The acted proverbs that night went
pretty well; so the boys said; and Matilda went to
bed feeling that life was very delightful where such
rare diversions were to be had, and such fine accomplishments
acquired. The next time, Judy said, they would
dress for the acting; that needed practising too.
The day following, when she got up,
Matilda was astonished to find the air thick with
snow and her window sills quite filled up with it
already. She had meant to take a walk down town
to make a purchase she had determined on; and her
first thought was, how bad the walking would be now,
after the dry clean streets they had rejoiced in for
a week or two past. The next thought was, that
the street sweepers would be out. For some time
she had not seen them. They would be out in force
to-day. Matilda had pennies ready; she was quite
determined on the propriety of that; and she thought
besides that a kind word or two might be given where
she had a chance. “I am sure Jesus would
speak to them,” she said to herself. “He
would try to do them good. I wonder, can I?
But I can try.”
She had the opportunity even sooner
than she expected; for while she was eating her breakfast
the snow stopped and the sun came out. So about
eleven o’clock she made ready and set forth.
There was a very convenient little pocket on the outside
of her grey pelisse, in which she could bestow her
pennies. Matilda put eleven coppers there, all
she had, and one silver dime. What she was to
do with that she did not know; but she thought she
would have it ready.
Clear, bright and beautiful, the day
was; not cold; and the city all for the moment whitened
by the new fall of snow. So she thought at first;
but Matilda soon found there was no whitening New York.
The roadway was cut up and dirty, of course; and the
multitudes of feet abroad dragged the dirt upon the
sidewalks. However, the sky was blue; and defilement
could not reach the sunlight; so she went along happy.
But before she got to Fourteenth Street, nine of her
eleven pennies were gone. Some timid words had
gone with them too, sometimes; and Matilda had seen
the look of dull asking change to surprise and take
on a gleam of life in more than one instance; that
was all that could be said. Two boys had assured
her they went to Sunday school; one or two others
of whom she had asked the question had not seemed to
understand her. Had it done any good? She
could not tell; how could she tell? Perhaps her
look and her words and her penny, all together, might
have brought a bit of cheer into lives as much trampled
into the dirt as the very snow they swept. Perhaps;
and that was worth working for; “anyhow,
all I can do, is all I can do,” thought Matilda.
She mused too on the swift way money has of disappearing
in New York. Norton’s watchguard had cost
twenty eight cents; the obelisk, two dollars; now
the dress she was on her way to buy for Letitia would
take two dollars and a half more; there was already
almost five gone of her twenty. And of even her
pennies she had only two left, with the silver bit.
“However, they won’t expect me to give
them anything again as I go back,” she
thought, referring to the street sweepers. “Once
in one morning will do, I suppose.”
Just as she said this to herself,
she had come to another crossing, a very busy one,
where carts and carriages were incessantly turning
down or coming up; keeping the sweeper in work.
It was a girl this time; as old or older than herself;
a little tidy, with a grim old shawl tied round her
waist and shoulders, but bare feet in the snow.
Matilda might have crossed in the crowd without meeting
her, but she waited to speak and give her penny.
The girl’s face encouraged her.
“Are you not very cold?” Matilda asked.
“No I don’t think of it.”
The answer seemed to come doubtfully.
“Do you go to Sunday school anywhere?”
The girl sprang from her at this minute
to clear the way for some dainty steppers, where
the muddy snow had been flung by the horses’
feet just a moment before; and to hold her hand for
the penny, which was not given. Slowly she came
back to Matilda.
“Do most of the people give you something?”
“No,” said the girl. “Most
of ’em don’t.”
“Do you go to Sunday school on Sundays?”
“O yes: I go to Mr. Rush’s Sunday
school, in Forty Second street.”
“Why, I go there,” said Matilda.
“Who’s your teacher?”
The girl’s face quite changed
as she now looked at her; it grew into a sort of answering
sympathy of humanity; there was almost a dawning smile.
“I remember you,” she
said; “I didn’t at first, but I do now.
You were in the class last Sunday. I am in Mr.
Wharncliffe’s class.”
“Why so do I remember you!” cried Matilda.
“You are Sarah?”
The conversation was interrupted again,
for the little street-sweeper was neglecting her duties,
and she ran to attend to them. Out and in among
the carriages and horses’ feet. Matilda
wondered why she did not get thrown down and trampled
upon; but she was skilful and seemed to have eyes
in the back of her head, for she constantly kept just
out of danger. Matilda waited to say a little
more to her, for the talk had become interesting;
in vain, the little street-sweeper was too busy, and
the morning was going; Matilda had to attend to her
own business and be home by one o’clock.
She had found, she thought, the place where her silver
dime belonged; so she dropped it into Sarah’s
hand as she passed, with a smile, and went on her
way. This time she got an unmistakable smile
in return, and it made her glad.
So she was in a class with a street-sweeper!
Matilda reflected as she went on down Broadway.
Well, what of it? They would think it very odd
at home! And somehow it seemed odd to Matilda
herself. Had she got a little out of her place
in going to Mr. Rush’s Sunday school? Could
it be best that such elegant robes, made by Mme.
Fournissons, should sit in the same seat with a little
street girl’s brown rags? “She was
not ragged on Sunday, though,” thought Matilda;
“poor enough; and some of those boys were street
boys, I dare say. However, Mr. Wharncliffe is
a gentleman; there is no doubt of that; and he likes
his class; some of them are good, I think. And
if they are, Jesus loves them. He loves them
whether or no. How odd it is that we don’t!”
Matilda went on trying to remember
all that Sarah had said in the school; but the different
speakers and words were all jumbled up in her mind,
and she could not quite separate them. She forgot
Sarah then in the delightful business of choosing
a dress for Letitia; a business so difficult withal
that it was like to last a long time, if Matilda had
not remembered one o’clock. She feared she
would be late; yet a single minute more of talk with
the street girl she must have; she walked up to Fourteenth
street. Sarah was there yet, busy at her post.
She had a smile again for Matilda.
“Are you not tired?” the
rich child asked of the poor one.
“I don’t think of being tired,”
was the answer.
“What time do you go home to dinner?”
“Dinner?” said Sarah;
and she shook her head. “I don’t go
home till night. I can’t.”
“But how do you take your dinner?” Matilda
asked.
The girl flushed a little, and hesitated.
“I can take it here,” she said.
“Standing? and in this crowd?”
“No. I go and sit
down somewheres. ’Tain’t such a dinner
as you have. It’s easy took.”
“Sarah,” said Matilda suddenly, “you
love Jesus, don’t you?”
“Who?” she said, for the
noise and rush of horses and carriages in the streets
was tremendous, and the children both sprang back to
the sidewalk just then out of the way of something.
“Jesus? Was it that you asked?”
She stood leaning on her broom and
looking at her questioner. Matilda could see
better now how thin the face was, how marked with care;
but at the same time a light came into it like a sunbeam
on a winter landscape; the grey changed to golden
somehow; and the set of the girl’s lips, gentle
and glad, was very sweet.
“Do I love him?” she repeated.
“He is with me here all the day when I am sweeping
the snow. Yes, I love him! and he loves me.
That is how I live.”
“That’s how I want to
live too,” said Matilda; “but sometimes
I forget.”
“I shouldn’t think you’d
forget,” said Sarah. “It must be easy
for you.”
“What must be easy?”
“I should think it would be
easy to be good,” said the poor girl, her eye
going unconsciously up and down over the tokens of
Matilda’s comfortable condition.
“I don’t think having
things helps one to be good,” said Matilda.
“It makes it hard, sometimes.”
“I sometimes think not
having things makes it hard,” said the other,
a little wistfully. “But Jesus is good,
anyhow!” she added with a content of face which
was unshadowed.
“Good bye,” said Matilda.
“I shall see you again.” And she ran
off to get into a horse car. The little street-sweeper
stood and looked after her. There was not a thing
that the one had but the other had it not. She
looked, and turned to her sweeping again.
Matilda on her part hurried along,
with a heart quite full, but remembering at the same
time that she would be late at lunch. At the
corner where she stopped to wait for a car there was
a fruit stall, stocked with oranges, apples, candies
and gingerbread. It brought back a thought which
had filled her head a few minutes ago; but she was
afraid she would be late. She glanced down the
line of rails to the car seen coming in the distance,
balanced probabilities a moment, then turned to the
fruit woman. She bought a cake of gingerbread
and an orange and an apple; had to wait what seemed
a long time to receive her change; then rushed across
the block to where she had left Sarah, stopped only
to put the things in her hands, and rushed back again;
not in time to catch her car, which was going on merrily
out of her hail. But the next one was not far
behind; and Matilda enjoyed Sarah’s lunch all
the way to her own.
“But this is only for one day.
And there are so many days, and so many people that
want things. I must save every bit of money I
can.”
She was late; but she was so happy
and hungry, that her elders looked on her very indulgently,
it being, as in truth she was, a pleasant sight.
That evening Judith proposed another
practising of the proverb she and Matilda were to
act together; and this time she dressed up for it.
A robe of her mother’s, which trailed ridiculously
over the floor; jewels of value in her ears and on
her hands and neck; and finally a lace scarf of Mrs.
Lloyd’s, which was very rich and extremely costly.
Norton was absent on some business of his own; David
was the only critic on hand. He objected.
“You can act just as well without
all that trumpery, Judith.”
“Trumpery! That’s
what it is to you. My shawl is worth five hundred
dollars if it is worth a dollar. It is worth a
great deal more than that, I believe; but I declare
I get confused among the prices of things. That
is one of the cares of riches, that try me most.”
“You can act just as well without all that,
Judy.”
“I can’t!”
“You can just as well, if you would only think
so.”
“Very likely; but I don’t
think so; that just makes it, you see. I want
to feel that I am rich; how am I going to get the idea
in my head, boy? I declare, Satinalia,
I think this satin dress is getting frayed already.”
“How ought I to be dressed?” inquired
Matilda.
“O just as you are. You
haven’t to make believe, you know; you have got
only to act yourself. Come, begin. I
declare, Satinalia, I think this satin dress is getting
frayed already.”
Matilda hesitated, then put by the
displeasure which rose at Judy’s rudeness, and
entered into the play.
“And how shouldn’t it,
ma’am, when it’s dragging and streaming
all over the floor for yards behind you. Satin
won’t bear every thing.”
“No, the satin one gets now-a-days
won’t. I could buy satin once, that would
wear out two of this; and this cost five dollars a
yard. Dear me! I shall be a poor woman yet.”
“If you were to cut off the
train, ma’am, the dress wouldn’t drag so.”
“Wouldn’t it! you Irish
stupid. O I hear something breaking downstairs!
Robert has smashed a tray-ful, I’ll be bound.
I heard the breaking of glass. Run, Satinalia,
run down as hard as you can and find out what it is.
Run before he gets the pieces picked up; for then I
shall never know what has happened.”
“You’d miss the broken
things,” said Matilda; not exactly as Satinalia.
“You’re an impudent hussy,
to answer me so. Run and see what it is, I tell
you, or I shall never know.”
“What must I say it is?” said Matilda,
out of character.
“Haven’t you wit enough
for that?” said Judith, also speaking in her
own proper. “Say any thing you have a mind;
but don’t stand poking there. La! you haven’t
seen any thing in all your life, except a liqueur
stand. Say any thing! and be quick.”
Matilda ran down a few stairs, and
paused, not quite certain whether she would go back.
She was angry. But she wanted to be friends with
Judy and her brother; and the thought of her motto
came to her help. “Do all in the name of
the Lord Jesus;” then certainly with
courtesy and patience and kindness, as his servant
should. She prayed for a kind spirit, and went
back again.
“You’ve been five ages,”
cried the rich woman. “Well, what’s
broke?”
“Ma’am, Robert has let
fall a tray full of claret glasses, and the salad
dish with a pointed edge.”
“That salad dish!”
exclaimed Judy. “It was the richest in New
York. The Queen of England had one like it; and
nobody else but me in this country. I told Robert
to keep it carefully done up in cotton; and never
to wash it. That is what it is to have things.”
“Don’t it have to be washed?” inquired
Matilda.
“I wish I could get into your
head,” said Judy impatiently and speaking quite
as Judy, “that you are a maid servant and have
no business to ask questions. I suppose you never
knew anything about maid-servants till you came here;
but you have been here long enough to learn that,
if you were not perfectly bourgeoise!”
“Hush, Judy; you forget yourself,” said
David.
“She don’t understand!” said the
polite young lady.
“You do not get on with your
proverb at this rate,” he went on, glancing
at Matilda, whose cheek gave token of some understanding.
“Stupid!” said Judy, returning
to her charge and play, “don’t
you understand that when that dish is used I wash
it myself? And what claret glasses were they?
I’ll be bound they are the yellow set with my
crest?”
“Those are the ones,” Satinalia assented.
“That is what it is to have
things! My life is one trouble. Satinalia!”
“Ma’am.”
“I haven’t got my diamond bracelet on.”
“No, ma’am; I do not see it.”
“Well, go and see it. Find
it and bring it to me. I want it on with this
dress.”
Matilda being instructed in this part
of her duties, reported that she could not find the
bracelet. The jewel box was ordered in, and examined,
with a great many lamentations and conjectures as to
the missing article. Finally the supposed owner
declared she must write immediately to her jewellers
to know if they had the bracelet, either for repair
or safe keeping. Satinalia was despatched for
a writing desk; and then for a candle.
“There are no tapers in this
concern,” Judy remarked; “and the note
must be sealed. Somebody might find out that the
bracelet is missing, and so it would be missing for
ever, from me. Satinalia, what do you stand there
for? Do you not hear me say I want a candle?”
“Can’t you make believe
as well?” asked Matilda, not Satinalia.
“You are too tiresome!”
exclaimed Judy. “What do you know about
it, at all, I should like to know. I think, when
I give you the favour of playing with me, that is
enough. You do as I tell you.”
Matilda went for the candle, inwardly
resolving that she would not enjoy the privilege of
practising with Judy another time unless Norton were
by. In his presence she was protected. A
tear or two came from the little girl’s eyes,
before she got back to the lobby with the lighted
candle. Judy perhaps wanted to make a tableau
of herself at the letter sealing; for she took an
elegant attitude, that threw her satin drapery imposingly
about her and displayed her bare arm somewhat theatrically,
gleaming with jewels and softened by the delicate lace
of the scarf. But thereby came trouble.
In a careless sweep of her arm, sealing-wax in hand,
no doubt intended to be very graceful, the lace came
in contact with the flame of the candle; and a hole
was burnt in the precious fabric before anybody could
do any thing to prevent it. Then there was dismay.
Judy shrieked and flung herself down with her head
on her arms. David and Matilda looked at the
lace damage, and looked at each other. Even he
looked grave.
“It’s a pretty bad business,” he
concluded.
“O what shall I do! O what
shall I do!” Judith cried. “O what
will grandmamma say! O I wish Christmas
never came!”
“What sort of lace is this?”
Matilda asked, still examining the scarf which David
had let fall from his fingers. He thought it an
odd question and did not answer. Judy was crying
and did not hear.
“The best thing is to own up
now, Judy,” said her brother. “It
is no use to cry.”
“Yes, it is!” said Judy
vehemently. “That’s all a boy knows
about it; but they don’t know everything.”
“I don’t see the
use of it, at all events,” said David. “If
tears were spiders, they might mend it.”
“Spiders mend it!” repeated
Judy. “David, you are enough to provoke
a saint.”
“But you are not a saint,”
said her brother. “It need not provoke you.
What are you going to do?”
“Judy,” said Matilda suddenly,
“look here. Does your grandmother often
wear this?”
“She’ll be sure to want
it now,” said Judy, “if she never did before.”
“It doesn’t help the matter
either,” said David. “Putting off
discovery is no comfort. I always think it is
best to be out with a thing and have done with it.”
“No,” said Matilda.
“Yes; that isn’t what I mean;
but I mean, will Mrs. Lloyd want to wear this now
for a few days four or five?”
“She won’t wear it before
our party,” said Judy. “There’s
nothing going on or coming off before that. O
I wish our party was in Egypt.”
“Then don’t,” said
Matilda. “Look here, listen.
I think perhaps, I don’t promise,
you know, for I am not sure, but I think perhaps
I can mend this.”
“You can’t, my girl,”
said David, “unless you are a witch.”
“You might as well mend the
house!” said Judy impatiently. “It
isn’t like darning stockings, I can tell you.”
“I know how to darn stockings,”
said Matilda; “and I do not mean to mend this
that way. But I can mend some lace; and I think perhaps I
can this. If you will let me, I’ll try.”
“How come you to think you can?”
David asked. “I should say it was impossible,
to anything but a fairy.”
“I have been taught,”
said Matilda. “I did not like to learn,
but I am very glad now I did. Do you like to
have me try?”
“It is very kind of you,”
said David; “but I can’t think you can
manage it.”
“Of course she can’t!” said Judy
contemptuously.
“If I only had the right thread,”
said Matilda, re-examining the material she had to
deal with.
“What must it be?” David inquired.
“Look,” said Matilda. “Very,
very, very fine, to match this.”
“Where can it be had? You
are sure you will not make matters worse by doing
any thing with it? Though I don’t see how
they could be worse, that’s a fact. I’ll
get the thread.”
So it was arranged between them, without
reference to Judy. Matilda carried the scarf
to her room; and Judy ungraciously and ungracefully
let her go without a word.
“You are not very civil, Judy,” said her
brother.
“Civil, to that creature!”
“Civil to anybody,” said
David; “and she is a very well-behaved creature,
as you call her.”
“She was well-behaved at Candello’s the
other day, wasn’t she?”
“Perhaps she was, after her
fashion. Come, Judy, you have tried her to-night,
and she has borne it as you wouldn’t have borne
it; or I either.”
“She knew better than not to bear it,”
said Judy insolently.
“I wish you had known better
than to give it her to bear. She was not obliged
to bear it, either. Aunt Zara would not take it
very well, if she was to hear it.”
Judy only pouted, and then went on
with a little more crying for the matter of the shawl.
David gave up his part of the business.
Except looking for the thread.
That he did faithfully; but he did not know where
to go to find the article and of course did not find
it. What he brought to Matilda might as well
have been a cable, for all the use she could make
of it in the premises. There was no more to do
but to tell Mrs. Laval and get her help; and this
was the course finally agreed upon between Matilda
and David; Judy was not consulted.
Mrs. Laval heard the story very calmly;
and immediately promised to get the thread, which
she did. Matilda could not also obtain from her
an absolute promise of secrecy. Mrs. Laval reserved
that; only assuring Matilda that she would do no harm,
and that she would say nothing at least until it should
be seen whether or no Matilda had succeeded in the
repair of the scarf.
And now for days thereafter Matilda
was most of the time shut up in her room, with the
door locked. It was necessary to keep out Judy;
the work called for Matilda’s whole and best
attention. It was not an easy or a small undertaking.
If anybody could have looked in through the closed
door those days, he would have seen a little figure
seated on a low foot-cushion, with a magnificent lace
drapery lying over her lap and falling to the floor.
On a chair at her side were her thread and needles
and scissors; and very delicately and slowly Matilda’s
fingers were busy trying to weave again the lost meshes
of the exquisite lace. They worked and worked,
hour after hour, before she could be certain whether
she was going to succeed; and the blood flushed into
Matilda’s cheeks with the excitement and the
intense application. At last, Saturday afternoon,
enough progress was made to let the little girl see
that, as she said to herself, “it would do;”
and she put the scarf away that afternoon feeling
that she was all ready for Sunday to come now, and
could enjoy it without a drawback of any sort.
And so she did even Dr.
Broadman and his parti-coloured church. Matilda’s
whole heart had turned back to its old course; that
course which looks to Jesus all the way. Sunlight
lies all along that way, as surely as one’s
face is turned to the sun; so Matilda felt very happy.
She hoped, too, that she was gaining in the goodwill
of her adopted cousins; David certainly had spoken
and looked civilly and pleasantly again; and Matilda’s
heart to-day was without a cloud.
Norton declined to go with her to
Sunday school, however, and she went alone. No
stranger now, she took her place in the class as one
at home; and all the business and talk of the hour
was delightful to her. Sarah was there of course;
after the school services were ended Matilda seized
her opportunity.
“Whereabouts do you live, Sarah?”
Matilda had been turning over various
vague thoughts in her mind, compounded from experiences
of Lilac lane and the snowy corner of Fourteenth street;
her question was not without a purpose. But Sarah
answered generally, that it was not very far off.
“Where is it?” said Matilda.
“I should like, if I can, and maybe I can, I
should like to come and see you.”
“It is a poor place,”
said Sarah. “I don’t think you would
like to come into it.”
“But you live there,” said the other child.
“Yes” said
Sarah uneasily; “I live there when I ain’t
somewheres else; and I’m that mostly.”
“Where is that ‘somewhere
else’? I’ll come to see you there,
if I can.”
“You have seen me there,”
said the street-sweeper. “’Most days I’m
there.”
“I have been past that corner
a good many times, Sarah, when I couldn’t see
you anywhere.”
“’Cos the streets was
clean. There warn’t no use for my broom
then. Nobody’d ha’ wanted it, or
me. I’d ha’ been took up, maybe.”
“What do you do then, Sarah?”
“Some days I does nothing; some
days I gets something to sell, and then I does that.”
“But I would like to know where you live.”
“You wouldn’t like it,
I guess, if you saw it. Best not,” said
Sarah. “They wouldn’t let you come
to such a place, and they hadn’t ought to.
I’d like to see you at my crossing,” she
added with a smile as she moved off. Matilda,
quite lost in wonderment, stood looking after her
as she went slowly down the aisle. Her clothes
were scarcely whole, yet put on with an evident attempt
at tidiness; her bonnet was not a bonnet, but the
unshapely and discoloured remains of what had once
had the distinction. Her dress was scarcely clean;
yet as evidently there was an effort to be as neat
as circumstances permitted. What sort of a home
could it be, where so nice a girl as Matilda believed
this one was, could reach no more actual and outward
nicety in her appearance?
“You have made Sarah Staples’
acquaintance, I see;” Mr. Wharncliffe’s
voice broke her meditations.
“I saw her at her crossing one
day. Isn’t she a good girl?”
“She is a good girl, I think. What
do you think?”
“O I think so,” said Matilda;
“I thought so before; but Mr. Wharncliffe I
am afraid she is very poor.”
“I am not afraid so; I know it.”
“She will not tell me where she lives,”
said Matilda rather wistfully.
“Do you want to know?”
“Yes, I wanted to know; but I think she did
not want I should.”
“Did you think of going to see her, that you
tried to find out?”
“I would have liked to go, if
I could,” said Matilda, looking perplexed.
“But she seemed to think I wouldn’t like
it, or that I ought not, or something.”
“She is right,” said Mr.
Wharncliffe. “You would not take any pleasure
in seeing Sarah’s home; and you cannot go there
alone. But with me you may go. I will take
you there, if you choose.”
“Now?”
“Yes.”
“Thank you, sir. I would like it.”
Truth to tell, Matilda would have
liked a walk in any direction and for any purpose,
in company with that quiet, pleasant, kind, strong
face. She had taken a great fancy and given a
great trust already to her new teacher. That
walk did not lessen either. Hand in hand they
went along, through poor streets and in a neighbourhood
that grew more wretched as they went further; yet
though Matilda was in a measure conscious of this,
she seemed all the while to be walking in a sort of
spotless companionship; which perhaps she was.
The purity made more impression upon her than the
impurity. And, withal that the part of the city
they were coming to was very miserable, and more wicked
than miserable, Matilda saw it through an atmosphere
of very pure and sweet talk.
She drew a little closer to her guide,
however, as one after another sight and sound of misery
struck her senses. A knot of drunken men wrestling;
single specimens, very ugly to see; voices loud and
brutal coming out of drinking shops; haggard-looking,
dirty women, in dismal rags or finery worse yet; crying
children; scolding mothers; a population of boys and
girls of all ages, who evidently knew no Sabbath,
and to judge by appearances had no home; and streets
and houses and doorways so squalid, so encumbered
with garbage and filth, so morally distant from peace
and purity, that Matilda felt as if she were walking
with an angel through regions where angels never stay.
Perhaps Mr. Wharncliffe noticed the tightening clasp
of her fingers upon his. He paused at length;
it was before a large, lofty brick building at the
corner of a block. No better in its moral indications
than other houses around; this was merely one of mammoth
proportions. At the corner a flight of stone
steps went down to a cellar floor. Standing just
at the top of these steps, Matilda could look down
and partly look in; though there seemed little light
below but what came from this same entrance way.
The stone steps were swept. But at the bottom
there was nothing but a mud floor; doubtless dry in
some weathers, but at this time of encumbering snow
it was stamped into mud. Also down there, in
the doubtful light, Matilda discerned an overturned
broken chair and a brown jug; and even caught a glimpse
of the corner of a small cooking stove. People
lived there! or at least cooked and eat, or perhaps
sold liquor. Matilda looked up, partly in wonder,
partly in dismay, to Mr. Wharncliffe’s face.
“This is the place,” he
said; and his face was grave enough then. “Would
you like to go in?”
“This?” said Matilda bewildered.
“This isn’t the place? She
don’t live here? Does anybody live here?”
“Come down and let us see.
You need not be afraid,” he said. “There
is no danger.”
Very unwillingly Matilda let the hand
that held her draw her on to descend the steps.
If this was Sarah’s home, she did not wonder
at the girl’s hesitation about making it known.
Sarah was quite right; it was no place fit for Matilda
to come to. How could she help letting Sarah
see by her face how dreadful she thought it?
Meanwhile she was going down the stone
steps. They landed her in a cellar room; it was
nothing but a cellar; and without the clean dry paving
of brick or stone which we have in the cellars of our
houses. The little old cooking stove was nearly
all the furniture; two or three chairs or stools were
around, but not one of them whole; and in two corners
were heaps, of what? Matilda could not make out
anything but rags, except a token of straw in one
place. There was a forlorn table besides with
a few specimens of broken crockery upon it. A
woman was there; very poor though not bad-looking;
two bits of ragged boys; and lastly Sarah herself,
decent and grave, as she had just come from Sunday
school, sitting on a box with her lesson book in her
hand. She got up quickly and came forward with
a surprised face, in which there shone also that wintry
gleam of pleasure that Matilda had seen in it before.
The pleasure was for the sight of Mr. Wharncliffe;
perhaps Sarah was shy of her other visiter.
However, Mr. Wharncliffe took the conversation upon
himself, and left it to nobody to feel or shew awkwardness;
which both Matilda and Sarah were ready to do.
He had none; Matilda thought he never could have any,
anywhere; so gracious, so free, his words and manner
were in this wretched place; so pleasant and kind,
without a trace of consciousness that he had ever been
in a better room than this. And yet his boot
heels made prints in the damp earth floor. The
poor slatternly woman roused up a little to meet his
words of cheer and look of sympathy; and Sarah came
and stood by his shoulder. It was an angel’s
visit. Matilda saw it, as well as she knew that
she had been walking with one; he brought some warmth
and light even into that drear region; some brightness
even into those faces; though he staid but a few minutes.
Giving then a hearty hand grasp, not to his scholar
only but to the poor woman her mother, whom Matilda
thought it must be very disagreeable to touch, he with
his new scholar came away.
Matilda’s desire to talk or
wish to hear talking had suddenly ended. She
threaded the streets in a maze; and Mr. Wharncliffe
was silent; till block after block was passed and
gradually a region of comparative order and beauty
was opening to them. At last he looked down at
his little silent companion.
“This is a pleasanter part of the city, isn’t
it?”
“O Mr. Wharncliffe!” Matilda burst forth,
“why do they live there?”
“Because they cannot live anywhere else.”
“They are so poor as that?”
“So poor as that. And a great many other
people are so poor as that.”
“How much would it cost?”
“For them to move? Well,
it would cost the rent of a better room; and they
haven’t got it. The mother cannot earn much;
and Sarah is the chief stay of the family.”
“Have they nothing to live upon,
but the pennies she gets for sweeping the crossing?”
“Not much else. The mother
makes slops, I believe; but that brings in only a
few more coppers a week.”
“How much would a better room cost, Mr.
Wharncliffe?”
“A dollar a week, maybe; more or less, as the
case might be.”
There was silence again; until Mr.
Wharncliffe and Matilda had come to Blessington avenue
and were walking down its clean and spacious sideway.
“Mr. Wharncliffe,” said
Matilda suddenly, “why are some people so rich
and other people so poor?”
“There are a great many reasons.”
“What are some of them? can’t I understand?”
“You can understand this; that
people who are industrious, and careful, and who have
a talent for business, get on in the world better than
those who are idle or wasteful or self-indulgent or
wanting in cleverness.”
“Yes; I can understand that.”
“The first class of people make
money, and their children, who maybe are neither careful
nor clever, inherit it; along with their business
friends, and their advantages and opportunities; while
the children of the idle and vicious inherit not merely
the poverty but to some extent the other disadvantages
of their parents. So one set are naturally growing
richer and richer and the other naturally go on from
poor to poorer.”
“Yes, I understand that,”
said Matilda, with a perplexed look. “But
some of these poor people are not bad nor idle?”
“Perhaps their parents have
been. Or without business ability; and the one
thing often leads to another.”
“But” said Matilda, and stopped.
“What is it?”
“It puzzles me, sir. I
was going to say, God could make it all better; and
why don’t he?”
“He will do everything for us,
Matilda,” said her friend gravely, “except
those things he has given us to do. He
will help us to do those; but he will not prevent
the consequences of our idleness or disobedience.
Those we must suffer; and others suffer with us, and
because of us.”
“But then” said
Matilda looking up, “the rich ought
to take care of the poor.”
“That is what the Lord meant
we should do. We ought to find them work, and
see that they get proper pay for it; and not let them
die of hunger or disease in the mean while.”
“Well, why don’t people do so?”
said Matilda.
“Some try. But in general,
people have not come yet to love their neighbours
as themselves.”
“Thank you, Mr. Wharncliffe,”
Matilda said, as he stopped at the foot of Mrs. Lloyd’s
steps.
He smiled, and inquired, “For what?”
“For taking me there.”
“Why?” said he, growing grave.
But a little to his surprise the little
girl hurried up the steps without making him any answer.
In the house, she hurried in like
manner up the first flight of stairs and up the second
flight. Then, reaching her own floor, where nobody
was apt to be at that time of Sunday afternoons, the
child stopped and stood still.
She did not even wait to open her
own door; but clasping the rail of the balusters she
bent down her little head there and burst into a passion
of weeping. Was there such utter misery in the
world, and near her, and she could not relieve it?
Was it possible that another child, like herself,
could be so unlike herself in all the comforts and
helps and hopes of life, and no remedy? Matilda
could not accept the truth which her eyes had seen.
She recalled Sarah’s gentle, grave face, and
sober looks, as she had seen her on her crossing, along
with the gleam of a smile that had come over them
two or three times; and her heart almost broke.
She stood still, sobbing, thinking herself quite safe
and alone; so that she started fearfully when she
suddenly heard a voice close by her. It was David
Bartholomew, come out of his room.
“What in the world’s to
pay?” said he. “What is the
matter? You needn’t start as if I were
a grisly bear! But what is the matter,
Tilly?”
Matilda was less afraid of him lately;
and she would have answered, but there was too much
to say. The burden of her heart could not be put
into words at first. She only cried aloud,
“Oh David! Oh David!”
“What then?” said David. “What
has Judy been doing?”
“Judy! O nothing. I don’t mind
Judy.”
“Very wise of you, I’m
sure, and I am very glad to hear it. What has
troubled you? something bad, I should judge.”
“Something so bad, you could
never think it was true,” said Matilda, making
vain efforts to dry off the tears which kept welling
freshly forth.
“Have you lost something?”
“I? O no; I haven’t
got any thing to lose. Nothing particular, I mean.
But I have seen such a place”
“A place?” said
David, very much puzzled. “What about the
place?”
“Oh, David, such a place!
And people live there!” Matilda could
not get on.
David was curious. He stood and
waited, while Matilda sobbed and tried to stop and
talk to him. For, seeing that he wanted to hear,
it was a sort of satisfaction to tell to some one
what filled her heart. And at last, being patient,
he managed to get a tolerably clear report of the
case. He did not run off at once then. He
stood still looking at Matilda.
“It’s disgraceful,”
he said. “It didn’t use to be so among
my people.”
“And, oh David, what can we
do? What can I do? I don’t feel as
if I could bear to think that Sarah must sleep
in that place to-night. Why the floor was just
earth, damp and wet. And not a bedstead just
think! What can I do, David?”
“I don’t see that you
can do much. You cannot build houses to lodge
all the poor of the city. That would take a good
deal of money; more than you have got, little one.”
“But I can’t
reach them all, but I can do something for this one,”
said Matilda. “I must do something.”
“Even that would take a good deal of money,”
said David.
“I must do something,”
Matilda repeated. And she went to her own room
to ponder how, while she was getting ready for dinner.
Could she save anything from her Christmas money?