They went to Rome.
Dolly had little comfort from her
conversation with her father. She turned over
in her mind his offer to quit wine if St. Leger would
do the same. St. Leger would not give any such
pledge, Dolly was very clearly aware; except, indeed,
she paid him for it with another pledge on her part.
With such a bribe she believed he would do it, or anything
else that might be asked of him. Smooth and quiet
as the young gentleman was outwardly, he had a power
of self-will; as was shown by his persistence in following
her. Dolly was obliged to confess that his passion
was true and strong. If she would have him, no
doubt, at least she believed there was no doubt, Lawrence
would agree to be unfashionable and drink no more
wine to the day of his death for her sake. If
he agreed to that, her father would agree to it; both
of them would be saved from that danger. Dolly
pondered. Ought she to pay the price? Should
she sacrifice herself, and be the wife of a rich banker,
and therewith keep her father and all of them from
ruin? Very soberly Dolly turned the whole thing
over in her mind; back and forward; and always she
was certain on one point, that she did not
want to be Lawrence’s wife; and to her simple,
childlike perceptions another thing also seemed clear;
that it is a bad way to escape one wrong by doing
another. She always brought up with that.
And so, she could not venture and did not venture
to attack Lawrence on the wine question. She knew
it would be in vain.
Meanwhile, they were in Rome.
Two of the gentlemen being skilled travellers, they
had presently secured a very tolerable apartment; not
in the best situation, indeed, but so neither was it
of the most expensive sort; and clubbing their resources,
were arranged comfortably enough to feel quite at
home. And immediately Dolly began to use her
advantage and see Rome. Mrs. Copley had no curiosity
to see anything; all her wish was to sit at her window
or by her fire and talk to her husband; and as Mr.
Copley shared her lack of enterprise and something
withheld him from seeking either gambling or drinking-shops,
Dolly could go out with an easy mind, and give herself
undividedly to the intense enjoyment of the place
and the time. Yes, undividedly; for she was eighteen,
and at eighteen one has a power of, for a time, throwing
off trouble. Trouble was on her, she knew; and,
nevertheless, when Dolly found herself in the streets
of Rome, or in presence of its wonders of art or marvels
of antiquity, she and trouble parted company.
She forgot all but the present; or even if she did
not forget, she disregarded. Her spirit took
a momentary leap above all that ordinarily held it
down, and revelled, and rejoiced, and expanded, and
rose into a region of pure exquisite life. Rupert,
who always accompanied her, was rather opening the
eyes of his mind, and opening them very wide indeed,
and as is the case with eyes newly opened, not seeing
very clearly; yet taking great pleasure in what he
did see. St. Leger, her other companion, had
a certain delight in seeing Dolly’s enjoyment;
for himself, alas! it was too plain that art said
little to him, and antiquity nothing.
One afternoon, when they had been
perhaps a week in Rome, Dolly declared her intention
of taking Rupert to the Museo Capitolino.
“You were there the day before
yesterday,” St. Leger remarked, rousing himself
from a comfortable position and a magazine.
“Yes, thank you; and now I am
going to do for Mr. Babbage what you did for me; introduce
him to a scene of delights. You know, one should
always pass on a good thing that one has received.”
“Don’t you want me?”
“No, indeed! I wouldn’t bore you
to that extent.”
“But you will allow me, for my own pleasure,”
said Lawrence, getting up.
“No, I will not. You have
done your part, as far as that museum is concerned;
and besides, I have heard that a lady must not dance
too many dances with one gentleman. It is Mr.
Babbage’s turn.”
And with a merry little nod of her
head, and smile at the irresolute St. Leger, Dolly
went off. Rupert was generally of the party when
they went sight-seeing, but it had happened that it
was not the case when the visit to the Capitoline
Museum had been made.
“You are not going to this place
for my sake?” Rupert said as Dolly hurried along.
“For your sake, and for my sake,”
she answered. “I was there for about two
minutes, and I should like two days. O Rome, Rome!
I never saw anything like Rome.”
“Why?” said Rupert. “It hasn’t
got hold of me so.”
“Wait, and it will. I seem
to be touching the history of the world here, till
I don’t know whereabouts in the ages I am.
Is this the nineteenth century? Here we
are.”
Half an hour later, the two found
themselves in the Hall of the Emperors.
“Do you know Roman history, Rupert?”
“A little. Not much.
Not far down, you see. I know about Romulus and
Remus.”
“Then you know more than anybody
else knows. That’s a myth. Look here.
Let us begin at the beginning. Do you know this
personage?”
“Julius Cæsar? Yes. I have read about
him.”
“Did you ever read Plutarch’s
Lives? They used to be my delight when I was
a little girl. I was very fond of Julius Cæsar
then. I know better now. But I am glad to
see him.”
“Why, wasn’t he a great man?”
“Very. So the world says.
I have come to perceive, Rupert, that that don’t
mean much.”
“Why not? I thought the world was apt to
be right.”
“In some things. No doubt
this man might have been a very great man;
he had power; but what good did he do to the world?
He just worked for himself. I tell you what the
Bible says, Rupert; ’The things which are highly
esteemed among men, are abomination in the sight of
God.’ Look, and you will see it is so.”
“If you go by that
Who is this next man? Augustus. He was the
first Roman emperor, wasn’t he?”
“And all around here are ranged
his successors. What a set they were! and they
look like it.”
“How do you know they are likenesses?”
“Know from coins. Do you
know, almost all these men, the emperors, died a violent
death? Murdered, or else they killed themselves.
That speaks, don’t it, for the beauty and beneficence
of their reigns, and the loveliness of their characters?”
“I don’t know them very
well. Some of them were good men, weren’t
they?”
“See here, Nos. 11 and
12. Here are Caligula and Claudius. Caligula
was murdered. Then Claudius was poisoned by his
wife Agrippina; there she is, N. She was
killed by her son Nero; and Nero killed himself; and
N, there is another wife of Claudius whom he killed
before he married Agrippina; and here, N, was
a wife of Nero whom he killed by a kick. And
that is the way, my dear Rupert, they went on.
Don’t you wish you had belonged to the Imperial
family? There’s greatness for you!”
“But there were some really
great ones, weren’t there? Which are they?”
“Well, let us see. Come
on. Here is Trajan. He was not a brute; he
was a philosopher and a sceptic. He was quite
a distinguished man in the arts of war and peace.
But he ordered that the profession of Christianity
should be punished with death. He legalised all
succeeding persécutions, by his calm enactments.
Do you think he was a great man in the sight of God?”
“Were the Christians persecuted in his reign?”
“Certainly. In Asia Minor,
under the good governor Pliny. Simon the son
of Cleophas was crucified at that time.”
“Perhaps Trajan did not know any better.”
“He might have known better,
though. Ignorance is no plea that will stand,
when people have the means of knowledge. But come
on. Here is Marcus Aurelius; here, Rupert, Nos.
37 and 38. He was what the world calls a very
great man. He was cultivated, and wise, and strong,
a great governor, and for a heathen a good man; and
how he treated the Christians! East and west,
and at Rome here itself, how they were sought out
and tortured and killed! What do you think the
Lord thinks of such a great man as that? Remember
the Bible says of His people, ’He that toucheth
you, toucheth the apple of His eye.’ What
do you think the Lord thought of Marcus Aurelius’
greatness? Look here, Rupert here
is Decius, and here is Diocletian.”
“Were they persecutors too?”
“Great. It is so strange
to look at their faces here, in this museum, after
so many centuries. I suppose they will stand here,
maybe, till the end of the world. Come away we
have been so long in this gallery we have not left
time enough for the other rooms.”
They went to the Hall of the Gladiator;
and there Dolly studied the figure which gives name
to the place, with a kind of rapt intensity.
She described to her companion the meaning of the marble;
but it was not the same thing to them both. Dolly
was lost in delighted contemplation. Rupert looked
on with a kind of incredulous scorn.
“You don’t care for it?”
she said suddenly, catching a sight of his face.
“What’s it good for?”
said Rupert. “This ain’t a likeness
of anybody, is it?”
“It is a likeness of a great
many people. Hundreds and hundreds died in such
fashion as that, for the pleasure of the Roman people.”
“Well, would it have been any
satisfaction to you to see it?”
“Why, no! I hope not.”
“Then why do you like to see it here now?”
“I don’t! this is not reality, but an
image.”
“I can’t see why you should
like to look at the image, when you couldn’t
bear the reality.”
“Why, Rupert” Dolly
began, but her further words were cut off.
“Met again!” said a soft
voice. “You here! we did not know you would
be in Rome so soon.”
“Dolly!” exclaimed Christina,
who followed her mother. “That’s
delightful. Dolly Copley in Rome! and in the Museo
Capitolino. Who is with you?”
“We are all here,” said Dolly, smiling.
“Yes, yes, in Rome, of course; but you are not
in the museum alone?”
Dolly presented Mr. Babbage.
“And how is your mother?”
Mrs. Thayer went on. “Better! I am
so glad. I thought she would be better in Italy.
And what have you done with your handsome cavaliero
servente Mr. St. Leger?”
“I left him at home with a magazine,
in which I think there was a story,”
said Dolly.
“Impossible! his gallantry allowed you to come
alone?”
“Not his gallantry, but perhaps his sense of
weakness,” Dolly answered.
“Of weakness, my dear? Is he a weak young
man? He does not look it.”
“Very good muscular power, I
daresay; but when we talk of power of will, you know
‘weakness’ is relative. I forbade
him, and he did not dare to come.”
“You forbade him! and he obeyed?
But, Christina, I do not think you have Mr. Shubrick
in such training as that. Would he obey, if you
gave him orders?”
“Probably the relations are
different,” said Dolly, obliging herself to
keep a grave face. “I am in a happy independence
of Mr. St. Leger which allows me to command him.”
“Independence!” said Mrs.
Thayer, with an air half curious, half confounded,
which was a severe trial to Dolly’s risible muscles.
“I know young ladies are very independent in
these days I don’t know whether it
is a change for the better or not but I
do not think Christina would boast of her independence
of her knight-errant.”
“No,” said Dolly.
“The cases are different as I said.
Mr. St. Leger does not stand in that particular relation
to me.”
“Doesn’t he? But,
my dear, I hope you haven’t quarrelled?”
“Not at all,” said Dolly.
“We do not like each other well enough to quarrel.”
“But he struck me as a most delightful young
man.”
“I believe he generally makes that impression.”
“I used to know his father,”
said Mrs. Thayer. “He was a sad flirt.
I know, you see, my dear, because I was one myself.
I am glad Christina does not take after me. But
I used to think it was great fun. Is Mr. St.
Leger anything of a flirt?”
“I have had no opportunity of knowing, ma’am,”
said Dolly gravely.
“Well, you will bring him to
see us? You are all coming to make us a visit
at our villa, at Sorrento; and Mr. Shubrick is coming;
Christina wants to show him to you; you know a girl
is always proud of her conquests; and then we will
go everywhere and make you see everything. You
have just no notion how delightful it is at Sorrento
in the spring and summer. It’s Paradise!”
“But you are coming first to
spend Christmas with me, Dolly,” said her friend,
who until now had hardly been able to get in a word.
“I have five thousand things to talk to you
about. My sailor friend has promised to be here
too, if he can, and his ship is in the Mediterranean
somewhere, so I guess he can; and I want you to see
him. Come and spend Christmas Eve with me do!
and then we shall have a chance to talk before he
comes. Of course there would be no chance after,”
she added with a confident smile.
Dolly was not much in a mood for visiting,
and scantly inclined to mix in the joyous circle which
must be breathing so different an atmosphere from
her own. She doubted besides whether she could
leave her watch and ward for so long a time as a night
and a day. Yet it was pleasant to see Christina,
and the opportunity to talk over old times was tempting;
and her friend’s instances were very urgent.
Dolly at last gave a conditional assent; and they
parted; Dolly and Rupert taking the way home.
“Is that lady a friend of yours?” Rupert
enquired.
“The daughter; not the mother.”
“The old lady, I meant. She has a mind
to know all about us.”
“Why?”
“She asked me about five hundred
and fifty questions, after she quitted you.”
“What did you tell her?”
“I told her what she knew before,”
said Rupert, chuckling. “Her stock of knowledge
hasn’t grown very much, I guess, by all
she got out of me. But she tried.”
Dolly was silent. After a short
pause, Rupert spoke again in quite another tone.
“Miss Dolly, you’ve put
me in a sort of a puzzle. You said a little while
ago, or you spoke as if you thought, that all those
grand old Roman emperors were not after all great
men. Then, if they were not great, what’s
a fellow to try for? If a common fellow does his
best, he will not get to the hundredth or the thousandth
part of what those men did. Yet you say they
were not great. What’s the use of my trying,
for instance, to do anything, or be anything?”
“What did they do, Rupert?”
“Well, you seem to say, nothing!
But don’t you come to Rome to admire what they
did?”
“Some of the things they did,
or made. But stand still here, Rupert, and look.
Do you see the Rome of the Caesars? You see an
arch here and a theatre there; but the city of those
days is buried. It is under our feet. The
great works of art here, those that were done in their
day, were not done by them. Do you think it is
any good to one of those old emperors in the other
world take the best of them is
it any good to him now that he had some of these splendid
buildings erected, or marbles carved? Or that
his armies conquered the world, and his government
held order wherever his arms went? If he is happy
in the presence of God, is it anything to him, now,
that we look back and admire his work? and
if he is unhappy, banished that Presence, is it anything
to him then?”
“Well, what is greatness
then?” said Rupert. “What is worth
a man’s trying for, if these greatest things
are worth nothing?”
“I do not think anything is
really great or worth while,” said Dolly, “except
those things that God likes.”
“You come back to religion,”
said Rupert. “I did not mean religion.
What are those things?”
“I do not think anything is
worth trying for, Rupert, except the things that will
last.”
“What things will last?” said he half
impatiently.
“Look here,” said Dolly.
“Step a little this way. Do you see the
Colosseum over yonder? Who do you think will remember,
and do remember, that with most pleasure; Vespasian
and Titus who built it, or the Christians who gave
themselves to the lions there for Christ’s sake?”
“Yes,” said Rupert, “of
course; but that isn’t the thing.
There are no lions here now.”
“There are lions of another
sort,” said Dolly, standing still and with her
eyes fixed upon the wonderful old pile in the distance.
“There is always work to be done for God, Rupert,
and dangers or difficulties to be faced; and to the
people who face any lions for His sake, there
is a promise of praise and honour and blessing that
will last for ever.”
“Then you would make all a man’s
work to be work for God?” said Rupert, not satisfied
with this view of the question. “What is
to become of all the rest of the things that are to
be done in the world?”
“There ought not to be anything
else done in the world,” said Dolly, laughing,
as she turned and began to walk on again. “It
ought all to be done for Him. Merchants ought
to make money for His service; and lawyers ought to
strive to bring God’s order between man and man,
and justice to every one, and that never wrong should
be done or oppression exercised by anybody. ’Break
every yoke, and let the oppressed go free.’
And soldiers ought to fight for no other reason but
to protect weaker people from violence and wrong.
And so on of everything else. And, Rupert, God
has promised a city, of His own preparing, for His
people; it will be a place of delights; and I am thinking
of that word, ’Blessed are they that
do His commandments; that they may have a right to
the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates
into the city.’ I don’t believe anybody
that is left outside will think much of what we call
greatness in that day.”
“Why, the world wouldn’t
be the world, at that rate,” cried Rupert.
“Think it wouldn’t be altered for the
better?”
“But a few people can’t make it like that.”
“Suppose they make only a very
little piece of it like that? But then
comes the end, Rupert, and the King’s ‘Well
done!’”
“Then you wouldn’t have
a man make as much as he can of himself,” said
Rupert after a dissatisfied pause.
“Certainly I would.”
“What use?”
“Oh, to be a better servant
to his Master, the best he possibly can; and to do
more work for Him; the most he can do.”
“It seems to me, Miss Dolly,
if you are right, pretty much all the rest of the
world are wrong.”
“Yes, Rupert; don’t you
remember the Bible says that the wrong way is the
broad way, where almost all the people go?”
Rupert’s meditations this time
held him till they got home.
The days that intervened before Christmas
were filled full with delightful business. Dolly
had her anxieties, it is true; but she was in Rome.
What could stand against the witchery of the enchantress
city? Anxieties fell into the background; and
with all the healthy, elastic spring of her young
years Dolly gave herself to the Present and the Past,
and rejoiced, hour by hour and step by step, in what
the Present and the Past opened up to her. True,
her father and mother hardly shared in her pleasure;
Mr. Copley’s taste was blunted, I fear, for all
noble enjoyment; and Mrs. Copley cared mainly to be
comfortable in her home quarters, and to go out now
and then where the motley world of fashion and of
sight-seeing did most congregate. Especially she
liked to go to the Pincian Hill Sunday afternoon,
and watch the indescribable concourse of people of
all nationalities which is there to be seen at that
time. But there Dolly would not go.
“It is very absurd of you, Dolly!”
cried her mother, greatly disappointed; for she had
a pride in seeing the universal attention which was
drawn to Dolly in every public place. “What
harm should there be in looking at the beautiful view
and hearing music? we are not going to do anything.”
“It’s the Lord’s
day, mother,” said Dolly, looking up at her
sorrowfully.
“You went to church this morning
all right,” her mother said. “There
is no church for you to go to at this time of day,
that I know of; and if there were, I should think
it very ridiculous to go again. If you want to
think, you could think about good things, I should
hope, on the Pincian. What is there to hinder
you?”
“Only everything I should see and hear, mother.”
“Hinder you from thinking about good things!”
“Hinder me from thinking about anything,”
said Dolly, laughing a little.
“Seriously, Miss Dolly,”
said Lawrence, who stood by, hat in hand, ready to
go; the Pincian Hill Sunday evening was something he
quite approved of; “seriously, do
you think there is anything wrong in sitting
up there for an hour or two, and seeing the beautiful
sunset colours, and hearing the music?”
“She’s a little Puritan,”
said her father; “and the Puritans were always
an obstinate set, Lawrence; always, and in every nation
and people. I wonder why the two things should
go together.”
“What two things, father?”
“What you call Puritanism and obstinacy.”
“I suppose because those you
call Puritans love the truth,” said Dolly; “and
so hold to it.”
“And do you not think other
people, who are not Puritans, also love the truth,
Miss Dolly?” Lawrence asked.
“I don’t think anybody
loves the truth he disobeys,” Dolly said with
a gentle shake of her head.
“There!” said her mother.
“There’s Dolly all over. She is right,
and nobody else is right. I wonder what she supposes
is to become of all the rest of the world! Everybody
in Rome will be on the Pincian to-night except Dolly
Copley. And every other mother but me will have
her daughter with her.”
In answer to which Dolly kissed her,
pulled the strings of her bonnet into a prettier bow,
and looked at her with sweet, shining eyes, which
said as plainly as possible without words that Mrs.
Copley knew better. The party went off, nevertheless;
and Lawrence, lingering till the others had turned
their backs, held out his hand to Dolly.
“Will you tell me,” said
he, “as a favour, what you think is the harm
of what we are doing?”
“You are just robbing the King
of heaven and earth,” Dolly answered gravely.
“Robbing! Of what?”
“Of time which He says is His,
and of honour which He says ought to be His.”
“How?”
“‘The seventh day is the Sabbath of the
Lord thy God.’”
“This is not the seventh; it is the first.”
“Quibbling, Mr. St. Leger.
It is not the seventh from Monday, but it is
the seventh from Sunday; it is the one day set apart
from the seven.”
“And what ought we to do with
it? Sabbath means rest, does it not?
What are we going to do but rest up there on the Pincian?
only rest most delightfully. You will not rest
so here.”
“I suppose your bodies will
rest,” said Dolly. “Your minds will
have most uncommon powers of abstraction if they do.”
“But you are putting yourself out of the world,
Dolly.”
“I mean it,” said she
with a little nod at him. “The Lord’s
people are not of the world, Mr. St. Leger; and the
world does not like their ways. Never did.”
“I wonder if all Puritans are
as quaint as you,” said he, kissing the hand
he held. But then he went off to the Pincian.
And there, surely, was a most wonderful,
rich, and varied scene; a concourse of people of all
characters and nationalities except the
small party in the world which Dolly represented; a
kaleidoscope view of figures and costumes, classes
and callings, most picturesque, most diversified,
most changeful. There were the Thayers, amongst
others; and as they joined company with the Copley
party, of course Mrs. Copley’s pleasure was
greatly increased; for in a crowd it is always pleasant
to know somebody. Mr. Copley knew several people.
Mrs. Thayer had leisure to tell and ask whatever she
had a mind with Mrs. Copley, and to improve her acquaintance
with Mr. St. Leger; who on his part managed to get
some conversation with the beautiful Christina.
It was a distinction to be talking to such a beauty,
and he felt it so; and Christina on her part was not
insensible to the fact that the young man was himself
very handsome, and unexceptionably well dressed, and
the heir to many thousands; therefore a person of
importance. The time on the Pincian Hill that
evening was very pleasantly spent; and so Mrs. Copley
told her daughter on their return.
“Mrs. Thayer said she was very
sorry not to see you,” Mrs. Copley added.
“I am much obliged to her.”
“You are not obliged to her
at all, for she didn’t mean it. That’s
what you get by staying behind.”
“What?” said Dolly, dimpling up.
“That woman had it all her own
way; talked to Mr. St. Leger, and let him talk to
her daughter. You see, Dolly, Christina is very
handsome when you are not by.”
“Mother, she is at any time.
She’s beautiful. You must not set me up
in comparison with her.”
“Well, she’s engaged,”
said Mrs. Copley. “I wish you were.
You let everything hang by the eyelids, Dolly; and
some fine morning what you look for won’t be
there.”