“How long you have stayed, Dolly!”
was Mrs. Copley’s greeting. “I don’t
see what is to become of me in this lonely place, if
you are always trotting about. I shall die!”
Dolly took this cold-water bath upon
her pleasure with her usual sweetness.
“Dear mother, I did not know
I was so long away. I will not go again, if it
is bad for you.”
“Of course it is bad for me.
It is very bad for me. It is bad for anybody.
I just think and think, till I am ready to fly. What
have you been doing?”
“Looking at Brierley House.
So beautiful as it is, mother!”
This made a diversion. Mrs. Copley
asked and received a detailed account of all Dolly
had seen.
“It don’t sound as if
I should like it,” was her comment.
“I should never have those old chairs and things
sticking about.”
“O mother! yes, you would; they
are most beautiful, and so old-fashioned; with the
arms of the barons of Coppleby carved on them.”
“I shouldn’t want the
arms of the barons of Coppleby on the chairs in my
house, if I was the Earl of Brierley.”
“But they are everywhere, mother;
they are cut and painted over the fireplace in the
baron’s hall.”
“I’d cut ’em out,
then, and put up my own. Fire buckets, too!
How ridiculous. What ornaments for a house!”
“I like them,” said Dolly.
“Oh, you like everything.
But, Dolly, what does your father think is to become
of us? He in London, and we here! Such a
way of living!”
“But you wanted country air, mother.”
“I didn’t; not in this
way. Air isn’t everything. Did he say,
if he could not come down Saturday, he would send
Mr. St. Leger?”
“I do not see why he should,”
said Dolly gaily. “We don’t want him.”
“Now, what do you say that for, Dolly?”
“Just because I don’t want him,
mother. Do you?”
“He’s a very good young man.”
Dolly was silent.
“And very rich.”
Dolly said nothing.
“And I am sure he is very agreeable.”
Then, as her utterances still met
no response, Mrs. Copley broke out. “Dolly,
why don’t you say something? I have nobody
to talk to but you, and you don’t answer me!
I might as well talk to the wall.”
“Mother, I would rather have
father come down to see us. If the choice lies
between them, I would rather have father.”
Mrs. Copley leaned her head on her
hand. “Dolly,” she began again, “your
father acts exactly as if he had lost money.”
Dolly again did not answer. The
repeated words gave her a very startled thrill.
“As if he had lost a good deal
of money,” Mrs. Copley went on. “I
can’t get it out of my head that he has.”
“It’s no use to think
about it, mother,” Dolly said as lightly as she
could. “Don’t you trouble yourself,
at any rate.”
“That’s foolish.
How can I help troubling myself? And if it was
any use to think about it, to be sure I needn’t
be troubled. Dolly, it torments me day and night!”
And tears that were bitter came into Mrs. Copley’s
eyes.
“It need not, dear mother.
Money is not the only thing in the world; nor the
best thing.”
“And that’s silly, too,”
returned her mother. “One’s bread
and butter may not be the best thing in the world, I
am sure this bread ain’t, but you
can’t live without it. What can you do without
money?”
“I never tried, you know,”
said Dolly; “but I should think it would be
possible to be happy.”
“Like a child!” said her
mother. “Children always think so.
What’s to make you happy, when the means are
gone? No, Dolly; money is everything, in this
world. Without it you are of no consequence, and
you are at everybody’s mercy; and I can tell
you one thing besides; if the women could
be happy without money, the men cannot. If you
don’t give a man a good breakfast, he’ll
be cross all day; and if his dinner don’t suit
him, you’ll hear of it for a week, and he’ll
go off to the club besides.”
“He cannot do that without
money,” said Dolly, trying to laugh.
“Then he’ll stay at home,
and torment you. I tell you, Dolly, life ain’t
worth having, if you haven’t got money.
That is why I want you to like”
Mrs. Copley broke off suddenly.
“I should think one might have
good breakfasts and dinners even if one was poor,”
said Dolly. “They say French women do.”
“What French women do is neither
here nor there. I am talking about you and me.
Look at this bread, and see that omelette.
I can tell you, nothing on earth would keep your father
down here if he couldn’t have something better
to eat than, that.”
Dolly began to ponder the possibility
of learning the art of cookery.
“What puzzles me,” Mrs.
Copley went on, “is, how he could have
lost money? But I am sure he has. I feel
it in all my bones. And he is such a clever man
about business too!”
Dolly tried with all her might to
bring her mother off this theme. At last she
succeeded; but the question lingered in her own mind
and gave it a good deal to do.
After a day or two more, Mr. St. Leger
came as threatened. Dolly received him alone.
She was in the garden, gathering roses, at the time
of his arrival. The young man came up to her,
looking very glad and shy at once, while Dolly was
neither the one nor the other. She was attending
to the business she had in hand.
“Well, how are you?” said
her visitor. “How is Mrs. Copley? Getting
along, eh?”
“When’s father coming down, Mr. St. Leger?”
“To-morrow. He’ll come down early,
he said.”
“Sunday morning?” cried Dolly, and stopped,
looking at the young man.
“Oh yes. He’ll come
down early. He couldn’t get off to-night,
he told me. Some business.”
“What business? Anything
he could not put off? What kept him, Mr. St.
Leger?”
“I don’t know, ’pon
my honour. He’ll be down in the morning,
though. What’s the matter? Mrs. Copley
isn’t worse, I hope?”
“No, I think not,” said
Dolly, going back to her rose-pulling, with a hand
that trembled.
“May I help you? What are
all these roses for? Why, you’ve got a lot
of ’em. How do you like Brierley, Miss
Dolly? It likes you. I never saw you look
better. How does your mother fancy it?”
“Mother has taken a fancy to
travel. She thinks she would like that better
than being still in one place.”
“Travel! Where to? Where does she
want to go?”
“She talks of Venice. But
I do not know whether father could leave his post.”
“I should say he couldn’t,
without the post leaving him. But, I say, Miss
Dolly! maybe Mrs. Copley would let me be her travelling-courier,
instead. I should like that famously. Venice and
we might run down and see Rome. Hey? What
do you think of it?”
Dolly answered coolly, inwardly resolving
she would have no more to say about travelling before
Mr. St. Leger. However, in the evening he brought
up the subject himself; and Mrs. Copley and he went
into it eagerly, and spent a delightful evening over
plans for a possible journey; talking of routes, and
settling upon stopping places. Dolly was glad
to see her mother pleased and amused, even so; but
herself took no sort of part in the talk. Next
day Mr. Copley in truth arrived, and was joyfully
received.
“Well, how do you do?”
said he, after the first rejoicings were over, looking
from his wife to his daughter and back again.
It was the third or fourth time he had asked the question.
“Pretty jolly, eh? Dolly is. You
are not, my dear, seems to me.”
“You are not either, it seems to me, Mr. Copley.”
“I? I am well enough.”
“You are not ‘jolly,’ father?”
said Dolly, hanging upon him.
“Why not? Yes, I am.
A man can’t be very jolly that has anything to
do in this world.”
“O father! I should think,
to have nothing to do would be what would hinder jolliness.”
“Anything to do but enjoy, I
mean. I don’t mean nothing to do.
But it ain’t life, to live for business.”
“Then, if I were you, I would
play a little, Mr. Copley,” said his wife.
“So I do. Here I am,”
said he, with what seemed to Dolly forced gaiety.
“Now, how are you going to help me play?”
“We help you,”
said his wife. “Why didn’t you come
yesterday?”
“Business, my dear; as I said.
These are good berries. Do they grow in the garden?”
“How should strawberries grow
in a garden where nobody has been living?” said
his wife. “And what is your idea of play
in an out-of-the-way place like this, Mr. Copley?”
“Well not a catechism,”
said he, slowly putting strawberries in his mouth
one after the other. “What’s the matter
with the place? I thought it would just suit
you. Isn’t the air good?”
“Breathing isn’t quite
the only necessary of life,” said his wife; “and
you were asking about play. I think a change would
be play to me.”
“Well, this is a change, or
I don’t know the meaning of the word. You’ve
just come, and have not examined the ground yet.
Must have a good market, if this fruit is any sign.”
“There is no market or anything
else, except what you can find in a little village.
The strawberries come from Brierley House, where Dolly
goes to get her play. As for me, who cannot
run about, on my feet, or anyway, I sit here and wonder
when she will be back again. Are we to have no
carriage here, Mr. Copley?”
“We had better find out how
you like it first, seems to me. Hardly worth
while, if you’re not going to stay.”
Mr. Copley rose and sauntered out
to the porch, and Dolly looked furtively at her mother.
She saw a troubled, anxious face, lines of nervous
unrest; she saw that her father’s coming had
not brought refreshment or relief; and truly she did
not perceive why it should. Dolly was wholly
inexperienced, in all but the butterfly life of very
happy young years; nevertheless, she could not fail
to read, or at least half read, some signs of another
sort of life. She noticed that her father’s
manner wanted its ordinary careless, confident ease;
there was something forced about it; his face bore
tokens of loss of sleep, and had a trait of uneasiness
most unwonted in Mr. Copley. Dolly sat still
a little while, and then went out and joined her father
in the porch. Mr. St. Leger had come in, so that
she did not leave her mother alone. Dolly came
close and laid her arm round her father’s neck,
her fingers playing with his hair; while he fondly
threw one arm about her.
“How is it, Dolly?” he asked. “Don’t
you like it here?”
“I do, very much.
But mother finds it very quiet. I think she would
like to travel, father.”
“Travel! But I can’t
go travelling. I cannot get away from London for
more than a day. Quiet! I thought she wanted
quiet. I heard of nothing but her want of quiet,
till I got her down here; and now she wants noise.”
“Not noise, exactly, but change.”
“Well, what is this but change?
as I said. I do not know what would please her.”
“I know what would please me,”
said Dolly, with her heart beating; for she was venturing
on unknown ground “A little money.”
“Money!” exclaimed her
father. “What in the world do you want with
money down here?”
“To pay the servants, father,”
Dolly said low. “Margaret asked me for
her month’s wages, and I said I would ask you.
Can you give it to me?”
“She cannot do anything with
money down here either. She don’t want it.
Her wages are safe, tell her. I’ll take
care of them for her.”
“But, father, if she likes to
take care of them for herself, she has the right.
Such people like to see their money, I suppose.”
“I have yet to find the people
that don’t,” said her father. “But,
really, she’ll have to wait, my child. I
have not brought so much in my pocket-book with me.”
This also struck Dolly as very unusual.
Never in her life, that she could remember, had her
father confessed before to an empty purse.
“Then, could you send it to
me, father, when you go back to London?”
“Yes, I’ll send it.
Or better, wait till I come down again. You would
not know how to manage if I sent it. And Margaret
really cannot be in a hurry.”
Dolly stood still, fingering the locks
of her father’s thick hair, while her mental
thermometer went down and down. She knew by his
whole manner that the money was not at hand even were
he in London; and where then was it? Mr. Copley
had always till now had plenty; what had happened,
or what was the cause of the change? And how far
had it gone? and to what point might it go? and what
should she do, if she could not soon pay Margaret?
and what would become of her mother, if not only her
travelling projects were shattered, but also her personal
and household comforts should fail her where she was?
What could Dolly do, to save money? or could she in
any way touch the source of the evil, and bring about
an essential bettering of this new and evil state of
things? She must know more first; and how should
she get more knowledge?
There came a sigh to her ears here,
which greatly touched her. Nevertheless, for
the present she could not even show sympathy, for she
dared not seem aware of the need for it. Tears
came to her eyes, but she commanded them back; that
would not do either.
“Suppose we take a walk, Dolly,
in that jolly old wood yonder?” Mr. Copley said.
“That’s Brierley Park, ain’t it?
We might go and see the house, if you like.”
“It is Sunday, father.”
“Well, what then? The world
is pretty much the same thing Sunday that it is other
days, eh?”
“Yes, father the
world; but not the day. That is not the same as
the rest.”
“Why not? We cannot go
to church to-day, if that is what you are thinking
of. I took church-time to come down here.
And if you wanted to go to church, Dolly, you couldn’t
have a finer temple than over yonder.”
“Oh, if you’ll go to church there, father,
I’ll go.”
“To be sure I will. Get your hat.”
“And my Bible?”
“Bible?” Mr. Copley looked
at her. “I didn’t say anything about
a Bible. We are going to take a walk. You
don’t want a book to carry.”
“How are we going to church there, then?”
“Think good thoughts, and enjoy
the works of the good Creator. That’s all
you can do in any church, Dolly. Come, little
Puritan.”
Dolly did not quite know what to do;
however, she got her hat, finding that her mother
was willing; and she and her father went down to the
bridge. There, to her dismay somewhat, they were
joined by Mr. St. Leger. But not to Mr. Copley’s
dismay; he welcomed the young man openly. Dolly
would have gone back now, but she did not dare.
“Going to see the house?” Lawrence asked.
“It is Sunday,” said Dolly. “You
cannot.”
“There’s a way of opening doors, even
on Sunday,” said the other.
“No, not here. The housekeeper will not
let you in. She is a Christian.”
“She is a Methodist, you mean,” said Mr.
Copley.
“I believe she is a Methodist. She is a
good friend of mine.”
“What business have you to make
friends with Methodists? we’re all good Church
people; hey, Lawrence? What grand old woods these
are!”
“How old do you suppose these trees to be, father?”
“Can’t guess; less than
centuries would not do. Centuries of being let
alone! I wonder how men would get on, if they
could have as good a chance? Glorious! Go
on, children, and take your walk; I will lie down
here and rest. I believe I want that more than
walking.”
He threw himself down at full length
on the turf in the shadow of a giant beech. Dolly
and her remaining companion passed slowly on.
This was not what she had reckoned upon; but she saw
that her father wished to be left alone, and she did
not feel, nevertheless, that she could go home and
leave the party. Slowly she and Mr. St. Leger
sauntered on, from the shadow of one great tree to
another; Dolly thinking what she should do. When
they were gotten out of sight and out of earshot, she
too stopped, and sat down on a shady bank which the
roots of an immense oak had thrown up around its base.
“What now?” said Lawrence.
“This is a good place to stay. Father wishes
to be left to himself.”
“But aren’t you going any further?”
“There is nothing to be gained
by going any further. It is as pretty here as
anywhere in the wood.”
“We might go on and see the pheasantry.
Have you seen the pheasantry?”
“No.”
“That does not depend on the
housekeeper’s pleasure; and the people on the
place are not all Methodists. I fancy we should
have no trouble in getting to see that. Come!
It is really very fine, and worth a walk to see.
I am not much of a place-hunter, but the Brierley pheasantry
is something by itself.”
“Not to-day,” said Dolly.
“Why not to-day? I can get the gate opened.”
“You forget it is Sunday, Mr. St. Leger.”
“I do not forget it,”
said he, throwing himself down on the bank beside
her. “I came here to have the day with you.
It’s a holiday. Mr. Copley keeps a fellow
awfully busy other days, if one has the good fortune
to be his secretary. I remember particularly
well that it is Sunday. What about it? Can’t
a fellow have it, now he has got it?”
The blue eyes were looking with a
surprised sort of complaint in them, yet not wholly
discontented, at Dolly. How could they be discontented?
So fair an object to rest upon and so curiosity-provoking
too, as she was. Dolly’s advantages were
not decked out at all; she was dressed in a simple
white gown; and there were none of the formalities
of fine ladyism about her; a very plain little girl;
and yet, Lawrence was not far wrong when he thought
her the fairest thing his eyes had ever seen. Her
eyes had such a mingling of the childlike and the wise;
her hair curled in such an artless, elegant way about
her temples and in her neck; the neck itself had such
a pretty set and carriage, the figure was so graceful
in its girlish outlines; and above all, her manner
had such an inexplicable combination of the utterly
free and the utterly unapproachable. Lawrence
lay thinking all this, or part of it; Dolly was thinking
how she should dispose of him. She could not well
say anything that would directly seem to condemn her
father. And while she was thinking what answer
she should make, Lawrence had forgot his question.
“Do you like this park?” he began on another
tack.
“Oh, more than I can tell you!
It is perfect. It is magnificent. There
is nothing like it in all America. At least, I
never saw anything like it there.”
“Why not?” said Lawrence.
“I mean, why is there not anything like this
there?”
Then Dolly’s face dimpled all
up in one of its expressions of extreme sense of fun.
“We are not old enough,”
she said. “You know when these trees were
young, our land was filled with the red men, and overgrown
with forests.”
“Well, those forests were old.”
“Yes, but in a forest trees
do not grow like this. They cannot. And
then the forest had to be cut down.”
“Then you like England better than America?”
“I never saw in my life anything half so beautiful
as Brierley Park.”
“You would be contented with such a home, wherever
it might be?”
“As far as the trees went,”
said Dolly, with another ripple of fun breaking over
her face.
“Tell me,” said Lawrence, “are all
American girls like you?”
“In what way? We do not all look alike.”
“No, no; I do not mean looks;
they are no more like you in that, than you
say America resembles Brierley Park. But you are
not like an English girl.”
“I am afraid that is not an
equal compliment to me. But why should Americans
be different from English people? We went over
from England only a little while ago.”
“Institutions?” Lawrence ventured.
“What, because we have a President,
and you have a King? What difference should that
make?”
“Then you see no difference? Am I like
an American, now?”
“You are not like my father,
certainly. But I do not know any American young
men except one. And I don’t know
him.”
“That sounds very much like
a riddle. Won’t you be so good as to explain?”
“There is no riddle,”
said Dolly. “I knew him when I was at school,
a little girl, and I have never seen him since.”
“Then you don’t know him now, I should
say.”
“No. And yet I feel as
if I knew him. I should know him if we saw each
other again.”
“Seems to have made a good deal of an impression!”
“Yes, I think he did. I liked him.”
“Before you see him again you
will have forgotten him,” said Lawrence comfortably.
“Do you not think you could forget America, if
somebody would make you mistress of such a place as
this?”
“And if everybody I loved was
here? Perhaps,” said Dolly, looking round
her at the soft swelling green turf over which the
trees stretched their great branches.
“But,” said Lawrence,
lying on his elbow and watching her, “would you
want everybody you love? The Bible says
that a woman shall leave father and mother and cleave
to her husband.”
“No; the Bible says that is
what the man shall do; leave father and mother and
cleave unto his wife.”
“They work it the other way,”
said Lawrence. “With us, it is the woman
who leaves her family to go with the man.”
“Mr. St. Leger,” said
Dolly suddenly, “father does not look well.
What do you think is the matter with him?”
“Oh aw yes!
Do you think he doesn’t look well?” Lawrence
answered vaguely.
“Not ill but
not just like himself either. What is it?”
“I well, I have thought
that myself sometimes,” replied the young man.
“What is the matter with him?” Dolly repeated
anxiously.
“Oh, not much, he spends too much time at at
his office, you know!”
“He has no need to do that.
He does not want the office not for the
money’s sake.”
“Most men want money,” said Lawrence.
“But do you think he does?”
“Oh, why not? Why, my
father wants money, always wants money; and yet you
would say he has enough, too. Dolly”
She interrupted him.
“But what did you mean?
You meant to say he spends too much time at at
what? Say what you were going to say.”
Lawrence rolled himself over on the
bank so that he could look up straight into her face.
It was a good look of his blue eyes. “Dolly,”
said he, “if you will leave father and mother
for my sake, figuratively, I mean, of course,
figuratively, I will take care that neither
of them ever wants anything for the rest of their lives.
And you shall have a place as good as Brierley Park.”
Dolly’s spirits must have taken
one or two quick leaps, for her colour changed so;
but happily Lawrence’s speech was long enough
to let her get possession of herself again. She
answered with an a plomb which, born of necessity
as it was, and natural, equalled that of the most
practised fine lady which should show her artificial
habit or skill. Like an instinct of self-preservation,
I suppose; swift in action, correct in adjustment,
taking its measures with unpremeditated good aim.
She answered with absolute seeming calmness
“You evade my question, I observe.”
“I am sure you evade mine!” said the young
man, much more hotly.
“Perhaps I do. Naturally, I want mine answered
first.”
“And then will you give me the answer to my
question?” said he eagerly.
“That would seem to be no more than good manners.”
“What do you want to know, Dolly?
I am sure I can’t tell what to say to you.”
“Tell me what makes my father
look unlike himself,” said Dolly quietly.
She spoke quietly; not as if she were greatly concerned
to know the answer; yet if Lawrence had guessed how
her heart beat he would have had still more difficulty
with his reply. He had some, as it was; so much
that he tried to turn the matter off.
“You are imagining things,”
he said. “Mr. Copley seems to me very much
what I have always known him.”
“He does not seem to me as I
have always known him,” said Dolly. “And
you are not saying what you are thinking, Mr. St. Leger.”
“You are terribly sharp!” said he, to
gain time.
“That’s quite common among
American women. Go on, Mr. St. Leger, if you
please.”
“I declare, it’s uncanny.
I feel as if you could see through me, too. And
no one will bear such looking into.”
“Go on, Mr. St. Leger,”
Dolly repeated with an air of superiority. Poor
child, she felt very weak at the time.
“I don’t know what to
say, ’pon my honour,” the young man averred.
“I have nothing to say, really. And I am
afraid of troubling you, besides.”
Dolly could not speak now.
She preserved her calm air of attention; that was
all.
“It’s really nothing,”
St. Leger went on; “but I suppose, really, Mr.
Copley may have lost some money. That’s
nothing, you know. Every man does, now and then.
He loses, and then he gains.”
“How?” said Dolly gravely.
“Oh, well, there are various
ways. Betting, you know, and cards. Everybody
bets; and of course he can’t always win, or betting
would stop. That’s nothing, Miss Copley.”
“Have you any idea how much he has lost?”
“Haven’t an idea.
People don’t tell, naturally, how hard they are
hit. I am sure it is nothing you need be concerned
about.”
“Are not people often ruined
in that way?” Dolly asked, still preserving
her outside calm.
“Well, that does happen, of
course, now and then, with careless people. Mr.
Copley is not one of that sort. Not that kind
of man.”
“Do not people grow careless,
in the interest and excitement of the play?”
St. Leger hesitated, and laughed a
little, casting up his blue eyes at Dolly as if she
were a very peculiar specimen of young womanhood and
he were not quite sure how to answer her.
“I assure you,” he said,
“there is nothing that you need be concerned
about. I am certain there is not.”
“Not if my father is concerned about it already?”
“He is not concerned, I am sure.
Oh, well! there may be a little temporary embarrassment that
can happen to any man, who is not made of gold but
it will be all right. Now, Miss Copley”
She put out her hand to stop him.
“Mr. St. Leger, can you do nothing
to help? You are kind, I know; you have always
been kind to us; can you do nothing to help now?”
The young man rather opened his eyes.
Was this asking him for an advance? It was a
very cool proceeding in that case. “Help?”
he repeated doubtfully. “What sort?”
“There is only one way that you could help,”
said Dolly.
He saw she meant what she meant, if
he could know what that was; her cheeks had even grown
pale; the sweet, clear brown eyes sought his face
as if they would reach his heart, which they did; but
then, to assume any of Mr. Copley’s
responsibilities
“I’ll assume all Mr. Copley’s
responsibilities, Dolly,” he said with rash
decision “if you’ll smile upon
me.”
“Assume? Oh, did
you think I meant that?” cried Dolly,
while a furious flush came up into her face.
“What a notion you must have of Americans, Mr.
St. Leger! Do you think father would make over
his responsibilities to another man? I did not
mean anything so impossible as that.”
“Forgive me Then what did you mean?”
“Perhaps something as impossible,”
said Dolly sadly, while the flush slowly paled.
“I meant couldn’t you could
you I don’t know but it is just as
impossible!”
“Could I, what? I could
do most things, if you wished it, Dolly.”
“Then you must not call me that
till I give you leave. I was going to say, could
you perhaps do anything to get my father away from
this habit, or pleasure”
“Of betting?”
“Betting and cards it’s
all the same. He never used to do it. Can
you help, Mr. St. Leger?”
Dolly’s face was a sort of a
marvel. It was so childlike, it was so womanly;
it was so innocent, and it was so forceful. Lawrence
looked, and would have liked to do the impossible;
but what could he? It was specially at his own
father’s card-table, he knew, that Mr. Copley
had lost money; it was wholly in his father’s
society that he had been initiated into the fascination
of wagers and of something else. Could
he go against his own father? and how could he? and
himself a player, though a very cautious one, how
should he influence another man not to play?
“Miss Copley I am
younger than your father”
Lawrence began.
“I know. But you might
speak where I cannot. Or you might do something.”
“Mr. Copley only does what my
father does, and what everybody does.”
“If you were to tell your father, could
not he perhaps stop it? bring my
father off the notion?” Dolly had reached the
very core of the subject now and touched what she
wanted to touch; for she had a certain assurance in
her own mind that her father’s intercourse with
the banker and his circle of friends had led to all
this trouble. Lawrence pondered, looked serious;
and finally promised that he would “see what
he could do.” He would have urged his own
question then; but to Dolly’s great relief Mr.
Copley found by this time that he had had enough of
his own company; and called to them. However she
could not escape entirely.
“I have answered your question,
Miss Copley,” Lawrence said as they were going
down the slope towards the yet unseen caller.
“Hallo! yes, we’re coming. Now
am I not to have the promised answer to mine?”
“How did you put it? the question?”
said Dolly, standing still and facing her difficulties.
“You know. I don’t
know how I put it,” St. Leger said with a half
laugh. “But I meant, Dolly, that you are
more to me than everything and everybody in the world;
and I wanted to know what I am to you?”
“Not that, Mr. St. Leger.”
Dolly was quiet, and did not shun his eyes; and though
she did grow rosy, there were some suspicious dimples
in her fair little face; very unencouraging, but absolutely
irresistible at the same time.
“What then?” said the
young man. “Of course, I could not be to
you what you are to me, Dolly. Naturally.
But I can take care of your father and mother, and
I will; and I will put you in a place as good as Brierley
Park. I am my father’s only son, and his
heir, and I can do pretty much what I like to do.
But I care for nothing if you will not share it with
me.”
“I am not going to leave my
father and mother at present,” said Dolly, shaking
her head.
“No, not at present,”
said he eagerly, catching at her words. “Not
at present. But you do not love anybody else,
Dolly?”
“Certainly not!”
“Then you will let me hope?
You will let me hold myself your best friend, after
them?”
“I believe you are that,”
said Dolly, giving him her hand; “except
my old Methodist acquaintance, Mrs. Jersey.”
Which addition was a little like a dash of cold water;
but Lawrence was tolerably contented after all; and
pondered seriously what he could do in the matter of
Mr. Copley’s gaming tendencies. Dolly was
right; but it is awkward to preach against what you
practise yourself.