It was near dark by the time they
got home, and Matilda was tired. Tea and lights
and rest were very pleasant; and after tea she sat
down on a cushion by Mrs. Laval’s side, while
Norton told over the doings of the day.
“Which room will Matilda have,
mamma, in New York?” Norton asked.
“I don’t know. Why are you anxious?”
“We want south windows for our plants.”
“She shall have a south window,”
said Mrs. Laval fondly. “And I have had
a letter from your grandmother, Norton. I think
I shall go to town next week.”
“Before December!” cried
Norton. “Hurra! That is splendid.
After we get into December and I am going to school,
the days and the weeks get into such a progress that
they trip each other up, and I don’t know where
I am. And there’s Christmas. Mamma,
don’t send Pink to school! Let me teach
her.”
“I don’t think you know
very well where you are now,” said his mother
smiling. “What will you do with your own
lessons?”
“Plenty of time,” said
Norton. “Too much time, in fact. Mamma,
I don’t think Pink would enjoy going to school.”
“We will see,” Mrs. Laval
said. “But there is something else Pink
would enjoy, I think. You have not got your allowance
yet, Matilda. Have you a purse, love? or a porte-monnaie,
or anything?”
“O yes, ma’am! Don’t
you remember, ma’am, you gave me your
pocket book? a beautiful red morocco one, with a sweet
smell?”
“No,” said Mrs. Laval laughing.
“It was before the sickness O,
long ago; you gave it to me, with money in it, for
Lilac lane.”
“Is the money all gone?”
“It is all gone,” said
Matilda; “for you remember, Mrs. Laval, Norton
and I had a great many things to get for that poor
woman and her house. It took all the money.”
“You had enough?”
“O yes, ma’am; Norton helped.”
“Well then you have a pocket
book; that will serve to hold your future supplies.
I shall give you the same as I give Norton, five dollars
a month; that is fifteen dollars a quarter. Out
of that you will provide yourself with boots and shoes
and gloves; you may consult your own taste, only you
must be always nice in those respects. Here is
November’s five dollars.”
“Mamma, November is half out,” said Norton.
“Matilda has everything to get;
she has to begin without such a stock as you have
on hand.”
“Mamma, you will give her besides
for her Christmas presents, won’t you?”
“Certainly. As I do you.”
“How much will you give her,
mamma? For I foresee we shall have a great deal
of work to attend to in New York stores before Christmas;
and Matilda will naturally want to know how much she
has to spend.”
“She can think about it,”
said Mrs. Laval smiling. “You do not want
your Christmas money yet.”
“We shall get into great trouble,”
said Norton with a mock serious face. “I
foresee I shall have so much advising to do and
to take that it lies like a weight on me.
I can’t think how Pink will settle things in
her mind. At present she is under the impression
that she must not keep more than one pair of boots
at a time.”
“You want several, my darling,”
said Mrs. Laval, “for different uses and occasions.
Don’t you understand that?”
“Yes ma’am, I always did”
Matilda would have explained, but
Norton broke in. “She thinks two overcoats
at once is extravagant, mamma; I ought to give one
of them away.”
Matilda wanted to say that Norton
was laughing, and yet what he said was partly true.
She held her peace.
“You do not really think that,
my darling,” said Mrs. Laval, putting her arm
round Matilda, and bending down her face for a kiss.
“You do not think that, do you?”
It was very difficult to tell Mrs.
Laval what she really did think. Matilda hesitated.
“Don’t you see,”
said the lady, laughing and kissing her again, “don’t
you see that Norton wants two overcoats just as much
as he wants one? The one he wears every day to
school would not be fit to go to church in. Hey?”
said Mrs. Laval with a third kiss.
“Mamma, there are reasons against
all that; you do not understand,” said Norton.
“It’s very hard to say,”
Matilda spoke at length, rousing herself; for her
head had gone down on Mrs. Laval’s lap.
“May I say exactly what I do mean?”
“Certainly; and Norton shall not interrupt you.”
“I don’t want to interrupt her,”
said Norton. “It is as good as a book.”
“What is it, my love?”
Matilda slipped off her cushion and
kneeling on the rug, with her hands still on Mrs.
Laval’s lap, looked off into the fire.
“The Bible says” she
began and checked herself. The Bible was not such
authority there. “I was only thinking Ma’am,
you know how many poor people there are in the world?”
“Yes, dear.”
“She doesn’t,” said Norton.
“People that have no overcoats
at all, nor under coats neither, some of them.
I was thinking if all the people
who have plenty, would give half to the people who
have nothing, there would be nobody cold or miserable;
I mean, miserable from that.”
“Yes, there would, my darling,”
said Mrs. Laval. “People who are idle and
wicked, and won’t work and do not take care of
what they have, they would be poor if we were to give
them, not half but three quarters, of all we have.
It would be all gone in a week or two; or a month or
two.”
Matilda looked at Mrs. Laval.
“But the poor people are not always wicked?”
“Very often. Industrious
and honest people need never suffer.”
That would alter the case, Matilda
thought. She sat back on her cushion again and
laid her head down as before. But then, what meant
the Bible words; “He that hath two coats, let
him impart to him that hath none; and he that hath
meat, let him do likewise”? The Bible could
not be mistaken. Matilda was puzzled with the
difficult question; and presently the warm fire and
her thoughts together were too much for her.
The eyelids drooped over her eyes; she was asleep.
Mrs. Laval made a sign to Norton to keep quiet.
Her own fingers touched tenderly the soft brown locks
of the head which lay on her lap; but too softly to
disturb the sleeper.
“Mamma,” said Norton softly, “isn’t
she a darling?”
“Hush!” said Mrs. Laval. “Don’t
wake her.”
“She is perfectly fast asleep,”
said Norton. “She don’t sham sleeping
any more than awake. Mamma, how will grandmamma
like her?”
“She cannot help it,” said Mrs. Laval.
“Aunt Judy won’t,”
said Norton. “But mamma, she is twenty times
prettier than Judith Bartholomew.”
“She is as delicate as a little wood flower,”
said Mrs. Laval.
“She has more stuff than that,”
said Norton; “she is stiff enough to hold her
head up; but I’ll tell you what she is like.
She is like my Penelope hyacinth.”
“Your Penelope hyacinth!” Mrs. Laval echoed.
“Yes; you do not know it, mamma.
It is not a white hyacinth; just off that; the most
delicate rose pearl colour. Now Judy is like a
purple dahlia.”
“Matilda is like nothing that
is not sweet,” said Mrs. Laval fondly, looking
at the little head.
“Well, I am sure hyacinths are
sweet,” said Norton. “Mamma, will
you let me teach her?”
“You will not have time.”
“I will. I have plenty of time.”
“What will you teach her?”
“Everything I learn myself if you
say so.”
“Perhaps she would like better to go to school.”
“She wouldn’t,” said Norton.
“She likes everything that I say.”
“Does she!” said his mother
laughing. “That is dangerous flattery,
Norton.”
“Her cheeks are just the colour
of the inside of a pink shell,” said Norton.
“Mamma, there is not a thing ungraceful about
her.”
“Not a thing,” said Mrs. Laval. “Not
a movement.”
“And she is so dainty,”
said Norton. “She is just as particular
as you are, mamma.”
“Or as my boy is,” said
his mother, putting her other hand upon his bright
locks. “You are my own boy for that.”
“Mamma,” Norton went on, “I want
you to give Pink to me.”
“Yes, I know what that means,”
said his mother. “That will do until you
get to school and are going on skating parties every
other day; then you will like me to take her off your
hands.”
Norton however did not defend himself.
He kissed his mother, and then stooped down and kissed
the sleeping little face on her lap.
“Mamma, she is so funny!”
he said. “She actually puzzles her head
with questions about rich and poor people, and the
reforms there ought to be in the world; and she thinks
she ought to begin the reforms, and I ought to carry
them on. It’s too jolly.”
“It will be a pleasure to see her pleasure in
New York.”
“Yes, won’t it! Mamma,
nobody is to take her first to the Central Park but
me.”
The questions about rich and poor
were likely to give Matilda a good deal to do.
She had been too sleepy that night to think much of
anything; but the next day, when she was putting her
five dollars in her pocket-book, they weighed heavy.
“And this is only for November,”
she said to herself; “and December’s five
dollars will be here directly; and January will bring
five more. Fifteen. How many shoes and boots
must I get for that time?”
Careful examination shewed that she
had on hand one pair of boots well worn, another pair
which had seen service as Sunday boots, but were quite
neat yet, and one pair of nice slippers. The worn
boots would not do to go out with Mrs. Laval, nor
anywhere in company with Matilda’s new pelisse.
“They will only do to give away,” she concluded.
They would have seen a good deal of service in Shadywalk,
if she had remained there with her aunt Candy; Mrs.
Laval was another affair. One pair for every
day and one pair for best, would do very well, Matilda
thought. Then gloves? She must get some gloves.
How many?
She went to Mr. Cope’s that
very afternoon, and considered all the styles of gloves
he had in his shop. Fine kid gloves, she found,
would eat up her money very fast. But she must
have them; nothing else could be allowed to go to
church or anywhere in company with Mrs. Laval, and
even Norton wore nothing else when he was dressed.
Matilda got two pair, dark brown and dark green; colours
that she knew would wear well; though her eyes longed
for a pair of beautiful tan colour. But besides
these, Matilda laid in some warm worsted gloves, which
she purposed to wear in ordinary or whenever she went
out by herself. She had two dollars left, when
this was done. The boots, Mrs. Laval had told
her, she was to get in New York; she could wait till
December for them.
And now everybody was in a hurry to
get to New York. The house was left in charge
of the Swiss servants. The grey ponies were sent
down the river by the last boat from Rondout.
Matilda went to see Mrs. Eldridge once, during these
days of bustle and expectancy; and the visit refreshed
all those questions in her mind about the use of money
and the duties of rich people. So much work a
little money here had done! It was not like the
same place. It was a humble place doubtless, and
would always be that; but there was cozy warmth instead
of desolation; and comfortable tidiness and neatness
instead of the wretched condition of things which
had made Matilda’s heart sick once; and the poor
woman herself was decently dressed, and her face had
brightened up wonderfully. Matilda read to her,
and came away glad and thoughtful.
The farewell visit was paid at the
parsonage the last thing; and on the first of December
the party set out to go to the new world of the great
city. It was a keen, cold winter’s day;
the sky bleak with driving grey clouds; the river
rolling and turbulent under the same wind that sped
them. Sitting next the window in the car, where
she liked to sit, Matilda watched it all with untiring
interest; and while she watched it, she thought by
turns of Mr. Richmond’s words the evening before.
Matilda had asked him how she should be sure to know
what was right to do always? Mr. Richmond advised
her to take for her motto those words “Whatsoever
ye do, in word or deed, do all in the name of the
Lord Jesus;” and to let every question
be settled by them. He said they would settle
every one, if she was willing they should. And
now as Matilda sat musing, she believed they would;
but a doubt came up, if she lived by that
rule, and all around her without exception went by
another rule, how would they get along? She was
obliged to leave it; she could not tell; only the
doubt came up.
It seemed a long way to New York.
After Poughkeepsie had been some time left behind,
Matilda began to think it was time to hear about the
end of the journey; but Norton told her they were
only in the Highlands. Matilda watched the changing
shores, brown and cold-looking, till the hills were
left behind, and the river took a look she was more
accustomed to. Still Norton only laughed at her,
when she appealed to him; they were not near
New York, he said; it was Haverstraw bay. It
seemed to take a great while to pass that bay and Tappan
Sea. Then Norton pointed out to her the high
straight line of shore on the opposite side of the
river. “Those are the Palisades, Pink,”
he said; “and when you see the Palisades come
to an end, then New York is not far off.”
But it seemed as if the Palisades
would never come to an end, in Matilda’s tired
fancy. She was weary of the cars by this time,
and eager for the sight of the new strange place where
her life was to be for so long. And the cars
sped on swiftly, and still the straight line of the
Palisades stretched on too. At last, at last,
that straight line shewed signs of breaking down.
“Yes,” said Norton, to
whom Matilda pointed this out, “we’ll
soon be in now, Pink.”
Matilda roused up, to use her eyes
with fresh vigilance. She noticed one or two
places where carts and men were busy, seemingly, with
the endeavour to fill up the North river; at least
they were carrying out loads of earth and dumping
it into the water. She was tired of talking by
this time, and waited to ask an explanation till the
roar of the car-wheels should be out of her ears.
They came to scattered buildings; then the buildings
seemed less scattered; then the train slackened its
wild rate of rushing on, and Matilda could better see
what she was passing. They were in a broad street
at last, broader than any street in Shadywalk.
But it was dismal! Was this New York? Matilda
had never seen such forlorn women and children on
the sidewalks at home. Nor ever so much business
going on there. Everybody was busy, except one
or two women lounging in a doorway. Carts, and
builders, and hurried passers by; and shops and markets
and grocery stores in amazing numbers and succession.
But with a sort of forlornness about them. Matilda
thought she would not like to have to eat the vegetables
or the meat she saw displayed there.
Then came the slow stopping of the
cars; and the passengers turned out into the long
shed of the station house. Here Norton left them,
to go and find the carriage; while Matilda lost herself
in wonder at the scene. So many people hurrying
off, meeting their friends, hastening by in groups
and pairs, and getting packed into little crowds; such
numbers of coachmen striving for customers at the doors,
with their calls of “Carriage, sir?” “Carriage,
ma’am?” pattering like hail. It was
wonderful, and very amusing. If this was only
the station house of the railway, and the coming in
of one train, Matilda thought New York must be a very
large place indeed. Presently Norton came back
and beckoned them out, through one of those clusters
of clamorous hackney coachmen, and Matilda found herself
bestowed in the most luxurious equipage she had ever
seen in her life. Surely it was like nothing but
the appointments of fairy land, this carriage.
Matilda sunk in among the springs as if they had been
an arrangement of feathers; and the covering of the
soft cushions was nothing worse than satin, of dark
crimson hue. Nothing but very handsome dresses
could go in such a carriage, she reflected; she would
have to buy an extremely neat pair of boots to go
with the dresses or the carriage either. It was
Mrs Lloyd’s carriage; and Mrs. Lloyd was Mrs.
Laval’s mother.
The carriage was the first thing that
took Matilda’s attention; but after that she
fell to an eager inspection of the houses and streets
they were passing through. These changed rapidly,
she found. The streets grew broad, the houses
grew high; groceries and shops were seldomer to be
seen, and were of much better air; markets disappeared;
carmen and carts grew less frequent; until at
last all these objectionable things seemed to be left
behind, and the carriage drew up before a door which
looked upon nothing that was not stately. Up and
down, as far as Matilda could see, the street was clean
and splendid. She could see this in one glance,
almost without looking, as she got out of the carriage,
before Norton hurried her in.
She felt strange, and curious; not
afraid; she knew the sheltering arms of her friends
would protect her. It was a doubtful feeling,
though, with which she stepped on the marble floor
of the hall and saw the group which were gathered
round Mrs. Laval. What struck Matilda at first
was the beautiful hall, or room she would have called
it, though the stairs went up from one side; its soft
warm atmosphere; the rustle of silks and gleam of
colours, and the gentle bubbling up of voices all
around her. But she stood on the edge of the group.
Soon she could make more detailed observations.
That stately lady in black silk and
lace shawl, she was Mrs. Laval’s mother; she
heard Mrs. Laval call her so. Very stately, in
figure and movement too; a person accustomed to command
and have her own way, Matilda instinctively felt.
Now she had her arms round Norton; she was certainly
very fond of him. The lady with lace in her gleaming
hair, and jewels at her breast, and the dress of crimson
satin falling in rich folds all about her, sweeping
the marble, that must be Mrs. Laval’s sister.
She looked like a person who did not do anything and
had not anything she need do, like Mrs. Laval.
Then this girl of about her own age, with a very bright
mischievous face and a dress of sky blue, Matilda
knew who she must be; would they like each other, she
questioned? And then she had no more time for
silent observations; Norton called upon her, and pulled
her forward into the group.
“Grandmamma, you have not seen
her,” he cried; “you have not seen one
of us. This is mamma’s pet, and my darling.”
It was evident the boy’s thought was of “daughter”
and “sister,” but that a tender feeling
stopped his tongue. Mrs. Lloyd looked at Matilda.
“I have heard of her,” she said.
“Yes, but you must kiss her. She is one
of us.”
“She is mine,”
said Mrs. Laval meaningly, putting both arms around
Matilda and drawing her to her mother.
The stately lady stooped and kissed
the child, evidently because she was thus asked.
“Grandmamma, she is to have
half my place in your heart,” said Norton.
“Will you give it up to her?” Mrs. Lloyd
asked.
“It is just as good as my having it,”
said Norton.
Perhaps he would have presented Matilda
then to his aunt, but that lady had turned off into
the drawing room; and the travellers mounted the stairs
with Mrs. Lloyd to see their apartments and to prepare
for dinner. The ladies went into a large room
opening from the upper hall; Norton and the girl Matilda
had noticed went bounding up the second flight of
stairs.
Mrs. Laval lay down on a couch, and
said she would have a cup of tea before dressing.
While she took it, Mrs. Lloyd sat beside her and the
two talked very busily. Matilda, left to herself,
put off her coat and hat and sat down at the other
side of the fire, for a fire was burning in the grate,
and pondered the situation. The house was like
a palace in a fairy tale, surely, she thought.
Her eyes were dazzled with the glimmer from gildings
and mirrors and lamps hanging from the ceilings.
Her foot fell on soft carpets. The hangings of
the bed were of blue silk. The couches were covered
with rich worsted work. Pictures made the walls
dainty. Beautiful things which she could not examine
yet, stood on the various tables. It immediately
pressed on Matilda’s attention, that to be of
a piece with all this elegance and not out of place
among the people inhabiting there, she had need to
be very elegant herself. The best dress in her
whole little stock was the brown merino she had worn
to travel in. She had thought it very elegant
in Shadywalk; but how did it look alongside of Miss
Judy’s blue silk? Matilda had nothing better,
at any rate. She glanced down at her boots, to
see how they would do. They were her best Sunday
boots. They were neat, she concluded. They
wanted a little brushing from dust; then they would
do pretty well. But she did not think they were
elegant. The soles of them were rather too thick
for that. At this point her attention was drawn
to what was saying at the other side of the fire.
“Do the children dine with us?”
“To-day.”
“Not in ordinary?”
“It is bad for the boys; puts
them out. One o’clock suits them a great
deal better. And six is a poor hour for children
always. And with company of course it is impossible;
and that makes irregularity; and that is bad.”
“I suppose it is best so,”
said Mrs. Laval with half a sigh. “What
room is Matilda to have, mother?”
“Matilda? O, your
new child. You want her to have a room to herself?”
“Yes.”
“I will let her have the little
front corner room, if you like. There is room
enough.”
“That will do,” said Mrs.
Laval. “Come, darling, let us go upstairs
and look at it. Then you will begin to feel at
home.”
She sprang off the sofa, and taking
Matilda’s hand they mounted together the second
flight of stairs; wide, uncarpeted, smooth, polished
stairs they were; to the upper hall. Just at the
head of the stairs Mrs. Laval opened a door.
It let them into a pretty little room; little indeed
only by comparison with other larger apartments of
the house; it was of a pleasant size, with two great
windows; and being a corner room, its windows looked
out in two directions, over two several city views.
Matilda had no time to examine them just then; her
attention was absorbed by the room. It had a rich
carpet; the hangings and covering of the bed were
dark green; an elegant little toilet table was furnished
with crystal, and the washcloset had painted green
china dishes. There were pictures here too, and
little foot cushions, and a beautiful chest of drawers,
and a tall wardrobe for dresses. The room was
full.
“This will do very nicely,”
said Mrs. Laval. “You wanted a south window,
Matilda; here it is. I think you will like this
room better than one of those large ones, darling;
they are large enough for you to get lost in.
See, here is the gas jet, when you want light; and
here are matches, Matilda. And now you will have
a place where you can be by yourself when you wish
it; and at other times you can come down to me.
You will feel at home, when you get established here,
and have some dresses to hang up in that wardrobe.
That is one of the first things you and I must attend
to. I could not do it at Shadywalk. So come
down now, dear, to my room, and we will get ready
for dinner. Are you tired, love?”
Matilda met and answered the kiss
that ended this speech, and went downstairs again
a very contented child. However, all her getting
ready for dinner that day consisted in a very thorough
brushing of her short hair, and a little furtive endeavour
to get rid of some specks of dust on her boots.
She sat down then and waited, while Mrs. Laval changed
her travelling dress, and Mrs. Bartholomew alternately
assisted and talked to her. That elegant crimson
satin robe swept round the room in a way that was
very imposing to Matilda. She could not help feeling
like a little brown thrush in the midst of a company
of resplendent parrots and birds of paradise.
But she did not much care. Only she thought it
would be very pleasant to have the wardrobe upstairs
furnished with a set of dresses to correspond somewhat
with her new splendid surroundings. Mrs. Bartholomew
had not spoken to her yet, nor anybody, except Mrs.
Laval’s mother. Matilda thought herself
forgotten; but when the ladies were about to go downstairs,
Mrs. Laval called her sister’s attention to
the subject.
“Judith, this is my new child.”
Mrs. Bartholomew cast a comprehensive
glance at Matilda, or all over her. Matilda could
not have told whether she had looked at her until
then.
“Where did you pick her up, Zara?”
“I did not pick her up,”
said Mrs. Laval, smiling at Matilda. “A
wave wafted her into my arms.”
“What sort of a wave?” said the other
lady dryly.
“No matter what sort of a wave.
You see from what sort of a shore this flower must
have drifted.”
“You are poetical,” said
the other, laughing slightly. “You always
were. Shall we go down?”
Mrs. Laval stretched out her hand
to Matilda and held it in a warm clasp as they went
down the stairs; and still held her fast and seated
her by herself in the drawing room. It was the
only point of connection with the rest of the world
that Matilda felt she had just then. Until Norton
came running downstairs with his two cousins, and entered
the room.
“Come here, Judy,” said
Mrs. Laval. “This is my new little daughter,
Matilda. You two must be good cousins and friends.”
Miss Black-eyes took Matilda’s
hand; but somehow Matilda could perceive neither the
friendship nor the cousinship in the touch of it.
“Matilda what?” Miss Judith
asked. Her aunt hesitated an instant.
“She has not learned yet to
do without her old name. Her new name is mine,
of course.”
Matilda was a good deal startled and
a little dismayed. Was she to give up her own
name then, and be called Laval? she had not heard of
it before. She was not sure that she liked it
at all. There was no time to think about it now.
“David,” Mrs. Laval went
on, “come here. I want you all to be good
friends as soon as possible.”
She put Matilda’s hand in his
as she spoke. But David said never a word; only
he bowed over Matilda’s hand in the most calmly
polite manner, and let it drop. He was not shy,
Matilda thought, or he could not have made such an
elegant reverence; but he did not speak a word.
His aunt laughed a little, and yet gave a glance of
admiration at the boy.
“You are not changed,” she said.
Changed in what? Matilda wondered;
and she looked to see what she could make out in David
Bartholomew. He was not so dark as his sister;
he had rich brown hair; and the black eyes were not
snapping and sparkling like hers, but large, lustrous,
proud, and rather gloomy, it seemed to the little
stranger’s fancy. She looked away again;
she did not like him. In another minute they
were called to dinner.
It was but to walk across the hall,
and Matilda found herself seated at the most imposing
board she had ever beheld. Certainly everything
at Mrs. Laval’s table was beautiful and costly;
but there it had been only a table for two or three;
no company, and the simplest way of the house.
Here there was a good tableful, and a large table;
and the sparkle of glass and silver quite dazzled
the child’s unaccustomed eyes. How much
silver, and what brilliant and beautiful glass!
She wondered at the profusion of forks by her own
plate, and almost thought the waiter must have made
a mistake; but she saw Norton was as well supplied.
The lights, and the flowers, and the fruit in the centre
of the table, and the gay silks and laces around it,
and all the appointments of the elegant room, almost
bewildered Matilda. Yet she thought it was very
pleasant too, and extremely pretty; and discovered
that eating dinner was a great deal more of a pleasure
when the eyes could be so gratified at the same time
with the taste. However, soup was soup, she found,
to a hungry little girl.
“Pink,” said Norton, after
he had swallowed his soup, “where
do you think we will go first?” Norton had got
a seat beside her and spoke in a confidential whisper.
“I am going with your mother
to-morrow,” Matilda returned in an answering
whisper. “So she said.”
“That won’t tire you out,”
said Norton. “After she goes, or before
she goes, you and I will go. Where first?”
“You and I alone?” said Matilda softly.
“Alone!”
“Norton,” said Matilda
very softly, “I think I want to go first of all
to the shoemaker’s.”
Norton had nearly burst out into a
laugh, but he crammed his napkin against his face.
“You dear Pink!” he said;
“that isn’t anywhere. That’s
business. I mean pleasure. You see, next
week I shall begin to go to school, and my time will
be pretty nicely taken up, except Saturday. We
have got three days before next week. And you
have got to see everything.”
“But Norton, I do not know what there is to
see.”
“That’s true. You
don’t, to be sure. Well Pink, there’s
the Park; but we must have a good day for that; to-day
is so cold it would bite our noses. We can go
every afternoon, if it’s good. Then there
is the Museum; and there is a famous Menagerie just
now.”
“Oh Norton!” said Matilda.
“Well?”
“Do you mean a Menagerie with lions? and an
elephant?”
“Lions, and splendid tigers,
David says; and an elephant, and a hippopotamus; and
ever so many other creatures besides. All of them
splendid, David says.”
“I did not use that word,”
David remarked from the other side of the table.
“All right,” said Norton.
“It is my word. Then, Pink, we’ll
pay our respects to the lions and tigers the first
thing. After the shoe”
“Hush, Norton,” said Matilda. “You
forget yourself.”
Norton laughed, pleased; for Matilda’s
little head had taken its independent set upon her
shoulders, and it shewed him that she was feeling
at ease, and not shy and strange, as he had feared
she might. In truth the lions and tigers had
drawn Matilda out of herself. And now she was
able to enjoy roast beef and plum pudding and ice cream
as well as anybody, and perhaps more; for to her they
were an unusual combination of luxuries. Now
and then she glanced at the other people around the
table. Mrs. Lloyd always seemed to her like a
queen; the head of the house; and the head of such
a house was as good as a queen. Judith looked
like a young lady who took, and could take, a great
many liberties in it. David, like a grave, reserved
boy who never wanted to take one. Mrs. Bartholomew
seemed a luxurious fine lady; Matilda’s impression
was that she cared not much for anybody or anything
except herself and her children. And how rich
they all must be! Not Mrs. Lloyd alone; but all
these. Their dress shewed it, and their talk,
and their air still more. It was the air of people
who wanted nothing they could not have, and did not
know what it meant to want anything long. Mrs.
Lloyd was drinking one sort of wine, Mrs. Bartholomew
another, and Mrs. Laval another; one had a little
clear wineglass, another a yellow bowl-like goblet,
much larger; the third had a larger still. Every
place was provided with the three glasses, Matilda
saw. Just as her observations had got thus far,
she was startled to see Norton sign the servant and
hold his claret glass to be filled.
Matilda’s thoughts went into
a whirl immediately. She had not seen Norton
take wine at home; it brought trooping round her, by
contrast, the recollections of Shadywalk, the Sunday
school room, the meetings of the Commission, and Mr.
Richmond, and talk about temperance, and her pledge
to do all she could to help the cause of temperance.
Now, here was a field. Yes, and there was David
Bartholomew on the other side of the table, he also
was just filling his glass. But what could Matilda
do here? Would these boys listen to her?
And yet, she had promised to do all she could for
the cause of temperance. She could certainly do
something, in the way of trying at least. She
must. To try, is in everybody’s power.
But now she found as she thought about it, that it
would be very difficult even to try. It is inconceivable
how unwilling she felt to say one word to Norton on
the subject; and as for David! Well, she
need not think of David at present; he was a stranger.
If she could get Norton to listen But she
could not get Norton to listen, she was sure; and
what was the use of making a fuss and being laughed
at just for nothing? Only, she had promised.
The working of these thoughts pretty
well spoiled Matilda’s ice cream. There
was a trembling of other thoughts, too, around these,
that were also rather unwelcome. But she could
not think them out then. The company had left
the table and gathered in another room, and there a
great deal of talk and discussion of many things went
on, including winter plans for the children and home
arrangements, in which Matilda was interested.
Shopping, also, and what stuffs and what colours were
most in favour, and fashions of making and wearing.
Matilda had certainly been used to hear talk on such
subjects in the days of her mother’s life-time,
when the like points were eagerly debated between
her and her older children. But then it was always
with questions. What is fashionable; and What
can we manage to get? Now and here, that questioning
was replaced by calm knowledge and certainty and the
power to do as they pleased. So the subject became
doubly interesting. The two boys had gone off
together; and the two girls, mixing with the group
of their elders, listened and formed their own opinions,
of each other at least. For every now and then,
the black eyes and the brown eyes met; glances inquiring,
determining, but almost as nearly repellent as anything
else. So passed the evening; and Matilda was very
glad when it was time to go to bed.
Mrs. Laval went with her to her pretty
room, and saw with motherly care that all was in order
and everything there which ought to be there.
The room was warm, though no fire was to be seen;
the gas was lit; and complete luxury filled every
corner and met every want, even of the eye. And
after a fond good night, Matilda was left to herself.
She was in a very confused state of mind. It
was a strange place; she half wished they were back
in Shadywalk; but with that were mixed floating visions
of shopping and her filled wardrobe, visions of driving
in the Park with Norton, fancies of untold wonderful
things to be seen in this new great city, with its
streets and its shops and its rich and its poor people.
No, she could not forego the seeing of these; she was
glad to be in New York; were there not the Menagerie
and Stewart’s awaiting her to-morrow? But
what sort of a life she was to live here, and how
far it would be possible for her to be like the Matilda
Englefield of Shadywalk why, she was not to
be Matilda Englefield at all, but Laval. Could
that be the same? Slowly, while she thought all
this, Matilda opened her little trunk and took out
her nightdress and her comb and brush, and her Bible;
and then, the habit was as fixed as the other habit
of going to bed, she opened her Bible, brought a pretty
little table that was in the room, put it under the
gas light, and knelt down to read and pray. She
opened anywhere, and read without very well understanding
what she read; the thoughts of lions and tigers, and
green poplin, and red cashmere, making a strange web
with the lines of Bible thought, over which her eye
travelled. Till her eyes came to a word so plain,
so clear, and touching her so nearly, that she all
at once as it were woke up out of her maze.
“Who mind earthly things.”
What is that? Must one not mind
earthly things? Then she went back to the beginning
of the sentence, to see better what it meant.
“For many walk, of whom I have
told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that
they are the enemies of the cross of Christ: whose
end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and
whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.”
Must one not mind earthly things?
thought Matilda. How can one help minding them?
How can I help it? All the people in this house
mind nothing else. Neither did they all at home,
when mother was alive, mind anything else. Mr.
Richmond does.
She went back now to the beginning
of the chapter and read it anew. It was easier
to read than to think. The chapter was the third
of Philippians. She did not know who wrote it;
she did not exactly understand a good part of it;
nevertheless one thing was clear, a heart set on something
not earthly, and minding nothing that interfered with
or did not help that. So much was clear; and also
that the chapter spoke of certain people not moved
by a like spirit, as enemies of the cross of Christ.
It was the hardest reading, Matilda thought, she had
ever done in her Bible. If this is what it is
to be a Christian, it was easier to be a Christian
when she was darning lace for Mrs. Candy and roasting
coffee beans in her kitchen for Maria. But she
did not wish to be back there. Some way could
be found, surely, of being a Christian and keeping
her pretty room and having her wardrobe filled.
And here Matilda became so sleepy, the fatigue and
excitement of this long day settling down upon her
now that the day was over, that she could neither
think nor read any more. She was obliged to go
to bed.