Dolly threw off her hat and went down
to the kitchen premises. Mr. Shubrick repaired
to the sick-room and relieved Mrs. Copley. That
lady, descending to the lower part of the house, found
Dolly very busy with the supper-table, and apparently
much flushed with the hot weather.
“Your father’s getting well!” she
said with a sigh.
“That’s good news, I am sure, mother.”
“Yes, it’s
good news,” Mrs. Copley repeated doubtfully;
“but it seems as if everything good in this
world had a bad side to it.”
Dolly stood still. “What’s the matter?”
she said.
“Oh, he’s so uneasy.
As restless end fidgetty as a fish out of water.
He is contented with nothing except when Mr. Shubrick
is near him; he behaves quietly then, at least, however
he feels. I believe it takes a man to manage
a man. Though I never saw a man before that could
manage your father. He laughs at it, and says
it is the habit of giving orders.”
“Who laughs at it?”
“Mr. Shubrick, to be sure.
You don’t suppose your father owns to minding
orders? But he does mind, for all that. What
will become of us when that young man goes away?”
“Why, mother?”
“My patience, Dolly! what have
you done to heat yourself so! Your face is all
flushed. Do keep away from the fire, or you’ll
certainly spoil your complexion. You’re
all flushed up, child.”
“But father, what about father?”
“Oh, he’s just getting
ready to take his own head, as soon as Mr. Shubrick
slips the bridle off. He’s talking of going
up to town already; and he will go, I know, as soon
as he can go; and then, Dolly, then I
don’t know what will become of us!”
Mrs. Copley put her hands over her
face, and the last words were spoken with such an
accent of forlorn despair, that Dolly saw her mother
must have found out or divined much that she had tried
to keep from her. She hesitated with her answer.
Somehow, the despair and the forlornness had gone
out of Dolly’s heart.
“I hope I think there
will be some help, mother.”
“Where is it to come from?”
said Mrs. Copley sharply. “We are as alone
as we can be. We might as well be on a desert
island. Now you have sent off Mr. St. Leger oh,
how obstinate children are! and how little they know
what is for their good!”
This subject was threadbare.
Dolly let it drop. It may be said she did that
with every subject that was started that evening.
Mr. Shubrick at supper made brave efforts to keep
the talk a going; but it would not go. Dolly
said nothing; and Mrs. Copley in the best of times
was never much help in a conversation. Just now
she had rather a preoccupied manner; and I am by no
means certain that, with the superhuman keenness of
intuition possessed by mothers, she had not begun to
discern a subtle danger in the air. The pressure
of one fear being removed, there was leisure for any
other to come up. However, Mr. Shubrick concerned
himself only about Dolly’s silence, and watched
her to find out what it meant. She attended to
all her duties, even to taking care of him, which
to be sure was one of her duties; but she never looked
at him. The same veil of shy grace which had
fallen upon her in the wood, was around her still,
and tantalised him.
Nor did he get another chance to speak
to her alone through the next two days that passed;
carefully as he sought for it. Dolly was not to
be found or met with, unless sitting at the table behind
her tea-urn and with her mother opposite. Mr.
Shubrick bided his time in a mixture of patience and
impatience. The latter needs no accounting for;
the former was half brought about and maintained by
the exquisite manner of Dolly’s presentation
of herself those days. The delicate, coy grace
which invested her, it is difficult to describe it
or the effect of it. She was not awkward, she
was not even embarrassed, the least bit in the world;
she was grave and fair and unapproachable, with the
rarest maidenly shyness, which took the form of the
rarest womanly dignity. She was grave, at least
when Mr. Shubrick saw her; but watching her as he
did narrowly and constantly, he could perceive now
and then a slight break in the gravity of her looks,
which made his heart bound with a great thrill.
It was not so much a smile as a light upon her lips;
a play of them; which he persuaded himself was not
unhappy. The loveliness of the whole manifestation
of Dolly during those two days, went a good way towards
keeping him quiet; but naturally it worked two ways.
And human patience has limits.
The second day, Mr. Shubrick’s
had given out. He came in from his walk to the
village, bringing Mrs. Copley something she had commissioned
him to get from thence; and found both ladies sitting
at a late dinner. And not the young officer’s
eyes alone marked the sudden flush which rose in Dolly’s
cheeks when he appeared, and the lowered eyelids as
he stood opposite her.
“We began to review the park,
the other day,” he said, eyeing her steadily.
“Can we have another walk in it this afternoon,
Miss Dolly? The first was so pleasant.”
“I shouldn’t think you’d
go pleasuring just now, Dolly, when your father wants
you,” said Mrs. Copley. “You have
seen hardly anything of him lately. I should
think you would go and sit with him this afternoon.
I know he would like it.”
Whether this arrangement was agreeable
to the present parties concerned, or either of them,
did not appear. Of course the most decorous acquiescence
was all that came to light. A little later, Mr.
Shubrick himself, being thus relieved from duty, quitted
the house and strolled down to the bridge and over
it into the park; and Dolly slowly went upstairs to
her father’s room. It was true, she had
been there lately less than usual; but there had been
a reason for that. Her conscience was not charged
with any neglect.
Mr. Copley seemed sleepily inclined;
and after a word or two exchanged with him Dolly began
to go round the room, looking to see if anything needed
her ordering hand. Truly she found nothing.
Coming to the window, she paused a moment in idle
wistfulness to see how the summer sunshine lay upon
the oaks of the park. And standing there, she
saw Mr. Shubrick, slowly going over the bridge.
She turned away and went on with her progress round
the room.
“What are you about there, Dolly?”
Mr. Copley called to her.
“Just seeing if anything wants my attention,
father.”
“Nothing does, I can tell you.
The room is all right, and everything in it.
I’ve been kept in order, since I have had a naval
officer to attend upon me.”
“Don’t I keep things in order, father?”
“If you do, your mother don’t.
She thinks that anywhere is a place, and that one
place is as good as another.”
“Mother seems to think I have
neglected you lately. Have you missed me?”
“Missed you! no. I have
had care and company. Where did you pick up that
young man, Dolly?”
“I, father? I didn’t pick him up.”
“How came he here, then? What brought him?”
“I don’t know,” said Dolly.
“Would you like to have me read to you?”
“No, child. Shubrick reads
to me and talks to me. He’s capital company,
though he’s one of your blue sort.”
“Father! He is not blue, nor am I. Do you
think I am blue?”
“Sky blue,” said her father. “He’s
navy blue. That’s the difference.”
“I do not understand the difference,”
said Dolly, half laughing.
“Never mind. What have you done with Mr.
Shubrick?”
“I?” said Dolly, aghast.
“Yes. Where is he?”
“Oh! I believe, mother sent him into
the park.”
“Sent him into the park? What for?”
“I do not mean that she sent
him,” said Dolly, correcting herself in some
embarrassment; “I mean, that she sent me up here,
and he went into the park.”
“I wish he’d come back,
then. I want him to finish reading to me that
capital article on English and European politics.”
“Can I finish it?”
“No, child. You don’t
understand anything about the subject. Shubrick
does. I like to discuss things with him; he’s
got a clear head of his own; he’s a capital
talker. When is he going?”
“Going where, father?”
“Going away. He can’t
stay here for ever, reading politics and putting my
room in order. How long is he going to stay?”
“I do not know.”
“Well when he goes
I shall go! I shall not be able to hold out here.
I shall go back to London. I can’t live
where there is not a man to speak to some time in
the twenty-four hours. Besides, I can do nothing
here. I might as well be a cabbage, and a cabbage
without a head to it.”
“Are we cabbages?” asked Dolly at this.
“Mother and I?”
“Cabbage roses, my dear; cabbage roses.
Nothing worse than that.”
“But even cabbage roses, father, want somebody
to take care of them.”
“I’ll take care of you. But I can
do it best in London.”
“Then you do not want me to
read to you father?” Dolly said after a pause.
“No, my dear, no, my dear.
If you could find that fellow Shubrick I
should like him.”
And Mr. Copley closed his eyes as
if to sleep, finding nothing worthy to occupy his
waking faculties. Dolly sat by the window, looking
out and meditating. Yes, Mr. Shubrick would be
going away, probably soon; his furlough could not
last always. Meanwhile, she had given him no
answer to his questions and propositions. It was
rather hard upon him, Dolly felt; and she had a sort
of yearning sympathy towards her suitor. A little
impatience seized her at being shut up here in her
father’s room, where he did not want her, and
kept from the walk in the park with Mr. Shubrick,
who did want her. He wanted her very much, Dolly
knew; he had been waiting patiently, and she had disappointed
every effort he made to get speech of her and see
her alone, just because she was shy of him and of
herself. But it was hardly fair to him, after
all, and it could not go on. He had a right to
know what she would say to his proposition; and she
was keeping him in uneasiness, (to put it mildly),
Dolly knew quite well. And now, when could she
see him? when would she have a chance to speak to
him alone, and to hear all that she yet wanted to
hear? but indeed Dolly now was thinking not so much
of what she wanted as of what he wanted; and
her uneasiness grew. He might be obliged to go
off suddenly; officers’ orders are stubborn
things; she might have no chance at all, for aught
she knew, after this afternoon. She looked at
her father; he had dozed off. She looked out
of the window; the afternoon sun, sinking away in the
west, was sending a flood of warm light upon and among
the trees of the park. It must be wonderfully
pretty there! It must be vastly pleasant there!
And there, perhaps, Mr. Shubrick was sitting at this
moment on the bank, wishing for her, and feeling impatiently
that his free time was slipping away. Dolly’s
heart stirred uneasily. She had been very shy
of him; she was yet; but now she felt that he had
a right to his answer. Something that took the
guise of conscience opposed her shy reserve and fought
with it. Mr. Shubrick had a right to his
answer; and she was not treating him well to let him
go without it.
Dolly looked again at her father.
Eyes closed, breathing indicative of gentle slumber.
She looked again over at the sunlit park. It was
delicious over there, among its sunny and shadowy glades.
Perhaps Mr. Shubrick had walked on, tempted by the
beauty, and was now at a distance; perhaps he had
not been tempted, and was still near, up there among
the trees, wanting to see her.
Dolly turned away from the window
and with a quick step went downstairs. She met
nobody. Her straw flat was on the hall table;
she took it up and went out; through the garden, down
to the bridge, over the bridge, with a step not swift
but steady. Mr. Shubrick had a right to his answer,
and she was simply doing what was his due, and there
might be no time to lose. She went a little more
slowly when she found herself in the park; and she
trembled a little as her eye searched the grassy openings.
She was not quite so confident here. But she went
on.
She had not gone very far before she
saw him; under the same oak where they had sat together;
lying on his elbow on the turf and reading. Dolly
started, but then advanced slowly, after that one minute’s
check and pause. He was reading; he did not see
her, and he did not hear her light footstep coming
up the bank; until her figure threw a shadow which
reached him. Then he looked up and sprang up;
and perhaps divining it, met Dolly’s hesitation,
for, taking her hands he placed her on the bank beside
his open book; which book, Dolly saw, was his Bible.
But her shyness had all come back. The impression
made by the thought of a person, when you do not see
him, is something quite different from the living
and breathing flesh and blood personality. Mr.
Shubrick, on the other hand, was in a widely different
mood; which Dolly knew, I suppose, though she could
not see.
“This is unlooked-for happiness,”
said he, throwing himself down on the bank beside
her. “What have you done with Mr. Copley?”
“Nothing. He did not want
me. He asked me what I had done with Mr. Shubrick?
I think you have spoiled him.” Dolly spoke
without looking at her companion, be it understood,
and her breath came a little short.
“And what are you going to do
with Mr. Shubrick?” her companion said, not
in the tone of a doubtful man, lying there on the bank
and watching her.
But Dolly found no words. She
could not say anything, well though she recognised
Mr. Shubrick’s right to have his answer.
Her eyes were absolutely cast down; the colour on
her cheek varied a little, yet not with the overwhelming
flushes of the other day. Dolly was struggling
with the sense of duty, the necessity for action, and
yet she could not act. She had come to the scene
of action, indeed, and there her bravery failed her;
and she sat with those delicate lights coming and going
on her cheek, and the brown eyes hidden behind the
sweep of the lowered eyelashes; most like a shy child.
Mr. Shubrick could have smiled, but he kept back the
smile.
“You know,” he said in
calm, matter-of-fact tones, that met Dolly’s
sense of business, “my action must wait upon
your decision. If you do not let me stay, I must
go, and that at once. What do you want me to
do?”
“I do not want you to go,” Dolly breathed
softly.
Silently Mr. Shubrick held out his
hand. As silently, though frankly, Dolly put
hers into it. Still she did not look at him.
And he recognised what sort of a creature he was dealing
with, and had sense and delicacy and tact and manliness
enough not to startle her by any demonstration whatever.
He only held the little hand, still and fast, for
a space, during which neither of them said anything;
then, however, he bent his head over the hand and
kissed it.
“My fingers are not accustomed
to such treatment,” said Dolly, half laughing,
and trying hard to strike into an ordinary tone of
conversation, though she left him the hand. “I
do not think they ever were kissed before.”
“They have got to learn!” said her companion.
Dolly was silent again. It was
with a great joy at her heart that she felt her hand
so clasped and held, and knew that Mr. Shubrick had
got his answer and the thing was done; but she did
not show it, unless to a nice observer. And a
nice observer was by her side. Yet he kept silence
too for a while. It was one of those full, blessed
silences that are the very reverse of a blank or a
void; when the heart’s big treasure is too much
to be immediately unpacked, and words when they come
are quite likely enough not to touch it and to go
to something comparatively indifferent. However,
words did not just that on the present occasion.
“Dolly, I am in a sort of amazement
at my own happiness,” Mr. Shubrick said.
Dolly could have answered, so was
she! but she did not. She only dimpled a little,
and flushed.
“I have been waiting for you
all these years,” he went on; “and now
I have got you!”
Dolly’s dimples came out a little
more. “I thought you did not wait,”
she remarked.
Mr. Shubrick laughed. “My
heart waited,” he said. “I made a
boy’s mistake; and I might have paid a man’s
penalty for it. But I had always known that you
and no other would be my wife, if I could find you.
That is, if I could persuade you; and somehow I never
allowed myself to doubt of that. I did not take
such a chance into consideration.”
“But I was such a little child,” said
Dolly.
“Ay,” said he; “that was it.
You were such a little child.”
“But you must have been a very
extraordinary midshipman, it seems to me.”
“By the same rule you must have been a very
extraordinary little girl.”
They both laughed at that.
“I suppose we were both extraordinary,”
said Dolly; “but, really, Mr. Shubrick, you
know very little about me!”
His answer to that was to kiss again the hand he held.
“What do you know of me?”
“I think I know a great deal about you,”
said Dolly softly.
“You have a great deal to learn.
Wouldn’t you like to begin by hearing how Miss
Thayer and I came to an understanding?”
“Oh, yes, yes! if you please,”
said Dolly, extremely glad to get upon a more abstract
subject of conversation.
“I owe that to myself, perhaps,”
Mr. Shubrick went on; “and I certainly owe it
to you. I told you how I got into my engagement
with her. It was a boyish fancy; but all the
same, I was bound by it; and I should have been legally
bound before now, only that Christina always put off
that whenever I proposed it. I found too that
the putting it off did not make me miserable.
Dolly, the case is going to be different this time!”
“You mean,” said Dolly
doubtfully, “it is going to make you
miserable?”
“No! I mean, you are not going to put me
off.”
“Oh, but!” said Dolly
flushing, and stopped.
“I have settled that point in
my own mind,” he said, smiling; “it is
as well you should know it at once. So
time went by, until I went to spend that Christmas
Day in Rome. After that day I knew nearly all
that I know now. Of course it followed, that
I could not accept the invitation to Sorrento, when
you were expected to be there. I could not venture
to see you again while I was bound in honour to another
woman. I stayed on board ship, those hot summer
days, when all the officers that could went ashore.
I stayed and worked at my problem what I
was to do.”
He paused and Dolly said nothing.
She was listening intently, and entirely forgetting
that the sunlight was coming very slant and would
soon be gone, and that home and supper were waiting
for her managing hand. Dolly’s eyes were
fixed upon another hand, which held hers, and her
ears were strained to catch every word. She rarely
dared glance at Mr. Shubrick’s face.
“I wonder what counsel you would
have given me?” he went on, “if
I could have asked it of you as an indifferent person, which
you were.”
“I don’t know,”
said Dolly. “I know what people think”
“Yes, I knew what people think,
too; and it a little embarrassed my considerations.
However, Dolly, I made up my mind at last to this; that
to marry Christina would be acting a lie; that I could
not do that; and that if I could, a lie to be acted
all my life long would be too heavy for me. Negatively,
I made up my mind. Positively, I did not know
exactly how I should work it. But I must see Christina.
And as soon as affairs on board ship permitted, I
got a furlough of a few days and went to Sorrento.
I got there one lovely afternoon, about three weeks
after you had gone. Sea and sky and the world
generally were flooded with light and colour, so as
I have never seen them anywhere else, it seems to
me. You know how it is.”
“Yes, I know Sorrento,”
said Dolly. But just then, an English bank under
English oaks seemed as good to the girl as ever an
Italian paradise. That, naturally, she did not
show. “I know Sorrento,” she said
quietly.
“And you know the Thayers’
villa. I found Christina and Mr. St. Leger sitting
on the green near the house, under an orange tree symbolical;
and the air was sweet with a thousand other things.
I felt it with a kind of oppression, for the mental
prospect was by no means so delicious.”
“No,” said Dolly.
“And sometimes that feeling of contrast makes
one very keen to see all the lovely things outside
of one.”
“Do you know that?” said Mr. Shubrick.
“Yes. I know it”
“One can only know it by experience.
What experience can you have had, my Dolly, to let
you feel it?”
Dolly turned her eyes on him without
speaking. She was thinking of Venice at midnight
under the moon, and a sail, and a wine-shop. Tell
him? No, indeed, never!
“You are not ready to let me
know?” said he, smiling. “How long
first must it be?”
“It isn’t anything you
need know,” said Dolly, looking away. But
with that the question flashed upon her, would he
not have to know? had he not a right? “Please
go on,” she said hurriedly.
“I can go on now easier than
I could then,” he said with a half laugh.
“I sat down with them, and purposely brought
the conversation upon the theme of my trouble.
It came quite naturally, apropos of a case of
a broken engagement which was much talked of just
then; and I started my question. Suppose one
or the other of the parties had discovered that the
engagement was a mistake? They gave it dead against
me; all of them; Mrs. Thayer had come out by that
time. They were unanimous in deciding that pledges
made must be kept, at all hazards.”
“I think that is the general view,” said
Dolly.
“It is not yours?”
“I never thought much about
it. But I think people ought always and everywhere
to be true. That is nothing to kiss my hand
for,” Dolly added with the pretty flush which
was coming and going so often this afternoon.
“You will let me judge of that.”
“I didn’t think you were that sort of
person.”
“What sort of person?”
“One of those that kiss hands.”
“Shall I choose something else to kiss, next
time?”
But Dolly looked so frightened that
Mr. Shubrick, laughing, went back to his story.
“We were at Sorrento,”
he said. “You can suppose my state of mind.
I thought at least I would take disapprobation piecemeal,
and I asked Christina to go out on the bay with me.
You have been on the bay of Sorrento about sun-setting?”
“Oh yes, many a time.”
“I did not enjoy it at first.
I hope you did. I think Christina did. It
was the fairest evening imaginable; and my oar, every
stroke I made, broke and shivered purple and golden
waters. It was sailing over the rarest possible
mosaic in which the pattern was constantly shifting.
I studied it, while I was studying how to begin what
I had to do. Then, after a while, when we were
well out from shore, I lay on my oars, and asked Miss
Thayer whether she were sure that her judgment was
according to her words, in the matter we had been
discussing at the house? She asked what I meant.
I put it to her then, whether she would choose to
marry a man who liked another woman better than he
did herself?
“Christina’s eyes opened a little, and
she said ‘Not if she knew it.’
“‘Then you gave a wrong verdict up there,’
I said.
“‘But that was about what
the man should do,’ she replied.
’If he has made a promise, he must fulfil it.
Or the woman, if it is the woman.’
“‘Would not that be doing a wrong to the
other party?’
“‘How a wrong?’
said Christina. ’It would be keeping a promise.
Every honourable person does that.’
“’What if it be a promise
which the other side no longer wishes to have kept?’
“‘You cannot tell that,’
said Christina. ’You cannot know. Probably
the other side does wish it kept.’
“I reminded her that she had
just declared she, in the circumstances, would
not wish it; but she said, somewhat illogically, ’that
it made no difference.’
“I suggested an application of the golden rule.”
“Yes,” said Dolly; “I
think that rule settles it. I should think no
woman would let a man marry her who, she knew, liked
somebody else better.”
“And no man in his senses no
good man,” said Sandie, “would have
a woman for his wife whose heart belonged to another
man; or, leaving third parties out of the question,
whose heart did not belong to him. I said
something of this to Christina. She answered me
with the consequences of scandal, disgrace, gossip,
which she said attend the breaking off of an engagement.
In short, she threw over all my arguments. I
had to come to the point. I asked her if she would
like to marry me, if she knew that I liked
somebody else better?
“She opened her eyes at me.
‘Do you, Sandie?’ she said. And I
told her yes.
“‘Who?’ she asked
as quick as a flash. And I knew then that her
heart was safe,” Mr. Shubrick added with a smile.
“I told her frankly, that ever since Christmas
Day, I had known that if I ever married anybody it
would be the lady I then saw with her.
“‘Dolly!’ she cried. ‘But
you don’t know her, Sandie.’”
Mr. Shubrick and Dolly both stopped to laugh.
“I am sure that was true. And I should
think unanswerable,” said Dolly.
“It was not true. Do you think it is true
now?”
“Well, you know me a little better, but I should
think, not much.”
“Shows how little you can tell
about it. By the same reasoning, I suppose you
do not know me much?”
“No,” said Dolly.
“Yes, I do! I know you a great deal, in
some things. If I didn’t”
she flushed up.
“We both know enough to begin
with; is that it? Do you remember, that evening,
Christmas Eve, how you sat by the corner of the fireplace
and kept quiet, while Miss Thayer talked?”
“Yes.” Dolly remembered it very well.
“You wore a black dress, and
no ornaments, and the firelight shone on a cameo ring
on your hand, and on your face, and the curls of your
hair, and every now and then caught this,” said
Mr. Shubrick, touching Dolly’s chain. “Christina
talked, and I studied you.”
“One evening,” said Dolly.
“One evening; but I was reading
what was not written in an evening. However,
I left Christina’s objection unanswered though
I do not allow that it is unanswerable; and waited.
She needed a little while to come to her breath.”
“Poor Christina!” said Dolly.
“Not at all; it was poor Sandie,
if anybody. I do not think Christina suffered,
more than a little natural and very excusable mortification.
She never loved me. I had guessed as much before,
and I was relieved now to find that I had been certainly
right. But she needed a little while to get her
breath, nevertheless. She asked me if I was serious?
then, why I did not tell her sooner? I replied
that I had had a great fight to fight before I could
make up my mind to tell her at all.
“And then, as I judge, she
had something of a fight to go through. She turned
her face away from me, and sat silent. I did not
interrupt her; and we floated so a good while on the
coloured sea. I do not believe she knew what
the colours were; but I did, I confess. I had
got a weight off my mind. The bay of Sorrento
was very lovely to me that evening. After a good
while, Christina turned to me again, and I could see
that she was all taut and right now. She began
with a compliment to me.”
“What was it?” Dolly asked.
“Said I was a brave fellow, I believe.”
“I am sure I think that was true.”
“Do you? It is harder to be false than
true, Dolly.”
“All the same, it takes bravery sometimes to
be true.”
“So Christina seemed to think.
I believe I said nothing; and she went on, and added
she thought I had done right, and she was much obliged
to me.”
“That was like Christina,” said Dolly.
“‘But you are bold,’ she said again,
‘to tell me!’
“I assured her I had not been bold at all, but
very cowardly.
“‘What do you expect people will say?’
“I told her I had been concerned
only and solely with the question of how she herself
would take my disclosure; what she would say, and how
she would feel.
“She was silent again.
“‘But, Sandie,’
she began after a minute or two which were not yet
pleasant minutes to either of us, ’I
think it was very risky. It’s all right,
or it will be all right, I believe, soon, but
suppose I had been devotedly in love with you?
Suppose it had broken my heart? It hasn’t but
suppose it had?’”
“Yes,” said Dolly. “You could
not know.”
“I think I knew,” said
Mr. Shubrick. “But at any rate, Dolly, I
should have done just the same. ‘Fais
que dois, advienne que pourra,’
is a grand old motto, and always safe. I could
not marry one woman while I loved another. The
question of breaking hearts does not come in.
I had no right to marry Christina, even to save her
life, if that had been in danger. But happily
it was not in danger. She did shed a few tears,
but they were not the tears of a broken heart.
I told her something like what I have been saying
to you.
“‘But Dolly!’ she
said. ’You do not know her, you do not even
know her.’ That thought seemed to
weigh on her mind.”
“What could you say to it?” said Dolly.
“I said nothing,” Mr.
Shubrick answered, smiling. “Then Christina
went on to remark that Miss Copley did not know me;
and that possibly I had been brave for nothing.
I still made no answer; and she declared she saw it
in my face, that I was determined it should not
be for nothing. She wished me success, she added;
but ’Dolly had her own way of looking at things.’”
Dolly could not help laughing.
“So that is my story,” Mr. Shubrick concluded.
“And, oh, look at the light,
look at the light!” said Dolly, jumping up.
“Where will mother think I and supper are!”
“She thinks probably that you are in Mr. Copley’s
room.”
“No, she knows I am not; for she is sure to
be there herself.”
“Then I will go straight to
them, while you bring up arrears with supper.”
“And Christina will marry Mr.
St. Leger!” said Dolly, while she flushed high
at this suggestion. “Yet I am not surprised.”
“Is it a good match?”
“The world would say so.”
“I am not,” said
Sandie, “according to the same judgment.
I am not rich, Dolly. By and by I will tell you
all I have. But it is enough for us to live upon
comfortably.”
Nobody had ever seen Dolly so shy
and blushing and timid as she was now, walking down
the bank by Mr. Shubrick’s side. It was
a bit of the same lovely manifestation which he had
been enjoying for a day or two with a little alloy.
It was without alloy that he enjoyed it now.