The second of December rose keen and
clear, like the first; but inside Matilda’s
room there was a state of pleasant summer temperature;
she could hardly understand that it was cold enough
outside to make the pretty frosting on her window
panes which hindered the view. She dressed in
royal comfort, and in a delightful stir of expectation
and hope. It was really New York; and she was
going to Stewart’s to-day. The cold would
not bite her as it used to do in Shadywalk, for they
would be in a carriage.
When she was dressed she contrived
to clear a loophole in her frosted window, and looked
out. The sun shone on a long, clean, handsome
street, lined with houses that looked as if all New
York were made of money. Brick and stone fronts
rose to stately heights, as far as her eye could see;
windows were filled with beautiful large panes of glass,
like her own window, and lace and drapery behind them
testified to the inside adorning and beautifying.
There could not be any one living in all that street
who was not rich; nothing but plenty and ease could
possibly be behind such house-fronts. Then Matilda
saw an omnibus going down the street; but her breath
dimmed her look-out place and she had to give it up
for that time. It was her hour for reading and
praying. Matilda was a little inclined to shrink
from it, fearing lest she might come upon some other
passage that would give her trouble. She thought,
for this morning, she would turn to a familiar chapter,
which she had read many a time, and where she had
never found anything to confuse her. She began
the fifth of Matthew. But she had read only fifteen
verses, and she came to this.
“Let your light so shine before
men, that they may see your good works, and glorify
your Father which is in heaven.”
If a ray of the very sunshine, pointed
and tipped with fire like a spear, so that it could
prick her, had come in through the frosting on the
window pane and smote upon Matilda’s face, she
would not more keenly have felt the touch. It
had never touched her before, that verse, with anything
but rose leaf softness; now it pricked. Why?
The little girl was troubled; and leaning her elbows
on the table and her head in her hands, she began
to think. And then she began to pray. “Let
your light shine.” The light must burn if
it was to shine; that was one thing; and she must
let no screen come between the light and those who
should see it. Fear must not come there, nor shame,
to hide or cover the light. And the light itself
must be bright. Nobody would see a dim shining.
By and by, as she pondered and prayed, with her head
in her hands, this word and last night’s word
joined themselves together; and she began to see,
that “minding earthly things” would act
to hide the light first, and then to put it out.
So far she got; but the battle was only set in array;
it was not fought nor gained, when she was called
down to breakfast.
The rest of the family were all seated
at the table before the two boys came in.
“Pink,” Norton burst forth,
as soon as he had said good morning, “we must
get there at feeding time!”
“Here you are!” said
David waggishly; and Matilda looking up, saw Judith’s
black eyes all on fire and a flash of the same fun
in her brother’s face. Those proud eyes
could sparkle, then. Her look passed to Norton.
But he was as cool as usual.
“Mamma,” he said, “I
am going to take Pink this morning to the Menagerie.”
“You had better wait till she
has something to wear, Norton.”
“When will that be, ma’am? It won’t
take long will it?”
“I do not know.”
“Mamma, Pink does not care,
and I do not care. She has never seen a live
lion in her life; and it will not make any difference
with the lions. I guess she will keep warm.
I want to be there at twelve o’clock; or I want
to be there before. They feed the animals at twelve
o’clock, and they’re all alive.”
“We feed the animals here at
one o’clock,” said his grandmother.
“I hope you will remember that.”
“Do you want to go, Matilda?” Mrs. Laval
asked.
“She has never seen a lion,” repeated
Norton.
“Somebody else has never seen a monkey,”
said Judith.
“That is somebody who don’t
live in the house with Judy Bartholomew,” Norton
returned.
“We don’t want to see a bear, either,”
said Miss Judy pouting.
“Well, remember and be at home
for luncheon,” said Mrs. Laval. “I
want Matilda after that.”
The breakfast went on now delightfully.
Matilda sometimes lifted her eyes to look at her opposite
neighbours; they had a fascination for her. Judith
was such a sprite of mischief, to judge from her looks;
and David was so utterly unlike Norton. Norton
was always acute and frank, outspoken when he had
a mind, fearless and careless at all times. Fearless
David might be, but not careless, unless his face belied
him; he did not look as if it were often his pleasure
to be outspoken, or to shew what he was thinking of.
And that was the oddest of all, that he did not seem
lighthearted. Matilda fancied he was proud; she
was sure that he was reserved. In the family
gatherings he was seen but not heard; and she thought
he did not care much for what was going on. Nothing
escaped Judy’s ears or eyes; and nothing was
serious with her which she could turn into fun.
Her eyes gave a funny snap now and then when they
met Matilda’s eyes across the table, as if she
had her own thoughts about Matilda and knew half of
Matilda’s thoughts about her. Matilda hoped
she would not take it into her head to go to the Menagerie.
“Norton, I believe I’ll
go too,” said Judith the next minute.
“Where?” said Norton.
“To the Menagerie. Where should I go?”
“All right,” said Norton.
“But if you are going to do me the honour to
go with me, you must wait till I have brought Matilda
back. I can’t take care of both of you.”
“I don’t want you to take care of me,”
said Judy.
“I know that. But I am going to take care
of Matilda.”
“Why cannot you take care of
both of them?” his grandmother asked, interrupting
Judith.
“Make Judith tell first why
she wants to go, grandmamma. She has been lots
of times.”
“Grandmamma,” said Judy
with her eyes snapping, “I want to see a new
sort of wild animal, just come, and to see how it will
look at the tigers.”
They all laughed, but Mrs. Laval put
her arm round Matilda and stooped down and kissed
her.
“Judith is a wild animal herself,
isn’t she, dear? She is a sort of little
wild-cat. But she has soft paws; they don’t
scratch.”
Matilda was not quite so sure of this.
However, when they left the table Judith set about
gaining her point in earnest; but Norton was not to
be won over. He was going with Matilda alone,
he said, the first time; and so he did.
It was all enjoyment then, as soon
as Matilda and Norton left the house together.
Matilda was in a new world. Her eyes were busy
making observations everywhere.
“How beautiful the houses are,
Norton,” she said, when they had gone a block
or two. “There are not many poor people
in New York, are there?”
“Well, occasionally you see one,” said
Norton.
“I don’t see anything
that looks like one. Norton, why do they have
the middle of the street covered with those round
stones? They make such a racket when the carts
and carriages go over them. It is very disagreeable.”
“Is it?” said Norton.
“You won’t hear it after you have been
here a little while.”
“Not hear it? But why do they have it so,
Norton?”
“Why Pink, just think of the
dust we should have, and the mud, if it was all like
Shadywalk, and these thousands of wheels cutting into
it all the time.”
Matilda was silenced. One difference
brings on another, she was learning to find out.
But now Norton hailed a street car and they got into
it. The warmth of the car was very pleasant after
the keen wind in the streets. And here also the
people who filled it, though most of them certainly
not rich people, and many very far from that, yet looked
to a certain degree comfortable. But just as Norton
and Matilda got out, and were about to enter the building,
where an enormous painted canvass with a large brown
lion upon it told that the Menagerie was to be seen,
Matilda stopped short. A little ragged boy, about
as old as herself, offered her a handful of black
round-headed pins. What did he mean? Matilda
looked at him, and at the pins.
“Come on,” cried Norton.
“What is that? No, we don’t
want any of your goods just now; at least I don’t.
Come in, Pink. You need not stop to speak to
everybody that stops to speak to you.”
“What did he want, Norton? that boy.”
“Wanted to sell hairpins. Didn’t
you see?”
Matilda cast a look back at the sideway,
where the boy was trying another passenger for custom;
but Norton drew her on, and the boy was forgotten
in some extraordinary noises she heard; she had heard
them as soon as she entered the door; strange, mingled
noises, going up and down a scale of somewhat powerful,
unearthly notes. She asked Norton what they were?
“The lions, Pink,” said
Norton, with intense satisfaction. “The
lions, and the rest of the company. Come here
they are.”
And having paid his fee, he pushed
open a swinging baize door, and they entered a very
long room or gallery, where the sounds became to be
sure very unmistakable. They almost terrified
Matilda. So wildly were mingled growls and cries
and low roarings, all in one restless, confused murmur.
The next minute she all but forgot the noise.
She was looking at two superb Bengal tigers, a male
and a female, in one large cage. They were truly
superb. Large and lithe, magnificent in port and
action, beautiful in the colour and marking of their
smooth hides. But restless? That is no word
strong enough to fit the ceaseless impatient movement
with which the male tiger went from one corner of his
iron cage to the other corner, and back again; changing
constantly only to renew the change. One bound
in his native jungle would have carried him over many
times the space, which now he paced eagerly or angrily
with a few confined steps. The tigress meanwhile
knew his mood and her wisdom so well that she took
care never to be in his way; and as the cage was not
large enough to allow her mate to turn round in the
corner where she stood, she regularly took a flying
leap over his back whenever he came near that corner.
Again and again and again, the one lordly creature
trod from end to end the floor of his prison; and every
time, like a feather, so lightly and gracefully, the
huge powerful form of the other floated over his back
and alighted in the other corner.
“Do they keep doing that all
the time!” said Matilda, when she had stood
spell-bound before the cage for some minutes.
“It’s near feeding time,”
said Norton. “I suppose they know it and
it makes them worry. Or else know they are hungry;
which answers just as well.”
“Poor creatures!” said
Matilda. “If that tiger could break his
cage, now, how far do you think he could jump, Norton?”
“I don’t know,”
said Norton. “As far as to you or me, I
guess. Or else over all our heads, to get at
that coloured woman.”
The woman was sweeping the floor,
a little way behind the two talkers, and heard them.
“Yes!” she said, “he’d want
me fust thing, sure.”
“Why?” whispered Matilda.
“Likes the dark meat best,” said Norton.
“Fact, Pink; they say they do.”
Matilda gazed with a new fascination
on the beautiful, terrible creatures. Could it
be possible, that those very animals had actually
tasted “dark meat” at home?
“Yes,” said Norton; “there
are hundreds of the natives carried off and eaten
by the tigers, I heard a gentleman telling mother,
every year, in the province of Bengal alone.
Come, Pink; we can look at these fellows again; I
want you to see some of the others before they are
fed.”
They went on, with less delay, till
they came to the Russian bear. At the great blocks
of ice in his cage Matilda marvelled.
“Is he so warm!” she said. “In
this weather?”
“This room’s pretty comfortable,”
said Norton; “and to him I suppose it’s
as bad as a hundred and fifty degrees of the thermometer
would be to us. He’s accustomed to fifty
degrees below zero.”
“I don’t know what ‘below
zero’ means, exactly,” said Matilda.
“But then those great pieces of ice cannot do
him much good?”
“Not much,” said Norton.
“And he must be miserable,”
said Matilda; “just that we may look at him.”
“Do you wish he was back again
where he came from?” said Norton; “all
comfortable, with ice at his back and ice under his
feet; where we couldn’t see him?”
“But Norton, isn’t it cruel?”
“Isn’t what cruel?”
“To have him here, just for
our pleasure? I am very glad to see him, of course.”
“I thought you were,”
said Norton. “Why I suppose we cannot have
anything, Pink, without somebody being uncomfortable
for it, somewhere. I am very often uncomfortable
myself.”
Matilda was inclined to laugh at him;
but there was no time. She had come face to face
with the lions. Except for those low strange roars,
they did not impress her as much as their neighbours
from Bengal. But she studied them, carefully
enough to please Norton, who was making a very delight
to himself, and a great study, of her pleasure.
Further on, Matilda was brought to
a long stand again before the wolf’s cage.
It was a small cage, so small that in turning round
he rubbed his nose against the wall at each end; for
the ends were boarded up; and the creature did nothing
but turn round. At each end of the cage there
was a regular spot on the boards, made by his nose
as he lifted it a little to get round the more easily,
and yet not enough to avoid touching. Yet he
went round and round, restlessly, without stopping
for more than an instant at a time.
“Poor fellow, poor fellow!”
was again Matilda’s outcry. “He keeps
doing that all the time, Norton; see the places where
his nose rubs.”
“Don’t say ‘poor fellow’ about
a wolf,” said Norton.
“Why not? He is only an animal.”
“He is a wicked animal.”
“Why Norton, he don’t
know any better than to be wicked. Do you think
some animals are really worse than others?”
“I’m certain of it,” said Norton.
“But they only do what it is their nature to
do.”
“Yes, and different animals
have different natures. Now look at that wolf’s
eyes; see what cruel, sly, bad eyes they are.
Think what beautiful eyes a horse has; a good horse.”
“And sheep have beautiful eyes,” said
Matilda.
“And pigs have little, ugly,
dirty eyes; mean and wicked too. You need not
laugh; it is true.”
“I don’t know how pigs’
eyes look,” said Matilda. “But it
is very curious. For of course they do
not know any better; so how should they be wicked?
Those tigers, they looked as if they hadn’t any
heart at all. Don’t you think a dog has
a heart, Norton?”
Norton laughed, and pulled her on
to a cage at a little distance from the wolf, where
there were a party of monkeys. And next door to
them was a small ape in a cell alone. Matilda
forgot everything else here. These creatures
were so inimitably odd, sly and comical; had such an
air of knowing what they were about, and expecting
you to understand it too; looking at you as though
they could take you into their confidence, if it were
worth while; it was impossible to get away from them.
Norton had some nuts in his pocket; with these he and
the monkeys made great game; while the little ape
raked in the straw litter of his cage to find any
stray seeds or bits of food which might have sifted
down through it to the floor, managing his long hand-like
paw as gracefully as the most elegant lady could move
her dainty fingers. Matilda and Norton staid
with the monkeys, till the feeding hour had arrived;
then Norton hurried back to the tigers. A man
was coming the rounds with a basket full of great
joints of raw meat; and it was notable to see how
carefully he had to manage to let the tiger have his
piece before the tigress got hers. He watched
and waited, till he got a chance to thrust the meat
into the cage at the end where the tiger’s paw
would the next instant be.
“Why?” Matilda asked Norton.
“There’d be an awful fight,
I guess, if he didn’t,” said Norton; “and
that other creature would stand a chance to get whipped;
and her coat would be scratched; that’s all
the man cares for.”
“And is that the reason the
tigress keeps out of the tiger’s way so?”
“Of course. Some people
would say, I suppose, that she was amiable.”
“I never should, to look in
her face,” said Matilda laughing. “Tigers
certainly are wicked. But, they do not know any
better. How can it be wickedness?”
“Now come, Pink,” said
Norton; “we have got to be home by one, you
know, and there’s a fellow you haven’t
seen yet; the hippopotamus. We must go into another
place to see him.”
He was by himself, in a separate room,
as Norton had said, where a large tank was prepared
and filled with water for his accommodation.
Matilda looked at him a long time in silence and with
great attention.
“Do you know, Norton,”
she said, “this is the behemoth the Bible
speaks about?”
“I don’t know at all,” said Norton.
“How do you know?”
“Mr. Richmond says so; he says
people have found out that it is so. But he don’t
seem to me very big, Norton, for that.”
The keeper explained, that the animal
was a young one and but half grown.
“How tremendously ugly he is!” said Norton.
“And what a wonderful number
of different animals there are in the world,”
said Matilda. “This is unlike anything I
ever saw. I wonder why there are such a number?”
“And so many of them not good for anything,”
said Norton.
“Oh Norton, you can’t say that, you know.”
“Why not? This fellow, for instance; what
is he good for?”
“I don’t know; and you
don’t know. But that’s just it, Norton.
You don’t know.”
“Well, what are lions and tigers
good for?” said Norton. “I suppose
we know about them. What are they good for?”
“Why Norton, I can’t tell,”
said Matilda. “I would very much like to
know. But they must be good for something.”
“To eat up people, and make
the places where they live a terror,” said Norton.
“I don’t know,”
said Matilda, with a very puzzled look on her little
face. “It seems so strange, when you think
of it. And those great serpents, Norton, that
live where the lions and tigers live; they are worse
yet.”
“Little and big,” said Norton. “I
do despise a snake!”
“And crocodiles,” said
Matilda. “And wolves, and bears. I
wonder if the Bible tells anything about it.”
“The Bible don’t tell
everything, Pink,” said Norton laughing.
“No, but I remember now what
it does say,” said Matilda. “It says
that God saw everything that he had made, and it was
very good.”
Norton looked with a funny look at
his little companion, amused and yet with a kind of
admiration mixed with his amusement.
“I wonder how you and David
would get along,” he remarked. “He
is as touchy on that subject as you are.”
“What subject?” said Matilda. “The
Bible?”
“The Old Testament. The
Jewish Scriptures. Not the New! Don’t
ever bring up the New Testament to him, Pink,
unless you want stormy weather.”
“Is he bad-tempered?” Matilda asked curiously.
“He’s Jewish-tempered,”
said Norton. “He has his own way of looking
at things, and he don’t like yours. I mean,
anybody’s but his own. What a quantity
it must take to feed this enormous creature!”
“You may take your affidavit
of that!” said the keeper, who was an Irishman.
“Faith, I think he’s as bad as fifty men.”
“What do you give him?”
“Well, he belongs to the vegetable kingdom intirely,
ye see, sir.”
“He’s a curious water-lily,
isn’t he?” said Norton low to Matilda.
But that was more than either of them could stand,
and they turned away and left the place to laugh.
It was time then, they found, to go home.
A car was not immediately in sight
when they came out into the street, and Norton and
Matilda walked a few blocks rather than stand still.
It had grown to be a very disagreeable day. The
weather was excessively cold, and a very strong wind
had risen; which now went careering along the streets,
catching up all the dust of them in turn, and before
letting it drop again whirling it furiously against
everybody in its way. Matilda struggled along,
but the dust came in thick clouds and filled her eyes
and mouth and nose and lodged in all her garments.
It seemed to go through everything she had on, and
with the dirt came the cold. Shadywalk never
saw anything like this! As they were crossing
one of the streets in their way, Matilda stopped short
just before setting her foot on the curb-stone.
A little girl with a broom in her hand stood before
her and held out her other hand for a penny. The
child was ragged, and her rags were of the colour
of the dust which filled everything that day; hair
and face and dress were all of one hue.
“Please, a penny,” she said, barring Matilda’s
way.
“Norton, have you got a penny?” said Matilda
bewildered.
“Nonsense!” said Norton,
“we can’t be bothered to stop for all the
street-sweepers we meet. Come on, Pink.”
He seized Matilda’s hand, and she was drawn
on, out of the little girl’s range, before she
could stop to think about it. Two streets further
on, they crossed an avenue; and here Matilda saw two
more children with brooms, a boy and a girl. This
time she saw what they were about. They were sweeping
the crossing clean for the feet of the passers-by.
But their own feet were bare on the stones. The
next minute Norton had hailed a car and he and Matilda
got in. Her eyes and mouth were so full of dust
and she was so cold, it was a little while before
she could ask questions comfortably.
“What are those children you
wouldn’t let me speak to?” she said, as
soon as she was a little recovered.
“Street-sweepers,” said
Norton. “Regular nuisances! The police
ought to take them up, and shut them up.”
“Why, Norton?”
“Why? why because they’re
such a nuisance. You can’t walk a half mile
without having half a dozen of them holding out their
hands for pennies. A fellow can’t carry
his pocket full of pennies and keep it full!”
“But they sweep the streets, don’t they?”
“The crossings; yes. I
wish they didn’t. They are an everlasting
bother.”
“But Norton, isn’t it
nice to have the crossings swept? I thought it
was a great deal pleasanter than to have to go through
the thick dust and dirt which was everywhere else.”
“Yes, but when they come every
block or two?” said Norton.
“Are there so many of them?”
“There’s no end to them,” said Norton.
“But at any rate, there are
just as many crossings,” said Matilda. “And
they must be either dirty or clean.”
“I can get along with the crossings,”
said Norton.
“Well, your boots are thick.
Haven’t those children any way to get a living
but such a way?”
“Of course not, or they wouldn’t do that,
I suppose.”
“But their feet were bare,
Norton; they were bare, on those cold dirty
stones.”
“Dirt is nothing,” said
Norton, buttoning up his great coat comfortably.
He had just loosened it to get at some change for the
car fare.
“Dirt is nothing?” repeated Matilda looking
at him.
“I mean, Pink,” said he
laughing, “it is nothing to them. They are
as dirty as they can be already; a little more or
less makes no difference.”
“I wonder if they are as cold
as they can be, too,” said Matilda meditatively.
“No!” said Norton.
“Not they. They are used to it. They
don’t feel it.”
“How can you tell, Norton?”
“I can tell. I can see.
They are jolly enough sometimes; when they aren’t
boring for cents.”
“But that little girl, Norton, all
of them, they hadn’t much on!”
“No,” said Norton; “I
suppose not. It’s no use to look and think
about it, Pink. They are accustomed to it; it
isn’t what it would be to you. Don’t
think about it. You’ll be always seeing
sights in New York. The best way is not
to see.”
But Matilda did think about it “Not
what it would be to her”! why, it would kill
her, very quickly. Of course it must be
not exactly so to these children, since they did not
die; but what was it to them? Not warmth and
comfort; not a pleasant spending of time for pleasure.
“Norton,” she began again
just as they were getting out of the car, “it
seems to me that if those children sweep the streets,
it is right to give them pay for it. They are
trying to earn something.”
“You can’t,” said
Norton. “There are too many of them.
You cannot be putting your hand in your pocket for
pennies all the while, and stopping under the heels
of the horses. I do once in a while give them
something. You can’t be doing it always.”