Mrs. Jersey could not leave town the
next day. Dolly had to wait. It was hard
waiting. She half wished she had stayed that day
also with her father; yet when she asked herself why? she
shuddered. To take care of him? to watch and
keep guard over him? What use, for one day, when
she could do it no longer? Mr. Copley must be
left to himself; and a feeling of helplessness stole
over her. From the momentary encouragement and
hope, she fell back again to take a more comprehensive
view of the subject; she saw that all was not gained
yet, and it might be that nothing! And she could
do no more, except pray. Poor Dolly did that;
but the strain of fear, the horror of shame, the grief
of hurt affection, began to make her very sore.
She was not getting accustomed to her burden; it was
growing more insupportably galling; the only hope
for the whole family lay in getting together and remaining
together, and in this journey taking Mr. Copley away
from his haunts and his tempters. Yet Dolly reflected
with trembling that the temptation, both temptations,
would meet them on their way; if a man desired to
drink or to play, he would never be at a loss for the
opportunity or the companions. Dolly wrung her
hands and prayed again.
However, something was gained; and
Dolly on her return reported to her mother that they
were to set off for the Continent in a few days.
She brought down money, moreover, to pay off the servants;
and with a heart so far lightened, went bravely at
the preparations to be made.
“And will your father go with us to Venice?”
“Of course, mother. We cannot go without
him.”
“What if Venice shouldn’t agree with me?”
“Oh, then we’ll go on further. I
think Naples would agree with you.
There is a very nice house at Sorrento nice
people where Lady
Brierley spent a summer; and Mrs. Jersey has given
me the address.
Perhaps we’ll go there.”
“But if Lady Brierley was there, I guess it’s
an expensive place.”
“No, Mrs. Jersey says not.
You must have what you want anyhow, mother dear.”
“I always used,” said
poor Mrs. Copley; “but of late I have been obliged
to sing another tune.”
“Go back to the old tune, then,
dear. If father hasn’t got the money, I’ll
find some way of raising it myself. I mean you
shall go to Sorrento. Mrs. Jersey says it’s
just charming there.”
“I wonder what she knows about
it! A housekeeper! Queer person to tell
you and me where to go.”
“Why, a finger-post can do that,
mother. Mrs. Jersey knows a great deal besides,
about a great many things.”
“Well!” Mrs. Copley said
again with another sigh “it is new
times to me altogether. And I wish the old times
would come back!”
“Perhaps they will, mother.
When once we get hold of father again, we must try
to charm him into staying with us.”
And it seemed to Dolly that they might
do so much. The spirit of seventeen is not easily
kept down; and with the stir of actually getting ready
for the journey, she felt her hope and courage moving
also. A change at any rate was before her; and
Dolly had a faint, far-off thought of possibly working
upon her father to induce him at the close of their
Italian journey to take ship for home.
So she bustled about from morning
till night; packed what was to go and what was to
be left; grew very cheery over her work, and cheered
and amused her mother. September was on its way
now; it was time to be off; and Dolly wrote to her
father to tell him she was ready.
A few days later, Dolly was in the
porch resting and eating a fine pear, which came out
of a basket Mrs. Jersey had sent. It was afternoon,
sunny and hazy, the air fragrant from the woods, the
silence now and then emphasised by a shot somewhere
in the distance. Dolly was happy and hopeful;
the weather was most lovely, the pear was excellent;
she was having a pleasant half hour of musing and anticipation.
Somebody came on foot along the road, swung open the
small lattice gate, and advanced up the path towards
her.
Who was it? Not Mr. St. Leger,
which had been Dolly’s first momentary fear.
No, this was a different creature. A young man,
but how unlike that other. St. Leger was trim-built,
smooth, regular, comely; this young fellow was lank,
long-limbed, none of his joints played symmetrically
with the others; and the face, though shrewd enough
and good-natured, had no remote pretensions to beauty.
His dress had not been cut by the sort of tailor that
worked for the St. Legers; his gait, instead of the
firm, compact, confident movement which Dolly was
accustomed to see, had a swinging stride, which indeed
did not lack a kind of confidence; the kind that makes
no doubt of getting over the ground, and cares little
for obstacles. As Dolly looked, she thought she
had seen him before. But it was very odd, nevertheless,
the sort of well-pleased smile his face wore.
He took off his hat when he got to the foot of the
steps, and stood there looking up at Dolly in the porch.
“You don’t recollect me, I guess,”
said he.
“No,” said Dolly gravely.
“I am Rupert Babbage. And that don’t
make you much wiser, does it?”
“No,” said Dolly. “Not at all.”
“Likely. But Mr. Copley has sent me down.”
“Has he?”
“I recollect you first-rate,”
the stranger went on, feeling in his coat pocket for
something and producing therefrom a letter. “Don’t
you know the day you came to your father’s office?”
And mounting a step or two, without further preface
he handed the letter to Dolly. Dolly saw her
father’s handwriting, her own name on the cover,
and put a stop to the wonder which was creeping over
her, by breaking the seal. While she read the
letter the young man’s eyes read her face.
“DEAR DOLLY,
“I can’t get quit of this
confounded Babel yet and you must want
somebody badly. So I send Rupert down. He’ll
do everything you want, better in fact than I could,
for he is young and spry, and as good a boy as lives.
He will see to everything, and you can get off as soon
as you like. I think he had better go along all
the way; his mother wit is worth a dozen stupid couriers,
even though he don’t know quite so much about
routes and hotels; he will soon pick all that up.
Will you want to stay more than a night in town?
For that night my landlady can take you in; and if
you let me know when you will be ready I will have
your passage taken in the packet.
“Hurried, as always, dear Dolly, with my love
to your mother,
“F. C. COPLEY,
“CONSUL’S OFFICE LONDON,
“Sept. 9, 182-.”
Poor Dolly read this note over and
over, having thrown away the remainder of her sweet
pear as belonging only to a time of easy pleasure-taking
which was past. Was her father not coming to Brierley
then? she must get off without him? Why?
And “your passage”! why not “our”
passage? Dolly felt the ground giving way under
her feet. No, her father could not be coming
to Brierley, or he would not have sent this young
fellow. And all things in the world were hovering
in uncertainty; nothing sure even to hope.
The eyes that watched her saw the
face change, the fair, bright, young face; saw her
colour pale, and the lovely lines of the lips droop
for a moment to an expression of great sadness.
The eyelids drooped too, and he was sure there was
a glistening under them.
“Did Mr. Copley say why he could
not come?” she asked at length, lifting her
head.
“He did not. I am very
sorry!” said Rupert involuntarily. “I
guess he could not get his business fixed. And
he said you were in a hurry.”
But not without him! thought Dolly.
What was the whole movement for, if he were to be
left out of it? What should she do? But she
must not let the tears come. That would do nobody
any good, not even herself. She brushed away
the undue moisture, and raised her head.
“Did Mr. Copley tell you who
I am?” the young man asked. “I guess
he didn’t forget that.”
“No. Yes!” said Dolly,
unable to help smiling at the question and the simple
earnestness of the questioner’s face. “He
told me your name.”
“Left you to find out the rest?”
said he. “Well, what can I do first?
That’s what for I’m come.”
“I don’t think there is anything to do,”
said Dolly.
“All ready?”
“Yes. Pretty much. All except finishing.”
“Lots o’ baggage?”
“No, not so very much. We did not bring
a great deal down here.”
“Then it’ll go by the coach easy enough.
How will it get to the coach?”
“I don’t know. We
must have a waggon from the village, I suppose, or
from some farmhouse.”
“When do you want to go? and I’ll soon
fix that.”
Dolly reflected and said, “The day after to-morrow.”
“All right.”
He was setting forth immediately,
with a world of energy in his gait. Dolly called
after him.
“To-morrow will be time enough for the waggon,
Mr. Babbage.”
“There’ll be something else for to-morrow,”
he answered without pausing.
“Tea’ll be ready at six,” said Dolly,
raising her voice a little.
“All right!” said he, and sped away.
Dolly looked after him, so full of
vexation that she did not know what to do. Not
her father, and in his place this boy! This boy
to go with them on the journey; to be one of the party;
to be always on hand; for he could not be relegated
to the place of a servant or a courier. And Dolly
wanted her father, and was sure that the expense of
a fourth person might have been spared. The worst
fear of all she would not look at; it was possible
that they were still to be three, and her father,
the fourth, left out. However, for the present
the matter in hand was action; she must tell her mother
about this new arrival before she met him at supper.
Dolly went in.
“Your father not coming?”
said Mrs. Copley when she had heard Dolly’s
report. “Then we have nothing to wait for,
and we can get right off. I do want to see your
father out of that miserable office once!”
“Well, he promised me, mother,” said Dolly,
sighing.
“Can we go to-morrow?”
“No, mother; there are too many last things
to do. Next day we will.”
“Why can’t we go and leave this young
man to finish up after us?”
“He could not do it, mother; and we must let
father know, besides.”
Rupert came back in due time and was
presented to Mrs. Copley; but Mrs. Copley did not
admire his looks, and the supper-table party was very
silent. The silence became unbearable to the new-comer;
and though he was not without a certain shyness in
Dolly’s presence, it became at last easier to
speak than to go on eating and not speaking.
“Plenty of shootin’ round
about here, I s’pose,” he remarked.
“I heard the guns going.”
“The preserves of Brierley are
very full of game,” Dolly answered; “and
there are some friends of Lord Brierley staying at
the house.”
“I engaged a waggon,”
Rupert went on. “It’ll be here at
one, sharp.”
“I ought to have sent a word
to the post-office, for father, when you went to the
village; but I did not think till it was too late.”
“I did that,” said Rupert.
“Sent a word to father?”
“All right. Told him you’d be up
on Wednesday.”
“Oh, thank you. That was very thoughtful.”
“You’re from America,” said Mrs.
Copley.
“Should think I was!”
“Whereabouts? where from, I mean?”
“About two miles from your place Ortonville
is the spot. My native.”
“What made you come over here?”
“Well, I s’pose it would
be as true as anything to say, Mr. Copley made me
come.”
“What for?”
“Well, I guess it was kindness. Most likely.”
“Kindness!” echoed Mrs.
Copley. “Poor kindness, I call it, to take
a man, or a boy, or any one else, away from his natural
home. Haven’t you found it so? Don’t
you wish you were back there again?”
“Well,” said Rupert with
a little slowness, and a twinkle in his eye at the
same time, “I just don’t; if
I’m to tell the truth.”
“It is incomprehensible to me!”
returned the lady. “Why, what do you find
here, that you would not have had at home?”
“England, for one thing,”
said the young man with a smile.
“England! Of course you
would not have had England at home; but isn’t
America better?”
“I think it is.”
“Then what do you gain by exchanging
one for the other?” said Mrs. Copley with heat.
“That exchange ain’t made
yet. I calculate to go back, when I have got
all I want on this side.”
“And what do you want?
Money, I suppose. Everything is for money, with
everybody. Country, and family, and the ease of
life, and the pleasure of being together nothing
matters, if only one may get money! I don’t
know but savages have the best of it. At least
they don’t live for money.”
Mrs. Copley forgot at the moment that
she was wishing her daughter to marry for money.
“I counsel you, young man,”
she began again. “Money won’t buy
everything.”
He laughed good-humouredly. “Can’t
buy much without it,” he said, with that shrewd
twinkle in his eye.
“And what can Mr. Copley do
for you, I should like to know?” she went on
impatiently.
“He’s put me in a likely
way,” said Rupert. “I am very much
beholden to Mr. Copley. But the best thing he
has done for me is this by a long jump.”
“This? What?”
“Letting me go along this journey.
I do not think money is the very best of all
things,” the young man said with some spirit.
“Letting you
Do you mean that you are going to Venice in our party?”
“If it is Venice you are going to.”
Silence fell. Mrs. Copley pondered
the news in some consternation. To Dolly it was
not news, and she did not mean it should be fact, if
she could help it.
“Perhaps you have business in
Venice?” Mrs. Copley at length ventured.
“I hope it’ll turn out
so,” said Rupert. “Mr. Copley said
I might have the pleasure of taking care of you.
I should enjoy that, I guess, more than making money.”
“Good gracious!” was all
the speech Mrs. Copley was capable of. She sat
and looked at the young man. So, furtively, did
Dolly. He was enjoying his supper; yes, and the
prospect too; for a slight flush had risen to his
face. It was not a symmetrical face, but honesty
was written in every line of it.
“You’ve got your plans
fixed?” Rupert next inquired. “Know
just which way you are going? Be sure you are
right, and then go ahead, you know.”
“We take the boat to Rotterdam,” said
Dolly.
“Which way, then? Mr. Copley told me so
much.”
“I don’t know,”
said Mrs. Copley. “If I could once get hold
of Mr. Copley we could soon settle it.”
“What points do you want to make?”
“Points? I don’t want to make any
points. I don’t know what you mean.”
“I mean, where do you want to
go in special, between here and Venice? or are there
no places you care about?”
“Places? Oh! Well,
yes, there are. I should like to see the place
where the battle of Waterloo was fought.”
“Mother, that would be out of our way,”
said Dolly.
“Which is our way?” said Mrs. Copley.
“I thought we had not fixed it.”
“You don’t go up the Rhine, then?”
said Rupert.
“I’m going nowhere by
boat except where I can’t help myself. I
like to feel land under me. No, we are not going
up the Rhine. I can see mountains enough in America,
and rivers enough too.”
Rupert had finished his supper, and took up an atlas
he saw lying near.
“Rotterdam,” he said,
opening at the map of Central Europe, “that
is our one fixed point, that and Venice. Now,
how to get from the one to the other.”
Mrs. Copley changed her seat to come
nearer the map; and an animated discussion followed,
which kept her interested and happy the whole of the
evening. Dolly saw it and was thankful. It
was more satisfactory than the former consultation
with St. Leger, who treated the subject from quite
too high and lordly a point of view; referring to the
best hotels and assuming the easiest ways of doing
things; flinging money about him, in imagination,
as Mrs. Copley said, as if it were coming out of a
purse with no bottom to it; which to be sure might
be very true so far as he was concerned, but much
discomposed the poor woman who knew that on her part
such pleasant freehandedness was not to be thought
of. Rupert Babbage evidently did not think of
it. He considered economy. Besides, he was
not so distractingly au fait in everything;
Mrs. Copley could bear a part in the conversation.
So she and Rupert meandered over the map, talked endlessly,
took a vast deal of pleasure in the exercise, and
grew quite accustomed to each other; while Dolly sat
by, glad and yet chafing. Rupert certainly was
a comfort, for the hour; but she wished he had never
been thought of, nevertheless.
But he was a comfort next day again.
Cheery and busy and efficient, he managed people,
sent the luggage off, helped and waited upon Mrs.
Copley, and kept her quiet with his talk, up to the
time when the third day they took their places in
the coach.
“Really, Mr. Babbage, you are
a very handy young man!” Mrs. Copley once had
uttered her admiration; and Rupert laughed.
“I shouldn’t think much
of myself,” he said, “if I couldn’t
do as much as that. You see, I consider that
I’m promoted.”
Dolly made the journey up to town
in a state between relief and disgust. Rupert
did take a world of trouble off her hands; but she
said to herself that she did not want it taken off.
And she certainly did not want this long-legged fellow
attending upon them everywhere. It was better
to have him than St. Leger; that was all you could
say.
The days in London were few and busy.
Mr. Copley during this interval was very affectionate,
very kind and attentive; in fact, so attentive to
supplying or providing against every possible want
that he found little time to be with his family.
He and Rupert were perpetually flying out and in,
ordering this and searching for that; a sort of joyous
bustle seemed to be the order of the day; for he carried
it on gleefully.
“Why, Mr. Copley,” his
wife said, when he brought her an elegant little leather
case for holding the tinctures and medicines in which
she indulged, “I thought we must economise so
hard? I thought you had no money now-a-days?
How is this, and what does it mean? this case must
have cost a pound.”
“You are worth more than a pound,
my dear,” Mr. Copley said with a sort of semi-earnestness.
“But I thought you were so poor all of a sudden?”
“We are going to turn a new
leaf, and live frugally; so you see, on the strength
of that, we can afford to be extravagant now and then.”
“That seems to me a very doubtful
way, Mr. Copley,” said his wife, shaking her
head.
“Don’t be doubtful, my
dear. Whatever else you do, go straight to your
mark, and don’t be doubtful. Humming and
hawing never get on with anything. Care killed
a cat, my dear.”
“It has almost killed me,”
said poor Mrs. Copley. “Are we out of need
of care, Frank?”
“You are. I’ll
take all the care for the family. My dear, we
are going in for play, and Venice.”
Dolly heard this, and felt a good
deal cheered. What was her consternation, then,
when the day of sailing came, and at the last minute,
on board the packet, her father declared he must wait;
he could not leave London yet for a week or two, but
he could not let them be delayed; he would
let St. Leger go to look after them, and he would
catch them up before they got to Venice. All this
was said in a breath, in a rush and hurry, at the
moment of taking leave; the luggage was on board,
Rupert was looking after it, Mr. St. Leger’s
elegant figure was just stepping across the gangway;
and Mr. Copley kissed and shook hands and was off,
with a word to Lawrence as he passed, before Mrs. Copley
or Dolly could throw in more than an exclamation of
dismay to stop him. Stop him! one might as well
stop a gust of wind. Dolly saw he had planned
it all; reckoned the minutes, got them off on purpose
without himself, and with Mr. St. Leger.
And here was Mr. St. Leger to be spoken to; coming
up with his assured step and his handsome, indolent
blue eyes, to address her mother. St. Leger was
a nice fellow; he was neither a fool nor a coxcomb;
but the sight of him was very disagreeable to Dolly
just then. She turned away, as full of vexation
as she could hold, and went to Rupert’s side,
who was looking after the luggage.
“Do you want to see your berth right away?”
he asked her.
“My berth?” said Dolly.
“Well, yes; your cabin state-room whatever
you call it where you are to sleep.
You know which it is; do you know where it is?
I always like to get such things straightened out,
first thing. Would you like to see it?”
“Oh yes, please,” said
Dolly; and grasping one of the hand-bags she turned
away gladly from the deck. Anything for a little
respite and solitude, from Mr. St. Leger. Rupert
found the place, stowed bags and wraps and rugs conveniently
away, and made Dolly as much at home as she could
be at five minutes’ notice.
“How long will the passage take?” she
asked.
“Well, if I knew what the weather
would be, I would tell you. Shall you be sick?”
“I don’t know,”
said Dolly. “I believe I wish I may.
Mr. Babbage, are you a Christian?”
“Well, I ain’t a heathen,
anyhow,” said he, laughing a little.
“No, but that isn’t what
I mean. Of course you are not a heathen.
But I mean do you serve the Lord Jesus,
and do you love Him?”
Dolly had it not in mind to make a
confidant of her new squire; but in the terrible confusion
and trouble of her spirits she grasped at any possible
help or stay. The excitement of the minute lifted
her quite out of ordinary considerations; if Rupert
was a Christian, he might be a stand-by to her, and
anyhow would understand her. So she asked.
But he looked at her and shook his head. The
thought crossed him that he was her servant,
and her service was all that he was distinctly pledged
to in his own mind. He shook his head.
“Then what do you do when you are in trouble?”
she asked.
“Never been there,” said
Rupert. “Always find some way out, when
I get into a fix. Why, are you in trouble?”
he asked sympathetically.
“Oh,” cried Dolly, “I
am in trouble to death, because father hasn’t
come with us!” She could bear it no longer; even
seventeen years old gives out sometimes; she burst
into tears and sat down on a box and sobbed.
All her hopes dashed to pieces; all her prospects dark
and confused; nothing but disappointment and perplexity
before her. What should she do with her mother,
she alone? What should she do with Mr. St. Leger?
a still more vexatious question. And what would
become of her father, left to himself, and at what
possible time in the future might she hope that he
would break away from his ties and temptations and
come to rejoin his family? Dolly sobbed in sorrow
and bitterness of heart. Rupert Babbage stood
and looked on wofully; and then delicately went out
and closed the door.
Dolly’s tears did her good.
I think it was a help to her too, to know that she
had so efficient and faithful a servant in the despised
Rupert Babbage. At any rate, after a half hour
or so, she made her appearance on deck and met Mr.
St. Leger with a calm apparent unconcern, which showed
her again equal to the occasion. Circumstances
were making a woman of Dolly fast.
Mr. St. Leger’s talk had in
the meantime quieted Mrs. Copley. He assured
her that her husband would soon come after and catch
up with them. Now he turned his attention to
Dolly and Rupert.
“Who is that fellow?”
he asked Dolly, when Rupert had left them for a minute.
“He is a young man in my father’s
office. Did you never see him there?”
“But what is he doing here?
We do not want him, it strikes me.”
“He is very useful, and able.”
“Well aw but
cannot he keep his good qualities to their proper
sphere? He is not an addition of much value to
our society.”
“Take care, Mr. St. Leger!
He is an American; he cannot be set down with the
servants.”
“Why not, if his education and
habits make that his place?”
“Oh, but they do not.”
“It seems to me they do, if
you will pardon me. This fellow has never been
in any gentleman’s society, except your father’s.”
“He will be a gentleman himself,
in all essentials, one day, Mr. St. Leger. There
is the difference. The capability is in him, and
the ambition, and the independent and generous feeling.
The foundations are all there.”
“I’ll confess the house when I see it.”
“Ay, but you must in the meantime do nothing
to hinder its building.”
“Why must not I?” said
Lawrence, laughing. “It is not my part to
lay hold on a trowel and be a social mason. Still
less is it yours.”
“Oh, there you are wrong. I think it is
everybody’s part.”
“Do you? But fancy, what
a dreadful thing life would be in that way. Perpetual
rubbish and confusion. And pardon me can
you pardon me? that is my idea of America.”
“I do not think it is a just
one,” said Dolly, as Rupert now drew near again.
“Is there not perpetual building
going on there, of this kind as well as of the more
usual?”
“Perhaps. I was very young
when I left home. But what then?”
“Nothing. I have a preference
for order and quiet, and things in their places.”
“At that rate, you know,”
said Dolly, “nothing would ever have been built
anywhere. I grant you, the order and quiet are
pleasant when your own house is all that you desire.
But don’t you want to see your neighbour’s
house come up?”
“No,” said Lawrence, laughing.
“I have a better prospect from my windows if
he remains as he is.”