“Why, and I trust, and I may go too.  May I not? 
  What, shall I be appointed hours:  as though, belike,
  I know not what to take and what to leave?  Ha!”

“Eleanor, what is the matter?” said Julia one day.  For Eleanor was found in her room in tears.

“Nothing ­I am going to ruin only; ­that is all.”

“Going to what? Why Eleanor ­what is the matter?”

“Nothing ­if not that.”

“Why Eleanor!” said the little one in growing astonishment, for Eleanor’s distress was evidently great, and jumping at conclusions with a child’s recklessness, ­“Eleanor! ­don’t you want to be married?”

“Hush! hush!” exclaimed Eleanor rousing herself up.  “How dare you talk so, I did not say anything about being married.”

“No, but you don’t seem glad,” said Julia.

“Glad!  I don’t know that I ever shall feel glad again ­unless I get insensible ­and that would be worse.”

“Oh Eleanor! what is it? do tell me!”

“I have made a mistake, that is all, Julia,” her sister said with forced calmness.  “I want time to think and to get right, and to be good ­then I could be in peace, I think; but I am in such a confusion of everything, I only know I am drifting on like a ship to the rocks.  I can’t catch my breath.”

“Don’t you want to go to the Priory?” said the little one, in a low, awe-struck voice.

“I want something else first,” said Eleanor evasively.  “I am not ready to go anywhere, or do anything, till I feel better.”

“I wish you could see Mr. Rhys,” said Julia.  “He would help you to feel better, I know.”

Eleanor was silent, shedding tears quietly.

“Couldn’t you come down and see him, Eleanor?”

“Child, how absurdly you talk!  Do not speak of Mr. Rhys to me or to any one else ­unless you want him sent out of the village.”

“Why, who would send him?” said Julia.  “But he is going without anybody’s sending him.  He is going as soon as he gets well, and he says that will be very soon.”  Julia spoke very sorrowfully.  “He is well enough to preach again.  He is going to preach at Brompton.  I wish I could hear him.”

“When?”

“Next Monday evening.”

“Monday evening?”

“Yes.”

“I shall want to purchase things at Brompton Monday,” said Eleanor to herself, her heart leaping up light.  “I shall take the carriage and go.”

“Where will he preach in Brompton, Julia?  Is it anything of an extraordinary occasion?”

“No.  I don’t know.  O, he will be in the ­I don’t know!  You know what Mr. Rhys is.  He is something ­he isn’t like what we are.”

“Now if I go to the Methodist Chapel at Brompton,” thought Eleanor, “it will raise a storm that will either break me on the rocks, or land me on shore.  I will do it.  This is my very last chance.”

She sat before the fire, pondering over her arrangements.  Julia nestled up beside her, affectionate but mute, and laid her head caressingly against her sister’s arm.  Eleanor felt the action, though she took no notice of it.  Both remained still for some little time.

“What would you like, Julia?” her sister began slowly.  “What shall I do to please you, before I leave home?  What would you choose I should give you?”

“Give me? Are you going to give me anything?”

“I would like to please you before I go away ­if I knew how.  Do you know how I can?”

“O Eleanor!  Mr. Rhys wants something very much ­If I could give it to him! ­”

“What is it?”

“He has nothing to write on ­nothing but an old portfolio; and that don’t keep his pens and ink; and for travelling, you know, when he goes away, if he had a writing case like yours ­wouldn’t it be nice?  O Eleanor, I thought of that the other day, but I had no money.  What do you think?”

“Excellent,” said Eleanor.  “Keep your own counsel, Julia; and you and I will go some day soon, and see what we can find.”

“Where will you go? to Brompton?”

“Of course.  There is no other place to go to.  But keep your own counsel, Julia.”

If Julia kept her own counsel, she did not so well know how to keep her sister’s; for the very next day, when she was at Mrs. Williams’s cottage, the sight of the old portfolio brought up her talk with Eleanor and all that had led to it; and Julia out and spoke.

“Mr. Rhys, I don’t believe that Eleanor wants to be married and go to Rythdale Priory.”

Mr. Rhys’s first movement was to rise and see that the door of communication with the next room was securely shut; then as he sat down to his writing again he said gravely,

“You ought to be very careful how you make such remarks, Julia.  You might without knowing it, do great harm.  You are probably very much mistaken.”

“I am careful, Mr. Rhys.  I only said it to you.”

“You had better not say it to me.  And I hope you will say it to nobody else.”

“But I want to speak to somebody,” said Julia; “and she was crying in her room yesterday as hard as she could.  I do not believe, she wants to go to Rythdale!”

Julia spoke the last words with slow enunciation, like an oracle.  Mr. Rhys looked up from his writing and smiled at her a little, though he answered very seriously.

“You ought to remember, Julia, that there might be many things to trouble your sister on leaving home for the last time, without going to any such extravagant supposition as that she does not want to leave it.  Miss Eleanor may have other cause for sorrow, quite unconnected with that.”

“I know she has, too,” said Julia.  “I think Eleanor wants to be a Christian.”

He looked up again with one of his grave keen glances.

“What makes you think it, Julia?”

“She said she wanted to be good, and that she was not ready for anything till she felt better; and I know that was what she meant.  Do you think Mr. Carlisle is good, Mr. Rhys?”

“I have hardly an acquaintance with Mr. Carlisle.  Pray for your sister, Julia, but do not talk about her; and now let me write.”

The days rolled on quietly at Ivy Lodge, until Monday came.  Eleanor had kept herself in order and given general satisfaction.  When Monday came she announced boldly that she was going to give the afternoon of that day to her little sister.  It should be spent for Julia’s pleasure, and so they two would take the carriage and go to Brompton and be alone.  It was a purpose that could not very well be interfered with.  Mr. Carlisle grumbled a little, not ill-humouredly, but withdrew opposition; and Mrs. Powle made none.  However the day turned very disagreeable by afternoon, and she proposed a postponement.

“It is my last chance,” said Eleanor.  “Julia shall have this afternoon, if I never do it again.”  So they went.

The little one full of joy and anticipation; the elder grave, abstracted, unhappy.  The day was gloomy and cloudy and windy.  Eleanor looked out upon the driving grey clouds, and wondered if she was driving to her fate, at Brompton.  She could not help wishing the sun would shine on her fate, whatever it was; but the chill gloom that enveloped the fields and the roads was all in keeping with the piece of her life she was traversing then.  Too much, too much.  She could not rouse herself from extreme depression; and Julia, felling it, could only remark over and over that it was “a nasty day.”

It was better when they got to the town.  Brompton was a quaint old town, where comparatively little modernising had come, except in the contents of the shops, and the exteriors of a few buildings.  The tower of a very beautiful old church lifted its head above the mass of house-roofs as they drew near the place; in the town the streets were irregular and narrow and of ancient fashion in great part.  Here however the gloom of the day was much lost.  What light there was, was broken and shadowed by many a jutting out stone in the old mason-work, many, many a recess and projecting house-front or roof or doorway; the broad grey uniformity of dulness that brooded over the open landscape, was not here to be felt.  Quaint interest, quaint beauty, the savour of things old and quiet and stable, had a stimulating and a soothing effect too.  Eleanor roused up to business, and business gave its usual meed of refreshment and strength.  She and Julia had a good shopping time.  It was a burden of love with the little one to see that everything about the proposed purchase was precisely and entirely what it should be; and Eleanor seconded her and gave her her heart’s content of pleasure; going from shop to shop, patiently looking for all they wanted, till it was found.  Julia’s joy was complete, and shone in her face.  The face of the other grew dark and anxious.  They had got into the carriage to go to another shop for some trifle Eleanor wanted.

“Julia, would you like to stay and hear Mr. Rhys speak to-night?”

“O wouldn’t I!  But we can’t, you know.”

“I am going to stay.”

“And going to hear him?”

“Yes.”

“O Eleanor!  Does mamma know?”

“No.”

“But she will be frightened, if we are not come home.”

“Then you can take the carriage home and tell her; and send the little waggon or my pony for me.”

“Couldn’t you send one of the men?”

“Yes, and then I should have Mr. Carlisle come after me.  No, if I send, you must go.”

“Wouldn’t he like it?”

“It is no matter whether he would like it or no.  I am going to stay.  You can do as you please.”

“I would like to stay!” said Julia eagerly.  “O Eleanor, I want to stay!  But mamma would be so frightened.  Eleanor, do you think it is right?”

“It is right for me,” said Eleanor.  “It is the only thing I can do.  If it displeased all the world, I should stay.  You may choose what you will do.  If the horses go home, they cannot come back again; the waggon and old Roger, or my pony, would have to come for me ­with Thomas.”

Julia debated, sighed, shewed great anxiety for Eleanor, great difficulty of deciding, but finally concluded even with tears that it would not be right for her to stay.  The carriage went home with her and her purchases; Thomas, the old coachman, having answered with surprised alacrity to the question, whether he knew where the Wesleyan chapel in Brompton was.  He was to come back for Eleanor and be with the waggon there.  Eleanor herself went to spend the intermediate time before the hour of service, and take tea, at the house of a little lawyer in the town whom her father employed, and whose wife she knew would be overjoyed at the honour thus done her.  It was not perhaps the best choice of a resting-place that Eleanor could have made; for it was a sure and certain fountain head of gossip; but she was in no mood to care for that just now, and desired above all things, not to take shelter in any house where a message or an emissary from the Lodge or the Priory would be likely to find her; nor in one where her proceedings would be gravely looked into.  At Mrs. Pinchbeck’s hospitable tea-table she was very secure from both.  There was nothing but sweetmeats there!

Mrs. Pinchbeck was a lively lady, in a profusion of little fair curls all over her head and a piece of flannel round her throat.  She was very voluble, though her voice was very hoarse.  Indeed she left nothing untold that there was time to tell.  She gave Eleanor an account of all Brompton’s doings; of her own; of Mr. Pinchbeck’s; and of the doings of young Master Pinchbeck, who was happily in bed, and who she declared, when not in bed was too much for her.  Meanwhile Mr. Pinchbeck, who was a black-haired, ordinarily somewhat grim looking man, now with his grimness all gilded in smiles, pressed the sweetmeats; and looked his beaming delight at the occasion.  Eleanor felt miserably out of place; even Mrs. Pinchbeck’s flannel round her throat helped her to question whether she were not altogether wrong and mistaken in her present undertaking.  But though she felt miserable, and even trembled with a sort of speculative doubt that came over her, she did not in the least hesitate in her course.  Eleanor was not made of that stuff.  Certainly she was where she had no business to be, at Mrs. Pinchbeck’s tea-table, and Mr. Pinchbeck had no business to be offering her sweetmeats; but it was a miserable necessity of the straits to which she found herself driven.  She must go to the Wesleyan chapel that evening; she would, coûte que coûte. There she dared public opinion; the opinion of the Priory and the Lodge. Here, she confessed said opinion was right.

One good effect of the vocal entertainment to which she was subjected, was that Eleanor herself was not called upon for many words.  She listened, and tasted sweetmeats; that was enough, and the Pinchbecks were satisfied.  When the time of durance was over, for she was nervously impatient, and the hour of the chapel service was come, Eleanor had not a little difficulty to escape from the offers of attendance and of service which both her host and hostess pressed upon her.  If her carriage was to meet her at a little distance, let Mr. Pinchbeck by all means see her into it; and if it was not yet come, at least let her wait where she was while Mr. P. went to make inquiries.  Or stay all night!  Mrs. Pinchbeck would be delighted.  By steady determination Eleanor at last succeeded in getting out of the house and into the street alone.  Her heart beat then, fast and hard; it had been giving premonitory starts all the evening.  In a very sombre mood of mind, she made her way in the chill wind along the streets, feeling herself a wanderer, every way.  The chapel she sought was not far off; lights were blazing there, though the streets were gloomy.  Eleanor made a quiet entrance into the warm house, and sat down; feeling as if the crisis of her fate had come.  She did not care now about hiding herself; she went straight up the centre aisle and took a seat about half way in the building, at the end of a pew already filled all but that one place.  The house was going to be crowded and a great many people were already there, though it was still very early.

The warmth after the cold streets, and the silence, and the solitude, after being exposed to Mrs. Pinchbeck’s tongue and to her observation, made a lull in Eleanor’s mind for a moment.  Then, with the waywardness of action which thought and feeling often take in unwonted situations, she began to wonder whether it could be right to be there ­not only for her, but for anybody.  That large, light, plain apartment, looking not half so stately as the saloon of a country house; could that be a proper place for people to meet for divine service?  It was better than a barn, still was that a fit church? The windows blank and staring with white glass; the woodwork unadorned and merely painted; a little stir of feet coming in and garments rustling, the only sound.  She missed the full swell of the organ, which itself might have seemed to clothe even bare boards.  Nothing of all that; nothing of what she esteemed dignified, or noble, or sacred; a mere business-looking house, with that simple raised platform and little desk ­was Eleanor right to be there?  Was anybody else?  Poor child, she felt wrong every way, there or not there; but these thoughts tormented her.  They tormented her only till Mr. Rhys came in.  When she saw him, as it had been that evening in the barn, they quieted instantly.  To her mind he was a guaranty for the righteousness of all in which he was concerned; different as it might be from all to which she had been accustomed.  Such a guaranty, that Eleanor’s mind was almost ready to leap to the other conclusion, and account wrong whatever the difference put on another side from him.  She watched him now, as he went with a quick step to the pulpit, or platform as she called it, and mounting it, kneeled down beside one of the chairs that stood there.  Eleanor was accustomed to that action; she had seen clergymen a million of times come into the pulpit, and always kneel; but it was not like this.  Always an ample cushion lay ready for the knees that sank upon it; the step was measured; the movement slow; every line was of grace and propriety; the full-robed form bowed reverently, and the face was buried in a white cloud of cambric.  Here, a tall figure, attired only in his ordinary dress, went with quick, decided step up to the place; there dropped upon one knee, hiding his face with his hand; without seeming to care where, and certainly without remembering that there was nothing but an ingrain carpet between his knee and the floor.  But Eleanor knew what this man was about; and an instant sense of sacredness and awe stole over her, beyond what any organ-peals or richness of Gothic work had ever brought.  Then she rejoiced that she was where she was.  To be there, could not be wrong.

The house was full and still.  The beginning of the service again was the singing; here richer and fuller voiced than it had been in the barn.  Somebody else made the prayers; to her sorrow; but then Mr. Rhys rose, and her eye and ear were all for him.  She threw back her veil now.  She was quite willing that he should see her; quite willing that if he had any message of help or warning for her in the course of his sermon, he should deliver it.  He saw her, she knew, immediately.  She rather fancied that he saw everybody.

It was to be a missionary sermon, Eleanor had understood; but she thought it was a very strange one.  The text was, “Render to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s; and to God the things that are God’s.”

The question was, “What are the Lord’s things?”

Mr. Rhys seemed to be only talking to the people, as his bright eye went round the house and he went on to answer this question.  Or rather to suggest answers.

Jacob’s offering of devotion and gratitude was a tenth part of his possessions.  “And Jacob vowed a vow, saying, If God will be with me, and will keep me in this way that I go, and will give me bread to eat, and raiment to put on, so that I come again to my father’s house in peace; then shall the Lord be my God:  and this stone, which I have set for a pillar, shall be God’s house; and of all that thou shalt give me, I will surely give the tenth unto thee.”

Mr. Rhys announced this.  He did not comment upon it at all.  He went on to say, that the commandment given by Moses appointed the same offering.

“And all the tithe of the land, whether of the seed of the land, or of the fruit of the tree, is the Lord’s:  it is holy unto the Lord.  And if a man will at all redeem ought of his tithes, he shall add thereto the fifth part thereof.  And concerning the tithe of the herd, or of the flock, even of whatsoever passeth under the rod, the tenth shall be holy unto the Lord.  He shall not search whether it be good or bad, neither shall he change it; and if he change it at all, then both it and the change thereof shall be holy; it shall not be redeemed.”

So that it appeared, that the least the Lord would receive as a due offering to him from his people, was a fair and full tenth part of all they possessed.  This was required, from those that were only nominally his people.  How about those that render to him heart-service?

David’s declaration, when laying up provision for the building of the temple, was that all was the Lord’s.  “Who am I, and what is my people, that we should be able to offer so willingly after this sort? for all things come of thee, and of thine own have we given thee...  O Lord our God, all this store that we have prepared to build thee an house for thy holy name cometh of thine hand, and is all thine own.”  And God himself, in the fiftieth psalm, claims to be the one sole owner and proprietor, when he says, “Every beast of the forest is mine, and the cattle upon a thousand hills.”

But some people may think, that is a sort of natural and providential right, which the Creator exercises over the works of his hands.  Come a little closer.

“The silver is mine, and the gold is mine, saith the Lord of Hosts.” ­So it was declared by his prophet Haggai.  And by another of his servants, the Lord told the people that their own prospering in the various goods of this world, would be according to their faithfulness in serving him with them.

“Will a man rob God?  Yet ye have robbed me.  But ye say, Wherein have we robbed thee?  In tithes and offerings.  Ye are cursed with a curse; for ye have robbed me, even this whole nation.

“Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.”

So that it is not grace nor bounty the Lord receives at our hands in such offerings; it is simply his own.

Then it must be considered that those were the times of the old dispensation; of an expensive system of sacrifices and temple worship; with a great body of the priesthood to be maintained and supplied in all their services and private household wants.  We live in changed times, under a different rule.  What do the Lord’s servants owe him now?

The speaker had gone on with the utmost quietness of manner from one of these instances to another; using hardly any gestures; uttering only with slow distinctness and deliberation his sentences one after the other; his face and eye meanwhile commanding the whole assembly.  He went on now with the same quietness, perhaps with a little more deliberateness of accentuation, and an additional spark of fire now and then in his glance.

There was a widow woman once, who threw into the Lord’s treasury two mites, which make a farthing; but it was all her living.  Again, we read that among the first Christians, “all that believed were together, and had all things common; and sold their possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had need.”  “The multitude of them that believed were of one heart, and of one soul; neither said any of them that ought of the things which he possessed was his own; but they had all things common.”

Were these people extravagant?  They overwent the judgment of the present day.  By what rule shall we try them?

Christ’s rule is, “Freely ye have received; freely give.”  What have we received?

Friends, “you know the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that, though he was rich, yet for your sakes he became poor, that ye through his poverty might be rich.”  And the judgment of the old Christian church accorded with this; for they said, ­“The love of Christ constraineth us; because we thus judge, that if one died for all, then were all dead; and that he died for all, that they which live should not henceforth live unto themselves, but unto him which died for them, and rose again.”  Were they extravagant?

But Christ has given us a closer rule to try the question by.  He told his disciples, “This is my commandment, That ye love one another, as I have loved you.”  Does any one ask how that was?  The Lord tells us in the next breath.  It was no theoretical feeling. “Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.”  “A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another.”

Pausing there in his course, with fire and tenderness breaking out in his face and manner, that gave him a kind of seraphic look, the speaker burst forth into a description of the love of Christ, that before long bowed the heads and hearts of his audience as one man.  Sobs and whispers and smothered cries, murmured from all parts of the church; the whole assembly was broken down, while the preacher stood like some heavenly messenger and spoke his Master’s name.  When he ceased, the suppressed noise of sobs was alone to be heard all over the house.  He paused a little, and began again very quietly, but with an added tenderness in his voice,

“He that saith he abideth in him, ought himself also so to walk, even as he walked.” ­“Hereby perceive we the love of God, because he laid down his life for us; and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren.”

He paused again; every one there knew that he was ready to act on the principle he enounced; that he was speaking only of what he had proved; and the heads of the assembly bent lower still.

Does any one ask, What shall we do now? there is no temple to be maintained, nor course of sacrifices to be kept up, nor ceremonial worship, nor Levitical body of priests to be supported and fed.  What shall we give our lives and our fortunes to now, if we give them?

“Whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them.”  Is the gospel dear to you?  Is salvation worth having?  Think of those who know nothing of it; and then think of Christ’s command, “Feed my sheep.”  They are scattered upon all lands, the sheep that he died for; who shall gather them in?  In China they worship a heap of ashes; in India they adore monsters; in Fiji they live to kill and eat one another; in Africa they sit in the darkness of centuries, till almost the spark of humanity is quenched out.  “Whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.”  But “how shall they call on him in whom they have not believed? and how shall they believe in him of whom they have not heard? and how shall they hear without a preacher? and how shall they preach, except they be sent? as it is written, How beautiful are the feet of them that preach the gospel of peace, and bring glad tidings of good things!”

“O Zion, that bringest good tidings, get thee up into the high mountain:  O Jerusalem, that bringest good tidings, lift up thy voice with strength; lift it up, be not afraid; say unto the cities of Judah, Behold your God!”

“The Spirit and the bride say, come.  And let him that heareth say, come.  And let him that is athirst come.  And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.” ­

It was in the midst of the deepest stillness, and in low kept-under tones, that the last words were spoken.  And when they ceased, a great hush still remained upon the assembly.  It was broken by prayer; sweet, solemn, rapt, such as some there had never heard before; such as some there knew well.  When Mr. Rhys had stopped, another began.  The whole house was still with tears.

There was one bowed heart there, which had divided subjects of consideration; there was one hidden face which had a double motive for being hid.  Eleanor had been absorbed in the entrancing interest of the time, listening with moveless eyes, and borne away from all her own subjects of care and difficulty on the swelling tide of thought and emotion which heaved the whole assembly.  Till her own head was bent beneath its power, and her tears sought to be covered from view.  She did not move from that attitude; until, lifting her head near the close of the sermon, as soon as she could get it up in fact, that she might see as much as possible of those wonderful looks she might never see again; a slight chance turn of her head brought another idea into her mind.  A little behind her in the aisle, standing but a pace or two off, was a figure that for one instant made all Eleanor’s blood stand still.  She could not see it distinctly; she did not see the face of the person at all; it was only the merest glimpse of some outlines, the least line of a coat and vision of an arm and hand resting on a pew door.  But if that arm and hand did not belong to somebody she knew, in Eleanor’s belief it belonged to nobody living.  It was not the colour of cloth nor the cut of a dress; it was the indefinable character of that arm and man’s glove, seen with but half an eye.  But it made her sure that Mr. Carlisle, in living flesh and blood, stood there, in the Wesleyan chapel though it was.  Eleanor cared curiously little about it, after the first start.  She felt set free, in the deep high engagement of her thoughts at the time, and the roused and determined state of feeling they had produced.  She did not fear Mr. Carlisle.  She was quite willing he should have seen her there.  It was what she wished, that he should know of her doing.  And his neighbourhood in that place did not hinder her full attention and enjoyment of every word that was spoken.  It did not check her tears, nor stifle the swelling of her heart under the preaching and under the prayers.  Nevertheless Eleanor was conscious of it all the time; and became conscious too that the service would before very long come to a close; and then without doubt that quiet glove would have something to do with her.  Eleanor did not reason nor stop to think about it.  Her heart was full, full, under the appeals made and the working of conscience with them; conscience and tenderer feelings, which strove together and yet found no rest; and this action the sight of Mr. Carlisle rather intensified.  Were her head but covered by that helmet of salvation, under which others lived and walked so royally secure, ­and she could bid defiance to any disturbing force that could meet her, she thought, in this world.

It was while Eleanor’s head was yet bowed, and her heart busy with these struggling feelings, that she heard an invitation given to all people who were not at peace in their hearts and who desired that Christians should pray for them, ­to come forward and so signify their wish.  Eleanor did not understand what this could mean; and hearing a stir in the church, she looked up, if perhaps her eyes might give her information.  To her surprise she saw that numbers of people were leaving their seats, and going forward to what she would have called the chancel rails, where they all knelt down.  All these persons, then, were in like condition with her; unhappy in the consciousness of their wants, and not knowing how to supply them.  So many!  And so many willing openly to confess it.  Eleanor’s heart moved strangely towards them.  And then darted into her head an impulse, quick as lightning and almost as startling, that she should join herself to them and go forward as they were doing.  Was not her heart mourning for the very same want that they felt?  She had reason enough.  No one in that room sought the forgiveness of God and peace with him more earnestly than she, nor with a sorer heart; nor felt more ignorant how to gain it.  Together with that another thought, both of them acting with the swiftness and power of a lightning flash, moved Eleanor.  Would it not utterly disgust Mr. Carlisle, if she took this step? would he wish to have any more to do with her, after she should have gone forward publicly to ask for prayers in a Wesleyan chapel?  It would prove to him at least how far apart they were in all their views and feelings.  It would clear her way for her; and the next moment, doing it cunningly that she might not be intercepted, Eleanor Powle slipped out of her seat with a quick movement, just before some one else who was coming up the aisle, and so put that person for that one second of danger between her and the waiting figure whom she knew without looking at.  That second was gained, and she went trembling with agitation, yet exultingly, up the aisle and knelt on the low bench where the others were.

Mr. Carlisle and escape from him, had been Eleanor’s one thought till she got there.  But as her knees sank upon the cushion and her head bowed upon the rails, a flood of other feeling swept over her and Mr. Carlisle was forgotten.  The sense of what she was committing herself to ­of the open stand she was taking as a sinner, and one who desired to be a forgiven sinner, ­overwhelmed her; and her heart’s great cry for peace and purity broke forth to the exclusion of everything else.

In the confusion of Eleanor’s mind, she did not know in the least what was going on around her in the church.  She did not hear if they were praying or singing.  She tried to pray for herself; she knew not what others were doing; till she heard some low whispered words near her.  That sound startled her into attention; for she knew the accent of one voice that spoke.  The other, if one answered, she could not discern; but she found with a start of mingled fear and pleasure that Mr. Rhys was speaking separately with the persons kneeling around the rails.  She had only time to clear her voice from tears, before that same low whisper came beside her.

“What is your difficulty?”

“Darkness ­confusion ­I do not see what way to go.”

“Go no way,” said the whisper impressively, “until you see clearly.  Then do what is right.  That is the first point.  You know that Christ is the fountain of light?”

“But I see none.”

“Seek him trustingly, and obediently; and then look for the light to come, as you would for the dawning after a dark night.  It is sure, if you will trust the Lord.  His going forth is prepared as the morning.  It is sure to come, to all that seek him, trust him, and obey him.  Seek him in prayer constantly, and in studying your Bible; and what you find to be your duty, do; and the Lord be with you!”

He passed away from Eleanor; and presently the whole assembly struck up a hymn.  It sounded like a sweet shout of melody at the time; but Eleanor could never recall a note of it afterwards.  She knew the service was nearly ended, and that in a few minutes she must quit her kneeling, sheltered position, and go out into the world again.  She bent her heart to catch all the sweetness of the place and the time; for strange and confused as she felt, there was nevertheless an atmosphere fragrant with peace about both.  The hymn came to an end; the congregation were dismissed, and Eleanor perforce turned her face to go down the aisle again.

Her veil was down and she did not look, but she knew without looking just when she reached the spot where Mr. Carlisle stood.  He stood there yet; he had only stepped a little aside to let the stream of people go past him; and now as Eleanor came up he assumed his place by her side and put her hand upon his arm as quietly as if he had been waiting there for her by appointment all along.  So he led her out to the carriage in waiting for her, helped her into it, and took his place beside her; in silence, but with the utmost gentleness of demeanour.  The carriage door was closed, they drove off; Eleanor’s evening was over, and she was alone with Mr. Carlisle.