The place inhabited by the Thayers
was a regular Italian villa. It had not been
at all in order that suited English notions of comfort,
or American either, when they moved in; but they had
painted and matted and furnished, and filled the rooms
with pretty things, pictures and statues and vases
and flowers; till it looked now quite beautiful and
festive. Its situation was perfect. The house
stood high, on the shore overlooking the sea, with
a full view of Vesuvius, and it was surrounded with
a paradise of orange-trees, fig-trees, pomegranates,
olives, oaks and oleanders, with roses and a multitude
of other flowers; in a wealth of sweetness and luxuriance
of growth that northern climes know nothing of.
The reception the visitors met with was joyous.
“I am so glad you are come!”
cried Christina, as she carried off Dolly through
the hall to her particular room. “That bad
boy, Sandie, has not reported yet; but he will come;
and then we will go everywhere. Have you been
everywhere already?”
“I have been nowhere. I
have staid with mother, and she wanted to be quiet.”
“Well, she can be quiet now
with my mother; they can take care of each other.
And you have not been to Capri?”
“No.”
“Just think of it! How
delightful! You have not seen the Grotta
azzurra?”
“I have seen nothing.”
“Nor the grotto of the Sirens? You have
seen that? It was so near.”
“No, I have not. I have
been nowhere; only with mother to gather ferns and
flowers in the dells around Sorrento. We used
to take mother in a donkey cart a calessino to
the edge of the side of the dell, and then help her
down, and get loads of flowers and ferns. It was
very pleasant.”
“I wish Sandie would only come the
tiresome fellow! There’s no counting on
him. But he will come. He said he would if
he could, and he can of course. I suppose you
have not visited Paestum yet then?”
“I believe father went there. We did not.”
“Nor we, yet. I don’t
care so much only I like to keep going but
father is crazy to see the ruins. You know the
ruins are wonderful. Do you care for ruins?”
“I believe I do,” said
Dolly, smiling, “when the ruins are of something
beautiful. And those Greek temples oh,
I should like to see them.”
“I would rather see beautiful
things when they are perfect; not in ruins; ruins
are sad, don’t you think so?”
“I suppose they ought to be,”
said Dolly, laughing now. “But somehow,
Christina, I believe the ruins give me more pleasure
than if they were all new and perfect or
even old and perfect. It is a perverse taste,
I suppose, but I do.”
“Why? They are not so handsome in ruins.”
“They are lovelier.”
“Lovely! for old
ruins! I can understand papa’s enthusiasm;
he’s a kind of antiquity worshipper; but you and
‘lovely!’”
“And interesting, Christina.
Ruins tell of so much; they are such grand books of
history, and witnesses for things gone by. But
beautiful oh yes, beautiful beyond all
others, if you talk of buildings. What is St.
Peter’s, compared to the Colosseum?”
Christina stared at her friend.
“What is St. Peter’s? A most magnificent
work of modern art, I should say; and you compare it
to a tumbledown old bit of barbarism. That’s
too like Sandie. Do you and your friend
agree as harmoniously as Sandie and I? We ought
to exchange.”
“I have no ‘friend,’
as you express it,” said Dolly, pulling her
wayward, curling locks into a little more order.
“Mr. St. Leger is nothing to me if
you are speaking of him.”
“I am sure, if he told the truth,
he would not say that of you,” said Christina,
looking with secret admiration at the figure before
her. It was a rare kind of beauty, not of the
stereotyped or formal sort; like one of the dainty
old vases of alabaster, elegant in form and delicate
and exquisite in chiselling and design, with a pure
inner light showing through. That was not the
comparison in Christina’s mind, and indeed she
made none; but women’s eyes are sometimes sharp
to see feminine beauty; and she confessed that Dolly’s
was uncommon, not merely in degree but in kind.
There was nothing conventional about it; there never
had been; her curling hair took a wayward way of its
own; her brown eyes had a look of thoughtfulness mingled
with childlike innocence; they always had it more
or less; now the wisdom was more sweet and the innocence
more spiritual. Her figure and her manner were
all in harmony, wearing unconscious grace and a very
simple, free dignity.
“We cannot go to Paestum at
this season of the year, they say,” Christina
began again, at a distance from her thoughts; “but
one can go to the Punta di Campanella
and Monte San Costanzo; and as soon as Sandie comes,
we will. We will wait a day for him first.”
Dolly was quite willing to wait for
him; for, to tell the truth, one of her pleasures
in the thought of this visit had been the possibility
of seeing Mr. Shubrick again. She did not say
so, however; and the two girls presently went back
to the hall. This was a luxurious apartment,
occupying the centre of the house; octagonal, and open
to the outer world both at front and back. Warm
and yet fresh air was playing through it; the odours
of flowers filled it; the most commodious of light
chairs and settees furnished it; and scattered about
the wide, delicious space were the various members
of the party. Mrs. Thayer and Mrs. Copley had
been sitting together; just now, as the girls entered,
Mrs. Thayer called St. Leger to her.
“I am delighted to see you here,
Mr. St. Leger,” she said graciously. “You
know your father was a very old friend of mine.”
“That gives me a sort of claim
to your present kindness,” said St. Leger.
“You might put in a claim to
kindness anywhere,” returned the lady.
“Don’t you get it, now, if you tell the
truth?”
“I have no reason to complain in
general,” said the young man, smiling.
“You are a little like your
father. He was another. We were great cronies
when I was a girl. In fact, he was an old beau
of mine. We used to see a vast deal of each other; flirting,
I suppose you would call it; but how are young people
to get along without flirting? I liked him very
much, for I always had a fancy for handsome men; and
if you ask him, he will tell you that I was handsome
too at that time. Oh, I was! you may look at
me and be incredulous; but I was a belle in those days;
and I had a great many handsome men around me, and
some not handsome. ....Was I English? No.
You don’t understand how I could have seen so
much of your father. Well, never doubt a story
till you have heard the whole of it. I was an
American girl; but my father and mother were both
dead, and I was sent to England, to be brought up by
an aunt, who was the nearest relation I had in the
world. She had married an Englishman and settled
in England.”
“Then we may claim you,”
said Lawrence. “To all intents and purposes
you are English.”
“Might have been,” returned
Mrs. Thayer. “The flirtation ran very high,
I can tell you, between your father and me. He
was a poor man then. I understand he has nobly
recovered from that fault. Is it true? People
say he is made of gold.”
“There is no lack of the material
article,” Lawrence admitted.
“No. Well, the other sort
we know he had, or this would never be true of him
now. I did not look so far ahead then. There
is no telling what would have happened, but for a
little thing. Just see how things go. I
might have married in England, and all my life would
have been different; and then came along Mr. Thayer.
And the way I came to know him was this. A cousin
of mine in America was going to be married, and her
friend was a friend of Mr. Thayer. Mr. Thayer
was coming over to England, and my cousin charged
him with a little piece of wedding cake in white paper
to bring to me. Just that little white packet!
and Mr. Thayer brought it, and we saw one another,
and the end was, I have lived my life on the other
side instead of on this side.”
“It’s our loss, I am sure,” said
St. Leger civilly.
“You are too polite to say it
is mine, but I know you think so. Perhaps it
is. At any rate, I was determined, and am determined,
that my daughter shall see and choose for herself
which hemisphere she will live in. What are you
doing in Italy?”
“What everybody does in Italy,
looking at the old and enjoying the new.”
“Ah, that’s what it is!”
said Mrs. Thayer approvingly. “That is what
one enjoys. But my husband is one of the other
sort. We divide Italy between us. He looks
at the marbles, and I eat the pomegranates. Do
you like pomegranates? No? I delight
in them, and in everything else fresh and new and
sweet and acid. But what I want to know, Mr. St.
Leger, is how come these old ruins to be
so worth looking at? Hasn’t the human race
made progress? Can’t we raise as good buildings
now-a-days, and as good to see, as those old heathen
did?”
“I suppose we can, when we copy their work exactly.”
“But how is that? Christians
ought to do better work than heathens. I do not
understand it.”
“No,” said St. Leger, “I do not
understand it.”
“Old poetry that’s
what they study so much at Oxford and Cambridge, and
everywhere else; and old pictures, and old
statues. I think the world ought to grow wiser
as it grows older. I believe it is prejudice.
There’s my husband crazy to go to Paesturn, I’m
glad he can’t; the marshes or something are
so unhealthy; but I’m going to arrange for you
an expedition to the Punta Punta
di something the toe of the boot,
you know; it’s delightful; you go on donkeys,
and you have the most charming views, and what I know
you like better than anything, the most
charming opportunities for flirtation.”
“It will have to be Miss Thayer
and I then,” said Lawrence. “Miss
Copley does not know how.”
“Nonsense! Don’t
tell me. Every girl does. She has her own
way, I suppose. Makes it more piquant and
piquing.”
Lawrence looked over towards the innocent
face, so innocent of anything false, he knew, or even
of anything ambiguous; a face of pure womanly nature,
childlike in its naturalness, although womanly in its
gravity. Perhaps he drew a swift comparison between
a man’s chances with a face of that sort, and
the counter advantages of Christina’s more conventional
beauty. Mr. Thayer had sat down beside Dolly and
was drawing her into talk.
“You are fond of art, Miss Copley.
I remember we met you first in the room of the dying
gladiator, in the Capitoline Museum. But everybody
has to go to see the dying gladiator and the rest.”
“I suppose so,” said Dolly.
“I remember, though, I thought you were enjoying
it.”
“Oh, I was.”
“I can always find out whether
people really enjoy things. How many times did
you go to see the gladiator? Let me see, you
were in Rome three months?”
“Nearer four.”
“Four! Well, and how many times did you
see the gladiator?”
“I don’t quite know.
Half a dozen times, I think. I went until I had
got it by heart; and now I can look at it whenever
I like.”
“Humph!” said Mr. Thayer.
“The only thing Christina wanted to see a second
time was the mosaics; and those she did not get by
heart exactly, but brought them away, a good many
of them, bodily. And have you developed any taste
for architecture during your travels?”
“I take great pleasure in some architecture,”
said Dolly.
“May I ask what instances?
I am curious to see how our tastes harmonise.”
“Ah, but I know nothing about
it,” said Dolly. “I am entirely or
almost entirely ignorant; and you know and
understand.”
“‘Almost entirely?’”
said Mr. Thayer. “You have studied the subject?”
“A little,” said Dolly, smiling and blushing.
“Do favour me. I am desirous
to know what you have seen that particularly pleased
you.”
“The cathedral at Limburg.”
“Limburg. Oh ah!
yes, it was there we first met you. I was
thinking it was in the museum of the Capitol.
Limburg. You liked that?”
“Very much!”
“Romanesque or rather Transition.”
“I do not know what Romanesque is, or Transition
either.”
“Did you notice the round arches and the pointed
arches?”
“I do not remember. Yes,
I do remember the round arches; but I was thinking
rather of the effect of the whole.”
“The church at Limburg shows
a mixture of the round Romanesque and the pointed
Gothic; Gothic was preparing; that sort of thing belongs
to the first half of the thirteenth century.
Well, that bespeaks very good taste. What next
would you mention, Miss Dolly?”
“I don’t know; I have
enjoyed so many things. Perhaps I should say the
Doge’s palace at Venice.”
“Ha! the Doge’s palace,
hey? You like the pink and white marble.”
“Don’t you, Mr. Thayer?”
“That’s not what one looks
for in architecture. What do you say to St. Peter’s?”
“You will find a great deal
of fault with me. I did not care for it.”
“Not? It is Michael Angelo’s work.”
“But knowing the artist is no
reason for admiring the work,” said Dolly, smiling.
“You are very independent!
St. Peter’s! Not to admire St. Peter’s!”
“I admired the magnificence,
and the power, and a great many things; but I did
not like the building. Not nearly so much as some
others.”
“Now I wish we could go to Paestum,
and see what you would say to pure old Greek work.
But it would be as much as our lives are worth, I
suppose.”
“Yes, Mr. Thayer,” his
wife cried; “don’t talk about Paestum;
they are going to-morrow to the point.”
“The point? what point? the coast is full of
points.”
“The Punta di Campanella, papa,”
said Christina.
“I thought you were going to Capri?”
“We’ll keep Capri till
Sandie comes. He would be a help on the water.
All our marine excursions we will keep until Sandie
comes. I only hope he’ll be good and come.”
The very air seemed full of pleasant
anticipations; and Dolly would have been extremely
happy; was happy; until on going in to dinner she
saw the wineglasses on the table, and bottles suspiciously
cooling in water. Her heart sank down, down.
If she had had time and had dared, she would have
remonstrated; but yet what could she say? She
knew, too, that the wine at Mr. Thayer’s table,
like everything else on it, would be of the best procurable;
better and more alluring than her father could get
elsewhere. In her secret heart there was a bitter
unspoken cry of remonstrance. O friends!
O friends! she was ready to say, do
you know what you are doing? You are dropping
sweet poison into my life; bitter poison; deadly poison,
where you little think it; and you do it with smiles
and coloured glasses! She could hardly eat her
dinner. She saw with indescribable pain and a
sort of powerless despair, how Mr. Copley felt the
license of his friend’s house and example, and
how the delicacy of the vintages offered him acted
to dull his conscience; Mr. Thayer praising them and
hospitably pressing his guest to partake. He
himself drank very moderately and in a kind of mere
matter-of-fact way; it was part of the dinner routine;
and St. Leger tasted, as a man who knows indeed what
is good, but also makes it a matter of no moment;
no more than his bread or his napkin. Mr. Copley
drank with eager gusto, and glass after glass; even,
Dolly thought, in a kind of bravado. And this
would go on every day while their visit lasted; and
perhaps not at dinner only; there were luncheons, and
for aught she knew, suppers. Dolly’s heart
was hot within her; so hot that after dinner she could
not keep herself from speaking on the subject to Christina.
Yet she must begin as far from her father as possible.
The two girls were sitting on the bank under a fig-tree,
looking out on the wonderful spectacle of the bay
of Naples at evening.
“There is a matter I have been
thinking a great deal about lately,” she said,
with a little heartbeat at her daring.
“I daresay,” laughed Christina.
“That is quite in your way. Oh, I do wish
Sandie would come! He ought to be here.”
“This is no laughing matter,
Christina. It is a serious question.”
“You are never anything but
serious, are you?” said her friend. “If
you have a fault, it is that, Dolly. You don’t
laugh enough.”
Dolly was silent and swallowed her
answer; for what did Christina know about it? She
had not to watch over her father; her father watched
over her. Presently she began again; her voice
had a little strain in its tone.
“This is something for you and
me to consider; for you and me, and other women who
can do anything. Christina, did you ever think
about the use of wine?”
“Wine?” echoed Miss Thayer,
a good deal mystified. “The use of it?
I don’t know any use of it, except to give people,
gentlemen, something to talk of at dinner. Oh,
it is good in sickness, I suppose. What are you
thinking of?”
“I am thinking of the harm it
does,” said Dolly in a low voice.
“Harm? What harm?
You are not one of those absurd people I have heard
of, who cut down their apple-trees for fear the apples
will be made into cider?”
“I have no apple-trees to cut
down,” said Dolly. “But don’t
you know, Christina, that there is such a thing as
drinking too much wine? and what comes of it?”
“Not among our sort of people,”
said Christina. “I know there are such
things as drunkards; but they are in the lower classes,
who drink whisky and gin. Not among gentlemen.”
Dolly choked, and turned her face
away to hide the eyes full of tears.
“Too much wine?” Christina
repeated. “One may have too much of anything.
Too much fire will burn up your house; yet fire is
a good thing.”
“That’s only burning up
your house,” said Dolly sorrowfully.
“Only burning up your
house! Dolly Copley, what are you thinking of?”
“I am thinking of something
infinitely worse. I am thinking of a man losing
his manhood; of families losing their stay and their
joy, because the father, or the husband, or the brother,
has lost himself! gone down below his standing
as an intellectual creature; become a mere
animal, given up to low pleasures which make him sink
lower and lower in the scale of humanity. I am
thinking of his loss and of their loss,
Christina. I am thinking of the dreadfulness
of being ashamed of the dearest thing you have, and
the way hearts break under it. And don’t
you know that when the love of wine and the like gets
hold of a person, it is stronger than he is? It
makes a slave of him, so that he cannot help himself.”
Christina’s thoughts made a
rapid flight over all the persons for whom Dolly could
possibly fear such a fate, or in whom she could possibly
have seen such an example. But Mr. St. Leger had
the clear, fresh colour of perfect health and condition;
Mr. Copley loved wine evidently, but drank it like
a gentleman, and gave, to her eyes, no sign of being
enslaved. What could Dolly be thinking of?
Her mother was out of the question.
“I don’t make out what
you are at, Dolly,” she said. “Such
things do not happen in our class of society.”
“Yes, they do. They happen
in every class. And the highest ought to set
an example to the lowest.”
“No use if they did. Anyhow,
Dolly, it is nothing you and I can meddle with.”
“I think we ought not to have wine on our tables.”
“Mercy! Everybody does that.”
“It is offering temptation.”
“To whom? Our friends are not that sort
of people.”
“How do you know but they may
be? How can you tell but the taste or the tendency
may be where you least think of it?”
“You don’t mean that Mr.
St. Leger has anything of that sort?” said Christina,
facing round upon her.
“No more than other people,
so far as I know. I am speaking in general, Christina.
The thing is in the world; and we, I do think, we whose
example would influence people, I suppose
everybody’s example influences somebody else I
think we ought to do what we can.”
“And not have wine on our dinner-tables!”
“Would that be so very dreadful?”
“It would be very inconvenient,
I can tell you, and very disagreeable. Fancy!
no wine on the table. No one could understand
it. And how our dinner-tables would look, Dolly,
with the wine-glasses and the decanters taken off!
And then, what would people talk about? Wine is
such a help in getting through with a dinner-party.
People who do not know anything else, and cannot talk
of anything else, can taste wine; and have plenty
to say about its colour, and its bouquet, and
its age, and its growth, and its manufacture, and
where it can be got genuine, and how it can be adulterated.
And so one gets through with the dinner quite comfortably.”
“I should not want to see people
who knew no more than that,” said Dolly.
“Oh, but you must.”
“Why?”
“And it does not do to be unfashionable.”
“Why, Christina! Do you
recollect what is said in the epistle of John ’The
world knoweth us not’? I do not see how
a Christian can be fashionable. To be
fashionable, one must follow the ways of the world.”
“Well, we must follow some of
them,” cried Christina, flaring up, “or
people will not have anything to do with you.”
“That’s what Christ said, ’Because
ye are not of the world, ... therefore the world hateth
you.’”
“Do you like to have people hate you?”
“No; but rather that than have Jesus say I do
not belong to Him.”
“Dolly,” said Christina,
“you are very high-flown! That might
just do for one of Sandie’s speeches.”
“I am glad Mr. Shubrick is such a wise man.”
“He’s just a bit too wise
for me. You see, I am not so superior. I
should like to take him down a peg. And I will
if he don’t come soon.”
He did not come in time for the next
day’s pleasure-party; so the young ladies had
only Mr. St. Leger and Mr. Thayer to accompany them.
Mrs. Copley “went on no such tramps,”
she said; and Mrs. Thayer avowed she was tired of
them. The expedition took all day, for they went
early and came back late, to avoid the central heat
of midday. It was an extremely beautiful little
journey; the road commanding a long series of magnificent
views, almost from their first setting out. They
went on donkeys, which was a favourite way with Dolly;
at Massa they stopped for a cup of coffee; they climbed
Monte San Costanzo; interviewed the hermit and enjoyed
the prospect; and finally settled themselves for as
pleasant a rest as possible among the myrtles on the
solitary point of the coast. From here their
eyes had a constant regale. The blue Mediterranean
spread out before them, Capri in the middle distance,
and the beauties of the shore nearer by, were an endless
entertainment for Dolly. Christina declared she
had seen it all before; Mr. Thayer found nothing worthy
of much attention unless it had antiquities to be
examined; and the fourth member of the party was somewhat
too busy with human and social interests to leave
his attention free.
Mr. St. Leger had been now for a long
time very unobtrusive in his attentions to Dolly,
and Dolly partly hoped he had given her up; but that
was a mistake. Perhaps he thought it was only
a matter of time, for Dolly to get acquainted with
him and accustomed to him; perhaps he thought himself
sure of his game, if the fish had only line enough.
Having the powerful support of Dolly’s father
and mother, all worldly interests on the side of his
suit, a person and presence certainly unobjectionable,
to say the least; how could a girl like Dolly, in the
long run, remain unimpressed? He would give her
time. Meanwhile, Mr. St. Leger was enjoying himself;
seeing her daily and familiarly; he could wait comfortably.
It would appear by all this that Lawrence was not
an ardent man; but constitutions are different; there
is an ardour of attack, and there is an ardour of
persistence; and the latter, I think, belonged to
him. Besides, he had sense enough to see that
a too eager pressing of his cause with Dolly would
ruin all. So he had waited, not discontentedly,
and bided his time. Now, however, he began to
think it desirable on many accounts to have the question
decided. Mr. Copley would not stay much longer
in Italy, Lawrence was certain, and the present way
of life would come to an end; if his advantages were
ever to bear fruit, it should be ripe now. Moreover,
one or two other, and seemingly inconsistent, considerations
came in. Lawrence admired Miss Thayer. Her
beauty was even more striking, to his fancy, than
Dolly’s; if it were also more like other beauties
he had seen. She had money too, and Dolly had
none. Truly, Mr. St. Leger had enough of his
own; but when did ever a man with enough not therefore
desire more? He admired Christina very much;
she suited him; if Dolly should prove after all obdurate,
here was his chance for making himself amends.
Cool! for an ardent lover; but Mr. St. Leger was
of a calm temperament, and these suggestions did come
into his mind back of his liking for Dolly.
This liking was strong upon him the
day of the excursion to the Punta di Campanella.
Of necessity he was Christina’s special attendant,
Mr. Thayer being Dolly’s. Many girls would
not have relished such an arrangement, Lawrence knew;
his sisters would not. And Dolly was in an acme
of delight. Lawrence watched her whenever they
came near each other, and marvelled at the sweet,
childish-womanish face. It was in a ripple of
pleasure; the brown, considerate eyes were sparkling,
roving with quick, watchful glances over everything,
and losing as few as possible of the details of the
way. Talking to Mr. Thayer now and then, Lawrence
saw her, with the most innocent, sweet mouth in the
world; her smile and that play of lip and eye bewitched
him whenever he got a glimpse of it. The play
of Christina’s features was never so utterly
free, so absent from thought of self, so artless in
its fun. Now and then, too, there came the soft,
low ring of a clear voice, in laughter or talking,
bearing the same characteristics of a sweet spirit
and a simple heart; and yet, when in repose, Dolly’s
face was strong in its sense and womanliness.
The combination held Mr. St. Leger captive. I
do not know how he carried on his needful attentions
to his companion; with a mechanical necessity, I suppose;
when all the while he was watching Dolly and contrasting
the two girls. He was not such a fool as not
to know which indications promised him the best wife;
or if not him, the man who could get her. And
he resolved, if a chance offered, he would speak to
Dolly that very day. For here was Christina, if
his other hope failed. He was cool; nevertheless,
he was in earnest.
They had climbed up Monte San Costanzo
and admired the view. They had rested, and enjoyed
a capital lunch among the myrtles on the point.
It was when they were on their way home in the afternoon,
and not till then, that the opportunity presented
itself which he had wished for. On the way home,
the order of march was broken up. Christina sometimes
dropped St. Leger to ride with her father; sometimes
called Dolly to be her companion; and at last, declaring
that she did not want Mr. St. Leger to have a sense
of sameness about the day, she set off with her father
ahead, begging Dolly to amuse the other gentleman.
Which Dolly made not the least effort
to do. The scenery was growing more lovely with
every minute’s lengthening shadows; and she rode
along, giving all her attention to it, not making to
Mr. St. Leger even the remarks she might have made
to Mr. Thayer. The change of companions to her
was not welcome. St. Leger found the burden of
conversation must lie upon him.
“We have not seen much of each
other for a long time,” he began.
“Only two or three times a day,” said
Dolly.
“And you think that is enough, perhaps!”
said Lawrence hastily.
“Don’t you think more
would have a tendency to produce what Christina calls
a ’sense of sameness’?” said Dolly,
turning towards him a face all dimpled with fun.
“That is according to circumstances.
The idea is not flattering. But, Miss Dolly,”
said Lawrence, pulling himself up, “in all this
while these months that we have
been travelling together, we have had time to learn
to know each other pretty well. You must have
been able to make up your mind about me.”
“Which part of your character?”
“Miss Dolly,” said Lawrence with some
heat, “you know what I mean.”
“Do I? But I did not know
that I had to make up my mind about anything concerning
you; I thought that was done long ago.”
“And you do not like me any better now than
you did then?”
“Perhaps I do,” said Dolly
slowly. “I always liked you, Mr. St. Leger,
and I had cause. You have been a very kind friend
to us.”
“For your sake, Dolly.”
“I am sorry for that,” she said.
“And I have waited all this
time in the hope that you would get accustomed to
me, and your objections would wear away. You know
what your father and mother wish concerning us.
Does their wish not weigh with you?”
“No,” said Dolly very quietly. “This
is my affair, not theirs.”
“It is their affair so far as
your interests are involved. And I do not wish
to praise myself; but you know they think that those
interests would be secured by a marriage with me.
And I believe I could make you happy, Dolly.”
Dolly shook her head. “How
could you?” she said. “We belong to
two opposite parties, and are following two different
lines of life. You would not like my way, and
I should not like yours. How could either of
us be happy?”
“Even granting all that,”
said Lawrence, “why should you not bear with
my peculiarities, and I with yours, and neither be
the worse? That is very frequently done.”
“Is it? I do not think it ought to be done.”
“Let us prove that it can be. I will never
interfere with you, Dolly.”
“Yes, you would,” said
Dolly, dimpling all over again. “Do you
think you would make up your mind to have no wine
in your cellar or on your table? Take that for
one thing. I should have no wine on mine.”
“That’s a crotchet of
yours,” said he, smiling at her: he thought
if this were all, the thing might be managed.
“That is only one thing, Mr.
St. Leger,” Dolly went on very gravely now.
“I should be unfashionable in a hundred ways,
and you would not like that. I should spend money
on objects and for causes that you would not care
about nor agree to. I am telling you all this
to reconcile you to doing without me.”
“Your refusal is absolute, then?”
“Yes.”
“You would not bring up these
extraneous things, Dolly, if you had any love for
me.”
“I do not know why that should
make any difference. It might make it hard.”
“Then you have no love for me?”
“I am afraid not,” said
Dolly gently. “Not what you mean. And
without that, you would not wish for a different answer
from me.”
“Yes, I would!” said he.
“All that would come; but you know your own
business best.”
Dolly thought she did, and the proposition
remained uncontroverted. Therewith the discourse
died; and the miles that remained were made in unsocial
silence. Dolly feared she had given some pain,
but doubted it could not be very great; and she was
glad to have the explanation over. Perhaps the
pain was more than she knew, although Lawrence certainly
was not a desperate wooer; nevertheless, he was disappointed,
and he was mortified, and mortification is hard to
a man. For the matter of that, it is hard to
anybody. It was not till the villa occupied by
the Thayers was close before them that he spoke again.
“Do you expect to stay much longer in Italy?”
“I am afraid not,” Dolly answered.
“I have reason to think Mr.
Copley will not. Indeed, I know as much.
I thought you might like to be informed.”
Dolly said nothing. Her eyes
roved over the beautiful bay, almost with an echo
of Eve’s “Must I then leave thee, Paradise?”
in her heart. The smoke curling up from Vesuvius
caught the light; little sails skimming over the sea
reflected it; the sweetness of thousands of roses and
orange blossoms, and countless other flowers, filled
all the air; it was a time and a scene of nature’s
most abundant and beautiful bounty. Dolly checked
her donkey, and for a few minutes stood looking; then
with a brave determination that she would enjoy it
all as much as she could while she had it, she went
into the house.