marked
out, where the horses are to run; and at the end of
it a post, which is the goal, and there is the judges’
stand. All about this course, on both sides,
that is towards the latter part of the course, fancy
rows of carriages, drawn up as close as they can stand,
the horses taken out; and on these carriages a crowd
of people packed as thick as they can find room to
sit and stand. They talk and laugh and discuss
the horses. By and by you hear a cry that the
horses have set off; and then everybody looks to see
them coming, with all sorts of glasses and telescopes;
and everybody is still, waiting and watching, until
I suppose the horses get near enough for people to
begin to judge how the race will turn out; and then
begins the fearfullest uproar you ever heard, everybody
betting and taking bets. Everybody seemed to
be doing it, even ladies. And with the betting
comes the shouting, and the cursing, and the cheering
on this one and that one; it was a regular Babel.
Even the ladies betted.”
“Every one does it,” said Mr. Copley.
“And the poor horses come running,
and driven to run as hard as they can; beautiful horses
too, some of them; running to decide all those bets!
I don’t think it is an amusement for civilised
people.”
“Why not?” said her father.
“It is barbarous. There
is no sense in it. If the white horse beats the
black, I’ll pay you a thousand pounds; but if
the black horse beats the white, you shall pay me
two thousand. Is there any sense in that?”
“Some sense in a thousand pound.”
“Lost” said Dolly.
“It is better not to lose, certainly.”
“But somebody must lose.
And people bet in a heat, before they know what they
ought to say; and bet more than they have to spare;
I saw it yesterday.”
“You didn’t bet, Mr. Copley?”
said his wife.
“A trifle. My dear, when one is in Rome,
one must do as the Romans do.”
“Did you lose?”
“I gained, a matter of fifty pounds.”
“Who did you gain it from, father?”
“Lawrence St. Leger.”
“He has no right to bet with his father’s
money.”
“Perhaps it is his own.
I will give you twenty pound of it, Dolly, to do what
you like with.”
But Dolly would have none of it.
If it was to be peace money, it made no peace with
her.