More than a week passed, and Mr. Copley
was steadily convalescent. He had not left his
room yet, but he needed no longer the steady attendance
of some one bound to minister to his wants. Dolly
was expecting now every day to hear Mr. Shubrick say
he must bid them good-bye; and she took herself a
little to task for caring so much about it. What
was Sandie Shubrick to her, that she should feel such
a heart-sinking at the prospect of his departure?
It was a very wonderful thing that he, Christina Thayer’s
Mr. Shubrick, should have come to help this little
family in its need; it was very astonishing that he
should be there even then, waiting on Dolly Copley’s
sick father; let her be satisfied with this so unexpected
good, and bid him farewell as easily as she had bid
him welcome. But Dolly could not. How could
she? she said to herself. And every time she
saw Mr. Shubrick she feared lest the dreaded words
would fall from his lips. So when he came to her
one afternoon when she was sitting in the porch, her
heart gave a throb of anticipation. However,
he said nothing of going, but remarked how pretty
the sloping ground looked, on the other side of the
little river, with its giant trees and the sunlight
streaming through the branches upon the greensward.
“It is very pretty,” said
Dolly. “The park is beautiful. You
ought to see it” before you go,
she was on the point of saying, but did not say.
“Will you come with me, and
show me what I ought to look at?”
“Now?” said Dolly.
“If it is not too warm for you.
We might take it easily and keep in the shadow of
the trees.”
“Oh, it is not too warm,”
said Dolly; and she ran to fetch her garden hat.
It was not August now; the summer
was past, yet the weather was fit for the height of
summer. Warm, spicy, dry air, showing misty in
the distance like a gossamer veil, and near by a still
glow over everything. The two young people wandered
over the bridge and slowly mounted the bank among
the oaks and beeches, keeping in the shade as much
as might be. There was a glorious play of shadow
and sunlight all over the woodland; and the two went
softly along, hardly disturbing the wild creatures
that looked at them now and then. For the woods
were full of life. They saw a hare cross an opening,
and grey squirrels eyed them from the great oak branches
overhead; and there was a soft hum of insects filling
all the silence. It was not the time of day for
the birds to be merry. Nor perhaps for the human
creatures who slowly passed from tree to tree, avoiding
the spaces of sunlight and summer glow. They
were neither merry nor talked much.
“This is very noble,” said Sandie at last.
“Were you ever in England before, Mr. Shubrick?”
“Yes.”
“Then you have seen many of these fine places
already, perhaps?”
“No, not many. My stay
has been mostly in London; though I did run down a
little into the country.”
“People say we have nothing like this in America.”
“True, I suppose,” said
Sandie. “We are too young a people, and
we have had something else to do.”
“It is like a dream, that anybody
should have such a house and such a place as Brierley,”
Dolly went on. “There is nothing wanting
that one can imagine, for beauty and dignity and delight
of living and luxury of ease. It might be the
Arabian Nights, or fairyland. You must see the
house, with its lovely old carvings, and pictures,
and old, old furniture; and the arms of the family
that built it carved and painted everywhere, on doors
and chairs and mantelpieces.”
“Of the family that built it?”
repeated Mr. Shubrick. “Not the family
that owns it now?”
“No. You see their arms
too, but the others are the oldest. And then it
would take you hours to go through the gardens.
There are different gardens; one, most exquisite,
framed in with trees, and a fountain in the middle,
and all the beds filled with rare plants. But
I do not like anything about the place better than
these trees and greensward.”
“It must be a difficult thing,”
said Sandie meditatively, “to use it all for
Christ.”
Dolly was silent a while. “I
don’t see how it could be used so,”
she said.
The other made no answer. They
went slowly on and on, getting up to the higher ground
and more level going, while the sun’s rays coming
a little more slant as the afternoon declined, gave
an increasing picturesqueness to the scene. Mr.
Shubrick had been for some time almost entirely silent,
when Dolly proposed to stop and rest.
“One enjoys it better so,”
she said. “One has better leisure to look.
And I wanted to talk to you, besides.”
Her companion was very willing, and
they took their places under a great oak, on the swell
of greensward at the foot of it. Ground and grass
and moss were all dry. Dolly sat down and laid
off her hat; however, the proposed “talk”
did not seem to be ready, and she let Mr. Shubrick
wait.
“I wanted to ask you something,”
said she at last. “I have been wanting
to ask you something for a good while.”
There she stopped. She was not
looking at him; she was taking care not to look at
him; she was trying to regard Mr. Shubrick as a foreign
abstraction. Seeing which, he began to look at
her more persistently than hitherto.
“What is it?” he asked, with not a little
curiosity.
“There is nobody else I can
ask,” Dolly went on; “and if you could
give me the help I want, it would be a great thing
for me.”
“I will if I can.”
The young man’s eyes did not
turn away now. And Dolly was an excessively pretty
thing to look at; so taken up with her own thoughts
that she was in no danger of finding out that she was
an object of attention or perhaps admiration.
Her companion perceived this, and indulged his eyes
fearlessly. Dolly’s fair, flushed face was
thin with the work and the care of many weeks past;
the traces of that were plain enough; yet it was delicately
fair all the same, and perhaps more than ever, with
the heightened spirituality of the expression.
The writing on her features, of love and purity, habitual
self-devotion and self-forgetfulness, patience and
sweetness, was so plain and so unconscious, that it
made her a very rare subject of contemplation, and,
as her companion thought, extremely lovely. Her
attitude spoke the same unconsciousness; her dress
was of the simplest description; her brown hair was
tossed into disorder; but dress and hair and attitude
alike were deliciously graceful, with that mingling
of characteristics of child and woman which was peculiar
to Dolly. Lieutenant Shubrick was familiar with
a very diverse type of womanly charms in the shape
of his long-betrothed Miss Thayer. The comparison,
or contrast, might be interesting; at any rate, any
one who had eyes to read this type before him needed
no contrast to make it delightful; and probably Mr.
Shubrick had such eyes. He was quite silent,
leaving Dolly to choose her time and her words at
her own pleasure.
“I know you will,” she
said slowly, taking up his last words; “you
have already; but I am a bad learner. You know
what you said, Mr. Shubrick, the day you came, that
evening when we were at supper, about trusting,
and not taking care?”
“Yes.”
Dolly did not look at him, and went
on. “I do not find that I can do it.”
“Do what?”
“Lay down care. Quite lay it down.”
“It is not easy,” Mr. Shubrick admitted.
“Is it possible, always?
I find I can trust pretty well when I can see at least
a possible way out of difficulties; but when the way
seems all shut up, and no opening anywhere, then I
do not quite lay down care. How can I?”
“There is only one thing that can make it possible.”
“I know you told
me; but how then can I get that? I must be very
far from the knowledge of Christ if that
is what is wanting.”
Dolly’s eyes filled with tears.
“No,” said Mr. Shubrick
gently, “but perhaps it does follow, that you
have not enough of that knowledge.”
“Of course. And how shall
I get it? I can trust when I see some light,
but when I can see none, I am afraid.”
“If I promised to take you home,
I mean, to America, by ways known to me but unknown
to you, could you trust me and take the steps I bade
you.”
I am not justifying Mr. Shubrick.
This was a kind of tentative speech for his own satisfaction;
but he made it, watching for Dolly’s answer
the while. It came without hesitation.
“Yes,” she said.
“I should believe you, if you told me so.”
“Yet in that case you would follow me blindly.”
“Yes.”
“Seeing no light.”
“Yes. But then I know you
enough to know that you would not promise what you
would not do.”
“Thank you. This is by way of illustration.
You would not be afraid?”
“Not a bit. I see what you mean,”
said Dolly, colouring a little.
“Do you think there is anything
friends can give one another, so precious as such
trust?”
“No I suppose not.”
“Is it wonderful, if the Lord wants it of His
children?”
“No. O Mr. Shubrick, I
am ashamed of myself! What is the reason that
I can give it to you, for instance, and not to Him?
Is it just wickedness?”
“It is rather, distance.”
“Distance! Then how shall I get near?”
“Do you know what a question
you are asking me? One of the grandest that a
creature can ask. It is the question of questions.
For, to get near, is to see the Lord’s beauty;
and to see Him is to love Him, and to love with that
absolute confidence. ’Thou wilt keep Him
in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on Thee.’
And, ’This is life eternal, to know thee.’”
“Then how, Mr. Shubrick?”
said Dolly. “How is one to do?” She
was almost tearful in her earnestness. But he
spoke, earnestly enough, yet with a smile.
“There are two sides to the
question. On your side, you must do what you
would do in any case where you wanted to cultivate
a friendship. How would that be?”
Dolly pondered. “I never
put it so to myself,” she said slowly, “and
yet I suppose it must be so. Why, in any such
case I should try to see a great deal of the person
I wanted to make a friend of. I would be in the
person’s company, hear him talk, or hear her
talk, if it was a woman; and talk to her. It
would be the only way we could become known to each
other.”
“Translate, now.”
“Translate?” said Dolly. “You
mean,”
“Apply to the case in hand.”
“You mean,” said Dolly,
“that to study the Bible is to hear the Lord
speak; and to pray, is to speak to Him.”
“To study the Bible with a heart
ready to obey all it finds that is
hearing the Lord speak; and if prayer is telling Him
your thoughts and wishes in your own language, that
is speaking to Him.”
“But it is speaking without an answer.”
“I beg your pardon. It
is speaking without an audible answer; that is all.”
“Then how does the answer come?”
“In receiving what you ask for; in finding what
you seek.”
Dolly brushed away a tear again.
“One needs to take a good deal
of time for all that,” she said presently.
“Can you cultivate a friendship on any other
terms?”
“Perhaps not. This is quite
a new view of the whole matter, Mr. Shubrick.
To me.”
“Common sense. And Bible.”
“Does the Bible speak of it?”
“The Bible speaks of the life
of religion as contained in our knowing God and in
His knowing us.”
“But He, He knows everybody.”
“Not in this way. It is
the sweet knowledge of intimate friendship and relations
of affection. ‘I know thee by name,’
was one of the reasons given why the Lord would grant
Moses’ bold prayer. ’I have called
thee by thy name, thou art Mine,’ is the word
to His people Israel. ’He calleth His own
sheep by name,’ you know it is said of the Good
Shepherd. And ‘they shall all know Me,’
is the promise concerning the Church in Christ.
While, you remember, the sentence of dismissal to the
others will be simply, ‘I know you not.’
And, ’the Lord knoweth them that are His.’”
There was silence; and then Dolly
said, “You said there were two sides to the
question.”
“Yes. Your part we have
talked about; it is to study, and ask, and obey, and
believe. The Lord’s part is to reveal Himself
to you. It is a matter of revelation. You
cannot attain it by any efforts of your own, be they
never so determinate. Therefore your prayer must
be constantly like that of Moses ’I
beseech thee, show me Thy glory.’ And you
see, that makes your part easy, because the other
part is sure.”
“Mr. Shubrick, you are a very
comforting talker!” said Dolly.
“Nay, I am only repeating the Lord’s words
of comfort.”
“So I am to study, and yet study
will not do it,” said Dolly; “and I am
to pray, and yet prayer will not give it.”
“Study will not do it, certainly.
But when the Lord bestows His light, study becomes
illumination. No, prayer does not give it, either;
yet you must ask if yon would have. And Christ’s
promise to one who loves Him and keeps His commandments
is, you recollect it, ’I
will love him and will manifest Myself to him.’”
“That will do, Mr. Shubrick,
thank you,” said Dolly rising. “You
need not say any more. I think I understand.
And I am very much obliged to you.”
Mr. Shubrick made no answer.
They went saunteringly along under the great trees,
rather silent both of them after that. As the
sun got lower the beauty of the wooded park ground
grew more exceeding. All that a most noble growth
of trees could show, scattered and grouped, all that
a most lovely undulation of ground surface could give,
in slope and vista and broken light and shadow, was
gilded here and there with vivid gold, or filled elsewhere
with a sunny, misty glow of vapourous rays, as if
the air were streaming with gold dust among the trees.
All tints and hues of greensward, moss, and fern, under
all conditions of illumination, met their wondering
eyes; and for a while there was little spoken but
exclamations of delight and discussion of beautiful
effects that came under review. They went on so,
from point to point, by much the same way that Dolly
had taken on her first visit to the park; till they
came out as she had done from the thinner part of
the woodland, and stood at the edge of the wide plain
of open greensward which stretched on up to the House.
Here they stood still. The low sun was shining
over it all; the great groups of oaks and elms stood
in full revealed beauty and majesty; and in the distance
the House looked superbly down over the whole.
“There is hardly anything about
Brierley that I like better than this,” said
Dolly. “Isn’t it lovely? I always
delight in this great slope of wavy green ground;
and see how it is emphasised and set off by those
magnificent trees? And the House looks better
from nowhere than from here.”
“It is very noble it
is exceeding beautiful,” Mr. Shubrick assented.
“Now this, I suppose, one could
not see in America,” Dolly went on; “nor
anything like it.”
“America has its own beauties;
doubtless nothing like this. There is the dignity
of many generations here. But, Miss Dolly, as
I said before, it would be difficult to
use all this for Christ.”
“I do not see how it could be
done,” said Dolly. “Mr. Shubrick,
I happen to know, it takes seven or eight thousand
a year or more to keep the place
up. Pounds sterling, I mean; not dollars.
Merely to keep the establishment up and in order.”
“And yet, if I were its owner,
I should find it hard to give up these ancestral acres
and trees, or to cease to take care of them. I
am glad I am a poor man!”
“Give them up?” said Dolly.
“Do you think that would be duty?”
“I do not know. How could
I take seven or eight thousand pounds a year just
to keep up all this magnificence, when the money is
so wanted for the Lord’s work, in so many ways?
When it would do such great things, given to Him.”
“Then, Mr. Shubrick, the world
must be very much mistaken in its calculations.
People would not even understand you, if they heard
you say that.”
“Do you understand me?”
“Oh yes. And yet I cannot
tell you what delight I take in all this, every time
I see it. The feeling of satisfaction seems to
go to my very heart. And so when I am in the
house, and the gardens. Oh, you have
not seen the gardens, nor the House either; and there
is no time to-day. But I do not know that I enjoy
anything much more than this view. Though the
House is delicious, Mr. Shubrick.”
“I can believe it,” he
said, smiling. “You see what reason I have
to rejoice that I am a poor man.”
Dolly thought, poor child, as they
turned and went homeward, she could hardly go so far
as to rejoice that she was a poor woman. Not that
she wanted Brierley; but she did dread possible privation
which seemed to be before her. She feared the
uncertainty which lay over her future in regard to
the very necessaries of life; she shrank a little from
the difficulty and the struggle of existence, which
she knew already by experience. And then, Mr.
Shubrick, who had been such a help and had made such
a temporary diversion of her troubled thoughts, would
be soon far away; she had noticed that he did not
speak of some other future opportunity of seeing the
house and gardens, when she remarked that it was too
late to-day. He would be going soon; this one
walk with him was probably the last; and then the
old times would set in again. Dolly went along
down among the great oaks and beeches, down the bank
now getting in shadow, and spoke hardly a word.
And Mr. Shubrick was as silent as she, probably as
busy with his own thoughts. So they went, until
they came again in sight of the bridge and the little
river down below them, and a few steps more would
have brought the cottage into view.
“We have come home fast,”
said Mr. Shubrick. “Do you think we need
go in and show ourselves quite yet? Suppose we
sit down here under this tree for a few minutes again,
and enjoy all we can.”
Dolly knew it must be approaching
the time for her to see about supper; but she could
not withstand the proposal. She sat down silently
and took off her hat to cool herself.
“I come here very often,”
she said, “to get a little refreshment.
It is so pleasant, and so near home.”
“You call Brierley ‘home.’
Have you accepted it as a permanent home?”
“What can we do?” said
Dolly. “Mother and I long to go back to
America we cannot persuade father.”
“Miss Dolly, will you excuse
me for remarking that you wear a very peculiar watch-chain,”
Mr. Shubrick said next, somewhat irrelevantly.
“My watch-chain! Oh, yes,
I know it is peculiar,” said Dolly. “For
anything I know, there is only one in the world.”
“May I ask, whose manufacture it is?”
“It was made by somebody a
sort of a friend, and yet not a friend either somebody
I shall never see again.”
“Ah? How is that?”
“It is a great while ago,”
said Dolly. “I was a little girl. At
that time I was at school in Philadelphia, and staying
with my aunt there. O Aunt Hal! how I would like
to see her! The girls were all taken one
day to see a man-of-war lying in the river; our schoolmistress
took us; it was her way to take us to see things on
the holidays; and this time it was a man-of-war; a
beautiful ship; the ‘Achilles.’ My
chain is made out of some threads of a cable on board
the ‘Achilles.’”
“You did not make it?”
“No, indeed. I could not,
nor anybody else that I know. The manufacture
is exquisite. Look at it,” said Dolly, putting
chain and watch in Mr. Shubrick’s hand.
“But somebody must have made
it,” said the young officer, examining the chain
attentively.
“Yes. It was odd enough.
The others were having lunch; I could not get into
the little cabin where the table was set, the place
was so full; and so I wandered away to look at things.
I had not seen them half enough, and then one of the
young officers of the ship found me he was
a midshipman, I believe and he was very
good to me. He took me up and down and round
and about; and then I was trying to get a little bit
of a piece off a cable that lay coiled up on the deck
and could not, and he said he would send me a piece;
and he sent me that.”
“Seems strong,” said Mr.
Shubrick, still examining the chain.
“Oh, it is very strong.”
“This is a nice little watch. Deserves
a better thing to carry it.”
“Better!” cried Dolly,
stretching out her hand for the chain. “You
do not appreciate it. I like this better than
any other. I always wear this. Father gave
me a very handsome gold chain; he was of your opinion;
but I have never had it on. This is my cable.”
She slipped the chain over her neck as she spoke.
“What makes you think you will never see the
maker of the cable again?”
“Oh, that is a part of the story
I did not tell you. With the chain came a little
note, asking me to say that I had received it, and
signed ‘A. Crowninshield.’ I
can show you the note. I have it in my work-box
at home. Do you know anybody of that name in the
navy, Mr. Shubrick?”
“Midshipman?”
“He might not be a midshipman now, you know.
That is nine years ago.”
“True. I do not know of
a Lieutenant Crowninshield in the navy and
I am sure there is no captain of that name.”
“That is what I thought,”
said Dolly. “I do not believe he is alive.
Whenever I saw in the papers mention of a ship of the
navy in port, I used to go carefully over the lists
of her officers; but I never could find the name of
Crowninshield.”
Mr. Shubrick here produced his pocket-book,
and after some opening of inner compartments, took
out a small note, which he delivered to Dolly.
Dolly handled it at first in blank surprise, turned
it over and over, finally opened it.
“Why, this is my note!”
she cried, very much confounded. “My own
little note to that midshipman. Here is my name.
And here is his name. How did you get it, Mr.
Shubrick?” she asked, looking at him. But
his face told her nothing.
“It was given to me,” he said.
“By whom?”
“By the messenger that brought it from you.”
“The messenger? But you you you are
somebody else!”
Mr. Shubrick laughed out.
“Am I?” said he. “Well, perhaps, though
I think not.”
“But you are not that midshipman?”
“No. I was he, though.”
“Your name, your name is not Crowninshield?”
“Yes. That is one of my
names. Alexander Crowninshield Shubrick, at your
service.”
Dolly looked at him, like a person
awake from a dream, trying to read some of the remembered
linéaments of that midshipman in his face.
He bore her examination very coolly.
“Why Oh, is it possible
you are he?” cried Dolly with an odd accent of
almost disappointment, which struck Mr. Shubrick, but
was inexplicable. “Why did you not sign
your true name?”
“Excuse me. I signed my true name, as far
as it went.”
“But not the whole of it. Why didn’t
you?”
“I had a reason. I did not wish you to
trace me.”
“But please, why not, Mr. Shubrick?”
“We might say, it was a boy’s folly.”
“I shall not say so,”
said Dolly, tendering the note back. “I
daresay you had some reason or other. But I cannot
somehow get my brain out of a whirl. I thought
you were somebody else! Here is your note,
Mr. Shubrick. I cannot imagine what made you
keep it so long.”
His hand did not move to receive the note.
“I have been keeping it for
this time,” he answered. “And now,
I do not want to keep it any longer, Miss Dolly, unless unless
I may have you too.”
Dolly looked at him now with a face
of startled inquiry and uneasiness. Whether she
were more startled or incredulous of what she heard,
it would be impossible to say. The expression
in her eyes grew to be almost terror. But Mr.
Shubrick smiled a little as he met them.
“I kept the note, for I always
knew, from that time, that I should marry that little
girl, if ever I could find her, and if she
would let me.”
Dolly’s face was fairly blanched.
“But you belong to somebody else,”
she said.
“No,” said he, “I
beg your pardon. I belong to nobody in the world,
but myself. And you.”
“Christina told me”
“She told you true,” said
Mr. Shubrick quite composedly. “There was
a connection subsisting between us, which, while it
lasted, bound us to each other. It happened,
as such things happen; years ago we were thrown into
each other’s company, in the country, when I
was home on leave. My home was near hers; we
saw a great deal of each other; and fancied that we
liked each other more than the fact was, or rather
in a different way. So we were engaged; on my
part it was one of those boyish engagements which
boys frequently form before they know their own minds,
or what they want. On the other side you can see
how it was from the circumstances of the case.
Christina did not care enough about me to want to
be married; she always put it off; and I was not deeply
enough concerned to find the delay very hard to bear.
And then, when I saw you in Rome that Christmas time,
I knew immediately that if ever in the world I married
anybody, it would be the lady that wore that chain.”
“But Christina?” said
Dolly, still with a face of terrified trouble.
Was then Mr. Shubrick a traitor, false to his engagements,
deserting a person to whom, whether willingly or not,
he was every way bound? He did not look like
a man conscious of dishonourable dealing, of any sort;
and he answered in a voice that was both calm and unconcerned.
“Christina and I are good friends,
but not engaged friends any more. Will you read
that?”
He handed Dolly another letter as
he spoke, and Dolly, bewildered, opened it.
“Ischl, May 6, 18 .
“DEAR SANDIE, “You
are quite ridiculous to want me to write this letter,
for anybody that knows you, knows that whatever you
say is the truth, absolutely unmixed and unvarnished.
Your word is enough for any statement of facts, without
mine to help it. However, since you will have
it so, here I am writing.
“But really it is very awkward.
What do you wish me to say, and how shall I say it?
You want a testimony, I suppose. Well, then, this
is to certify, that you and I are the best friends
in the world, and mean to remain so, in spite of the
fact that we once meant to be more than friends, and
have found out that we made a mistake. Yes, it
was a mistake. We both know it now. But
anybody may be mistaken; it is no shame, either to
you or me, especially since we have remedied the error
after we discovered it. Really, I am in admiration
of our clear-sightedness and bravery, in breaking
loose, in despite of the trammels of conventionality.
But you never were bound by those trammels, or any
other, except what you call ‘duty.’
So I herewith declare you free, that is
what you want me to say, is it not? free
with all the honours, and with the full preservation
of my regards and high consideration. Indeed,
I do not believe I ever shall hold anybody else in
quite such high consideration; but perhaps that
very fact made me unfit to be anything but your friend.
I am afraid you are too good for me, in stern earnest;
but I have a notion that will be no disadvantage to
you in certain other sweet eyes that I know; the goodness,
I mean, not anything else.
“We are here, at this loveliest
of lovely places; but we have got enough of it, and
are going to spend some weeks in the Tyrol. I
suppose I know where to imagine you, at least
part of the summer. And you will know where to
imagine me next winter, when I tell you that in the
fall the probability is that I shall become Mrs. St.
Leger. You may tell Dolly. Didn’t
I remark to her once that she and I had better effect
an exchange? Funny, wasn’t it? However,
for the present I am, as I have long been, your very
sincere friend, CHRISTINA THAYER.”
Dolly read the letter and stared at
it, and finally returned it without raising her eyes.
And then she sat looking straight before her, while
her face might be likened to the evening sky when the
afterglow is catching the clouds. From point
to point the flush catches, cloud after cloud is lighted
up, until under the whole heaven there is one crimson
glow. Dolly was not much given to blushing, she
was not at all wont to be a prey to shyness; what
had come over her now? When Lawrence St. Leger
had talked to her on this very same subject, she had
been able to answer him with scarcely a rise of colour
in her cheeks; with a calm and cool exercise of her
reasoning powers, which left her fully mistress of
the situation and of herself. She had not been
disturbed then, she had not been excited. What
was the matter now? For Dolly was overtaken by
an invincible fit of shyness, such as never had visited
her in all her life. I do not think now she knew
that she was blushing; according to her custom, she
was not self-conscious; what she was conscious of,
intensely, was Mr. Shubrick’s presence, and an
overwhelming sense of his identity with the midshipman
of the “Achilles.” What that
had to do with Dolly’s shyness, it might be
hard to tell; but her sweet face flushed till brow
and neck caught the tinge, and the eyelids fell over
the eyes, and Dolly for the moment was mistress of
nothing. Mr. Shubrick looking at her, and seeing
those lovely flushes and her absolute gravity and
silence, was in doubt what it might mean. He
thought that perhaps nobody had ever spoken to her
on such a subject before; yet Dolly was no silly girl,
to be overcome by the mere strangeness of his words.
Did her silence and gravity augur ill for him? or
well? And then, without being in the least a coxcomb,
it occurred to him that her excessive blushing told
on the hopeful side of the account. He waited.
He saw she was as shy as a just caught bird; was she
caught? He would not make so much as a movement
to startle her further. He waited, with something
at his heart which made it easier every moment for
him to wait. But in the nature of the case, waiting
has its limits.
“What are you going to do about
it?” he inquired at length, in a very gentle
manner. “Give me my note back again, with
the conditions?”
Dolly did nothing of the kind.
She held the note, it is true, and looked at it, but
without making any movement to restore it to its owner.
So decided an action did not seem at the moment possible
to her. She looked at the little note, with the
prettiest sort of embarrassment, and presently rose
to her feet. “I am sure it is time to have
supper,” she said, “and they cannot do
anything at home till I come.”
Mr. Shubrick rose too and followed
Dolly, who set off unceremoniously down the bank towards
the bridge. He followed her, half smiling, and
wholly impatient. Yet though a stride or two would
have brought him alongside of her, he would not make
them. He kept behind, and allowed her to trip
on before him, which she did with a light, hasty foot,
until they neared the little gate of the courtyard
belonging to the house. Then he stepped forward
and held the gate open for her to enter, not saying
a word. Dolly passed him with the loveliest shy
down-casting of her eyelids, and went on straight
into the house. He saw the bird was fluttering
yet, but he thought he was sure of her.