The passage was stormy and long.
Mrs. Copley and her daughter were both soon fully
occupied with attending to their own sensations; and
neither Rupert nor Lawrence had any more power to
annoy them till they reached quiet water again.
But even in the depths of sea misery, Dolly’s
deeper distress broke forth. “My father!
my father! What shall I do to save my father!”
she was crying in her heart; all the while with a sense
that every hour was bringing her further from him
and from the chance of saving him.
Still, Dolly was seventeen; and at
seventeen one cannot be always cast down; and when
rough water and troubled skies, and ship noises and
smells, were all left behind, as it seemed, in the
German ocean, and Dolly found herself one morning
in the hotel at Rotterdam, eating a very good breakfast,
her spirits sprang up in spite of herself. The
retiring wave of bodily misery carried with it for
the moment all other. The sun was shining again;
and after breakfast they stood together at one of
the windows looking out upon the new world they had
come to. Their hotel faced the quay: they
saw before them an extent of water glittering in the
sunshine, steamers waiting for their time of sailing,
small craft flying about in all directions, and activity,
bustle, and business filling every nook and corner
of the scene. Dolly’s heart leaped up;
the stir was very inspiriting; and how lovely the
sunshine was, and how pleasant the novelty! And
then, to think that she had but touched the shore
of novelty; that all Central Europe was behind her
as she stood looking out on the quay! Her
father would surely catch them up somewhere, and then
all would go well. She was silent, in the full
joy of seeing.
“What’s the next move?”
said Lawrence. He did not care for Rotterdam
quay. He had been looking at Dolly, charmed with
the delicate, fresh picture she made. The line
of frank pleasure on her lips, it was as frank as
a child’s, and the eyes were as absorbed; and
yet they were grave, womanly eyes, he knew, not easy
to cheat, with all their simplicity. The mingling
of qualities was delicious, and not to be found elsewhere
in all his sphere of experience. Even her little
hands were full of character, with a certain precision
of action and calm of repose which gave to all their
movements a certain thorough-bred grace, which Lawrence
could recognise though he could not analyse. Then
the little head with its masses of wavy hair was so
lovely, and the slim figure so full of that same certainty
of action and grace of rest which he admired; there
was nothing undecided about Dolly, and yet there was
nothing done by rule. That again was a combination
he did not know elsewhere. Her dress he
considered that too. It was the simplest of travelling
dresses, with nothing to mark it, or draw attention,
or make it unfit for its special use in
perfectly good taste. How did she know? thought
Lawrence; for he knew as well as I do that she had
not learned it of her mother. There was nothing
marked about Mrs. Copley’s appearance; nevertheless
she lacked that harmony of simple good taste which
was all over Dolly. Lawrence looked, until he
saw that Rupert was looking too; and then he thought
it was time to break up the exercise. “What
is the next move?” he said.
“We have not settled that,”
said Dolly. “We could think of nothing on
board ship. Mother, dear, now we are here, which
way shall we go?”
“I don’t know anything
about ways,” said Mrs. Copley. “Not
here in this strange country.”
“Then put it another way,”
said Lawrence. “Where do you want to go?”
“Why, to Venice,” said Mrs. Copley, looking
at him.
“Of course; but you want to see something by
the way?”
“I left all that to Mr. Copley,”
said she, half whimpering. “When do you
think he will come, Mr. St. Leger? I depended
on my husband.”
“He will come soon,” said
Lawrence. “But I would not recommend staying
in Rotterdam to wait for him. What do you say
to our asking him to meet us in Wiesbaden? To
be sure, the season is over.”
“Wiesbaden?” said Mrs. Copley.
“Wiesbaden?” cried Dolly.
“Oh no, Mr. St. Leger! Not there, nor in
any such place!”
“The season is over, Miss Dolly.”
“I don’t want to go to
Wiesbaden. Mother, you wanted to see something what
was it?”
“Waterloo” Mrs. Copley
began.
“That would take us out of the
way of everything down into Belgium and
you would not see anything when you got there, Mrs.
Copley. Only some fields; there is nothing left
of the battle.”
“But if I saw the fields, I
could imagine the battle,” said Mrs. Copley.
“Could you? Let us imagine
something pleasanter. You don’t want to
go up the Rhine?”
“I don’t want to go anywhere
in a boat, Mr. St. Leger. I am going to keep
on land, now I’ve got there. But I was thinking. Somebody
told me of some wonderful painted glass, somewhere
near Rotterdam, and told me not to miss seeing it.
Where is it?”
“I know,” said Dolly;
“the place was Gonda; in the cathedral.
But where is Gonda?”
“Nine miles off,” said Rupert.
“Then that’s where I want
to go,” said Mrs. Copley. “I have
heard all my life of painted glass; now I should like
to see what it amounts to.”
“Perhaps that would take us out of our way too,
mother.”
“I thought we just said we had
no way settled,” said Mrs. Copley in an irritated
tone. “What’s the use of being here,
if we can’t see anything now we are here?
Nine miles isn’t much, anyhow.”
“We will go there, dear,”
said Dolly. “We can go so far and come back
to this place, if necessary.”
“And there is another thing
I want to see, now we are here,” Mrs. Copley
went on. “I want to go to Dresden.”
“Dresden!” cried St. Leger. “What’s
at Dresden?”
“A great many things, I suppose;
but what I want to see is the Green vaults and the
picture gallery.”
“Mrs. Copley,” said Lawrence
quietly, “there are galleries of pictures everywhere.
We shall find them at every step more than
you will want to look at, by a hundred fold.”
“But we shall not find Green
vaults, shall we? And you will not tell me that
the Dresden madonna is anywhere but at Dresden?”
“I did not know you cared so
much about pictures, mother,” Dolly ventured.
“I don’t!” said
Mrs. Copley, “not about the pictures;
but I don’t like to be here and not see what
there is to see. I like to say I have seen it.
It would be absurd to be here and not see things.
Your father told me to go just where I wanted to;
and if I don’t go to Waterloo, I want to see
Dresden.”
“And from there?” said Lawrence.
“I don’t know. I
suppose we can find our way from there to Venice somehow.”
“But do you not include Cologne
Cathedral in the things you wish to see?”
“Cologne? I don’t
know about cathedrals. We are going to see one
now, aren’t we? Isn’t one as good
as another?”
“To pray in, I have no doubt,”
said Lawrence; “but hardly to look at.”
“Well, you don’t think
churches ought to be built to look at, do you?
I think that is wicked. Churches are meant for
something.”
“You would not object to looking
at them when they are built? would you?
Here we are now, going to see Gonda Cathedral.”
“No, I am not,” said Mrs.
Copley. “I am going to see the glass windows.
We shall not see them to-day if we stand here talking.”
Lawrence ordered a carriage, and the
party set out. He wished devoutly that it had
numbered five instead of four, so that Rupert could
have been sent outside. But the carnage held
them all comfortably.
Dolly was a little uneasy at the travelling
problem before her; however, no uneasiness could stand
long against the charm of that morning’s drive.
The blessed familiar sun shone on a world so very
different from all the world she had ever known before.
On every hand were flower gardens; on both sides of
the way; and in the midst of the flower gardens stood
pleasant-looking country houses; while the road was
bordered with narrow canals, over which drawbridges
of extravagant size led to the houses. It was
a rich and quaint and pretty landscape under the September
sun; and Dolly felt all concern and annoyance melting
away from her. She saw that her mother too was
amused and delighted. Surely things would come
out right by and by.
The town interested three of the party in a high degree.
“Well!” said Mrs. Copley,
“haven’t they learned here yet to
turn the front of their houses to the street?”
“Perhaps they never will,”
said Lawrence. “Why should they?”
“Because things ought to be
right, if it is only the fronts of houses,”
said the lady.
“I wouldn’t mind which
way they looked, if they would only hold up
straight,” said Rupert. “What ails
the town?”
“Bad soil, most likely,”
returned Lawrence. “The foundations of Holland
are moral, not physical.”
“What do you mean by that?”
said Mrs. Copley. “I am sure they have
plenty of money. Is this the cathedral we are
coming to?”
“St. Jans Kirk .”
“Well, if that’s all! It isn’t
handsome a bit!”
“It’s real homely, that’s a fact,”
said Rupert.
“You came to see the glass windows,”
said Lawrence. “Let us go in, and then
pass judgment.”
They went in, and then a low exclamation
from Rupert was all that was heard. The ladies
were absolutely mute before the blaze of beauty that
met them.
“Well!” said Rupert after
a pause of deep silence “now I know
what folks mean when they say something ‘beats
the Dutch.’ That beats all I ever
saw! hollow.”
“But how delicious!” exclaimed
Dolly. “The work is so delicate. And
oh, the colours! Mother, do you see that purple?
Who is the person represented there, Mr. St. Leger?”
“That is Philip the Second.
And it is not likely, I may remark, that any Dutchman
painted it. That broken window was given to the
church by Philip.”
“Who did paint it, then?”
“I cannot say, really.”
“What a pity it is broken!”
“But the others are mostly in
very good keeping. Come on here is
the Duke of Alva.”
“If I were a Dutch woman, I would break that,”
said Dolly.
“No, you wouldn’t.
Consider he serves as an adornment of the
city here. Breaking his effigy would not be breaking
him, Miss Dolly.”
“It must be a very strange thing
to live in an old country,” said Dolly.
“I mean, if you belong to it. Just look
at these windows! How old is the work itself,
Mr. St. Leger?”
“I am not wise in such things; I
should say it must date from the best period of the
art. I believe it is said so.”
“And when was that?”
“Really, I don’t know; a good while ago,
Miss Dolly.”
“Philip II. came to reign about
the middle of the sixteenth century,” Rupert
remarked.
“Exactly,” St. Leger said, looking annoyed.
“Well, sir,” Rupert went
on, “I would like to ask you one thing can’t
they paint as good a glass window now as they could
then?”
“They may paint a better glass
window, for aught I know,” said Lawrence; “but
the painting will not be so good.”
“That’s curious,”
said Rupert. “I thought things went for’ard,
and not back, in the world. Why shouldn’t
they paint as well now as ever?”
Nobody spoke.
“Why should they not, Mr. St. Leger?”
Dolly repeated.
“I don’t know, I’m
sure. Mrs. Copley, I’m afraid you are fatiguing
yourself.”
Mrs. Copley yielded to this gentle
suggestion; and long, long before Dolly was ready
to go, the party left the church to repair to a hotel,
and have some refreshment. They were all in high
spirits by this time.
“Is it settled where we are
to go next?” Mr. St. Leger inquired as they
sat at table.
“I don’t care where next,”
said Mrs. Copley; “but only I want to come out
at Dresden.”
“But Dresden, mother” said
Dolly gently, “it is not in our way to Venice.”
She interpreted the expression she saw in Lawrence’s
face.
“Dolly, the Green vaults are
in Dresden. I am not going to be so near and
not see them. Wasn’t I right about the painted
windows? I never saw anything so beautiful in
my life, nor you didn’t. I wouldn’t
have missed it for anything. Now you’ll
see if I ain’t right about the Green vaults.”
“What do you expect to find
in them?” Lawrence asked. “I do not
remember anything about such a mysterious place.”
“I have heard about it in London,”
Mrs. Copley answered. “Somebody who had
been there told me about it, and I made up my mind
I’d see it if ever I got a chance. It is
like having Aladdin’s lamp and going down into
his vault only you can’t take
away what you’ve a mind to; that’s the
only difference.”
“But what is there? Aladdin’s
grotto was full of precious stones, if I remember.”
“And so are these,” cried
Mrs. Copley. “There is an egg with a hen
in it.”
At this there was a general laugh.
“It’s a fact,” said
Mrs. Copley. “And in the hen, or under it in
the hen, I believe there is a crown of
gold and diamonds and pearls, with a motto. Oh,
it’s wonderful. It’s better than the
Arabian Nights, if it’s true.”
“Except that we cannot take
the egg away with us,” said Lawrence. “However pray,
do they let in the indiscriminate public to see these
wonders?”
“I don’t know. I
suppose there are ways to get in, or nobody would have
been in.”
“No doubt; the problem is, to
find the way. Influence may be necessary, possibly.”
“I daresay Mr. Copley can manage
it. Do write and ask him what we must do, Dolly;
and ask him to send us letters, or leave, or whatever
we must have. Write to-day, will you? and ask
him to send it right away. Of course there are
ways to do things.”
“May I make a suggestion?”
said Lawrence. “If we are to go on to Dresden,
why should we return to Rotterdam? We might send
back to the hotel for our luggage, and meanwhile you
can rest here. And then we can go on to Utrecht
early to-morrow; or this evening, if you like.
It would save time.”
This plan met approval. Rupert
volunteered to go back and bring Mrs. Copley’s
belongings safely to Gonda.
“And while you are about it,
bring mine too, my good fellow, will you?” said
St. Leger as Rupert was about to go. He spoke
somewhat superciliously. But the other answered
with cool good humour,
“All right. I’ll
do that, on the understanding that you’ll do
as much for me next time.” And he went.
“Confound him!” said Lawrence; while Dolly
smiled.
“Hush!” she said. “I am sure
that is a fair bargain.”
“Where did Mr. Copley pick up such a green hand?”
“Did you never see him at the office?”
“What office?”
“The Consul’s office, in London.
You have been there enough.”
“Oh, ah the Consul’s
office,” said Lawrence. “True, if
he was there I must have seen him. But what do
we want of him here?”
“He is useful to you just now,” said Dolly.
But afterwards she took up the question
again and, what Lawrence did not dream of, included
his name in it. Why was either of these young
men there? This time of waiting at the hotel gave
Dolly a chance to think; and while she sat at the
window and watched the strange figures and novel sights
in the street, her mind began to go over more questions
than one. She felt in a sort lost without her
father. Here were she and her mother taking a
journey through Europe in the care of these two young
men. What were they there for? Rupert certainly
for her pleasure and service, she knew; Lawrence,
she was equally sure, for his own. How should
she manage them? for Lawrence must not be encouraged,
while at the same time he could not be sent away.
At least, not yet. Careful, and cool, and womanly,
she must be; and that was not so very difficult, for
poor Dolly felt as if glad childish days were past
for her.
Another question was, how she should
get the most good of her journey, and how she could
help Rupert, who, she could see, was on the watch to
improve himself. Dolly had a sympathy for him.
She resolved that she would study up every subject
that presented itself, and set Rupert upon doing the
same. St. Leger might take care of himself.
Yet Dolly’s conscience would not let him go
so. No; one can be nobody’s travelling
companion for days or weeks, without having duties
to fulfil towards him; but Dolly thought the duties
were very difficult in this her particular case.
If her father would but come! And therewith Dolly
sat down and wrote him the tenderest, lovingest of
letters, telling him about their journey, and the
glass windows; and begging him to meet them in Dresden
or before, so that they might see the fabulous Green
vaults together. In any case, she begged him to
make such provision that Mrs. Copley might not be
disappointed of seeing them. All Dolly’s
eloquence and some tears were poured out upon that
sheet of paper; and as she sealed it up she felt again
that she was surely growing to be a woman; the days
of her childhood were gone.
Not so far off, however, but that
Dolly’s spirits sprang up again after the letter
was despatched, and were able to take exquisite pleasure
in everything the further journey offered. Even
the unattractive was novel, and what was not unattractive
was so charming. She admired the quaint, clean,
bright, fanciful Dutch towns; the abundance of flowers
still to be seen abroad; the smiling country places
surrounding the towns; the strange carvings and devices
on the houses; the crooked streets.
“You are the first person I
ever saw,” Lawrence said admiringly, “who
found beauty in crooked streets.”
“Do you like straight ones?” said Dolly.
“Certainly. Why not?”
“You look from end to end; you
see all there is at once; walk and walk as you may,
there is no change, but the same wearisome lines of
houses. Now when streets are not straight, but
have windings and turnings, you are always coming
to something new.”
“I suppose you like them to be up hill and down
too?”
“Oh, very much!”
“You do not find that in Holland.”
“No, but in Boston.”
“Ah, indeed!” said Lawrence.
“I wonder,” Dolly went
on, “what makes one nation so different from
another. You are on an island; but here there
is only a line between Holland and Germany, and the
people are not alike.”
“Comes from what they eat,” said Lawrence.
“Their food?” said Dolly.
“Yes. The Scotchman lives
upon porridge, the Englishman on beef and porter,
the German on sausages and beer.”
“The French?”
“Oh, on soup and salad and sour wine.”
“And Italians?”
“On grapes and olives.”
“That will do to talk about,”
said Dolly; “but it does not touch the question.”
“Not touch the question!
I beg your pardon but it does touch it most
essentially. Do you think it makes no difference
to a man what sort of a dinner he eats?”
“A great difference to
some men; but does it make much difference in him?”
“Yes,” said Rupert; and
“Yes!” said Lawrence, with a unanimity
which made Dolly smile. “I can tell you,”
the latter went on, “a man is one thing or another
for the day, according to whether he has had a good
breakfast or a bad one.”
“I understand. That’s temper.”
“It is not temper at all. It is physical
condition.”
“It’s feeling put to rights, I
think,” said Rupert.
“I suppose all these people
are suited, in their several ways,” said Dolly.
“Will mother like Venice, Mr. St. Leger, when
we get there? What is it like?”
“Like a city afloat. You
will like it, for the strangeness and the beautiful
things you will find there. I can’t say
about Mrs. Copley, I’m sure.”
“What do they drink there?” said Rupert.
“Water?”
“Well, not exactly. You can judge for yourself,
my good fellow.”
“But that is Italy,” said Dolly.
“I suppose there is no beer or porter?”
“Well, you can find it, of course,
if you want it; there are people enough coming and
going that do want it; but in Venice you can
have pure wine, and at a reasonable price, too.”
“At hotels, of course,” said Dolly faintly.
“Of course, at some of them. But I was
not thinking of hotels.”
“Of what, then?”
“Wine-shops.’’
“Wine-shops! Not for people who only want
a glass, or two glasses?”
“Just for them. A glass or two, or half
a dozen.”
“Restaurants, you mean?”
“No, I do not mean restaurants.
They are just wine-shops; sell nothing but wine.
Odd little places. There’s no show; there’s
no set out; there are just the casks from which the
wine is drawn, and the glasses-mugs, I should say;
queer things; pints and quarts, and so on. Nothing
else is there, but the customers and the people who
serve you.”
“And people go into such places
to drink wine? merely to drink, without eating anything?”
“They can eat, if they like.
There are street venders, that watch the custom and
come in immediately after any one enters; they bring
fruit and confections and trifles.”
“You do not mean that gentlemen go to
these places, Mr. St. Leger?”
“Certainly. The wine is
pure, and sold at a reasonable rate. Gentlemen
go, of course if they know where to go.”
Dolly’s heart sank. In
Venice this! where she had hoped to have
her father with her safe. She had known there
was wine enough to be had in hotels; but that, she
knew too, costs money, if people will have it good;
and Mr. Copley liked no other. But cheap wine-shops,
“if you know where to go,” therefore
retired and comparatively private places, were
those to be found in Venice, the goal of her
hopes? Dolly’s cheeks grew perceptibly
pale.
“What is the matter, Miss Dolly?”
Lawrence asked, watching her. But Dolly could
not answer; and she thought he knew, besides.
“There is no harm in pure wine,” he went
on.
Dolly flashed a look at him upon that,
a most involuntary, innocent look; yet one which he
would have worked half a day for if it could have
been obtained so. It was eloquent, it was brilliant,
it was tender; it carried a fiery appeal against the
truth of his words, and at the same time a most moving
deprecation of his acting in consonance with them.
She dared not speak plainer, and she could not have
spoken plainer, if she had talked for an hour.
Lawrence would have urged further his view of the
subject, but that look stopped him. Indeed, the
beauty of it put for the moment the occasion of it
out of his head.
Thanks to Rupert’s efficient
agency, they were able to spend that night at Utrecht,
and the next day went on. It seemed to Dolly that
every hour was separating her further from her father;
which to be sure literally was true; nevertheless
she had to give herself up to the witchery of that
drive. The varied beauty, and the constant novelty
on every hand, were a perpetual entertainment.
Mrs. Copley even forgot herself and her grievances
in looking out of the carriage windows; indeed, the
only trouble she gave was in her frequent changing
places with Dolly to secure now this and now that
view.
“We haven’t got such roads
in Massachusetts,” remarked Rupert. “This
is what I call first-rate going.”
“Have you got such anything
else there?” Lawrence inquired smoothly.
“Not such land, I’m bound to say.”
“No,” said Dolly, “this
is not in the least like Massachusetts, in anything.
O mother, look at those cattle! why there must be thousands
of them; how beautiful! You would not find such
an immense level green plain in Massachusetts, Mr.
St. Leger. I never saw such a one anywhere.”
Mrs. Copley took that side of the carriage.
“It wouldn’t be used for
a pasture ground, if we had it there,” said
Rupert.
“Perhaps it would. I fancy
it is too wet for grain,” St. Leger answered.
“Now here is a lake again,”
said Dolly. “How large, and how pretty!
Miles and miles, it must be. How pretty those
little islands are, Mr. Babbage!”
Mrs. Copley exchanged again, and immediately burst
out
“Dolly, Dolly, did you see that
woman’s earrings? I declare they were a
foot long.”
“I beg your pardon half a foot, Mrs.
Copley.”
“What do you suppose they are made of?”
“True gold or silver.”
“Mercy! that’s the oddest
thing I’ve seen yet. I suppose Holland is
a very rich country.”
“And here come country houses
and gardens again,” said Dolly. “There’s
a garden filled with marble statues, mother.”
Mrs. Copley shifted her seat to the
other side to look at the statues, and directly after
went back to see some curiously trimmed yews in another
garden. So it went on; Dolly and her mother getting
a good deal of exercise by the way. Mrs. Copley
was ready for her dinner, and enjoyed it; and Dolly
perceiving this enjoyed hers too.
Then they were delighted with Arnheim.
They drove into the town towards evening; and the
quaint, picturesque look of the place, lying bright
in the sunshine of a warm September day, took the
hearts of both ladies. The odd gables, the endless
variety of building, the balconies hung with climbing
vines; and above all, the little gardens, gay with
fall flowers and furnished with arbours or some sort
of shelter, under some of which people were taking
tea, while in others the wooden tables and chairs
stood ready though empty, testifying to a good deal
of habitual out-of-door life; they stirred Dolly’s
fancy and Mrs. Copley’s curiosity. Both
of them were glad to spend the night in such a pretty
place.
After they had had supper comfortably,
Dolly left her mother talking to St. Leger and slipped
out quietly to take a walk, having privately summoned
Rupert to attend her. The walk was full of enjoyment.
It lasted a good while; till Dolly began to grow a
little tired, and the evening light was dying away;
then the steps slackened which had been very brisk
at setting out, and Dolly began to let her thoughts
go beyond what was immediately before her. She
was very much inclined to be glad now of Rupert’s
presence in the party. She perceived that he
was already devoted to her service; not with Mr. St.
Leger’s pretensions, but with something more
like the adoration a heathen devotee pays to his goddess.
Rupert already watched her eyes and followed her wishes,
sometimes before they were spoken. It was plain
that she might rely upon him for all to which his powers
would reach; and a strong element of good-will began
to mix with her confidence in him. What could
she do, to help make this journey a benefit to the
boy? He had known little of good or gentle influences
in his life; yet he was gentle himself and much inclined
to be good, she thought. And he might be very
important to her yet, before she got home.
“I don’t know the first
thing about this country,” he broke the silence.
“It was always a little spot in the corner of
the map that I thought was no sort of count.
Why, it’s a grand place!”
“You ought to read about it in history.”
“I never read much history,
that’s a fact,” Rupert answered. “Never
had much to read,” he added with a laugh.
“Fact is, my life up to now has been pretty
much of a scrimmage for the needful.”
“Knowledge is needful,” said Dolly.
“That’s a fact; but a
fellow must live first, you see. And that warn’t
always easy once.”
“And what are your plans or
prospects? What do you mean to be or
do? what do you mean to make of yourself?”
Rupert half laughed. “I
haven’t any prospects to speak of.
In fact, I don’t see ahead any further than
Venice. As to what I am to be, or do, I
expect that will be settled without any choice of mine.
I’ve got along, so far, somehow; I guess I’ll
get along yet.”
“Are you a Christian?”
Dolly asked, following a sudden impulse.
“I guess I ain’t what you mean by that.”
“What do you mean by it?”
“Well where I come
from, they call Christians folks that have j’ined
the church.”
“That’s making a profession,” said
Dolly.
“Yes, I’ve heard folks call it that.”
“But what is the reality? What
do you think a man professes when he joins the church?”
“I’ll be shot if I know,”
Rupert answered, looking at her hard in the fading
light. “I’d like first-rate to hear
you say.”
“It is just to be a servant
of Christ,” said Dolly. “A true servant,
‘doing the will of God from the heart.’”
“How are you going to know what
His will is? I should be bothered if you asked
me.”
“Oh, He has told us that,”
said Dolly, surprised. “In the Bible.”
“Then I s’pose you’ve got to study
that considerable.”
“Certainly.”
“Well, don’t it say things pretty different
from what most folks do?”
“Yes. What then?”
“Then it wouldn’t be just easy to get
along with it, I should think.”
“What then?”
“Well!” said Rupert, “how
are you going to live in the world, and not do as
the world do?”
“Then you have studied the Bible a little?”
“No, fact, I haven’t,”
said Rupert. “But I’ve heard folks
talk now and again; and that’s what I think
about it.”
“Suppose it is difficult?”
said Dolly. “But it is really not difficult,
if one is a true servant of God and not only make-believe.
Suppose it were difficult, though. Do you remember
what Christ said of the two ways, serving Him and
not serving Him?”
Rupert shook his head.
“Have you got a Bible of your own?”
“No,” said Rupert.
“That’s an article I never owned yet.
I’ve always wanted other things more, you see.”
“And I would rather want everything
else in the world,” said Dolly. “I
mean, I would rather be without everything else.”
“Surely!” said Rupert.
“Because I am a servant of Christ,
you see. Now that is what I want you to be.
And as to the question of ease or difficulty this
is what I was going to repeat to you. Jesus said,
that those who hear and obey Him are like a house
planted on a rock; fixed and firm; a house that when
the storms come and the winds blow, is never so much
as shaken. But those who do not obey Him are
like a house built on the sand. When the storms
blow and the winds beat, it will fall terribly and
all to ruins. It seems to me, Mr. Babbage, that
that is harder than the other.”
“Suppose the storms do not come?” said
Rupert.
“I guess they come to most people,”
said Dolly soberly. “But the Lord did not
mean these storms merely. I don’t know whether
He meant them at all. He meant the time by and
by. Come, we must go home,” said Dolly,
beginning to go forward again. “I wish you
would be a servant of Christ, Mr. Babbage!”
“Why?”
“Oh, because all that is sure
and strong and safe and happy is on that side,”
said Dolly, speaking eagerly. “All that
is noble and true and good. You are sure of nothing
if you are not a Christian, Mr. Babbage; you are not
sure even of yourself. Temptation may whirl you,
you don’t know where, and before you know it
and before you can help it. And when the storms
come, those storms your house will go
down in the sands”
And to Rupert’s enormous astonishment, Dolly’s
voice broke here, and for a second she stood still,
drawing long sobs; then she lifted her head with an
effort, took his arm and went swiftly back on the
way to the hotel. He had not been able to say
one word. Rupert could not have the faintest
notion of the experience which had pointed and sharpened
Dolly’s last words; he could not imagine why,
as they walked home, she should catch a hasty breath
now and then, as he knew she did, a breath which was
almost a sob; but Rupert Babbage was Dolly’s
devoted slave from that day.
Lawrence himself marvelled somewhat
at the appearance and manner of the young lady in
the evening. The talk and the thoughts had roused
and stirred Dolly, with partly the stir of pain, but
partly also the sense of work to do and the calling
up of all her loving strength to do it. Her cheek
had a little more colour than usual, her eye a soft
hidden fire, her voice a thrill of tender power.
She was like, Lawrence thought, a most rare wild wood
flower, some spiritual orchis or delicious and delicate
geranium; in contrast to the severely trained, massive
and immoveable tulips and camellias of society.
She was at a vexatious distance from him, however;
and handled him with a calm superiority which no woman
of the world could have improved upon. Only it
was nature with Dolly.