To do Mr. Copley justice, he left
the prison very well provided and furnished.
The store closet and pantry were stocked; the house
put in tolerable order, and two maids were taken down.
The old gardener had disappeared, but Dolly declared
she would keep the flowers in order herself.
So for a number of weeks things really went not ill
with them at Brierley. Dolly did keep the flowers
in order, and she did a great many other things; the
chief of which, however, was attending to her mother.
How exquisitely she did this it would take a great
deal of detail to tell. It was shown, or felt
rather, for a great part, in very small particulars.
Not only in taking care of her mother’s wardrobe
and toilette, like the most skilled of waiting-maids;
not only in ordering and providing her meals like
the most dainty of housekeepers; not only in tireless
reading aloud of papers and books, whatever could be
got to interest Mrs. Copley; these were part, but
besides these there were a thousand little touches
a day given to Mrs. Copley’s comfort, that even
herself hardly took any note of. Dolly’s
countenance never was seen to fall in her mother’s
presence, nor her spirits perceived to flag. She
was like the flowers with which she filled the house
and dressed the table; sweet and fresh and cheery
and lovely. And so ministering, and so ministered
to, I cannot say that the life of the mother and daughter
was other than a happy one. If Mrs. Copley was
sensible of a grievous want here and there, which
made her nervous and irritable whenever she thought
of it, the tenderness of Dolly’s soothing and
the contagion of Dolly’s peace were irresistible;
and if Dolly had a gnawing subject of care, which
hurt and pricked and stung her perpetually, a cloud
of fear darkening over her, from the shadow of which
she could not get free; yet the loving care to ward
off both the pain and the fear from her mother, helped
at least to keep her own heart fresh and strong to
bear whatever was coming.
So in their little room, at their
table, or about the flowers in the garden, or sitting
in the honeysuckle porch reading, the mother and daughter
were always together, and the days of late summer and
then of autumn went by sweetly enough. And when
the last roses were gone and the honeysuckle vines
had ceased to send forth their breath of fragrance,
and leaves turned sear, and the winds blew harsh from
the sea, Dolly and Mrs. Copley made themselves all
the snugger in the cottage; and knitting and reading
was carried on in the glow of a good fire that filled
all their little room with brightness. They were
ready for winter; and winter when it came did not
chill them; the household life was warm and busy.
All this while they had the stir of frequent visits
from Mr. Copley, and between whiles the expectation
of them. They were never long; he came and went,
Mrs. Copley said, like a gust of wind, with a rush
and a whistle and a roar, and then was gone, leaving
you to feel how still it was. However, these gusts
of wind brought a great deal of refreshment.
Mr. Copley always came with his hands full of papers;
always had the last London or Edinburgh Quarterly,
and generally some other book or books for his wife
and daughter to delight themselves withal. And
though Dolly was not always satisfied with her father’s
appearance, yet on the whole he gave her no new or
increased occasion for anxiety.
So the autumn and winter went not
ill away. The cottage had no visitors. It
was at some distance from the village, and in the village
there was hardly anybody that would have held himself
entitled to visit there. The doctor was an old
bachelor. The rector took no account of the two
stranger ladies whom now and then his eye roved over
in service time. Truly they were not often to
be seen in his church, for the distance was too far
for Mrs. Copley to walk, unless in exceptionally good
days; when the weather and the footing and her own
state of body and mind were in rare harmony over the
undertaking. There was nobody else to take notice
of them, and nobody did take notice of them; and in
process of time it came to pass, not unnaturally, that
Mrs. Copley began to get tired of living alone.
For though it is extremely pleasant to be quiet, yet
it remains true that man was made a social animal;
and if he is in a healthy condition he craves contact
with his fellows. As the winter wore away, some
impression of this sort seemed to force itself upon
Mrs. Copley.
“I wonder what your father is
dreaming of!” she said one day, when she had
sat for some time looking at Dolly, who was drawing.
“He seems to think it quite natural that you
should live down here at this cottage, year in and
year out, like a toad in a hole; with no more life
or society. We might as well be shut up in a
nunnery, only then there would be more of us.
I never heard of a nunnery with only two nuns.”
“Are you getting tired of it, mother?”
“Tired! that isn’t
the word. I think I am growing stupid, and gradually
losing my wits.”
“We have not been a bit stupid
this winter, mother, dear.”
“We haven’t seen anybody.”
“The family are soon coming
to Brierley House, Mrs. Jersey says. I daresay
you will see somebody then.”
“I don’t believe we shall.
The English don’t like strangers, I tell you,
Dolly, unless they come recommended by something or
other; and there is nothing to recommend
us.”
Mrs. Copley uttered this last sentence
with such a dismal sort of realisation, that Dolly
laughed out.
“You are too modest, mother.
I do not believe things are as bad as that.”
“You will see,” said her
mother. “And I hope you will stop going
to see the housekeeper then.”
“I do not know why I should,” said Dolly
quietly.
However, this question began to occupy
her; not the question of her visiting Mrs. Jersey
or of any one else visiting them; but this prolonged
living alone to which her mother and she seemed to
be condemned. It was not good, and it was not
right; and Dolly saw that it was beginning to work
unfavourably upon Mrs. Copley’s health and spirits.
But London? and a lodging-house? That would be
worse yet; and for a house to themselves in London
Dolly did not believe the means were at hand.
Lately, things had been less promising.
Mr. Copley seemed to be not so ready with his money;
and he did not look well. Yes, he was well, he
said when she asked him; nevertheless, her anxious
eye read the old signs. She had not noticed them
during the winter, or but slightly and rarely.
Whether Mr. Copley had been making a vigorous effort
to be as good as his word and spare Dolly pain; whether
his sense of character had asserted itself, whether
he had been so successful in speculation or play that
he did not need opiates and could do without irritants;
I do not know. There had been an interval.
Now, Dolly began to be conscious again of the loss
of freshness, the undue flush, the weak eyes, the
unsteady mouth, the uneven gait. A stranger as
yet might have passed it all by without notice; Dolly
knew the change from her father’s former quick,
confident movements, iron nerves and muscular activity.
And what was almost worse than all to her, among indications
of his being entered on a downward course, she noticed
that now he avoided her eye; looked at her, but preferred
not meeting her look. I cannot tell how dreadful
this was to Dolly. She had been always accustomed,
until lately, to respect her father and to see him
respected; to look at him as holding his place among
men with much more than the average of influence and
power; he was apt to do what he wished to do, and
also to make other men do it. He was recognised
as a leader in all parties and plans in which he took
any share; Mr. Copley’s word was quoted and
Mr. Copley’s lead was followed; and as is the
case with all such men, his confidence in himself had
been one of his sources of power and means of success.
Dolly had been all her life accustomed to this as
the natural and normal condition of things. Now
she saw that her father had ceased to respect himself.
The agony this revelation brought to Mr. Copley’s
loyal little daughter, it is impossible to tell.
She felt it almost unbearable, shrank from it, would
have closed her eyes to it; but Dolly was one of those
whose vision is not clouded but rather made more keen
by affection; and she failed to see nothing that was
before her.
The ministry Dolly applied to this
new old trouble was of the most exquisite kind.
Without making it obtrusive, she bestowed upon her
father a sort of service the like of which not all
the interest of courts can obtain for their kings.
She was tender of him, with a tenderness that came
like the touch of a soft summer wind; coming and going,
and coming again. It calls for no answer or return;
only it is there with its blessing, comforting tired
nerves and soothing ruffled spirits. Mr. Copley
hardly knew what Dolly was doing; hardly knew that
it was Dolly; when now it was a gentle touch on his
arm, leading him to the tea-table, and now a specially
prepared cup, and Dolly bringing it, and standing
before him smiling and tasting it, looking at him over
it. And Mr. Copley certainly thought at such
times that a prettier vision was not to be seen in
the whole United Kingdom. Another time she would
perch herself upon his knee and stroke back his hair
from his temples, with fingers so delicate it was
like the touch of a fairy; and then sometimes she
would lay her head caressingly down on his shoulder;
and though at such times Dolly could willingly have
broken her heart in weeping, she let Mr. Copley see
nothing but smiles, and suffered scarce so much as
a stray sigh to come to his ear.
“Have you seen anything of the
great people?” he asked one evening, when Dolly
had moved his sudden admiration.
“Do you mean the people at the
House?” his wife said. “No, of course.
Don’t you know, Mr. Copley, you must be great
yourself to have the great look at you.”
“Humph! There are different
ways of being great. I shouldn’t wonder,
now, if you could show Lady Brierley as much as Lady
Brierley could show you in some ways.”
“What extravagant notions you
do have, Frank,” said his wife. “You
are so much of an American, you forget everybody around
you is English.”
“Lady Brierley has been only
a little while come home,” said Dolly. “We
need not discuss her yet.”
And so speaking, Dolly brought out
the Bible. The reading with her mother had become
a regular thing now, greatly helpful to Mrs. Copley’s
good rest, Dolly believed, both by day and night; and
latterly when he had been at the cottage her father
had not run away when she brought her book. Alone
with her mother, Dolly had long since added prayer
to the reading; not yet in her father’s presence.
Her heart beat a little, it cost an effort; all the
same Dolly knew it must now be done. With a grave
little face she brought out her Bible, laid it on the
table, and opened it at the fifth chapter of Matthew.
“Here comes our domestic chaplain!”
said her father. Dolly looked up at him and smiled.
“Then of course you would not
interfere with anything the chaplain does?”
she said.
“Only not preach,” said
her father in the same tone. “I don’t
approve of any but licensed preaching. And that
one need not hear unless one has a mind to.”
“I let the Bible do the preaching,
generally,” said Dolly. “But we do
pray, father.”
“Who?” said Mr. Copley
quickly. “Your mother and you? Everybody
prays, I hope, now and then.”
“We do it now, and then too,
father. Or rather, I do it now, after
reading.”
Mr. Copley made no reply; and Dolly
went on, feeling that the way was open to her, if
it were also a little difficult to tread. She
read part of the chapter, feeling every word through
and through. Alas, alas, alas! The “poor
in spirit,” the “pure in heart,”
the “meek,” where were these?
and what had their blessing to do with the ears to
which she was reading? The “persecuted
for righteousness’ sake,” how
she knew her father and mother would lay that off
upon the martyrs of olden time, with whom and their
way of life, they thought, the present time has nothing
to do! and so, with the persecuted dismiss the meek
and the pure. The blessings referred certainly
to a peculiar set of persons; no one is called on
in these days to endure persecution. Dolly knew
how they would escape applying what they heard to
themselves; and she knew, with her heart full, what
they were missing thereby. She went on, feeling
every word so thrillingly that it was no wonder they
came from her lips with a very peculiar and moving
utterance; that is the way with words that are spoken
from the heart; and although indeed the lovely sentences
might have passed by her hearers, as trite or unintelligible
or obsolete, the inflexions of Dolly’s voice
caught the hearts of both parents and stirred them
involuntarily with an answering thrill. She did
not know it; she did know that they were very still
and listening; and after the reading was done, though
she trembled a little, her own feelings were so roused
that it was not very difficult for Dolly to kneel
down by the table and pray.
But she had only scanty opportunities
of working upon her father in this or in any way;
Mr. Copley’s visits to Brierley, always short,
began now to be more and more infrequent.
As weeks went on and the spring slipped
by, another thing was unmistakable about these visits;
Mr. Copley brought less money with him. Through
the autumn and winter, the needs of the little household
had been indifferently well supplied. Dolly had
paid her servants and had money for her butcher and
grocer. Now this was no longer always the case.
Mr. Copley came sometimes with empty pockets and a
very thin pocket-book; he had forgotten, he said;
or, he would make it all right next time. Which
Dolly found out he never did. Her servants’
wages began to get in arrear, and Dolly herself consequently
into anxious perplexity. She had, she knew, a
little private stock of her own, gained by her likenesses
and other drawings; but like a wise little woman as
she was, Dolly resolved she would not touch it unless
she came to extremity. But what should she do?
Just one thing she was clear upon; she would not
run in debt; she would not have what she could not
pay for. She paid off one servant and dismissed
her. This could not happen without the knowledge
of Mrs. Copley.
“But however are you going to
manage? the latter asked in much concern.
“Honestly, mother. Oh,
and nicely too. You will see. I must be a
poor thing if I could not keep these little rooms
in order.”
“And make beds? and set tables? and wash dishes?”
“I like to set tables.
And what is it to wash two cups and spoons? And
if I make the beds, we shall have them comfortable.”
“Jane certainly had her own
ideas about making beds, and they were different from
mine,” said Mrs. Copley. “But I hate
to have you, Dolly. It will make your hands red
and rough.”
“Nothing does that for my hands,
luckily, mother, dear. Don’t you mind.
We shall get on nicely.”
“But what’s the matter? haven’t
you got money enough?”
“Mother, I won’t have servants that I
cannot pay punctually.”
“Don’t your father give you money to pay
them?”
“He gave me money enough to
pay part; so I pay part, and send the other part away,”
said Dolly gaily.
“I hope he has not got
into speculation again,” said Mrs. Copley.
“I can’t think what he busies himself
about in London.”
This subject Dolly changed as fast
as she could. She feared something worse than
speculation. Whether it were cards, or dice, or
betting, or more business-like forms of the vice,
however, the legitimate consequences were not slow
to come; the supply of money for the little household
down at Brierley became like the driblets of a stream
which has been led off from its proper bed by a side
channel; only a few trickling drops instead of the
full, natural current. Dolly could not get from
her father the means to pay the wages of her remaining
servant. This was towards the beginning of summer.
Dolly pondered now very seriously
what she should do. The lack of a housemaid she
had made up quite comfortably with her own two busy
hands; Mrs. Copley at least had been in particular
comfort, whenever she did not get a fit of fretting
on Dolly’s account; and Dolly herself had been
happy, though unquestionably the said hands had been
very busy. Now what lay before her was another
thing. She could not consult her mother, and
there was nobody else to consult; she must even make
up her mind as to the line of duty the best way she
might; and however the difficulty and even the impossibility
of doing without anybody stared her in the face, it
was constantly met by the greater impossibility of
taking what she could not pay for. Dolly made
up her mind on the negative view of the case; what
she could being not clear, only what she could
not. She would dismiss her remaining servant,
and do the cooking herself. It would be only
for two. And perhaps, she thought, this step
would go further to bring her father to his senses
than any other step she could take.
Dolly, however, went wisely to work.
Quite alone in the house she and her mother could
not be. She went to her friend Mrs. Jersey and
talked the matter over with her; and through her got
a little girl, a small farmer’s daughter, to
come and do the rough work. She let her mother
know as little as possible about the matter; she took
some of her own little stock and paid off the cook,
representing to her mother no more than that she had
exchanged the one helpmeet for the other. But
poor Dolly found presently that she did not know how
to cook. How should she?
“What’s become of all
our good bread?” said Mrs. Copley, a day or two
after the change. “And, Dolly, I don’t
know what you call this, but if it is meant for hash,
it is a mistake.”
Dolly heard in awed silence; and when
dinner and breakfast had seen repeated animadversions
of the like kind, she made up her mind again and took
her measures. She went to her friend Mrs. Jersey,
and asked her to teach her to make bread.
“To make bread!” the good
housekeeper repeated in astonishment. “You,
Miss Dolly? Can that be necessary?”
“Mother cannot eat poor bread,”
said Dolly simply. “And there is nobody
but me to make it. I think I can learn, Mrs. Jersey;
cannot I?”
The tears stood in the good woman’s
eyes. “But, my dear Miss Dolly,”
she began anxiously, “this is a serious matter.
You do not look very strong. Who does the rest
of the cooking? Pardon me for being so bold to
ask; but I am concerned about you.”
Therewith Dolly’s own eyes became
moist; however, it would never do to take that tone;
so she shook off the feeling, and confessed she was
the sole cook in her mother’s establishment,
and that for her mother’s well-doing it was
quite needful that what she eat should be good and
palatable. And Dolly declared she would like to
know how to do things, and be independent.
“You’ve got the realest
sort of independence,” said the housekeeper.
“Well, my dear, come, and I’ll teach you
all you want to know.”
There followed now a series of visits
to the House, in which Mrs. Jersey thoroughly fulfilled
her promise. In the kind housekeeper’s room
Dolly learned not only to make bread and biscuit, and
everything else that can be concocted of flour, but
she was taught how to cook a bit of beefsteak, how
to broil a chicken, how to make omelettes and
salads and a number of delicate French dishes; stews
and soups and ragoûts and no end of comfortable
things. Dolly was in great earnest, therefore
lost not a hint and never forgot a direction; she
was quick and keen to learn; and Mrs. Jersey soon
declared laughingly that she believed she was born
to be a cook.
“And it goes great qualities
to that, Miss Dolly,” she said. “You
needn’t take it as low praise. There are
people, no doubt, that are nothing but cooks;
that’s the fault of something else, I always
believe. Whoever can be a real cook can be something
better if he has a chance and a will.”
“It seems to me, it is just common sense, Mrs.
Jersey.”
“I suppose you are not going
to tell me that that grows on every bush?
Yes, common sense has a great deal to do, no doubt;
but one must have another sort of sense; one must
know when a thing is right; and one must be able to
tell the moment of time when it is right, and then
one must be decided and quick to take it then and not
let it have the other moment which would make it all
wrong. Now, Miss Dolly, I see you know when to
take off an omelette and yet you couldn’t
tell me how you know.”
Dolly’s learning was indeed
by practising with her own hands. One day it
happened that Lady Brierley had come into the housekeeper’s
room to see about some arrangements she was making
for Mrs. Jersey’s comfort. While she was
there, Dolly opened the door from an adjoining light
closet, with her sleeves rolled up to her elbows and
her arms dusted with flour. Seeing somebody whom
she did not know, Dolly retreated, shutting the door
after her.
“Whom have you got there, Mrs.
Jersey?” said the lady, forgetting what she
had come about. “That girl is too handsome
to be among the maids.”
“She’s not among the maids,
my lady. She is not in the house. She only
came to get some instruction from me, which I was very
glad to give her?”
“Of course. That is quite
in your way. But she does not belong in the village,
I think?”
“No, my lady, nor hereabouts
at all, properly. She lives in Brierley Cottage;
she and her mother; I believe the father is there now
and by times, but they live alone mostly, and he is
in London. They have been much better off; and
last year they went travelling all through Europe.
I thought I should never see them again; but here they
are back, and have been for a year.”
“I think I have heard of them. Are they
poor?”
“I am much afraid so, my lady.”
“Would it do any good, Jersey, if I went there?”
“It would be a great kindness, my lady.
I think it might do good.”
The final result of all which was
a visit. It was now full summer; the season had
come into its full bloom and luxuriance. Roses
were opening their sweet buds all around Brierley
Cottage; the honeysuckles made the porch into an arbour;
the garden was something of a wilderness, but a wilderness
of lovely, old-fashioned things. One warm afternoon,
Dolly with a shears in her hand had gone out into
the garden to cut off the full-blown roses, which
to-morrow would shed their leaves; doing a little
trimming by the way, both of rose-bushes and other
things; the wildering of the garden had been so great.
And very busy she was, and enjoying it; “cutting
in” here, and “cutting out” there,
flinging the refuse shoots and twigs carelessly from
her into the walk to be gathered up afterwards.
She was so busy she never heard the roll of carriage
wheels, never heard them stop, nor the gate open; knew
nothing, in fact, but the work she was busy with, till
a slight sound on the gravel near by made her look
round. Then she saw at one glance the lady standing
there in laces and feathers, the carriage waiting
outside the gate, and the servants in attendance around
it. Dolly shook herself free of the roses and
stepped forward, knowing very well who it must be.
A little fresh colour had been brought into her cheeks
by her exercise and the interest in her work; a little
extra flush came now, with the surprise of this apparition.
She was as lovely as one of her own rose-branches,
and the wind had blown her hair about, which was always
wayward, we know, giving perhaps to the great lady
the impression of equal want of training. But
she was very lovely, and the visitor could not take
her eyes off her.
“You are Miss Copley?”
she said. “I have heard Mrs. Jersey speak
of you.”
“Mrs. Jersey is a very kind
friend to me,” said Dolly. “Will Lady
Brierley walk in?”
Mrs. Jersey is her friend, thought
the lady as she followed Dolly into the cottage.
Probably she is just of that level, and my coming is
thrown away. However, she went in. The little
cottage sitting-room was again something of a puzzle
to her; it was not rich, but neither did it look like
anything Mrs. Jersey would have contrived for her own
accommodation. Flowers filled the chimney and
stood in vases or baskets; books lay on one table,
on the other drawing materials; and simple as everything
was, there was nevertheless in everything the evidence,
negative as well as positive, that the tastes at home
there were refined and delicate and cultivated.
It is difficult to tell just how the impression comes
upon a stranger, but it came upon Lady Brierley before
she had taken her seat. Dolly too, the more she
looked at her, puzzled her. She had set down
her basket of roses and thrown off her garden hat,
and now opened the blinds which shaded the room too
much, and took a chair near her visitor. The girl’s
manner, the lady saw, was extremely composed; she
did not seem at all fluttered at the honour done her,
and offered her attentions with a manner of simple
courtesy which was graceful enough but perfectly cool.
So cool, that it rather excited Lady Brierley’s
curiosity, who was accustomed to be a person of great
importance wherever she went. Her eye took in
swiftly the neatness of the room, its plainness, and
yet its expression of life and mental activity; the
work and workbasket on the chair, the bunch of ferns
and amaranthus in one vase, the roses in another, the
violets on the table, the physiognomy of the books,
which were not from the next circulating library,
the drawing materials; and then came back to the figure
seated before her, with the tossed, beautiful hair
and the very delicate, spirited face; and it crossed
Lady Brierley’s mind, if she had a daughter
like that! with the advantages and bringing
up she could have given her, what would she not have
been! And the next thought was, she was glad
that her son was in Russia. Dolly had opened
the window and sat quietly down. She knew her
mother would not wish to be called. Once, months
ago, Dolly had a little hoped for this visit, and
thought it might bring her a pleasant friend, or social
acquaintance at least; now that so long time had passed
since Lady Brierley’s return, with no sign of
kindness from the great house, she had given up any
such expectation; and so cared nothing about the visit.
Dolly’s mind was stayed elsewhere; she did not
need Lady Brierley; and it was in part the beautiful,
disengaged grace of her manner which drew the lady’s
curiosity.
“I did not know Brierley Cottage
was such a pretty place,” she began.
“It is quite comfortable,”
said Dolly. “Now in summer, when the flowers
are out, I think it is very pretty.”
“You are fond of flowers.
I found you pruning your rose-bushes, were you not?”
“Yes,” said Dolly.
“The old man who used to attend to it has left
me in the lurch since we went away. If I did
not trim them, they would go untrimmed. They
do go untrimmed, as it is.”
“Is there no skill required?”
“Oh yes,” said Dolly,
her face wrinkling all up with fun; “but I have
enough for that. I have learned so much.
And pruning is very pretty work. This is not
just the time for it.”
“How can it be pretty? I do not understand.”
“No, I suppose not,” said
Dolly. “But I think it is pretty to cut
out the dead wood which is unsightly, and cut away
the old wood which can be spared, leaving the best
shoots for blossoming the next year. And then
the trimming in of overgrown bushes, so as to have
neat, compact, graceful shrubs, instead of wild, awkward-growing
things it is constant pleasure, for every
touch tells; and the rose-bushes, I believe seem almost
like intelligent creatures to me.”
“But you would not deal with intelligent creatures
so?”
“The Lord does,” said Dolly quietly.
“What do you mean?” said
the lady sharply. “I do not understand your
meaning.”
“I did not mean that all people
were rose-bushes,” said Dolly, with again an
exquisite gleam of amusement in her face.
“But will you not be so good
as to explain? What can you mean, by your
former remark?”
“It is not a very deep meaning,”
said Dolly with a little sigh. “You know,
Lady Brierley, the Bible likens the Lord’s people,
Christians, to plants in the Lord’s garden;
and the Lord is the husbandman; and where He sees
that a plant is growing too rank and wild, He prunes
it cuts it in that it may be
thriftier and healthier and do its work better.”
“That’s a dreadful idea! Where did
you get it?”
“Christ said so,” Dolly
answered, looking now in the face of her questioner.
“Is it a dreadful idea? It does not seem
so to me. He is the husbandman. And I would
not like to be a useless branch.”
“You have been on the Continent
lately?” Lady Brierley quitted the former subject.
“Yes; last year.”
“You went to my old lodging-house
at Sorrento, I think I heard from Mrs. Jersey.
Did you find it comfortable?”
“Oh, delightful!” said
Dolly with a breath which told much. “Nothing
could be nicer, or lovelier.”
“Then you enjoyed life in Italy?”
“Very much. But indeed I enjoyed it everywhere.”
“What gave you so much pleasure?
I envy you. Now I go all over Europe, and find
nothing particular to hold me anywhere. And I
see by the way you speak that it was not so with you.”
“No,” said Dolly, half
smiling. “Europe was like a great, real
fairyland to me. I feel as if I had been travelling
in fairyland.”
“Do indulge me and tell me how
that was? The novelty, perhaps.”
“Novelty is pleasant enough,”
said Dolly, “but I do not think it was the novelty.
Rome was more fascinating the last week than it was
the first.”
“Ah, Rome! there one never gets
to the end of the novelties.”
“It was not that,” said
Dolly shaking her head. “I grew absolutely
fond of the gladiator; and Raphael’s Michael
conquering the dragon was much more beautiful to me
the last time I saw it than ever it was before; and
so of a thousand other things. They seemed to
grow into my heart. So at Venice. The palace
of the doges I did not appreciate it
at first. It was only by degrees that I learned
to appreciate it.”
“Your taste for art has been uncommonly cultivated!”
“No” said Dolly.
“I do not know anything about art. Till
this journey I had never seen much.”
“There is a little to see at
Brierley,” said the lady of the house. “I
should like to show it to you.”
“I should like dearly to see
it again,” said Dolly. “Your ladyship
is very kind. Mrs. Jersey did show me the house
once, when we first came here; and I was delighted
with some of the pictures, and the old carvings.
It was all so unlike anything at home.”
“At home?” said Lady Brierley enquiringly.
“I mean, in America.”
“Novelty again,” said
the lady, smiling, for she could not help liking Dolly.
“No,” said Dolly, “not
that. It was far more than that. It was the
real beauty, and then, it was the tokens
of a family which had had power enough to write its
history all along. There was the power, and the
history; and such a strange breath of other days.
There is nothing like that in America.’’
“Then we shall keep you in England?”
said Lady Brierley still with a pleased smile.
“I do not know,” said
Dolly; but her face clouded over and lost the brightness
which had been in it a moment before.
“I see you would rather return,”
said her visitor. “Perhaps you have not
been long enough here to feel at home with us?”
“I have been here for several
years,” said Dolly. “Ever since I
was fifteen years old.”
“That is long enough to make friends.”
“I have not made friends,”
said Dolly. “My mother’s health has
kept her at home and I have stayed with
her.”
“But, my dear, you are just
at an age when it is natural to want friends and to
enjoy them. In later life one learns to be sufficient
to one’s self; but not at eighteen. I am
afraid Brierley must be sadly lonely to you.”
“Oh no,” said Dolly, with
her sweet gleam of a smile, which went all over her
face; “I am not lonesome.”
“Will you come and see me sometimes?”
“If I can. Thank you, Lady Brierley.”
“You seem to me to be a good
deal of a philosopher,” said the lady, who evidently
still found Dolly a puzzle. “Or is it rather
an artist, that I should say?” glancing
at the drawing-table “I know artists
are very sufficient to themselves.”
“I am neither one nor the other,” said
Dolly, laughing.
“You are not apathetic I
can see that. What is your secret, Miss Copley?”
“I beg your pardon what secret does
your ladyship mean?”
“Your secret of content and
self-reliance. Pardon me but you excite
my envy and curiosity at once.”
Dolly’s look went back to the
fire. “I have no secret,” she said
gravely. “I am not a philosopher. I
am afraid I am not always contented. And yet
I am content,” she added, “with
whatever the Lord gives me. I know it is good.”
Lady Brierley saw tears in the eyes,
which were so singularly wise and innocent at once.
She was more and more interested, but would not follow
Dolly’s last lead. “What do you draw?”
she asked, again turning her head towards the drawing
materials.
“Whatever comes in my way,”
said Dolly. “Likenesses, sometimes; little
bits of anything I like.”
Lady Brierley begged to be shown a
specimen of the likenesses; and forthwith persuaded
Dolly to come and make a picture of herself. With
which agreement the visit ended.
If she had come some months ago, thought
Dolly as she looked after the retreating figure of
her visitor, I should have liked it. She might
have been a friend, and a great help. Now, I don’t
think you can, my lady!