Dolly made her mother’s excuses,
which seemed to her visitor perfectly natural, and
ushered him down to the supper laid in the little kitchen;
Dolly explaining very simply that her mother and she
had lived there since there had been sickness in the
house, and had done so for want of hands to make other
arrangements possible. And Mr. Shubrick seemed
also to find it the most natural thing in the world
to live in the kitchen, and for all that appeared,
had never taken his meals anywhere else in his life.
He did justice to the supper too, which was a great
gratification to Dolly; and lifted the kettle for her
from the hob when she wanted it, and took his place
generally as if he were one of the family. As
for Dolly, there came over her a most exquisite sense
of relief; a glimpse of shelter and protection, the
like of which she had not known since she could hardly
remember when. True, it was transient; it could
not abide; Mr. Shubrick was sitting there opposite
her like some one that had fallen from the clouds,
and whom mist and shadow would presently swallow up
again; but in the meanwhile, what a gleam of light
his presence brought! He would go soon again,
of course; he must; but to have him there in the meantime
was a momentary comfort unspeakable. More than
momentary; he would stay all night. And her mother
would get a night’s sleep. For her own part,
this feeling of rest was already as good as sleep.
Yes, for once, for a little, a strong hand had come
between her and her burdens. Dolly let herself
rest upon it, with an intense appreciation of its strength
and sufficiency.
And so resting, she observed her new
helper curiously. She noticed how entirely he
was the same man she had seen that Christmas Day in
Rome; the same here as there, with no difference at
all. There was the calm of manner that had struck
her then, along with the readiness for action; the
combination was peculiar, and expressed in every turn
of head and hand. Here, in a strange house, he
was as absolutely at ease and unconstrained as if
he had been on the quarterdeck of his own ship.
Is it the habit of command? thought Dolly. But
that does not necessarily give a man ease of manner
in his intercourse with others who are not under his
command. Meanwhile, Mr. Shubrick sat and talked,
keeping up a gentle run of unexciting thoughts, and
apparently as much at home in the kitchen of Brierley
Cottage as if he had lived there always.
“When have you seen Christina?” Dolly
asked.
“Not in some months.”
“Are they at Sorrento yet?”
“No; they spent the winter in
Rome, and this summer they are in Switzerland.
I had a letter from Miss Thayer the other day.
I mean, a few weeks ago.”
It occurred to Dolly that one or the
other of them must be a slack correspondent.
“I almost wonder they could
leave Sorrento,” she remarked.
“They got tired of it.”
“I never get tired of lovely
things,” said Dolly. “The longer I
know them the better pleasure I take in them.
I could have stayed in Venice, it seemed to me, for
years; and Rome I should never have got
away from Rome of my own accord, if duty had not made
me; and then at Naples, I enjoyed it better the last
day than the first. And Sorrento”
“What about Sorrento?”
“Oh, it was you know
what Sorrento is. It was roses and myrtles and
orange blossoms, and the fire of the pomegranate flowers
and the grey of the olives; and the Italian sun, and
the Italian air; and, Mr. Shubrick, you know what
the Mediterranean is, with all its colours under the
shadow of the cliffs and the sunlight on the open sea.
And Vesuvius was always a delightful wonder to me.
And the people were so nice. Sorrento is perfect.”
A soft breath of a sigh came from Dolly’s heart.
“You do not like England so well?”
“No. Oh no! But I
could like England. Mr. Shubrick, my time at Sorrento
was almost without care; and you know that makes a
difference.”
“Would you like to live without care?”
said he.
Dolly looked at him, the question
seemed so strange. “Without anxious care I
should,” she answered.
“That you may, anywhere.”
“How is it possible, sometimes?” Dolly
asked wistfully.
“May I be Yankee enough to answer
your question by another? Is it any relief to
you to have me come in and take the watch for to-night?”
“The greatest,” said Dolly.
“I cannot express to you how great it is; for
mother and I have had it all to do for so long.
I cannot tell you, Mr. Shubrick, in what a strange
lull of rest I have been sitting here since we came
downstairs. I have just let my hands fall.”
“How can you be sure it is safe
to do that?” he said, smiling.
“Oh,” said Dolly, “I
know you will take care; and while you do, I need
not.”
Mr. Shubrick was silent. Dolly pondered.
“Do I know what you mean?” she said.
“I think you do,” he replied.
“Do you remember it is written, ’Casting
your care upon Him, for He careth for you’?”
“And that means, not to care myself?”
“Not anxiously, or doubtfully.
You cannot trust your care to another, and at the
same time keep it yourself.”
“I know all that,” said
Dolly slowly; “or I thought I knew it. How
is it, then, that it is so difficult to get the good
of it?”
“Was it very difficult to trust me?” Mr.
Shubrick asked.
“No,” said Dolly, “because you
know you are not a stranger, Mr. Shubrick. I
feel as if I knew you.”
He lifted his eyes and looked at her;
not regarding the compliment to himself, but with
a steady, keen eye carrying Dolly’s own words
home to her. He did not say a word; but Dolly
changed colour.
“Oh, do you mean that?”
she cried, almost with tears. “Is it because
I know Christ so poorly that I trust Him so slowly?”
“What else can it be? And
you know, Miss Dolly, just that absolute trust is
the thing the Lord wants of us. And you know it
is the thing of all others that we like from one another.
We need not be surprised that He likes it; for we
were made in His image.”
Dolly sat silent, struck and moved
both with sorrow and gladness; for if it were possible
so to lay down care, what more could burden her? and
that she had not done it, testified to more strangeness
and distance on her part towards her best Friend than
she liked to think of. Her musings were interrupted
by Mr. Shubrick.
“Now may I be introduced to Mr. Copley?”
he said.
Dolly was rather doubtful about the
success of this introduction. However, she brought
her mother out of the sick-room, and took Mr. Shubrick
in; and there, in obedience to his desire, left him,
without an introduction; for her father was asleep.
“He will never let him stay
there, Dolly,” said Mrs. Copley. “He
will not bear it at all.” And Dolly waited
and feared and hoped. But the night drew on,
and came down upon the world; Mrs. Copley went to bed,
at Dolly’s earnest suggestion, and was soon fast
asleep, fatigue carrying it over anxiety; and Dolly
watched and listened in vain for sounds of unrest
from her father’s room. None came; the house
was still; the summer night was deliciously mild;
Dolly’s eyelids trembled and closed, and opened,
and finally closed again, not to open till the summer
morning was bright and the birds making a loud concert
of their morning song.
Mr. Shubrick, left alone with his
patient, sat down and waited; reviewing meanwhile
the room and his surroundings. It was a moderate-sized,
neat, pretty room, with one window looking out upon
the garden. The casement was two-leaved, and
one leaf only was part open. The air consequently
was close and hot. And if the room was neat, that
applies only to its natural and normal condition; for
if neatness includes tidiness, it could not be said
at present to deserve that praise. There was
an indescribable litter everywhere, such as is certain
to accumulate in a sick-room if the watchers are not
imbued with the spirit of order. Here were one
or two spare pillows, on so many chairs; over the
back of another chair hung Mr. Copley’s dressing-gown;
at a very unconnected distance from his slippers under
a fourth chair. On still another chair lay a
plate and knife with the remains of an orange; on
the mantelpiece, the rest of the chairs, the tables,
and even the floor, stood a miscellaneous assortment
of cups, glasses, saucers, bottles, spoons, and pitchers,
large and small, attached to as varied an assemblage
of drinks and medicines. Only one medicine was
to be given from time to time, Mr. Shubrick had been
instructed; and that was marked, and he recognised
it; what were all the rest of this assemblage doing
here? Some books lay about also, and papers,
and magazines; here a shawl, there some articles of
female apparel; and a basket of feminine work.
The litter was general, and somewhat disheartening
to a lover of order; Mrs. Copley being one of those
people who have nothing of the sort belonging to them,
and indeed during the most of her life accustomed
to have somebody else keep order for her; servants
formerly, Dolly of late. Mr. Shubrick sat and
looked at all these things, but made no movement,
until by and by his patient awoke. It was long
past sunset now, the room in partial twilight, yet
illumination enough still reflected from a very bright
sky for the two people there to see each what the
other looked like. Mr. Copley used his eyes in
this investigation for a few minutes in silence.
“Who are you?” he inquired abruptly.
“A friend.”
“What friend? You are a friend I don’t
know.”
“That is true; but it will not
be true to-morrow,” Mr. Shubrick said quietly.
“What are you here for?”
“To act the part of a friend,
if you will allow me. I am here to wait upon
you, Mr. Copley.”
“Thank you, I prefer my own
people about me,” said the sick man curtly.
“You may go, and send them, or some of them,
to me.”
“I cannot do that,” said
the stranger, “and you must put up with me for
to-night. Mrs. Copley and your daughter are both
very tired, and need rest.”
“Humph!” said the invalid
with a surprised grunt. “Did they
send you here?”
“No. They permitted me
to come. I take it as a great privilege.”
“You take it before you have
got it. I have not given my leave yet. What
are you doing there?”
“Letting some fresh air in for
you.” Mr. Shubrick was setting wide open
both leaves of the casement.
“You mustn’t do that.
The night air is not good for me. Shut the window.”
“You cannot have any air at
night but night air,” replied Mr. Shubrick,
uttering what a great authority has since spoken, and
leaving the window wide open.
“But night air is very bad.
I don’t want it; do you hear?”
“If you will lie still a minute
or two, you will begin to feel that it is very good.
It is full of the breath of roses and mignonette, and
a hundred other pleasant things.”
“But I tell you that’s
poison!” cried Mr. Copley, beginning to excite
himself. “I choose to have the window shut;
do you hear me, sir? Confound you, I want it
shut!”
The young man, without regarding this
order, came to the bedside, lifted Mr. Copley’s
head and shook up his pillows and laid him comfortably
down again.
“Lie still,” he said,
“and be quiet. You are under orders, and
I am in command here to-night. I am going to
take care of you, and you have no need to think about
it. Is that right?”
“Yes,” said the other,
with another grunt half of astonishment and half of
relief, “that’s right.
But I want the window shut, I tell you.”
“Now you shall have your broth.
It will be ready presently.”
“I don’t want any broth!”
said the sick man. “If you could get me
a glass of wine; that would set
me up. I’m tired to death of these confounded
slops. They are nothing for a man to grow strong
upon. Never would make a man strong never!”
Mr. Shubrick made no answer.
He was going quietly about the room.
“What are you doing?”
said the other presently, watching him.
“Making things ship-shape clearing
decks.”
“What do you know about clearing decks?”
said Mr. Copley.
“I will show you.”
And the sick man watched with languid
amusement to see how, as his new nurse went from place
to place, the look of the room changed. Shawls
and clothing were folded up and bestowed on a chest
of drawers; slippers were put ready for use at the
bedside; books were laid together neatly on the table;
and a small army of cups and glasses and empty vials
were fairly marched out of the room. In a little
while the apartment was in perfect order, and seemed
half as large again. The invalid drew a long
breath.
“You’re an odd one!”
said he, when he caught Mr. Shubrick’s eye again.
“Where did you learn all that? and who are you?
and how did you come here? I have a right to
know.”
“You have a perfect right, and
shall know all about me,” was the answer; “but
first, here is your broth, hot and good.” (Mr.
Shubrick had just received it from the little maid
at the door). “Take this now, and to-morrow,
if you behave well, you shall have something better.”
Mr. Copley suffered himself to be
persuaded, took the broth, and then repeated his question.
“I am Sandie Shubrick, lieutenant
in the United States navy, on board ship ‘The
Red Chief;’ just now on furlough, and in England.”
“What did you come to England for?”
“Business and pleasure.”
“Which do you call this you are about now?”
“Both,” said Mr. Shubrick,
smiling. “Now you may lie still, and keep
the rest of your questions for another time.”
Mr. Copley yielded, and lay looking
at his new attendant, till he dozed off into unconsciousness.
Waking then after a while, hot and restless, his nurse
brought water and a sponge and began sponging his face
and neck and hands; gently and soothingly; and kept
up the exercise until restlessness abated, breaths
of satisfied content came at easy intervals; and finally
Mr. Copley slumbered off peacefully, and knew no more.
When he awoke the sun was shining on the oaks of Brierley
Park. The window was open, as it had been all
night, and by the window sat Mr. Shubrick, looking
out. The sick man eyed him for a while.
“Are you asleep there?”
he said at last, growing impatient of the silence.
Mr. Shubrick got up and came to him.
“Good morning!” said he. “How
have you rested?”
“I believe it’s the best
night I’ve had yet. What were you doing
to me in the night? using a sponge to me, weren’t
you? It put me to sleep. I believe it would
cure a man of a fever, by Jupiter.”
“Not by Jupiter,” said
Mr. Shubrick. “And you must not say such
things while I am here.”
“Why not?” Mr. Copley opened his eyes
somewhat.
“It is no better than counterfeit swearing.”
“Would you rather have the true thing?”
“I never permit either, where I am in authority?”
“Your authority can’t
reach far. You’ve got to take the world
as you find it.”
“I dispute that. You’ve got to take
the world and make it better.”
“What do you do where your authority is not
sufficient?”
“I go away.”
“Look here,” said Mr.
Copley. “Do you call yourself in authority
here?”
“Those are the only terms on
which I could stay,” said Mr. Shubrick, smiling.
“Well, see,” said the
other, “I wish you would stay.
You’ve done me more good than all the doctor
and everybody else before you.”
“I come after them all, remember.”
“I wish you had come before
them. Women don’t know anything. There’s
my wife, she would have let the room get
to be like a Jew’s old clothes shop, and never
be aware of it. I didn’t know what was choking
me so, and now I know it was the confusion. You
belong to the navy?”
“I told you so last evening,”
said Mr. Shubrick, who meanwhile was sponging Mr.
Copley’s face and hands again and putting him
in order generally, so as a sick man’s toilet
might be made.
“By Jupiter! I beg
your pardon I believe I am going to get
over this, after all,” said Mr. Copley “I
am sure I shall, if you’ll stay and help me.”
“I will do it with pleasure.
Now, what are you going to have for your breakfast?”
“But, look here. Why should
you stay with me? I am nothing to you. Who’s
to pay you for it?”
“I do not come for pay; or rather,
I get it as I go along. Make yourself easy, and
tell me about your breakfast.”
“How do you come here?
I don’t know you. Who does know you?”
“I have been a friend of your
friends, Mr. and Mrs. Thayer, for many years.”
“Humph. Ah! Well.
About breakfast, I don’t know what they have
got for me downstairs; some lolypop or other.”
“We’ll do better for you than that,”
said Mr. Shubrick.
The morning meanwhile had come to
the other inmates of the house. Dolly had left
the sofa where she had spent the night, with a glad
consciousness that the night was over and there had
been no disturbance. Her mother had slept all
the night through and was sleeping yet. What
refreshment and comfort it was. What strength
and rest, to think of that kind, calm, strong, resolute
man in her father’s room; somebody that could
be depended upon. Dolly thought Christina ought
to be a happy woman, with always such a hand to support
her all her life long. “And he drinks no
wine,” thought Dolly; “that temptation
will never overtake him; she will never have to be
ashamed of him. He will hold her up, and not
she him. She is happy.”
The worst thing about Mr. Shubrick’s
coming was, that he must go away again! However,
not yet; he would be seen at breakfast first; and to
prepare breakfast was now Dolly’s next care.
Then she got her mother up and persuaded her to make
herself nice and appear at the meal.
“You are never going to bring
him down into the kitchen?” said Mrs. Copley,
horrified, when she got there.
“Certainly, mother; it is no
use trying to make a fuss. I cannot give him
breakfast anywhere else.”
“Then I would let him go to
the village, Dolly, and get his breakfast there.”
“But that would be very inhospitable.
He was here at supper, mother; I don’t think
he was frightened. He knows just how we are situated.”
“He doesn’t know you have nobody to help
you, I hope?”
“How could he help knowing it?
The thing is patent. Never mind, mother; the
breakfast will be good, if the breakfast-room is only
so so. If you do not mind, nobody else will.”
“That you should come to this!”
said Mrs. Copley, sinking into a chair. “My
Dolly! Doing a servant’s work, and for strangers,
and nobody to help or care! And what are we coming
to? I don’t see, for my part. You
are ruined.”
“Not yet,” said Dolly
cheerfully. “If I am, I do not feel like
it. Now, mother, see if you can get Mr. Shubrick
down here before my omelette is ruined; for that is
the greatest danger just at present.”
It was not quite easy to get Mr. Shubrick
down there, however; he demurred very seriously; and
I am afraid the omelette was something the worse before
he came. But then the breakfast was rather gay.
The watcher reported a quiet night, and as he was
much inclined to think, an amended patient.
“Quiet!” echoed Mrs. Copley.
“How could you keep him quiet?”
“I suppose I imagined myself
on board ship,” said the young man, smiling,
“and gave orders, as I am accustomed to do there.
Habit is a great thing.”
“And Mr. Copley minded your orders?”
“That is understood.”
“Well!” ejaculated Mrs.
Copley. “He never would do the least thing
I or Dolly wanted him to do; not the least thing.
He has been giving the orders all along; and
as fidgetty as ever he could be. Fidgetty and
nervous. Wasn’t he fidgetty?”
“No; very docile and peaceable.”
“You must be a wonderful man,” said Mrs.
Copley.
“Habit,” said Mr. Shubrick. “As
I said, it is a great thing.”
“He has been having his own
way all along,” said Mrs. Copley; “and
ordering us about, and doing just the things he ought
not to do. He was always that way.”
“Not the proper way for a sick
room,” said Mr. Shubrick. “You had
better install me as head nurse.”
How Dolly wished they could do that!
As she saw him there at the table, with his quiet
air of efficiency and strength, Dolly thought what
a treasure he was in a sick house; how strong she
felt while she knew he was near. Perhaps Mrs.
Copley’s thoughts took the same turn; she sighed
a little as she spoke.
“You have been very kind, Mr.
Shubrick. We shall never forget it. You
have been a great help. If Mr. Copley would only
get better now”
“I am going to see him better before I go.”
“We could not ask any more help of you.”
“You need not,” and Mr.
Shubrick smiled. “Mr. Copley has done me
the honour to ask me.”
“Mr. Copley has asked you!”
repeated Mrs. Copley in bewilderment. “What?”
“Asked me to stay.”
“To stay and nurse him?”
“Yes. And I said I would. You cannot
turn me away after that.”
“But you have your own business in England,”
Dolly here put in.
“This is it, I think.”
“Your own pleasure, then. You did not come
to England for this.”
“It seems I did,” he said.
“I am off duty, Miss Dolly, I told you; here
on furlough, to do what I like; and there is nothing
else at present that I should like half so well.”
Dolly scored another private mark
here to the account of Mr. Shubrick’s goodness;
and in the ease which suddenly came to her own mind,
felt as if her head were growing light and giddy.
But it was no illusion or dream. Mr. Shubrick
was really there, finishing his breakfast, and really
going to stay and take care of her father; and Dolly
felt as if the tide of their affairs had turned.
So indeed it proved. From that
time Mr. Shubrick assumed the charge of the sick-room,
by night and also by day. He went for a walk to
the village sometimes, and always got his dinner there;
the rest of the time he was at the cottage, attending
to everything that concerned Mr. Copley. Dolly
and her mother were quite put away from that care.
And whether it were the moral force of character,
which acted upon Mr. Copley, or whether it were that
his disorder had really run its length and that a
returning tide of health was coming back to its channels,
the sick man certainly was better. He grew better
from day to day. He had been quiet and manageable
from the first in his new nurse’s hands; now
he began to take pleasure in his society, holding long
talks with him on all possible subjects. Appetite
mended also, and strength was gradually replacing
weakness, which had been very great. Anxiety on
the one score of her father’s recovery was taken
away from Dolly.
Other anxieties remained, and even
pressed harder, when the more immediately engrossing
care was removed. In spite of Mr. Shubrick’s
lecture about casting off care, Dolly found it difficult
to act upon the truth she knew. Her little fund
of money was much reduced; she could not help asking
herself how they were going to live? Would her
father, as soon as he was strong enough, go back to
his former ways and be taken up with his old companions?
and if he did, how much longer could the little household
at Brierley struggle on alone? What had become
of all her father’s property in America, from
which in old time the income had always been more
than sufficient for all their wants and desires?
Was it gone irrevocably? or had only the ready money
accruing from it been swallowed up in speculation
or pleasure? And whence could Dolly get light
on these points, or how know what steps she ought to
take? Could her weakness do anything, in view
of that fact to which her mother had alluded, that
Mr. Copley always took his own way? It was all
utter and dark confusion as she looked forward.
Could Dolly trust and be quiet?
In her meditations another subject
occupied her a good deal. The presence of Sandie
Shubrick was such a comfort that it was impossible
not to think what she would do without him when he
was gone. He was a universal comfort. Since
he had taken charge of the sick-room, the sickness
was disappearing; while he was in command, there was
no rebellion; the affairs of the household worked
smoothly, and Dolly had no need to draw a single long
breath of perplexity or anxiety. The sound of
that even, firm step on the gravel walk or in the hall,
was a token of security; the sight of Mr. Shubrick’s
upright, alert figure anywhere was good for courage
and hope. His resolute, calm face was a light
in the house. Dolly’s thoughts were much
busied with him and with involuntary speculations
about him and Christina. It was almost unavoidable.
She thought, as indeed she had thought before, that
Miss Thayer was a happy woman, to have so much strength
and goodness belonging to her. What a shielded
life hers would be, by this man’s side.
He would never neglect her or prefer his interests
to hers; he would never give her cause to be ashamed
of him; and here Dolly’s lips sometimes quivered
and a hot tear or two forced their way out from under
her eyelids. And how could possibly Christina
so play fast and loose with him, do dishonour to so
much goodness, and put off her consent to his wishes
until all grace was gone out of it? Mr. Shubrick
apparently had made up his mind to this treatment and
was not cast down by it; or perhaps would he, so self-reliant
as he was, be cast down utterly by anything?
I think perhaps Dolly thought too
much about Mr. Shubrick. It was difficult to
help it. He had brought such a change into her
life; he was doing such a work in the house; he was
so very pleasant a companion at those breakfasts and
suppers in the kitchen. For his dinner Mr. Shubrick
persisted in going to the village inn. He said
the walk did him good. He had become in these
few days quite as one of themselves. And now
he would go. Mr. Copley was fast getting well,
and his nurse would go. Dolly could not bear
to think of it.